#I think it’s driving me a bit too crazy
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could you write either hcs for the gang getting their wisdom teeth removed, or a mini one shot fic of soda after he gets his out? <3
(I love ur blog btw)
yesssss OML i love you sm🫶‼️
ponyboy:
just so wacky istg
lowk thinks he’s in a book so starts talking in the third person and narrating everything that’s happening
darry struggles to get him back in the car after the appt but once they finally get back home pony stumbles through the door
”ponyboy feels peaceful as he walks through his humble abode” yells pony while darry chases after him
dally is chillin on the couch and pony sits RIGHT next to him
”dally has an elfish face and is anything but handsome, idk what cherry saw in him” and dals just like🧍♀️
he refrains from “knocking his block off” just cause he knows he’s on anesthesia
johnny:
pretty quiet afterwards ngl
but he’s just in awe of absolutely everything
😲 24/7
he just has his jack skellington moment like “what’s this? what’s this?”
by the end of the couple hours everyone’s just so done 💀
but no one takes it out on him cause i mean it’s johnny
who could be rude to that face🤨
people try and baby him a bit and he’s just like
”lay OFFA me🙄”
sodapop:
similar to johnny he just asks SO many questions
but it’s just “why” OVER AND OVER
ISTG ITS CRAZY
just so goofy
darry and steve are riding from the dentist with him in the car and darry gotta stop for gas
so sodas like “why”
and then steve goes off abt car mechanics and how car engines work and everything
so sodas like “why”
steve’s just like “uhhh cause that’s how the world works”
so sodas like “why”
and steve goes into an existential crisis and darry’s just like “cmon soda we gotta get you home”
darry:
this is bouta be so chaotic i’m sorry😭
cause he had a group talk abt who he wants taking care of him when he’s on the anesthetic
can’t be two bit cause hed just goof off, dally would commit three felonies and one war crime in the space of an hour without the threat of darry punching his skull in, steve just goes along with soda and hypes soda to do dumb shit, pony can’t even drive, so johnny is the only remotely responsible one
and dally chooses to invite himself along🙄
dally drives darry home after flirting with a girl waiting in the doctors office. she’s kinda crying and he’s like “what’sa matter baby😏”
and she’s like “i just got diagnosed with crippling anxiety” or smth (i know people get their wisdom teeth out at an oral surgeon/ dentist office but ITS JUST FOR THE JOKE)
and dal is OUTTA THERE
johnny sits with darry in the backseat and darry just kinda lets loose on the both of them
like “dally, yk you’ll never amount to anything at this rate right?😀” and “johnny, do ya think your troubled home life will affect the way you’ll live as an adult for decades to come?”
dally:
flirting way too much with literally everyone
”i may not be able to feel anything in my mouth but YOU sure will tonight 😏”
and two-bit is just standing like 🧍♀️
EWEWEW i’m actually throwing up that made me cringe sm but it’s funny so idc
the whole gang is there cause they gotta make sure dally doesn’t run away and become a drug lord overnight
pony buys him an ice cream cone and he just breaks down crying like
”this…this is the nicest thing anyone’s ever done to me 🥹” and it’s probably true
two-bit:
making the MOST non-sensical jokes ever
he’s just talking the ear off this old lady nurse like
”and THEN a poodle walks into the bar holding a *wheeze* a frying pan‼️”
BUT two-bits delivery is so on point that it’s actually funny cause no one expects it
just the epitome of wacky
tries to jump out of the car while they’re driving
he thinks it’s the funniest thing ever when everyone freaks out
in general just thinks everything is so funny
dally will make his usual threats to anyone in the car and two-bit will be like
”remember when dally threw up at the christmas party we had cause ponyboy bet he couldn’t drink a gallon of eggnog in two minutes💀‼️”
and dally just sits there silently for the rest of the car ride
steve:
actually thinks he’s invincible
SPRINTS and parkours his way through the doctors office
two and dal are just egging him on
sodas dying
sticks his head out the car window
TOTALLY passes out once they get home
lowk just keeps sleeping everyone thinks he died cause it’s been 12 hours since the appointment and he’s just out of it
TYSM for requesting @obsessedwithyouxx‼️
and my inbox is always open!!
#the outsiders#dallas winston#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade#darry curtis#the outsiders sodapop#steve randle#two bit mathews#matt dillon#sodapop curtis
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Pebblefreeze & Human Drabble
by Dragon Anon
"Another newcomer, ey?" Human jolted at the sound of a gravelly voice. He had been so lost in his own thoughts that he hadn't even noticed the grey she-cat approach. Well, mostly grey. Her tail was a brilliant reddish color, standing out starkly against her pelt.
"Ah, hello," Human murmured uncertainly. The she-cat grinned, as if delighted only to be acknowledged.
"I'm Pebblefreeze," she mrrowed.
"How'd you get a name like that?" Human tilted his head, gaze sweeping over the cotton-pelted 'Pebblefreeze' once more.
"It's a warrior name."
"Oh, I know about that. Thistleskip taught me. I just mean... you look more like a 'Pebbleflame' to me."
Human flinched back when the she-cat let out a growl, only to realize she was laughing a few seconds later. "Pebbleflame! Ha! If only Maplestar had thought of that one."
"Maplestar?"
"He was our clan's leader back when I was a 'paw."
"Ah."
"..."
"What?"
"You never told me your name, silly."
"Oh, uh! I'm Human."
"...and how'd you get a name like that?"
...
"This is my dad, Evie," Pebblefreeze purred. "And the cat cuddling with him is Crowflame."
"We are not cuddling, Pebblefreeeze," Crowflame hissed. "It's drafty in this den. Maybe if the apprentices had actually done their job and brought back those goose feathers..."
"I seem to remember a certain apprentice getting bit by a goose once..." Evie hummed thoughtfully. "Who was that again?"
"Be quiet, Evie."
"Blizzardfang always had delightful stories about your apprentice days..."
"Evie," Crowflame growled.
"Stop teasing him, dad." Pebblefreeze sat down, shaking her head solemnly. "You're only reminding him of a traumatic childhood event. Truly, quite insensitive of you."
Crowflame snorted, rolling to his paws and stomping out of the elders' den, although Human thought he heard the tom mutter something along the lines of "I'm too old for this."
"Anyway," Evie yawned, shifting to his paws. "Who's this?"
"I'm Human," Human replied quickly. It still felt surreal to him that so many clan cats actually knew their parents. Had grown up with them. Human could barely remember his own mother's face, let alone her name. Idly, he wondered if Pebblefreeze had siblings too.
"Hi, Human. I'm dad," Evie replied nonchalantly.
"Pebblefreeze already introduced you," a tawny-spotted cat rasped, slinking forward from the back of the den. Human started. There were so many cats in FallenClan, he could hardly keep track of them. "I'm Mothspots."
"Hi." Human ducked his head, feeling a bit timid.
"My sister's around here somewhere too..." Pebblefreeze murmured thoughtfully, glancing around the den. "I think."
"Willowsplash and Bub went out on a walk, actually. You're welcome to wait for them in here, if you want. I'm sure I could tell Human plenty of stories about your kittenhood..."
"Oh, please do!" Pebblefreeze chortled. "Sit down, Human. You'll love this."
...
"What happened to Hopethistle?"
"What?"
"Sorry. I mean, your dad mentioned her being Cherrystar's sister. I, uh, know about Cherrystar's sudden death, given how it happened pretty recently before I joined the clan. I haven't heard anything about Hopethistle, though."
"She died a long time ago." Pebblefreeze shrugged, gaze growing distant for a few moments before refocusing on Human. "We don't actually know what happened. Just... found her dead one day."
"Oh. I'm sorry." Human grimaced, feeling suddenly ashamed for asking.
"Don't be. Like I said, it was a long time ago. I was a lot more troublesome back then."
"More so than you are now?" The words were out of Human's mouth before he could stop them, and he felt a pang of alarm. "I'm sorry, I didn't-"
"Ha ha! So you do have some fire in you after all! C'mon, why don't I show you where Hopethistle and I used to sneak off to together? We used to drive our mentors crazy."
" . . . all right."
...
"Rah! I'm the strongest warrior ever!" Frozenkit yowled, bounding across camp in a few long strides. "Surrender or die!"
"Guess I'll have to surrender then," Pebblefreeze grinned, dramatically falling to her side. "Please, be merciful!"
"Nuh uh! I'll protect you, momma," Tempestkit yowled, tackling Frozenkit. Human took a worried step forward, but Pebblefreeze shot him an amused glance. He sat down again.
A few pawsteps away, Tinykit looked up from a snail he had been observing all morning with Palekit. "Watch it! You could break his shell if you fall on him," Palekit hissed.
"What shell--hey! Frozenkit, you hit my eye!"
Human shot an imploring gaze at Pebblefreeze, and this time she nodded in confirmation. Stepping forward, the tom gently detangled his kits. "Are you all right, Tempestkit?
"Mhm," she sniffled slightly. "I'm tough."
"Sorry, Tempest," Frozenkit peered at her sister. "It was an accident."
"It's okay."
"Why don't we all go find a nice spot and curl up, and I can tell you kits a story about the twolegplace?" Human rumbled.
"Can I stay out here with Palekit?" Tinykit asked.
"I can stay out here and watch him," Pebblefreeze hummed casually.
"Thank you. You really don't mind-?"
"I don't," Pebblefreeze chuckled. "Go on, but make sure it's an exciting story or they'll be demanding I tell them a different one later."
"Of course," Human purred. With a contented sigh, the tom swept up Frozenkit and Tempestkit with his tail, letting his daughters ride on his back as he padded towards the nursery.
Pebblefreeze rested her chin on her paws, hoping that Bluefern and Newtscar were watching, wherever they might be.
-🐉 (pebblefreeze & human drabble.)
(beetle note: YOU NEVER MISSSSSS THIS IS SO GOOD!!! i love the exploration of pebblefreeze and human's friendship,,,, theyre the silliest)
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Done Enough (Critical Role Fanfic) Chapter 2
For the first time in a long time, Ashton wished his weapon had a blade.
The fleeting satisfaction of reducing branches to splinters had worn thin, leaving behind only the sturdiest trunks and the most resilient saplings that bounced off his hammer as if mocking his fury. His rage boiled beneath the surface.
With a shout filled with desperation and anger, he leveraged his full strength against a nearby tree. The tree shuddered under the impact but stood firm, immovable and indifferent. Ashton’s shoulders heaved, sweat trickling down his stony exterior,
“That’s an ironwood. Your hammer’s as good as useless.”
Chetney's voice cut through the tension, oddly calm amid the destruction. He stood a few feet away, idly whittling away at one of the half-pulped branches Ashton had discarded.
Ashton panted, his breaths coming in heavy, labored gasps. “Can’t sleep?” he managed to say between breaths.
“Not when there’s so much good wood being wasted. It was calling to me,” Chetney said wistfully. The branch in his hand was starting to vaguely humanoid. “And you’re loud as hell. I’m surprised half the camp isn’t awake.”
Ashton didn’t have it in him to feel regret. Chetney continued.
“I wonder what FCG would say if they were here,” he remarked.
“They chose to kill themself. They don’t get a say in how we grieve.” Ashton replied sharply.
“That’s not fair, Ashton.” Chetney said coldly. “They saved our lives.” Ashton tasted a pinch of shame, and tried to wash it down with anger.
Chetney sighed deeply and took a seat among the roots of the ironwood, his whittling becoming almost unnaturally quick. “You get to be angry, that’s fine. But don’t poison their memory. The rest of us have to grieve too.”
Ashton’s knees felt weak. He sat down, resting his hammer over his lap, and breathed deeply.
“If FCG were here,” he said tiredly, “they’d say something about us all coming together and supporting each other as a team. And they’d probably say they were happy. I bet they were happy, at the end. They got to do what they’ve always wanted to do.”
Chetney tutted. “Very edgy, Ashton. You act like they did this to you and not for you. Listen, I’m made of stronger stuff than the others, and even I’m feeling a bit fucked up by this. So I get it. But keep that bitterness between us, okay? Or between you and the hardwood.” he added, patting the scarred trunk of the tree. “The others aren’t doing very well. We need to keep an eye on Orym. He’s getting pretty dark.”
Ashton leveled a long look at Chetney. The gnome looked weary but resolute. “How are you doing?” Ashton asked gruffly.
Chetney smiled wryly. “I feel old. And I don’t normally feel old. It’s just... it’s tough when someone so young loses their life. Imagine how long FCG could have gone on for. They might have been practically immortal with that body, we don’t know. They could have outlived all of us.”
“They were hundreds of years old.”
“Maybe in body. But they’d been alive, what, like three years?”
“Give or take.”
“Three years old... That’s truly tragic. They never even got to have a childhood.” For a moment, Chetney had a hollow look that made him seem every bit as old as he claimed to be.
“They made me this horrible toolbox when they tried to—” Chetney made a sawblade motion, “—carve me up that first time. The craftsmanship was just appalling. You know what that looked like to me?”
“A waste of wood?”
“No. Potential . Nowhere to go but up.” Chetney looked up to the stars, his voice filled with a mix of wonder and sorrow. “They had only just figured out they could live, hadn’t even worked out what that meant yet. It just sucks.”
Ashton let the words wash over him and sank a little deeper into himself.
“Try not to think about it.” A soft voice sounded from the treeline. Orym dropped down, quiet as a shadow, wandering into the newly made clearing. “Their potential… what they could have been. It’ll drive you crazy.”
Chetney sighed deeply and returned to his whittling. Ashton turned to see Orym, who looked smaller than usual, haunted. His eyes were red, his cheeks puffy, and it was almost too raw for Ashton to bear; he suddenly felt like he was intruding just by being there. If FCG were here, he’d offer a hug.
“Are you okay?” he said, as gently as he could. Orym scrubbed a hand over his face.
“Right now, no. Eventually, yes…” Orym’s voice trembled. “But it doesn’t feel like it yet.” He took a shaky breath. “I know how this goes. So I just need to remember that it won’t feel like this forever. It’s hard to imagine... It’s just hard to... It’s hard.”
Ashton felt tears welling for the second time that evening. He scrambled mentally for that anger, that blessed distracting rage that could hold them at bay. Something else came to mind, unbidden, and he latched onto it. He moved towards Orym and pulled the halfling into a gentle hug.
Pain rippled through his form as Orym hugged back, sobbing. The hug was nice; the pain was grounding. Everything else dimmed a little for a moment. He could see FCG behind his closed eyelids, and for the first time that evening, he felt that the little Aeormaton would be proud of him in this moment.
Orym released Ashton earlier than he expected, probably not wanting to cause more pain. The absence of that sensation felt almost lonely. Orym sniffed and rubbed his eyes.
“You need to sleep.” Chetney remarked gently. “You both need to sleep. I’ll take watch.”
Orym stilled, a thoughtful expression crossing his face. “Back to back?” he stammered suddenly. Ashton stared at him blankly. “Sorry, it’s just something I saw—something Dorian—listen, do you want to sleep back to back? I think I’ll just sleep better if I’m not alone. It might help you, too?”
“Back to back,” Ashton echoed tentatively. “Yeah, I can do that. Just not too close.”
“Got it,” Orym said gratefully. He moved to pack up his bedroll.
“Enjoy your sleepover,” Chetney remarked offhandedly, returning to his whittling. He was gently carving a pair of mismatched lenses onto a tiny smooth face. Ashton let his eyes linger on the carving a moment longer before following Orym to camp.
It turned out going back to back did make it easier to sleep. And to Ashton’s great relief, he didn’t dream.
#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#cr3#cr fcg#fcg#cr ashton#ashton greymoore#orym of the air ashari#orym#cr orym#chetney pock o'pea#cr chetney
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I hope we get an interlude abut the boys “vacation” in Africa since it’s longest (?) Cass and John would be apart since meeting so you know he’s driving the boys crazy talking about her and he won’t shut up until he sees her and the only reason he shuts up then is because he’s too busy kissing her
Ok so a little interlude about what Cass gets up to during this mission, a little bit about what John gets up to and their reunion is here.
I think my favorite part of the Africa mission is going to be him meeting her brother, Bobby.
She gives John a present and some letters and an updated photo of herself to give her brother and he takes the task so seriously. And Gale is like then why are you meeting her brother while you're in a fez?
But that is exactly how John meets his future brother-in-law for the first time. And he tells all the guys it's no big deal and he's got it in the bag and they're like then why are you sweating?
And Bobby does his best to be intimidating. But the last time he saw his sister she was crying because he was getting to escape and do something bigger with his life and she was stuck getting shoved into dresses and dragged around like a lifeless doll by Sidney Landry.
And when John speaks about Cass he can tell he worships her. He is smiling and blushing and hands him the gift like he's just delivered the Ark of the Covenant. And he reads the letter Cass has included and she tells Bobby that she thinks, no she scratches it out and rewrites it then crosses it out again, KNOWS that she loves him. And she prays her brother will too because John Egan has brought the color back to her cheeks and makes her giggle and she has never felt safer than she does in his arms.
Bobby asks around about John Egan and his sister. And the men groan and complain that they are lovesick doves just could stare into each other's eyes and just drift around the world happily. They tell him about John punching the RAF Pilot for even daring to mention her. Tell him about the sleep mumbling of his love.
About the way he held her after Berlin and how he brings her flowers every day.
So the last night in Africa, John summons the courage to ask Bobby if they can talk away from the group.
"I love your sister, Lieutenant Colonel Cooper. I've told her I'm in love with her. Told her I will protect her and provide for her as long as this universe will allow me to. She gives me a reason to live. A reason to fight for tomorrow and every day after because I want all the time in the world to be with her. I can never promise her forever but I can promise her my forever and I...I want to marry Cassandra when the time is right, sir. If that happens before I can meet your father, I'd like to have your blessing."
"My father, John, has been praying for a long time that a man like you would ask for his blessing to marry my sister." Cass had always been a wild thing. Mr. Cooper had been delighted with the way she challenged her mother. But he had lost the battle of preserving her independence any further than the turn of her twenties had brought. "I don't want to take that honor from him but I also want my sister to be happy. She deserves it more than anyone."
"I'll marry her everyday, sir. Your father will get the chance to give me his blessing. I promise."
"You have my blessing, Major. Just promise me you'll never try to cage her." John smiles blissfully.
"There is nothing about her I'd ever want to change."
#john egan#masters of the air#john egan fanfiction#masters of the air fanfiction#mota#john egan x oc#answered#cass and bucky#john egan x reader
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No I haven’t moved on from Cody on the Bad Batch pin
It simply feels a bit too…intentional and I’m absolutely reading too much into it because I’m a Cody stan. I love him to BITS.
Like hear me out here, why would they include him specifically on a pin WITH THE BATCH when he’s never been marketed on a piece of merchandise as a Bad Batch character?
It also lines up with the fact that:
CODY IS AWOL
Literally unlimited potential, and if he gets a hold of TBB to rescue Cross and Omega when they need all hands on deck, it just makes sense!! Plus Cody literally being the one reg Crosshair had a solid relationship with AND LIKED???
Also…he’s on the pin with Hunter and Wrecker. No Echo. I’m assuming it was for space reasons, because I do not believe that Echo would go back with Rex again when they need help this badly but 🫣
#I think it’s driving me a bit too crazy#eating away at the last bit of my brain that was intact#if you will#I also have my own theory Cody could have been an imperial informant for Rex but that’s for another time#star wars#the bad batch#bad batch#commander cody#hunter bad batch#wrecker the bad batch#bad batch season 3#bad batch season 2
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sabito = dirtbike redneck. you cant convince me otherwise
#fratboy sabito posting#sabito#kny sabito#idk#was suddenly hit w the realization that i think him being a countryboy/redneck kinda crazy is *hot*#[head in hands knees on the floor folded in despair]#i know im southern but this wasnt supposed to happen. it wasnt supposed to be this way. what the fuck man.#sabito & giyuu keep makin me Into shit!! what the fuck!!#i wanna draw him doing wheelies and flips off dirt ramps. doughnuts. taking off his helmet n having dumb lil marks from it.#trying and failing to convince giyuu to drive a dirtbike & instead him getting on a 4wheeler#sab & makomo bullying him for being scared of dirtbikes but not the literal Twice As Big 4wheeler#idk. sabito just seems like a biker in general to me. dirtbikes just got the most 'will do bat shit insane stuff for funsies' vibe to em#all of them are a bit crazy but dirtbikes are Scary crazy. bmx bike tricks but it has a fucking MOTOR why are you doing 20ft leaps and flip#off cliffs what the fuck.#i can see sabito being a little deranged when he gets excited. normal when hes chill but as soon as he sees somethn fun all#sense goes out the window. he needs to be child harnessed to keep him from throwing himself off a wall like 'i could totally make that jump#on one hand giyuu gets life experiences and exposure to making new friends- on the other he has to stop sabito from being#the equivalent of a human lemming trying to throw itself into the hands of death at every waking moment#sabito in turn keeps giyuu from being too boring or being a scardy cat abt things. he also learns the art of 'quiet time' and 'how to Chill#honorable mention of my vague raspy voice sabito hc#kinda slight but v obvious when he raises his voice or yells#i think the sabito brainrot is actually overtaking the giyuu brainrot now. oh no#hes fictional²!! none of this shit [motions to my blog] is canon to him#thasa whole 'nother bitch!! i declare this brainrot Unfounded#wont stop me tho. 'm havin fun
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i may just say fuck it and skip right to wano (im caught up with the manga dont hit me) bc i got what i wanted in wci and i need to feed my zolu brainworms dude
#tin talks#draws lusan twice#ok my job here is done time for my usual schedule#more zolu#UGH THEY DRIVE ME SO INSANE#i wanna say theyre too normal but like#their devotion for EACH OTHER is beyond normal#not in an unhealthy way but in the way theyre like#every cliche trope?? oppoosites?? sun/moon? god/demon??#heaven/hell??#theyre CRAZY#like i thought i'd be super into zosan but NO IT'S THESE TWO MFSGAKHFOWHFW#i dont hate zs but i just think it's a little bit overrated#8k fics vs 2k fics what...#sanuso and zolu got the best 2010s amvs tho#hot n cold sanuso and umbrella zolu youll aways be famous to me
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i think i need bts again.
#for years ive been firm of the opinion and the feeling#that bts find you when u need them most#and that was so true for me in 2016#all the way until 2020 ish#i needed them to hold my hand while i was growing up bc no one else would#and then i healed a bit and they did too#i got busy and so did they#and now im 26 and im a graduated artist with an office job#idk how to find the drive to make art.#i dont have inspiration or motivation#i need to do it but idk how#making art with bts was So easy#literal 7 muses with you at all times#i took a walk for the first time in forever#just 20 minutes to pick up a package#golden hour light#jimin's like crazy came on shuffle which is the first time i heard any of their voices in months#and i saw an art piece in my head#and then outro wings came on too#and idk#it was light and it was colors and sound and heart#i think now i need them to hold my hand again but as artists#i think if i listened to paradise or black swan rn it would break me#but maybe thats what i need#shut up matt#bts
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WHY THEY DON'T FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT.
Peony: Thinks everything is all fixed now 🥰
Triandra: Too caught up in her self-loathing and agonizing guilt to even consider speaking with Sharena, the only reason she's on speaking terms with Peony IS because of their closer proximity to each other (being alfar/shared background) and Peony's persistence
Sharena: Talks to Peony, Doesn't talk to Triandra????? Sharena is. The Ignorer. Maybe she wants to reach out, but doesn't know how or even where to begin. But honestly I think she's repressing a bunch of shit too. To speak to Triandra would mean having to Unpack All That.
Alfonse: Speaks to Peony and Triandra on business only. Very professional. Very cordial. Yes there's also the harsh self-criticism and agonizing guilt and holding even his child self to impossible standards like this never should have happened. I should have stopped it. I should have fixed it. I should have been Enough to Prevent This. For my sister to have been in the realm of dreams, her peers being abused and left for dead, what does that say? What does that mean? What happened? How could it have happened? It should have never happened. I should have
#fire emblem#feh#they drive me fucking crazy.#somewhere in the way back of my brain there's an alfonse and triandra storyline.#ggghuhhhh i said i don't think peony knows her actions have ripple effect consequences but like.#peony ALSO knows a lot more than she tends to let on and she actually has a lot of emotional intelligence#i just think. that maybe she's a bit short-sighted. which can come off as naive. but she's not simple-minded.#the biggest thing about the fairies is none of them got to grow up. so all of them still have child like tendencies.#in their thinking/conceptualization of morality and cause and effect. like. i think that's a key component here.#IT'S. REALLY FASCINATING. if you're insane they are actually sooooooo well-written#but that makes writing them ESPECIALLY PEONY. REALLY FUCKINH DIFFICULT.#like i literally Can Not get into her fucking head. i have trouble getting into sharena's head too actually#but i think i just. take too much psychic damage. she's too strong.#fe peony#sharena#fe triandra#fe alfonse
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the Real question is are we normal style bleeding or Get Help style bleeding
#wordstag#oh well . We don't have time for that 🏃♀️➡️🏃♂️➡️🏃➡️#we have been SO exhausted as of late you actually have no fucking clue. We're normally functioning on A Bit Sleepy but this is like. Tired.#haven't had the energy to like. Do much. That said we baked some stuff today !#tray of brownies.. why is it never like. A singular brownie?#like cake style. It's a cake then a slice of cake but there's always multiple brownies despite it just being one big one.........?#anyhow. We got smore oranges ! Also doing some stuff......#anyway what else do we need in our update post. Haven't gotten anything done really.#we made fried rice 4 breakfast today... then i had that again for lunch. Except it was crab flavored#which I agreed 2 because I'm nice but like. Didn't sit well with me.#the eclipse was pretty cool. Crazy shit right there. Once in a lifetime. Not reallly#would've loved to drive out somewhere for totality. Unfortunately we Didn't. So close too........#next eclipse. I'll be here 👊#ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmYeah I think that's every notable thing that has happened in our life ever. I'm gonna send some asks ✉️⏱️📤📩📲⌨️💻📃📄
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Id like to thank autism and sunk cost fallacy for getting me through this and also most things in life 55 cards down 30 something to go whenever the packages get here. Im free from the png mines until then
Now imagine this but im biting trading cards
#i will be getting some i-no robo-ky and bridget cards sooo i believe the only characters unaccounted for will be. slayer and zappa? sorry.#ive got em in a google drive… will share when i finish those next 30#but idk if anybody wants a peek at them i can send you the link.#i just wanna get More in there and also maybe fix these up a bit before going crazy…#i boosted the saturation but i might do some more adjustments#maybe clean up some edges. idk they dont need to be perfect also some of them cant be cuz this is. 20 yr old paper objects#theres some sloppy bits… but i like to think its charming… tell me its charming before i lose it#but yeah. most imperfections arent my fault. probably.#im rambling now. but thats okay too. i rambled a bit on call with my partner in yuri crime. i love rambling. im bad at it but its fun. yay#the kat goes meow#gg
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silly gcse art class art dump thing
idk i just thought i should put these somewhere other than my school book
the last two are art studies, originals and other info under cut
(both Roy Lichtenstein)
mediums in order: pen, monoprinting/ paint, graphite/ pencil, lino printing/ paint again, acrylic paint
I've done more since and am going to (at the teacher's suggestion) paint the mona lisa so yeah uhh yk will maybe update when that happens
its 1am and i may have gotten a concussion or at least a bloody great whack to the back of my head this morning so don't feel that great and have been trying not to fall asleep all day but im getting pretty tired now and the random adrenaline rush i get in the evening is running out so uhhh night ig
#art gcse#also this is literally the first two terms and ive never been the best at still life so pls dont judge too hard#art#young artist#i think?#im not like crazy young but like im also not yet allowed to drive so im pretty young#roy lichtenstein#pen drawing#monoprint#graphite#lino printing#acrylic painting#feel free to ramble about ramble stuff#im nosy and bored and feel happy when people are open to me#even if under the guise of anonymity#also sorry if this sounds a bit monotone. like i said - im tired - and also autistic so that mask is waaaay off#im just rambling now#eh#bye
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I would like to say that. unpopular opinion but I hate the "Danny's obsession is protecting people" thing (more & more every day tbh) because it feels very. Weird to me. Selfish almost?
Like, there's never really an explanation given (in fics) as to why, & it always comes off as. Danny isnt protecting people because he wants to, he's doing it because he's forced to, against his will. If he doesn't, he'll die.
whether your intentions are selfish or not doesn't matter to the person you saved but. it also proves the Fentons right. Phantom isn't helping because he's good. He's not helping because he cares. He's helping because he'll die or go insane if he doesn't. & what if there's no one to save? What if there's peace for a bit too long? Does he cause chaos in order to have something to stop? Or does his ghost half just fade away now that his obsession is fulfilled?
I know where it all comes from & I've seen fics based off this that actually go into detail & all that but lately it seems like a headcanon everyone falls back on for seemingly no reason.
why is his obsession "protection?" like what is the point it just seems so random to be reading a fic & then suddenly BAM it's revealed that Danny will go insane & die if he doesn't run around saving everyone for. some reason? and then they move on like it was never mentioned, & it never becomes plot relevant.
#i really dont see the appeal of randomly dumping this headcanon onto Danny but never taking it anywhere?#i really dont mean to be rude but it's late im tired & genuinely confused#people who make ghost obsessions more like hyperfixations i understand. i go that route#but the full blown Danny losing his mind & all that shit? idk.#i know people have preferences. ppl like shit for no reason sometimes just cuz it's cool#things dont need to have some big explanation#but it's killing me. this is such a huge thing to just casually drop in#it'd be like casually mentioning Danny went through PoT before the events of this fic#but it's just. there's nothing to show it? Danny is just chilling & all That is never brought up again?#like this is a pretty big thing right? Danny will Die For Real if he doesnt protect everyone 24/7 that seems like a big thing to me#Danny being scary & shit i get but like. if you just wanna sprinkle that in to spice things up a bit im sure there's easier explanations#like. Danny is a ghost & has weird vibes. that's a good explanation that doesnt have heavy implications#besides the whole being dead thing but we're already past that#i think i think too much about everything. but it's killing me. it's driving me crazy#why did Phantom's obsession do a total flip in TUE? he killed 90% of the world's population#i guess you can say it was Vlad's influence but also Vlad's obsession is mord ''possession'' than ''murder everything''#idk i need to lie down & not think about it. enjoy your headcanon by all means im just. overthinking everything
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Happy birthday mom ❤️
#drove down to the cemetery before work#was dark and raining the whole way down and there#was bummed a bit because I wanted to walk around for a lil#I always have a moment when it’s time to go#I feel so sad like I’m leaving them there I can’t explain it but it happens everytime and breaks my heart a bit#but as soon as I was leaving the sky completely cleared up#bright blue sky fluffy clouds and bright sun#l'm kinda crazy and see signs all the time but felt weird how fast it happened#like I needed some sun for my drive back#idk felt nice#butterflies always make me think of her so that hangs in my car#as a lil protector#she was obsessed with angels too I wanna find a cute thing to put there that won’t get blown away#gotta make it prettier for them#anyways I love you forever#happy birthday
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much talk about how essek is mentally ill in the gifted kid sense but let’s really quickly go back to the part where he holds himself responsible for his father’s death(?) and considers this to be the worst thing he’s ever done(?) but it’s fine don’t worry about it ahaha he didn’t like him all that much anyway. so it’s okay. maybe he’ll be reborn soon anyway. and the part about how his experimental magic is dangerous as in it could obliterate him entirely in an instant dangerous but it’s okay don’t worry that’s why he makes sure no one else is around before he tries anything. and the part about being careful because what you just said could be taken as blasphemy by the dynasty and that could be very dangerous all on its own (he says, while he is the closest thing you can be to an atheist in a dnd setting and while his mother is a prominent religious figure)
#he could have been lying of course but the delivery was a bit too… essek… and not quite enough shadowhand…#anyway#essek time#all of these things drive me crazy every other day i think some of this is undertapped… some of u will have been saying this i’m sure
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me: oh my god my idea is so stupid i will never be a scientist what am i even doing
publication from two weeks ago where authors did almost exactly the same thing i thought of doing: hi
me:
me: oh my god i will never have an original idea in my life i will never be a scientist what am i even doing
#i call this the academic crisis#AND the consequences of abuse too#but anyway now that i know someone else did what i wanted to do#i have confidence in myself. like yeah. great minds think alike#AND im seeing some things they could have tweaked in their research and#and i also thought about extra things to do in my research#so like haha lol#and it is still just one study. with flaws.#i could be another study. with flaws#but like. would it be bad if there is another study which did almost exactly the same thing i was planning on doing#the absence of one was driving me crazy a bit before#but now the existence of one is also. idk. weird to me
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