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trans-axolotl · 8 months

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What is harm reduction outreach? I saw you mention it in a post.

Sure!

So I do outreach through an org in my city that provides harm reduction services to people who use drugs and sex workers. We have specific areas of the city that we go to on specific days, and also do deliveries. We also do at least one overnight shift a week to be able to better provide services to sex workers. For outreach, we hand out safer use supplies including needles, sharps bins, tourniquets, cookers, sterile water, stems, Narcan, fentanyl test strips, condoms, lube, bad date sheets, wound care supplies, food, water, etc. We also try to help provide people referrals to services like HIV and Hep C care, share what resources in the city are trans friendly and how to navigate social services with the least bullshit, and also provide peer support and harm reduction education to help people have all the information they need to make choices, and help reduce risk.

It's really important to us that we are not acting like exploitative nonprofits that come in, hoard resources, and expect people to be grateful. outreach is pretty much done entirely by people who are also drug users and sex workers. We are also really involved in local advocacy--we participate in a decriminalization campaign, a drug users union, and a sex work advocacy coalition. and i think nonprofits and government attempts to coopt harm reduction are so fucked up and actively harmful--you can't do harm reduction without also fighting to abolish the oppressive systems that are targeting drug users and sex workers. we have a lot of ties to the community that we're doing harm reduction in--for most of us it just is our community + neighborhoods lmao, and we make sure that we're always getting feedback, respecting autonomy and consent, and building mutual relationships. we've been around for a while and do have a lot of community trust, but we always want to be making sure we're respecting what people want and need instead of coming in with ideas about what services + supplies they want.

anyway. harm reduction is so fucking important to me and it's not just like, something i do to like, build my resume or to try to "save people." i'm a former sex worker and when i first started doing sex work, i didn't have any information, community, or access to anything that would have helped me to be able to work safer. it fucked me up pretty bad and i survived a lot of violence. i wish so fucking badly i had all those things, and it's super important to me to try to build community, care for each other, resist fucked up systems and protect each other.

#asks #harm reduction #can you tell how annoyed i am rn at like. people calling things 'harm reduction that isn't fucking harm reduction #gov and nonprofits are so into trying to like. coopt harm reduction and use harm reduction language #but are so fuckign coercive. so cruel. only into providing services on their terms #and not into actually meeting people where they're at.#i'm soooo fucking done with it! i'm done!!!!#sw #there's been a lot of people who want to get involved bc they come in with a mindset that they're saving people #and like that they're doing it for their career. or whatever.#and it has been happening more lately and i'm so annoyed #like i've met some ppl who are involved in harm reductiona nd don't have any lived experience who r great. who really listen and #we trust them! but so many ppl don't give enough of a fuck to learn first. and come in and expect to be treated like an expert

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svtskneecaps · 1 year

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the only thing stopping me from writing a fucking charlie slimecicle + elmariana + juanaflippa family centric time loop fic is the fact that i missed every single flippa stream live (finally plunged into qsmp a few days after tallulah appeared) and i don't have the time to watch back through the vods because HOLY SHIT CAN WE GET 30 FUCKING SECONDS WITHOUT SOMETHING HAPPENING ON THIS SERVER WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

#qsmp #the venn diagram of my awake time and bad's livestream time is a fucking circle #and i also WORK. I HAVE WORK. i can't watch vods for hours!!!#like i worked this afternoon. i got back home right as bobby's fate was sealed for the livestream. i had to watch an hour of vod to catch up #and WHILE I DID THAT #MORE LORE HAPPENED #LIKE THINGS HAPPENED WITH QUACKITY. TAZERCRAFT SCOOBY DOO'D ONTO A DRAGON SKELETON.#PEOPLE GRIEVED. JAIDEN ENDED STREAM ABRUPTLY. APPARENTLY SOMETHING HAPPENED WITH SOFIA.#I STILL HAVEN'T CAUGHT MAX'S POV FROM TUESDAY BC I WORKED THEN TOO GODDAMNIT #LIKE. APPARENTLY BAD KNOWS ABOUT SOFIA? DUNNO WHEN OR HOW. I MISSED THAT ONE. I WAS EITHER AT WORK OR CATCHING UP ON VODS #i. am. screaming.#like i understand why people watch live #it was soooo much easier to keep up when i just kept three distinct povs open and could hop between them like tv channels #oh forever just went down and richas is with him? no worries i have his stream open rn lemme just unmute #hmm cellbit is getting pretty animated let's see what he discovered i'll just unmute rl quick #quackity's saying some sus shit in chat lemme pop his stream open #instead of 'ok i want to see what foolish was doing at chume labs after bad stole his banana so lemme find the time stamp in foolish's-#HUGE FUCKING GIANT LONG VOD and watch thru that but oh. perhaps i want to see what mike was saying after foolish yeeted him.' actually uh #i don't think mike's pov was up that day (unless it was just on yt idk i'm not familiar w how tazercraft's stuff works yet)#BUT YKNOW. I'D HAVE TO VOD SCAN. ITS ANNOYING. so yea its way easier to follow #long tags #block game brainrot #shut up vic

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crimsongrimoire · 2 years

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kaeluc prompt: they are f buddies, but then kaeya notices little changes about diluc like how he's less grumpy while tending in the tavern or that one time he saw diluc buying a ring. so kaeya calls off their arrangement and- 👀👀

ive sat on this for a few hours so ive had time to collect my thoughts and not have a bitch fit on the internet first thing in the morning bc I was cranky about waking up (and also work) so:

-please be mindful when interacting with strangers who make content you enjoy. we aren't like... wish fulfillment factories.

-please also remember im a person with a life on the other side of the screen, one who is very tired at that

-please be mindful that This Is Work, possibly more than you realize, and generally speaking yall get more out of it than I do. I enjoy writing this stuff and I love love love that yall enjoy the end results, but please remember most of what I gain from this is making other people happy, and it takes a lot of time and energy, especially lately

-i have other requests that have been sitting on for months, if I get to this it likely will not be in a timely manner, unfortunately my brain just kinda gets around to things when it wants to, which is frustrating bur it is what it is

-i honestly haven't really even been able to write my own ideas all that well for like. coming up on six months now, hence no new actual whole fics

-and please be mindful that if we haven't like. Spoken. before. as far as I can tell, at least. I would prefer people don't immediately approach and a) act overly familiar and b) make demands of me. I'm aware that this was very likely unintentional, but it's kinda how this came across, and I don't really want to open this avenue for people to do so when it's not behavior I really enjoy

I like this concept but I will say right now the number of ideas I could have for it would be limited, because unfortunately my brain just kinda Decides what it does and doesn't want to do when it comes to hobbies and such. don't love it, wish it was different, but thems the breaks I suppose

this is not at all to say don't send me ideas ever. it's more.. I would prefer you didn't approach me about it in such a demanding way, when I'm not obligated at all to do it. sorry if that sounds rude but it's the truth

im not mad or anything, however I would appreciate more.. uh. consideration, I guess

#id forgotten the part in my bio about requests/prompts was there ngl #im taking it out which again doesn't mean you can't come to me with ideas #but it means like. don't expect me to flesh this out soon or possibly ever #bc idk I can't particularly promise anything #less so than usual #and that annoys me. not because people are sharing ideas #because I generally enjoy that #but because I feel like I'm being asked to deliver and rn I just can't for some reason #which is... soooo irritating honestly. bc it's most certainly not for lack of wanting.#however my brain is just struggling rn and I'm not fully sure why #and there's not a ton I can do but endure it #there might have been more I meant to say #I can't remember it's just kinda Left my brain #funny that I've had to self advocate on both here and main in like less than 12 hrs but #i dont... want people to get overly comfortable just going Do This For Me #when I am not inherently obligated to expend my time and energy on it #again don't wanna sound rude or anything but #this IS the fact of the matter #cawing #at age 6 i was born without a face #also what are you from tiktok? we can say fuck here #i hope for your sake you arent a minor here lmao

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yellowhearther0 · 1 year

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tha pressure is getting worsah

#sagittarius.txt #negative #LIKE CHRIST PEOPLE WE GET IT I HAVE NO REASON TO NOT DO MY WORK I HAVE NO REASON TO HAVE AN F YADDA YADDA #i forgot. one assignment. and it sthe first assignment. so its an f rn even though theres AT LEAST 4 other assignments he has 2 grade #and theyre acting like im fucking. doing this for shits and giggles #like ffucking christ im not as lazy as u think i am #its just. annoying bc its like theyre CONVINCED im doing this on purpose theyre convinced that im doing it because i dont care nd think im #like. above it of somethinv ???#and its not like i can fucking. defend myselg. like i've TRIED they just do not listen because theyre just soooo right all the time #idk. they can think what they want its not like i can change their minds.#i dont carre its whatever its a whole bunch of bullshit #like fucking sure. we can plan for when i get an f again bc nkw its a WHEN and not an IF its not like i give a damn #we can function as if i just. chose not to do my work bc i dont care enough to do it sure sure sure

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ineedtogetalife11 · 4 months

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Why didn't you say something??❤️- Leo Valdez x Poseidon Cabin reader.

Yo, I am SO sorry this took me so long to make, It's just been a very busy break which is a big contradiction.... ps I am so sorry for this SHITTY writing.

Summary: reader doesn't like pda but leo does, and I mean, just read it. I am soooo sorry if this is not what you wanted

Warnings: Cursing, kissing, maybe some dirty jokes?? Angst but it's fluffy. maybe some ooc characters bcs I'm reading magnus chase rn

It had been a few months since you and Leo had started dating, and you were, addmitadly kinda worried about it. Don't get me wrong, you were so happy about it, Leo was the best boyfriend you could ever ask for, but he was extremely a bit touchy. You loved leo, butt you just didn't like touch that much. Like, a high five, a kiss on the cheek, and maybe a hug every now and then, but you weren't an all around PDA person. Leo, on the other hand, loved it. He always had a hand on you, on your shoulder, your thigh, your ass. And even though you weren't exactly shy when you wanted something, you really didn't want to insult Leo, so you just went with it. But you eventually got tired of it. So you went to the best person you could think of; Percy.

" Yo, Seaweed Brain!" You called out "Percy c'mere" Percy turned around, and you walked over to him.

"What's up y/n/n" he said patting your head. You swatted his hand away.

"Hey! No touchie." You said.

"Right," he said lowering his hand. "What's up" you sighed

"So you know how I'm dating Leo right?" Percy rolled his eyes.

"Yeah"

"And you know how he loves... PDA?" Percy nodded.

"And you know how, I... don't?" Percy finally seemed to understand.

"Is he not listening?" He asked. "Because if he's not respecting you I can drown him." Percy warned.

"No no no no no! It's not like that," exclaimed. Percy's head tilted to the side. "I- I uh- I haven't told him." You admitted. Percy's expression turned exasperated.

"Dam y/n! What do you want me to do about that?" He asked

"I don't know! Give me older brotherly advice maybe?" Percy considered this.

"Tell him." You looked at him exasperated.

"Oh my gods thank you that's never came to mind." You said sarcastically.

You walked away and sat in your cabin. You didn't know what to do. You were a fucking big 3 kid, a child of poseidon! You had fought millions of monsters. But you couldn't tell your boyfriend how you feel.

~T-t-t-time skipppppp~

Leo POV

Leo was nervous. He didn't show it, but he was. And it was because of y/n. He loves his s/o, he really does, but lately he has noticed that you didn't respond to his affection like you used to. When he put an arm around your waist, you didn't squeeze back like you used to. Oh my gods did I do something wrong? DO THEY WANT TO BREAK UP?

Leo was frantic. So he did the best thing he could think of. He went to Percy.

"Yo seaweed brain!" Leo whisper yelled as he broke into cabin 3 at 3:00 in the morning. "Wake up!" Percy squirmed.

"What the fuck do you want?!" Percy replied.

"Shhhh, don't wake up y/n" Leo said. Percy grumbled some colorful words that would impress even Arion. "Um, is y/n okay, because I noticed that they aren't as touchy as they used to be and-" Percy cut leo off.

"Leo I swear did you come in here to tell me about your lovers quarrel because I DON'T KNOW!"

Leo emerged from there very wet.

Dam, Leo thought. Leo was scared, and he had been scared his whole life. He list other people, and he most definitely did not want to lose you. So he did something that was the worst decision he could make. He stopped being so touchy.

Reader POV

"Percy? Percy?" You called.

"What the fuck do you want this time." Percy said not even saying hi.

'Damn, I must have annoyed him.' You thought to yourself.

"Dam Perce I just wanted to ask a question.'" Percy looked unconvinced. You continued "has Leo said anything about me, because he seems less touchy and-" you get cut off

"Get the fuck away from me."

Okay I am so sorry for this but uhm, I have been so busy and I dint have a lot of time so I will post this really quick just to get something out there and if this gets 20 likes I will put out part 2 as fast as I possibly can.

#pjo hoo toa #x reader #fanfic #pjo #percy jackson #heroes of olympus #connor stoll x reader #leo valdez x reader #percy jackson x reader #percy and annabeth #annabeth chase #Chb x reader

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peachyloveswriting · 1 year

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Hey! Hey! Hey! I just really wanted to say that your trigun writing is soooo good! Especially that of Knives. So could I get Nai and Vash with a plant reader (platonic). The reader is the first independent (they even came before Tesla) and are around 580 years old. So they've seen alot of stuff. They absolutely love humanity but aren't against it if they have to be killed (but only with a good reason). They love their siblings (Knives and Vash) and cares for them. They are just an extremely loving older sibling. I just want these two boys to get the love they deserve. So how about an AU where the ship still cashed but instead of Nai being the cause, it was something normal, like the thrusters failing or something. So Nai and Vash are still on good terms and Nai isn't on his killing stuff. So the boys wander around the desert and meet the reader. They take them in and raise them. I just want a oneshot of little Nai and Vash raised normally and among humans. Bonus points if the reader works at a brothel as a dancer (but if you're not comfortable that's ok too), so Nai and Vash get raised by their older sibling and the female workers there. Just fluffly stuff with the little boys. I hope this is ok. Have a nice day/night!

Ps: If this ask landed in your ask box please give a sign that it did bc sometimes tumblr doesn't send my ask. I hope I'm not too annoying I just wanna make sure. Thank you!

I really like the concept of this, I also really like the idea that Knives might react differently to being raised by a plant instead of a human. Writing this almost made me cry, I'm not even joking I'm on the verge of tears rn.

Wanderers Of the Sands --- Vash & Knives

SUMMARY: After the crash you find Vash and Knives wandering the desert alone and take them in as your own.

The desert sand is relentless against the twins skin as they wander throughout the barren landscape, ever since the crash they haven't stopped walking. Alone by themselves out here, they stumble upon a lone figure out in the sands. At the first sign of life, Vash grabs his brother's hand and begins to chase after it, knives fights against him. "We don't know who we can trust!" He cries.

His brother ignores him and rushes forward, there in the distance, shielded from the winds by a cloak, is you. Hearing the shouts of a child you turn around, Vash can see the layer of clothing that each him and his brother wear, the designs of a plant wrapping all around.

"Hey!" He shouts. His hand slips from his brothers and he keeps running, scared of his brother being hurt Knives runs after him again. As Vash reaches your side, he collides with you in a hug, his head pressed against your stomach. "Thank goodness we finally found somebody."

You were surprised by how eager he was to latch onto you, yet you welcomed him happily. Behind him, his brother cautiously stepped up to you. "You're a plant too?" He glared at you wearily. With a hand on the top of Vash's head you smiled at his brother.

"I am. It looks like you are too. What are your names?"

Vash steps back to his brother's side. "I'm Vash, this is my brother Naï." His brother suddenly elbows him. "Knives, it's Knives." He stares at you intensely, Vash rubs his side in pain.

You offer a hand to them. "Come with me. I know a place where we can stay."

Vash was eager to follow you while Knives stayed at his brother's back, his eyes never leaving your figure. He didn't trust you in the slightest and even debated hurting you a few times just to keep Vash safe. Between the two, you were overjoyed to have another independent by your side, even more so to raise them as your own. Taking them home was no easy task, people have always been weary of you but most of them trusted you, it would be hard to make these two trustworthy as well.

Being the only face they knew, both of them clung to your side for the first few days. Vash was the first to venture off and meet others, Knives only followed to keep him out of trouble, he never left Vash's side. It only took a few weeks before everyone was absolutely in love with the twins. You honestly thought that at the end of the day they might stay with someone else, but every night the two of them would come crawling into bed on either side of you.

It would be pitch black and then the bedroom door would open. A smile would curl at your lips as you feel the bed dip on either side of you. Very quickly the twins would reach your sides and you would open your arms to both of them.

"You boys came home late tonight, huh?" You would jab. They would quickly settle in, tossing their arms over your stomach and resting their heads on your chest.

"Did we wake you?" Naï would ask. You would chuckle and shake your head. "No, of course not. I was waiting for you. I honestly thought you wouldn't come home."

You feel Vash lift his head from your chest. "Why wouldn't we?" In the dark you rest your hand on the back of his head. "Because, there's more to life than clinging to me at the end of the day." You softly pull Vash's head back to your chest. "One day, you won't have to come home anymore." The idea of them being able to go out and do their own thing one day makes your heart swell with hope, at the same time your chest squeezes and tears begin to fill your eyes.

"We'll always come back." Naï pipes up from your other side, his hand clinging to your shirt. You sniffle sharply and lift your other hand to his head as well. "You'll change your mind someday."

The two fought back with you about it, they swore they would never leave and that they would stay with you forever. Deep inside you knew the day would come eventually so you strapped yourself down and cried all the tears you had to cry while they slept in your embrace. Even as much as you wanted to stay here forever, time moved on, and in just a couple of months the boys were almost as tall as you.

They had chores that they would run for people around town and babysit the children for others while they were busy. Even still, at the end of the day they would curl up at your side and a quiet discussion would follow. Naï was more independent than his brother yet he still slept by your side without any complaints. This was surprising to hear, especially with how he was with Rem. Since they had grown, the rest of them had too.

Naï had unlocked his gate, he could create blades from his skin while Vash had yet to unlock his, you nurtured them both in their differences. It didn't matter to you if one could do something but the other couldn't it was all the same to you.

In only a few months, the boys were parting ways with you. They stood at the entrance to town looking at you with fondness in their eyes. Tears began to sting your own eyes as you opened your arms and pulled them both into a hug.

"I'm going to miss you both so much." You cried. When you pulled away they both smiled sadly at you. "You should come with us." Naï offered. You smiled but shook your head.

"Not yet. This town needs me for a little longer. I'll be sure to join you then." Naï nodded. Leaning forward he presses a small kiss to your cheek and looks back at his brother. They exchanged glances before Naï moves to walk towards his Thomas.

Looking up at Vash, you grabbed his hand. "I have a present for you." You reached back into your small bag and pulled out a hefty pistol. It was the one you were given before you descended upon this planet, the very one you taught Vash how to shoot with. Placing it in his hand, you smile. "This is so you may protect yourself and your brother. I'm counting on you to use it wisely."

"Thank you." He envelopes you in another hug, tears slipping down his face. "We'll see you again right?" He pulls away, a hand firm on your shoulder.

"Once I'm done. Yes." Grabbing his hand, you squeeze. "I'll come find you and Naï, together we can go wherever the sands might lead us. It'll just be us, together as it's always been."

You sobbed for hours after they left, everyone across the town could feel your pain and empathize. They each banded together to get you back on your feet before you finished your business in the town. The time came for you to find your family. There, surrounded by all the people who brought you in and helped you out when you needed it most, you stood satisfied with yourself. You finally returned the favor.

Enveloped by a beautiful white light, two wing-like structures spread from your back. One was like a blade, sharp and shiny in the sun. Intertwined like the roots of a tree, the other was dark with blue spots all about. You said your final goodbye to the people before you ascended into the sky. For seven days and seven nights you traversed the desert searching for two you longed to see. It was finally on the eighth night you spotted them below.

Tears blot your vision as you descend to the ground at their side, both were asleep when they heard you land. "Vash! Naï!" They awoke with a start, tackled into a hug by you. Immediately recognizing you, Vash called out your name engulfing you in a hug. "You came!"

Upon seeing you, Naï froze. "Y... you're here." He stared in disbelief before he burst into tears, hiding his face away in your shoulder. You held them both tight, crying silently between them before you pulled back. You rest a hand on either of their cheeks, a smile tugging at your lips.

"I told you I'd find you."

#vash imagines #vash imagine #vash x you #vash x reader #vash the stampede x reader #millions knives x you #millions knives x reader #knives x reader #trigun x reader #trigun stampede x reader

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ms-demeanor · 6 months

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hi okay sorry idk if it's okay to ask this or not so,,,, i am a bit hesitant.

here's the thing - i just finished my bachelor's and I'm looking for a job in cybersecurity. BUT i don't know how to get into the industry or get an entry level job and i am soooo overwhelmed. and here on tumblr some of your posts made me think it's a field you work in.. so, could you give me some tips?

again sorry if this was inappropriate i am very out of my depth rn skdhdkh

So I don't really work in cybersecurity, I'm an office admin at an MSP, I'm not even a tech, it's just that I've been hanging out with hackers for so long that I'm our default security guy because I know the *bare ass minimum* about okay security practices.

That said, I got my job because of a friend I met at a hacker meetup and I know a ton of people in the industry who got jobs in the industry exactly the same way so my advice is networking, and specifically networking with infosec nerds.

This is actually easier than it might sound because infosec nerds are fucking terrible at networking AND socializing so they've set up several easy ways to be in contact with one another regularly (though this does require seeing real human beings in person).

I'd say to start looking for hackerspaces that are local to you, nearby infosec conferences, and local infosec meetups. DC (Defcon) Groups are pretty widespread groups of people who do security stuff in geographical areas that you can find based on area code, for instance I used to go to DC 213 and I know a bunch of the people in DC 949. Check to see if there's a DC group in your area and when they have open meetups and see about getting involved with them. 2600 meetups are monthly infosec meetups that happen in large-ish cities. Search the largest nearby metro area + 2600 to see if there's a meetup that happens near you (so for instance Seattle 2600, Las Vegas 2600, Little Rock 2600).

Like. How to be "in cybersecurity" can cover a lot of ground, but one of the better ways to get into it is to go find people who work in the field. And if you're not up for a meeting at this point, find the socials of these local groups and see what they're doing and what they're talking about.

If you're looking for just any "foot in the door" basic experience in cybersecurity job, the one that is ubiquitous and kind of annoying but hey it'll get you in a building and building experience is Compliance as a Service - a lot of CaaS stuff is about the basics of incident response, access policies, and setting up secure environments. If you get started doing compliance it's a pretty easy jump to doing stuff like pentesting and that opens up more opportunities depending on where you want to go with it. But. Yeah. "cybersecurity" is so broad that I'm not sure whether you're looking to find work doing serious cryptographic math stuff or if you're interested in being a contractor for an insurance company handling cyber liability stuff. The latter is a lot easier to get into, and if you're brushing up on skills by doing the latter and going to infosec meetups and cons and stuff you're going to run into people doing the former who are going to be happy to point you at stuff you're looking for.

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astarionposting · 3 months

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do you know any blogs with actually unique tavs? Like yours? This may sound rude, but it's not my intention! But some tav's are looking very much alike or look like they use tiktok..

Hello! Personally I love all Tavs/durges/ocs and think they are all unique, even if some may look similar, it just means it is a good design and good taste ;)

As for my favourite tavs/durges/ocs, I really love these blogs:

@haarleps - so many amazing and unique ocs, I really love Freyr and Nyx <3

@cheekylittlepupp - MIRA, MIRA IS VERY BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE HER

@anderwelt - Ceres and Tae are some of the most unique looking ocs I’ve seen, and their newest designs look soooo good <3

@mercymaker - Malayne - drow oc that is incredibly hot, like she is so mother

@vspin - Tav’Lyn - Another Drow oc that I am in love with and is also very mother I love her so much

@korcariiwitch - Vel’wyn….ANOTHER Drow oc that is incredibly hot and I am also in love with (are you seeing a pattern here yet?)

@julietvoid - I love their oc Naenia so much and have a huge crush on her like her scales, her hair, her eyes, EVERYTHING I wanna give her a big kiss

@honeysulani - Oak is the hottest green dude I’ve ever seen and I’m obsessed with his design it is so cottage core to me

@elminsters - Eurydice is incredibly gorgeous and we need to see more of her, once I stop procrastinating my Tav edits this weekend I’ll eventually get to her and I’m so excited 😭 (also the story of Eurydice and Orpheus in Greek mythology always makes me cry so her name has a special place in my heart)

@stinkrascal - SOOOOO many beautiful and unique ocs, u just have to go take a look like fr go do it rn, but I have to say Aza is one of my fav designs

@bhaalbaaby - PENELOPE and HELE!!!! that is all I have to say 😌😌

@tadpole-apocalypse I FORGOR TO ADD beautiful, amazing, incredible, show stopping art work of their OC Morgan and their art style is so unique I love it

I also remembered I had a similar ask to this one and mentioned pretty much the same blogs and also some extra ones! I didn’t want to tag too many people again just so I don’t annoy them, so I just tagged the blogs I see regularly posting oc content/the OCs I have a big huge giant crush on 😊

If you are a Tav/durge/oc blog, reply as well so I can add you to the list! I always love discovering new blogs <3

#my asks #blog recommendations

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katnissgirlsmakedo · 9 months

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shadowhunter chronicles characters and whether i think they would be swifties, a post: (obviously i am excluding all characters who are from the past and died before taylor swift even existed because frankly i don't care to debate whether mattew fairchild would be a swiftie. he's dead <3 peace and love)

clary- not at all. she listens to freak weirdo music. also she stopped keeping tabs on pop culture in 2008 so what would she even know about taylor swift unless one of her shadowhunter friends makes her listen to her. i think it's possible that in like 2014 she heard a 1989 song and loved it but didn't find out it was taylor swift until 6 months later when simon had to inform her

simon- again, weirdo freak music. he'd be the guy who only starts liking her because of folklore but unfortunately cassanda's timeline only goes to like, 2013 rn and will only go to 2015 for twp so. we'll never see that. i think he has nothing against her music because he is a Music Appreciator but he is probably a huge asshole about her as a person becuase he has a haters soul <3

jace- well i don't think jace listens to modern music <3 however i think in his post 2008 life he has more appreciation for human world art and he would eventually come across a vinyl of red or something (he's totally the type of annoying to have a record player do not dispute me on this) and i think from there he would like her, this is how clary is introduced to her music btw

alec- i literally don't think alec listens to music. other people listen to music around him, and he does NOT have a haters soul so he is NOT an asshole about any of said music.

izzy- yeah <3 and i think her and simon have had fights about it <3 it's not that deep to her though she only fights with him about taylor swift for fun and then they have crazy sex

magnus- well yeah. of course. he would love how swifties behave like a cult he would think that's soooo funny... he would love the glamour he would love her showmanship he would go to all her tours and have the time of his life. duh.

emma- yeah why not... she's a girls girl and she has an obsession with being just like jace. she is listening to taylor swift...

jules- he is listening to taylor swift with his beautiful girlfriend...

dru- dru is crucially a weirdo freak emo girl, i just know that when she puts on music it is an assult on the ears and no one likes it and ty wants to kill her about it. and also at the same time emma is functionally her big sister she looks up to and therefore she must appreciate taylor on emma's behalf

cristina- no because she's not american she doesn't have to give a shit about taylor swift

mark- if you asked mark blackthorn what his favorite song was he'd say some bullshit like "the sound of the river flowing at sunrise when the birds are chirping" so. like yeah he'd mostly be saying that just to fuck with you but goddamn that is annoying. anyway

helen- she's a gaylor. to ME

aline- the wife of a gaylor. but she thinks shake it off is the most annoying fucking song she has ever heard in her life <3

livvy- much like dru, she has to defer to emma with this, so yes she likes taylor swift, however i know in my heart of hearts that livvy is a pop music girlie and the fact that taylor was mostly country pre-livvy dying would piss her off soooo bad. she'd have to find put about 1989 from kit it would be a whole thing she'd make ty play it for her because she's a ghost who only has two friends it's terrible...

ty- it's complex. no. but also yes. but also crucially no. but yes. don't worry about it.

tessa- tessa would love ipods i know she does... girl from the victorian era living to the invention of the ipod touch.... dude. do i think she's listening to taylor on her ipod? maybe a little. but i think magnus probably made her a playlist of all the greatest songs from the last several decades that she missed while in the spiral labyrinth and she is just trying to catch up in her free time... obviously all too well is on that playlist though.

jem- man i just think he's thrilled to be alive. i think that guy likes everything, especially if tessa likes it. guy who is constantly overcome with the beauty of life fr

kit- i think he would make fun of jace for liking red so much and then he'd go home and listen to it and cry. he pretends to have the haters soul for clout but he doesn't and he never will and it makes him look fucking pathetic <3

#beth.txt #tsc #the afternoon nap is the mind killer i will not nap

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akgaereporter · 5 months

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txt: soobin catching strays for *checks notes* watching an anime..

tldr: a pann article(?) was starting shit abt an anime soobin mentioned on a live from MONTHS AGO. the anime (made in abyss) has some disturbing/horror/gore themes. he said he thought it was boring and was hesitant to recomend it to moas in the live. but in another live he had with seungkwan, he said he watched it because woozi mentioned it and then said he recommended it to sk. moas started making it a real issue, saying "if u defend him for this block me" & implying he endorsed the themes in the anime. sigh..

when ur in a meat eating competition and ur opponents are soobin antis who call themselves moas😱😱😱😱😱 yall are annoying as fuck all shade.. leave him ALONE abeg

tonight soobins name is trending on twt dot com for something other than the seunghan live or pannchoa making shit up about him😓 apparently (because i couldnt find it) a REAL kr pann article, not flopchoa, was made resurfacing an old live of him talking about animes he's watched. one of them was made in abyss, a psychological horror anime that is meant to be disturbing.

in this live he says that its not something he wants to recommend to moas because of the themes in it. after the clip started making rounds on twt however, people brought up the fact that he'd mentioned it before and said he enjoyed it.

now lets not jump to conclusions like SOME lewsers and realize here that the anime version of made in abyss that's available in korea is highly censored. it reduced the s3xual/problematic scenes that were in the manga, and had a lot of stuff cut out of it that made it bad.

but even if this wasnt the case, its so silly to suggest that u endorse every piece of media u watch☠️ are u a vehicle if i watch cars 2?? are u a murderer if u watch true crime?? are u gay if u watch heartstopper? well yes but lets please use some critical thinking here friends

the first two screenshots from his live alone should be the end of this discussion because thats obviously how he really feels. but noooo user28247943 on twt.com always has to create some thinkpiece for other no brain having ass kpop stans to like and rt and make blockchains abt.. exhibit a:

like what the hell r these people yapping about. me when im trying SOOOO HARD im PISSING and CRAPPING MYSELF to make this grown man from south korea who has no idea i am look like a bad person☠️

yeonternet was the person who started all this bs tho. idk if theyre the one who brought the pann article to twt but their tweets abt it are so braindead lord.. this person had over 1k follows trying to police what an adult man watches & saying it makes her uncomfortable that he does.. girl dont watch what he watches then?? and after shitting out that steaming load of crap shawty deactivated without clarification cause she couldnt take the heat ! ikdr never come back

++apparently the author of made in abyss admitted that they used the show to portray their s3xual fantasies abt children but even hardcore watchers of the show didnt know that like..

also when he initially said all this in the live the response was fawking normal as it should be..

bc it isnt just gore and horror and nasty scenes, it has worldbuilding elements, characters, plot, etc that people enjoy it for. its rated highly and its so fucking ridiculous that people were genuinely throwing around the word PEDO for stupid shit like this. when actual pedos show up yall wont even be able to recognize them through the serious justice warrior twitter brainrot thats spreading rn..

but the bottom line here is that its pretty clear people are trying to start a smear campaign on soobin. the pann article itself was just nasty akgaes and antis adding onto the hate train hes been getting since the sh live thing. and it's just so nasty and horrible to see self proclaimed moas jumping on that the first chance they got like damn bitch ur just a LOSER who never liked sb in the first place. need all of these mfs ran off the app immediately like its concerning to see how many of them have large followings

uarmyeonjun went priv but she had almost 2.5K FOLLOWS before those twts. genuinely be careful who u call oomf like these people are real hybrids all it takes is an alt/priv and a dream for a normal person to turn into a complete FREAK ASS😓 hell is real and its called moaville

a story in 3 parts:

maybe 4

1.3k follows are we not SCARED?

here’s a link to a thread of the clowns in HD ! point and laugh❤️

https://x.com/beomjzns/status/1726102040848527854?s=61

anyways stay safe in these streets trust nobody stay strapped at all times. kpoptwt gets uglier everyday bye

#kpoptwt #moas #soobin #txt #twitter #kpop

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I think the "death grips fans are mostly suburban white teens because they find black people funny by default" a bit of a reach. I'm not defending the behaviour but it's pretty common to find a picture of a reclusive, enigmatic and highly talented artist doing something mundane and relatable funny. People find the pic of david byrne eating cereal funny. The issue of self-obsessed tiktok teens ruining shows is an ongoing problem across the board rn tbh

Yeah, sure, but Talking Heads fans don't go out of their way to get David Byrne's personal information-- like his address or the name of his estranged father-- on Facebook. Talking Heads fans don't ignore David Byrne's "no" when asked to take pictures in public. People don't make horrific collages of David Byrne posted up in pictures with his loving family because "a weird guy having a nice family hahahah SOOOO whacky!!!!". People don't mash Talking Heads songs up into edits of stupid anime openings with the joke mostly being "haha, look at this dumb angry gorilla thing and its contrast with this cute, innocent thing, isn't this hilarious." Talking Heads fan don't talk about Talking Heads like they're little more than litmus tests of edginess or with huge veneers of irony rather than, like, artists who had vast influence on New Wave music. People still respect David Byrne's artistry and don't fucking throw water bottles and glow sticks at him at shows. Even when he's intentionally being goofy with it, like when he dances in those big suits, they still admire his earnestness and relate to him. They still see his humanity.

I'm a black Death Grips fan. It makes me very happy that a black man is fronting a Rap/Punk band and has an unforgivably aggressive and loud onstage persona. I love seeing other black men recclaiming the emotions / imagery made to dehumanize them in the name of portraying their experiences and making art. That shit is fucking awesome to me. In no way am I saying that Death Grips is for white people, or that black people can't be goofy, or annoying at shows, or anything like that.

But what I am saying is that I don't know what other conclusion I'm supposed to come to when I hear about a demographic of people who have done nothing but be boundary violating dipshits who can drop 100 bucks on the fly just to go to a show and act like a dipshit all night, from throwing shit at the artist to ignoring them to play Beyblades and make Tiktoks to showing up in those stupid ass propeller hats and not even staying for the entire set other than "stupid fucking spoiled ass white boys".

#asks #anon

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🎤 jules. i've wanted 2 get into arthuriana for ever and ever and i was reading a margaret atwood story today that mentioned something so that is why i am asking u this there are so many books and so many translations. where do i start with this business. people say the once and future king and/or le morte d'arthur is a good place to begin but is this true.. what do u recommend. also how are youuu how was your dayyy

hiii margot!!! gna answer this to the best of my ability but disclosure this is also my first foray into arthurian lit! i am taking a class on it rn so i’m mostly reading what the prof assigns hehe

that being said we started with le morte d’arthur and i do think that’s a good place to start! we didn’t read the whole thing, just the first and last two sections. the writing style wasn’t always my favoritee as it was very. straightforward but it was definitely a good overview of like. the span of arthurian legend and i would def like to read the rest of it. i will say we read the original translation by william caxton and he was. a bit annoying at times but idk what other translations are out there!

rn we are reading selections from chrétien de troyes’ arthurian romances and i really like them!!! i prefer his writing style to malory but it is definitely more episodic stories about different knights and doesn’t offer the same overview as le morte d’arthur. sir gawain and the green knight is also a great episodic knight story

i haven’t read the once and future king—i’ve also heard it’s a good place to start but i unfortunately can’t speak to that. from my experience i’ve found reading at least the beginning and end of malory to be a good intro and i’m sure the rest also provides a great foundation. i do think the beauty of arthuriana is that it’s not bound to like. one overarching canon so you can just kind of fuck around and find what you like. our next reading is gottfried von strassburg’s tristan which i am excited for!!

hopefully this was at least somewhat helpful hehe ^_^ and i am doing good!!! i just spilled chocolate on my white shirt which is sad but it’s just a pajama shirt. i had my first tutoring client in the writing center today and i think it went well!! and i am listening to the bvert playlist and it’s soooo good you have such wonderful music taste <333 kisses!!!

#asks #jules.txt

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goblins-riddles-or-frocks · 2 months

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@doomsayings I had to make a separate post bc I have too much to say for a reply lmao. But I’M OBSESSED!! I literally only started Housewives to humor a friend but then it got me like immediately lol. I’m not current on either tbh tho. Housewives I’m on season… four? The one where Carlton and Joyce joined. And VPR I’m on season two. I’m trying to watch to keep up with both so that they’re like around the same time ish for any crossover content.

General thoughts, I’m in loooove with Lisa Vanderpump. She’s so sexy 😭😭😭 and she seems like the most genuine and normal of them? Hate that they’re all turning on her rn where I’m at in the season. Like leave her alone!!! She hasn’t done anything wrong ever.

Season one was really funny with the insane Kyle and Camille drama. Probably the only time Kyle has ever been justified imo sjdhdd. It was really cool how Camille turned around and became the least dramaful person over the subsequent seasons tho. Like she ended up leaving the show but Good For Her. It sounds like she had some like capital T Therapy and became way more mature and mellow.

Kyle was fun in like season one? But she’s been kind of pearl clutchy and annoying since idk. It’s good drama ig. But I’m neutral on her. I liked her relationship with Lisa a lot though rip it made a lot of sense why Lisa wanted to step back. And it’s been really funny how Kyle’s legit just acting like a jealous ex over it and being like “but why don’t you love me anymore :C” I was very 👀👀 when they kissed in Paris as a “joke” tho.

Adrienne seemed really chill and level headed at first at least next to the others and then got bizarrely touchy by the end. I love drama but hers seemed really petty all the time, so I was glad she left the show. Also she like transparently absolutely LOATHED her husband from the first episode, so I’m surprised it took her that long to get divorced.

Also past season but the Taylor thing was scary!!! It was insane seeing the “woman yelling at cat” meme in context and it’s like in the middle of her mental breakdown due to her abusive af husband.

I used to like Brandi a lot but she’s spiraled pretty bad? Like on intro she seemed genuinely really nice and just vaguely without a filter (same) and everyone was ganging up on her for objectively really minor things or interpreting her in bad faith all the time. But idk she got genuinely super racist with Joyce. And now she’s being mean to Lisa 💔

Carlton’s fun but insane. Love her weird goth house and how she and her husband are both clearly sleeping with the nanny. Also just all the very gay moments with Brandi and it’s hilarious how much she seems to hate Kyle for no reason?? Kyle could just be like “hi” and she’s like WHY WOULD YOU EVER SAY SOMETHING SO PASSIVE AGRESSIVE?? I’m sad to see her go but also shdhdfd she is just kind of crazy.

Joyce is meh. She’s just kind of boring. But very pretty. I am happy to stare at her. I know she doesn’t last past the one season either.

Yolanda seems deranged in her personal life but the most solid and reasonable in like the friend dynamic and when drama goes down. It’s really insane though how she’ll just say something completely crazy in passing and then gloss over it shdgd I think she also leaves soon? But she’s fun.

Kim’s also eh. She has soooo many issues but she handles them kind of annoyingly. Her life story is so fucked up and interesting though.

Re: VPR Stassi is probably my fave, she’s so messy 😭😭😭 That entire friend group is just awful! The way they have zero boundaries lmao. It’s like sitcom levels where they’re just together all the damn time. It also makes me feel better about adulthood lmao like these people act like insane teenagers!

Stassi is probs my fave. Love her mean girl energy. Scheana is vapid but probably like… the most solid friend? All the others are such assholes lmao. They never show up for each other!

I’m also not like there yet obvs but I have heard of Scandoval. So rn being at the point where Sandoval and Kristen break up (probably for good?) and the initial #vibes with Ariana, loosely knowing how it goes, is insaaaaane.

I also love every time there’s Housewives crossover, and they’re catering a party or something and are like “what the fuck is wrong with these rich people” shdhff like yeah.

So I’m having a great time! I love Mess!

#i ramble sometimes #doomsayings #reality tv thoughts #real housewives of beverly hills #rhobh

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tagged by my bestie @a-little-unsteddie, hallo 🩵

what is the last song you listened to?: sun bleached flies by Ethel Cain!! (Mother Cain my beloved 🩵🩵🩵)

favorite colors?: green! And blue and purple and pink! Any light/pastel color, but mostly green!!

last film/tv show watched: the season one finale of Yellowjackets and I am SHOOKETH, like Ty, baby, what the fuck is wrong with you go and see a doctor for your sleepwalking issues please and thanksss

sweet, spicy, or savory?: sweet! Or whatever category a Cesar salad falls under I have those a lot because they’re my favorite

relationship status: taken, my girlfriend is lovely and short (I said it. I am taller than you @randombibitch Charlie said i wasn’t the other day and he is wrong. I’m the tall one. By like two inches. Stop wearing heels so much it’s MISLEADING PEOPLE.)

last thing i googled: “who plays Wonder Woman” and i was not clear enough in what I wanted, but yes one of the actors for the many adaptations of her was Lynda Carter, I knew she looked familiar when I saw her on here today

current obsession(s): daydreaming about Caroline and Ethel (my ocs) getting to be happy and gay, Yellowjcakets, Stranger Things, and all of GhostToTheParty’s fics in ao3 at once. Also annoying people on discord about my projects 🩵

last book i read: like. A real book. Um. Howls Moving Castle maybe? (And I am soooo fucking excited to read the sequel but it’s out at my library rn)

looking forward to: this summer camp I signed up for in July, which ends the day I leave for New Jersey, so…..I have a busy July haha…but anyways I’m going to hang out in the woods with other teenage girls and do camp stuff, so. Fun :D

tags uhhhh: @xxfiction-is-my-realityxx and @absolutegremlin (also you em but you’ll see this because of you’re earlier tag lmao)

#Tag games

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hello my cutie, my angel 🫶🏻

i’m gonna be annoying and ask so many;

3, 6, 7, 20 (ur not allowed to say a baby) 26, 29

i love you sweet girl okay byyyeeeee 💞

omggg don't call me angel I'll start croomfing on you <3

You're never annoying I love to yap

GETTING INTO THESE!!!!!

3. I either opt for really masculine scents (mahogany teakwood from bath and bodyworks I'm looking at you) or fruity ones!! tbh I don't use candles super often anymore but I loveeeee using bakhoor and oud just bc it's soooo good but I'm running low on my stash and I don't have any plans to fly out internationally to buy more so womp womp

6. THREE NICE THINGS ABOUT MYSELF WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU HISSSSSS

okay 3 physical things

• I have very nice eyelashes

• The random beauty marks I have are cute

• All of my piercings look so fucking cool

and 3 not physical things

• I am loud and outspoken (not necessarily a good thing but the jury's still out)

• I will fight tooth and nail for the people I love (you included noelle 🔫🧕🏽)

• And I'm a really good cook!

this was really hard and I'm mad at you for making me do this (/j)

7. So my favorite colors are yellow and pink, but those aren't necessarily Calming to me yk? I think just white and blue and gold are very nice to the eyes together and it soothes me I think

20. a baby

LMAO no okay what I really want more than anything rn is an uninterrupted 15 hours of sleep i think it would heal me

26. I don't know if there's really a movie I'd like to live in I feel like I watch super tragic movies a lot LMFAO

Barbie feels like a basic answer but I stand by it, or if I could just be a side character in a bollywood period piece (minus the tragedy and misogyny and impending colonization) that could be fun!!!

29. Night!! 🌙🌙 I am such an insomniac so I'm never asleep before 2am (which is technically the morning I guess) but I do my best work when my house is silent and there's darkness outside, it's just calming <3

I LOVE YOU TOO PRETTY GIRL MWWWWWAH

NOW TAKE YOUR HUSBAND AND GET OUTTA HERE

#papaya answers #noelle 🩷

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