#I MADE THIS LAST YEAR AND FORGOT TO POST IT HERE ((T_T))
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that one panel from veil by kotteri !!
#nagijun#junnagi#enstars#ensemble stars#nagisa ran#jun sazanami#I MADE THIS LAST YEAR AND FORGOT TO POST IT HERE ((T_T))
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keep you in my mouth (and hope to never take you out)
hirai momo x f!reader
synopsis: at first it’s a party. then it’s a study session. then it’s like you’re addicted to her, and you find yourself caught up in everything that is hirai momo.
tags/warnings: ambiguous location but college/university setting, alcohol, drugs, parties, mentions of throwing up, smut (strap, cunnilingus, overstimulation, begging), fluff!, light degradation (reader is referred to as whore and slut lul), friends to lovers, switch!momo ??? idk but momo’s the best girl :]
a/n: i haven’t written for fun in… over 5 years? not since i was in high school… so i'm extremely out of practice SORRY! i’ve definitely regressed (T_T) i wanted this to just be a quick way to get back into writing, so its not all that articulate or anything. i started this last thursday when i was off work bc i was sick and bored, and i was gonna post it over the weekend but then with seollal and going back to work, i kinda forgot about it. partially ib my own college experience :p i feel obligated to say don’t do drugs and don’t drink underage but…! title from flashing room by 2am club. not proofread!
the resounding thump of the bass sinks into your skin, replacing the steady beat beneath your ribs.
you feel a body next to you—someone’s pushing past you across the room, their sweat smearing across your exposed forearm. it’s damp and uncomfortably cool, an off-putting and striking contrast to the heat of the crowd. you stop dancing and frown. you turn to your left, pinching a piece of your friend’s shirt between your fingers, wiping the sweat onto the dark fabric. chaeyoung stops moving to the music and swats your hand away.
“what are you doing?”
“someone touched me,” you wrinkle your nose. “it was sweaty.”
“so you wiped it on me instead?” the shorter girl glares up at you, though her eyes twinkle with mirth—or maybe it’s just the reflection from the led light strips on the walls. she pulls out her phone to check the time. “i need another drink before we go. c’mon, let’s go find tzuyu and dahyun.”
you shrug as the two of you link fingers and begin to find your way back to the makeshift bar for more drinks. you’re already drunk—yooyeon’s playing bartender tonight and you’ve been taking advantage of it as much as possible.
“ladies,” yooyeon greets as you approach her table. she spreads her hands over a few stacks of cups filled with red liquid. “what can i get you this time?”
the options are pretty limited. actually, there’s really only one option: a delightfully strong mixture of jungle juice made oh so lovingly by yooyeon and jiwon.
“you’re hilarious,” you say flatly as you roll your eyes at her. she just cackles and starts fixing up two new cups. “have i ever told you that you’re my favorite bartender?”
“that’ll break jiwon’s heart,” she replies with a laugh. “but i won’t tell if you won’t.” she holds out the drinks with both hands.
chaeyoung accepts one of the cups and takes a long swig. “hey, we’re actually probably heading out soon. going to a kickback with some friends,” she says to yooyeon. you take the other cup and swallow some of the jungle juice. it’s your third cup of the night, so maybe you’re just drunk, but it tastes divine. you’re pretty sure that, at the very least, it tastes better than the tequila shots you’d downed earlier with chaeyoung before leaving your apartment.
yooyeon pouts. “why?” she leans in towards the two of you. “don’t go. you guys practically just got here.”
you shake your head. “no can do. we promised jihyo we’d go to her place tonight.” on another night, you might stay, watch jiwon do a few lines in the bathroom, drink more alcohol until your vision starts to blur, maybe let yooyeon or jiwon—or both—put delicate hands up your shirt and leave bruises on your hips. tonight, though, you’re going to a kickback held by one of your closest friends, jihyo, and you’ll consume enough substances to ensure you wake up with your head pounding, mouth dry, body aching all over.
it’s going to be fun, you think to yourself. you chug some more jungle juice, finishing your cup more quickly than you’d intended. chaeyoung’s texting tzuyu, instructing her to meet you guys by yooyeon’s setup. as the alcohol sets into your bloodstream, your skin warms, a muted blush settling on your cheeks.
chaeyoung spots tzuyu and dahyun walking towards yooyeon’s table and waves them over. yooyeon pours two more drinks and offers them out to your friends as they approach.
“thanks yooyeon!” tzuyu happily tips her cup back into her mouth. dahyun does the same, though she only takes a small mouthful. you’re pretty sure she’s sober. you’ve been at the house for about an hour, but you know she’s only been occasionally stealing sips from everybody’s drinks instead of just getting one of her own. really, you’re a little grateful that she’s not drunk—you know that by the end of the night, most of you will be too inebriated to get home properly without help. dahyun’s always been a little less raucous than the rest of the girls, but it doesn’t seem to bother her. dahyun hands her barely-touched cup to you to finish and you flash her a playful grin with a wink.
“finish your drinks and we’ll go. i’ll go ahead and call an uber now,” dahyun directs while pulling out her phone. the rest of you nod and tap your cups together in a cheers. a few moments pass before dahyun slips her phone back into her pocket and announces, “okay, he’ll be here in… six minutes. jihyo said nayeon and mina are already there.”
yooyeon makes eye contact with you. “will you guys come back later?” her eyes are hopeful, bright—she’s more a puppy than a party girl. but you’d rather be with your other friends, so you just shoot her an apologetic expression.
“not tonight,” you shake your head. “but maybe we’ll see you later this weekend or something?”
before yooyeon can respond, you hear someone squeal from a few feet away. “guys! what are you doing here?” you all turn to find sana skipping towards your group, a huge smile on her face.
“sana!” the four of you yell simultaneously, pulling her into hugs with each of you. she’s beaming wildly. you didn’t know she was here; if you’d seen her earlier, you would’ve dragged her onto the dance floor and probably made her your drinking buddy. sana’s a little older than you and she’s infinitely cool. you’d met her at a party last year, where she’d pulled trig for chaeyoung after knowing her for about an hour. you’d all instantly fallen for her, and she was a welcome addition to your group. sana was confidence and optimism wrapped in sex on legs—but she was also undeniably cute, with her bubbly personality and squishy cheeks. she’d easily become one of your closest confidants, spending time with you every week, showering you with affection and giving you advice whenever you were struggling. her status as a social butterfly also meant that she has a lot of other friends, so your group of four—you, tzuyu, chaeyoung, and dahyun—had rapidly expanded to a group of ten, with sana bringing her best friend momo into the fold, then jihyo, mina, jeongyeon, and nayeon with them. but sana’s infinite list of friends turns her into a pretty busy girl, so when chaeyoung had invited her out with you all tonight, she’d politely declined, stating her previously-arranged plans with momo and jeongyeon.
“i thought you were hanging out with jeongyeon and momo?” you look at sana in excitement.
“i am! well, jeongyeon had to go home early because she’s got a test tomorrow morning, but momo’s here. she’s talking to yoona right now,” sana points a few feet away at momo, engrossed in conversation with another girl you vaguely recognize. “wait, this is great! we can all hang out!”
“actually,” tzuyu interjects, “we’re leaving right now. but we’re heading to jihyo’s! nayeon and mina are there right now. will you come with us?”
“i’m down, but let me ask momo,” she giggles before bounding towards the older girl. she taps the girl on the shoulder and yoona offers them both a wave, walking off to find her friends in another room. sana starts to talk to momo; after a moment, she points over at your group and momo turns to glance at you all. her gaze seems to drag over you slowly. then she looks back at sana and says something, prompting sana to grin and tug at her arm, dragging the girl towards you. dahyun, chaeyoung, and tzuyu all give her a quick hug and big smiles.
momo pulls you into a hug last, her firm arms wrapped around you tightly as sana exclaims, “momo said she’s down to go to jihyo’s!”
“we should probably head outside, then,” dahyun suggests. “it would suck if we missed our uber.” you all nod and start to find your way to the door. you quickly turn towards yooyeon and send her a wave. the girl perks up and shoots you a smile before you turn back around and follow chaeyoung out the house to the front.
you all stand outside, chatting idly amongst yourselves as dahyun watches for the right car to pull up. eventually, she spots what must be your uber and walks up to the vehicle, waving at the driver as they roll down their window. the rest of you trail behind her.
“for dahyun?” when the driver nods, she continues, “uh, so we have six people, actually. is that okay?” dahyun smiles sheepishly at the uber driver and bites her lip. he looks at you all warily and sighs.
“yeah, sure. it’s not like we’re going very far, i guess.”
tzuyu climbs into the passenger seat while chaeyoung scoots into the middle seat in the back. dahyun takes the seat to the right of chaeyoung, with sana climbing into her lap naturally. you quickly realize your predicament as the rest of the girls settle into the uber. you turn to momo and say, “you can sit on me. if that’s okay.”
the girl’s cheeks instantly turn the prettiest shade of pink you’ve ever seen. “oh! um, okay. sure. thanks.”
you open the door on the left and climb into the last seat. once you’re seated, you look back at momo and smile. she quickly gets in, sitting awkwardly on your lap. you reach for the door handle with one hand, close the door, then snake your hand around the girl’s waist, pulling her towards you more tightly. she squeaks a little, but shifts her body more to settle comfortably against you. your uber driver eyes you all in the backseat with a tired expression before driving off slowly.
“this top looks really good on you, by the way,” you say, lips twitching into a small grin. you play a little with the ends of her hair before dropping your fingers to brush along her shirt. she stares at the floor.
“thanks,” she replies quietly. her cheeks are red when she looks up and her eyes dart away when she notices you’re looking at her face.
the rest of the ride is filled by your friends’ conversations and your driver’s playlist coming low through the speakers of the car, your fingers rubbing circles into momo’s hip soothingly as you feel her take quiet, even breaths. you’re almost disappointed when the uber stops in front of jihyo’s apartment.
when you arrive at jihyo’s door, jihyo welcomes you all with a hug and ushers you inside. she leads you to the kitchen, where nayeon and mina are chatting next to the table covered with an array of drinks. you greet nayeon and mina with hugs as well, chatting with them for a minute before you decide to make a few cherry bombs for everyone. the girls seem to have found their spots in the apartment: tzuyu, dahyun, and chaeyoung are sitting on the floor in jihyo’s living room while sana and momo fumble with jihyo’s speaker system, squabbling over jihyo’s phone to try to queue up a few more songs. nayeon, jihyo, and mina continue to chat while they watch you in the kitchen as you mix cherry vodka with redbull. when you’ve prepared a few shot glasses, you offer them to nayeon and jihyo, knowing mina won’t be drinking. you all quickly down your shots and nayeon and jihyo excuse themselves to go find a game to play, leaving you in the kitchen with mina. she offers to take two of the shots over to sana and momo, and you agree. you grab the remaining three shots, find dahyun, chaeyoung, and tzuyu in the living room, and watch as they knock back their cherry bombs.
you plop down on the floor next to chaeyoung, letting out an excited giggle when she produces a small tin from her pocket and pulls out a perfectly rolled joint. as she lights it and begins to take a hit, you look towards the speaker where you spot sana and momo laughing with mina. you observe them for a moment before you feel chaeyoung tapping at your shoulder, offering you the joint. you take a hit and hand it back to chaeyoung. dahyun and tzuyu get up; you vaguely register them saying something about finding some ping pong balls. you and chaeyoung chat quietly, asking “would you rather” questions, passing the joint back and forth until eventually it’s reduced to nothing and you’re forced to stub it out. by now, the combination of the weed and alcohol has you feeling light and slightly dizzy, but it’s pleasant and you’re smiling a little dopily. chaeyoung pulls you up with her when she sees tzuyu across the room, setting up a table to play beer pong.
“tzu! i wanna play!” chaeyoung exclaims happily. “can i play?”
“sure,” the taller girl agrees easily. “you can be my partner. y/n, wanna play?”
“wait, who else is playing?”
tzuyu shrugs. “go find someone!” you glance around; mina’s sitting on the couch with dahyun, both tapping away at their phones. nayeon and jihyo are sitting at the table in the kitchen, already playing some kind of card game. you start to walk off to look for sana and momo and tzuyu calls after you, “oh, get sana! she needs to get on our level!”
you find sana in the kitchen with momo. you quickly grab another cup, mixing vodka with soda haphazardly, taking a big gulp as you bound up to sana. “i’m drunk,” you state the obvious with a giggle. “and you need to catch up! let’s play beer pong with chae and tzuyu!” you point your cup towards sana, who giggles back at you, takes the cup, shares a look with momo.
“thanks, y/n!” she hums as she sips at the drink. “actually, i think you might regret recruiting me for beer pong,” she winks at you and hands your cup to momo, who tilts her head at you for approval. you nod quickly and she takes a long drink before handing the cup back to you. “but momo would love to be your partner tonight!”
you beam at the other girl hopefully. “would you really? please?” momo looks at you with wide eyes, seemingly caught off guard. she sneaks a glance at sana, who just bats her eyes innocently.
“oh, sure,” she agrees quickly. “i’m down.” you cheer as you grab her hand and guide her towards the table where chaeyoung and tzuyu are setting up the cups and pouring beer into each one. you chug a bit more of your drink, which has dwindled down to just a few more mouthfuls. you offer the rest to momo, then pout when you realize you don’t have anything else to drink, making sana laugh from behind you. she walks back to the kitchen as you and momo take your places at one end of the table, chaeyoung and tzuyu at the other. it’s decided that you and momo will go first. momo gestures at you to go ahead, and you grab one of the ping pong balls and eye the pyramid of cups across from you.
before you can toss the ball, sana returns with two new drinks, places one on the small table by the couch. she points at it and says, “that’s for you, y/n. when you’re done playing.” she takes a sip from the other drink still in her hand.
“thanks,” you nod at her words, focusing intently on your form. you decide to just go for it, casually arching the ball forward, watching as it sinks cleanly into one of the cups in front of tzuyu. “yes!”
momo whoops. “nice.” she offers her hand out for a high-five. tzuyu takes the cup, removes the ball, drinks the beer. momo quickly finishes off the drink you’d given her, adding it to the cup tzuyu drank to start a stack on the side, then moves to take her shot. she hesitates for quite a while before eventually throwing the ball. it bounces off the side of one cup, but falls into the one next to it. you cheer loudly as momo’s eyes widen and she turns to face you, a giddy expression on her face. you sneak a quick peck on her cheek, delight in the way the skin pinkens immediately as momo looks at you bashfully. chaeyoung takes the cup out, removing the ball before downing the contents inside. she boos half-heartedly but she’s smiling as she hands both ping pong balls back to you.
you immediately toss one across the table. it bounces off a cup and drops onto the table. you pout. “ugh. got too cocky. redeem us, momo!” but momo misses her shot, too, so you hand the balls to chaeyoung and tzuyu.
tzuyu tosses her ball quickly and it immediately falls into a cup in front of you. you grab the cup, take the ball out, drink the beer, add the cup to the stack. chaeyoung takes her position, squinting momentarily across the table before shooting the ball, landing it in a cup next to momo. the older girl grabs the cup, takes the ball out and hands it back to chaeyoung before tossing the beer back into her mouth. a droplet of beer shines at the corner of her mouth. without thinking, you lean forward and wipe at it with your finger before popping it into your mouth to clean it off. momo stares at you, but you don’t seem to notice. tzuyu and chaeyoung take their shots again. tzuyu lands her ball in a cup—momo drinks it quickly—but chaeyoung misses hers. they hand the balls back to you and momo. you arc one ball perfectly into a cup. momo’s turn is kind of disastrous; she throws the ball towards the cups, but it ends up smacking chaeyoung in the tit.
“sorry!” momo squeaks. chaeyoung just laughs and waves her off. the game keeps going, but it quickly becomes obvious that chaeyoung and tzuyu are going to win. you only land your ball into the cups two more times, and momo misses every shot she takes, looking all the more distracted as each round passes. eventually, you and momo lose pretty spectacularly. jihyo and nayeon push you both out of the way to take on chaeyoung and tzuyu.
disgruntled, you grab the drink sana made for you and take a gulp. “i can’t believe we lost!” you wail as momo follows you to the kitchen.
momo shrugs. “we’ll get ’em next time,” she promises, wrapping her arms around you from behind. you settle against her with a sigh.
“you’re so…” you gesture a little vaguely at her body, “comfy?” you finish, pulling momo’s arms around you even tighter. “like, you’re firm. you have really nice muscles and... you know. but you’re super cozy.” she hums in your ear as you lift your cup to your lips again.
“thanks,” she laughs. “i mean, i eat a lot. but i work out a lot too.”
“oh, i’ve noticed. your body always looks so good,” you continue absentmindedly before you pull away from her to look her in the eyes, slightly embarrassed. “i—it’s not like i stare. i just mean i wish i had your athleticism, you know? i don’t really know how to work out, and i don’t have a whole lot of stamina.” that causes momo’s mouth to twitch into a subtle smirk and you flush. your tongue suddenly feels very dry, and you’re not exactly sure it’s cotton mouth.
“well, maybe i could help you with that,” momo quips before she steals a bit of your drink and starts to move to the music blaring from jihyo’s speaker, and it pushes you to dance as well. after a song or two, momo’s hands make their way around your waist and you let your arms wrap around her neck, your cup dangling over her shoulder. it registers in your mind that you like this—like momo pressed against your body, like big brown eyes twinkling as she grins at you, like momo’s laugh vibrating against your chest. you smile at her as you dance together, your friends jumping and singing along to the music around you as they toss ping pong balls at each other.
everyone else seems to be preoccupied, not paying any attention to you and momo. you hardly realize that momo’s been guiding you towards the bathroom until she pushes the door open, closes it behind you, shoves you against the wall. her eyes bore into yours, looking for your approval before she leans in to kiss you. you close the distance, bringing a hand up to cradle her jaw. it feels incredibly intimate as she runs a hand from your neck down your side, eventually resting it on your hip. you continue to kiss her softly, sighing into her mouth as she lets out quiet hums of approval. after a while, she licks into your mouth, nips at your bottom lip, and you gasp as things begin to progress quickly from there.
her teeth tug at the skin of your throat. you try to suppress a moan, but it rips out of your mouth before you can stop it, and momo laughs, kisses you again. “maybe,” she breathes against your lips, “we should get out of here.” you nod enthusiastically, connect your lips again, savor the taste of her peach chapstick. you follow her out of the bathroom. you go to the front door, grabbing your belongings while momo walks up to the rest of the girls, all still either dancing or playing beer pong, says to them, “i think y/n isn’t feeling great. maybe she drank too much? and i’m kind of tired anyway, so i’m gonna take her home. we’ll see you later.” she leans in to whisper something privately to sana, who squeals and shoves momo’s shoulder. then sana waves you both off, turning back to cheer jihyo on as she tosses a ping pong ball into a cup.
and then you’re out the door, stumbling as you walk the few short minutes to momo’s place, giggling as momo pulls you into her arms every few steps to kiss you exuberantly.
you’ve never actually been to momo’s apartment, you realize. it’s nice; it’s relatively simple, a comfortable lived-in vibe filling the space. in the back of your mind, behind the haze of tequila shots, jungle juice, cherry bombs, beer, and weed, you remember that this isn’t just momo’s apartment—this is also sana and nayeon’s new apartment, the three having just moved in together recently.
you follow momo to one of the rooms, presumably hers. as she punches the numbers into her keypad, you take a moment to check your phone. you have a text from chaeyoung.
text me when you get home please, it reads.
not sure when i’ll be home but i’m okay! i’m at momo’s, you respond before following momo through the door.
quietly, you take a moment to observe momo’s room. it’s cozy, photos adorning the walls along with a bunch of figurines momo must like. there are a few drawings hung on the walls, too, and if you lean in, you can see on each of them a signature that looks kind of like momo’s name.
before you can get a closer look, though, momo’s running her fingers down your arm, pressing feather-light kisses against the back of your neck and your shoulders. you turn and wrap your arms around her neck, pulling her into a proper kiss as she settles her hands along your waist. she kisses you with vigor, smiling as you respond just as fervently. she pushes you lightly, the backs of your knees hitting her mattress, making you fall backwards onto the bed. she makes quick work of your clothes, pulling your top and pants off as she kisses down your skin. momo takes her shirt off and you stare at her muscular arms and abs in reverence. your jaw drops when she pulls off her bra next; her boobs are actually perfect. it’s like she’s not even real. she smirks as she pulls her pants down her legs and kicks them to the floor, shaking you from your daze. then she crawls back on top of you, leaves another hickey on your chest, strokes your hair.
“if you wanna stop at any point, just tell me.” her voice is gentle but insistent, and you nod.
“same here,” you respond, and she sends you a little smile that’s entirely too cute for her own good.
she undoes the clasp of your bra, throws it somewhere to the side and momo descends immediately, full lips around your nipple, sucking hard and assertive, the other one rolled between two fingers. after you begin panting, she switches sides, makes sure to pay attention to both of your breasts as you let out lewd moans and sighs.
you lose yourself like that for a while as she pleasures your tits before eventually she removes her mouth from your chest, shifts up a little, grinds down on your thigh—you can feel the heat from between her legs, the soaked fabric of her panties pressing down onto your skin. you let out a whine.
“you sound so pretty for me, baby,” momo breathes into your collarbone. she sucks a dark hickey at the base of your throat. you moan again, the sound vibrating against momo’s lips. you let your hand drift down towards her clothed core, rubbing circles against the wet spot on her panties. she lets out a whimper, and you push her a little so she sits up. you easily pull her panties off, let them fall to the floor. you use your fingers to tease at her folds, coating them in her slick. you start to rub circles on her clit and she lets out a series of breathy, high-pitched whines. you keep going like that for a while, momo pulling you down to make out with her as you stimulate her clit. soon, momo’s body is shaking. “i need your fingers in me, y/n,” she chokes out.
you hum. “ask me nicely.”
“please, y/n. please fuck me with your fingers.” you lick your lips and nod.
you start by easing one finger inside her, thrusting in and out until she’s whimpering softly. then, you add another finger, curling them both upwards as you sink them into her pussy, caressing her g-spot. momo groans, low and sensual, as you start to fuck into her with your fingers. with each thrust, your palm makes contact with her clit, and eventually her head starts to loll back, loud moans rising out of her mouth.
you think you could get addicted to this—her sounds, her heat, her pleasure. it’s enough to get you dripping.
“i’m gonna cum,” momo gasps out. “oh, fuck—i’m—”
you nearly cum when her orgasm takes over, grunts and whines falling from her lips as she shudders and gushes onto your fingers. you slow down, rub at her clit gently a few times before eventually pulling your fingers out. you shove them into momo’s mouth. “suck,” you command, and she does so immediately, tongue flicking around your digits. “good girl.” you take your fingers out and immediately pull her into a kiss, licking into her mouth and tasting her cum on her tongue, sweet and tangy and a little salty.
yeah, you could definitely get addicted to this.
for a while, you kiss her like that, her heavy breathing eventually evening out as she recovers from her climax. slowly, momo slides her hand downwards, stopping at the edge of your panties. she circles the hem of your underwear, presses a kiss into your neck again. your breath catches in your throat. you’re positively soaked. momo moves down, settles between your thighs. she kisses at the wetness on your panties, reaches up, pulls them down your legs, over your thighs, tosses them away from the bed. she kisses your clit and you whimper. you look down and oh—she makes eye contact with you, smirks, licks into your slit, collecting your slick on her warm tongue.
momo sucks at your clit just as unrelentingly as she had your nipple, and you’ve always been so sensitive. you’re moaning, breath ragged, body shaking as momo licks at your cunt.
you’re so drenched, momo easily slips two fingers in and starts pumping them in and out. the feeling of her fingers curling into your g-spot makes you gasp, and she keeps darting her tongue against your clit, licking against your labia, spreading your wetness around her mouth. you moan loudly and your hands fall to grip at her head, grasping into her hair.
you let out a strangled, “oh fuck, momo, oh my god—” as her fingers fuck into you, tongue licking broadly against your folds and flicking against your clit. her lips wrap around your bud and she sucks, the sensation sending you over the edge. “momo, i’m gonna cum, ’m gonna—fuck—”
your body goes slack as you cum powerfully, momo still lapping at your folds, sucking around your clit and thrusting her fingers into you. eventually, she pulls away, lets you lay there as you recover, brushes your hair out of your face. she gets up off the bed and says, “be right back.” then she’s rummaging through her drawers as you close your eyes, trying to catch your breath.
you notice her shadow looming over you when she returns. “so,” momo breathes out, tugging at your hair. you let out a whimper. “i have something else i’d like to try with you, if you’re up for it?” you open your eyes and look at her, see the harness and pink silicone dildo in her hands. instantly, you sit up and surge towards her, kissing her desperately. she pulls away with a laugh and says, “i’ll take that as a yes, then.”
before you know it, you’re face down on the bed, on your hands and knees, elbows resting on her pillow, back arched and legs spread. momo runs her hands down your back as you shiver, grips your left hip, uses her other hand to rub the tip of the shaft along your dripping slit. she teases you leisurely and you quickly begin to grow impatient. you whine pathetically, “more. i need all of you. please, momo.”
momo’s mouth quirks up in satisfaction. “you’re a greedy little whore, huh?” but she complies, places the head against your pussy, pushes the tip in, doesn’t wait for you to adjust and slides the length all the way into you in one movement. you grasp tightly at the sheets beneath you, letting out a low moan. momo slowly pulls out, looks smug at the slickness spread along the strap, pushes back inside you with a giggle. she pulls out again, repeats the action, thrusting harder and quicker each time, hands gripping your ass firmly. she’s found a good rhythm and she lets out a deep groan. you feel yourself clench at the sound, thighs quivering as pleasure surges throughout you.
she continues to fuck into you deeply until eventually your arms begin to give out; she slows momentarily, pulls out completely, grabs your hips and flips you over so you’re on your back, staring up at her. she lines up the dildo against your cunt again, buries the shaft in you, but she doesn’t move. instead, she smirks down at you as you begin to whimper desperately.
“what is it, baby? use your words.”
“momo,” you gasp out, “please move, please.”
she tilts her head. you’re squirming, trying to fuck yourself on her dick, but momo’s strong, holding you in place, preventing you from finding your own pleasure. “beg properly,” she drawls, “and maybe i’ll think about it.”
“will you please move, momo? i’ll do anything, baby, please, i need your cock so bad,” you cry. “please fuck me, please i’ll be such a good slut for you, momo, just please move, please.”
“how cute,” she coos before she starts fucking you at the same pace as before, hitting hard and deep inside you every time. you’re gasping and grunting each time she thrusts, her round eyes shining in amusement as she stares down at you. you eventually break eye contact when you glance at her body.
the sight of momo’s toned abs and round tits glistening with a thin layer of sweat nearly makes you lose your mind, and you claw desperately at her arms. she starts rubbing at your clit with one hand, the other holding you down securely by your waist. the combined stimulation sends you into overdrive, and your breath hitches, vision begins to blur, body shakes frantically with momo’s name falling from your lips repeatedly as your orgasm ripples through every part of you.
as you come down from your high, momo slips out of you, making you exhale sharply as you adjust to the loss. you feel completely wrecked, pussy raw and sore from the intensity of momo’s actions. she quickly leaves to bring you some towels and a glass of water. she returns with a soft expression; the two of you lay together as she gently, carefully wipes you down. you sip at your water gratefully, finishing the entire glass, but you can feel fatigue engulfing your body. she practically carries you to the bathroom, where she lends you a spare toothbrush and leaves you to use the toilet. when you’re finished, she really does pick you up this time, setting you gently on her bed, pulling the sheets up over your body. you barely manage to whisper out a “thank you” before you’re passed out, surrounded by momo’s scent and breathing peacefully. momo just smiles, tucks your hair behind your ear, presses a soft kiss against your forehead. as you fall into a deep slumber, she gets up, folds your clothes and puts them in a tote bag, finds your phone. noticing your almost-dead battery, she plugs it into a spare charger. then she crawls into bed next to you, turns off her light, and falls asleep to the soothing rise and fall of your chest next to her.
you roll over, eyes sticky with exhaustion and haziness. your body aches, and you reach a heavy hand out to find your phone. you feel around for a few moments before your phone is pushed gently into your hand. startled, you blink a few times and sit up.
momo lays next to you, body half-covered by the sheets, lips cut into a smirk. “good morning,” she husks quietly. “sleep well?” you stare at her for a moment. you’re aware that you’re both still naked, and you try not to think about her flawless chest and delicious abs.
“uh, good morning. yes. yeah. uh, i… i did. did you?” your brain feels all jumbled and looking at momo doesn’t seem to help.
“sure did,” she drawls with a grin, all teeth and rosy cheeks. “your phone’s being blowing up all morning, by the way.” you look down at the device and unlock the screen. your notifications are flooded with missed calls and texts from your friends—sana and chaeyoung’s names seem to take up the majority of them. noticing the time, your eyes widen comically.
“holy shit,” you breathe, head snapping up to look at momo. “uh… fuck. i am so sorry.”
her head tilts, adorably confused. “what for?” she shifts forward, reaching for your torso. she tugs at you a little until she’s snuggled against your body, burying her head into your side and wrapping an arm around your midsection.
“uh.” it seems to be your favorite word this morning. “for staying here so long? i didn’t mean to fall asleep here, i swear.” momo just laughs softly and closes her eyes.
“i don’t mind,” she sighs into your skin. your heart starts to beat a little faster.
“are you sure?”
she hums. “yeah. i even made breakfast, if you’re ready to eat. i wouldn’t have done that if i weren’t okay with you staying here.” her tone is teasing, but you can feel the sincerity in her voice. it makes you blush.
you squeak, “you made breakfast?”
“mm,” she responds. “just before you woke up. should still be warm. you still like waffles, yeah?”
“uh,” you repeat. you mentally kick yourself—where is your eloquence? “waffles are… good. hey, is sana here? and nayeon?”
her lips twitch. “would i have made breakfast naked if they were?” you turn bright red. “nayeon decided to head over to jeongyeon’s last night,” momo continues, “and dahyun took sana home with her and tzuyu. neither of them will be back until later.”
“oh, okay,” you exhale. “right. so, uh…” you don’t quite know how to say the words.
“hey, if you’re worried about this ruining our friendship,” momo starts, fiddling with her fingers, “we don’t have to make it anything more than just a hookup. we don’t even have to mention it again, if you’d like. i don’t mind. it’s your call.”
instantly, you flush, embarrassed that she’s read you so easily. “i’m sorry,” you say quickly. “it’s just—last night was incredible, beyond incredible, and you were so good, really, but i just don’t want this to make things weird between us. you’re one of my best friends and i like being with you, you know?” stop talking, you think. momo raises an eyebrow and you can’t help but continue, “not like that—or, well, maybe like that, if that’s something you want, because i definitely wouldn’t be opposed.” oh my god, stop! talking! your cheeks are hot and you look down at the floor.
momo lets out a laugh and reaches for your hand, prompting you to look back up at her. “y/n, it’s okay. i’m not, like, offended or anything. i totally get it. i’d never want to jeopardize our friendship, either. but it doesn’t have to make things weird. because i also like being with you, whether it ends like it did last night or not. no pressure. we don’t have to do anything you don’t want. we can just go with the flow.” she sends you a comforting smile. “how about we eat breakfast now? before it goes cold.”
“sure,” you agree, “but i might need help walking over there.”
momo’s proud smirk that follows replays in your mind even weeks later.
when you’d come home the day after jihyo’s kickback, chaeyoung had asked about your sleepover at momo’s, but she didn’t seem to think much of it. miraculously, none of the girls had noticed the array of hickeys that momo had left all over your body, or wondered why you’d spent the rest of the weekend entirely in bed, only moving to get ready.
before you’d left her apartment that day, you’d mustered up the courage to lean in to kiss her, and momo had closed the distance before saying goodbye sweetly. you’d given in and texted momo not even two hours later, and ever since then, you’ve been chatting back and forth with the older girl, messages flirtier than they’ve ever been, tension accumulating as the weeks go by. you see momo a lot when you hang out with your friends, and nobody seems to think anything of it when she intertwines her fingers with yours or pulls you into frequent hugs, hands gripping at your waist. you hang out with her alone, too, though it’s all been completely friendly so far, with only your texts to insinuate there might be something else between you. you won’t say it to her, but you really wouldn’t mind if she just kissed you sometimes, or edged you in the bathroom during lunch, maybe.
on one morning, between classes, you go for coffee with her and sana—invitation extended by momo followed by a mouthwatering mirror pic of her, post-workout, abs gleaning with sweat and thumb hooked into the front of her joggers, along with the message working on my stamina. needless to say, you’d nearly forgotten about the coffee entirely.
“you guys seem to have gotten really close recently,” sana remarks as momo goes to pick up your orders. the two of you sit at a table, observing the oldest girl as she thanks the barista and starts to carry the tray back over to you.
“well, we were close before,” you say, trying to not sound too affected. “but i guess we have been hanging out a lot more recently.” momo takes her seat then, passing out your drinks and pastries. sana just hums and fails to hide a smile behind her cold brew. you cough.
before you head to your next class, sana pulls you aside as momo’s tossing away your trash. “just so you know,” she whispers, “i think you should go for it. if you like her, i mean. you’re totally momo’s type.”
before you can respond, momo’s standing in front of you, doe eyes sparkling as she swings her bag over her shoulder. sana winks at you.
you bid them both goodbye and make your way to class. it’s kind of funny—the entire time, all you can think about is sana saying you’re totally momo’s type. you try to ignore how the thought sets your skin on fire.
you have statistics class with tzuyu, jihyo, and momo every tuesday and thursday at 10 a.m.
only now, you start to notice momo—she always sits at the end of the row next to tzuyu, while you sit in between tzuyu and jihyo. momo’s quietly immersed in her phone most of the time. she doesn’t really take notes, or even listen to your professor. in fact, whenever your eyes find her, she’s always staring into space or typing something on her phone. sometimes you catch her with her notebook open and pencil scrawling something across the pages, but you can see she’s just doodling. you wonder what her grade is. after all, you spend half your time in this class playing games and texting with tzuyu, and the both of you are barely clinging to a low B as it is. jihyo, on the other hand, is always focused—her hard-earned A is the reflection of her determination and work ethic.
you subtly begin to switch seats with tzuyu so you can sit next to momo. tzuyu doesn’t really seem to notice or care, but one day, after a couple weeks, jihyo asks you about it as you slide into a seat, five minutes early for class.
“why are you sitting there?”
“huh?” you say smartly, pulling out your notebook and pencil. jihyo does the same, but she gives you a look.
“tzuyu usually sits next to momo. what, you don’t like sitting next to me anymore?”
“oh! no, that’s not it. uh, i guess i just didn’t notice.” you hope it comes out as casual as possible. jihyo gives you another look, which you ignore, and pulls out her stuff, settling into her seat.
“momo! hey!” at jihyo’s words, you nearly break your neck looking up so quickly. jihyo tries to stifle a guffaw.
“hey jihyo,” momo glances towards you and her eyes sparkle more brightly. “hi, y/n.”
“hi momo,” you reply breathlessly. again, you pay no mind to the giant grin jihyo’s sending your way.
momo drops into the seat next to you, scoots a little closer to you, her leg brushing against yours. your breath falters slightly. jihyo suppresses a cackle; you ignore her resolutely. “are you guys ready for the test next week?”
“wait, there’s a test next week?” you squeak.
“hey, you should’ve been paying attention,” jihyo tsks. “i invited you the other day to come to my study session. at least tzuyu actually showed up.”
“well, we can still study until the test,” momo offers. she glances at you. “y/n, what do you think?”
“oh, uh,” you look at momo. “sure. i could use the extra help. i mean, tzuyu and i…” you peek over at jihyo sheepishly. “well, yeah. i could use the extra help.” momo lets out a laugh and you blush.
jihyo rolls her eyes. “oh, now you want to study together? hey, you missed your chance.”
you wince. “sorry about that again. it’s just… well, i just didn’t feel like studying.” momo can’t help but giggle again at that. secretly, you’re preening inside at the sound.
“you can study with me,” momo leans closer to you. you stare at her, brain faltering at her close proximity. “i might not be a genius like jihyo, but i’m good. good enough to have an A, at least.”
you’re about to respond when tzuyu hurls herself into the seat between you and jihyo. “hey guys! did i miss anything?”
“hey tzuyu,” momo looks at her. “no, not yet. we were just saying we should study together again before the unit test, maybe next week?” you all agree and begin to make plans, but quickly quiet down when you notice the professor walk in.
the entire lecture, all you can focus on is momo—momo’s leg, pressed against your own—momo’s fingers, tapping every so often along the desk—momo’s perfume, something sweet and citrusy and a little powdery—momo’s jawline, sharp and gorgeous—momo’s eyes, huge and twinkling—
you don’t even notice when class ends, only registering it when momo’s standing up to leave, waggling her fingers teasingly at you as she exits the hall. jihyo and tzuyu gesture for you to hurry up and gather your things. you look down at your notebook, page completely empty save for the words stop staring at me in momo’s cute handwriting scrawled next to a heart.
jihyo and tzuyu exchange a look as you stare at the paper. when you peer up at them, jihyo just laughs. tzuyu rolls her eyes but sends a soft expression towards you. you suddenly feel very dizzy.
you’d spent the week trying to study to prepare for your statistics test, but you didn’t seem to get very far. now, you’re standing in front of momo’s door, textbook in hand with your bag slung over your shoulder as you knock gently.
jihyo and tzuyu had chosen to study on their own, with jihyo ultimately deciding that you would be too distracting for tzuyu to focus if you were together. she’d offered to study with you separately, but you’d instead jumped at the chance to ask momo to study with you. jihyo hadn’t tried to convince you otherwise, just giving you a knowing wink, and momo was more than happy to say yes.
the door opens to reveal a barefaced momo, dressed comfortably in sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt, doe eyes blinking at you behind big round glasses, fluffy hair falling softly around her face. your heart bursts at the sight. she beams at you before pulling you into a hug, shutting the door behind you.
“hey, you,” she greets you fondly. “ready to study, buddy?” you roll your eyes but laugh anyway.
“i guess,” you respond. “but to be completely honest, i’m pretty lost on this whole unit. and not just because i usually spend half of lecture beating tzuyu at candy crush.” momo raises an eyebrow at that. “i mean, i’m not stupid or anything, but it kinda just doesn’t click for me. just to warn you.”
momo just shrugs, gives you a comforting smile. “that’s okay. i’m pretty patient.”
you follow her to her room and you settle on the floor, pulling out your materials. for a while, you’re determined and fully concentrated on your studies. momo’s not wrong: she’s extremely patient, and the way she explains things is direct and simple, and somehow, things start to fall into place, and you grasp the concepts from the unit fairly quickly.
but after a couple hours, your focus begins to waver, and you find yourself incredibly distracted by the slope of momo’s nose, the mole on her neck, the rosiness of her cheeks—
“you’re staring,” momo singsongs, breaking your train of thought. her mouth is configured in a lopsided grin. you blink. “again.”
“sorry,” you say, not feeling very sorry at all. “you’re just really… you know. pretty.”
“i’m pretty?” she smirks at you, leans into your personal space. you nod dumbly and she giggles. she tilts her head forward to capture your lips in a kiss, and you can’t help but sigh. despite her flirty behavior, it’s been almost two months since you’d last kissed, since you’d spent the night with her after jihyo’s party, and you missed it. you missed her.
the two of you collapse onto her bed and kiss lazily for a while; you relish in her gentle touches and natural beauty. she’s so pretty. she’s certainly handsome, too, you think. she’s honestly just the most gorgeous person you’ve ever seen in your entire life. her lips are soft and full, dragging lightly along your jawline before she nips at your throat. you whimper quietly as momo bites down on you again.
statistics long forgotten, you take your top off, toss it to momo’s floor.
momo’s plump lips are pressing hot, wet kisses against the column of your neck. you try to keep your composure, but a guttural moan makes its way out of your mouth and you instantly flush red. momo pulls at your pants, tugging them and your panties down your legs.
momo eats you out until you’re trembling, chest heaving and nothing but moans and broken speech falling from your lips. her lips and chin glisten with your slick, but she just gives you a quick kiss before leaning back down and attaching her mouth around your clit again. you fall apart once, twice, three times—your clit throbs intensely, painfully, too sensitive to keep going. but you don’t tell her to stop, so momo doesn’t stop, and you really like that she doesn’t stop. by the time you’re shuddering your way into a seventh orgasm, you’re limp and mumbling incoherently. momo finally lets up, licks into your mouth instead, your own cum coating your tongue as she kisses you wetly, desperately.
you go home that night feeling complete—and momo completes you again and again and again for hours when you show up at her place a week later, a giant A displayed at the top of your statistics test.
you’re pretty sure you’re addicted to momo.
you hang out with the older girl constantly. you go to movies together, study together, eat meals together. you don’t even go out to parties anymore, unless it’s held by one of your friends, choosing to go out with momo instead. you can’t remember the last time you saw yooyeon or jiwon. it hardly matters when you’re settled between momo’s thighs, lips wrapped around her clit, the sweetness of her cum dancing along every corner of your mouth.
eventually, you’re ending every other night in momo’s room. it doesn’t always involve sex—really, you just feel like being around momo. it’s nice. momo certainly isn’t complaining.
she starts to keep a toothbrush for you in her bathroom, and your clothes begin to mix in with her own closet.
chaeyoung doesn’t text you asking when you’re coming home anymore. instead, she asks if you’re coming over. whenever you swing by what’s technically your apartment with momo in tow, chaeyoung beams hugely at you, gives you a wink or a thumbs up. it’s only mildly embarrassing.
you’ve never had a friend quite like momo—she’s in a league of her own. she’s easily the best hookup you’ve ever had. you feel lucky just to be friends with her.
you think about momo’s taut abs, the way her skilled tongue curls inside you, her incredible stamina. you think about her contagious laugh, her alarmingly loud sneezes, her focused expression when she’s cooking something in the kitchen. you like all of these things about momo. you decide that, yeah, momo feels right. your head starts to spin when you think about what that means.
it dawns on you that this was what you’d been feeling every time you think about momo—want, pure desire, love. you’ve never craved anything or anyone like this before. you never felt want like this, love like this—it never felt right, not unless it was momo.
you’re at dinner with jeongyeon when you finally get the bright idea to actually tell momo you love her.
really, it’s more like jeongyeon hands you the idea on a silver platter.
“you seem happy,” jeongyeon says before biting into a dumpling.
you hum. “i am happy,” you say, not at all surprised to find your thoughts immediately drifting to momo. you begin to space out a bit as you think about all your recent memories with her; it’s not just the sex that’s good, but she makes you feel alive. when you’re with her, you forget about the rest of the world. it feels good to be around her. even just thinking about momo makes you feel at ease, content.
jeongyeon smiles at you, eyes softening. “so you and momo made it official then?”
that jolts you out of your reverie.
“momo—official—we aren’t—what?” you splutter incredulously. you stare at jeongyeon. she just blinks at you.
“you and momo,” she repeats, slower this time. “aren’t you guys, like, dating?” she says it so casually, in between bites of meat—you feel like the world has stopped spinning. “did she finally ask you to be her girlfriend?”
“momo and i are not dating,” you choke out nervously. “where in the world did you get that idea?”
jeongyeon stops chewing, swallows haltingly. “you’re kidding, right?” she sits up straighter, looks you in the eyes. “you guys aren’t subtle. like, at all. you know, we’re polite, not blind. those hickeys aren’t invisible, and you only got away with faking sick so many times before it tipped us off that something was up. plus, you’re always looking at each other with heart eyes. it’s kind of sickening, actually.”
you sit in silence as you absorb this. after a beat, you croak, “so, all of you… know about the sex?” she nods. “i see. well, honestly, i love her. but i’m worried that she’s not there yet.”
jeongyeon looks at you. “y/n, i’m pretty sure everyone knows that momo loves you. like, i’m not kidding, but she’s had a crush on you since you met. just ask sana. she’s been playing wingwoman for momo for months and it was like you were completely blind until the first time you and momo kissed. you know sana called me that night, drunk in dahyun’s bed, both of them shouting at me to start planning the wedding? mina helps momo pick out outfits for your dates. nayeon buys extra groceries because you practically live at their apartment now, and don’t think chaeyoung hasn’t noticed that. don’t even get me started on the updates jihyo and tzuyu send every week.” she decides to make it very clear to you. “momo talks nonstop about you, and the sex isn’t even a quarter of her rambling.” she rolls her eyes, but her lips stretch into a tender smile.
“oh. i guess i should probably do something about this, huh?” you rub your fingers at your neck as jeongyeon just rolls her eyes again.
“yeah,” she responds. “make it simple and just tell her ‘i love you.’”
you unlock momo’s room when you return from dinner and march up to momo, who’s laying on her bed, listening to music and staring at the ceiling absentmindedly. “i love you,” you say to her, feeling completely breathless. she sits up, looks extremely confused, but smiles blindingly at you. “i’m sorry i didn’t say it sooner.” you pause. “all of our friends seem to be under the impression that you love me back, so…” you trail off shyly.
“well, they’re not wrong,” she laughs out. “i do love you back.” you’re blushing, but momo just reaches towards you, pulls you onto her bed next to her. “no need to be sorry, by the way. i told you i was patient.”
that night, you see stars over and over and over as you and momo make love for hours until you’re both ready to pass out.
when your eyes finally shut, the last thing you register before you drift to sleep is momo whispering against your lips, “i love you.” and you think love might just be your new favorite word in the world.
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AO3 tag game :3
thanks so much for the tag @mvshortcut !!!!! much appreciated, this was a blast to fill out :D
How many works do you have on AO3?
86! Damn, that's more than I remember 🙀 I have been writing pretty fervently since I was pretty young, though, and I transferred all my old fics from fanfiction dot net to AO3, so it's a long stretch of time. All my old wattpad fics are still rotting somewhere though lmaooo I can't even access them anymore bc I forgot my password and I can't reset it bc I used a school email 😔
What's your total AO3 word count?
443,734! When I get to half a million I'm gonna have to throw myself a party. With boba and everything
How many fandoms have you written for, and what are they?
Oof, okay, here we go. A lot of the fandoms I have tagged on AO3 don't really "count" because they're just aggregate tags for the same fandom, so even though AO3 says the number is 48, I'm gonna count the TRUE number as 17. (It got cut down so much because of how many video game series have different games with different fandom tags on AO3, lmao)
Here's the breakdown of the list:
Persona (Mostly Persona 3)
Fire Emblem (Mostly Shadow Dragon and Blazing Sword)
Legend of Zelda
Pokemon
Professor Layton
RWBY
Kid Icarus: Uprising
Earthbound/MOTHER
Red vs. Blue
Voltron Legendary Defender
Naruto
Final Fantasy XV
Harvest Moon
The Mysterious Benedict Society
The Avengers
Animal Crossing
Care Bears (despite having never actually consumed any Care Bears media to my knowledge)
The worst part is that this stupid list would be much, much, MUCH longer if I finished even a quarter of my WIPs 😭 Hell, even just my "Video Games" subfolder in my "Fanfiction" subfolder has more than 17 subfolders in it...
Y'all don't understand how many random fics my ADHD spares you from ever seeing I have no focus
Top five fics by kudos:
Ash and Emotion (Zelda) - Not surprising, I knew this was my most popular fic. It was for a ZeLink zine full of beautiful work :)
Resemblance (Naruto) - bro I always forget people really liked this one. Literally an unedited drabble I did in an hour for a "pride month drabble challenge" which I immediately abandoned. Trans rights I guess
Always Wanna Play (But You Never Wanna Lose) (Persona 3) - This one isn't surprising either, and I'm very proud of this fic so I'm quite chuffed to see it get so much attention... thanks everyone :')
The Beat of Your Heart (Zelda) - Now this one surprised me a lot. This was just a little piece for ZeLink week... Another unedited one, I literally was writing it on the toilet in church so I could get it out in time 😭
Comfort (Zelda) - Another ZeLink week piece, but I knew this one was popular. Also unedited, lmao. I was writing it on the day of my AP Calc finals and I rushed through the exam so I could have more time to work on the fic 😭 I made some Choices that year
Do you respond to comments?
I try to! But I get very anxious about it and tend to work myself into a tizzy, so I often put it off for later and then forget, haha. Then I'll go and respond to all my comments from the last few months and feel even weirder about it... T_T
What's the fic with the angstiest ending you've ever written?
Oof. That's... a hard one, haha. I've written a couple of fics without happy endings, though I typically don't. At least three fics which end on a canonical character death, for instance. But I'd say the ending which made me the most emo writing was Butter, a Mother 3 fic. It ends with Lucas, who's like 9, recently lost his mother, then lost his twin brother (and thinks it's his fault), and is now being neglected by his father, crawling into bed and crying. So yeah, pretty bleak, lmao... but at least he doesn't die I guess?
Do you write crossovers?
I do, but I haven't posted many yet. I'm not always huge on writing them, but I do think about them a lot. I was working on this one Persona 3 x Fire Emblem Awakening crossover but I lost steam on it, and now there's a really lovely crossover on AO3 with a similar premise that I was SO delighted to come across!!! Hope y'all don't mind me taking a break from linking my own work to shill for this one, hehe
Have you ever gotten hate on a fic?
Unfortunately, yes, about six times, I'd say. Even more unfortunately, most of those times happened earlier on in my fanfic writing career, and I was pretty sensitive to hate back then, so I deleted many of the relevant fics, and some of them I don't even have access to myself anymore.
Not gonna talk about the ones that are still upsetting, but I will talk about the funny examples: on a (since deleted) RWBY fic, I said in the author's note that I "wrote them as platonic, but the fic can be read as WhiteRose", and then I got a glowing comment gushing about how good the story was which ended with "but then you had to ruin it by shitting all over WhiteRose, how about you [long suicide bait]". Third most baffling comment I've ever received.
The two most baffling were on different fics, but both were making the same weird accusation??? One was on a ZeLink fic (actually, on Comfort, my fifth most kudos'ed fic of all time now), and y'know I think I'm just gonna show you the comment in question:
The other one was on a long-since deleted fic which focused on both a romantic ship, as well as a fatherly relationship between one member of the ship and the other member's father. I guess having a fatherly relationship with your father-in-law makes your boyfriend actually your brother (and therefore you can't date him anymore). IDK man people are crazy. (tbf the commenter in question thought I was setting it up so that he'd get adopted by his boyfriend's parents, which would give them more of a case, but like... that didn't happen in the fic and wasn't going to. they just guessed at a future plot development and got angry about their guess)
Do you write smut?
I do, but I've never posted any. I've posted one fic that was very suggestive, I'd even call it "NSFW" in a sense, but never anything explicit. Maybe I will in the future? We'll see if I can ever finish anything smutty, lmao.
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yep, I had Ultimatum, my longest chapter-fic (and by far my most popular fic in the ff.n days) stolen and posted on another site by somebody. I reported it but never checked back up to see if it got taken down.
I also feel that I've had my work plagiarized pretty damn blatantly in another fandom (I was browsing a certain AU tag and read one which contained all the exact events and sometimes word-for-word dialogue from a fic of mine, just very very slightly rewritten) but the poster had no other works and their writing was definitely extremely juvenile, so... I figured they were a dumb kid and just decided not to raise a fuss. Checked back later and they deleted it, hopefully because they realized they shouldn't do that, so I figure there's no need to start shit over it. Honestly, if that person used that experience as a jumping-off point to write their own fics, then I'm glad it happened, imitation being the highest form of flattery and all.
Have you ever had a fic translated?
No, though I had someone reach out to me on fanfiction dot net a long time ago and ask permission to translate An Unheard Goodbye, which was super exciting! I agreed, but I don't believe they ever got around to it, or if they did, they never posted it. Still very flattering, and I think about that a lot, hehe.
What’s your all-time favorite ship?
HOW COULD I POSSIBLY ANSWER THIS. UM. UM UH. UHHH UM UH I. UM.
I'm.... gonna say Zelda/Link? I haven't written it in FOREVER but it was such a huge part of me coming into my own as a fanfic author, so I have to give it credit for that.
What’s a WIP that you want to finish, but don’t think you ever will?
.......all of them 😭 god I have so many of these damn things. But for the prime example, I'd point to Ultimatum, an old Pokemon fic that I started in middle school. I got all the way to the climax and I feel bad leaving my readers hanging, but... at this point, if I did continue it, I would honestly have to rewrite the whole fic first just to be in line with my current understanding of the characters.
What are your writing strengths?
Y'know, I think I get character voices down extremely well in a way which elevates my dialogue and narration. That's probably the thing I'm most proud of in my own writing, at least.
What are your writing weaknesses?
BREVITY. Or the utter, glaring lack of it. I have also been known to muddy up my writing with an overabundance of A) adverbs, B) unneeded clauses tacked onto perfectly good sentences, and C) em-dashes 😭
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fics?
I think it's dope as fuck, but I currently can't really accomplish it because I'm monolingual (NOT FOR LONG IF I HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT, I'M COMING FOR YOU, JAPANESE FLUENCY!!!!). I will also say that I don't like when authors will write characters having a story-important conversation in another language, then put the translations in the end notes or something, requiring you to either read the chapter confused or else keep scrolling back down and back up.... I think even that's totally fine to do if what's being said isn't plot-relevant, though.
What was the first fandom you ever wrote for?
Naruto. I hadn't read or watched Naruto btw, I had only read other Naruto fanfics. I have spoken on this topic many times, but it remains hilarious to me. Also, so many of my old Naruto fics are lost to the Wattpad times, but I will take this opportunity to once again share a quote which I recently managed to unearth from my long-lost unsung magnum opus:
Never ever will I intentionally attain the level of comedy gold that I managed while writing completely dead serious Naruto fanfiction on Wattpad in 2012.
What’s your favorite fic you’ve written so far?
See above. How could I ever top that fic.
In all seriousness, this question always makes me sweat, but I think I'm gonna say Oil, a slightly older fic from my EliHec days which I absolutely obsessed over for months before finally managing to finish. And, unlike most of the fics that I obsess over, I think the obsession actually made it come out better rather than worse, haha.
thanks again for the tag!!!! as for me, I'll tag uhh, hm, @wizard-finix @dreamedge @misty-wisp @flyfish1999 and any other AO3 writers who see this!!! (idk how many of you use AO3 and most of the MBS authors I know have probably already been tagged hehe but anybody who wants to should absolutely feel free!!!!!!!)
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hellooooo tumblr! is it too late to say happy new year's? it's been a bit too long since my last update/fic hasn't it? i never intended to take a break or stop posting on here, actually. i just got extremely busy working for a while and completely focused on that!! that work thing was really good for me, actually, and it's the main reason why i'm in a much better mental space at the moment. :)) anyways, a downside to that was that i didn't write at all! :(( i miss it and i definitely miss the boys... i miss them with all my heart.
i know writing and reading helps with that. so i do want to get back into fics - for me and for you - but i don't think i can actually promise anything or any consistency. i'll write/post whenever i can and whenever i feel like it.. (i have a lil holiday coming up so who knows) but i'm almost removing all pressure associated with this account, especially as i know i want to work harder in real life, and that'll give me enough pressure lmao also my brain was so focused on my real life for 2 months that i almost forgot how to daydream and come up with scenarios and stories :((
i guess that's the gist of my little update. a bittersweet one i guess? what actually made me think to post this was that i found another seokjin drabble i wrote in november but never posted/polished. it's gooooood, might just work on that tonight.. (don't count the amount of times i promised TYMI2 but went on to post a seokjin thing... the wrecker is wrecking).
so, yeah! thank you if you're reading this, to anyone that has ever read anything i've written, and for the new followers and the tags while i've been away <3
i talked way too much T_T hope you're all well, lovelies? xx
#pen talks#pen rambles#also i'm highkey crushing on wonwoo from svt#to the point where i might write a wonwoo drabble one day#JUST SAYING HES CUTE#THE JEON BOYS LATCH ONTO ME
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Hey, bud…
How are you doing today?
I hope that you’re doing ok after the troublesome comment that idiot anon had sent you and me venting all of my feelings onto you… (-_-|||)
The truth is that I HATE seeing you in a defeated state after a brutal blow from a message that’s so subjective! T_T
And yes, I’m fully aware of the 3 year age gap between us. But, just because that I’m an adult, DOES NOT mean I’m into that NSFW junk! It’s nasty! (XP)
I didn’t see that particular interest of yours as lustful or disgusting, but instead, I saw it as a little escape from all the struggles in my life. That’s the main reason why the stories I requested are lighthearted and wholesome. (Comfort, Healing, Protective, etc…)
I don’t want to trouble you and it may sound selfish but… This request of mine is about Alien Girlfriend from FNF: Starcatcher.
The Healing/Soft story about Starcatcher/Alien GF goes like this:
Everyone on Alien GF’s home world is having a meteor shower viewing party & Alien Girlfriend is here to witness it in all of its glory. She made a wish on the brightest blue shooting star she saw.
When the party is over, Alien GF decides to return to her royal palace for a good night’s sleep.
But, little did she know, that the blue star she made a wish on isn’t actually a star, but a spaceship. The one that will crash on her home planet soon.
Meanwhile, on the spaceship, Starcatcher/Astronaut Boyfriend is flying through space when he starts to feel tired and decides to take a nap with the autopilot on. But, he mistakenly turns on the gravity engine instead, causing an unintentional but critical error and ends up falling towards and crashes into an unknown alien planet, which is Alien GF’s home world, as a result.
I’m sorry… Is my request too much for you?
Don’t worry, I’ll write down even more details on a separate post later on. You don’t have to do it this weekend or any other day of the week afterwards. Just a few weeks after that is fine.
(Thinking: Big mistake, Star… You’re only going to add more fuel to the fire! I get that you only request those stories to them once every month, but you’re brutally forcing them out of the frying pan and into the furnace! If you fail to look after them during the writing process… They. Will. [REDACTED]. HATE you right after this!) o o o {{ (O~O) }}
If you’re busy with something else, that’s totally understandable. After all, I’m not rushing you to get back on your writing adventure. After what happened… last month… *sniffs and sobs quietly* (|||T~T)
Oh shoot, I forgot to respond to this. Hey Star, I don't have any contempt for you whatsoever or the prompts you give me. I appreciate that you don't put a lot of pressure on me because man I know I write a lot but the list of things I want to do with my abilities is huge and that often leaves me prioritizing one story over another. I know I do want to write this but yeah I am going to have to get other things done first.
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Hello, I'm back
Actually, I kinda forgot I have this account since several years ago tumblr was banned in my country. Nowadays, I'm thinking about writing more outside of social media, for the sake of more structured content.
Well, I have changed a lot since the last time I made a post here. I try to live my life more righteously to fulfill the purpose of my creation, to worship Him. I rid several of my bad and unuseful habits, including resigned from entertainment world (as a consumer of course, I wasn't a celebrity anyway :D).
I will utilize this platform to save a self-reminder so it won't take my phone memory T_T
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I posted 525 times in 2021
178 posts created (34%)
347 posts reblogged (66%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 1.9 posts.
I added 576 tags in 2021
#reblog - 220 posts
#ask - 86 posts
#tzr - 42 posts
#ts4 - 41 posts
#s4 - 38 posts
#bloodmoon rb - 34 posts
#sims4cc - 29 posts
#wip - 29 posts
#s4cc - 29 posts
#ts4cc - 28 posts
Longest Tag: 134 characters
#i think i'll have to lie to tumblr and say that they misattributed my work or sum shit bc they dont let us report on behalf of otherse
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Dragula | Eyeliner
Here’s something small I made after returning from vacation #2. This was tricky to make; I had to use blender’s texture paint to get it to look right. Since school is starting again I won’t be posting cc as actively :<
Big gothy winged eyeliner
All ages except for baby
Feminine
Results vary depending on eye shape
4 swatches of black eyeliner (as shown above + an extra where the white waterline is at 50% opacity which I didn’t show bc I added it at the last minute lol)
Custom thumbnail
Disabled for random
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Don’t be fooled by the front angle previews. The inner and outer wings are longer than they look ;)
See the full post
1812 notes • Posted 2021-09-04 20:30:55 GMT
#4
❝Enoby❞ Hair
I guess this is my 1000 follower gift? I originally wanted to put this in a pack with a few other items to officially celebrate the milestone but couldn’t bring myself to do that bc im too impatient lol. Anyway thanks everyone <3
Long emo hair named after a goff icon. Oh and 2nd hair from scratch!!
Teen to elder
30 swatches; 18 EA + 12 bonus
Split dye overlay in facepaint (slider compatible) + tattoo categories
Note: for the overlays, the bonus dark brown swatch shows up in the wrong order in CAS and i couldn’t fix it :/ all of the swatches are there and working but just that one shows up in the wrong order
BGC
Hat chops
Tagged as feminine
somehow lower poly than my first shorter hair (7k)
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2278 notes • Posted 2021-04-02 19:30:45 GMT
#3
❝Dahlia❞ Preset Pack
Random pack of 3 presets. All are teen to elder, have custom thumbnails, and are disabled for random.
1. Body preset
Mostly changes leg shape, wider set breasts, suits medium to small sized sims.
Female only
2. Jaw preset
Wider jaw with a pointier chin
All genders
3. Lip preset
Bottom heavy with m-shaped upper lip
All genders
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3935 notes • Posted 2021-03-12 20:30:55 GMT
#2
Khaos | Makeup Set
Once in a blue moon, I make something that doesn’t involve a mesh.
I love that dirty grungey smudged look so I drew these a few months ago with only black swatches, forgot about it, then came back to make more swatches. This set is focused on dark colors so feel free to recolor idc.
Everything is toddler (go make creepy kids ig) to elder, unisex, disabled for random, and with custom thumbnails.
1. Khaos eyeshadow
Big and dramatic, inspired by Taylor Momsen’s early looks
28 swatches (Top row)
14 plain and 14 shimmery
2. Khaos eyeliner
Filled in corners and a slight outer wing
12 swatches (middle row)
3. Khaos lipstick
Blurred over the lip line, kinda like the lollipop lip trend
14 swatches (bottom row)
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Some of the color boxes look the same but they have different undertones i promise
4627 notes • Posted 2021-05-28 20:30:37 GMT
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❝Yujin❞ Hair
My first hair mesh completely from scratch! I thought I’d never join the dark side but my curiosity got the best of me.
Short wavy hime cut with bangs that kinda resembles a mullet
Teen to elder
BGC
Hat chops
Feminine, enabled for all genders (however there’s clipping on male sims T_T)
30 swatches; 18 EA + 12 bonus
Egirl strands overlay in facepaint (slider compatible!) and tattoo categories
Inspo
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4840 notes • Posted 2021-03-05 20:30:29 GMT
Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →
#my 2021 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#haha hey things were worse than i thought and i haven't updated my game in months
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CONTENT CREATOR YEAR IN REVIEW
was thinking for 84 hours where should i post it but as its my creator blog i m doing it here <3 i was tagged by @taemaknae @suhdays @ynki @honsool @jjeongukie @taeyungie @dearbangtansonyeondan @lifegoesmon @everythingoes @flipthatjacketjiminie @yoongi-bts @jiminslight @hopekidoki @cowboyjinbop @yoonqiful @jcngkooks @pjmsdior @hobeah @balenciaguks @jinvant @hobibestboy @vjimin @yoongikook AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR INCLUDING ME T_T ik maybe its not a big deal but its a big deal to me and im touched :(((((((((((( also gimme some time to check all ur posts 👉👈 also im in a mood to say that ive collected many pokemons here djfksfhsakjddld ok nvm
also sorry for a long post ik tmblr fvcks things up sometimes when there is keep reading so dont fight me plz <3
❀ first creation and most recent creation of 2020
ok this is the fist one (still very pleased with colouring here T_T the stage lighting was,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well yeah as always lmao) and this is the most recent (TBH DKJSKDSDK I WISH MY MOST RECENT POST COULD BE A DIFFERENT ONE THE ONE I WANNA MAKE FOR A MONTH NOW THE ONE ID PUT A LOT MORE EFFORTS IN SO IM A LIL FRUSTRATED i literally just missed giffing but couldnt watch anything new so took an old vid i wanted to gif once I DIDNT EVEN USE MYCOLOURING PSD IT LITERALLY HAS ONLY COUPLE OF LAYERS uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :( but whatever,,, it just kinda doesnt show the difference -_-)
❀ a creation u r really proud of
well 👁👄👁 there r quite few,,, and the main reason is colouring most of these r comps and i a b s o l u t e l y sucked at comps and esp at making the colouring consistent there lol so lets begin lol 1 (u have no idea how muchi love this set) 2 (i fucking mastered it i wanted to remake it for two years and i finally did!! 60 fps smooth good moments iconic performance iconic hair colour his attitude bruh and ofc the fact that i could do sth with colouring,,,,,, and chose such an unusual colour scheme that i doubted jckdckfdk and it still worked out 🥺) 3 (lol i had this idea written down since 2018 as well and this year i could finally collect all moments i needed and oh boi yeah,,, AND COLOURING I COULD ALMOST yeah almost do sth decent with it there r still couple moments id changed but im pleased) 4 (im so happy whenevr i see this CUZ IT ALL WORKED OUT it was such an impulsive comp i literally only saw couple moments for past few years as well where i could see three of them in one frame and suddenly I WAS LIKE I FUCKING MUST POST THOSE MOMENTS SOMEHOW and im so proud of colouring it looks so well T_T) 5 (the colouring ofc im still :o that i could get rid of that shitty shit dkksjkj AND THE MOMENTS ITSELF?????? AND BLACK SWAN???????? EVERY PERFORMANCE???? HAIR?????? OUTFIT???????? EVRERYHTIGNM???????? HIS FUCKING STARE? FACE??? DONT MAKE ME CONTINUE AAAAAAAAAAA also if im not wrong this set in particular made me start my before/after posts 🥺) 6 (i jujst love everything about it e v e r yt h i n g also i could made ppl believe that jin fr has purple hair here when in reality its brown djhfdhskdf one of blending modes or adjustment layers worked this way lol) 7 (i wont even comment this tried a great tutorial with great beautiful resuls for the first time ever and it worked out so well and i like it so much and the whole yoongi here,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, also love me some borders that add cinematic feels to some gifs or just make them pretty in a dif way just like i did with prev post i mentioned imo lol) OK LAST ONE 8 (I USED A VIDEO OF STARS AND ADDED IT TO THE GIF FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I FUCKED WITHMASKING FOR 3 HOURS GRRRRRRRR THIS IS SO HUGE FOR ME!!!!! i cant even explain whew IVE NEVER DID ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE SO I WAS REALLY PROUD TOO even tho i fucked masking up on some layers lmao but lets not pay too much attention to it 👀)
❀ a creation that took u forever
ohhhhhhhh i think this one cuz the moments were long i couldnt decide what do i want to include + it ts file so u kno,,, the speed,,, of processing,, + somehow decided to put them all together + fucked with colouring + had to get rid of the logo and as we know japan likes a lot of big braight text around haha and draw hair in moments where logo made it look blurry + had to adjust the order and all that stuff but getting rid of logo was the longest part
❀ a creation from 2020 that received the most notes
whew this iconic one im still amazed tbh they looked soso incredible and im glad how everything turned out here <3 (could change some colouring on bg tho so it could look better and more hq :c)
❀ a creation u think deserved more notes
lol this one cuz i was so hyped to make it cuz their concert in saudi arabia is one of my fav things in the world and i waited for so long to have mood and energy to go throught it to find jk moments and i couldnt choose some for this comp for so long and just,,,,,, overall,,,, the way he looks here............................................................... its a special comp to me haha ill def gif more of it i have shit ton of clips left and also there r other members and i just want to sit and enjoy yhe whole thing to so may find more stuff to gif here lol
❀ a new fandom u joined an a creation u made for it
i didnt join anything heurheru
❀ a creation u made that breaks ur heart
OKAY LISTEN DSJAKDJHFDKJ THIS ONE IF U KNOW U KNOW AND IM SURE IT BREAKS ALMOST EVERY HEART tbh whenever i see soft smiles or soft interactions or anything like this im just :’( <3 even my serotonin boost tag does it to me cuz its too precious T_T
❀ a ‘simple’ creation that u really love
this one cuz everything about it ah and this one 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
❀ a creation that was inspired by someone else
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk maybe this one ? cuz i never did anything like this before and maybe i saw someones beautiful headers and decided to try one too ? i could do a lot better there is not enough depth but oh well,,, lol
❀ a favourite creatin created by someone else
oh its gonna be hard :) dear every conten creator i hope u dont mind if i wont go though the whole 2020 gif tag but choose form the most recent ones i loved? u know how much i appreciate ur content cuz i never stop screaming about it in tags but truly there r more content makers and i want u to know that i really love ur content :(
@syubb welllllllllllll i wont even comment this is iconique.....
@jinv T_T val i miss u but there should be bday comps with that BIG ASS IMAGE THAT HAS ITS PARTS ON EVERY SINGLE GIF I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN that icant even find dfjksfskj
@jung-koook i literally couldnt choose ehdskjdjksd but i decided this one cuz its sososososososososososososososososososososo well made every single detail here is chefs kiss
@kkulmoon i truly really cant get enough of ur colouring lately T_T
@minhope !!!!!!LITERALLY EVERY PANTONE COMP OR ESPECIALLY 7 YEARS WITH BTS PANTONE ONE IM AAAAAAAAAAAAA and lmao i think this is one of the most reposted things ive ever seen on internet T_T
@jjoon hng amy u know how i feel about ur content T_T decided this one cuz f l a w l e s s
@hopekidoki stuff like this makes my jaw lie in the floor dsjkdj
@flipthatjacketjiminie idk whats up but it makes me scream like a madman every time i see it.........
@lifegoesmon i cant even explain why i chose this one but everything here is so incredible !!!!!!!!1
@hobeah one of those good fucking bye ones.....
@taeyungie this made me feel so many things and a whole ass a w e so cool T_T
@jiminfilter i will never shut up about bts core jungkook one should also be here
@seoksjin THE COLOURS I SCREAM OH MY GOD O HMY OGD I JUST WENT TO CHECK OUT AND SAW THIS AND IMMEDIATELY DJKSJD DECIDED THIS IS CRAZY THE PASTELS THE PINNKS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA EVERYHTGIN but also those birthday posts ahhh T_T
@jinvant i wanna YELL but also u know how much i love ur quality and blacks T_T and gfxs too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@yoongi-bts i love everything here with my whole heart!!!
@everythingoes SHOUWLD I EVEN EXPLAIN WHY
@hobibestboy THIS IS SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE COLOUR SCHEME
@joenns I WONT EVEN EXPLAIN IM SO HURT HES SO THIS IS SO T____________________T
@jjeongukie idk i cant get enough of skin tone!!!!!!!!!!!!
@chaylani i really love the colouring and love these posts with highlights T_T
@eklipxe COLOURING AND EVERYTHIGN
@oncupid cant get enough of every colouring ive seen <3
@jiminslight THIS WHOLE GIF RIGHT HERE
@6dis-ease COZY AND PRECIOUS T_T
@ofkimtaehyung I LITERALLY HAVE NO WORDS ITS SO PRETTY
@taee it was really hard to choose too T_T decided to go with this cuz,, u kno
@yoonqiful CUZ THESE COLOURS DRIVE ME INSANE
OK THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG KDSFJSAKDL I WOULD ADD A LOT MORE CUZ THERE IS A LOT MORE TO ADD BUT IVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR THREE HOURS I BETTER CHILL
❀ some of your favourite content creators from this year
ok i may forgot someone + in no order in particular + literally every creator that i follow/whose content i reblog @taeguks @tearuntold @cyphertaehyungie @love4hobi @kimnamtaejin @taejoon @jimiyoong @namkook @taeyungie @jinvant @jinv @6dis-ease @jiminrolls @daechwitas @syubb @syuga @jjeongukie @cowboyjinbop @hope-film @minhope @hopekidoki @joonie @namgination @jung-koook @faerieth @kooksv @lifegoesyoon @yoonqiful @j-sope @chaylani @jiminfilter @jjoon @everythingoes @varietae @seoksjin @dearbangtansonyeondan @ofkimtaehyung @yoongi-bts @gaypeople @seokjinyoongis @agustdfeatrm @joenns @houseofarmanto @namjoon (will miss forever) @thebtsgenre @honsool @vjimin @seokjinite @jiminswn @taee @hobeah @lifegoesmon @taemaknae @gukgi @kkulmoon @flipthatjacketjiminie @jintae @jcngkooks @ynki @yoongikook @yoongiandthebiaswreckers @jiminslight @gwkie @oncupid @eternalbulletproof and many more <3
OK SO i wanna say a special thanks to every content creator ever and also i wanna say that im really glad to be a part of this community all of u r so cool and creative and make such beautiful things and many of u made me feel EMOTIONS with ur sets or not only sets ill be forever grateful that i discovered bts and for everything they do to me without even knowing ALSO THANK U FOR STILL BEING HERE ON TUMBRLDSDFKJ yeah this year was less active there were few issues many ppl went on twt but thank u for still being here also happy new year <3333333 i think i sounded deeper and more emotional when i was commenting ppls gifs :| but its almost 2 am so i hope u will understand dkfjkfsjk im happy there is this corner on the internet that feels cozy and so welcoming <3 i love u i wish u a better year ahead <3 ok for checking notifications purpose ill tag my blog lol @eternal-bangtan
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Intertwined Roots | ch. 6 - “tic-tac-toe” | A3! AU
This is another chapter that I was really looking forward to writing, since it introduces our last main character! This was also a chapter that I had planned out quite early on as well, so there was definitely a lot of anticipation to writing this!
Also, I realized that I’ve been using the wrong spelling for Tasuku’s nickname this whole time. I’m trying to stick with the localized spellings, and it’s spelled “Tachan” with only one ‘a’. I’ll have to go back and fix it in the previous chapters…!!
“Intertwined Roots” is an A3! alternate universe series where Izumi, Itaru, Tsumugi and Tasuku grow up as childhood friends.
For the summary, background and notes about the “Intertwined Roots” universe, along with more chapters, please refer to the “Intertwined Roots” Masterpost.
Masterpost for my other fanfiction: here
AO3: Link in my Blog Menu!
INTERTWINED ROOTS – ch. 6
“tic-tac-toe” | spring | Itaru (age 5) & Izumi (age 4)
Izumi sighed as she pushed away her picture book and flopped backwards onto the floor, her foot idly kicking at one of the coffee table legs. Though it was her favourite book, she had lost all motivation to turn the page and had been wearily rereading the same words over and over again.
Bored.
It had been four days since she’d last seen Tsumugi and Tasuku. This was the longest she had gone without seeing one of them since they’d first met almost two months ago.
“Mommy, when are Tsumu and Tachan coming back?” Izumi whined from her spot on the floor.
Haruna looked up from the kitchen counter she was cleaning and glanced at her daughter with an amused smile.
“That’s the second time you’ve asked that today, Izumi. They’ll be back at the end of Golden Week – so three more days.”
The young girl let out another miserable sigh.
“You’re going to chase all of your happiness away if you keep sighing, Izumi,” Haruna tutted lightly as she wiped her hands on her apron. “I’m done cleaning the kitchen for now, and there’s still time before I need to start dinner. How about we go to the park? Will that cheer you up?”
Izumi immediately sat up at the mention of the park. It wasn’t quite the same going to play without her best friends, but at least it would be more interesting than sitting at home. With an enthusiastic cheer, the girl scrambled to her feet and got herself ready. Soon, the mother-daughter duo left their two-bedroom apartment and leisurely made their way to the park Izumi often frequented with Tsumugi and Tasuku.
With everyone off work and school for Golden Week, the park was livelier than usual. Many families were spread out across the grass with picnic blankets and the air was filled with the joyful shouts and squeals of countless children. Izumi’s eyes swept across the playground, taking in the swarming play structure and fully occupied swing set, spring toys and sandbox. From what she could tell, most of the other children were several years older than her – about Fuyuki’s age.
“Izumi, after we spread out the blanket, can you help me pick some flowers for the house?” Haruna asked gently, feeling her daughter’s hand tighten around her own.
Perking up, Izumi nodded at her mother before they proceeded to claim an open area of grass with their pink and white blanket.
“Mommy, I’m gonna go this way to find more flowers!” Izumi called to her mother, several dandelions clutched in one hand. The young girl wanted to find some daisies to go with the yellow flowers she had already plucked.
As she walked further from her mother, scouring the grass for a glimpse of white flowers, she suddenly noticed a solitary figure crouched ahead of her on the outskirts of the playground. It was a young boy with fluffy hair and oval glasses. He was holding a stick in one hand and scratching it against the ground.
Maybe it was because he made such a striking sight, playing by himself in stark contrast to the bustling play structure behind him, but Izumi found herself fixated by the boy.
Curious about her new discovery, she scampered closer to the young boy and, before either of them realized, she had come to a stop in front of him. The only thing separating the two children was the drawing of a grid in the dirt between them.
Sensing her presence, the boy looked up from his drawing and glanced wordlessly at Izumi. His magenta eyes locked with her brown ones for just a moment before the boy’s gaze flickered back down to the dirt. Without even acknowledging her, he continued to scratch away at the ground.
Izumi watched as the boy drew an X in one corner of his three-by-three grid before drawing an O next to it. Then, he drew another X in the empty square above his O.
“Are you playing tic-tac-toe?” Izumi blurted out, surprised.
The boy looked up at her again with wide eyes, but didn’t answer her.
“I didn’t know you could play by yourself!” she exclaimed in awe, unperturbed by his silence. She had never thought to try that before.
Crouching down and setting her half-finished bouquet aside, Izumi studied the grid with an intense expression.
“Are you going to put the next O here?” she asked, pointing at an empty square. “Wait, no, put it here!”
Izumi was so caught up in her own excitement that she didn’t even notice that the boy still hadn’t said a word to her. In fact, he was staring at her as if she was speaking a completely different language.
“Can I play, too?!” Izumi asked eagerly, wanting to implement her great tactical plan to win the tic-tac-toe game. “Here, lemme borrow your stick!”
With her hand held out open and expectant in front of him, the boy reflexively placed his twig in her hand. Izumi quickly scratched an O into the dirt, blocking off the potential win.
“Your turn!” Izumi chirped, handing the stick back.
Though the boy still didn’t respond to her, he took the stick and drew an X two squares below her O before wordlessly proffering it to Izumi. Noticing that the boy was ignoring the row closest to her, Izumi drew another O beside her first one. Then, branch back in his hand, the boy scratched out his final X and drew a diagonal line through his three-in-a-row.
“I win,” he murmured quietly, a small smile spreading across his face.
“Ehhhhhh?!” Izumi exclaimed in dismay, more shocked that she had lost than by the fact that the boy had finally spoken. “Again!! Let’s play again! I’ll for sure win this time!”
“HEEEEEY! It’s time to go hoooome!!” a loud voice suddenly interrupted.
Looking up at the unexpected holler, the two children saw an older girl waving in their direction.
“Um, I gotta go,” the boy mumbled, standing up and dusting off his pants.
“Wait!” Izumi exclaimed, shooting upright as well. “Will you be here tomorrow?”
“Umm…”
Brows furrowed, the boy glanced anxiously over his shoulder at the older girl waiting with her hands on her hips, before whipping his head back to look at the bright-eyed child in front of him.
“Uh, I… I don’t…” he stuttered nervously, unsure of how to respond.
“Come back tomorrow, okay? After lunch!” Izumi insisted. “I wanna play tic-tac-toe with you again!”
Without waiting for his answer, Izumi took the boy’s right hand in both of her own and maneuvered his pinky to stick out. Hooking her own pinky around his, she shook their hands up and down furiously.
“There! Now it’s a pinky swear! So, if you don’t come back tomorrow, you’ll have to swallow a thousand needles!”
Dropping his hand, Izumi knelt to pick up her discarded flowers, oblivious to the dazed look on the boy’s face.
“Oh! I forgot! I’m Izumi! What’s your name?”
“… Itaru…”
((I commissioned some artwork for this chapter of the fic, you can check it out HERE!))
Ahhh, I’m so glad I was finally able to introduce Itaru!! Honestly, one of the biggest reasons behind how this series came to life was my desperate need to have a universe where young Itaru is happy and grows up with wonderful friends who appreciate and love him T_T.
Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed the chapter! I’d love to hear your thoughts, so please do leave a comment if you have any impressions! As usual, any reblogs are much appreciated! Thank you for stopping by!
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-Anmitsu
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This post is completely unrelated to art...but I wanted to speak about my fansign call experiences since it honestly made my year feel so special...
This’ll be a long post, you don’t have to read everything :’)
I’ve had the wonderful opportunity to speak to Dongkiz three times - one call was with the entire group and the other two was with their project group. They’re one my ults and they mean the entire world to me, I was more than thrilled to be able to have a chance to see them during this time.
The first call started off as a mess, because the app I used kept acting up. The first member, Jonghyeong, called me five times XD eventually the call started working and we started to speak but I forgot to press my screen record...it doesn’t really matter to me since I know it happened and I still enjoyed myself with or without the footage. All the members are incredibly sweet and humble.
Jonghyeong sang a little bit of Fancy and danced it for me, Kyoungyoon sang a little bit of his favourite song for me (Crazy by Gnarls Barkley), Munik called me pretty XD, Jaechan told me about his bass guitar and with Wondae...I told him how much I adore the group and that I’ve been a fan for a long time. He told me he was touched, and he thanked me for always loving them and supporting them.
The second call I won was with the project group, I:KAN. Munik was first and he couldn’t remember me from the first call, but he thanked me when I told him this was my second call :). I asked him what his favourite concept was and he told me “Lupin”. Then I decided to compliment him and he became shy XD then decided to call me “beautiful”. The second time he threw a compliment at me haha..
Jaechan is quite a shy person but we spoke a lot more during the second call. I showed him my cat since they are his favourite animals, he was very happy to meet her (the photo I used above where he is waving, he’s waving at my cat XD). I too complimented him, in which he said thank you with a smile. As the call was about to end, he says to me “maybe here can meet again?” And I didn’t expect it to be two weeks later haha...but that happened.
My third Dongkiz call, which was yesterday, was probably the most chaotic call I’ve ever had from the three I’ve done. The app started acting up again, the most I spoke to Jaechan for was around 15 seconds until the app froze and disconnected the call. We tried again for a second time and there was no sound so we had to end the call again. Makestar only allow you two chances to call before they say you can’t do it anymore, so I felt deeply upset. After the event was completely over, I received a call again, and it was a staff members talking to me. She asked me questions so she could check my video and sound quality before moving me on to Jaechan again. Things became smooth from here :)
Jaechan was lovely, as always. I showed him my Polaroid from Makestar and he goes “do you like it??” and he did a little dance when I said I did XD. I complimented him again but this time he called me pretty instead of saying thank you hahaha (he thanked me last time and got shy). I asked him what skill he’d like to learn and he said he’d like to play the piano!
Munik was his hyper self and when I said hello, he goes “oh wow! Thank you!” which confused me a little but made me think he perhaps recognised me? But I don’t want to get my hopes up lol. I too showed him my Polaroid and he said thank you and got really happy over it. I was about to compliment his outfit but he suddenly goes “you look so cute!” so I became embarrassed but said “you look cute too!” and there was lots of laughter XD.
Im not covering everything otherwise this would be wayyyy longer than it already is T_T but I hope you enjoy lol. If you want to see the footage, you can look at my Instagram - @pinkhuwee - I have highlights there. Thank you and have a good day/night~
#kpop#dongkiz#dongkiz wondae#dongkiz jaechan#dongkiz munik#dongkiz kyoungyoon#dongkiz jonghyeong#wondae#kyoungyoon#munik#jaechan#jonghyeong
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Alicization Rewatch ep 14
OK, I’m back! Sort of haha, I’m having exams in these few weeks T_T, but I’d definitely post more frequently now especially in Lunar New Year week, so look forward to more.
Today I’m only talking about one episode because while rewatching it I found that the aftermath of Deusolbert’s fight was dragged out for so long, especially the last 5 minutes. They could have speed things up by shorten the latter half while adding back the important Eugeo’s monologues that they always loved to cut that add a huge chunk of characterization to him in LN.
Remember in my last Rewatch post, I said Eugeo didn’t just stay there reading history books for fun? He actually has a more profound reason for it, which he narrated in LN before the boys fought Deusolbert Synthesis 7.
Eugeo has always been plagued by guilt since he was a kid, but it’s not just about Alice’s arrest and being taken away from him. Eugeo’s family is made of poor barley farmers, but his original Calling was cutting the Gigas Cedar, a task that would take more than his whole life to fulfill.
Calling is not something anyone can choose for themselves, but his family shunned him for not being able to help on the farm, and most of his salary went to his father Orick instead, thus Eugeo was stuck with eating stale bread and wearing torn shoes everyday.
Eugeo’s family in Alicization manga, which is the only image they have in any adaptation so far
If Kirito had never come and found the idea to cut down the Gigas Cedar with Blue Rose Sword after both boys raised their Authority Levels during the goblin fight, his life would be stuck with it forever.
When Eugeo left the village with Kirito, his family of course wouldn’t receive any more salary from Eugeo's labor, so they were openly disappointed with him even though he fulfilled a huge feat his village has always dreamt of (sorry for my crude personal opinion, but Eugeo’s family are pretty much assholes all around, even when Eugeo tried to paint them in a better light in his monologues). But Eugeo still thought it’s his fault so he decided that he’d become an Integrity Knight to one day compensate more money for his family.
But after what happened with Raios & Humbert, both Eugeo and Kirito became criminals, the village and his family would shun them away even harder (like you guys can see what happened to Alice S30 in WoU ep 1-2), all Eugeo’s plan to become Integrity Knight to help his family became meaningless.
From then Eugeo saw himself straying away from the righteous path. He thought of himself as a monster. He read many history books in Cardinal’s library to see if there are any other people like him who have committed crimes and could go back to their families unchanged. No such records exist. He can no longer go back to live a normal life, only a bloody path ahead. Eugeo mentally broke down and he would curve himself into a ball and cry if Kirito didn’t find him before then.
In his mind, his goal of taking Alice back to her family still didn’t change, he’d do anything for it to go smoothly. But for himself, he’d wanted Kirito, the black-haired boy walking in front of him to be his partner for all their hardships ahead. He’d even ask Kirito to flee and live in the Dark Territory with him if they ever achieved their goals.
There was no place he could live after his many sins anymore, except for the horrifying Dark Territory beyond the End Mountains. But even that was a price worth paying if it meant Alice could go back home and live in happiness again.
Eugeo watched Kirito walk before him, turning over this secret determination in his head. If I said I was going to the Dark Territory, would you come with me…?
LN Excerpt: Sword Art Online Volume 12 Chapter 8 part 1
After the fight with Deusolbert, while Kirito could see the Integrity Knights as poor beings whose memories were blocked and manipulated, Eugeo still viewed the Axiom Church as a wicked being and the Integrity Knights as a huge farce who had indirectly caused despair to their citizens and yet they all forgot about all their shady missions under Administrator’s orders, so they aren’t worthy of calling themselves justice defenders. That’s why Eugeo was so angry during his fights with Deusolbert (& Fanatio later), because he couldn’t accept their existence.
After it all, Kirito still bantered with Eugeo a lot like the old school days as a way to help ease his tension down, and assured Eugeo that everything was still fine. The silly banters the boys shared unfortunately have been changed into a very bland and dragged out version in the anime which shows none of their dorky character, so I post their original banters here:
Just then, Kirito came to a sudden stop on the staircase landing just ahead. He turned back, face dead serious, and said, “Hey, Eugeo………What floor are we on now…?”
“Um…well,” Eugeo said, wobbling a bit. He sighed, shook his head, and slumped his shoulders all at the same time. “Next one’s the twenty-ninth floor. I’m going to assume you were at least counting at the start.”
“Well, you’d think they would have floor number displays along the way. I mean, it’s just common sense.”
“I agree, but you should have noticed before this!” Eugeo scolded, but Kirito merely brushed it off and rested his back against the landing wall.
“Man, I’m getting hungry…”
“…I agree with you there.”
Eugeo thrust out his hand and demanded, “So hand over one of the ones you’ve got in your pockets.”
“Uh…but…I was saving them for emergencies…Man, you’re greedier than I thought.”
“You thought I wouldn’t notice how much you stuffed in there?”
Kirito gave up and slipped his right hand into his pants pocket, then pulled out two steamed buns and handed one to Eugeo. The smell of it was still strong enough to stimulate his appetite, even though they’d left the library long ago.
“That flame attack kinda charred it a bit.”
“Ha-ha…I see. Thanks, man.”
Cardinal had generated the steamed bun out of some precious old tome’s pages using her high-level sacred arts, a fact that Eugeo had to ignore as he bit into the treat. The crispy, burned outside gave way to juicy meat on the inside, which he savored rapturously.
In less than a minute, their little lunch was over, and Eugeo licked his fingers in satisfaction. Kirito’s other pocket was still bulging suspiciously, but Eugeo was happy enough to let it go for now.
LN excerpts: Sword Art Online Volume 12, Chapter 8 Part 2
I’ll will speak more about Eugeo’s continuous character development that anime hasn’t emphasized very well in next week’s Rewatch post.
#Eugeo#Kirito#Kirigaya Kazuto#Sword Art Online#SAO#Alicization#sao alicization#Alicization Rewatch#Deusolbert Synthesis 7#YujiKiri#KiriYuji
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The Promises I Made (2019 Edition)
For the past thirteen years, I’ve spent every New Year’s Eve compiling a list of fifty promises I intend to keep or fulfill over the next twelve months. The results have been truly amazing, and I have kept some promises I never thought I could. 2019 was… a nightmare that I can barely believe I survived, but I still kept some promises that I honestly did not expect I ever could.
This year, for New Year’s, there will be a new set of promises for to me keep, but here are the old ones, for review!
The Promises I Made (2019 Edition)
1) Be more proactive about tracking and following up with struggling students to decrease the number of students who drop from my class when they realize they cannot pass.
Status: Somewhat broken? I tried really hard to be proactive with my students; however, there were some massive issues outside the classroom this year that made it extremely difficult to keep the focus on the students. When administration drags your attention away from the class, there is not a lot you can do…
2) Find a place to put in volunteer hours because uhhhh like this is actually important to my work evaluation and I definitely need something to write in that section… Yikes, this spring is my last chance to do this!! @_@
Status: Kept. I volunteered with the Utah Shakespeare Festival and it was super fun!
3) Install the fire escape window in the Utah house, no matter how much it might cost, because I can’t get a totally unrelated tenant in that basement without said window…
Status: Somewhat kept. Okay. This one is a LONG story, but to be fair to me, I worked my ASS off to try and make this happen; just every single thing in the world prevented me from completing this promise, up to and including the city telling me I needed a permit AFTER I had already dug a massive hole in the ground for the window…
4) Buy sod to add grass to the front portion of the lawn so that it no longer looks like garbage.
Status: Broken, but I did buy grass seed and put that out there. Unfortunately only some of it sprouted, but there is indeed SOME grass now growing there…
5) Fix the bricks near the windowsills on the Utah house to prevent long-term damage.
Status: Broken. After dealing with the stupid window disaster, I had no time for this at all.
6) Get a watering system for my roses at the Utah house because I think my bro is probably killing them and that’s just not cool.
Status: Broken, see above.
7) Work on the patio at the Utah house before it just flat out falls down.
Status: Somewhat broken. Again, I tried to make progress on this—I called a patio guy to come out and assess how much it would cost to fix the patio—but the price I was quoted was so high that there was nothing I could do at the time.
8) Paint the stairwell so that there’s no chance of anything like lead paint or asbestos being exposed.
Status: Broken. The leftover wallpaper glue continues to confound me…
9) Trim the backyard bushes so the neighbors don’t hate us anymore…
Status: Broken. We trimmed a few bushes and at least got to the trees out front, but definitely a majority were left uncared for.
10) Move into a new house in Texas where I can get real internet, please for the love of god…
Status: Kept. I moved into a very nice house with no scorpions!
11) Save money for my upcoming trip to Japan! 2020 baby!
Status: Uhhh, broken. I’m not sure how I thought I’d be able to move into a new house AND save money for an international trip at the same time…
12) Get my wisdom tooth removed because it’s still there and still killing me, yikessss.
Status: Broken. AUGH. I’m an idiot.
13) Make an appointment with an eye doctor for like the first time in years. Good job, Yehn, good job.
Status: Kept. I got my glasses fixed and even got a new pair of glasses too!
14) Get my prescriptions refilled because I’m dwindling on asthma medicine and like… I could die from this… I should never have been left to care for myself; I’m not mature enough for this responsibility…
Status: Kept, surprisingly. But I still need a new doctor because the last one I was going to wouldn’t give me any refills…
15) FINISH THE GIVEAWAY PRIZES I PROMISED LAST YEAR because holy shit I am incompetent and the worst and everyone has permission to hate me for starting things and never finishing them, fuck.
Status: Broken. So broken. I am the worst.
16) Go dolphin watching in the Gulf for real this time. Seriously, it’s $10 Yehn, you can do this.
Status: Kept, amazingly. It wasn’t as impressed as hoped; however, there was a lovely sunset.
17) Return to the Channel Islands to take better pictures. D;
Status: Broken. T_T
18) Level all my classes to 70 in FFXIV before next expansion, please.
Status: Somewhat broken. I didn’t have everything to 70 before the expansion, but I kind of feel like I should get credit for this one, because HEY, look at me now:
19) Organize and properly label all the photos on my computer so that I’m no longer desperately combing through folder and folder in blank confusion, looking for a single picture in a sea of thousands…
Status: Kept. It took me like eight hours of work, but I actually did this.
20) Update Home and a Half more than once? PLEASE??? The guilt I feel over this currently is crushing.
Status: Broken. And the guilt grows…
21) Complete the online American Literature class I am designing on time and with no corrections needed.
Status: Kept. I’m counting this as kept even though TECHNICALLY there was one thing I forgot to finish and it came back and bit me in the ass; however, I was approved with no corrections needed.
22) Earn 100% completion for Kingdom Hearts III. So excited!
Status: Broken. Um… This just didn’t happen.
23) Update my calendar with important dates—holidays, birthdays, etc.—and be productive about sending cards and well-wishes.
Status: Somewhat kept. I wasn’t any better about sending cards really, but I did at least save all the birthdays in my phone so I remember them.
24) Get the garbage disposal in the Texas house fixed ASAP so I don’t have to wash the dishes by hand anymore because I absolutely hate that particular chore.
Status: Kept. Then I moved, so it didn’t even matter.
25) Finish all the books my coworkers and friends bought for me recently so I can thank them for their recommendations!
Status: Broken. So broken.
26) Actually move into my new place instead of leaving it completely undecorated and lifeless.
Status: Remarkably, kept. Nothing has plastic on it, unlike at my old house where the nightstand didn’t get unwrapped even after two years of living there lol.
27) Try hard to get Creative Writing into a different area of the general ed. core so that more people will enroll in it.
Status: Kept. I’m counting this because I did my darn best, but we are still waiting on the state to tell us whether or not the class will be accepted.
28) Get caught up on my Ebird reports, even the old, old, old ones I never put in because I was slacking.
Status: Kept, actually. Whoo.
29) Throw away/return/sort all the stacks of old mail in the house (OMGGGG they’ve made me look like paper hoarder and I’m nootttt).
Status: Broken. There’s just… a lot of papers to go through…
30) Clean up the garage before moving so that I don’t have to fight spiders to move when the time comes.
Status: Broken, in that I did not clean up the garage in advance and did, in fact, have to fight spiders when it came time to move.
31) Find a way to boost grading productivity so that each class takes only two days to grade, maximum.
Status: Somewhat kept. I was definitely better this year than last year; however, I really think the “two days per class” thing was too optimistic, so for the future semester, I allotted myself three days per class and I think it will work better.
32) Go to a totally new restaurant and try their food.
Status: Kept. We went to a Mexican restaurant and I had trompo tacos (al pastor) which is probably not anything special to anyone else but it was my first time so lol.
33) Cancel old credit cards to make sure my credit is good before trying to buy a house (although I just checked my credit score and I’m in the great range already, so this is mostly for posterity’s sake).
Status: Broken. But it didn’t affect my loan, so I guess it was okay. And it ended up being good I didn’t cancel my Best Buy card because I was able to get good financing on the new appliances I needed for my house.
34) Get official contracts from my tenants so I can use my rental income in my next loan calculation.
Status: Broken, but I ended up not using that as part of the loan calculation anyway >_> so…
35) Talk to an HR rep about my retirement savings so that I can consolidate all my retirement accounts into one. (Man, look at all these ADULTING promises.)
Status: Broken. Look at me failing all these adulting promises.
36) Really finish decorating my office so it looks super cute and all my students want to visit me.
Status: Broken, but I think it sucks that I have to write this because it was really not my fault I couldn’t finish decorating my office. Our offices were all moved and disrupted by building remodels so I spent the entire year basically working out of a couple cardboard boxes.
37) Not sign up for ANY more new responsibilities at work in the spring semester. This is the biggest challenge. D;
Status: Kept, by technicality. I was able to avoid signing up for anything new in SPRING… But fall… was a whole other story. XD
38) Migrate all the rest of my books to the new Texas house instead of leaving them in Utah… SOMEHOW.
Status: Kept. I’m going to count this as kept. The only books left at the Utah house are my manga—I managed to bring literally every other book, which is very impressive considering I had only my small Camaro with its tiny truck space.
39) Use my twitter account more often to make it worth following. I will try!!
Status: Kept… sorta? I mean, since I didn’t use the account AT ALL before, making even one Twitter post kind of counts as using it more, right? >_>
40) Keep my hair cut nicely so I look less like a mess (than I really am).
Status: Somewhat broken. Although I think I got my hair cut more often this year than before, I don’t think I looked any less like a mess. XD
41) Successfully find a bridesmaid dress for my friend’s wedding that matches the rest of the wedding party.
Status: Actually kept! It was incredible. The wedding I was in was even featured in a magazine because of how pretty it was!
42) Make sure my skin is in good condition for the wedding so I don’t look like a disturbing ghost…
Status: Kept? I mean, in the end, looking like a ghost ended up being the whole point since it was a Halloween themed wedding so I kind of won either way.
43) Complete my BNHA manga collection. Since my bro bought me a bunch of the volumes for Christmas, I might as well.
Status: Broken… I bought like… one volume. XD
44) See a groove-billed ani. (It’s another type of bird.)
Status: Broken. Very illusive bird. T_T
45) Respond to messages, asks, and comments more quickly. I promise I’m not ignoring people… D;
Status: Um, broken. I left many people on read this year, sorry.
46) Lose ten pounds so that I feel more fit and comfy.
Status: Broken. I didn’t exercise at all this year, uff.
47) Pay down credit card debt by at least 1/3. Yikesssss, I really need to do this quick.
Status: Broken. It’s hard to pay down a credit card when you pour all your money into buying a new house…
48) I will finally fucking finish that chapter 73 analysis of Noragami… I swear to god…
Status: Broken. Uh yeah. This didn’t happen. V_V
49) Reach 1700 followers on Tumblr. You should follow me—I’m only marginally a waste of time and space!
Status: Kept. Over 2500 followers now!
50) I will keep these promises. LOLLLLL.
Status: Somewhat kept/somewhat broken. One year I really will keep them all…
Totals
Kept promises: 18
Broken promises: 24
Somewhat kept/broken promises: 8
Well, there are more kept promises than last year at least… It was another really hard year, what with moving in the middle of the year, over-working, dealing with so much drama with the reaccreditation on our campus, and just EVERYTHING all at once this last year… I keep thinking things are going to calm down and then they never do. Please 2020… just let me rest…
My new set of promises will be up on the 1st!
#50 promises#new year's resolutions#IRL stuff#please 2020#I need a break#it's not the roaring 20s#it's the snoring 20s#PLEASE
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“BTS World” Ultimate Guide (Updated 10/13/2019)
💕 Small heart = meh
💗 Big colorful heart = okay
💖 Big colorful spinning heart = lots of points~!
WARNING: Please keep in mind that this is not a 100% spoiler-free guide.
Anything with just chapter-part numbers (e.g. “1-16”) don’t have any heart pop-ups and are just based on my opinion judging by how the members react to the answers in the game. All of these answers lead to the exact same outcome.
Also, I followed the spelling from the game.
Have fun!
CHAPTER 1:
After 1-4:
Message (Kim Namjun):
1) How'd you get my number? 💕
Are you really Kim Namjun? 💖
This isn't a dream... Right? 💗
2) I guess I am their replacement after all... 💖
Are you sure this isn't a mistake? 💗
Does this mean I can keep texting you? 💕
After 1-10:
Phone call (Kim Namjun):
1) Well, I guess that can't be helped! 💖
It might delay your debut. 💗
After 1-12:
Message (Hoseok):
1) From the beginning. 💖
The part where you were saying 'Fightin... 💗
Psh, I heard nothing! 💕
1-16:
1) It's our group name! 💗
That came out wrong. 💖
After 1-19:
Message (Jimin):
1) Be careful next time. 💕
Let's go to the emergency room! 💗
Stop getting hurt...💖
2) Nah... It's okay! 💖
Oooh, really? 💗
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CHAPTER 2:
2-3:
1) Of course, I'm fine! 💗
Honestly... I'm a little startled. 💖
After 2-4:
Social Feed (Seokjin):
1) You have to pour the sauce on sweet ... 💖
You have to dip each piece in the sauce! 💗
You have to make sure the pork pieces ... 💕
Message (Seokjin):
1) Who? 💖
Me?💕
The other members? 💗
2) Takeout isn't good for you. 💕
Enjoy your food 💖
What about mine? 💗
After 2-7:
Phone call (Jeongguk):
1) You must be tired, though. Go to bed! 💖
You called because you thought of me? 💗
2) Hey, why not? 💖
Suddenly barging in is a bit... 💗
After 2-8:
Group Text:
1) Thanks for reassuring me that you're fine...
I'm disappointed because you're doin...
(Both seem ok? Maybe the first one if you want to feel less guilty lol)
2-9:
1) What are you guys doing? 💗
As long as you're happy. 💖
After 2-9:
Social feed (Namjun):
1) Did you clean the dorm? 💖
Let's make a regular habit out of cleaning! 💗
I heard you were the messiest one, Namjun! 💕
2-11:
1) You need to stop this. 💗
Thank you. 💖
After 2-12:
Social feed (Taehyung):
1) Where is that? 💕
What's that bag? 💖
Feel the darkness...? 💗
2-14:
1) You should have been more careful. 💗
Don't worry about it. 💖
After 2-15:
Social feed (Yunki):
1) Is this a campaign to promote saving files? 💗
What's shupshup? 💖
It worked out in the end. 💕
After 2-17:
Message (Namjun):
1) He didn't look too happy. 💕
He looked okay? 💗
Namjun, you look like you're having a h... 💖
2) How about a sincere apology? 💖
Buy him a burger combo? 💗
Include glass mentality boy in the lyrics. 💕
2-18:
1) It's a learning experience. 💗
I believe you have a reason for that. 💖
After 2-19:
Group Text:
1) Dream 💖
??? 💗
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CHAPTER 3:
3-3:
1) The easy way out is to give up.
Relax. Stop worrying.
(Both seem ok?)
After 3-4:
Social feed (Hoseok):
1) It was the perfect party! 💖
Are you sure he was surprised? 💗
After 3-5:
Message (Jeongguk):
1) Are you sure you weren't surprised? 💗
Psh, you did fall for it! 💕
I'm happy that you had fun! 💖
2) Why are you sorry? 💖
So is it time to go record? 💗
The hyungs or me? 💕
After 3-6:
Phone call (Seok Jin):
1) To be Bangtan's manager! 💗
To be rich and jobless... 💕
To be an ordinary office worker. 💖
3-7:
1) Maybe you're judging too hard? 💗
How about trying something bold? 💖
After 3-9:
Social feed (Jimin):
1) No more shakes, right? 💗
Was it really good? 💕
It's so nice to see the two of you gett... 💖
3-12:
1) Maybe he's been slacking off. 💖
Maybe he's having second thoughts. 💗
(At least... I think?)
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CHAPTER 4:
After 4-3:
Social feed (Taehyung):
1) That's a really good photo! 💗
Let's take one together to post next time! 💖
Something's missing... 💕
Phone call (Taehyung):
1) I was the one who made the mistake. 💗
Why do you think that? 💖
2) It was because of the secret weapon reveal... 💖
It's nothing. 💗
After 4-9:
Message (Yunki):
1) Huh? It's the most handsome of them a... 💖
I wasn't worried at all? 💗
2) Should I reveal their first fan's identity? 💖
How about you comment using your r... 💗
3) Sorry... I'll stop teasing! 💖
Do you want me to keep it a secret? 💗
You don't sound like your usual self... 💕
After 4-13:
Social feed (Jeongguk):
1) Instant noodles instead of a proper m... 💕
Share, please! 💗
Is there anything you can't do? 💖
After 4-19:
Phone call (Hoseok):
1) You forgot to count yourself! 💖
Where did the last member go? 💗
2) You sure were. I didn't cry!!! 💖
Just a tiny bit... 💗
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CHAPTER 5:
After 5-5:
Message (Seok Jin):
1) Nope nope not at all! 💗
A little but it's okay. What's up? 💖
2) I don't understand? 💖
This is so sudden! 💗
After 5-6:
Social feed (Jimin):
1) I can't believe you threw me a surpr... 💕
The fresh cream made your face sweeter? 💗
I'm more thankful! 💖
5-10:
1) Of course you're charming!
Please don't...
How about you think it over first?
(Everything's OK lol he ain't gonna change his mind)
After 5-11:
Group Text:
1) Guys... I'm sorry...
Bear with me...
(No heart pop-ups but 2nd one is better)
5-17:
1) You're right, you should think about it.
It's not your fault.
I'll appoint Jeongguk as leader, then.
(All options are OK and cute asdfghjkl I love him)
After 5-19:
Message (Taehyung):
1) What were you doing? 💗
You can do it next time 💖
The bus is long gone 💕
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CHAPTER 6:
After 6-9:
Phone call (Yunki):
1) Is this really "serious"? 💕
Nope. You have to. 💗
Are you struggling? 💖
2) Yunki! You have to go to the gym! 💖
You already sleep enough as is! 💗
After 6-11:
Social feed (Jeongguk):
1) So how do you feel? 💕
The outfit looks cool! 💖
It makes debut day seem so close! 💗
Message (Jeongguk):
1) You've grown! 💖
You're becoming an adult! 💗
2) No….. 💖
Yes!!!!! 💗
After 6-13:
Social feed (Seok Jin):
1) What else is shining? 💗
Your face was also shining, Seok Jin 💖
??????? 💕
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CHAPTER 7:
After 7-1:
Social feed (Yunki):
1) Woah it’s SUGA’s POV!! 💗
Pretty good! 💖
Do you have a selfie? 💕
After 7-5:
Message (Hoseok):
1) Okay sure! 💖
Right now? Even though it’s dark? 💗
Neighborhood? 💕
2) Of course I can! 💗
No! 💖
I deleted it 💕
After 7-7:
Social feed (Namjun):
1) Congrats on the comeback! 💗
This is only the beginning! 💖
T______T 💕
After 7-12:
Message (Jeongguk):
1) It’s because of the year-end show huh? 💖
You napped a lot earlier! 💗
2) How come you pretended to be sleeping? 💖
Were you eavesdropping? 💗
After 7-13:
Social feed (Jimin) :
1) It was great! 💖
I’m looking for the culprit! 💗
I never want to have another snowball fight 💕
Message (Taehyung):
1) Oh no you found me out 💗
I’m not sick! 💕
C...ough COUGH 💖
2) Medicine? 💖
Snack?
Money?
After 7-19:
Message (Yunki):
1) I’ll fly over right now! 💖
At this hour?
I’ll send one of the members
2) This is only the beginning 💕
Let’s have a party to celebrate!
How happy?
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Affinity Messages:
Message (Namjun, lvl 5):
1) What the... 💗
I was just joking. 💕
You have a point. 💖
Message (Namjun lvl 7):
1) The Dignity of a Wise Leader 💗
How to Become a Sexy Guy 💖
How Mensa Members Live 💕
2) That sounds perfect for you. 💖
Why do you need a book to learn about that? 💗
Message (Namjun lvl 11):
1) You smashed a drawer...? 💕
Good thing you found it 💗
You're not hurt, are you? 💖
2) Did you write down your first impression... 💖
Did you write down your first impressions... 💗
(Screw this choice, honestly)
Message (Namjun lvl 13):
1) A cold? 💗
A slump? 💖
Is it Taehyung? 💕
2) I'll try. 💖
I can't. 💗
Social feed (Namjun lvl 19):
1) I’m glad you’ve gotten over your slump 💖
You should have cropped Seokjin out 💕
You’re a real workaholic 💗
Phone Call (Namjun lvl 22):
1) Prep the chicken first. 💖
Peel the potatoes first.
Did you make the sauce yet?
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Message (Seok Jin lvl 6):
1) Where's the extremely good look... 💗
Are you referring to yourself? 💕
I knew that already. 💖
Message (Seok Jin lvl 11):
1) I'm busy today. 💗
I'll stop by later. 💖
2) Do your best. 💗
Order some chicken... 💖
Message (Seok Jin lvl 17):
1) Of course! 💗
No... 💖
Message (Seok Jin lvl 22):
1) You set me up. 💗
It's true, honestly! 💖
Aren't you tired of it? 💕
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Message (Yunki lvl 4):
1) What were you doing 💗
Were you sleeping? 💕
So you didn't block me 💖
Message (Yunki lvl 5):
1) Sorry, I must've mixed them up. 💗
Are you sure you didn't mix them up? 💖
Message (Yunki lvl 10):
1) Did you eat anything at least? 💗
You should hurry up and go to bed 💖
So cute lol! 💕
Message (Yunki lvl 15):
1) Making good use of it? 💖
I didn't buy it. 💗
Phone Call (Yunki lvl 21):
1) Perfect day for laundry! 💗
It's a perfect day to go outside. 💕
It's a perfect day to stay indoors at home. 💖
Message (Yunki lvl 24):
1) I think you’d make a great one. 💖
I can’t imagine you being one.
2) Shouldn’t you be a bit more polite?
I’m gonna sue you… 💖
----------
Message (Hoseok lvl 7):
1) Yes of course! 💖
Come on... 💗
Message (Hoseok lvl 9):
1) Are you holding out on me? 💖
I'm still really curious... 💗
Message (Hoseok lvl 14):
1) This is a bad idea. 💖
Of course! Have fun! 💗
Social Feed (Hoseok lvl 20):
1) It was so far away T_T 💖
Right, it was worth it! 💕
I went with him so he wasn’t bored! 💗
----------
Message (Jimin lvl 3):
1) You don't have to be so formal! 💖
You replied almost immediately! 💕
Why are you there? 💗
2) Why would you say that? 💖
Why do you think that? 💗
Message (Jimin lvl 15):
1) Have I been found out already? 💗
Enjoy it and good luck at practice! 💖
I found it on my way here. 💕
2) What’s your favorite food? 💗
What’s your favorite game? 💕
What kind of videos do you like? 💖
Message (Jimin lvl 17):
1) Cat food! 💗
Chicken breast! 💖
Yummy snacks! 💕
Social Feed (Jimin lvl 20):
1) The cat looks full! 💗
Your life is just as important as practicing. 💖
Can't I be the angel instead? 💕
----------
Message (Taehyung lvl 4):
1) I'm not sure, I don't know either. 💗
What do you think, Taehyung? 💖
It's because of the color violet's refract... 💕
Message (Taehyung lvl 6):
1) It's great! 💖
That's grand. 💗
I'm not so sure.... 💕
Message (Taehyung lvl 14):
1) You really are 4-dimensional, aren’t you. 💕
Is your blood type AB? 💗
Your mind moves so fast, Taehyung, … 💖
2) Do whatever you want to do, Taehyung! 💖
Rap? Will you be able to… 💗
Message (Taehyung lvl 17):
1) What are you thinking about this time? 💗
Look at how good-looking you are. 💕
When are you rapping for me? 💖
Phone Call (Taehyung lvl 22):
1) Don't you think you need to practice a lit… 💗
Yup, good enough! 💖
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Message (Jeongguk lvl 7):
1) I feel used. 💗
Invite me all you want, then. 💖
2) Who else would it be? 💖
Have you been paying attention? 💗
3) You don't like it? 💗
Alright, thanks. 💖
Message (Jeongguk lvl 12):
1) Is that true? 💗
You were too embarrassed to say so, huh? 💕
I feel like it was worth it. 💖
Message (Jeongguk lvl 16):
1) You're playing a game right now, are… 💖
Wow rekt 💕
I thought you were a robot! 💗
2) That much, huh? 💖
Me or lamb kebabs? 💗
Never mind. 💕
Phone Call (Jeongguk lvl 21):
1) Of course! I'll come for you. 💖
Are the other hyungs busy? 💗
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3 ⭐ - 5 ⭐ Card Guide:
Kim Namjoon (5* Card):
Skywatching 1:
1) It's pretty cloudy.
It's so clear! 💖
It's just dark.
2) Why are you doing this?
Okay, I'll look. 💕
Are you watching me?
Skywatching 2:
1) Can you find my zodiac constellation? 💖
You're more romantic! 💗
Kim Namjoon (4* Card):
Beloved Fedora 1:
1) You look like a model! 💗
Do you really like that fedora?
I don't really like it, either...
Beloved Fedora 2:
(no choices)
Breaking from the Path 1:
1) Whoa you got lost???
Check your maps app!
I'll come find you right now! 💖
Breaking from the Path 2:
1) I didn't have trouble finding it… 💕
I'll fix the address system just for you. 💗
Even your excuses are adorable! 💖
Fine Dust 1:
1) No outdoor activities today! 💗
I'd like a mask please! 💕
Please destroy the fine dust too 💖
Fine Dust 2:
1) You really do look like it 💕
You know I was kidding right? 💖
You look like an acorn 💗
Food for Thought 1:
1) What are you reading? 💗
Such a sexy genius. 💖
That's not a real disease. 💕
Food for Thought 2:
1) Yeah, it's so cool! 💖
What does that mean? 💕
My head hurts... 💗
In Search of the Passport 1:
(no choices)
In Search of the Passport 2:
1) Now you won't forget anything!
Who taught you to do this?
Don't forget your swag! 💖
Pretty Hands 1:
1) I can't even single-task…
Isn't it better to do one thing at a time? 💖
Ah it hurts when you bite your nails T_T
Pretty Hands 2:
1) Isn't it dangerous to wander alone at night?
I wanna go, too! 💖
Emotionally expressive as always, Namjun.
The Joy of Learning 1:
1) What's your secret? 💖
You think studying is fun? 💗
You're amazing, Namjun! 💕
The Joy of Learning 2:
(no choices)
What’s My Score? 1:
1) You’re underestimating yourself. 💖
How many points would you give me? 💗
Don’t stress out about it! 💕
What’s My Score? 2:
1) 100 points! 💖
No points.I can’t tell you.
Kim Namjoon (3* Card):
A Placebo Effect:
1) I'll buy you energy supplements 💖
You didn't get in trouble? 💗
A Single Rose:
(no choices)
Every Day is My Birthday:
(no choices)
Gentlemanly Manners:
1) That's a line from a movie, right? 💖
Taking yourself a little too seriously, huh? 💗
Hobby: Studying:
1) I totally understand. 💖
I can't relate... 💗
Namjun's Wish:
1) That's so moving 💖
That's not what I would wish for… 💗
Negative 248 Degrees:
1) You'd be dead if that was true... 💖
Did something happen? 💗
One Track on Repeat:
1) Me too 💖
Not me 💗
Own Sense of Style:
(no choices)
Small Moment of Happiness:
1) Aren't you lonely? 💖
Don't forget to clean the dorm! 💗
The Usual Please:
1) I wish I had been there to see it! 💖
That new cashier didn't know any better. 💗
Two Selves:
1) What's the difference between the two? 💖
Both are precious to me! 💗
Where’s the Basketball?:
1) I’ll help you find it. 💖
Is there anything you haven’t lost…? 💗
Kim Seokjin (5* Card):
While Asleep 1:
1) You were pretty calm.
You were singing. 💗
You were calling my name!
2) I'm really glad.
I can say the same 💕
I don't like being comfortable
While Asleep 2:
1) Nothing really
I do sleep talk a little 💖
Oh man I can't tell you
2) No wonder I felt so warm 💖
Why didn't you just wake me up
Keep it a secret from the other kids!
Persevering Spirit 1:
(no choices)
Seok Jin Over Flowers 1:
(no choices)
The Eldest's Grievance 1:
1) Are you sick?
I'll buy you supplements.
I've felt the same way lately. 💕
Kim Seokjin (4* Card):
A Drive 1:
1) I didn't know you had a driver's license! 💗
I want to go for a drive, too. 💖
Is something frustrating you lately? 💕
A Drive 2:
1) The nightscape from the bridge was…
Then it's time to practice!
I acknowledge you as the driver! 💖
A Slump 1:
1) What's going on?
Wanna go eat meat? 💖
We're all here for you.
A Slump 2:
1) You sound so grow up.
So, what'd you forget about?
You did so well on your own! 💖
Fairytale Prince 1:
1) Those books are all pretty thin, aren’t they? 💖
Why the fairy tales? 💕
Let me know if you read a good one! 💗
Fairytale Prince 2:
1) I’ll be your prince! 💖
Fairy tales are exactly that, fairy tales…
That makes me feel calm for some we...
Late-Night Chef 1:
1) Looks so good 💗
Seok Jin made a mistake?! 💕
Looks like you're working overtime, Seok Jin! 💖
Persevering Spirit 1:
(no choices)
Persevering Spirit 2:
1) Your health is more important than … 💗
You care so much about the people aro...💖
Seok Jin Over Flowers 1:
(no choices)
Seok Jin Over Flowers 2:
1) Both are beautiful! 💕
Seok Jin, you’re beautiful! 💗
Flowers are beautiful! 💖
Support of a Handsome Guy 1:
(no choices)
Support of a Handsome Guy 2:
1) Me? Why? 💗
No! 💕
How about sticker pictures instead o… 💖
The Eldest's Grievance 1:
1) Are you sick? 💗
I'll buy you supplements. 💖
I've felt the same way lately. 💕
The Eldest's Grievance 2:
1) They're doing it because they like you. H…
Do you want to go get dinner? 💖
Leave the maknaes to me!
Kim Seokjin (3* Card):
A Blessing and an Honor:
1) That didn't sound like kidding... 💖
I think of it as a blessing! 💗
A New Hairstyle:
1) World's cutest… 💖
Why'd you do that? 💗
A Small Face:
(no choices)
Eye Candy:
1) So good-looking T___T 💖
Do you really mean that? 💗
Gift of a Bouquet:
1) One bouquet of Jin please 💖
I like flower bouquets though 💗
Idioms:
1) The meaning seems off… 💖
What a perfect example! 💗
Quote of the Day:
1) I know that well! 💖
You're joking, right...? 💗
Recipe for Rolled Eggs:
1) I don't have the most important ingredient... 💖
This recipe is a bit weird. 💗
Reliable Shoulders:
(no choices)
Shy Feelings:
1) Are you practicing it to show the fans? 💗
Is that for me?! 💖
Strawberries and Strawberry Flavors:
1) Oh, I know! 💖
So picky… 💗
Surprise!:
1) Was the mirror not clean enough? 💖
Startling looks indeed. 💗
Sweet words:
1) You're handsome!!!!! 💖
You really don't get tired of it? 💗
Min Yoongi (5* Card):
Charging Complete 1:
1) A m a z i n g…
How’s your fatigue?
Glad to hear you slept so well! 💖
2) I wasn’t expecting anything. 💖
I’m slightly disappointed. 💕
Yeah, I was! 💗
Charging Complete 2:
1) It left a scar on my heart… 💖
Thanks for texting me. 💕
I remember everything you say, Yunki. 💗
2) You seem friendlier than usual! 💖
You look like you’re having fun. 💕
This picture’s so cute! 💗
Passionate Dancer 1:
1) I'm so sorry... 💗
You fell perfectly into my trap. 💖
That was completely my fault. 💕
2) Isn't that a wet wipe? 💕
Don't cry, just get stronger. 💖
Somehow that just hurts me more... 💗
Passionate Dancer 2:
1) I can't acknowledge that! 💕
I completely agree. 💖
Show me. 💗
2) I didn't know that 💖
Of course I know that! 💕
I've never heard you, so I wouldn't know. 💗
ShupGuyver 1:
1) Did he ask you to make him food?
Did he ask to sleep in your room?
Did he ask you to go out and have fun? 💕
2) You don't talk… much?
That's what makes you so cool 💕
Those are some very precious hands
ShupGuyver 2:
1) That's really amazing
Make me an armoire please 💗
Aren't you exaggerating
2) First time I've heard it 💖
Yes of course I know
Who's that?
Min Yoongi (4* Card):
A Charming Hacker 1:
1) I didn't know you were so edgy. 💖
I'm gonna screencap this. 💗
You left your account logged in, huh? 💕
A Charming Hacker 2:
1) Taehyung?
Jimin?
That was actually me. 💖
A Meal with Jeongguk 1:
1) Sounds like it was good! 💗
Go to an all-you-can-eat place next time. 💕
How could you forget about me? 💖
A Meal with Jeongguk 2:
1) That sounds pricey. 💗
I’ll buy next time! 💖
You guys get along so well! 💕
An Old Friend 1:
1) What song are you practicing? 💕
I wanna see you play piano, Yunki! 💖
You know how to play the piano? 💗
An Old Friend 2:
1) Do you want me to help you? 💗
Let's think of a special performa… 💕
Is there anything you can't do? 💖
Composing is Hard 1:
(no choices)
Composing is Hard 2:
1) I eat spicy food.
I watch scary movies.
I think of you guys! 💗
Laughing Virus 1:
(no choices)
Laughing Virus 2:
1) I don't think my fancams would be funny. 💗
I watch your fancams too sometimes, Yunki. 💕
Well… Whatever makes you laugh. 💖
Pokerface 1:
(no choices)
Pokerface 2:
1) Are you sure people misunderstand?
I think glasses would look nice on you! 💗
I like you better without glasses T_T
Restaurant 1:
(no choices)
Restaurant 2:
1) Great!! I’ll be right out. 💗
I thought you didn’t like that kind of food? 💖
I don’t feel so good today… 💕
Time for a Break 1:
1) No way 💕
You look tired? 💖
That's shameless of you. 💗
Time for a Break 2:
1) Why don't you sleep in tomorrow? 💖
Being busy is a good thing!
Your bucket list is so sad.
Min Yoongi (3* Card):
A Manager's Concerns:
(no choices)
A Mysterious Expression:
(no choices)
Charms of Travel:
1) I know what you mean! 💖
I don't feel that way… 💗
Confessions of Love:
1) This is so sudden! 💗
Who's this for? 💖
Go! Shooting Guard:
1) Let's have a contest. 💖
How about you don't... 💗
Living Point:
1) Taxis are expensive… 💖
I can just give you a ride! 💗
Present to Myself:
1) What scent's the bath bomb? 💖
Is today a special day? 💗
Reminiscing:
1) You'll be able to experience it again! 💖
How about focusing on the present? 💗
Supernatural Tastes:
(no choices)
The Mind's Eye:
1) Liar 💖
I wanna try! 💗
The Rights of a Champion:
(no choices)
Ticketing:
1) Leave it to me. 💖
I know that feeling so well. 💗
Turn Up the Volume:
1) That's understandable… 💖
The waiter was a jerk! 💗
Jeong Hoseok (5* Card):
Sleep Tight 1:
1) I'm okay 💗
Nope I'm not okay
How'd you know?
2) I think it will 💖
Nope it's not helping
Will I be able to fall asleep?
Sleep Tight 2:
1) Dreams about you, Hoseok 💖
Exciting dreams
Nightmares
2) I was flying too 💖
I wasn't flying
I'm just kidding
Jeong Hoseok (4* Card):
A Day Off 1:
1) Rest up! 💗
Is today a chicken kind of day? 💖
You're not going to practice? 💕
A Day Off 2:
1) Still, rest up while you have the chance.
Try practicing some light choreography? 💖
Hoseok, you're a practice fiend!
A Doggy Friend 1:
1) Should we get a pet dog for the dorm?
Do you like animals?
That dog looks like you! 💖
A Doggy Friend 2:
1) I think you’d do well, Hoseok! 💖
Not everyone can do it.
What’s agility?
Animal Farm 1:
1) So you can fly? 💖
Please be reborn as Hoseok. 💗
I thought you were scared of birds! 💕
Animal Farm 2:
(no choices)
Be Healthy 1:
1) Pain relief patches are perfect for mus… 💗
Take it easy with the practicing. 💕
Think of it as a badge of honor f… 💖
Be Healthy 2:
1) Say no to muscle aches!! 💖
Teach that to the others. 💗
Your stance looks wrong… 💕
Careful of Colds 1:
(no choices)
Careful of Colds 2:
1) Time for some ginger tea 💗
You can't be sick 💖
I'm sick too 💕
Hoseok and the Doggy 1:
(no choices)
Hoseok and the Doggy 2:
1) Dogs! 💗
Cats! 💕
Hoseok! 💖
I Need Luck 1:
1) Did you check your horoscope?
You can borrow some of my luck. 💖
It's just one of those days…
I Need Luck 2:
1) Is something giving you a hard time?
You're always so positive, Hoseok!
You don't have to force yourself to sm… 💗
Jeong Hoseok (3* Card):
A Hobi Massage:
1) Don't you need one of those? 💖
My muscles are tense, too. 💗
A Hopeful Day:
1) Is today a special day? 💗
I'll have a hope-filled day! 💖
A Mysterious Bag:
1) What's in it? 💖
It's hella trophies and it's… 💗
Adorable Sleeping Habits:
1) Where did that come from? 💖
I’ve got to see this for myself 💗
Dance Team Complete:
1) Me!!! 💖
I think I know who! 💗
Devilish Eyes:
1) You’re there already... 💖
Guess you need to work a little harder! 💗
Each Others' Hope:
1) So sweet. 💖
I'm your manager! 💗
Follow What I Do:
1) Following your lead is hard. 💗
Does that really work? 💖
Hoseok's Transformation:
1) I like kind Hoseok… 💗
Whoa, scary! 💖
Hairband:
(no choices)
Heart-Shaped Smile:
(no choices)
Hope Minutes of Hope Hour:
1) It’s late. Are you not gonna sleep? 💖
Share some hope please 💗
Revenge of the Late Night Snacks:
(no choices)
Park Jimin (5* Card):
Warm Dumplings 1:
1) That's a cute letter
I'm sorry, dumplings!
I'll be right there! 💗
2) Yes, good job! 💖
Eat them if you want to.
I'll start up a kimchi dumpling place for you.
Warm Dumplings 2:
1) If you don't come soon I'm leaving.
I want to see you!
Come after practice. 💗
2) It's because of the kimchi dumplings, isn't it?
Nope, no can do!
I'll try to do this more often. 💖
Park Jimin (4* Card):
Almost Lucky 1:
1) Oh no... 💕
Don't be too disappointed! 💖
I'll take the punishment for you! 💗
Almost Lucky 2:
1) Hiking... Sounds fun! 💖
Such a heartless competition... 💗
Are you sure it isn't match fixing? 💕
Beautiful Night 1:
(no choices)
Beautiful Night 2:
1) What are you doing up?
You should go to bed!
I like it, too! 💖
Movie Date 1:
1) A comedy.
A love story.
A martial arts movie. 💖
2) Even scary movies?
Why are you so kind?
Me, too! 💖
Movie Date 2:
1) Was it really fun?
That's good to hear. 💖
Don't do that again!
2) Let's watch another one next time!
You're overflowing with love. 💖
Outfit of the Day 1:
(no choices)
Outfit of the Day 2:
1) Looks like something you have 💕
It suits you!! 💗
Where’d you buy it? 💖
Photogenic 1:
1) Be confident! 💖
Who took this picture for you?
You look awkward…
Photogenic 2:
(no choices)
Snack Adoration 1:
1) You love snacks that much? 💖
No more snacks today! 💕
Gimme snacks too 💗
Snack Adoration 2:
1) But I just bought snacks 💖
Liar!
I already heard
So Mean to Me 1:
1) Pretty charming…? 💗
Bangtan is my life 💖
Is music everything? 💕
So Mean to Me 2:
1) It's because you're so cute. 💗
I want to play pranks on you, too. 💖
Teach them a lesson! 💕
Time for a Break 1:
(no choices)
Time for a Break 2:
1) Me! Me! 💖
Working out when it's break time?
What about something other than work…
Park Jimin (3* Card):
A Magical Suit:
1) You look so cool! 💖
Isn't that pose a little over the top? 💗
An Apple a Day:
(no choices)
Close Friends:
1) Yunki's bothering you? 💖
It's because you're cute 💗
Conscience-Led Confession:
(no choices)
Every Day's Christmas:
1) You still believed in Santa Claus...? 💖
Christmas is fun. 💗
Eye Smile:
1) How come? 💖
But you get cuter! 💗
Here, Have a Heart:
1) I have so much energy! Like a tiger! 💖
I don't really like hearts… 💗
Hi, New Friend:
(no choices)
Instant Noodle Aftermath:
1) Please eat instant noodles every night... 💖
You do look a bit swollen… 💗
Playlist:
1) Recommend me some music! 💖
What song do you like the most? 💗
Refund Expedition:
1) How’d that happen...💖
What are you going to say when you ...💗
Step By Step:
1) The ground's pulling you down. 💖
Listen to your hyungs. 💗
The True Jimin:
1) An angel! 💖
A fairy! 💗
Kim Taehyung (5* Card):
All-Nighter Attempt 1:
1) Try drinking coffee
Try exercising 💗
Just go to bed if you’re sleepy
2) Help me fall asleep 💖
I’m not sleepy though
I’ll go to bed
Eat a balanced meal 1:
1) Don’t eat them if they don’t taste good.
But you have to eat them…
I can eat them for you. 💕
2) Try eating vegetarian for a bit?
I’ll go hire a nutritionist. 💗
Will and effort is important!
Eat a balanced meal 2:
1) Gimme! 💖
I don’t really like fruit.
Those strawberries suit you!
2) Let’s go eat something yummy. 💖
Don’t try to be sneaky!
No?
Late-Night Jukebox 1:
1) Dance music
Jazz
Classical 💗
Late-Night Jukebox 2:
1) A happy one 💗
I need support 💖
2) Choose one for me please Taehyung
Sing for me, Taehyung 💕
Can I pass?
Kim Taehyung (4* Card):
Glasses are Great 1:
(no choices)
Glasses are Great 2:
1) I was expecting a different question…
That’s a serious conundrum! 💕
That’s not important.
Hamburger Mania 1:
1) Hamburgers are the best! 💖
I think that's an exaggeration.
I'm sure that black bean noodles are feel…
Hamburger Mania 2:
1) Are you buying? 💖
You're trying a new menu item? 💗
I'm not feeling hamburgers today… 💕
Pimple Friend 1:
1) Hi, pimple friend…? 💖
You’re making friends with your pimp…
Remind me, what was good for pimples…
Pimple Friend 2:
1) You’re calling yourself...perfect? 💗
I’m glad your pimple friend left. 💖
Looks like that vinegar cleanse was rea… 💕
Square-shaped Smile 1:
1) It’s square-shaped. 💖
I can’t really tell…💕
It’s nice to see you smile. 💗
Square-shaped Smile 2:
1) You want me to smile? 💗
How do I make my mouth square-shaped? 💕
Wow, so cute! 💖
The Taste of Coffee 1:
1) It’s an acquired taste. 💗
Coffee can be tasty, too… 💖
How about not drinking carbonated drinks? 💕
The Taste of Coffee 2:
1) How’d it taste? 💗
I better mark this date on my calendar. 💖
And? 💕
V-Roll 1:
1) How does it feel to be that good-looking?
I thought you were CG! 💖
It came out well.
V-Roll 2:
(no choices)
When We Were Young 1:
(no choices)
When We Were Young 2:
1) I don't know how to ride a bike… 💗
I'm good at bike-riding, too! 💖
Liar 💕
Kim Taehyung (3* Card):
A Dorm Must-Have:
1) The hyungs were mean! 💗
They probably had a reason. 💖
A Special Rose:
1) Who’s the important person? 💖
I like roses, too… 💗
An Expressive Voice:
1) When I think Taehyung I think tone 💖
When I think Taehyung I think strength 💗
Baby Bear:
1) You look like a teddy bear! 💖
I wanna give you a nickname! 💗
Be Careful of Racing Hearts:
1) What kind of pose is that? 💖
Save me! 💗
Gogh Hyung:
1) Van Gogh hyung…? 💖
Taehyung, you draw? 💗
I'm Confident:
1) How many centimeters? 💖
Do the other members agree with you? 💗
Idioms 101:
1) An eyesore for your sight? 💗
I liked it, too! 💖
Just One Wish:
(no choices)
Moment of Liftoff:
1) 400 pictures? 💖
I’ll put you on a plane if you want. 💗
Needs More Cheering:
(no choices)
Sleep Disrupter:
1) Try sleeping without the cushion! 💖
Do you want me to give you my pillow? 💗
Taetae English:
1) What is that supposed to mean??? 💗
OK… I'll be happy! 💖
Jeon Jeongguk (5* Card):
Always Ravenous 1:
1) You ate all of that?
It wasn't too spicy??? 💖
So handsome T___T
2) Of course I ate! 💗
Not yet… 💖
Always Ravenous 2:
1) That's kind of big for a snack?
Sorry for making you wait…
A bite, please! 💗
2) No…
You're right! Just kidding. 💖
Okay! Let's eat together.
Cleaning Fairy 1:
1) I don't think so? 💖
Wouldn't they stay alive?
Are you thinking of raising fruit flies?
2) Just spray some bug spray!
I'm a fruit it annihilator 💕
I had no idea
Cleaning Fairy 2:
1) Cleaning Fairy Jeon Jeongguk 💗
What's going on?
Are you all deep-cleaning?
2) I don't need to help? 💗
I don't believe you
Photo proof!
Sleepyhead 1:
1) Calm down
So cute! 💖
Guys run away!
2) I can't fall asleep that easily
Me too! 💗
I bet I could wake you up quickly
Sleepyhead 2:
1) Maybe I should charge you royalties
You think about me a lot huh 💖
Better buy a lottery ticket
2) Something sad!
Something enjoyable! 💗
Something scary! (maybe this one…?)
Jeon Jeongguk (4* Card):
A Big Bag 1:
(no choices)
A Big Bag 2:
1) Found the perfume! 💖
Why the sudden gift?
Are you trying to tell me to shower more? lol
Average Day 1:
1) You miss normal life, don’t you? 💗
What would you want to do? 💕
But you’re enjoying life now, too… 💖
Average Day 2:
1) I’m happy to hear that you had fun! 💗
Those spicy rice cakes I ate are… 💖
Now it’s time to focus on practice! 💕
English Baby-Steps 1:
(no choices)
English Baby-Steps 2:
1) It was really good! 💖
Confidence is important!
Who complimented you???
Flying Through the Sky 1:
1) Bungee jumping?
Me me me I want to! 💖
Bungee jumping seems scary…
Flying Through the Sky 2:
1) True, you'd be able to so a lot of differ... 💕
Wouldn't your wings get tired? 💗
Do everything you want to do, Jeongguk. 💖
In-Ear Mic 1:
(no choices)
In-Ear Mic 2:
1) Replacement headset microphon... 💖
Don't go too hard during rehearsal. 💕
You look cool when you're doing your best! 💗
Plucking Peach Fuzz 1:
1) Why do they want you to break the habit? 💕
You should try doing what they say. 💖
Does the world revolve around your pe… 💗
Plucking Peach Fuzz 2:
1) That's a cute habit. 💕
I think I've seen you pick at your peach fu… 💗
Tell me some of your other habits. 💖
Taekwon-Boy 1:
1) It’s for your own safety! 💗
Maybe you’re wearing the wrong size? 💕
If it’s too uncomfortable, take it off. 💖
Taekwon-Boy 2:
(no choices)
When I Grow Up 1:
1) What's Wing Chun? 💗
They shouldn't tease you about your age! 💕
They're teasing because you're adorable! 💖
When I Grow Up 2:
1) I'm okay. 💕
I think you're grown up already? 💗
Can I cry? T___T 💖
Jeon Jeongguk (3* Card):
A Promise to Myself:
1) Me????? 💗
You’re doing well now. 💖
A Quiet Song:
1) You’re so emotionally expressi… 💖
That sounds like it would get boring… 💗
A Strong Man:
(no choices)
Brand New Outfit:
1) Jeongguk? Shopping?? 💖
Plain t-shirts again!! 💗
Different Viewpoints:
(no choices)
Finding the Culprit:
1) Who was it??? 💖
It was me… 💗
Growing Pains:
(no choices)
Life of an Athlete:
1) Are you a singer or an athlete? 💖
No more muscles! 💗
Maknae’s Line of Sight:
1) You’re looking cuter, Jeongguk! 💖
I wanna know how they react to you say… 💗
Such Wavy Hair:
1) So cute!! 💖
Wow, you look so cool!! 💗
The Very Hungry Maknae:
1) There's microwaveable rice under the sink! 💖
That's scary?! 💗
Versatile:
1) You can do it all! 💖
You need to pick something and focus on it! 💗
What Guys Dream To Be:
1) I say no. 💗
I think it'd be cool. 💖
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1. hey hahaha i saw your latest post, how after you posted a fanfic it's all cricket noises! welllll here i am one of those crickets, I guess! I wonder if tumblr shows how many visits your blog had in a day, because I visit your blog daily to check if you updated Dorm Life... hahahah quite literally, every morning after I wake up, it's one of the first things that I check, because I know it could set my mood for the day >.< not to put pressure on you ofc, just to show I'm looking forward for it!
2. hahaha maybe i should come up with an anon name or something at the end of my messages, cos this one turned out to be long... but anyways! So far, I am loving the first chapter! I read it twice already hahaha the first time I was just so excited at having new jogtae content to read, so the second time I was absorbing every little details huhuhu I love your writing style, you are one of my favorite writers! I'm not just saying it, it's the truth! Your writings makes me feel things and
3. I love how you portray the characters, direct the plot, it's just beautiful! I am looking forward for the next chapters! I don't know if you were planning to update it weekly or bi-weekly or even monthly, so that's why I visit your blog everyday to check if you've updated it! Hahaha I also checked you on AO3 to see maybe if you forgot to update it here and only updated it there... oh gosh I sound like such an intense fan... hahaha thank you so so so so much for writing these stories...
4. Last part of my fan message, I promise omg... so I'm just so so looking forward to where the story will lead us, because damn it's only been chapter 1 and SO So sO maNY things already happened, and I was like... we have 14 chapteRS to GO? Like, where will you bring us? angst? jealousy? fluff? some more intense makeout session? some feelings? I am looking forward for where the story takes me, and honestly, I can't thank you enough for writing these stories... hehehe
5. Ohh! and and one last thing, this one is out of curiosity though! Are you Japanese? or maybe you know Japanese? hehehe I was reading the origin of your blog name! Anyways, I hope you stay safe during this pandemic, ... and even if there are only cricket noises, at least this one cricket spoke to you! and would like to say that I appreciate all the effort you made to make such beaUTIFul stories! Thank you! - cricket anon ;D
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Dear cricket nony, ^^
I hope you don’t mind if I answer your long message in one post (while answering this I realized you sent two more *le gasp*). Thanks so much for sending me an ask (or several for that matter). It made my day. (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡
My post wasn’t directed at anything/anyone specific but just a general observation I’ve made over the past few months (years -). I remember so many people sending me messages and asks in the past about when I finally continue/finish (w)help and when I did, barely anyone read it, and that seems to be a reoccurring theme and I’m not quite sure what I should take from that, you know. ^^” But I shouldn’t whine, there are more important matters in this world.
I’m glad you enjoyed the first chapter of this very self-indulgent fic. I’m sorry that you went through the hassle of checking for updates every day. I should have given a specific time frame in the first chapter and not use the vague word ‘regular’. That’s on me, I’m sorry. T_T I intend on posting a new chapter either every two weeks or three weeks, and don’t worry, I will post a link on this blog when I update. 6v6
As I’ve said in the notes of the first chapter I’ve started working on this in 2016 while I was bored and lonely in my small dorm room on the other side of the world *sways back and forth* and tbh I just wanted to write some JongTae smut ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (not even gonna lie here and pretend that I had some deep, philosophical life questions in mind when I started writing this). That Dorm Life turned into an actual story only happened this year when I tried to thread everything together and not make it into a 170k smut fest. Therefore the first 6 chapters are rather quick paced and there is a lot going on while the other 9 chapters (15 is the epilogue and doesn’t really have plot) are slower paced. So I hope you will also enjoy the other chapters of this little story. ^^
“Like, where will you bring us? angst? jealousy? fluff? some more intense makeout session? some feelings?”
Dear cricket nony, I will bring you to all of these things to varying degrees. ^^ I know people don’t like it when pairings are mentioned in the main pairing tag when they aren’t the end goal or just side!pairings (*raises hand* I’m one of those people 😂) that’s why I only mentioned 2min and JongKey in the additional tags, but they will play a crucial role throughout the fic. ^^ So, anyway - I really hope that you will enjoy the rest of the fic as well. I’m still tweaking some of the chapters because there are some things I’m not happy with yet, but yeah - please look forward to the rest OTL.
As for your last question - I’m not Japanese. But the dormitory that inspired this story was in fact located in Japan. I studied there for a year during my Master’s in Japanese studies. I chose the pen name ‘lala pipo’ because I read the book with the same title in 2010 and liked the narration of it (fun fact: I’m currently re-reading it again because I couldn’t remember why I liked it so much ^^). I posted my first two? SHINee stories still under my original livejournal username, but I didn’t want to spam my private account with fanfics - so I created a new one just for fics and just liked how lala pipo sounded. It’s also easy to remember I think. ^^
Once again, thanks so much for your very sweet messages, cricket nony. You are always welcome to cricket some more. ♡ ～('▽^人)
I hope you will also stay safe during this time. I wish you the loveliest of days!
Thank you!
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What are your thoughts on Sansa becoming queen in the north?
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I know you said you were gonna shut your mouth about Sansa but I've been dying to know what you think of her queen in the north moment T_T
*deep breath*
okay guys I waited a few days to see if my feelings somehow mellowed, if anything the contrary happened so at this point I’ll just go with it.
premise: book!sansa is one of my favorite characters. show!sansa is imvho not at all her book self anymore and I have disliked her writing and openly said it since S5 so please don’t take this as bashing because it comes from loving sansa, not the contrary. if you liked that scene or thought she had a nice ending please stop reading now and skip this post.
this say: I hated it, I hated how they framed the starks’s ending and I loathed how she was written this episode even moreso than this entire season which is saying all. specifically:
of course no one held her accountable for having betrayed jon’s trust and basically pulled a lf on him, but then again she had to be framed by the narrative as ‘she was right’ re dany which I found... really... in bad taste because I don’t think book!sansa would have ever done it, but I wasn’t expecting that;
her asking bran for nothern independence when the iron islands and dorne have been wanting them for centuries and no one batted an eyelid and it went like WELL SURE THE NORTH IS INDEPENDENT GO AWAY WE’RE COOL esp. when the king is a stark is out of this world ridiculous, but never mind that;
the fact that she basically went ‘lol shut up’ at edmure, her UNCLE, who has been hostage for years, who was the only arse lord in these books who risked a lot to have the smallfolk inside his castle and save them when everyone thought he was too *soft* and it was a bad political movie, when her mother’s house words are fucking FAMILY DUTY HONOR, in that frankly unsufferable smug way, about made me lose every last inch of fucks I had when it came to giving her writing some leeway. like, sansa stark ‘courtesy is a lady’s armor’ does that to her goddamned uncle who has literally bled and lost family members for her family and who ended up caught in the red wedding to help robb and cat and who has been a hostage for years also because he sided with them......... and she doesn’t even let him talk? when excuse me but he wouldn’t also have been a bad choice whatsoever at least he cares about the people? like fuck that noise that was it for me, that’s not sansa, that’s a bodysnatcher they made out of cersei/lf and dusted with some vague book characterization when they remember it and forgot it, and honestly I’m not here for that.
on the queen in the north scene:
.... it was fucking depressing?
and ooc?
I mean, I should believe that sansa stark, who in the books has spent all the time wanting her family back, who wants to name her children like her brothers, who does want children, who wants still her brave strong and gentle knight (btw, GOOD JOB FORGETTING THAT ROMANCE IS AN ESSENTIAL PART OF SANSA’S SL and that half of it is about finding out that *beauty* on the outside =/= inside, but hey, we went for the feminist TM narrative where strong women need no men and we forgot that it’s a fundamental part of what sansa wants), who only wants to go back home and be with her family........ gets her crowning achievement becoming queen in the north at a coronation where there’s literally no face she knows present, where her family isn’t present, where she’s utterly and totally alone doing the ice queen business when she’s not an ice queen in canon, with no friends at her side and no relatives and........ nothing? that’s it? I should be happy she’s on her own ruling the north without her sister or brothers or anyone she knew because she got her badass crowning moment and the north is independent when literally no stark in these books wanted it ned first and robb later, robb only took it because they elected him and couldn’t say no? because......... that was the only way for her to come out on top and having a throne is it when the entire underlying messages of these books is that thrones don’t mean shit and political power on your own is useless and corrupts you if you want it specifically and no one helps you with it?
sorry but I can’t buy that. I cannot. not at all. that’s not the character I signed up for, I didn’t sign up for the starks getting scattered in all four winds as if they don’t care at all for seeing each other again ever (THE PACK SURVIVES WHEN???), and the fact that it was a beautifully shot scene doesn’t mean I liked it for one second.
also: this entire thing reeks of a book storyline they most likely cut off with ten hatchets. specifically, that robb’s will exists and it had disinherited sansa and arya and made jon heir thinking bran and rickon were dead. like, you know what’s way more likely to happen? that jon gets hailed kitn because ROBB MADE HIM IT, davos shows up with rickon who DOESN’T DIE, jon then gets the show ending because that actually felt like a thing grrm might do, bran gets it the same (I’ll rant on it in another ask I’ll reply to asap) even if better-written, and sansa, who at this time has managed to come back to wf, has come into herself and has her family, stays there being rickon’s regent along with arya unless arya gets with gendry which I also think is endgame (this stark/baratheon marriage has to happen or not??) and plays a leading role without this bullshit single ice queen in the north storyline, possibly along with whoever it is the brave strong and gentle knight she ends up with, because that is not a thing d&d have realized, but a lot of *good* and strong female characters in these books have storylines that revolve about getting both what they want and the romance, but apparently it makes people weak? we just don’t know. that is a *sansa rules* ending that would make sense to me. not whatever the hell I watched in the finale, and believe me I’ll forever dislike it. the only good thing about it tangentially was that they didn’t drag brienne into it, and that’s everything I have to say on this subject. sorry but it wasn’t earned, it was built on giving her someone else’s storyline and on forcing sansa into being basically the nice/ethical version of cersei/lf and ignoring 85% of the themes in her arc and giving her an ending that’s all the contrary of what her book self wants, and I can’t bring myself to like it.
also, the edmure thing was really out of this world the most ooc thing in existence and if edmure doesn’t talk to her for the rest of his life no one would blame him, me first of all, and sure af catelyn tully was tearing her hair out in the afterlife asking herself where did her daughter end up. end of story.
ps: I know this is an unpopular opinion and I don’t have much interest in discussing it any further, so like.... take it for what it is. sorry but whichever way I look at it I can’t find any positives in it. :/
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OKAY AS ALWAYS JUST A NOT VERY COHERENT SCREAMING POST ABOUT MY FEELINGS ON MAG 133
- Daisy and Jon being soft and friendly to each other? y e s. Y E S. Y E S. I so dearly hope Daisy is going to manage to keep her gentle side, she so clearly wants to, and I love it; both Jon and Daisy are fighting to stay soft and emotional, and i am SO HERE for this. Clearly their conversation with the coffin has been the best thing that could happen to both of them; there’s something fragile and beautiful developping here, and I just HOPE it’s going to stay alight.
- I don’t remember who talked about the fact that Jon tended to build connection through knowledge --- but that’s exactly the feeling I got here. Jon reached out the way he knows how, by intellectually chatting, sharing ideas about the Statement at hands, and what it could potentially meant. Of course, he didn’t seem to realize poor Daisy doesn’t really WANT to be involved in the Hunt talk really, but Daisy herself doesn’t entirely shut him off either, she tries to help, and she gives good ideas and insights, and I mean, clearly? Jon sounded so GOOD here; ernergized; not quite happy but definitely not - tired or defeated or anything like that. he must have missed it so much? I doubt Melanie is up for that kind of talk still with him? so yeah. i just.
- The concept of the hunt never being able to complete it’s ritual because the catching your prey is actually the least satisfying part of the chase is BRILLIANT. Honestly, genuinely brilliant, and I love the idea. Absolutely love Daisy’s point of view on this, and how she explains how it felt, and how it clearly relates to the statement, and the way the hunters sort of forgot about exactly what they were hunting, and just ---- kept enjoying themselves and moving anyway towards “it”. Frankly i just really really love it.
- Were all the explorers like, caught in a bubble outside of time and space? I mean it seems to me that it was what was implied, but could it also mean, potentially, that being a hunter, or, or plainly an avatar, stops you from dying? After all, it seems to be what happened to Trevor, so? I’m just wondering if 1) it’s specifically for the Hunt 2) apparently they do keep aging in some capacity, so does the immortality would only happen if, like, you’re going to chase in the juggle? 3) if this does concern over Avatars, let’s say, some who actually became one by dying already once, COULD THIS MEAN Jon would potentially like, become sort of vaguely immortal? 4) my real question is: how old is Elias and could he be more than a hundred years old. the people need to know; and by people i mean me.
- OKAY LET US NOT PRETEND I’M NOT MAKING THIS POST JUST SO I CAN SCREAM ABOUT BASIRA AND JON
- Honestly better people than me are probably going to make much better meta about it; i’m just absolutely HERE for the drama, the way their paths are slowly but very, very obviously going parallels but different, and I love every single second of it. RATIONAL!BASIRA VS EMOTIONAL!JON THAT IS WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT THANK YOU JONNY THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
- One note, though, first, about Basira/Daisy. Because this is heartbreaking. This is utterly, utterly heartbreaking. Here is Daisy, free at last, who dreads being alone, who’s lost, who needs support more than she ever has before in her life -- and who, obviously, obviously turns to Basira, who’s always been her anchor throughout, her key to humanity. But Basira --- Basira loves Daisy, but Basira expected that she could at last have the support she so desperately wished to have and couldn’t have among the current people in her life. She doesn’t trust Jon, her bond with Melanie has been severed and, besides, Melanie was a loose element for a long time, and not in the driven way Daisy was. Martin is notably absent (where are you martin T_T).
It’s so tragic, because it’s all about - two people who loves each other so much, but are clearly at two different points in life where they cannot help each other like the other needs to. Neither of them can support the other properly, because Daisy just lived through the most traumatic experience of her life, and Basira has felt like she had the fate of the world on her shoulders, all alone, for MONTHS, and still does. And the fate of the world, in basira’s eyes, has to come first.
- and here’s the thing; the biggest, biggest tragedy. It’s that Jon did a good, beautiful thing. He saved Daisy. It’s a victory. But it’s not; because no matter how happy Basira might be to get Daisy back, she didn’t get her rock back. Before she may have hold on to the hope that she may not have to do this alone, if she could free Daisy. But now Daisy’s back, and Basira just got her last hope for “proper support” just - disappear. And so she is going to help Daisy, but she is not going to be slow down by Daisy which might mean, which already means, really, leaving her behind. Unless, of course, Daisy loves Basira too much to let her go, and decides to give in to the hunt again, to help her, when she understands. It’s still a possibility. And it would be all the more heartbreaking, that Basira who helped her once kept her humanity, is the reason why she loses it entirely one day, by choice. To help her.
(other possibility, of course, is Daisy rejecting the hunt so violently that she “loses her purpose” and starts to fade, and Basira has to watch the woman she loves die slowly, cutting off Basira’s last thread of humanity as well) (i’m employing “humanity” on a very broad spectrum here)
- ANYWAY. I love Jon Sims. I love him. There is absolutely nothing more beautiful than to watch his growth; to see him having learnt from his past mistakes; to sound refreshed, determined, eager to communicate, to promote communication. This is so beautiful and it makes me so emotional. I swear to god i had tears in my last on my second listen. He is so, so so good. If anything - and pardon the selfishness for an instant - saving Daisy has clearly had such a positive impact on him. More so than Melanie, perhaps? so, y’know Jon, now it MIGHT VERY WELL BE TIME TO GET CURIOUS ABOUT THE LONELY. I AM JUST SAYING
- Emotional!Jon: "You’re not happy Daisy is back.”
Rational!Basira: “Of course I am! I would never leave Daisy behind, but right now, she’s dead weight.”
Basira is happy Daisy is back. But it’s not what’s important to her, though it was what was important to JON. Like, he’s friend with Daisy now, and that’s good, but he didn’t get into that coffin for her. He did it for Basira. He did for Basira, and it backfired.
- BASIRA!FOLLOWING!GERTRUDE’S!STEPS!!!!
How long before it’s not just happiness that is the priority? How long until one life can be sacrified for the good of thousand, billions?
- Jon’s mention of Tim? Broke me. Let my boy grieve for god sake. Can’t he adress them a bit, directly?
- Jon’s “I don’t care if don’t trust me, but at the very least I proved that I was useful, so use me” . Oh. Jon. Jon. He has spent so long almost begging for her trust. But it seems like he’s got such a clearer vision now of how things are, I guess. He is reaching for the possible now. He is attacking Basira from her angle. “I am an asset, keep me”. It might even work. But by making himself an asset, he entirely loses the potential of ever being her friend.
- Because at the end, Basira says “okay” and i don’t doubt she will use Jon, for a while. But she won’t confide in him, like she did just before leaving. She stopped herself, at the end. Clearly she has many, many, many conflicting and sad feelings about Daisy’s return, but she won’t share them. She’s done sharing any emotional part of her. Because emotions are not what’s important. Emotions are dangerous, faillible.
she knows her mind is not.
(also, Basira: “you got kidnapped three times so uh, shut up jon” jon: “well you went away from three weeks and came back with nothing soo. anyway, doing things on your own is stupid.” basira: “you literally just fucking went on a coffin without telling anybody!!” jon: “yeah??? and i almost DIED, DO YOU WANT TO GET TO MY LEVEL BASIRA DO YOU REALLY???”)
(that “case on point” was perfect, Jon, if you weren’t made for martin, i’d marry you.)
anyway, i have. feelings. lots, and lots, and lots, of feelings. I cannot wait for more basira&jon. I really can’t. BUT ALSO SOMEONE UPDATES US ON MARTIN OR I AM GOING TO DIE.
#that is a lot of ramblings and feelings good luck to anybody reading all this#the magnus archives#tma spoilers#tma ramblings
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