#I AM SHAKING AND SCREAMING AND THROWING UP
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you were watching your girlfriend's latest skating performance, when...
❄️ skater!mizu x fem!reader ❄️
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the day was already tense.
you were at the skating rink waiting for your girlfriend to get ready.
the famous mizu would make her last performance as a brilliant ice skater. but something wasn't right…
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。. .・。.・゜✭・. .・
she was very quiet.
ok. she can be silent and cool as a midnight breeze sometimes... but she never stays quiet before a performance.
obviously it would make sense! of course, the last presentation of a career marked by so much success and achievements!
nahh... it's nothing. she’s just anxious.
but you didn't stop worrying.
"i’ll go there with the others, ok?" you kiss her forehead.
"what if i fail..."
you automatically turn around and kneel in front of her.
"what are you saying? mizu, look back! since you were a teenager you have had a brilliant career and changed women's skating forever! everyone will only have good memories of your hard work, my love."
"but if i do it badly specially today it will be marked." you couldn’t hold the chuckle, the way she said it was adorable.
suddenly a staff arrived in the room.
"you'll be in in two minutes."
you two look at each other.
"i better go now... i love you, alright? everything will be fine!"
you share a quick kiss with her before leaving and joining the other people in the ring.
a few minutes later, all the lights went out.
seeing her there in the middle of the ice is like waking up in a dream…
the way her figure moves in an unpretentious way? charming the cameras, the jurors. it was natural to her. she was born for this.
each jump made majestically.
it’s as if the mizu from minutes ago had disappeared...
you scream a few times scaring the people around you, but you don’t give a shit.
the woman of your dreams was about to put an end to her amazing career, history was being made.
the presentation was coming to an end, everything was completely perfect.
but suddenly strong hands covered your face.
the song was coming to an end and you were desperately trying to free yourself. the hands left your face seconds later and you opened your eyes, still scared.
and she was there… in front of you
on her knees, with one hand on her heart and the other open towards you.
holding a box with an engagement ring.
the audience didn't understand until the scene was shown on the screen, everyone started screaming and throwing flowers at you two.
this would be her last performance because… she wanted to marry you!
your whole body started to shake, and tears started to run down your face even though it contained the most genuine smile you've ever shown.
seeing you accept and repeat ‘yes yes yes’ several times, mizu jumped over the wall (even with her skates on) and she hugged you so easily that she could spin you in the air.
she doesn't care at all if she loses the competition, she just wants you.
i am barely with my eyes open so i’m sorry if this sucks, i just had this idea while thinking about one of my favorite animes: yuri on ice 🥺
#lesbian#sapphic#wlw#mizu blue eye samurai#mizu#mizu x fem!reader#mizu headcanon#modern mizu#mizu x you#mizu is my wife#bes mizu#mizu x reader#bes#bes modern au#blue eye samurai#mizu x y/n#modern mizu headcanons#modern mizu headcanon#lesbians#wlw headcanon#wlw headcanons#wlw community#wlw post#Spotify
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ITOI JUST LIKED ONE OF MY SHITPOSTS
WHICH CONFIRMED THAT LESBIAN PAULA, GAY JEFF, BI NESS, AND TRANS POO ARE CANON!
AND I DID IT AGAIN!!!
I MADE ITOI CONFIRM THAT NESS IS BI TWICE
#I AM SHAKING AND SCREAMING AND THROWING UP#mother#mother series#Mother 2#earthbound#meme#shitpost#shigesato itoi#lgbt#screenshot
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this torture we're going through with the anime must be divine karma for slandering Bones all this time...... they said "oh, you don't like how we adapt things? you say the manga does it better?? okay then, well now there is no more manga. it's Bones or bust, bitches."
#bungou stray dogs#they really said now either you get the story from us or you don't get it at all 😭😭😭😭💀#screaming crying throwing up shaking HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CARRY ON FOR THE NEXT WEEK LIKE EVERYTHING IS NORMAL#NOT KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK 'TWILIGHT FAREWELL' MEANS#NOT EVEN A FULL WEEK BUT FIVE DAYS CAUSE THE PV ALONE WILL END ME#seriously though how can i be okay with getting canon content for the first time in the ANIME#they already do terribly with content that ALREADY EXISTS#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL GETTING /NEW CONTENT/ THROUGH /BONES/#i guess looking at it another way though...... i should be glad if they deliver me some fucking hope a few weeks early#like obviously i'd rather none of this have happened and have gotten to this point in the last episode in the manga first#but since it did turn out this way....... if good things happen i'll take it i can't complain at this point just GIVE ME HOPE#mexican standoff with bones now that there's (basically) no manga content left like 'so it is down to you and it is down to me'#bones at the end of the fucking bsd world: 'never thought i'd be fighting side by side with a bsd anime hater'#me: 'how about side by side with a friend?'#bones: 'aye i can do that'
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I am a mess, I'm still crying. I cannot take this. I thought Just A Man was terribly sad and heartbreaking. Oh, I WAS SO FUCKING WRONG.
#im so sorry guys i am shaking#this is a real moment of sobbing shaking screaming crying throwing up#JORGE HOW COULD YOU#YOU COULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING SO I WAS PREPARED#BUT NOOOO#epic the ocean saga#iro and their tedtalks
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE!!
Imagine being 17 that’s so cringe /j
Anyway here’s ur present from me
OH MY GOD HELP HOLD ON FUCKING GOD I WHAT OMG I CANT WHAT SUMIIIIIII⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
THIS FIXED MY MARRIAGE CURED MY DEPRESSION GAVE ME STRAIGHT A’S WATERED MY CROPS BECAME MY THERAPIST TOOK ME BY THE HAND SHOWED ME THE LIGHT INVENTED HAPPINESS BECAME THE TEXTBOOK DEFINITION OF GORGEOUS ASCENDED TO THE HEAVENS INVENTED NEW COLORS BECAME MY WILL TO LIVE MY SOLE GUIDE IN LIFE
BRO IS SO BEAUTIFUL, HANDSOME, PRETTY, ELEGANT, BREATHTAKING, GORGEOUS, ATTRACTIVE, CHARMING, HEAVENLY, STUNNING, EXQUISITE, CUTIEFUL, MAGNIFICENT, DIVINE, ALLURING, PLEASING, LOVELY, DELIGHTFUL, APPEALING, ENGAGING, WINSOME, RAVISHING, GORGEOUS, GLAMOROUS, IRRESISTIBLE, BEWITCHING, BEGUILING, GRACEFUL, AESTHETIC, HOT, SEDUCTIVE, FOXY, DIVINE, BEDDABLE, DAZZLING, FINE, GOOD LOOKING, GRACEFUL, GRAND, SPLENDID, SUPERB, WONDERFUL, SUBLIME, STATUESQUE, RAVISHING, RADIANT, IDEAL, ENTICING, CLASSY, ADMIRABLE, FANCY, ANGELIC, BEAUTEOUS, LUSCIOUS, FETCHING, ADORING, ADORABLE, SKRUNKLY, EMBELLISHING, FLAWLESS, PERFECT, PERSONABLE, DESIRABLE, SEDUCTIVE, SNAZZY, STRIKING, SHOW STOPPING, GLOSSY, EYE CATCHING, PRIME, TOP NOTCH, SENSATIONAL, PREMIUM, TEMPTING, MAGNETIC, CAPTIVATING, PREPOSSESSING, BRIGHT, LUMINOUS, CURVACEOUS, DOLL LIKE, TANTALIZING, FLAMBOYANT, GLORIOUS, SPECTACULAR, FANTASTIC, DANDY, JAW DROPPING, RAPTUROUS, BLISSFUL, SUMPTUOUS, LUXURIOUS, PALATIAL, SWANKY-
#HOW THE FUCK IS UR ART STYLE SO GODDAMN SEXY HOW DO YOU DO IT I AM GRABBING U AND SHAKING U IM IM IM IM IM IM#AAAAAUUGGGGH SCREAMING SOBBING THROWING UP HE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU#PRINTING THIS OUT AND FRAMING IT ON MY NIGHT STAND. GENTLY STROKING IT AND PRESSING A KISS TO THE GLASS BEFORE SETTING IT BACK ON THE TABLE#SUMI IM SO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭THANK U IM LIKE FOREVER IN UR DEBT#one year closer to the grave im old and crusty like u now :// ugh#we can be old fossils together bestie🫶🏼#lotus’s asks
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"There's something on my face"
#im literally shaking#i think i died listening to that episode#LOVED hearing shrue beat up carson but omfg#oh my fucking gods (plural)#amazing episode i am screaming crying throwing up#tsv really came back with a bang#tsv#the silt verses
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the way mhok and day are letting the tension build. like this precious thing. they're so gentle about the way they feel about each other.
#i am going absolutely bonkers#i literally can't handle it#they're touching hands and i am shaking crying throwing up screaming#i am feeling so normal about them#last twilight the series#last twilight
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IT'S FINALLY TIME
#SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING THROWING UP QUAKING IN MY BOOTS LOSING MY MIND#LAST TWILIGHT IS LITERALLY SO SEXI ALREADY#SAY WHAT YOU WANT BUT JIMMYSEA ALWAYS GET THE PRETTIEST MOST QUALITY SHOWS#CAN'T BELIEVE MY INSOMNIA WAS USEFUL FOR ONCE BUT ALSO HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP NOW#LET'S MEET AT TWILIGHT IF I DON'T VIBRATE OUT OF MY BODY AND INTO THE STRATOSPHERE FIRST#last twilight the series#last twilight#jimmy jitaraphol#sea tawinan#gmmtv#m: txt
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Today has been something else
#emdr tappers broke and I cannot afford to replace them and I gotta live with the anxiety of my sister coming home and screaming more#because -looks at notes- I didn't wake her up when she wanted me to#first think she did today was throw a box at me#which in terms of physical aggression like it's not the worst she's ever done#but now I am shaking and my plans for the day (actually doing something) are ruined#and. my migraine is back#sorry to be a bummer#nic talks#edit: should clarify that my sister left my not busted ones at a friends six months ago and hasn't done anything to get them back#even tho they're 150 fucking dollars#she did not ask me to wake her up#I'm so tired of her treating me worse than a dog
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I LOVE YOU A.M. IHNMAIMS I LOVE YOU !!! I UNDERSTAND !!! I GET IT !!! I LOVE YOU !!! AUGHHHHHHHHHHH
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i still haven't gotten real baghera and rivers interactions have i........... like the barest of interactions......... a drought........... i was so fucking curious...... i am still so curious............ twenty minutes of conversation and i would be fed forever............ i'd never ask for anything again.... baghera wasn't even there when bolas was doing the whole hostage situation she was off doing her own thing.......... i'm so curious........... i want to know..... what would the dynamic be........ how would they interact............ i'll never know.............. crying...........
#qsmp#if they've interacted somewhere and i just missed it somehow i will be punching the table#and i mean like a conversation bc i have a vague memory of baghera introducing herself to rivers maybe????#but like a CONVO not just hi bye YOU KNOW#you know what i mean. you know.#i'm pretty sure there are tags on my blog from pre-rivers saying:#'god i hope rivers can join (...) i'm so curious what her and baghera's dynamic would end up being'#and i sincerely hope the answer isn't 'nonexistent lol' please 😭 don't do this to me#literally one twenty minute conversation so i could chart a trajectory i'll never ask for anything again#this is a personal curiosity i'm just very interested in people and how they interact and the myriad of dynamics that form it's fascinating#rivers and baghera's personalities are really interesting to me in their own ways#what can i say i like throwing ingredients into the test tube and SHAKING THEM TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS#shut up vic#block game brainrot#there are no metaphors it's just 4 am and i'm grieving the gaping holes in possible interactions#also i just watched a slimecicle qsmp vod those always leave me somewhat unhinged. you get it. you understand.#long tags#((also rivers who speaks french and baghera who's picking up spanish SCREAMING can i hear ONE person on this smp who isn't a native speaker#say something in french that isn't PETITE BITE or VOULEZ VOUS COUCHEZ AVEC MOI))#((i don't even have a personal stake in that battle tbh i'm not a native french speaker but sometimes i try to think of someone outside-#the 'french' w their translations box set to french and man. i come up empty. and it makes me bummed))#((i get why i think but i'm still a bit bummed. would be nice to see the french speakers hearing a nonnative speaker in their language))#((i think it would be funny if rivers spoke french to one of em. etoiles esp would be funny))#(((if anyone's curious i'm avoiding specifics abt rivers bc i'm terrified of being wrong bc My Spanish Is SHIT)))#(((i certainly have thoughts but rather than Be Permanently Wrong On The Internet i will hold them in my chest and one day Die)))#damn these really are long tags hahahahahaha 4 am..............................#anyway tl;dr i will never not be curious how rivers would interact w the smp as a whole i get very excited seeing her log in that's the pos#((and if anyone's worried no i don't message in twitch chats and i deactivated my twitter a year and a half ago lol))#REMINDER THAT IT'S FOUR AM SORRY IF THE TAGS ARE UNHINGED AND FULL OF BAD TAKES I CAN'T BE HELD RESPONSIBLE
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im thinking about sneeg again. im thinking about how charlie had all this character development and all these cinematic shots and a death that was made specifically to hurt the audience and sneeg had. none of that. the only thing he had that was even remotely like that was the scene with that hat and that wasnt even for HIM. it wasnt for him to have some big scene where he finally gets to be important or a scene that finally makes the audience care about him the way they do for charlie. sneegs deaths werent ever about him. he never even died ON SCREEN. the death in the cabin was used to show the creature that the audience made and the death in the warehouse had austin as the mainish focus while he was screaming and fighting with ranboo while sneeg was just kinda there. his death with the security wasnt even to show that he almost escaped or that he was even dead it was JUST to show that security was there. his deaths were never talked about or acknowledged like anybody elses. you couldnt even SEE him with the security.
#generation loss#gl!sneegsnag#i think about him the normal amount#hes so important to me#im going to throw up#sneeg makes me want to scream and cry and vomit and die and go to hell and then get reincarnated just to do it again#he makes me so sick#im so upset#i love sneeg dearly i am actually throwing up and shaking and screaming and crying as i type#comparing sneeg and charlie actually makes me throw up im my mouth its fucking gut wrenching
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freddy carter rly said brick by brick i will destroy your mental health. and he succeeded.
#he did not have to eat so hard this season#i am shaking#oh my fucking god#okay thats all the tumblr for now i dont want to spoil for people but#jesus fucking christ i am genuinely so unwell right now#why did they have to make this season the most cinematically incredible thingto ever exist ever in my lifetime#i cant believe i live at the time where this exists#i want to throw up#ltierally screamed so hard i gave myself a fever#i feel physically mentally emotionally UNWELL#*clicks play on episode five* buh byeeel ovelies#shadow and bone#six of crows#kaz brekker#freddy carter#shadow and bone s2#shadow and bone tv series#grishaverse
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this whole game was an emotional roller coaster but one thing I didn't expect to hit as hard as it did was hearing the original enemy theme from aw1 during that part with alan in the forest after Summoning. And the fucking music during deerfest as well???? MAN 😭😭😭
#shaking screaming crying throwing up rn etc#i didn’t think i was gonna get this emotional over something so small#sam lake i am sending you my therapy bills#alan wake 2 spoilers#alan wake
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*wiping tears from my eyes* Thank you fan fic writers
#Ahh that one post got me. I don’t talk about it a lot but I appreciate and admire you guys so much#I wish I could form better words outside of: Wow this fic is great you are a wonderful writer :)#Because brother these fics have me wanting to jump around on the walls!!#Physically I am like. Wow this is amazing#Mentally I am exploding. Mentally I am slowly backing up to the wall just to slide down it with my head in hands sobbing and crying and#shaking and screaming and throwing up. Okay.#Mentally I am grabbing you by the shoulders and shaking you!!! Thank you#Sometimes a customer or coworker will be talking to me and a piece from a fic will pop into my head and it’s like#This Guy doesn’t even Know….#Most fics I read tend to be pretty angsty so. pain and suffering. for me. forever.#mine
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the guitar solo in sorry not sorry (rock version) in demi lovato’s new drop Revamped, is the best thing that has happened to me musically in 2023
#I AM SHAKING#SCREAMING AND THROWING UP#THIS IS MY QUEEN AND SAVIOR YOU DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND#im still going through this for the FIRST TIMEEEEEEE#im losing it to give your heart a break FUCKING LA LA LAND!!!! AND DONT FORGET#I AM PASSING OUT#demi lovato#revamped
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