Freckled siblings sketch.

Honeymoon: Spain- Razo beach

warnings- fluff, Tom being snarky, talks of having kids one day,

“This little cottage is adorable,” you let out, when you got into your cottage rental on Razo beach in Spain.

“Just like our little Lady,” Tom smiled, chasing her around the cottage living room.

“You two don’t brake anything.” You called, going into the master bedroom and putting all of your stuff down.

“We won’t!” Tom yelled. “Right darling?”

Lady wagged her tail as her little legs ran as fast as they could around the house.

Tom followed her all the way to the bedroom as she jumped on your legs.

“Is Daddy trying to get you darling?” You asked, scoping her up in your arms. “Don’t worry, I’ll save you.”

“Is Mummy hiding you from me?” Tom asked, standing in the doorway way, as Lady licked your face. “Yeah? Well, I guess all just have to get Mummy too!”

Tom came running at you and started tickling you both.

“Tommy!” You squealed as Lady barked.

“I’ve got you my loves!” Tom let out as you all fell on the bed.

Tom kept tickling you as Lady got out of your grasp and ran to your bikini on the bed. She grabbed it in her mouth and came back to you both and dropped it in front of you.

“Do you want to go swimming love?” You asked, smiling down at her.

“Or do you just want to see Mummy in a bikini as much as I do?” Tom smirked.

“Tom!” You yelled, slapping his chest.

Tom grabbed your hand and kissed it. “I know you want to see me shirtless love.”

“Okay, you win.” You let out. “Go get your stuff and out your trunks on. Then we can teach our little girl how to swim.”

💜💜💜

“Okay darling, ready?” Tom asked Lady while you put your sunscreen on. “Just wait for me and Mummy to get in the pool then we’ll help you. You ready love?”

“Yeah,” you replied, putting the sunscreen down. Before you knew it you felt Tom push you and you screamed as you fell into the pull. “Tom!” You yelled when you resurfaced.

Tom didn’t say anything, instead he got a running head start and cannonballed over you into the pool.

“Woo!” Tom yelled when he resurfaced.

You splashed water on his face as he came swimming up to you.

Lady barked and you both went swimming up to her.

“I’m sorry darling, Daddy decided to be mean, and pushed me in.” You explained as you picked her up, and put her on the first step. “Are you ready to learn to swim?” Lady wagged her tail and stock out her tongue, making you laugh and pet her face. “Daddy, you ready to teach her how to swim?”

“I am,” Tom smiled, coming over to you. “Okay, darling you ready? Do you want me or Mummy show you how to swim?”

Lady nudged her face on Tom’s and licked his nose.

“Okay, I see how it is,” You let out. “Just remember you are technically my dog. I got you first.”

“Darling, we were already dating when you got her.”

💜💜💜

The rest of the week flew by and before you knew it, it was the last day of your Honeymoon. You and Lady were sitting on the beach as Tom was surfing.

Lady was sleeping in your lap, as you watched Tom surf. He looked incredibly hot in his surf suit, with his wet hair, riding the waves.

Your hand was subconsciously petting Lady when your phone started to buzz. Lady perked up as she felt your phone ring.

“Shh, it’s okay darling,” you explained, grabbing your phone. “Go back to sleep it’s just my phone.” You looked at you phone and saw it was you manager, Jesse, calling you. “Hello?”

“Hey, Y/N, I’m so sorry to be bothering you on your honeymoon.” Jesse explained.

“It’s fine, I’m not really doing anything right now. Tom’s out surfing and Lady’s sleeping on my lap. What do you need?”

“I got a call, and I don’t think you’ll want to turn it down.”

“What is it? Tom and I had plans, are you sure I’m not going to want to turn it down?”

“They want you and Tom to play the live action Repunzal and Eugene.”

You went silent as you thought. Tangled was always your favorite, and Repunzel had always been your dream role. But is now the right time? Tom wanted kids, you were going to start trying tonight. But if you get pregnant you won’t be able to do the movie.

“Y/N?” Jesse asked. “You still there?”

“Yeah, sorry.” You let out. “When do we need to decide?”

“The end of next week. Just talk to Tom and call me when you make a choice.”

“Okay, thank you.”

You hung up and sighed, putting it back in your bag.

“What’s wrong love?” You heard Tom say, making you jump out of your skin. You must not have been paying attention because you didn’t see him coming back. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you,” he explained, getting on his knees next to you. “What’s wrong love?”

“Nothing,” you let out, shaking your head.

“Don’t lie to my love,” he let out, cupping your face. “What’s going on in that pretty head of yours? Who was on the phone?”

“I got a call from Jesse,” you sighed, leaning into his hand.

“What did she want?” He asked, worry in his eyes.

“She had an offer, for both of us.”

“What’s wrong with that?”

“Tommy,” you sighed, a tear rolling down your cheek.

“What is it love?” He asked, wiping it away.

“If we take it, we can’t start trying yet.”

“Darling, is that what you’re worried about?”

“Yes,” you breathed. “I know you really wanted kids.”

“Love, what did I tell you back in Greece?”

“That you want to wait until we’re both ready.”

“That’s right. It doesn’t have to be right now, just when we’re both ready. What’s the offer?”

“Live action Repunzal and Eugene.”

“We have to take it love!” Tom explained.

“What? But what about having kids?”

“Love, Tangled is your favorite, you’ll regret it if you don’t do it. You’ve always wanted to be Repunzal.”

“So you’re okay?”

“Of course I am! And when we’re done filming, if you’re still ready, then we can try, okay?”

“I love you so much!” You cried, wrapping your arms around his neck.

“I love you too my love,” Tom replied, kissing your head, and holding you tight.

(Sorry if I spam your inbox, I recently got back into my ghost hyper fixation and I seen your art, which is absolutely amazing btw, on my dash lol ^^')

Do you have any thoughts on Dews hair? It might seem weird but I like to think of it like a Rapunzel situation without the magic, and the reason why he keeps it long is because he loves his blonde hair. He began to complain during the summer about it being too hot so he got one of the other ghouls to help cut it a little bit but when the first snip was made it turned into a dark brown. Dew panicked and said that no one could touch his hair again, although luckily as it grew out it began to turn back to the original bright blonde again

I used to joke about him being repunzel because I was drawing his hair longer and longer, but I don't really like jokes like that anymore. Mostly because I don't actually want to disney princess him because he is anything but that.

My headcanon is that while Dewdrop was a water ghoul, he had silvery hair to match the rest of her. (This is an old design, but the colors and fins remain the same.)

As you can see, his hair is long, but not incredibly long. When she changed into a fire ghoul, the color of his hair changed, his skin became warm, instead of cool tone. So did his hair, providing the blond he has now.

HI IM BACK!! 🥺💖 Can I request Mitsuba, Yashiro, Tsukasa, Akane, and Aoi (I don’t know how many limits you write for characters so If that’s too much you could get rid of Akane(male) with a s/o that has long hair basically like Rapunzel yk?

(Take you time and have a nice day/night ^^)

Repunzel

Genre : Fluff

Characters : Mitsuba Sousuke, Yashiro Nene, Akane Aoi, Yugi Tsukasa

TW : None

A/N : I knew I was forgetting something— Lol, I removed Akane just as you said cause it was indeed to much HAHAHA, But as of now I have a character limit if 4, And of course! I'd love to do your request~

Repunzel is one of my favorite disney princess so this wont be too hard

So long yet so soft.. how do you do it..

He thought your hair was a normal length, but oh boy

Cause you always had it up in a bun or a ponytail

or even cute little space buns

But you took of your ties though aha

Left him shocked

Your hair was almost down to your legs

How do you even comb your hair in the morning?

He snapped out of his thoughts and saw tou struggling to comb your hair

aahh tangles, just something you loved

So he went over to come and help you out! Although he was too shy to say it so he just forced you to give him your brush—

"Hey you're gonna go bald if you dont brush your hair gently!" He grabbed your hairbrush from your hands as he started combing it gently, getting rid of the tangles

Riigghhtt, Bald.

Sighing you just know he wont give it back until the hair tangles were all gone so you let him do what he wants "I'm bold gonna go bald Mitsuba—" Placing your cheek on your palm

"Well you will if you keep doing this treatment— I'm just saving you the regret" He said with sass, you deadpanned

You two talked about random things as he smoothen your hair and help you but it in a bun to prevent it from getting tangled again "I envy you.. You have really long hair but its very soft.." He mumbled, but you heard it loud and clear

"Ooohhh?? ~" You turned to look at him

"S-SHUT UP YOU DIDNT HEAR ANYTHING I HOPE IT GETS TANGLED AGAIN!" He stomoed away leaving you laughing your butt off

You remind me of repunzel!!

He absolutely ADORED your long hair

You didn't know this but he is actually good with braids

Every chance he gets, He braids or styles your hair

Would put cut little pins he finds too!!

like a heatt, a star, or just regular ones with a pearl design

He also loves to play with your hair, it's so smooth and soft

He once pointed out that you were an in real life repunzel

You told him about repunzel and watched it with him and he just absolutely loved it

So that's where he got the idea from

You were heading up to the broadcasting room as it was the end of the day and you didn't feel like going home yet, as it was boring

Opening the door you felt a strong force suddenly hug you as you fell backwards "[F/N]!!! WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG?!?" Tsukasa was reallt excited to see you, as Sakura and Natsuhiko went iver to see the commotion

"H-hey shrimp get off [L/N] You are making them uncomfortable!" Natsuhiko tried to pry Tsukasa off you but he wouldn't budge, Tsukasa finally got off you and dragged you to another part of the broadcasting room

While talking to him, Your ponytail accidentally snapped letting your hair let loose, You grabbed the broken hairtie and sighed "This is the 4th time this happened to me today" Hiding the broke tie in your pocket, Tsukasa grabbed your hand as he smiled at you

"Now, What hairstyle should I give my beloved today Hm?~" Grabbing your hairbrush from your back as he indian sitted behind you floating, He styled your hair into this cute two braided ponytails

"There!~ You look very cute" Tsukasa hugged you tightly as you giggled "I really like your long hair, You remind me of repunzel!" He went on about his rant about you and repunzel being the same as you listened on to his ranting

Your hair is beautiful

Yashiro envied your long hair

It's always so smooth and soft and never once did you have a bad hair day

She also thought your hair as the same length as hers

but you were just hiding some length with tying a ribbon on the end

You two would ALWAYS Take turns styling each others hair

Pigtails, Braids, Ponytail, Half ponytail

Any hairstyle you guys would think off

Would try new styles each day too!

She would sometimes ask how you get such soft and silky hair

You'd invite her over for hair makeovers teehee your room would become a little salon~

You grabbed your hair straightener and placed it your desk "Hmmm.. I think slight curly hair would match you Nene!" Grabbing the Iron as you started curling her hair on one side "Do I look good it curly hair?.." She questioned as she looked at you thru the mirror

"I Promise you do!" Continuing to curl her hair, Yoy two talked about random things as you continued to style her hair

As you were finished you put on her hair clips again, fixed a few strands of her and her bangs "Ta-da!! All done!" You moved away from the Mirror to show her

"W-WAAHH I LOVE IT! THANK YOU [F/N]" She hugged you tightly, She also sat you down so she could style your hair "I wish I had soft Hair like you.." Combing it "Mmm, I do have a hair routine, Do you want me to tell you?" She nodded

You told her EVERYTHING

I mean, you took the routine from youtube anyways, It's not something you should gate keep

You helped her do the routine now too! And she too ended up with soft hair

The day went on with laughter and chatting, maybe chatting about your crushes in between 👀

Now we're matching Aoi!

Just like you, Aoi also has long hair

You just couldn't think of it because she always had her hair up in that cute little pigtails

Aoi's hair was waist length, as yours was about to hit the floor—

She'd sometimes help you comb out any tangles

And put little flower hairclips!!

You two once watched Repunzel together and was inspired to that braid on you

"Ah! [F/N] Lets do the braid Repunzel had at the movie!" You nodded excitedly wondering how that would up like, Everyone in class called you Repunzel becayse of how ridiculously long your hair was

Aoi brought out a pouch that contained elastic bands, hair ties, and loads of hairclips as she got to work, You two would talk about how much the both of you loved repunzel and can relate to her so much, Not until—

"AOI-CHAN! YOU'RE AT YOUR MOST PUREST TODAY!" Akane brusted in as he knelt down infront of the two of you holding flowers that looked like he plucked it from the garden "Mmmm.. 4 Points, You shouldn't pluck the members hardwork from the garden you know~" She placed her cheek on her palm as she had imaginary flowers around her

"NY APOLIGIES AOI-CHAN!!" He kneeled down and sulked, as Yamabuki stood beside him not paying attention to his friend, Aoi put a little more flowers pings and clips as she added finishing touches "There we go! All done! What do you think [F/N]? ~" She handed you a mirror as you admired her work "I love it! It's even the exact tyoe if braid repunzel had in the movie!" You complimented ger work as she blushed

You didn't take a single pin or elastic off your hair, It was too pretty!

would get LOADS of compliments and ofc you had to mention your stylist~

Am so sleepy but I wanted to finish this HAHDHHHAHAHA, I'll check any errors in the morning, I hope you enjoyed Sumire !!

Book rant

so yesterday I read through this book series and I really liked it.

if you get into this series, please note that it does contain themes of sexual violence, PTSD, and mental illness along with violence and gore. I will be going into spoilers from here on out and that will be under the read more tag

This fantastical-horror series is about Alice and Hatcher (hatter) escaping their imprisonment at an asylum and hunting down those who hurt them, as well as a long corrupted immortal monster the Jabberwocky. It takes place in a penny-dreadful kind of world where magic exists but is such a chaotic force that it's sealed away and forbidden.

Alice is a 26-year-old woman who was sent to the asylum after being trafficked and raped, a scar carved into her cheek. It's unclear exactly why she was imprisoned there, but as the story starts She believes that she was sent there because she was 'broken'. As the story progresses, it is all but stated that it was because she had very powerful magic that could only be passed down by blood and due to her trauma, she was unable to hide it and so they sent her away to be drugged and forgotten about. It's not really confirmed because Alice does not go back to her family.

Hatcher is an axe murderer with some visions of the future. He is unrepentant. Despite his violent urges and his blood lust, he has never tried to hurt Alice and never would. He loves Alice with his everything and would die to protect her. He does later become a shape shifter that can only turn into a wolf.

The two of them spent many years next to each other in the asylum. They become close, to the point where they start to fall in love. Then a fire breaks out. An evil creature living under the asylum put there as a punishment escapes and began hunting the two of them because of magic grudges.

so the two of them began hunting those involved with Alice's abduction, one by one, killing them. In order to do this Alice has to pretend to be a boy, cutting her hair and dressing in loose clothes. No one buys it. The scar on her face gives her away too often.

They do eventually get revenge for Alice and deal with the monster. this is not an action book, so there are just a lot of simple solutions. and then it turns out that Hatcher had surviving family that he wanted to find, they find the family, and Hatcher gets the ability to turn into a wolf.

Alot of time I see mental illness constructed into magic or just the way the world works. this book very explicitly separates the two, which is nice to see. Alice does process and gets through her trauma with a support system and the safety of her life partner Hatcher. I've heard some people say it comes across as 'all men are violent and abusive' but it's more nuanced than that. Alice begins the story scared of everything, Hatcher barely being the exception. By the end of the story, she is recovering and more self-assured and confident in herself. It's honestly more "Anti- men in power abusing their power" than being "anti-men"

Honestly, the setup to the world and the bonus lore is way darker than the story as it gets going. it very subtly gets a little bit of a dark comedy, but it's not noticed until Alice starts talking to the rats the size of Hearses. The narrator may be Alice but Hatcher had a moment of "My god, she's lost her mind." followed by what we would see as "The love of my life is a #$%^ Disney princess." Think of that moment in Tangled where Flynn was freaking out because Repunzel's hair glowed. Cheshire is also a minorly comedic character and the tone of the story shifts when he is brought up. It should also be noted that Alice learned about the animal talking thing before Hatcher could earn into a wolf.

by the time the second book happens, she travels on her own and has some control over her powers, but not enough to stop the red queen's possession, causing the first real fight between Hatcher and Alice but that is easily rectified when it turned out that Hatcher had more family than immediately realized and his attitude shifts.

the third book is a group of short stories taking place in the same universe, with the added news that after the second book Alice conceived a child with Hatcher. there are no sex scenes or anything, but... It was nice to see that She wanted this child and she was happy, given that due to her trauma, this was something that terrified her. Hatcher was very respectful of her boundaries, and those two did not really call each other husband and wife, they feel like it doesn't adequately describe them. honestly, the book ends with them finding their own little patch of land, almost like a fairy tale and the two of them are happy.

I really enjoyed the books. it had a very nice ending where most things were wrapped up. I honestly wanted more despite that.

so yeah, I recommend this series, with an asterisk.

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So how would the RFA +saeran (and perhaps Vanderwood) react if they got together with a very childish mc who finds wonder in everything? (And Maybe has a puddle obsession—? (Like whenever it rains, no matter what she’s wearing or what they were doing before- puddles—> stomp—> splash))😳😳👀👀 thank you 🥺❤️ (and I’m sorry for spamming your inbox)

hey hey hun! hope this does your request justice! i had a ton of fun writing it! also don’t worry about spamming my inbox i love getting messages so it’s super fun to me!! I just wish i had more time to do these requests but c’est la vie i guess. also forgive any formating issues i’m posting this on my phone but i promise i’ll go back and edit it on my laptop the second I have a chance!

anyway here you go I hope you like it!!

rfa and playful MC

jumin

teach this man to embrace his inner child and he will love you forever. no one will believe that he plays with you like he does but that sly sneakiness is like half the fun!

- absolutely fell for your childlike wonder and innocence

- constantly asking questions about what your doing and why since he didn’t have a very normal childhood

- TEACH THIS MAN TO PLAY THE FLOOR IS LAVA

- seriously sit him down and have a very serious talk with him because he WILL play with you if you ask him too but you have to explain the rules

- when you splash around he works really hard to keep a straight face he may even have a little frown but i guarantee it’s a cover

- because when nobody’s looking when no one will see he kicks some of the water. splashing your already soaked shoes and socks with a sly smirk

yoosung

he is so down for your more playful childish side! he’s such a happy sunshine child that you two become the cutest “children at heart” couple ever!

- this boy will happily play any game you want it’s one of his favorite things to do with you!

- he gets pouty if he looses too much sometimes a kiss consolation prize is necessary

- he won’t join the puddle splashing right away because he can get embarrassed pretty easy

- but with a bit of encouragement you and he will jump from puddle to puddle down the street

- okay but you both get rain boots and raincoats and go puddle stomping and frog rescuing no frogs jump into the road on ya’lls watch

- imagine you and him ferrying hat-fulls of frog across the street so they can get where they wanna go without getting run over

saeyoung

also 110% ready to play with you! he might even beat you to the punch when it comes to games and puddle jumping plus you two become the prank king and queen!

- last time you yelled the floor is lava saeyoung broke a lamp by leaping onto the table with reckless abandon

- when it rains its a race to see who can claim the most puddle stomps and last time you only win by 2 puddles! (that’s way to close for comfort training is a must!)

- you and he probably catch a cold from all the time playing in the rain without rain gear but it’s okay because you get to spend a couple of days recovering together while saeran and robocat taking care of both of you

- but pranks with saeyoung are easily your favorite especially ones where no one gets hurt! (cue releasing 367 rubber ducks into the public pool to watch the kids have fun and the lifeguards try to round them up)

- and you and saeyoung creating cat robots that follow zen around (no actual fur to trigger his allergies but it’s funny to watch him think himself into sneezing fits)

zen

he thinks it’s super cute and loves watching you have fun! he legitimately fell in love with you BECAUSE you still see all the good, fun, wonder in the world! your basically the repunzel to his flynn rider!

- if you scream the floor is lava he hefts you off the floor and into his arms saying “I’d burn for you any day” (cue the blush and hiding your face in his chest cuz dang it you weren’t prepaired!)

- he is always ready to be the prince to your princess if you wanna play out disney movies

- they always turn into photo shoots and you can’t bring yourself to complain because now you have a pic of you and him as Aladdin and jasmin

- he isn’t averse to puddle splashing but you better be carful because zen manages to pull of that sexy rain soaked look that’s super distracting

- imagine the downpour of a century your phone playing “singing in the rain” you and zen doing that dance splashing thing

- suddenly you lock eyes and he looks so good smiling and laughing all soaked like that but his eyes go a bit cloudy and his faces flushed

- it’s at this moment you remember your white shirt that’s now soaked and very see through

jaehee

she’s an old soul, calm and comforting so your youthful energy and playful spirit balance her out really well

- at first she simply chuckles at your games and antics but slowly she’ll start to play along

- it starts small. her humming along as you sing and dance to your music in the kitchen

- and gets bigger slowly her tilting the umbrella to spill water on you after your puddle jumping splashed her

- imagine her making you hot chocolate with whip cream and rainbow sprinkles as you dry your hair after playing in the rain sneaking up behind her still in your wet clothes and hugging her from behind

- she’s startled but laughs and spays a little whip cream on you nose as revenge you burrow your face in the crook of her neck getting the whip cream all over her

- after all your playing around the hot chocolate is more like cold chocolate and both of you are exhausted and ready for a hot bath

saeran

confused but happy! he’s so down to learn all the fun games you play because your so happy and sweet. restore this babies childhood and love him forever!

- he will not understand most of your games at first since he’s always had >.> a strict upbringing to say the least

- when he doesn’t get it he’ll be a bit gruff but given time and understanding he’ll open up and love your games though you may be the only one he lets see it

- like everything else when he see’s you splash in puddles the first time he’s confused until you pull him by the hand to splash with you

- he’s watching your face mesmerized by your laugh as you jump from one puddle to another he can’t help but chuckle until you slip and crash into the water beneath you

- but your still laughing and you pull him down with you hugging him to your chest and soaking him with the rainwater too

- now he’s with relief that your okay and happiness that he gets to share this moment with you

- he may never be as boisterous or excitable as you or his brother but his soft joy and gentle intimacy is perfect in your eyes especially since he really only shares it with you

Hunger Games Characters I picture in Disney  Characters. 

Katniss  I Put her with Merida ( Brave) Belle ( BATB)  Meg ( Hurcules) Elsa (Frozen). 

Why Merida. Well shes good with the bow and arrow ( I actually haven’t seen Brave fully so I don’t know much about her). 

Belle. Both are strong willed women Willing to do anything for family.  Both have no choice but to stay where they are “captured” both are like if I have a will to live through this I’m not gonna go down without a fight. Both have 2 men after their hearts, Both know how to survive on their own if needed.   She learned to fall in love with a beast. 

Meg.  This is more the love side  for Katniss. The Song I wont say I’m in love is basically Katniss’s theme song. Like she wont admit it she loves Peeta but girl we all know.. 

Elsa. In a way Katniss did shut out Prim to protect her. She didn’t want to hurt her sister strong willed to protect her sister at all cost.  Plus I know Cinna is to credit for this but her mockingjay outfit *Chefs kiss* plus they wear their hair the same. 

Peeta.  Hercules  Kristoff ( Frozen) Kovu ( Lion King 2)  The Beast (BATB)

Hercules he’s strong. But he literally gave up everything for love. Which is so Peeta. 

Kristoff. Okay this one both  have such a charm that attracts everyone. Tho both have obessions and flaws So they are a bit of fixer uppers.  But both are somewhat accpecting to the fact  I will wait until you make your choice. Both have kind and sweet hearts.  Both are kultzy but pull it off like a champ.  ( And Katniss didn’t fall in love with a man she just met. They knew each other since the age of 5) But Never truely met until the games. 

Kovu. Hes the sexiest damn thing. In Disney characters I freaking swear  He has a way with his words. Charming.  Loyal tho. He is willing to go against his families ( whos kinda a bunch of ya know bad guys) for Love and whats right. So Peeta. 

The Beast. This is Peeta in Hijacked Form ( Some parts). Besides the totally Hitting on Belle part. We all know deep down the love he had for Katniss never left. He never stopped loving her.  Not based on how good she looked but who she is.  Plus A Kiss broke the spell.  Also he had a bit of charm in his hijacking but so much anger and Katniss was the only one who could truely break him outta it.  Also I was hoping that He would of said so you came to look at the beast have you. 

Finnick  King Triton ( Little Mermaid)  Maui ( Moana) Flynn Rider ( Tangled) Aladdin. 

Kin g Triton. Well for that  Trident comes in handy.  ( The king is kinda a jerk why are most fathers in disney movies total jerks I’ll never know) But I hope that Finnicks son at least knows what a fork is compaired to a freaking trident ( and doesn’t use it as a hair brush) man that was stupid. Both are basically the big shot of  where they live.  Both  love water live  near or in water... ( What they hell do they eat under the sea ?) 

Maui. Okay Finnick is a bit of a show off a little.  Not his fault hes so damn good looking.  Both have that sarcasm that makes you laugh but your like oh my god please stop. Both have there  if Finnick had a song It would be your welcome. But still so much we never know about them both.  

Flynn Rider.  Okay  well both just have the certain personality that is strangely Alike.  Both know how to fight if needed. Both  are like well the ladies are okay but not intrested until they find the one..  Both have their charm.  ( Plus I love Flynn rider). 

Aladdin. We know that Finnick has a huge part of him he never opened up. Before when he spilled what the real price to winning is. That was not everything. There is a part that  Beetee said If you knew Finnick it’s amazing he’s still with us at all. So hes been though it.  

Johanna  Bo Peep ( Toy Story 4)  Mulan  and Mulans Grand mother ( Mulan) Tiana (Princess and the Frog) 

Bo Peep. From the first toy story to the 4th one Bo peep has changed a lot. ( Kinda like Johanna from  after her games to who we met in Catching fire) Tho a lot of them is still there that hasn’t changed. But their will to fight. and that they dont take BS as an answer.  That they  both may look weak but inside them so much more then that. ( I was shocked to see Bo Peep kinda like Johanna in toy story 4). Not scared of a little fight and blood.  Frankly I’d be worried that they both would try to kill someone in their sleep.

Mulan. I love in movies where the weakest person goes to the strongest like that. Totally Johanna.  And they are the girl worth fighting for I see more of her in Johanna then Katniss because  Johanna went from faking being weak to deadly like that. Where as katniss she didn’t hide it at all really. Plus if this wasn’t a disney movie i would of love to say what Mulan would of said  when they found out shes a girl really.  But both are bad ass females. Who really had no choice to go into this ( Mulan had to save her father Johanna got picked to be in the games) 

Mulans Grandmother ( I didn’t realize I did this) But I Johanna’s humor she says what she wants and no damage. They don’t ruin the moment they make the moment 100 times better. 

Tiana. She was totally fine not finding love ( But its disney she did) I really like her will to not give up no matter how many changes are thrown at you.  and  tolerting her best friend but I freaking love Charlotte She is the one who knows what to say in a moment where no one else would understand basically the girl talk that Katniss hates but we all have it in us. 

Prim  Repunzel ( Tangled) Baymax ( Big Hero 6)  Anna ( Frozen) 

Lets Ignore the fact that I brought up 2 of these lovers before to other characters 

Repunzel  The healing part Prim has it is in her born with it.  and she has a nack of many talents. And In a way is locked up in District 12 ( But Protected by her sister) 

Baymax He is the cutest thing out there. Caring knowing when you need a hand ( Like katniss)    a healer  ( I might of went out to look for the healer of disney).  Not much of a fighter ( But I swear if you did what  Hiro did if you did that to prim oh my god the fight in her but the healing will always be apart of her) 

Anna. Okay I basically but Anna here because she is Elsa’s sister. Simlar hair styles but.. Both are willing to do anything for each other.  Prim had a knack to see if the fence was on to see if Katniss was gonna be late coming back from hunting. Both are gental who wont hurt a fly (Unless your almost husband is a total jerk)   

Effie Charlotte ( Princess and the Frog) Dory (Finding Nemo )  Yzma ( The emperors  New Groove) 

Charlotte. Oh my god If this isn’t effie I have no clue what is. She  does stuff to get a better district. But then Truely cares about her district 12 tributes 74th Games. She would almost do anything in her power to make them on time and for her victors.  

Dory Okay Effie is a bit clueless in her own little world.  Telling them about the pearls lol and whitty. Effie doesn’t have short term memory loss she has I’ve been living in the capitol and this is what I know. 

Yzma This is the effie we dont wanna see Frankly I am happy we didn’t see this side of her. It’s the one who gets really pissed off I’m sure it would be something else tho to see. 

Cinna.  Fairy God mother (Cinderella) Genie ( Aladdin)  Nick ( Zootopia) 

Fairy God mother. Cinnas out fits are like  bibbidi bobbidi boo I make an awesome outfit for you. Also He takes good care of Katniss.(  Like sent from up above) On her side beyond his end.  A bit of a rebel but over all a really good guy 

Genie. Cinna is like the Genie without 3 wishes.  But he is there and supports Katniss fully.  And just  helps her out when se needs it.  and Is a friend in Katniss. Basically the one  she trusts first and fully, 

Nick  Okay this is an odd one But he  rebeled from his bad guy character to help Judy ( Police officer) with a crime.  Cinna helped out katniss and pretty much a rebel to go beyond to help her. To show shes the symbol of this war... To show that she  should go a head fight for it all its worth. Plus I got your back making your costumes not only good looking but you wont have to worry about death yet your costumes prevent that. 

Haymitch.  Mushu ( Mulan) Lumiere ( BATB)  Crush (Finding Nemo) 

Mushu He is that reality check that Katniss and Peeta needed but also will do almost anything to protect them ( Even lying for there own good)  But also oh my lordy funny. 

Lumiere. It’s his carefree side where Katniss shot an apple at the gamemakers and just like oh well. That happened... Plus not playing by the capitol rules and  He is just like a good mentor to Katniss and Peeta hell the best. He really wants them to try to win this thing.  

Crush. Okay that turtle was the most stoned turtle I’ve met. To this day. And as for Disney Characters this might not be the most drunk but It’s one i can Find. 

Gale Robin Hood  Hans ( Frozen) Gaston ( BATB) 

Robin hood Umm he shoots I think he hunts thats about it

 Hans  Not only did he confuse Anna for a love  But we see his true colours too. I mean they were not even friends first but still. Like so Gale. 

Gaston.  He’s a hunter after his girl Katniss ( But shes already taken) Really wanted her once she was gone  also is strangly after Katniss and only katniss ( when shes around) when he has plenty of takers. 

Okay I realized this is very long. So these are the last picture. 

Snow.  Evil Witch ( Snow white) Scar ( Lion King) 

Evil  both are totally okay with murder and poison. At least she only poisoned Snow white enough to put her in a coma. 

Scar. If you read the newest  Hunger Games book ya know.  What snow did to a certain someone...  And like wont take the blame but he will tho at the same time 

Coin  Maleficent (Sleeping Beauty)  Mother Gothal ( Tangled) 

Maleficent I am deeply scared of her just saying and Coin as well

Mother Gothal. Totally Coin.  They both dont want there golden Flower to leave protection  if it was really up to Coin she would never let Katniss go. But she had little control over her Frankly Katniss never trusted her at all.   But like Mother Gothal we all knew she was bad going in but   Coin first time Reading I said I bet you will be bad lol. 

Annie Hei hei (Moana) Jane ( Tarzan) 

Hei Hei ( Sorry Annie ) But kinda crazy.  Kinda out of it...  

Jane I have no idea why but I see this crazy girl from 4 Jane. Just going a bit crazy at everything like Jane 

Wiress Clogsworth ( BATB) Okay simple very smart  but Kinda out there and  has a thing for clocks 

Mags (Grandma from Moana) A little crazy but alright. I mean better then alright down right awesome. 

Beetee Wall’e I have actually  never seen this movie but I am like hell robot  Beetee.

Careers Bruce and the other sharks (Finding Nemo)  Scary yet the biggest idiots on the planet. Sure they get the best of best  as districts go but damn who doesn’t know how to climb a tree or knowlage to idk chop it down burn it down.. 

The Claw 

Not Sure who this is ( Monters inc) I just thought Plutarch at Katniss’s propo attemps lol.

Caesar Flickerman  Kuzco ( Emperors new groove)  If this isn’t him I have no idea what is. Total Kuzco vibes the but also somewhat caring but most of the interviews is how he does.  Its beauty and its grace its Caesers face. But He does try to help out to the best of his ability. 

Boggs Mattias. Frozen 2  Basically he actually cares for Katniss doesn’t want to see harm done to her. A  rebel against his leader. ( I think he would of honestly be proud of Katniss for Killing Coin). But Only hopes for the best. 

Cato Prince Eric ( Little mermaid)  No offence but  holy crap hes an idiot lol  ( Eric I mean).  Cato is smart but clueless.  If he beileved that 2 could win. ( I honestly have no idea why I chose him for Cato) 

Katniss’s Mother ( Iduna) Frozen ( Anna and Elsas mother). Yeah  Mrs Everdeen did leave her daughters to fend for themselfs but bits of her came back to life every day.  and if she had a choice she would of died with her husband but she is the strongest damn person because she could of  died if she wanted to but she stayed for her daughters sakes. I would like to think Iduna would of done the same if she had that chance.

Game Makers  (More monster inc dudes_ This is their faces when Katniss blew up the arena)

Madge Moana. Okay I will admit stange but Madge is pretty bad ass like Moana tho she doesn’t leave she is very family is everything quiet. But not a sas for a village leaders daughter Moana isn’t bad at all. I could see her being the Madge we don’t get to see. 

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tea or coffee ♡ favorite icecream flavor + toppings ♡ favorite article of clothing ♡ favorite jewelry piece ♡ explain your aesthetic ♡ baked sweets or candy//chocolate ♡ what color are your bedsheets? ♡ do you own any stuffed animals? if so , how many! ♡ what are your favorite smells for shampoo + conditioner, lotion and perfume! ♡ favorite candles ♡ fluffy bathrobes or silk bathrobes? ♡ causal soft slippers or fluffy animals slippers? ♡ dark academia or light academia? ♡ do you think blankets are a good present (on any occasion) ♡ what are your favorite pajamas ♡ favorite lip balm flavor/type ♡ do you have any childhood nicknames? ♡ favorite disney princess ♡ favorite sanrio character ♡ favorite Disney movie ♡ what we’re youre childhood celebrity crushes! ♡ if you could switch your life with one celebrity who would it be? ♡ five favorite songs you’re currently obsessed with ♡ what is your comfort movie ♡ what is your comfort food ♡ what are your special talents? ♡ biggest pet peeves ♡ what are your turn ons and turn offs ♡ if you’re life we’re to be made into a movie what actress do you want to portray you? ♡ what color do you paint on your finger nails and what color on your toes? ♡ what are your favorite 90s - early 2000s rom come? ♡ do you watch horror movies? if so what are your favorites? ♡ what tropes do you love and want to see more in movies? ♡ favorite bands you listened to as a kid that you sometime still listen to now! ♡ if you were a disney princess (wait you already are) what kind of animal would you want to be your little sidekick? ♡ cashmere sweaters or wooly turtlenecks?

Hi Rosie! 🥺💖 Thank you so much!!! This got really long so a put read more on lol 

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Coffee if I have to choose but I love both!

I love love love the Ben & Jerry’s cannoli ice cream BUT chocolate and vanilla swirl with rainbow sprinkles is my fave 

I love sweatshirts lol my favorite is my one my friend got me that has the scene from the office where Dwight has a pumpkin on his head! 

I’m really bad at remembering to wear jewelry but I never take my nose ring out so it's always there so probably that lol. 

My aesthetic is like post-emo meets dark academia, I don’t know how else to describe it besides a mess really lol

Baked sweets for sure I love cookies!

My bedsheets are light blue

I have many many many stuffies that I’ve kept since I was little and have added to even now lol so like I don’t even know how many at this point!

shampoo and conditioner are definitely like coconut or like tropical smells? I have wavy-curly hair so most of them have coconut oil in them which I think smells super good! But perfume I lean more towards lavender and vanilla type scents!

My favorite candles are ones that smell like lavender or earthy or like men’s cologne lol

Silk! I love smooth fabrics even if I get cold 

I actually don’t like slippers lol I don’t know why I always think I want them but then literally never use them lol

Dark academia all the way :) 

Blankets are amazing presents I love them on any occasion!

My favorite PJs are a pair of purple shorts that have blue bears drinking tea and I usually wear a random baggy t-shirt with them

I love the Burt's bees chia latte holiday flavor chapstick it's my favorite right now! 

My childhood nickname is actually bear lol which is why I picked nony bear lol 

My favorite Disney princesses are Belle and Repunzel! 

Favorite character scenario is definitely anything ddlg related but other than that I’m a sucker for friends to lovers

My favorite Disney movie is Lilo and Stitch closely followed by Big Hero 6, Tangled, Beauty and The Beast, honestly, I’m so indecisive lol

Childhood crushes were Nick Jonas, Zac Efron, Josh Hutcherson, and Niall Horan lol ESPECIALLY Niall 

I honestly don’t know who I’d like to switch lives with! Maybe Zendaya? she’s so successful and talented and pretty and knows like everyone so I’m sure I could find a way to meet Chris lol

Songs I’m currently obsessed with are Death by a thousand cuts by Taylor Swift, Driver’s License, but Olivia Rodrigo, You and Jennifer by bulow, I’m sad by eli, and Drew Barrymore by Bryce Vine!

My current comfort movie is actually a tv show and it's on Netflix and its called maniac lol 

Comfort food is fruit gummies and quesadillas!

I honestly have no special talents lol except I’m kind of good at drawing maybe? I don't know I’m trying to get better 

A huge pet peeve is loud chewers and slow walkers lol 

Turn-ons and offs are a huge list but big turn-ons are big hands, big noses lmao, and funny guys, turn offs are when guys are cocky in the way that they are disrespectful or are overtly sexual about everything. Also, turn off is republicans lol

I would want someone funny to portray me lol I’m not sure who but maybe someone up and coming that my movie can be their breakout role lol

I don’t paint my nails a lot because I’m lazy but if I were to paint them right now I’d probably choose like a dusty pink rose vibe

I love romcoms but one of my absolute favorites is 10 things I hate about you, I cry every time I swear 

I love horror movies (well when I’m not feeling little lol) I specifically love the SAW franchise, Us, and The Shining!

I love the friends to lovers trope in movies and also like good girl bad guy lol and even like a bit of enemies to lovers I like a lot 

I grew up listening to one direction and a lot of emo stuff like twenty-one pilots and panic at the disco and my chemical romance and I still love all of those bands so much honestly especially one direction and twenty-one pilots

My animal sidekick would absolutely be a snail! I love snail so much and I already have a pet snail so yes 100% snail lol

And finally, I’d choose cashmere sweaters because turtlenecks make me too itchy! 

Thank you so much Rosie this was so much fun! If anyone actually reads all my answers you're a real one lol 💖💞💗

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pairing: king ben x repunzel's daughter!reader

rating: pg, pure fluff, some blood

a/n: hi!! i haven't been active cuz of band camp and i apologize for that!! i watched d3 and im in love with ben and carlos so here you go!!

you sat in mal and evie's room, sketching something as evie brushed through your hair. you were quite for a bit, evie making a few comments on how she loved your hair here and there.

you see, you are the daughter of repunzel and eugene/flynn ryder, so you have long blonde hair, but not at long as your mother's was, but its a good length.

the room was quite, expect for the conversation mal and evie had going on for a bit, until evie spoke up once more, "so you and ben huh?"

"yeah, we're official."

"you guys are too cute! i love it," evie said as she finished brushing your hair.

"yeah, thanks for helping with my hair evie!" she smile at her as you head towards the door.

"no problem!"

you and ben have been secretly dating for the past 8 months now. ben announced you two were official about a month ago and the rest is history.

evie closes the door behind you and you decide what to do next. you decide to sit at the tourney field and sketch the forest that sits beside it.

you make your way down, spotting your best frienf carlos and smile at him. he ran up to you and slung and arm around your shoulders, "hey y/n/n!," he said.

"hey carlos, what's up?"

"not much, just chillin' with dude."

"hey dude!," you said, looking down at the dog.

"hey y/n!"

"anyway, what are you up to?" carlos said.

"going down to the tourney field to sketch, why?"

"no reason really, have you seen ben?," carlos asked, running a hand through his white hair.

"no actually, i'll tell you when i do though."

"okay, see ya!"

"bye!," you say as you walk away from each other and you make your way to the tourney field.

you sat down and started to sketch the forest that was around the tourney field. you did this for a bit until you heard a roar from the forest.

"ben!" you shout.

you got up and ran into the forest looking around. "ben?," you said carefully, knowing ben was in beast mode.

you heard a noise behind you and you saw ben, in full beast mode, running at you. you moved just in time and got up quickly.

"ben! it's okay! its just me!," you say, slowly walking up to him. "what's wrong?"

he slowly showed you his hand, well paw, and you saw his hand had a big gash through it. it was bleeding pretty bad.

"ah, i see," you say and take your hair.

you start to wrap your hair around his paw/hand, he tries to pull back but you stop him, "let me."

you finish wrapping your hair around him and start to sing a song your mother would sing to you.

"flower, gleam and glow 

let your power shine 

make the clock reverse 

bring back what once was mine…," you sing as your hair glows, meaning it worked.

you unwrap your hair around him and look at him paw, "all better!"

"thanks y/n.." you hear ben.

you look up at him and see he's back to normal, "how..?"

"maybe your hair has something to do with it?"

you shrug, "why did you go beast mode?"

"i don't want to say it.."

"pleeeeease?"

"okay, okay. truth is.. i was jealous."

"jealous! of who?"

"you and carlos! you guys are so close and he's so nice and caring."

"ben, i love you. i could never replace you. beast or not, i love you." you said, poking his chest.

"yeah, i guess it was stupid of me."

you shake your head and lean up on your tippy toes, kissing his forehead.

"you missed."

"wha-" you were cut off by ben picking you up and kissing you on the lips softly.

end.

a/n; OKAY IT'S DONE!! WHAT DID YALL THINK!! sorry its kinda short :c! feedback is appreciated <3

OH BOY-

If we’re talking about just, cliches and roles in general, you’re definitely one of those characters that’s got a lot of ideas and dreams, and is really driven to achieve those, but also with that certain charm and quirkiness, that je be seis quoi- like, you’ve got a really distinct voice y’know?

So like,,,, you give off Rapunzal vibes to me, maybe leaning a bit more on the passionate side- but also like, Angelica Schuyler?? definitely. and also katara- kajshfhjdkal like, a fusion of cinder and cress into one

“Really driven to achieve those” if only I had the motivation ahdjfhjdjfhfjf

And bro, BRO do you realize how much I want to play Repunzel? If Tangled becomes a musical or Tangled the Series? Sign me the fuck up I’m there I’ll be Repunzel please let me be Repunzel I would literally die.

I would also love to play Angelica too like yes.

Katara is another role I’d like to play but I can’t because I’m not indigenous but I can dream.

And Cinder and Cress? I’d love to play either. Same thing with Katara though — I’m not Asian so I couldn’t. Cress though? Please I’d love to. Like forget that I hardly look like her I’ll just. Dye my hair. Wear a wig. Shrink a few inches. Please let me play Cress. You know what? I’m gonna write the tlc musical and play Cress. Who’s gonna stop me? No one, that’s who.

In conclusion, let me play Repunzel and Cress or I’ll steal your kneecaps.

U know what I wAS going to merely just write about Dae and Sal's new doggos but. I have instead decided to do...all of my kids. Ur welcome.

Ava: Still working as a PI, but now she takes more into helping ex Dragonflys out as well as bringing new members to where they belong. Much happier and better at controlling her powers and often keeps her biker sense of style but it practically never seen without her leather jacket that shows a mint green dragonfly surrounded by flames on the back.

Mimi: Has moved out of the pro wreslting life as she finally got to study and become a life guard. She's often happy to spend most of her time out there and teaching swim classes to kids in the winter time as well, not to mention relaxing at home with her pet fish, Gubby and Bubby.

Finn: Owner of Cotten Tail Bakery and is not only big handsome tall man, but sports a beard full time now and is no longer ashamed of his mutation. 6'3 and a doting rabbit man 👀. Peter is somehow still alive and Finn is now the proud father of a new Netherland Dwarf called Cookie. Peter os not amused at his new sister.

Pascal: Bigger Dog Dad Dilf than ever. Works full time in the dog shelter but now has accepted the good he can do at his own pace and this leads to Pascal often helping the animals get homes faster and at weekends, visiting hospitals to aid his visions. Cassandra now lives with Pascal as well as the fact that Pascal wears moonstone glasses to keep his eyes at bay, like a "Cooler and Hotter Scott Summers" Pascal quotes.

Mahogany: Now the Alpha of their Own Town, Mahogany happily takes those with powers in and has formed their own well known coup of super humans that have powers far beyond anyone else. Not to mention the fact that Mahogany has now begun to dabble in magic that could allow them to break through into other realms. Got hotter in the fact that they often have long braids to join the many scars decorating their body...and the fur from their beloved baby: Baby Daisy Dukes the big poofy white cat.

Edith: Proud second in command of the Valkyries. Loving life as she gets to visit other realms and ensures to always bring a souvenir back for Wulf and to hopefully not get herself and Ragnarok scarred up too much. Hair goes to the FLOOR baby we're repunzeling this shit along with the fact that she's covered in tattoos and flowers now. Has a lovely fellow warrior named Talitha that Edith has begun to court recently.

Wulf: Finest warhorse trainer in all of Asgard by now and has shifted along to guarding cattle to, which explains the long scars up his back and arms from barbed horns. Wulf occasionally visits other realms but has decided to lay back now and enjoys the connection he gained from the tempest of Earth and is more assured in what he wants for himself and his choices. Has taken to showing Asgard the songs of Earth and is the reason why "Bad Romace" by Lady Gaga has been sung at parties for four months now.

Adonai: Starting to thread themselves back together after years of damage. Merajo lives with them and Ava and the three live together, trying to reconcile over time. They have started a unique job of filling in for celebrities or politicians when needed and Doe actually quite enjoys a job that gets them admired and that means they don't have to kill as often as they used to. They stick with their own form more now, although Doe will take on other people's eyes and skin markings if they like them. If not with anyone for either of them (or maybe an ot3 hm???) Then Doe has begun to slowly date Mordecai again.

Lace: Finally getting off his medication after SHIELD and Xavier's and many court cases were filed against the people who made Lace's family for decades of human experimentation. On the positive side? He's finally getting good therapy and being trained with his powers. The bad side? Suddenly Lace is open about his feelings and it stings. Not to mention the fact that he can barely go around places without catching some paparazzi's eye. At least he still has Ferret and has been allowed to get a lot closer to his family, who also struggle with their broadened world.

Peach: She's starting to move past her truama and the first step of that was slicing her hair short into fluffy curls. Peach had decided that while she loved her other halves more than life itself, she needs to see the world for herself. Basically? Peach is on one long self discovery journey that involves her travelling around with water while sending home the occasional message when Morde and Dae worry too much. Peach dreams of being able to start a bar fight and come at her loser, her little brother and big brother will kick your ass when she yanks them though a pool. Very into the pirate outfits.

Mordecai: Has given into the curly life more now and suffers Fluffy Man syndrome only on weekends along with rocking his scars and prosthetics after Dae ripped his arm and leg off. He still sticks to the slitted skirts though and skips the sunglasses that would normally hide his eyes from people. Morde is more than thrilled to have Doe trying to reconnect and Morde has even begun to work at the pet shelter with Pascal since his powers come in handy with dealing with rowdy dogs...and because Morde still can barely stand most humans.

Dae: Still the curliest boy with the shyest smile, Dae has started to let his skin peel in order to show his diamonds out more and no longer worrying about human skin and blood. He killed Iris guys. Still likes to cook and helps Finn out at the bakery and now had a service St Bernard called Onyx, who is a very gentle giant and yet has the loudest bark ever as he waddles around and gently carries Honkers in his mouth often.

Sal: His sight has declined far enough that Sal eventually decided to shift to a smaller town where he could get better and...never really left? He's shifted to doing camera porn work to keep money going in while trying to figure out what he could do for himself more. Not only has he shifted into his country form, but Sal's lost enough eyesight over time that he ended up getting a guide dog, a rottweiler and golden retriever mix who he named Artemis...and who Sal nicknames Doodlebug. Sal's...happy, but mortified if he finds someone from a previous life.

2, 3, 9, 26

2. Tell me a random fact about yourself - my hair is thick and grows insanely fast; like repunzel fast. So not being able to get my hair properly cut during this time is killing meeee

3. Do you believe in love at first sight? - No, I believe in lust/attraction/infatuation at first sight but love i think is way too deep for just a glance wait forget everything I just said it only takes a moment is a song I love cornelius hackl fell in love w irene molloy in a MOMENT So did wall•e w eve okay I believe MUTUAL love at first sight does not exist

9. Would you ever go on a blind date? - and see the look of pure disappointment on the other person’s face? No thanks lmao we both need to know what we are getting into

26. What is the best piece of advice you’ve received? - Christopher Robin once told me and a silly ol’ bear that you’re braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think

How should I go about writing scenes between a toxic mother and her daughter?

Tangled is a perfect example of a toxic mother/daughter relationship. Gothel and Repunzel have a relationship that’s complex, to say the least. 

A lot of times in fiction abusers are shown to only be cruel so that the audience can’t be confused by who the real villain is, but abuse doesn’t usually work like that. Abuse has a cyclic process which alternates between moments of peace and tension. Things will be fine for a while but the abuser will become frustrated with life situations, then their anger will build up until they can’t hold it any longer and they take it out on someone, that someone being the person who loves them the most and is the least likely to leave them. Then they’ll realize they “went too far” and try to make up for it with acts of love and affection. As the abuse worsens this cycle will happen much faster with fewer “apology periods”

Gothel’s form of abuse is emotional manipulation, and her frustration is linked with her aging and constant need for Repunzel’s hair to make her young again. She needs Repunzel to stay, so she makes sure to show Repunzel affection in some form as long as Repunzel does what she wants. The affection is physical (petting her hair, or kissing her head, which ties into her love for Repunzel’s hair) as well as verbal (though I can’t remember specific dialogue). But if Repunzel isn’t as perfectly behaved as Gothel likes, her response will be to tell Repunzel that she couldn’t survive leaving because the world is a dangerous place and she’s too sweet and kind to survive it. Look at the whole “Mother knows best” scene. Or the moment when Gothel and Repunzel are looking in the mirror and Gothel says “look in the mirror, I see a strong, beautiful young woman” and you see Repunzel straighten up, a little more confident, and then Gothel says “oh look, and there’s you” proving that she was complimenting herself and Repunzel was an afterthought, chipping away at her daughter’s confidence because it can build up again. 

In your mother character’s case, the life frustration could be a bad marriage, a job they hate, or simply not liking where they are in life and how they look. To make herself feel better she digs at her children to make them feel as bad as her, while also doing everything in their power to make her children feel dependant on her so they won’t leave her. She’s strict and controlling. Example: strict curfew, controls who her child can be friends with and criticizes anyone she doesn’t like, monitors their social media. She’ll try to prevent her children from dating, and then when they finally do date she’ll be highly critical of who they’re dating. The reason for this is because she’s afraid her children will leave her and focus on their significant others instead of her.

She’ll also try to shelter her child as much as possible and claim it’s to protect the child, and doing that will make the child struggle to adjust to the real world. Naive, sheltered adults quite possibly grew up in a home life like that.

People raised socially female who have a toxic relationship with their mom usually have low self-worth because their mother would chip away their self-esteem with small comments about their appearance, intelligence, or worth. Things that seem benign but are backhanded. She thinks her child’s fashion decisions are too *insert negative adjective here* and that their grades aren’t good enough.

People who grew up with these relationships also begin to doubt their own life decisions, even after years of cutting ties with their mom.

Speaking of which, if the child tries to distance themselves from their mother, the mother will respond by guilting them into not loving their mother enough, “especially after all I’ve done for you/after all the sacrifices I’ve made”

Another thing from Repunzel. If they had an argument, Gothel would say “oh, now I’m the bad guy” as a way of making Repunzel feel guilty for defending herself. 

She needs to make her children prioritize her happiness over their own.

Googling articles on how to identify toxic relationships will be a huge help. They’ll give lists of examples and clues to look for. You’ll probably find stories where people talk about their real life toxic relationship with their parents.

On tumblr you’ll find a lot of posts describing emotional abuse and toxic relationships in general. They aren’t just romantic relationships, they apply to relationships between friends or relationships between parent and child. So keep your eyes open for those can make notes when you can.

 Heatless Fire Summary: Lilith had gotten a job at a haunted house in hopes of scaring the shit out of at least a few people, but she had no idea what was in store for her... or who. Warning: dom/sub situation, degradation, bloodplay, cursing, kinky sex, roughness, mentions of drugs and alcohol use, knifeplay, daddy kink, smuttiness, various kinks. (Can you guess my kinks yet?) All characters in this work are above the age of 18. Authors Note: Ever since I saw that clip of LoC on V’s instagram I wanted to write a Faust fic, and I finally had some time on my hands to write one! I would like to thank @dreamtherapy​ and @ill-skillsgard​ for providing me with inspiration for this lovely piece of work, and all of you for supporting me! It means so much that you read what I write, I love you all so much, and as always, any form of constructive criticism is appreciated. Love and Hugs, -Vi ˗`ˏOne-Shot requests are open!ˎˊ˗ 

Lilith wasn’t one to complain, even in the most dire of situations, so when she’d heard about a job opening to work at a haunted house, she was elated beyond measure. It was something for her to look forward to after she had gone through a tough breakup a few weeks prior, and to make a little bank while she was in town. She had packed up everything and moved back to her hometown in hopes of starting over and forgetting all about the fuckboy who cheated on her. The lights were hung, all of the props were in place, the costumes were ready, now all she needed was to wait for her first victim. It was about a 15 minute walk through the house from where the entrance was to where she stood, but she was anything but bored. Lilith observed her surroundings, dumbfounded at what an amazing job they all had done of decorating the entire three story house. She heard large footsteps down the hallway, beginning to approach where she was and she made sure she was hidden, just before jumping out and screaming. The man seemed unimpressed at her costume and her facade overall. “A bloody nurse? Really? How am I supposed to be afraid of someone who’s dressed like such a nice piece of ass?” His comment was derogatory and sexual, but she couldn’t deny her intrigue of the man before her. He was definitely unique in the way he dressed and carried himself, and she suspected the bullet belt, chains, and black apparel was his usual attire. She scoffed and rolled her eyes, acting as if his lingering gaze upon her breasts weren’t luring her in. “The exit’s down the hall asshole.” He seems to ignore the fact that she even spoke at all. “You wanna party? My friend is throwing this wicked party at the record store down the street if you want to swing by after.” He proposes, licking his lips and sizing her up. “Not a chance.” “Well, if you change your mind sweetcheeks, ask for Faust.” He winks and leaves without another word. Lilith had thought it over again and again for the next hour and she determined it was a bad idea. Yet, when her shift ended she found her way to the record shop and the party was in full swing by the time she arrived. There was screeching loud black metal playing in the speakers, she had heard it before she walked through the door. Lilith peered around looking for Faust, but all she saw were people smashing bottles, smoking, and yelling over the too-loud music. She seemed so out of her realm, as if she had stepped through a portal from the outside world and arrived in another dimension. She felt almost normal in the overcrowded vicinity of the record store, filled with misfits of society reigning in chaos. She waded through the waves of people, scanning the room for a familiar face, but failed to come across one; in turn, she located a small flight of declining stairs to the right of the room. Her curiosity and anticipation had gotten the best of her, causing her to descend the steps in search of the mysterious man by the name of Faust. Lilith’s long, black curls bouncing with each step of her heel-clad feet. “Well, well, well, look what we have here,” Faust said, his lips smirking before downing the rest of what was in his beer bottle. “I knew you would come.” “Don’t flatter yourself,” she said, glancing around the room, “Pretty nice setup you got here.” Lilith’s eyes adjusted to the dim lighting of the basement-like area, and was able to read the obscenities scrawled on the wall, many in other languages. He walked closer to her, the further he came to her, the more she backed up until her back hit the brick wall. She was pinned in the corner like prey. “I think we both know why you came here.” Faust’s voice lowered, and his breath reeked of beer. “And what’s that?” She fired back, unamused by his attitude. “You want me to break you—hurt you—fuck you—make you scream,” Faust said, wedging her legs open with his knee. She was at a loss for words, his face inching towards hers one of his hands grabbing a fistful of her hair, wrenching her head back to expose her neck. “Tell me I’m wrong.” He smirked when she didn’t answer and let go of her, motioning to a back room in the basement. “Let’s go Repunzel, I don’t have all damn day.” Faust said when she hadn’t moved, and she felt a twinge of regret spark inside of her. They turned once they were inside and looked at each other for a moment, and Faust was the first one to speak, “Why don’t you be a good whore for me and get on your knees?” “What?” She asked, even though she had heard him clear as day. “Did I fucking stutter?” Lilith shook her head no and took the initiative to kneel while he unbuckled his belt, her wide green irises glinting in the dull light. She felt the need to retaliate, but this is what she came here for, isn’t it? He freed his cock from the tight confines of his pants, giving himself a few strokes and popping her cheek with his free hand. She opened her mouth and licked from the base of him to the tip and swirled her tongue around the head. When he was at full solidity, she took him in her mouth using her other hand to grip his cock as she bobbed her head up and down his length. Faust tilted his head back and let out a deep moan when he felt his cock hit the back of her throat, lacing his fingers in her hair and thrusting his hips forward violently. She gagged and held onto the sides of his hips, letting him use her mouth for his pleasure. The more she struggled for air, the more it seemed to turn him on, the way Lilith moaned around him and the way redness entered her face made his cock twitch. He let go of her briefly, allowing her to gasp for air and she immediately returned to pleasing him, as if she had never stopped; encircling her hand around his shaft and jerking him into her mouth. She swirled her tongue around the head, savoring the bubble of precum that began to seep out, before taking him back into her mouth and sinking all the way down. The faint trail of hair from his navel to the hilt of his cock tickled her when it grazed her nose, but she didn’t dare stop. She flattened her tongue against him and moaned, creating a sensitive vibration around him. “Fuck baby, I’m gonna bust.” Faust groaned, taking hold of her hair and forcing her to take him deeper as he released into her mouth. When he finished, she let go with a wet pop, standing back up onto her feet. Lilith’s eyes widened when he produced a switchblade from the back pocket of his black jeans, “Are you going to hurt me?” She said, trying her best not to let her fear show. All she got was a dark laugh and a smirk in return. Faust walked behind her, grabbing her by the hair and holding the knife to her throat, “You’ve messed with the wrong guy little girl,” he said with a click of his tongue. Her heartbeat sped up ten-speed, she didn’t know what this man was capable of, it was as if the fear and adrenaline was turning her on and she hated herself for it. An attractive, psychotic metal head puts a knife to her throat and she likes it? What was she thinking? Her thoughts raced, and it was only a matter of time before something bad happened. “Is that supposed to scare me?” Lilith said, her defiance angering him. Faust dug the knife a little deeper into her skin, threatening to draw blood. “You better watch your mouth, little girl. I’m not someone you want to fuck with.” He began to drag the knife down from her throat, scratching the surface of her skin with the tip, until it dipped down in between her breasts. “You’re a bad girl aren’t you? You want me to hurt you, want me to use you, isn’t that right?” He sheared the front of her nurse costume, exposing the swell of her breasts. “Answer me.” Faust demanded, getting irritated at Lilith’s lack of response. “Or what? You’ll ‘kill me’?” She spat, her attitude disguising all fear she had towards him. He was amused at her defiance towards him, usually girls are easily molded like putty in his hands the second they see the knife, but this one bit back, and it intrigued him. Faust dragged the knife across the swell of her breast, creating a long, narrow gash upon it, and Lilith gasped. “You’re full of bad intentions aren’t you?” She said as the cut began to bleed, Faust wrenching her head back by her hair once again, bending her over a nearby table littered with papers. “You have no fucking idea.” He said, ridding himself of his clothes. When he was fully nude, he ran his fingers up the back of her thigh, and clicked his tongue when he remarked she wasn’t wearing panties. Little did he know that she had taken them off and placed them in her car on her walk to the mysterious record store. “You came because you wanted to get fucked dirty didn’t you?” “What can I say,” she paused, “the danger gets me high.” Lilith said it and she wasn’t lying, she always had a knack for getting herself into trouble, and she always extracted satisfaction in it. Faust smacked her ass and rode the skirt of her dress above her hips, smirking as he kneaded the flesh beneath his fingers. He stroked his cock a few times to bring himself back to full solidity and then guided himself into her before snapping his hips into her and sinking himself deep within her walls. The velvet warmth caused him to release a gruff moan, relishing in the feeling of her tightness around him. Faust grabbed onto her hips, pulling her back onto him with each thrust of his hips. Her moans and gasps fueled the fire within him, his adrenaline rushing through his body. “Fuck me like you mean it, bad boy.” Lilith says glancing back at him, her eyes glazed over with pure lust and desire for the strange man before her. He growled and thrusted his hips harder and faster into her, causing her to let out a tiny squeak every time he hit her g-spot. “Tell Daddy you’re his little whore, sugar.” Faust moaned out, his pace unrelenting. “I’m your little whore, Daddy, all yours.” Lilith gasped, pushing her hips back against him. “I want all of you in me.” He didn’t hold back, giving her all of him, and he then snaked one of his hands around her and began to rub circles on her clit while he pounded into her from behind. “You like it when I rub that little clit of yours while I fuck your pussy?” He says, in an almost rhetoric manner. “D-don’t s-stop” She muttered, her brain in too much of a state of bliss and euphoria to give a straight answer. But it all ended too soon, Faust retracted from her and flipped her over, walking over to the couch. She whined at the loss of contact, and quickly followed him to the dingey couch that had no doubt been vomited on several times. Lilith couldn’t bring herself to care though, she climbed atop of him and sunk down until her cunt swallowed each inch. She grabbed his face in her hands and kissed him as she rode him, his hips trusting up into her. Lilith moaned into his mouth, as a result of his resumed stimulation on her clit. She felt herself rapidly reaching her peak, and she didn’t know how much longer she could take his abuse to her sensitive core. “Faust I’m gonna come, I can’t take it anymore.” She pleaded, and he landed a firm, hard smack to her ass in return, “Daddy.” She corrected herself. The closer she got to her orgasm the more she clenched down on him, and he couldn’t resist the urge to choke her as he began to reach his too. “I’m not on birth control.” She managed to weakly say with his fingers constricting her throat. Faust didn’t care, he continued to fuck her with all of his strength, ravaging her insides. She was so close to her release, all she needed was one more push to help her lose control. “Fuck I love the way your pussy clenches when I choke you, it makes me so fucking hard.” He grabbed her hips and made one last rock of his hips and she shook and convulsed around him, her orgasm ripping through her body. Faust grunted and pushed her off of him, using his hand to finish himself off. Lilith lays her lead on his broad chest and stays there for a while, absorbing the moment; the sweat, the silence, and the lust. When she moves away from him she glances over at him, watching him intently as he reaches for a cigarette and leans back against the pillows of the dank couch. It was the silence that bothered her most. There hadn't been a vast majority of conversation between them, and even when there had been, it was accompanied by snarls or smirks. But she soon left without a word, and found herself wondering if they’ll ever cross paths again. 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the party (part two)

"I'm serious anybody could come snatch him up. Sharon, Thor-" Bucky reflexively glanced over where Thor was talking to a completely enthralled Peter. "Nat, Couls-" Sam droned on listing person after person.

"Sam don't be ridiculous." Bucky rolled his eyes.

"on. That long haired homeless man that stares at him." That caught Bucky's attention. He seemed on guard and looking for an attack. "He creeps me out. He always seems up to something. I think he's got a thing for Steve or som-"

"What man? Where did you see him? Did he look dangerous? Did he talk to Steve? Did Steve talk to him?" His questions came out nearly as fast as his explanations to ma Rogers used to. She always said speed is what gave him away. When he finished his assault of questions he paused his intentful stare at Sam to habitually check on Steve who was walking away from the bar.

"Look for yourself." Sam pointed to the wall behind the bar... which was a mirror.

"Sam I don-" Bucky's confused face met Sam's shit eating grin. The wrinkles on Bucky's forehead smoothed and his jaw clenched. "Very funny Wilson." Sam was always hinting at something between them. So was Tony he always said since he came back Steve wasn't in their relationship as much, and that he was why it ended. He wished that were true. Sam had become more insistent lately though. But him and Bucky have been friends long enough, long enough with Steve to get it all the time, and long enough with Sam that Bucky lets it slide. Besides they joke and tease each other about everything if Bucky told him to stop he'd have to explain why.

Sam nodded. "Yes I agree. It is very funny how you even thought that was a joke. Come on man, you need to get a haircut. You look like cousin it and repunzel had a ugly ass baby." As the bartender walked by Sam tapped the bar to order a round of shots.

"Keep talking Wilson I'll go back into your apartment and leave an even better suprise this time."

"Don't even joke about that! I'm still beyond pissed at you."

"Yeah? Tell me are you also still cleaning bird shit and feathers out of your carpet?"

"Barnes you ass it was fourty three birds of fucking course I still am!"

"Well you deserved it." Bucky smiled wistfully at his past prank. Sam was indeed still pissed and had enough to drink that his filter wasn't quite fast enough.

"Oh yeah why? Because I told the truth about you not even being able to smell bullshit anymore because of how long you've been up Steve's ass?" Bucky seemed shocked and he tensed up, but Sam had started and he had had enough of their crap. "Cuz that's what this little dance you do around each other is. It's bullshit." Bucky went to open his mouth. "Don't even try and deny it. We all know you've been inlove with each other since the good'ol days when you were The Captain and The Howling Commandos fighting the war. And we all know you're both unable to admit it." Sam sobered up too late. When he saw Bucky's blank face he knew tipsy or not he went too far. "Hey man I didn-"

"You're wrong."

"Alright I'm sor-"

"I've been in love with him ever since he was just a punk kid fighting bullies. And you're wrong about one other thing too." Bucky's face looked the kind of pained that only soul crushing heartbreak could bring. Bucky looked down at his drink. "I did tell him." He finished his newly acquired shot and turned back to Sam with a smile so fake and hurt it made Sam feel shittier than his apartment carpet.

Bucky continued. "One night Steve got the shit beat out of him. I had to drag him out of the alley bloody. Nothing out of the normal, but this time he convinced me to take shots with him. He said it was for the pain. He's always been a crafty little shit. Well pretty soon we drank enough giggle juice we were both tipsy. And I kissed him. Then he made me promise I would never do anything like it again, cuz it was a sin." Bucky let out a heartless scoff.

"Bucky he was drunk may-" Bucky cut him off blankly.

"Yeah that's what I thought too. So before I left for the war I told him again. That night was a fluke normally I would never be brave enough to say how I felt, but leaving for the war I knew I wouldn't make it back to him so I told him, the morning I left. He said I'd need God to watch out for me so I shouldn't go saying stuff like that. He also said I'd find a doll and settle down some day after the war. And I was okay with it." Bucky shrugged his shoulders with an air of acceptance.

"I had gone to church with Steve and his ma. I knew what he was raised to believe. I knew it was wrong in his eyes, and I was okay with it. I knew the times we lived in, so I was okay with it. I was okay with it because if I was dying it wouldn't matter, I'd be better if he didn't actually he could move on. I was okay when he rescued me. I was okay when he fell inlove with Peggy. But after my fall after... after hydra, after Germany I found out about him and Tony." His eyes were too red and glossy for Sam to believe that the party was continuing on around them without a care.

"When I found out, I knew he had gotten over thinking it was wrong, so I told him again. I told him I remembered kissing him in our little studio apartment, the kiss that tasted of whiskey. And you know what he said Sam?"

Sam braced for whatever terrible words that had a tear rolling down Bucky's cheek.

"'You're remembering wrong buck. Hydra did that to you.'" Bucky quoted with a clarity that only comes from repeating words over and over till you have them ingrained in your brain.

Sam's mouth involuntarily opened.

"I believed him too. Intill I was looking for a photo one day and in an old box I found the cap to the whiskey bottle, it still had the dent from when Steve threw it across the room missing the garbage. So you see Sam I did tell him. And he finally realized it isn't wrong. He just doesn't love me that way. Sometimes it seems like he does but he doesn't. He doesn't love me the way I love him and he would rather tell that horrible of a lie than have to say it to my face."

"I'm sorry Bucky I shouldn't have said what I did."

"No it's okay. It's all okay. I still love him and he still loves me." Bucky said all of it with a steady even tone, but in his eyes you could tell none of what he said meant what it was supposed to.

Steve POV

Steve could sense someone jogging up behind him interrupting his conversation with Maria. "Mr. Captain America Steven Rogers sir. I hav-" Steve turned around just intime to see a flurry of hands moving.

"Queens I told you to just call me Steve." Maria, sensing this would be a long conversation, walked away.

"Steve sir I have a glass of champagne for you. Well it might be warm now. And I think some of the bubbles are gone. I ran into Thor and we started talking abo-"

"Peter. How did you even get alcohol? I thought that Pepper told the bartenders to disregard Tony's approval of them giving you alcohol."

"Well she did, which he wasn't too happy about. But they didn't give me alcohol."

Steve glanced at the glass that was getting less and less full as Peter gestured wildly.

"Really?" He said equably.

"Well I mean I guess they saw me get it, but they didn't give it to me. Mr. Stark did."

"And why exactly are you giving it to me if Stark gave it to you?"

"Oh well he said to. Didn't I start there? I thought I did. Maybe I didn't. Did I tell you that he also told me to tell you that you should loosen up? Or something like that. Oh well I gue-"

Steve took the less than half full, warm, flat glass from him. "Thank you Peter. Did you know Clint asked if you'd make a webbing arrow for him?"

Peter's eyes widened. "Hawkeye wants me to make him an arrow."

Steve pointed up to where Clint was. "I don't know for sure you should go ask him."

Peter's head bobbed up and down. "Thank you Captain Am-" Peter cut himself off and did finger guns at Steve. "Steve sir."

"Thank you Peter for the champagne, goodbye." Steve said to the back of Peter's head as he was bumping into people trying to make his way through the party crowd.

Steve laughed and shook his head while looking down at the glass. When he looked up he caught sight of Tony out on the balcony. With another drink on his hand. Steve looked down at the glass Tony sent over and then over to one he wanted to take out of his hands before. Looking inbetween the two he wondered what was the difference. If Tony could send over a glass and tell him to loosen up, he could take one and put his friend to bed.

Platonically.

They were still friends and Steve still cared about him. They both could care for each other still in their own ways, and maybe a part of him wasn't ready to say goodbye to them taking care of each other. Maybe he wanted to be needed. Maybe he wanted to worry about someone he could help. Not Captain America, but Steve. Maybe Steve needed to love and be loved. Maybe Steve needed something he wouldn't lose or break.

Natasha's voice yelling words above the chatter of the crowd pulled Steve's head up, and after following her line of sight he realized it wasn't words but a name repeated. James. Bucky left the bar and made his way over to her.

He was about to follow him when he remembered the glass. He looked back towards the balcony and decided to head out there first he could find Bucky after. He tried to get out there fast, but he kept being stopped by people who wanted to talk. He finally was at the door.

Bucky POV

Bucky was wondering if his serum was failing him and he was susceptible to the effects of alcohol again, because at the sight of Steve trying so hard to get out on that balcony with Tony his stomach was wanting to find the nearest garbage can.

"James are you alright?"

He turned back with a grin. "Of course Natalia."

They both got lost in the conversation again telling the usual kinds of stories about missions, modern times, and Steve.

"I'm not kidding he jumped out without a parachute."

"That punk!" Bucky said exasperated but without a drop of disbelief and a smile.

Natasha smiled and her eyes lit up in a way that let you know this was going to be good. "Hey did I ever tell you about that time Steve legit fell out of a fucking tree trying to rescue a stuck kitten? How cliche can he be."

Bucky let out a loud open laugh. "Did I ever tell you that's not the first time that has happened?"

"No way. I though 'mister gee golly here's your cat dollface' couldn't get any more pathetic."

"He was nine and he broke his arm and he fell on me and he didn't get the cat. Mr. Snuffles jumped down on his own."

"That is gold. Keep talking. Was the little old lady cat owner upset?"

"No, actually the cat belonged to a classmate, Karen. Steve had a crush on her. She was upset he got hurt. So she kissed him on the cheek for his bravery. Told him that it's okay he didn't get the cat at least he was brave. But then she had to get Mr. Suffles back, so I took him home myself like always. And he complained the entire way. Not about the pain, about how he almost impressed her." Bucky said with a roll of his eyes.

"So here we are I'm limping down the street cuz when he fell I tried to catch him which all that got me was a sprained ankle. So I'm opening doors and Stevies holding me up, and he's just going on and on about how he almost had the cat. And then he says 'Gee I guess next time I shouldn't try to grab it by the tail.'"

Natasha burst out laughing.

"And I was so done I wanted to leave his scrawny ass there and I would've if I didn't think his ma would kill me. So I just said 'Steve I hope to God you didn't hit your head cuz you can't afford to lose anymore brains.' And he just went right on back to belly achin about her, and saying he hopes the cat is okay, and maybe if he'd have gotten it down she would've kissed him proper."

Bucky's wide smile was starting to hurt his flushed cheeks.

"So we're still a couple blocks from home taking a short cut through an alley, I've had enough at this point so I say. 'Would you shut up if you would've gotten a kiss on the lips for your bravery?' Well his face turned a darker shade of pink than the heat had given him. Then he said yeah he'd be so happy he wouldn't know what to say."

Bucky took another swig from the silver flask engraved with 'T.O.' Nat had given him.

"So I kissed him in that alley and told him to shut the hell up." Nat's face flashed with suprise then a knowing grin.

"He was cherry red and didn't say another peep the entire way home." Bucky seemed to be reliving his previous victory and took another giant gulp.

"Okay easy there tiger. That isn't Jim Beam." Natasha tried to take the flask from him.

"Hey Natalia what do you think he'd do if I kissed him now?" Bucky giggled and looked down. "I think he'd turn as red as his shield."

Natasha's face went serious. "James I think I should take you to your room." She moved to help him. Bucky looked back up and was wearing a matching grave expression.

"I think he'd hate me." They held eyes for a bit standing in the tenseness of that moment, Nat with her hands outstretched to guide him and Bucky with a vulnerable look in his eyes.

Bucky was giggling now so Nat snapped back to what she was doing.

"James let's get you to your room." She put one of his arms over her shoulders as she pulled him up straight and toward the door.

"Nat I don't want to go. I only came to this party to see Steve and I haven't seen him yet." He looked up at her from where he was slumped down at her side and batted his eyelashes.

"Let's go lover boy. One foot infront of the other." They were half way to the door when Steve appeared blocking their path.

"What happened? Is he drugged? Is he hallucinating again?" At the sight of Steve he stood up straight, and Natasha suspiciously was able to let go of his arm.

"Steve." Bucky said while smiling at him.

"No he's drunk." Steve looked at her confused.

"Drunk? We can't get drunk." Bucky was looking every where except at them waiting for the conversation to be over.

"He had a couple sips from Thor's flask."

"Even then it took me a couple glasses to even get buzzed." Bucky was finding the chandelier above them particularly interesting. Nat tilted her head and made a considering look.

"Huh that's interesting. Maybe it's because of the difference in serums. I'd make sense if he was less tolerant than you." Steve nodded accepting this theory. Bucky looked back down at her.

"Okay let's get him to sleep." Steve started walking closer to help Bucky.

"You should get him a bottle of water from the bar while we're here." Steve nodded and left.

Natasha whirled to face Bucky with a hard glare. "Alright Barnes I don't know why you thought you had to play drunk to talk to me honestly, and I don't care right now. You need to stop this."

Bucky looked spiteful. "Why Natalia? Why do I need to stop?"

"Because if you want to say something so badly that you're willing to try and trick me into listening, maybe you should be saying it to the person you actually want to be hearing it. And I don't fin-"

"Drink some of this." Steve handed Bucky the water as fast as he'd rushed back over. Bucky grinned and moved closer to Steve.

"Thans buddy. Iss nice of ya." Bucky said slurring his words while trying to grab the bottle, and missing.

"Okay definitely time we called it a night. Have a good time Nat."

"You boys too. Maybe if James could get a few words out you could've had a good night too." Natasha gave Bucky a smile that he could tell was every bit a double edge sword as her words.

"That's okay I'm tired anyway. Come on Buck." He assumed the position Natasha had previously filled. Bucky draped himself across Steve, letting himself be led out of the room.

Steve pushed open Bucky's room door while stuggling not to drop the water bottle or Bucky.

"There we go. Alright let's get ready for bed." He gently set Bucky down on the bed, and looked down at him. "I thought we were done with these days when neither of us could get drunk anymore." He said with a laugh.

"I'm sawrry Stevie." Bucky slurred with a pout as he swayed where he was sitting up on the edge of the bed. Steve knelt inbetween Bucky's legs and looked up at him as he brushed a strand of hair behind his ear. He gently laid his hand on Bucky's cheek.

"Don't be sorry Buck it's okay. I'm here." His thumb started brushing along Bucky's cheekbone and Bucky melted into it as his eyes fluttered shut. "We have to take your dress shoes off." Steve's hand was no longer supporting his head, he snapped back into the moment seeing Steve unlace his shoes.

"We can go bed. No. Wait. We can go to bed. Yes let's go bed." Steve smiled at him adoringly as he pulled off his shoes.

"No Buck we have to get ready for bed first." He pulled Bucky's hand to stretch it out and pulled his suit coat sleeve. He repeated the process with the other arm. Bucky left his arms stretched out on both sides of Steve's head, and Steve chuckled. He grabbed his right hand and kissed his knuckles before setting it on his lap. His left hand was cool on his lips and he had to hold on as Bucky tried to pull away. After both hands were in his lap Steve smiled at him and started with his shirt and tie.

Bucky decided to take Natasha's advice. He mustered up all the courage he could. "Hey Stevie?"

"Yeah Buck?"

Bucky looked down at Steve's face. "What would you do if I kissed you right now?" Steve's hands paused on the button he was unbuttoning, but he didn't look away from it.

"I'd tell you to sleep it off." He resumed his work.

There was a beat of silence.

"And what if I kissed you in the morning?" This time Steve's hands dropped to his sides.

"I'd deal with it in the morning."

Bucky decided to punch Natasha in the gut next time he saw her, so she could feel how it felt. "Okay."

As Steve finished the buttons the tenseness faded. Steve undid his belt before speaking. "Alright you're going to have to work with me. This is always where we ended up on the floor. Lie back."

Bucky seemed to not hear him, because he made no movements. "Stevie I can stand up."

Steve leveled him with a look that said 'oh really that's what you always say and why we end up on the floor'. Steve stood up and put his right knee on the bed beside Bucky. He put his right hand behind Bucky's head and cradled it and his other arm on Bucky's right shoulder.

"Lie back." He whispered loud enough for him to hear. Bucky sat dumbstruck not knowing what was happening while looking up at Steve. He pushed on Bucky's shoulder, and gently guided his head down as Bucky went pliant in his hands. The hand that was on his shoulder moved to the bed so Steve could keep his balance hovering over him his other hand still tangled in his hair.

They both just stared at each others faces with looks of vulnerability. Bucky's mouth was so dry he wondered if he could even speak.

"Is this what you meant?" Bucky let out softly. Steve was staring at Bucky's close face with a sense of uncertainty.

"Um. Yeah. Yeah Buck this is what I meant." As Steve quietly answered Bucky looked down at his moving lips, and then back up to his eyes.

"Okay." Bucky swallowed hard from the tension of not knowing what to do next. Steve's eyes wandered his face and he stayed under him waiting. Steve's eyes landed on his mouth which snapped him out of his stare. He got off Bucky hurriedly. He was back to half kneeling on the bed.

"Right, pants. We need to-" Bucky followed his movements on instinct not wanting to have distance. Steve put a hand on his chest. "No. Stay." He said firmly. Bucky looked at him through his lashes and submissively went back on his elbows.

Bucky's heart started pounding as Steve unbuttoned his pants. As soon as Steve finished with the button he looked back down at Bucky. He trailed his right hand over to Bucky's hip and hooked a belt loop with the other hand. "Up." He said as he pulled Bucky's hip up to his and yanked his pants down with the other. Once they were passed his ass Steve guided Bucky back down and unhooked his fingers. Steve's hands gripped around his thighs to drag his pants all the way off and Bucky gasped. Steve looked down and finished sliding his hands down Bucky's thighs. Bucky closed his eyes and imagined that Steve wasn't doing this just to put him to bed.

"You um," Bucky cleared his throat. "You do this to everyone at Stark's parties, or am I special?" Steve stiffened.

"No I don't." Steve said tensely as he gathered Bucky's clothes from the floor.

"Oh yeah then am I special?" Bucky said in a hopeful tone that was supposed to be more play than it was.

"You're drunk Bucky." Steve said as he turned to put Bucky's clothes away. Bucky sat up angry.

"If you don't want to be here then leave Steve." After he finished he came back from the closet to the dresser.

"Do you want a t-shirt or a tank top?"

"Steve I said leave." Bucky spat back.

He turned back around with a tank top and threw a pair of joggers on the bed. "No you said if I didn't want to be here then leave, but I'm still here. Because I want to be."

Bucky looked at him with venom in his eyes. "Do you? Do you want to be here? Because I don't think you do. And I'm si-"

"What are you talking about Buck? Of course I want to be here. I'll al-" Steve said dismissively.

"I wasn't done." Bucky coldly interrupted. "And no you don't. If you did you would've talked to me at some point during the party that you insisted I go to. You wouldn't have spent the entire night trying to talk with Tony. You don't want to be here with me, you just can't be with him."

"Buck come on let's not talk about this now we can in the morning." Steve tried to come closer to change his shirt.

"No." Bucky snapped. "I'm done. I'm not doing this anymore. I can't. I'm done with this bullshit. I'm done pretending that it doesn't hurt everytime you disregard my pain just to worry about Tony. I'm not okay Steve. I haven't been thanks for noticing. You're supposed to be my best friend, but Sam has been the one keeping me together. You don't even seem to worry anymore, so if I'm that unimportant I might as well just leave." Steve's eyes widened and his mouth opened as Bucky grabbed his clothes and got up to leave.

"No Buck you can't! You are important to me, how can you even say that!" Steve grabbed Bucky's arms. Bucky pushed him away.

"How can I say that? Because you've been barely talking to me. I had to pretend to be fucking drunk for you to even touch me." Steve looked taken aback. "You hadn't called me Buck in ages intill tonight. So what is it? Tell me. Tell me!" Bucky shouted. "Is it the winter soldier? Is it because I'm a monster that ate your best friend? Because if it is stop playing fucking saint that doesn't care and just tell me! Tell me so I can leave."

"No! No. Jesus Bucky never! You aren't a monster you are my best friend. I'm sorry. I'll be better. I'll be a better friend." Bucky scoffed.

"And there it is. Friend. You know I wouldn't care if you just didn't feel the same way, but sometimes like tonight I swear you love me just as much as I do you. Yet you deny it can happen, well then why the fuck were you looking at me tonight like you would give anything in the world to kiss me? I know people's opinions and God stopped you before, but it's different now and you and Tony so why can't we be together? Why do you seem like you care so much and then you're running after Tony like he's the only person in the world? I know you were okay with the break-up, so why can't you move on? After tonight I'm sure you love me like you love Tony so why? Just tell me why. Tell me why and I'll stay." Bucky sucked in a large breath and looked at Steve lost, pleading, and hurt.

Steve was quiet.

He walked further into the room away from Bucky to start pacing. Bucky took him turning away as a sign that they were done. He scoffed and started walking to the bathroom to change and leave. Steve heard him and panicked. He started speaking hurriedly.

"Maybe I don't want to break you! Maybe I can't care about you in that way because I know the second I do there will be no going back for me! And maybe I couldn't live with myself if something happened and we couldn't go back to what we were! Maybe I want to love you so God damn bad it burns in my bones," Steve started walking back towards him. "but I can't! Because what if I do something and I lose you! What if I need you but I can't fucking have you! Buck I want to take care of you so damn bad I want to love you the way you deserve. But I can't take care of you like you could me. When you came back to me not knowing your own name our roles switched and it scares the hell out of me, because the last time that happened you ended up on the bottom of a mountain. Because suddenly I was the strong one, but I still wasn't strong enough to protect you. You've always been the one that takes care of me. Even after I became Captain America. But now? I don't know what to do, and I can't fail you again. Maybe I have to pretend you're okay so I don't have to worry about you. Because maybe if I worry about you I'll realize you're not okay. And I don't know what to do about it! God damn it Bucky how the fuck am I supposed to fix everything! How am I supposed to make it all okay? How did you?" Steve's passionate rant ended with him looking at Bucky with pleading eyes.

Bucky stated at him soaking in all he said and processing.

"How do you with Tony? How do you fix it with him?"

"I obviously didn't we aren't together anymore, and I can't do that with you." Steve looked beaten.

"Well fine then how did you before?" Bucky snapped he was done not getting answers he liked.

"Tony needed me in a way I knew. I know how to take care of him, because it's the way I used to take care of you. Taking care of you while you were drunk coming home after seeing dames was always easy. And maybe that's part of the reason I was drawn to him."

Bucky looked at him sadly. "Steve you can't love him because he's almost how I used to be. And you can't not love me because you think something will happen. You still love him, and it sounds like- It sounds like you just want to stop loving me." Bucky stated tearing up.

"I know I do. I know I still love Tony and I always will, and I know I love you, I always have. But Buck you aren't understanding. Don't cry. Please. Just let me explain." Bucky's tears were not stopped by Steve's pleas. "Okay look, I was just as upset when Tony almost died as I was when I was saying goodbye to Peggy. But it didn't hurt like that when you died. They were so important to me. But not like you. I needed to be with them because I loved them so much. But not you. Do you know why?"

"Stop. Steve stop please. Please I can't hear this. I can't." Bucky's tears were streaming down his heartbroken face.

"No Bucky listen. It was because I mourned their loss. I was heartbroken about not being with them anymore. But with you it's different. When the train happened it wasn't like I was mourning someone I loved. It was like I was lost. It was like I died. My heart didn't break over your loss Buck. It was like I didn't even have one anymore. When you fell I lost my everything. And I don't know how I even kept going but I did. I just kept thinking how if I wouldn't have made you fight with me you wouldn't have had to die. How it was my fault. I didn't protect you. Because I didn't know how. We always had each others backs in any fight, but you were always the one that knew when to run and I didn't let you. I pulled you with me. And seeing you fall was the worst thing that I've ever had to live through." Steve was crying just as much as Bucky now. "Then you were back and I wanted so badly to help you, but I just dragged you into a mess with everyone. I didn't know what to say that would make it okay. Especially since I'm the one that- that let you fall. That let you go through being brainwashed. That let you be used as a weapon. I'm the one that let you down. I should've just let you go home. It was my fault. I did that." Steve was sobbing. "Buck I can't be the reason you get hurt again. Buck I can't. I can't. Buck, I can't. I- I ca" Steve's head was shaking back and forth and his chest was hammering breaths in and out. Bucky moved closer and grabbed his arms. "Buck I can- I can't breathe. Buck."

"Listen to me Steve we are both fine. We're okay. We're here together and it's okay." Steve was holding on to him as tight as he could.

"I nee- I need my- my med- medicine."

"No you don't Steve. You aren't having a asthma attack. You're having a panic attack. You need to slow your breathing. It's going to be okay. I won't leave you. I don't blame you. It wasn't your fault, all that matters is that I'm here now I'm okay. Steve look into my eyes." Steve was still shaking his head, so Bucky put a hand on one side of his face and held on. Steve's lip was quivering and he had snot dripping. "Look at me." Steve's eyes focused on Bucky's. "Good. That's good. Look. Just look. You and me that's all we need. And look we have it we're going to be okay. We are okay. It's going to be okay." Steve's breath started to slow.

"You did not let me fall. And none of it was your fault. Nothing could've kept me from following you. You didn't hurt me." Steve's breath hitched at that and Bucky could tell he didn't need to hear that now. "But what you did do is save me. You cut through decades of brainwashing just by saying my name. You give me purpose and a reason to fight." Steve's breathing was still fast, but not worryingly so. "The best parts of me are what I stole from you. If you think you're the only one lost without the other you're not. I mean I went a couple months without you and I got fake drunk at a fancy party." Steve laughed and Bucky beamed. "I mean come on that's even more pathetic than being real drunk at a fancy party."

"Yeah it is." All the air that Steve had been pushing out punched into Bucky in a single breath that he didn't even know he'd been holding. "Especially since you had me change you."

Bucky acted offended. "You punk you're barely breathin again and you're already givin me grief." Steve smiled.

"Well if I didn't who would. You jerk." Steve's smile turned sour and he looked away. "I'm sorry about that. We were talking and I- I'm sorry."

Bucky wiped Steve's face. "Don't be. I was so focused on how you weren't there for me I didn't even think to be there for you. We're going to put it all aside and be okay tonight." Steve's hands were still shaking.

"Okay." Steve yawned.

"We should go to sleep." Bucky shrugged off his unbuttoned dress shirt and grabbed the tank top from the bed. As he was putting it on Steve started to speak.

"Buck? Can I-" Steve threw the joggers at him, and went over to the dresser. He pulled out a t-shirt. And threw it on the bed.

"Well what are you waiting for? Me to help you? I would if you asked really nicely." Bucky smiled and crossed his arms as he rested against the dresser.

"Bucky would you please help me?" Bucky was caught off guard, but recovered smoothly. He walked over and replied.

"Of course Stevie. Always."

After they got changed Steve stood awkwardly still with trembling hands. "Buck c-"

"Yes." Bucky didn't even spare him a glance as he got into bed.

"You don't even know what I was going to say asshole. Listen." Bucky cocked an eyebrow up.

"Before you were going to ask to borrow some of my clothes, and just now you wanted to know if you could sleep in my bed. My answer to both is yes, so yes." Steve frowned at him. "Stevie I know you better than anyone, and it's far from the first time you've asked. So get your scrawny ass into this bed it's cold on your side."

"I am not scrawny anymore." Bucky smirked "You'll always be scrawny to me." Bucky held the covers up for him and Steve slid into bed. Bucky turned off the lamp beside the bed, but enough city light filtered through the curtains to softly illuminate the room. "Goodnight Stevie." Bucky said before rolling over.

"Goodnight Buck." Steve said staring at the ceiling.

There was a calm silence.

"Buck?"

"Yes Stevie?"

"What would you do if I kissed you goodnight?"

"I'd tell you to never do it again. Not unless you meant it. Not unless you were going to kiss me in the morning too."

"Buck?" Bucky heard the rustle it the pillow and could feel Steve's eyes on the back of his head.

"Yes Stevie?"

"What if I said I'd kiss you in the morning too?" Bucky rolled over and looked at Steve's shadowed face.

"Then I'd let you kiss me."

There was a pause. Then Steve's hand was up on his cheek. His eyes went to Bucky's lips as his thumb moved to trace them. He looked back up at Bucky's eyes. "You would?" Steve asked in a soft whisper.

"I would." Steve dragged his thumb over to his cheek, and moved closer.

"What if-" They could feel each others breath fanning over their faces as Bucky cut Steve off.

"What if we love each other till the end of the line." Bucky phrased it as a question, but Steve heard no guessing in his voice. So he closed the distance between them and then his eyes. When they kissed it wasn't fireworks or butterflies, it was home, and it felt like where they had always belonged.

Steve's hand was still on Bucky's cheek, and Bucky moved his to pull Steve closer. Bucky kissed him one last time and pulled back. "Alright we should sleep now." Steve whined and kissed him again. "Steve I'm serious." Steve ignored him and continued. "Steven we need to sleep." Steve let out a frustrated sound.

"I don't want to kiss you I want to sleep." Steve seemed to realize his mistake as Bucky smiled. "No wait I want to kiss you I don't want to sleep." Bucky chuckled.

"See you need to sleep you're so tired you're mixing up words."

"No it's not because I'm tired. It's because you kissed me stupid. You're a really good kisser Buck. You should kiss me again." Steve moved closer.

"Uh huh sure. Flattery will get you nowhere Rogers." Steve's eyes lit up.

"Well good because I dont want to be anywhere but here."

"Neither will sweet talk babydoll." Steve was only affected by the nickname for a few seconds.

"Damn it, but Buck that was really good." Bucky seemed to consider it.

"You're right it was. Fine one more kiss and then bed." Steve was pressing his lips to Bucky's almost before he finished speaking. Steve let out a groan when Bucky pulled back.

"Kiss me again." Steve said with his eyes still closed.

"I'll kiss you good morning." Steve opened his eyes and saw the uncertainty in his.

"Yes you will, and I will kiss you." Bucky smiled.

"Okay. Good night Stevie."

"Goodnight Buck." They both settled in, Steve against Bucky's chest and Bucky with his arms around Steve.

"Tomorrow Rogers you're taking me on a date."

"Bucky I don-"

"Cut the bullshit. You are not a coward you never have been. You're doing this. You're going to be terrified the whole time so am I, but you're doing this. We're doing this." He said as he intertwined their fingers. "Because that's who you are. You do things even if you're scared because they need to be done. Lunch. Tomorrow. Don't you dare be late Rogers, I've waited long enough."

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