he's back (02.27.24)

I think there's this idea of privilege that people have where if you are privileged, you become a bad person, and the more privilege you possess, the worse of a person you are, like privlege is a nuclear bomb warehouse that you can add stock into.

This is an incomplete outlook on privilege because it places blame on individuals with privilege rather than the systems which give certain people privilege, while at the same time ignoring others to their detriment.

A cis person isn't bad because they have the privilege of not being trans. The system in place which prioritize cis voices, opinions, bodies, and, ultimately, cis lives over trans ones is bad. These are important distinctions because something like trans liberation will not be a reality if we don't dismantle the system which places trans people as lesser.

Okay so I could not sing before T and I still can't, but I'm absolutely stoked at how I'm able to hit much lower notes than before

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every time i think the "staff can do no wrong and any form of complaining or expressing literally anything other than "yaaay love it <3" with no further comments is bashing and literally evil we should never say anything that could even potentially be interpreted as mildly critical ever because ~some artist who worked hard on this is probably reading the forums and might feel bad if we ever express anything but praise~ also we must be constantly positive at all times unless we're passive-aggressively shaming someone for having an extremely polite and apologetically worded criticism and if you ask the staff for literally anything you had better be prepared to preface it with 3 paragraphs of apologizing for breathing air" attitude is bad on tumblr, i take one look at the forums, and holy fucking hell is it SO much worse on site

hi!! these artbreeders are looking amazing, may i request one for harry beloved when you’re finished with s2? 💕

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i might just fall in love with my physiotherapist..... 😳

nuzzles my face against my baby ryan 🥺💖

yk every time i see a post about somebody wishing bad things on another person i think ‘dirt-strider to kiryu’ you’ve broken me brain

You see a post thats like i want to stick him in time prison so that he gets so bored he starts breaking his own bones to get even a hint of stimulation and its tagged me at kiryu and you scroll down and its a post thats like i want to feed him chips from my cupped hands like a wild stallion and its also tagged me at kiryu also hiiiiiiiii

i left her house and party without telling her how i feel or attempting to make a move i feel like the stupidest motherfucker alive

looking at tattoo places in my town like its ever gonna happen and. :/

the most important aspect of art to hone outside of understanding fundamental ideas (though neglecting some in it of itself can make for good stylistic flair with outsider art being its own fascinating category) but the concept of conveying emotions consistently and communicating your ideas succinctly through your art. the most skilled form artists can struggle the most with that and the best way to keep it sharp is to be passionate at all so stressing over form and negative comparisons is the best way to kill that. you clearly are at no risk of doing any of that though as presented in the last post but also in literally all of your works so far ahahaha so dont even worry about it ahaha

Thanks :')

I really obsess over like,, conveying things how i feel them or how i think it would best come across to others.

Weight, and depth and shape and colour and etc... it all adds to a Feeling. Or feelings. A mood, it sets a tone. And it can compliment whatever youre trying to do.

The visual of it at all and whatever its portraying means more to me than how 'good' it looks really,,, but sometimes i very much do get in a rut where i wish i had the skill of a more accomplished artist than i, to really get into it even more, i love bending and pushing shapes and lines and colours etc.... but sometimes i lack the understanding how to do it exactly how i see in my head. Or how i want it to feel.

And sometimes i start to doubt my abilities if my stuff isnt to my standards.

Im bad at explaining things sorry lol and i reaaaally hope i dont come off as pretentious whenever i talk abt this stuff

I wonder what kind of dreams Mina is having...

i cant believe my delirious pre sleep vision turned out to be true......FOUND MY HANDKERCHIEF BABYYYYYYY