#I DON’T GO IN MY PARENT’S BEDROOM EXCEPT TO GET A BOTTLE OF BACARDI FROM THEIR STASH
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who up frantically googling how to stay sober 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
#‘one night w/o drinking how bad can it be :)’#[screams of terror are heard in the background]#i stay cycling thru addictions becuz besties i cannot deal w the horrors very well#like being in any sort of active addiction sucks but every time i’m sober i get aware enough to remember why i was drinking or using#in the first place#BECAUSE IM TERRIFIED ALL THE TIME#BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS A TRIGGER#DUDE I CAN’T LOOK ON THE UPPER LEFT SIDE OF THE FRIDGE RN#I HAVE TO CLOSE MY EYES#ITS A SINGULAR ITEM!! IN THE FRIDGE!!#I CAN’T FEEL SAFE IN ANY PLACE OF THE HOUSE BESIDES THE WALL IN THE KITCHEN BESIDES THE FRIDGE NEXT TO THE BACK DOOR#BECAUSE EVERY OTHER PLACE I’VE BEEN BEATEN OR R****#NIGHTS IM SOBER I END UP SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR BECAUSE I’M SCARED SOMEONE WILL COME IN WHEN I’M SLEEPING#I CAN’T GO IN MY MOM’S NEW ‘OFFICE’ BECAUSE IT USED TO BE MY BROTHER’S BEDROOM#I DON’T GO IN MY PARENT’S BEDROOM EXCEPT TO GET A BOTTLE OF BACARDI FROM THEIR STASH#I DON’T GO IN THE GARAGE/DEN I ALWAYS STAND AT THE EDGE#IM STUCK#IM SCARED#I WANT TO DIE#and so i drink :)#anyways thank u for coming to my tedtalk
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