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seriial · 10 months

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who up frantically googling how to stay sober 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

#‘one night w/o drinking how bad can it be :)’#[screams of terror are heard in the background]#i stay cycling thru addictions becuz besties i cannot deal w the horrors very well #like being in any sort of active addiction sucks but every time i’m sober i get aware enough to remember why i was drinking or using #in the first place #BECAUSE IM TERRIFIED ALL THE TIME #BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS A TRIGGER #DUDE I CAN’T LOOK ON THE UPPER LEFT SIDE OF THE FRIDGE RN #I HAVE TO CLOSE MY EYES #ITS A SINGULAR ITEM!! IN THE FRIDGE!!#I CAN’T FEEL SAFE IN ANY PLACE OF THE HOUSE BESIDES THE WALL IN THE KITCHEN BESIDES THE FRIDGE NEXT TO THE BACK DOOR #BECAUSE EVERY OTHER PLACE I’VE BEEN BEATEN OR R****#NIGHTS IM SOBER I END UP SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR BECAUSE I’M SCARED SOMEONE WILL COME IN WHEN I’M SLEEPING #I CAN’T GO IN MY MOM’S NEW ‘OFFICE’ BECAUSE IT USED TO BE MY BROTHER’S BEDROOM #I DON’T GO IN MY PARENT’S BEDROOM EXCEPT TO GET A BOTTLE OF BACARDI FROM THEIR STASH #I DON’T GO IN THE GARAGE/DEN I ALWAYS STAND AT THE EDGE #IM STUCK #IM SCARED #I WANT TO DIE #and so i drink :)#anyways thank u for coming to my tedtalk

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methnote · 2 years

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my autistic stare got me in trouble today……

#omfg i hate playing interactions in mt head over n over. awful #i have to close my eyes #forever

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iztea · 1 month

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imagine if they didn't pull that sword out of Bram in time and then Fyodor got reincarnated as a lollipop stick

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wolfziedraws · 26 days

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Riz breaking the 4th wall is the funniest thing in the world to me

#sketch dump #hand still hurty so no render #riz gukgak #fabian aramais seacaster #adaine abernant #fig faeth #jawbone o'shaughnessey #d20 #dimension 20 fantasy high #fhjy #fanart #comic #if you have the version of this post where i misspelled athletics....close your eyes #i gotta stop lettering comics at 10 pm oh my god

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bixels · 4 months

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Posting a sneak-peak of this now because I'm about to be In The Shit school workload-wise, so this'll take me a while to finish.

Doing some character design exploration/expression sheets for Celestia and Luna. Figuring out Celestia's weird ass anatomy while I'm at it.

#mlp #celestia #fanart #my art #wip #the grand galloping 20s #delete later #look at me fucking smart guy signed up for 4 art classes in one quarter #so now i have 4 concurrent art/film/creative writing projects going on at the same fucking time #taking bets on how fast i burn out #anyways the idea behind the faces is the front face is the surface. it displays whatever emotions celestia intends when she's in control.#the two side faces––sadness and anger––are sides of her she has less control over. i drew all 3 faces active for the exploration #but in reality only 1 is active at a time. the others will either close their eyes or go catatonic like a puppet or doll #the final face on the back of the head is the deep subconscious. every ugly and violent and hateful thought and emotion #that lies buried under the surface. celestia has no control over that side of her. if she ever wakes

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months

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i don't know what this is. the plush has invaded my brain. it has the controls now

#three of us! just three of us! look closely you will see...#dhmis but its the different wall..eys. ies. eyes. walleyes. WHAT IS THE PLURAL #fr tho i need the plush. i need it #thank FUCK there's a 21 day window #otherwise!! i would never have him!! and id be Crushed!!#he needs to be in my arms....#scribble salad #welcome home #honestly though the plush is In My Brain #ive rewatched the ad so many times already...#its endeared me to howdy further. wally as well but thats a given #howdy my beloved....

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jamiethebeeart · 3 months

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Lineart by @ovytia-art which was such a blast to color - I love the entire vibe of all of them hanging out together so much @green-with-envy-phandom-event

#greenwithenvy2024 #danny phantom #i picked it for Dani originally but i really do love seeing all of them interact together it makes me really happy to see #fun fact the flats (including background) took almost 4 hours. + i had to spread that up over a few days due to eye problems slowing me dow #but it was so so worth it. no one else will really understand but working on it gave me the same kind of goofy fun stress free feeling as #when me and my friends hang out at our dennys. i have a newfound fondness for nasty burger.#anyway do NOT look too closely at the car background because i /know/ they're messed up perspective just. hush.#i designed some nasty burger logos for this based on the canon sign! it was very fun!!!! and i reused them for another piece #dp jbee

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months

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Lap Pillow

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #Confessions of a missed opportunity: I almost had LWJ in purple for this comic.#WWX gives him one of his layers to wear and it's never specified what colour it is.#We all love the red inner robe from CQL (And other illustrations) but sit with me for a moment. Think about LWJ in Jiang Purple.#Right now. Close your eyes and give it 5-10 seconds of rotation in your brain.#Welcome back. It's beautiful isn't it. As I write these notes I am upset that I backed out of going through with it.#I think I will simply have to draw it another time. If we get gusu lan white wwx we *need* yunmeng jiang purple lwj!#Anyways; this comic is the pinnacle of teen wangji's bursting-at-the-seams-emotionality that I love him for.#For my sanity I need that teen losing his mind and following bird rules (get fluffy - get blushy - keep beeping)#He is a loser nerd with a begrudging crush on a boy that he doesn't know how to be normal about.#LWJ seems like your typical 'cool guy love interest' until you realize that he's actually kind of soggy and pathetic.#My favourite lan wangji trait is that he's funny as all hell. I feel like wwx a bit because I had a character epiphany when I realized this

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eledsart · 1 year

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the gerudo outfits are always my favorite

#i know its armor but. can you call the botw one an armor. i mean #legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #link #totk #eye strain #dont look at this too closely i have drawn this purely to overcome art block #i love this boy so much #i cant even play the games bc i am POOR and dont own a switch but ive watched soooo many gameplays #he’s such a little guy. tiny little guy who fits in my pocket #ele’s art #artists on tumblr

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starrysharks · 8 months

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artificial intelligence ghost

#zeno's art #pokemon #hatsune miku #pokemiku #ghost miku #project voltage #vocaloid #vocal synths #i'm very proud of this piece despite its faults #i learned from “bunny blast-off” and payed extra close attention to values #so the end result's grayscale is very close to the plan version. i hope that shows #in total this piece took 12 hours probably because of the three value layouts and three sketches - a bit overkill for me but it went well #if i redid this piece i'd like to use more vibrant colors especially for her hair #but in the end i'm very proud of it. my favorite details are probably the posters in the background and miku's face and eyes #this was supposed to be posted on halloween but i want to get it out now. maybe (hopefully) i'll have a seperate piece to post on that day!

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incandescent-mushroom · 3 months

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remember when 12 finally let Bill into the vault and she thought she was going to meet a cool new sci-fi monster and instead Missy and the Doctor flirt back and forth over a grand piano until Missy is like ‘btw she has to die :)’

#‘this is where I keep my evil girlfriend’#‘also she pushed a little girl into a volcano once’#have you ever been the third-wheel as two eldritch aliens have so much chemistry you feel like you should close your eyes???#doctor who #thoschei

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fernsfabulousfloweringfacility · 3 months

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