Yet another moment where I ask myself: I wonder what Damon's 1.2 million followers think when they see another story featuring Joker Out

sorry for no new artwork lately

have a ferret

Hey guys, my name is Ashton and I'm reopening up my commissions!

I'm mainly a Pokemon/Furry artist, but I can do humans too (if you don't mind the cartoon-y style!) I've been drawing for nearly 12 years and it's a big passion of mine.

If you are ever interested in commissioning me, feel free to dm me on Tumblr! I'd be happy to discuss with you what you'd like :>

Not sure what else to say here, it's been a minute. Thanks for the patience on me updating my commission sheet!

What are plans -- In Fog is out!

It is on kindle only for the moment, because Amazon is clingy, but it'll be on Gumroad as well when the kdp thing runs out. And a print version will be available before the end of the month (I am waiting for my proof)

In Fog is a Horror Romance with a focus on existential dread, identity and emotional worth. It gets a bit intense and there are some naughty bits and a lot of blood. So be prepared and please enjoy. ^.-

Excerpt (you can also hit up the tag and find the entire rough draft in there somewhere, do it, it'll be fun)--

You were to leave after our final year at university, on the heels of your father, ferried to another city–another world for all the pain it caused me–while I remained in our sleepy town, living the same sleepy life. I would have accepted it, you know. I would have cried and wailed and gnashed my teeth…but I would have accepted it. Perhaps not until filial responsibilities forced me into a business I had no head for and social mores locked me into a marriage of convenience, of expectation. Yet, I would. I am certain that I would…eventually, had I been given the option, had that night not ruined it all; ruined us both.

Did a drawing of an AU version of Matt Murdock that my friend made me :D

WOAH TWINKPOSTING ON THIS ACCOUT???????? its more likely than it seems

decided to draw ariel from shakespeares the tempest,,, dude really has something for twinkish singing fairies

all colors taken from that photo of the globe theatre

he's just a silly guy

I saw Shrek 2 for my bday yesterday and got the urge to draw this

Hey, lesbians with complicated gender shit, reblog with what you’d tell randoms about your gender and then what you’d tell a really close trans/cisn’t friend about your gender, I want to see something. 

smash bros. announcer voice CHOOSE YOUR GHOSTFACE

Solarpaw's past continues to haunt her to this very day.

My take on the GodoRT

The MhexArt final shop update of the year is on its way, so here’s a little preview of some of the big designs coming. New stickers, new prints, and maybe. Just maybe… A little something special 👀… You’ll have to wait and see! This update is scheduled for early September!

me simultaneously loving the extremely flirty sexual characters as an outlet for self love while also occasionally being reminded I'm not the beauty standard cause I'm chubby and fat and trying to not hate myself for it and having delusions that my comfort characters wouldn't want me even tho theyre fucking fictional and who says they won't like fat/chubby people. Also the struggle of being disabled and feeling unlovable for that too especially since, again, most of my comfort characters are the flirty sexual type (Asmodeus Obey Me, Ozzie Helluva Boss, Valebtino Hazbin Hotel, Angel Dust Hazbin Hotel, more that i am too brain foggy to mention) cause feels lile disability can't be sexy cause of fucking ableism and beauty standards and shit and feeling like my needs and accommodations make me less sexually attractive.

★Minor eating disorder/ED mention, internalized fatphobia and ed-based thoughts, just bullshittery about thoughts I don't like★

Like I KNOW it ain't reality and they're fictional and can like whatever, but having the reality that me simply being bigger and fat or having to have needs especially with constant fatigue and pain is exhausting. It's rare this happens cause I am pretty confident about myself and have undone a lot of that internalized shit, but sometimes it creeps up during my narc crashes and depressive episode where I'm like "fictional character will never love me!" Because I'm not some perfect person that has everything an abled person could have.

I hate the internalized shit. I've worked so hard and it STILL creeps up on me with my comfort characters since I've internalized that stuff for YEARS. Lemme be happy and sexy and cute and cuddly. It doesn't matter if I'm fat, it's still beautiful and sexy and charming. It doesn't matter if I have needs, my comfort characters would love me and love means you want to help your partner!

The worst is when my comfort character is super problematic (Valentino 💀) but they're my comfort character cause trauma and so you get reminded they're a pos and would be a pos to u. Not cause they're abusive, just cause they might be really shitty about body stuff. I like to think they wouldn't care as long as you got shit done minus the abuse, but still. Brain, forget reality, let me enjoy my fictional characters to cope with the fact I have really fucked up trauma and sexual trauma.

Also adding on top of that, being fucking delusional about it too so your comfort character IS real to u to an extent makes it ALL the more terrible when that reality of how the general public sees you hurts. Cause then you just have the comfort character in your head turning against you and it hurtssss.

And then also the disconnect between where you won't think or believe this with OTHER people, but with yourself you do which makes you feel worse cause you're aware it is just placed in you by the world but it doesn't make the feelings less real.

T3T

I dunno, I'm tired and fatigued so I'm ranting. This was all cause I saw a pic of 19 year old me when I was still gaining a lot of weight and thinking "man I looked good" and my thoughts instantly were like "Do it. Go back to it." Cause I've had an eating disorder and I DON'T want to go back to that. I hate the inherent instant thoughts of it that pester me. I'm fat and happy, I love being cared for, I am in a good place and I resent the fact these thoughts still pop up.

Also don't worry, I'm at a good place where those thoughts don't last long and I don't relapse so it's MUCH better than it used to be, I'm just ranting cause it's frustrating.

Plus this is all worsened by my NPD and HPD demanding to be attractive, absolute perfection, and a need to be alluring for attention. Having to rework/rewire that line of thinking after years of it is so difficult. I'm doing my best TvT

guess what really cool and powerful dragon just accidentally drew blood with the weakest claws known to man (human fingernails) 😎

I should maybe mention this thing...

I made a patreon, to put full first draft chapters on, in case people are into that. It's $2 for access to em, and it's just Before Deluca at the moment, but if there's interest I'll probably keep doing it with future things.

There's six chapters up now, I'm putting a new one up daily till I run out of what's written and then it'll be updated monthly (maybe twice monthly, depending, I've been writing this kind of quickly >.>).

I dunno how these things work for writing, I've only used it for art and it didn't go too well (I preferred commissions over keeping up with reward tiers).

But it was suggested I try it, so there it is.

trying to make a transformers OC and for the life of me I have like everything down except the fuckin colors so if anyone has any suggestions I would love to hear them

her name is Aerotrack(tentative but ive been using it forever so i think im gonna stick with it) She's a large triple changer, alt modes are an APC and an Osprey type VTOL very much a golden retriever in terms of personality, but packing heavier weapons than anyone around thanks to her stature toyed around with having a barrel of energon on her person somewhere to emulate those mountain rescue dogs? so she might end up being some kind of... not medic but like.. able to do basic repairs in the field? for the life of me i just cannot come up with a color scheme i like for her.