#I wish I could be happy
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i might be feeling lonely, empty, tired, sad etc but at least i'm cute
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It's not fair that you get to live your life as if nothing ever happened between us, and I have to waste away in the acid that is the memories of you and I together.
#billy#heart break#heartache#i wish i could be happy#mentally tired#relationship quotes#sad poetry#sad quotes#i loved you#i still love you#summertime sadness#please help#i'm ruined#i'm alone#i'm sorry
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tw vent/rant ///
I hate the word happy
i hate how i'm so expected to be happy
I hate that I'm not happy when i should be. i can tell that i'm supposed to be happy but i can't
i just watch as others are happy silently cursing myself for not being able to be like that
because i can't be normal, my own brain won't let me
my own brain hates me
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why does everything feel so hard these days
#sorry i dont like making negative posts but i feel i need to empty my mind a bit#ive been feeling lonely but also too tired and sick to reach out to my friends#idk if summer depression is just hitting extra hard but my existence feels so empty rn#like..too much empty space but somehow i also feel like im suffocating on some kind of deep sadness within me#idk idk#i just wish life wasnt..like this#i wish i could be happy#to delete
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#mentally ill#i feel dead#depression#anxiety#i’m not okay#i wish I could be okay#I wish I could be happy#ocd#mental health#mentally dead
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A Moment in Time - Dearly Missed
#love them so much#a moment in time is the title because seeing the sunlight once more is gonna only be for a short period of time...#because karlach [spoilers] non blue ended#and astarion spawn ending#the two people who havent seen the sun in decades#enjoying the sunshine that was robbed from them when they were forced into servitude#i only wish we could have extended this time for them... i wish nothing but happiness for them#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion bg3#karlach#karlach bg3#bg3 karlach#astarion ancunin
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I'll just be at this imaginary party with my imaginary friends in my pajamas.
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I wish I could drive. I wish I wasn’t anxious. I wish I had friends close by who I could ask to help me. I’m so fucking lonely and upset.
I have to call my doctor back to reject /another/ hysterectomy surgery date because “my surgery isn’t important” and “I’m an idiot for wanting to get it” (according to my mom) and everyone else’s stuff is obviously more important than mine even though I want it so bad. I don’t think I’m ever going to get it at this rate (admitting that made me start crying lmao).
Life is great 🙃
#personal#delete later#I always hope so much#but I’m let down each time#I don’t know why I bother#I wish I could be happy
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Quick doodles before I evaporate.
#jjk#geto suguru#satosugu#gojo satoru#Don't look to close these are so rough#“Girl dinner” I say to myself looking at the 500th tiktok edit of sato/sugu actually dry heaving wanting to crumble into dust#jjk is the worst thing ive done for my mental health in a while#anyway I still love them and wish they could have been happy together for a little longer#Didn't get a chance to hug your best friend and tell him how much he means to you in highschool#no biggie just do it in the afterlife#Jkjkjkjjkjkjk Everything is fine#my art#jujutsu kaisen
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I feel like sometimes I see no point in living... Life is about being happy and achieving things you want.
I have an awesome wife, I'm sober, why am I so miserable?
I wake up instantly sad. I just feel like maybe I should sign up for the program and just go medically...
#depressing life#depression#tw depression#tw suicide talk#i wish i could be happy#mental illness#broken man#ive always seen the dark#im going to live miserable or go and sleep#why do i feel so shitty#i dont know whats wrong with me#i asked for help#no one will help me#alone
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#literally no one would miss me if i died#i’m so tired#and so tired of being lonely#turns out people are cordial if i text but when i don’t and they saw im having a rough time they just won’t reach out#even though we used to be close#why can’t i have friends#i wish i could be happy
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Aaaaand more very quick stream doodles. This one shot was so fun to watch, it’s so sad that it had to end already. But oh well, let’s not dwell on that and let’s enjoy the good time we had, like disguised tiefling gale being both Karlachs and astarions type, wyll and gale having a spa day, bing bong in general (rip king, you will be missed), and of course the 8 strength fight for magic items <3 thanks to the cast for the chaos, I enjoyed it thoroughly
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion ancunin#gale dekarios#shadowheart#wyll ravengard#karlach#lae'zel#bloodweave#bc I say so#>:3c#I also refuse to draw gale without the beard sorry#I’m so happy we got to see more Tim being chaotic. he’s like the eye of the storm. calm and unassuming while commanding the chaos#around him#the gale wine mom moment was literally so real I nearly cried from laughter when Tim mimed eating the cucumber slices from his face mask#god I wish they could do a whole campaign I would watch that back and fourth#everything I draw that includes them is bloodweave bc I love them dearly. same goes for shartzel (still love that ship name)#I just have not yet drawn actual ship art outside of this of them so I feel less comfortable tagging it as such 🥹
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I remember standing on my porch, looking into your eyes before saying goodbye after our first date. You leaned in and kissed me, and butterflies exploded inside of me. That was one of the happiest moments of my life, and it's all a memory.
You're different now, though.
After they changed you.
I wish I could go back and save you.
#billy#heart break#heartache#i wish i could be happy#mentally tired#relationship quotes#sad poetry#sad quotes#i loved you#i still love you
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refusing an impossible wish and settling for one last game of chess.
#p5#persona 5#shuake#akeshu#p5r#persona 5 royal#goro akechi#akechi goro#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#joker#joker persona 5#soda art#the artbook gave me brainrot and the strength to make a COMIC. extreme rarity for me#akechi in 3rd sem having a wish to play chess with joker in a world where theyre both happy and are able to lead normal lives is just...aug#but the fact of the matter is that he can't have that without sacrificing his free will and everything he stands for#so in this scenario i thought he could ask for a small microcosm of that wish#at least he gets another game with joker - even if he wants to play many more he'll settle for just one#they still can't play together without the baggage and without akechi feeling that he's burdening ren#but at least it's something. at least akechi gets to spend a little more time with him#and akechi makes a concerted effort to push ren away in the 3rd sem to avoid attachment#so this would be a “selfish”/vulnerable request on his part since it's something he wants but is sentimental#and will only make it harder for ren to lose him in the end#ANYWAY !!! they make me crazy <3
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Heeeey @tapakah0
Happy birthday:D
#I want to say thank you#I'm not even sure for what#for your love and passion and care and energy and support#I think I want to thank you for your presense#for being here#you know#for existing#I'm so so happy we can exist together#happy birthday lil bunny#I wish I could hug you and pick you up and spin you in the air
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Sada, Turo and the childhood they never gave Arven
Twas only a matter of time til I drew them, I am weak for dilfs, milfs and especially trauma origins 😔👌
The last drawing went a bit out of control. I wanted to clean up the sketch and woke up 5 hours later with a remade, coloured and shaded sketch and pain in my hand.
#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scvi#pokemon sv#fanart#professor turo#professor sada#turo#sada#arven#also featuring my fav paradox mons of each version#Jeffrey and mecha Godzilla#also like#I wish Arven could have had a happy childhood#on the otherhand this boy is both a pretty boy and a himbo#so he kinda needs the trauma to balance him out
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