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skumhuu · 5 months
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✨👑 Throne 👑✨ pages 17-18
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uroboros-if · 11 months
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So I was playing through the update (very very fun!!) and I got to the part where Rafaele asks the MC how he looks. I accidentally selected a choice without "looking" at Rafaele, then went back to look first and then select a choice. I found the contrast between the two outcomes very funny — I just had to pause and write this ask because man this got a lot of giggles out of me 👻👻
Without Looking:
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With Looking:
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It was definitely a very nice semi-hidden little treasure to stumble upon! I probably wouldn't have found this if it weren't for accidentally clicking a choice without doing the looking first; I know that "not looking" is reflected in the wording of the choices in that certain scenario, but for some reason my brain didn't register it at all until I consciously looked closer 😭
Also, I really really like the "not looking" scenario for some reason?? It feels so familial and intimate, an exasperated father mock-sighing at his unabashedly confident child. It kind of feels like a peek into how MC interacted with their parents during their younger, more childish days 😌 It certainly gave me quite a few drabble/headcanon ideas regarding my MC and his parents, at least. I liked it so much that I decided to keep it (sorry, Rafaele)!! 😝✨
Anyways, I'm very much enjoying the new update!! Thank you for all the work you've done, and good luck with writing chapter 2! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ I'm really excited for it, but please do take your time! You've already given us so much content (including your blog posts, which I very much enjoy reading) :] That was all, and have a very nice day!💙✨
P.S. The relationship between MC and Nero and Rafaele is very near and dear to my heart 🥰 I'm very fond of the ROs, and am looking forward to getting to know more about them ingame — but the dads are special. I've spent waaay more time than I'd like to admit making personal headcanons and anecdotes about that little family 🥹
Ahh, I'm so glad you played through the update! And I'm even more ecstatic that you caught the changes with the looking vs not looking (The choices and comments are different for each option depending on if you looked or not!!)! 💕 I wasn't sure if anyone would be able to see and appreciate the differences!
You're right, though -- it seems so familiar and easy in a way that's intimate to anyone you've been with for a very long time. So even if it may seem like the more "disrespectful" option, it really is just everyday interaction with your family. A little taken for granted, but loving all the same.
I'm super glad you like the dads, and I know many people do as well ❤️ I find it fascinating that we especially value and devalue ROs at the same time (no /neg or criticism). A lot of people look to IFs just for the romance, that sometimes we reduce characters we can romance to being there just for that. Thus, finding characters we can get attached to, without any prior expectation to romance them, feels more special.
Again, not necessarily a bad mindset, or directed towards you, specifically--it's just been on my mind for a long time! It makes me so happy that you can find a character like that in my IF, because I definitely do not want to make important side characters less loveable or interesting than the ROs. So your fondness for the parents is really special as well, and shows that that isn't the case!
That was a lot of musing and rambling -- thank you so much for letting me know your thoughts about the update 🥺 I'll be answering an ask about flower crowns very soon for you 💕🌿
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marnz · 8 months
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some thoughts about life right now;
i've been on a really intense project since late July and let me tell you, i am tired! i'm one of the few people at my job that specialize in this type of work--we are excited to train more--but for now i am just hanging out here preparing to trade one high pressure project for another for the foreseeable future. which ultimately is fine! even though it can be stressful, I would rather be doing this type of work, which is interesting and super fulfilling and matters a lot to me, than other types of work, which do not feel fulfilling and are actually pretty boring.
it's a little confusing to find myself here because last year i went on medical leave for mental health reasons and prior to that i was doing a very different kind of work, and when i came back in january they started me off with this new kind of work (which i do prefer) with basically no training from my supervisor. which is fine, i am comfortable learning on the fly and/or teaching myself, and i have both a lot of experience doing this and a lot of experience in Complex Projects, albeit in a different practice area. then i moved onto this project in late july. so like again very little training in this specific type of work but i assure you, nothing is as stressful as my last job was. and i do love this project! even though it's stressful! i've since learned that this is just going to be my specialty! which like...i am happy with the outcome but i feel like i sort of tripped and fell into it in the least expected way possible.
while thinking about it, i think i thought i'd only make it to this kind of work, this kind of project, by working hard--and i had a specific idea of what working hard looked like, what striving looked like. but i have been working hard for the last year or so, healing, learning, growing, recovering, all of it. and that is hard work. and by taking time to tend to myself, and grow and change and learn and heal, i became ready for this kind of stressful work. and that's not the narrative we have around this. culturally we have a narrative of self sacrifice and unpaid overtime and being really fucking type A and having unhealthy work/life balance, but as soon as I stepped away and said actually, i've had enough, i will not burn my life out for you, i started down a road that led me to doing the type of work i want to do in a healthier and more prepared way. and that's fucking awesome!
for now i am just trying to make it to the end of this project in mid october. which means coping skills, baby! wish i could write but i don't have capacity for it rn, and that's fine. so my priorities are: maintenance days (cleaning/chores). reading. knitting. baking. yoga. hiking. i want to make life as easy and cozy for myself as possible right now.
i haven't knit for several months and I'm thinking of trying my first sweater--this gorgeous sweater called Mountain Mist. however i've never done colorwork before so the pattern suggests doing the same colorwork in a swatch hat (here) to practice. i am SO HYPE!!! this pattern is also admittedly deeply my aesthetic. i showed it to my partner and he laughed bc it's so typically me lol. i also checked out the first book in Tana French's Dublin Murders series on audiobook to listen too while knitting. spooky season means murder mysteries. 🥰
also my work office is being remodeled so i will be working from home for the next 6ish months, and we're preparing to overhaul my little work corner in our house so it is better/more ergonomic/has more storage/is cuter. also i am going to get a standing desk for my poor knees 😵‍💫 recently worked from 8:30 to 9:30 and my knees hurt sooooo bad 😩
it's nice to know that a year ago i wouldn't have been able to handle this project or really know how to slow down and prioritize self care and after a ton of hard work on my mental health i'm now i'm like, well, it is a bit stressful but we got this. progress 😌💖
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chryso0 · 17 days
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Hi, This is a confession post and I feel like I should share this with you. I genuinely want to know more about Maxim x Alex, because we don't know how much we will get to see about them in canon , so my secret wish is that one day there might be a short spin off or One-shot or at least light novel series about them and I know that asking for Spin-off is too much and chances of Spin-off are next to none but I feel it is not wrong to desire it . I want to know what happened after Mercenaries day and about their relationship dynamics and (I get a vibe that Maxim is a Uke 🙂‍↕️) I want to see Maxim getting f*cked by Alexander 😌🫣.As much as I love A x A I have a extreme soft spot for M x A .If I only had skills to write and illustrate Manga I would have personally visited Sensei and begged her for MxA Spin-off or Light novel or dojinshi (fan made manga) the truth is it's Sensei's Artstyle attracts me to the Finder series . I fell in love with her Artstyle and my ADHD and OCD added fuel to the fire .I have so many fanfiction Ideas in my mind about Finder characters but English is not my first language and I have zero writing skills and or I would have ended up writing many Finder fanfiction. Even if my wish will never come true I am happy we will get to see them in this series. I don't know if Maxim will ally with Ryuchi against Papa Asami or there will be a redemption arc for Maxim or whatever outcome will be in the story I will simp on Maxim and Alexander forever and I think Sensei's all Side characters are really interesting even the Sakazaki 😅. We also don't know much about Kirishima or Suoh. I think Sensei should really create a character profile. Ok Byeeeee. It's too long. Sorry 😬
🤭🤭🤭 I love it! You are not wrong to want a spin-off or simply more content on these new characters. Iv heard people even suggest sensei do a spin-off on fei long since he has been a popular character for a long time. But one based on maxim and Alex would also be super interesting.
I do think we will see a sex scene from them. I do find it purposeful that sensei hasn’t confirmed nor denied whether maxim is the uke or not in this relationship. She has never shown penetrative sex scenes with him, but other kind of sexual activity and I feel that is very much a purposeful decision on sensei’s part . Maybe it’s because the couple themselves have not actually gone all the way? Though they have fooled around with each other in the past. I have this theory that maxim is too prideful to admit he is a bottom, and so has never gone all the way or experienced penetrative sex with another man. I have sorta taken that as a hint that maybe there character arch will be about maxim letting some of that pride go and letting Alex top him.
Sensei I think has showed some favoritism towards this side couple already - by giving us an entire flash back episode of how they met. Even in the latest chapter she goes out her way to make scenes with them - so I do think she really does Intend to make them the third major couple in the series.
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alaezasmystery235 · 2 years
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-> a detailed feedback ;
You are definitely somebody that is multi talented and can use your skills and knowledge to create. This is what stand out about you because you are creative and can handle anything. This is how it stand out to other people because you definitely have your hands in many different areas. So you maybe someone that is multi tasking with school, work, hobbies, social life and exploring the world. It seems like you are always developing and always investing in yourself. You are somebody that can do a lot for yourself on your own. With that being said what also stand out about you is your Indepence and your self Reliance.
It does resonates with me being creative and handle anything ; more or less, I would push things I would need to handle, in the background. I am also in fact, interested in many different areas. But I am not that multi talented in things like hobbies - cuz my life is pretty boring lmao 😭 Still the Indepence part resonates as well!
You may not have had a lot of support and help especially not in the beginning of your life so you have known from a young age that if you don't do it then nobody else will. Even when you face challenges in life you don't let those challenges keep you stagnant for too long. What also stand out about you to other is the comforting nature that you have. It's like even when you speak or the way that you style yourself it just seen very sweet and unique. It's the vibe you give off honestly.
This part as whole resonates me the most out of the reading :) As I had not the best childhood but still not letting myself being influenced from the situation I am in life. But tbh people do tell me often times I have a comforting Vibe - and a unique style so yup 🤠
People from the past still think about you because you leave a very good impression on other. It's seems like you have been very kind and shown lots of hospitality. Lastly even though you might have a lot on your plate you still seems very calm and disciplined. You don't let the overwhelmingness of life and all the responsibilities you have to take over your fun loving natural personality.
To be honest, I think I might leave a rather bad impression to others as for being very shy and quiey, but I still agree with the being kind and disciplined part! :) But people tell me as well for having such personality traits and i'm happy and also surprised u got such a great outcome :') thank u again for your really detailed reading! love ya <3
gave also my best for the feedback hehe you are a very good reader & hope i'll be able to participate in more games & interact with u as well. :)
Ahhh I'm so happy that I could capture your essense to some extent . I'm sure your friends are lucky to have you ☺️. Thank you love for this detailed feedback 😌.
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gratitude73 · 2 years
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Gratitude Day 1119
My priceless Lord, may my heart be open to You in a total way so that I may receive You as the Living Gospel.  As I receive You, may I in turn give You to others in my very person.  Jesus, I trust in You.
The Gospel is a person, Jesus Christ. And when He comes and lives in us freely, we must then become a total and free gift to others.
Reflect, today, on both your complete receptivity of the Gospel as well as your complete willingness to give. May your understanding and reception of this glorious gift of God transform you into a gift for others.
I am so happy and grateful now that I have a loving connected relationship with my husband Ell ❤️ filled with joy love peace and fun ❤️ thank you god thank you god thank you god ❤️ 🙏🏽
I am so happy and grateful now that I have a loving connected relationship with my best friends V and J and all is well filled with joy love peace and fun ❤️ thank you god thank you god thank you god ❤️ 🙏🏽
I am so happy and grateful now that I have a loving connected relationship with my family and lovely mum and all is well filled with joy love peace and compassion ❤️ thank you god thank you god thank you god ❤️ 🙏🏽
I am so happy and grateful now that I am love I am joy I am peace and I am patience I am fun 😌 thank you god thank you god thank you god ❤️ 🙏🏽
I am so happy and grateful now for the magical ✨️ outcome of the day the peace relaxing and fun here in Antigua 🇦🇬 sharing with my love 💓 all the joy. The Lord is fills our hearts with peace and joy. Having fun in the sun 🌞 thank you god thank you god thank you god ❤️ 🙏🏽
I am so happy and grateful now that tye holy spirit guides me in all that I do and say thank you god ❤️ and that my guardian angel 😇 is by my side to rule and guard to light and guide Amen 😇 🙏🏽 thank you god thank you god thank you god ❤️ 🙏🏽
I am so happy and grateful now for the full healing and recovery of Paul and Mark Vooght and my lovely mum ❤️ thank you god thank you god thank you god ❤️ 🙏🏽
I am so happy and grateful now for the beautiful hotel room with my husband Ell ❤️ filled with joy love peace and fun ❤️ thank you god thank you god thank you god ❤️ 🙏🏽
THANK YOU GOD THANK YOU GOD THANK YOU GOD 💗 😊 🙏🏽 🙌🏾
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saorintranslations · 1 year
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Kindness♪Onoda Saori (23.02.18)
🍋She who is so overwhelmed by your kindness she feels like she could cry、I'm Saori♪
Yesterday's blog comments、I read them all!
Thank you very much 😊
Today's Hokkaido concert
Due to poor health、I took the day off。
To everyone who was looking forward to today's concert、I'm really sorry。。
I was really looking forward to it too、so I feel very frustrated。
I wasn't taking proper care of myself
Which upon reflection is what led to this outcome、、、
I hope that I can return to you all in full health soon
So for now I'll take the time to properly rest。
I received kind words from all of you who support me and from the other members
Once again I felt that I really am surrounded by love as a result of my job、which I'm very grateful and happy about!
I'll take care to regain my full health
So that I can return to you all soon!
Everyone in Tsubaki
For coping with changes in positions and singing parts
And for supporting me in all sorts of ways
Really thank you
I won't forget this favour when I return to work😌
Today too、is a Saori selfie♪
Since now seems like a good time、I'll upload it。笑lol
Apparently lots of you did my happy smile pose at the concert、、、、、
Thank you very much 😭 I'll watch the footage
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I definitely want to go to Hokkaido during our spring concerts!
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Bye bye♡
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klara-dominovic · 2 years
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SWIMMING
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Acivity title: swimming
Type of activity: activity
Duration: 3 times a week, long term activity
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Learning outcomes
Identifying strenghts and developing areas od growth
Shows commitment to a perseverance in CAS experiences
Demonstrates that challenges have been undertaken, developing new skills in the process
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💧 Description 💧
I started going swimming 3 months ago. 💙 I’m part of the swimming club Borac and we swim at the City’s Olympic Pool 3 times a week. 😌 There are around 7 of us in the group and our trainers are Jelena and Vuk. 🙈 In the group, there are many younger kids but there are some of my peers as well. However, I’m still the oldest one. 🥶😎🥳🥰🚿🛁
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🏊🏼‍♀️ Reflection 🏊🏼‍♀️
Swimming is known to be one of the most popular sports in the world. ✨ Aside from that, it is very beneficial. 💪🏼 Swimming increases your heart rate without stressing your body, tones muscles, and builds strength and endurance. ☺️ Also, it is very much a social sport, swimmers of all ages can take classes together, train together, or work with a coach in the pool. 🎉 Furthermore, swimming brings a sense of satisfaction and empowerment. Whenever I finish my workout my mood immediately changes and I feel happy and fulfilled because I did something good and beneficial for myself. I like how swimming makes me feel. But trust me, it is not as easy as it looks. 😳 Sometimes, during the training, I would get so tired and I would feel so existed like I cannot continue, then I would stop for a minute, make a pause and try to refresh. 😌 It was really hard to adapt in the first few weeks because it is a demanding sport where you have to comprehend with your whole body in motion. But in the end, you get used to it and the worst part of the training would be the end when you have to dry your hair. 😋 However, I learned how to swim at age of 6 on a summer vacation and since then I am in love with water, I could stay all day long on a beach. 🏝 I have always wanted to train in swimming but it has never seemed to be the right time, I would always find some excuse or obligation to prevent me from starting. 🔱Luckily, I started attending an IB program where students are encouraged to try new things so I decided that it would be a good idea to start. And guess what, it was… 🥰😜
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annathesillyfriend · 2 years
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decisions have been made today 💇 I am very happy with the outcome, let's hope it stays that way 😌
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otpcutie · 3 years
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My 2020 wrapped
I’ve seen this going around and wanted to do it but a little differently, a self love exercise of sorts🙂 So, these are some works of my 2020 works I’m proud of and want to mention, in no particular order:
For Marvel (various ships):
My series Built On Bones aka my Make Me Yours AU (WISS) — MMY is my longest fic so far! It’s where I first started exploring a larger polycule, writing Steve, trying out dynamics that called to me more and I got v much into my brat Tony🥰
I can’t pick one in particular because I adored writing all of my Winteriron ficlets, where they had a Daddy/brat dynamic😇 As well as my Winteriron fanart, I just love them sm and am v invested in my versions of them💘
My ficlet Soft Boys (Stucky) — I got very attached to this one🥺 & ended up drawing a lil something with them too, I love this soft Bucky sm.
(Gummy Bear) Cannibalism (Stony)— it was really fun writing little Tony for the first time and especially 🥰 with his little space not being what’s typical in cgl fics (mood), chubby Tony and them being in a nonsexual Dd/lb dynamic made my heart go 💓💓
My artwork Anniversary Ink (Stucky), it has a little drabble to go with it too — I was nervous trying nff art but pleased with the outcome and his (possessive) little tattoo, a v my Daddy Bucky thing to do😂
My moodboards: Winter Soldier aesthetic, Needy (Stucky, ft Mafia boss Steve), (Winteriron) Siren Tony/pirate Bucky and Sons of Anarchy (WISS) — they’re pretty 🤷🏻‍♂️
Harry Potter (Drarry):
My artwork Shimmer, I had so much fun with mer Draco and would love to add to this AU in the future 💕
My drabble/drawble Up in the Clouds — this fic was my jam and I’m proud I managed to write the atmosphere I wanted/give a taste of their dynamic in so little words. Getting to show off his collar too😌
My drabble “Mine.” — I hadn’t written anything with these kind of vibes before and enjoyed the challenge! A different kind of dark than I’m used to🤪
My microfic Embrace — I surprised myself by being able to fit such a tender moment in 50 words (& it was an outlet so it makes me feel things lol)🙏🏻
My latest artwork In the Realm of Fairies and Elves — this prompt/art restriction called to me and fuck, I’m so happy with it! It’s totally me and a little mood af🧝🏻🧚🏻‍♂️✨I want to draw more of them and expand on their world ee.
My Draco Malfoy aesthetic moodboard, it’s pretty💚
Tagging @fanbug & @opalineobsidian to do similarly with your 2020 creations (WIPs welcome ofc!) 💚
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shriracha · 2 years
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Had a confrontation today about active consent on recording.
Shortly, I do not agree.
In many instances, when there is active dissent, it does not bother the majority if the actions of the recorded person are against social norms. Instead, it is often celebrated.
Meanwhile I got reprimanded today for not waiting on active consent on recording. I did inform that I want to record the talk but the speaker ignored me (I was right next to them), so I just proceeded to record. Several minutes in, another listener suggested that the speaker could voice-over videos (their impromptu speech was really good), to which I happily replied that I'm already recording him. Later I had a small confrontation with another listener about it (I kinda brought it myself - I noticed that she have been trying to say something on that account but the topic have quickly changed).
I understand where these norms are coming from, but I disagree with them. It is quite a big inconvenience to start asking for active consent (during brainstorm and infotalks) and very little drawbacks of not asking except for bad aftertaste maybe. When I tried asking several times, people just ignore me. But they do not stop talking, when I record them openly. So, like, if you really want me to not to record you - just tell me when I ask it or stop me when I start to record. I am not going to waste an opportunity to record a valuable piece of information and inspiration because they ignore me. I'm doing it for our common goals, and I know that I won't easily meet ths certain person for a specific interview, because they never to participate in creative part of our activities and never express a desire to do so. So like, either now - or maybe several weeks later at best, if I will be able to convince them, if they will be able to talk that freely to camera, if we will both find time to do it.
For me tbh it's more aggressive to stop the speaker and to demand them consent/dissent. It breaks their free flow of speech and it corners them with having to choose one of two choices. I understand the indecisiveness - often active choice is more demanding than going with the flow.
Well, sure, I don't have to aggressively ask when I can just not to record, right?
I understand that since the speaker is ignoring my ask to record, they would rather not to be recorded. But there are not any negative outcomes of me recording them. The only negative outcome would be if I would wanted to misuse the record. So denying the consent to record could be read as them not trusting my intentions. Which is why some people neither agree nor disagree with some actions inconvenient to them - they don't want to be perceived as distrustful or hostile towards the inquirer.
I understand that I could be more tactful towards their feelings. But they were not tactful to me too. They choose to ignore me, not because they didn't hear me - they just didn't want to bear the weight of denying. I am also hurt for being ignored. I would understand and accept the active dissent, if only were they so kind to give a reply to my ask (maybe kind isn't quite the right word, maybe brave is better. But doesn't kindness need bravery?). So I feel free to interpret their inaction to my advantage. Like, if they're not tactful, why should I be? I'm not trying that much to be a good person. I am happy enough with being even.
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I think I'm mostly annoyed that I feel that the speaker didn't like it and that I gave a bad impression. However after analyzing it, I think they might have been equally annoyed with themselves to not acting stand for themselves. The confrontation occurred right next to the speaker, so my point, very abridged, but could have reached them. This is somewhat calming. I like people to notice, that I often do inconvenient things not because I do not understand their inconvenience to others, but as a consequence of me being inconvenienced in first place. Basically, I'm passive aggressive and I'm proud of it 😌💅
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