AMBITION “For Better, For Worse” [ 4.12 ]♮Part 3
EXT. PARIS STREETS - DAY
Farkle and Isa are wandering the streets a few blocks away from the restaurant, allowing Isa to get a break from all the chaos. It’s clearly appreciated, Isa able to laugh and seem remotely more relaxed as they traipse through this corner of the city. Farkle has loosened up as well, tan suit jacket draped over his arm.
Rather than the rush of catching a fleeting moment together, this is what the two of them are about. This is why they gravitate towards one another; what makes being together feel like home. No pressure to perform, no outsized expectations. No need to put a box around them, because it defies definition.
But the day isn’t over, and the reprieve must end. As they approach the end of the block, Isa exhales, glancing over their shoulder back towards the venue.
Isa: I should head back. Riley will want help cleaning up.
Farkle: Do you want me to come?
Isa: No, that’s okay. You’ve done enough. Last thing I need to ask you to do is literally clean up my messes.
Farkle: I would hardly call this situation your mess. And besides, it’s not like that’s anything new?
The joke is made in jest, given their long history, but it stings just a little bit more than Isa wants it to. Because they know all too well they’re a handful, and with the sands shifting beneath their feet, how that reality reflects on Farkle feels more prevalent than ever.
So they pull back a bit, insisting they’ll be fine. He can go enjoy what remaining free time they have left before the reception. Farkle takes it in stride, shrugging.
Farkle: Maya will probably want help getting ready anyway. You’d think it’s her wedding.
Isa snorts, earning a smile from him. Easing the tension somewhat, the tide that Isa keeps seeming to raise despite their best efforts.
But they don’t want Farkle to walk away with nothing. They don’t want him to think they don’t value his presence, that his steady support today -- and for the last couple years -- doesn’t mean the world to them.
So they square their confidence and gift him something in return, standing on their tip-toes to give him a kiss on the cheek. Sweet, simple, surprisingly tender. Farkle is a bit caught off-guard at first, but when they pull apart, the smile on his face is even more effortless than before.
Isa: See you later.
It’s a promise. Farkle nods, then lets them slip from his grasp, watching them cross the street and head back towards the restaurant. They glance over their shoulder once to get one more look, sharing an awkward grin before bashfully turning away and picking up the pace.
Farkle doesn’t look away, thoroughly charmed. He waits until they’re gone from view to turn away, gazing down the street as the delicate orchestral arrangement floats in.
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “Heaven’s Light” as performed by Hunchback of Notre Dame Original Movie Cast Recording || Performed by Farkle Minkus (up to 01:39)
With the Notre Dame visible in the distance, Farkle begins his gentle soliloquy as he makes his way along the sidewalk on his own. He slings his suit jacket over his shoulder, walking at a leisurely pace. His delivery is light, unaffected, not overwrought or overcome with emotion. There’s a calm to him, a centered peace, that we haven’t really seen before. A sharp edge has been smoothed down; a storm surge settled.
While he sings through the first handful of lines, remarking on all the forms of love he’s witnessed over the years, we see reminders of what exactly as his cohort makes their own treks back to the hotel. He glimpses Shawn and Angela heading back with baby Naomi in tow; Jade and Nigel are returning, arms linked, sharing pieces of a French pastry.
Across the square, he spots Zay and Charlie, just coming back from their day out together. The duo long reigning as the pinnacle of romanticism in Farkle’s small world, clandestine as it may have been. Zay makes some quippy remark, and Charlie can’t help but laugh even as he shakes his head. Once they meet eyes again, Charlie leans in and steals a kiss, bowing to their natural magnetism and melting Zay’s bravado easily -- even if only for a fleeting glimpse.
They had a kind of glow around them
It almost looked like heaven’s light
Farkle always knew he was never going to have that. He figured it was an impossibility. Romance wasn’t in his cards; he didn’t fit the part. He was too gawky, too much, forever the ugly duckling in a world of swan queens. He embraced that reality long ago, basically made it a part of his brand -- it was just how things were meant to be. And when things with Jordan went so south, that essentially proved it. He accepted it.
But then, Isa De La Cruz.
But suddenly an angel has smiled at me
And kissed my cheek without a trace of fright
Somehow, Isa chose to look deeper. Isa sees him, all of him, and didn’t brush him aside. They stayed in spite of the scars and unsavory eccentricities; they tell him the truth, and see potential in him that he didn’t even see in himself.
Dare he dream it, they even care about him. They love him -- they told him so. In their own words.
It’s almost too good to be true. Farkle closes his eyes and tilts his head back, breathing in the city of love and letting in the sunshine. Enjoying heaven’s light shining on him, if only for a moment.
I swear it must be heaven’s light…
Then the music picks up, the bells of Notre Dame ringing in agreement and matching the unfettered joy on Farkle’s face. When they swell at 1:26, Farkle jumps and pumps his fist, finally letting the excitement escape. He spins and takes off at a run down the street, the camera panning up and away from him to take in the full beauty of Paris around them.
For a moment, as the bells toll triumphantly, we hang on the light of day.
Then, as the music dwindles away, the sun sets, allowing the night to settle in over the city…
INT. PARIS HOTEL - R&L ROOM - NIGHT
The wedding reception is about to begin, everyone getting the last finishing touches on their looks ready. Well, all except Lucas, who is showing up to this portion of the celebration essentially the same as he has for everything else. One ensemble is enough effort for him.
Instead, he’s focused on another mystery. While going through his backpack, he remembers the envelope his mother gave him before he left. He takes another look at it, reading the name on the front.
“Rach.” He doesn’t think he’s met a Rach, or a Rachel, so far on this trip. More than that, he can’t see how any of these people Jack and Eric have invited could have plausibly been people formerly in Grace’s life. He doesn’t see any southern belles traipsing around, let alone anyone who seems remotely like someone his reticent mother would mingle with.
Lucas: Couldn’t have given me a clue, mom…
The frown in his features is wiped away moments later when he sees Riley. She emerges from the bathroom in her new evening gown, a sleeker floor-length number in gorgeous light blue. She’s let her hair down again too, now back at her shoulders since she cut it around the New Year.
Goes without saying, but Lucas is blown away. Not that that’s new.
Lucas: Wow.
Riley tilts her head, smiling bashfully. His awe isn’t new, but it certainly never loses its luster. She shuffles out of the doorway and into the room, holding the straps together behind her neck.
Riley: Look, when Eric told me I could wear two separate dresses if I wanted to, what was I going to do? Say no?
Lucas: [ raising his hands in surrender ] No complaints here.
Riley: Hopefully it won’t be too much, like upstage them or anything, but I couldn’t resist. Could you -- ?
She’s asking the wrong person for reassurance on that front, since she’ll upstage anyone in Lucas’s eyes, but he can at least assist in her wardrobing. She gives him a smile over her shoulder as she turns to face away from him, allowing him to help tie the final knots on the dress. A couple quick loops -- easy for a technician -- and they’ll be good to go.
Only suddenly, Lucas doesn’t feel keen to go. It’s been such a hectic day already, asking a lot of him, and he’s in no rush to head off to another social drain. It’s much more comforting being here in the quiet with her. The one who has made getting through today -- and the last month, and the last four years -- manageable. When it’s just the two of them… and she’s so enticingly close…
So Lucas doesn’t follow directions. Instead of securing her straps, he leans in closer and presses a light kiss behind her ear. Gentle, undemanding…
But oh so inviting. Riley smiles instinctively at the gesture, at the way it sends anticipation down her spine despite its softness… then she melts a little more when he kisses her again, subtly releasing the dress straps and letting them dangle as his lips brush her neck.
Except they can’t do this right now. They have places to be. People are expecting them! Riley sighs, closing her eyes even as she states the obvious protest.
Riley: We really have to get going. We’re going to be late.
It doesn’t even sound half-hearted -- it’s barely-hearted. Lucas hums in acknowledgement against her skin, trailing down to the crook of her neck, but he doesn’t change moves.
Riley: Everyone will be wondering where we are.
Lucas: Maybe you.
Riley: [ with an eye roll ] Yes, and you. Jack and Eric will notice.
Lucas: They’ve got bigger things to be thinking about right now.
Riley: Yeah, but…
But what, Riley? All she has to do is say the word. If she wants to go, really does, then he’ll go. She knows that. Their fate is entirely in her hands.
And she chooses to be mature about it. They made commitments, and she should keep them -- no matter how tempting the alternate offer is pressed against her shoulder. She pulls herself together with an impatient little whimper and manages to shrug away from Lucas, taking a deep breath and turning to face him. She takes his forearms and holds him steady, giving him a look.
Riley: We’ll be late. We should go.
Well, if she says so. Lucas exhales but relents, nodding. He spins to grab his suit jacket from the back of the desk chair, starting to slip it back on and brace for social endurance again.
Which gives Riley just enough time to get another yearning look at him for herself. Dropping the pretenses of professionalism, left with nothing but the reality of the two of them and their shared peace.
And apparently, a second more is all it takes. Her resolve crumbles in an instant -- as if it was ever really there to begin with.
Riley: Oh, fuck it.
Lucas turns to look at her just as she gives in, reaching for his tie and pulling him into an impatient kiss.
INT. PARIS HOTEL - F&M ROOM - NIGHT
Maya makes an exaggerated kiss of her own, blotting her fresh lipstick on a napkin before touching up her appearance in the mirror.
Farkle: How much more nitpicking can you possibly do? You look perfect.
Maya straightens up and gives him a look over her shoulder, part-fond, part-dismissive. Flattery will get him nowhere in this case -- she’s not in a rush to look a mess!
Farkle: It’s the wedding of our high school faculty, not the Tony Awards. It’s not even the wedding, actually. It’s the reception.
Maya: Farkle, darling. Any event is a chance to impress. Don’t you ever forget that.
Farkle rolls his eyes. In any case, with debutantes in attendance like Rae M.G., Maya isn’t going to arrive sloppy. With her career in transition and always in motion, she has to consider all opportunities like this. Farkle seizes on that opening.
Farkle: Yeah, I was curious about that. You seem to be spending a lot more time with Josh.
Maya: And? We’ve worked together. You know all about “LolliPop.”
Farkle: Yeah, of course. And it was great. But I’m just wondering -- are you switching it up? After the retreat with Justin and Melissa, I feel like I haven’t heard anything about it. Which if you’re jumping to Josh full time, that’s chill, I think you guys make great music. I like him. I just feel like the other two had more cred, so --
Maya absolutely does not want to talk about them right now. She doesn’t want to talk about them ever again, if she can hack it -- and she does not ever want to tell Farkle about the retreat. So she quickly sidesteps the topic, breezily waving off his questions and claiming things are just in transition. Where she’ll land exactly, nobody knows, but she’s handling it. He need not worry about it.
Farkle raises his hands in surrender, not at all aware of how close to a bruise he pressed. Maya barely conceals it herself, taking a deep breath and pulling herself back together before she follows Farkle out of the room.
INT. PARIS HOTEL - Z&C ROOM - NIGHT
Charlie returns to his hotel room in a flurry, all dressed for the reception in a cute, classic ensemble of his own. He’s just remarking on how he ran into Maya and Farkle in the hallway, so people are definitely starting to head down, but he stops halfway through the sentence and the doorway when he sees Zay.
Charlie, breathless: Shoot.
Yeah, that about covers it. Zay looks sharp as ever -- since he never fails to impress in a fashion moment -- and the casual approach they’d taken to the early half of the day really disarmed Charlie’s best defenses. Zay tosses a look at him over his shoulder and grins at his speechless reaction. He finishes adjusting his cuff sleeves, then waves him off.
Zay: No need to be so dramatic. [ after a beat ] But by all means, keep looking at me like that. It boosts the ego, keeps me at full power.
Charlie laughs, a touch bashful, but shrugs hopelessly. It’s natural, he can’t help it!
To be fair, Charlie isn’t looking so bad himself… the two of them meet back together in the center of the room, Zay instinctively closing the space between them to affectionately nitpick Charlie’s clothes. Smooth the collar, straighten the jacket lapels… just lingering touches, it’s casual…
Zay: You’d think after a few years you’d get used to it. I know the history has been… you know, a shitshow, but surely you’ve seen me bring it enough times for the effect to lose its oomph.
Charlie: Definitely not, no. Try never. [ off his eye roll ] Honestly, I was thinking more about how nice it is.
Zay: To look at me?
Charlie: To be able to look at you. Without doubt. Without… the shitshow. [ a beat ] As much as I want.
He’s never going to look away again. Not by choice. And if Zay will always trip Charlie up just by being, then Charlie will never fail to return the favor the moment he opens his mouth. He may not think it, but his way of saying just the right thing with unabashed sincerity will get Zay every time.
It certainly does right now. Zay’s heart is beating markedly faster than it was moments ago, and the air suddenly feels thinner. Delightfully low on oxygen, the way it always does when the two of them get this close. The way they’re allowed to enjoy now, to indulge in if they so please…
Only one problem. They forgot to shut the door. Yindra zooms into the room without hesitation and interrupts the thirst, leaping in-between the two of them and throwing her arms around their shoulders.
Yindra: Woo, come on bitches, let’s go! Time to fucking party!
Yeah, all right. Zay looks about ready to throw hands, but that irritation softens to a smile when he locks eyes with Charlie and sees the amused grin on his face.
INT. PARIS HOTEL - LOBBY - NIGHT
Nigel is dressed elegantly for the evening as well, idly pacing the lobby in front of the main staircase. He tosses polite smiles to other guests making their way towards the ballroom where the reception is being held, but for now, he doesn’t follow. He’s clearly waiting for someone.
And she doesn’t keep him too long. Jade arrives at the top of the stairs moments later, earning an awestruck response of her own when Nigel turns and spots her. She beams and starts her descent, holding his gaze the entire way down in classic romantic cinema style.
That is, until she reaches the bottom. There, she steps on the tail of her own dress and stumbles, but Nigel dives forward and catches her just in time. He balances her upright and helps her down the last step, earning a grateful thanks from her.
Jade: For someone who wants to work in fashion, I sure still can’t walk in it. It’s a good thing I didn’t try heels with this too.
Nigel: [ without hesitation ] You look beautiful.
He means it. His tone is so bowled over, so certain in its delivery, it may very well be Shakespearean. That’s what makes him so darn charming; the natural authenticity that bleeds through every performance and endeared Jade to him in the first place back when they were fourteen.
And this is what makes her so hard to leave. Why telling her his grand ambitions feels so daunting; why the risk of ruining it all feels too great. Can’t they stay in this moment forever -- can’t the future stay comfortably at arms length?
For now, the answer is yes. Jade, oblivious to his nerves, offers him another smile.
Jade: Well, I’m going to need your steady hand to keep me on my feet, clearly.
Nigel: It would be my honor.
Speaking of, they’ve got an entrance to make. Nigel offers his arm to her, and Jade takes it, looping hers through his.
As they begin their walk towards the ballroom, the bright, jingly intro picks up…
INT. PARIS HOTEL - BALLROOM - NIGHT
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “Ain’t No Mountain High Enough” as performed by Marvin Gaye & Tammi Terrell || Performed by Zay Babineaux & Charlie Gardner
At first, it’s just Zay singing the iconic Motown tune, acting as the current musical entertainment at the reception. We’re close on him to start, briefly appearing as if he’s going to tackle this number solo…
Then Charlie enters the frame, stepping up to a second microphone that we can see from a profile shot of Zay. He slides into the Tammi Terrell lines smooth as silk, not a hint of his former infamous hesitation to perform. Likely because this setting is so safe, and the company so comfortable…
And because there’s no reason to hide. Not anymore. He can stand up there with Zay and do a duet, even one with the most blatant of romantic intent, and he knows the sky isn’t going to fall on him. It never was. The only thing keeping him from doing this before was himself.
Now?
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you, babe
But anyway, enough of those guys -- tonight is about another pair of gays! Zay and Charlie continue to act as the accompaniment as we watch the reception get under way, Jack and Eric entering the ballroom together to great fanfare. In a quick montage of shots, they begin their rounds and engage with their guests -- sharing hugs, cracking jokes, and accepting more than ample congratulations. A few key cameos include HARLEY KEINER and MR. NORTON.
At the same time, interspersed throughout, we get glimpses of the rest of our ensemble at the start. Maya and Farkle are taking photos together at the floral photo wall; Josh and Morgan are racing each other to chug a glass of champagne. Jade and Asher are on the dance floor together, leaving Nigel to brave dancing with Dylan (who is having way too much fun torturing him with that task) -- but this is likely to be the rest of his life, so he better get used to it!
Meanwhile, not everyone is immediately enlivened by the revelrous mood. Isa seems a bit on edge, hanging close to the edges of the dance floor and clutching a glass of champagne like a protective shield. A few feet away, Yindra anxiously checks her phone, not able to be distracted by her friends currently busy at the mic and on the dance floor.
Nothing. No news, no messages from Reese or Jupiter Records. Yindra isn’t sure exactly what she wants to hear, but anything would be better than the relentless question mark.
She needs to absorb some of the vibe from Zay and Charlie, because they are electric onstage together. They’ve always had natural chemistry, and can harmonize well, but the freedom they’re toying with now allows their performance to truly shine. The magnetism is undeniable, and it’s the perfect way to kick-off what should be a exuberant night.
As they bring their number to a close, there’s a slight lull in the programming, because… somebody is a little late. It hardly occurs to most of the guests, but Zay and Charlie are more than aware of it considering they’re left filling the time. They exchange a tacit look, raise their eyebrows -- do they do another song? Crack some jokes? Zay covers the mic with his hand and leans across the stage.
Zay: If she’s one more minute late, I’m gonna start doing roasts.
Charlie shakes his head, but his impish grin isn’t very discouraging.
Thankfully for all, Miss Riley Matthews beelines her way in just in time, breezing through the crowd and jogging up the stairs to the stage. Lucas isn’t far behind, though he’s more than glad he doesn’t have to get right under the spotlight. He’s looking markedly more disheveled and hurried than he did before. Someone forgot to tuck in his shirt -- and where did his tie go?
Riley looks more put together considering her outfit has less pieces, but her hair is definitely hastily brushed rather than the lush style she had it in when she changed dresses. She’s got a glow to her, and up close under the stage lights, Zay and Charlie have a perfect view of the fact that she is notably more flushed than she usually is under normal circumstances. Wedding reception nerves, perhaps?
Yeah, fucking right. Zay and Charlie both have to work to hide their laughter as Riley sweeps in and takes the microphone from the former, welcoming everyone to the reception and quickly stepping back into hostess mode. She offers sincere, emphatic congratulations to Jack and Eric, then gives a brief overview of what the evening holds for them all while they celebrate the two newlyweds.
For now, the name of the game is to enjoy, enjoy, enjoy -- which the band encourages by kicking up a jazzy swing motif as Riley wraps up. As the three of them leave the stage, Charlie and Zay both immediately lean in to start picking on her, which she answers with light elbows into both of their sides.
Extricating himself from the dance floor, Farkle manages to catch up with Angela, still with baby Naomi in her arms. The two of them exchange a fond embrace and Farkle greets Naomi with a finger wiggle, before Angela engages him in conversation. How are things going? Does he like Los Angeles? She wants to hear everything!
Farkle: It’s… going. Could be better, could be worse.
Angela: How very measured of you. Not that I’d expect you to tell me how amazing it might be going -- you’ve outgrown that tendency to brag. You need to adapt a little more Maya Hart humility into your life again.
Which is to say, have less. Farkle laughs at that, stuffing his hands in his pockets.
Farkle: No, it’s good. I mean, all things considered. I have a promising lead on management --
Angela: The one from that first trip to Los Angeles? Before senior year?
Farkle: Yeah. I do think he’s serious about representing me, provided I don’t screw it up, which is nice. Like, I’m really grateful for that opportunity, let alone so soon out of the gate. [ a beat ] I’m just… trying to weigh my options. I like USC, and everything, but…
Angela: Thinking about NYC?
Farkle, surprised: How did you know?
Angela: Just a hunch. Like I said, you’ve grown leaps and bounds since you first wreaked havoc in my classroom, but Los Angeles isn’t quite your natural speed. Not that you can’t flex to fit, you’re more than capable. But you are a New Yorker down to your bones, kiddo. That city will always have more of your character, your grit. It doesn’t surprise me at all that you miss it.
Not to mention his heart -- on a number of levels. As spot on as Angela may or may not be, Farkle simply admits that he’s debating which coast he wants to invest more time in as he starts to build his career. He sees pros and cons to both sides, and the choice is harder than he expected.
Farkle: Especially with some… late-stage developments.
Angela: Well, you know what I’m going to tell you. Same thing I’ve said since our days in the black box theater together. [ adjusting Naomi more snugly in her arms ] Follow the people. Wherever you are, make sure you’re not going alone. I don’t necessarily mean to go where more of your friends are, not so literally. Just situate yourself wherever you’re going to be able to fall back, and know you’ve got your circle there to catch you.
That could apply equally to either place, she doesn’t know. But that is the advice she will always come back to lean on. And Farkle remembers it well -- her words of wisdom about having a team have stuck with him ever since. He offers a light smile.
Farkle: Thanks, Angela. I’ll try.
Angela: I know you will. You always do.
Speaking of community, it’s time for Angela’s moment to show off hers. Shawn comes to join them and claims his turn for baby hugging, as duty calls for her. She has a very important role this evening, which she’s eager to get to as she heads up towards the stage.
As she weaves through the crowd, she passes Isa, who we stick with for a moment. They still seem on edge, doing their best to stay calm, but the overstimulation is getting harder to ignore. But it’s such an important day, and they don’t want to miss a moment of it.
But their best sides aren’t necessarily showing. They catch a glimpse of Josh chatting with Maya at the opposite end of the room, leaning down to listen to her murmur into his ear. He glances in their general direction, and for a second, it feels like he’s looking right at Isa.
A chill runs down their spine. Are they talking about them? What are they saying? Is Maya telling him what a shitty friend they are -- or just confirming what judgments Josh has already made about his new in-law?
Farkle catches up to Isa again, starting to remark on the conversation he just had with Angela. In fact, they kind of had an interesting discussion…
Isa: Does Maya talk about me a lot?
Farkle: Huh? [ a beat ] Like, in general?
Isa: To other people. Does she tell Josh stuff about me?
Farkle: I don’t think so? You know Maya -- if you can have any relief, it’s that she’s far too concerned with herself to be wasting time talking about other people. Why?
Isa: I just… I don’t think Josh likes me very much.
Farkle: Why not? He barely knows you.
Isa: Yeah, but…
Farkle: And in case you forgot, you’re an acquired taste. [ with an elbow nudge ] You’re a bit to get used to. Like psychedelic rock. Or… aged cheese.
Sweet… but it doesn’t make Isa feel any more at ease. They manage a smile, only because it’s him, and at least there’s a modicum of comfort in his company.
Back onstage, Angela has made it to the microphone, fronting the band and gathering the attention of the crowd. She smiles bright, clasping her hands together.
Angela: First, could we just have another resounding, reverberating round of applause for the men of the night, Misters Jack and Eric Hunter-Matthews? Or is it Matthews-Hunter? Whatever, y’all will work that out later.
The room cheers and claps, rippling with laughter. Morgan, a wee bit tipsy, throws her hands up.
Morgan: Hunter first!
Cory smacks her hand down, shushing her. Eric and Jack shake their heads, but they’re all smiles as they look up at Angela from the ballroom floor.
Angela: I consider myself very fortunate to be linked to these two extraordinary men in many ways -- in-law in every way sans legal, for one -- but above all, as their friend. They have been wise mentors, deeply trusted confidantes in the ongoing battlefield of Adams Academy, adversaries to argue with and against, sometimes all in the same week. So I’ve had quite the unique privilege of watching their journey, and I can’t express how wonderful it feels to be here celebrating this moment with them. Jack, Eric, you work harder than anyone I know. You care more fiercely, for others and for one another. [ tearing up a bit ] And my God, do you deserve this. I wish you every single happiness to come as you move forward together.
Eric is tearing up a bit himself. He blows her a kiss.
Angela: And it is my great, great honor to be the one providing your first dance as partners tonight. I hope, like the two of you, it is unforgettable.
Perfectly cued up as only a wedding speech can be. With that, the band begins the orchestral arrangement, as Jack takes Eric’s hand and leads him out onto the now vacant space at the center of the dance floor.
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “Unforgettable��� as performed by Natalie Cole || Performed by Angela Hunter-Moore
Given the history, there couldn’t be a more fitting vocalist to share their first dance. In the highs and the lows, Angela really was there from the start, and it is beautiful to get to see how far all of them have come. Her silky alto pairs well with the jazzy romantic ballad, and with her recent stints on tour and singing some lullabies, she’s in top performing shape.
The moment though, of course, mostly belongs to Jack and Eric. They sway together under the lights, surrounded by their loved ones, torn between being swept away by the romanticism of the dance and trying not to laugh at how silly it feels to be the center of attention like this. Either way, they enjoy it, playfully twirling one another now and then and whispering to each other to make the other laugh.
Equally as endearing are the reactions of the rest of our ensemble as they watch the ceremonial tradition. Amy swipes tears from her eyes as Alan wraps an arm around her shoulder; Lucas and Isa seem torn between appreciating the sweet moment and feeling secondhand embarrassment. I mean, like… that’s like… their dads…
Yindra lightly hums along with the song as she watches with her arms around Nigel and Charlie, while Jade lip syncs to Asher next to her who is being swayed by Dylan hugging him from behind. Riley is doing the same with Zay, hugging him close and pressed cheek-to-cheek.
As we ascend into the final rendition of the chorus, Jack lightly serenades Eric while they dance, matching Angela’s notes. Quite sincere, just a tad mocking, because damn if it ain’t true that Eric has certainly made himself unforgettable in Jack’s life. Perfectly suited to the two of them -- and Eric still seems like he can’t quite believe it, that they’ve actually made it here and that the administrator he used to find so irritating and obstinate is the same man quietly singing him Nat King Cole at their very own wedding.
Life has a funny way of turning out not how you expect, but exactly what you need. And the kiss the two of them share at the end of the dance, to the applause of their guests, is very much needed.
As a fade transition moves us along through time…
INT. PARIS HOTEL - BALLROOM - LATER - NIGHT
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “L-O-V-E” as performed by Nat King Cole || Performed by Nigel Chey
The music also seamlessly floats into another classic from Cole, this time helmed onstage by Nigel at the microphone. His easygoing vocals fit effortlessly with the vibe, and it provides a lovely backing track as the festivities continue into the night. The crowd is starting to thin just a bit -- it appears Angela and Shawn have retired early with baby Naomi, for one -- but the celebration is nowhere near over.
Guests continue to mix and mingle, including Riley when she happens to bump into EVELYN RAND. The two exchange enthusiastic niceties about Jack and Eric, and Evelyn compliments Riley’s hand in the organizing of the whole event.
Riley: Oh, it wasn’t a big thing. I had a lot of help. Suffice to say, none of this would’ve been possible without Rae’s help.
Evelyn: That’s certainly not the way Jack and Eric have told it! I’ve heard all about the quick wedding planning stress from him in between board meetings. He gives you far more credit. Which, speaking of, another thing to give you high praise for -- talk about a successful campaign!
Riley smiles, bashful. Evelyn highlights how effective and sharp her strategies were for helping Jack get elected, and how savvy she demonstrated herself to be. Excellent people skills, a knack for outreach, masterful communication.
Evelyn: You really do have a talent for public organizing, miss thing. I know you’re enrolled at Tisch, but if you ever decide to pivot, be sure to give me a ring. I have some connections I could pass your name along to who could help figure out your next steps. New York never has a shortage of need for public works, that’s for sure.
Riley: … well, actually, I’m thinking I may leave the city. I might be in California --
Evelyn: Around Davis, I assume? [ without missing a beat ] Not a problem. I’ve got contacts up in that area too. Oh, they’ll love you. You’ll blossom wherever you plant yourself, I have no doubt about that.
It’s refreshing to hear someone express that faith. Riley smiles brighter.
Their conversation is abruptly interrupted, Zay and Charlie zooming over and colliding into Riley from behind. They claim they hate to intrude, but they really must steal Miss Matthews away. Emergency.
Zay: The dance floor needs her.
Charlie: Yes, and if we plebians don’t get the chance to dance with her majesty, well, we might just die.
Zay: Die, we tell you! Did you hear the man?
Riley bursts into giggles, looking at them over her shoulders. Did they get into the open bar, or what? Evelyn, amused, waves them off and sets Riley free.
No, Riley, they’re just high on the language of love! She lets them drag her by both arms back out into the crowd, grinning the entire way.
Along the way, they breeze by some of the Matthews. Jack has finished his dance with Amy and is now half-jokingly sharing one with Alan, while Eric is still busy with Elaine. And she is making the most of it, absolutely regaling him with stories about Jackie and still talking a mile a minute. It’s really hard to believe a man so measured and careful with his words came from a woman with a mouth like hers!
Hoping to spread the familial warmth, Amy turns her sights onto Isa. She approaches them and invites them to join her on the dance floor -- a little grandmother-and-grandchild bonding time!
Which is sweet, and everything, but Isa is just not in the best social headspace for that right now. They force a smile, politely declining.
Amy: Oh, come on. You’re just like Josh, so stoic and serious. It’s okay to have a bit of fun! [ nudging them lightly ] Just one dance, sweetie, it’ll be --
Amy clearly needs more practice with Isa, because their best intentions are just landing like an anvil. The pressure is more cornering than coaxing, and before they can stop themselves, Isa snaps back.
Isa, brusque: I don’t want to. No.
It comes out harsher than they intend. Amy is taken aback by the harsh refusal, not sure what she did wrong. Isa is embarrassed, but they’re not sure how to fix it, so instead they excuse themselves and retreat into the crowd.
As the scenery bleeds again, music ebbing into generic swing music and time tip-toes ever forward…
INT. PARIS HOTEL - BALLROOM - LATER - NIGHT
The crowd has thinned a bit more, but the mood remains overall buoyant as folks loosen up (and enjoy a bit more of the open bar). Riley and Charlie are still playfully dancing together, while Zay has been snatched away temporarily by Yindra and Nigel.
Jack and Eric are also back out on the dance floor, endearingly and embarrassingly trying to boogie with their high school and college friends. Lucas is watching from the sidelines, thoroughly embarrassed on Jack’s behalf at the spectacle but also bizarrely fond of it, too.
Rae: Absolutely humiliating, isn’t he?
Lucas jumps slightly, surprised he’s being addressed. Rae has come to join him, sipping a drink and eyeing Jack’s little circle with equally fond amusement.
Lucas: Wouldn’t catch me out there. Let’s just put it that way.
Rae: I figured as much. You seemed nervous enough just getting through that toast this afternoon. A performer you are not, I presume.
Gee, thanks. Lucas clears his throat.
Lucas: Did it show?
Rae: Well… [ with a teasing smile ] Not at all. You did fine. Jack loved it. I could tell he did. And I understand why. It’s cute, the dynamic you two have.
Lucas: Wasn’t always. Believe me.
Rae: Oh, I can imagine. I know all about your little permanent record of mischief at Adams. [ with a shrug ] But I always knew he would turn it out. Find a way to win you over -- and you, him, probably. Not that it would be hard. Jack is a certified softie. Even in college, he was the same.
Lucas: That’s how you met? Did you study abroad?
Rae: Sweetie, I’m American. Don’t let the long-standing international adoration fool you. But yes, we both ended up in Brooklyn at the same time. Luck of the draw. Bonded fast, though you wouldn’t think it at first. Me, all fiery and feisty and full of zest for life and Jackson all studious and stern and… full of responsibility. But we both had that spark, you know, that thirst to be something more. Ambition, I suppose. To be bigger than where we came from. I mean, not that that’s hard, both coming from podunk Southern sprawl --
Hold on a sec. Something about this is starting to set off a bell… Lucas frowns.
Lucas: You’re from the South?
Rae: Texan born-and-raised, baby. Try as I might to forget.
A woman around Jack’s age, or thereabouts, hailing from Nothingville, Texas… it feels crazy to consider, staring at the modelesque, worldly woman standing next to him, but Lucas can’t shake his instincts. He’ll feel stupid either way, so may as well bother to ask…
Lucas: Is your real name Rae?
Now he’s piqued her interest. She cocks her head slightly, quirking an eyebrow at the question. Intrigued by the question… but based on the shadow of a smirk on her lips, maybe not all that surprised.
Rae: As far as most of the world is concerned, it is. Past lives notwithstanding.
Lucas: Did you ever go by Rachel?
Rae: According to my birth certificate, perhaps. Why do you ask?
Lucas: It’s… this is going to sound crazy, but…
Like he’s going to be able to explain. He barely understands the task himself. Instead, Lucas lets the letter speak for itself, reaching into the inner pocket of his suit jacket and retrieving Grace’s envelope. He glances at it, confirming this lead is as good as any, before holding it out for her.
Lucas: I think my mom wanted me to give this to you. Maybe. Grace Kinsley?
Rae’s expression softens almost instantly when she sees the handwriting on the envelope. She always knew who she was talking to, curious to see how long it might take him to put any pieces together, but actual correspondence she was not expecting. She accepts the letter, turning it over in her fingers. After a beat, a bittersweet smile blooms onto her face.
Rae: Kinsley, huh?
Lucas nods. Knowing, but not quite understanding, how much it means to hear Grace owning that name again. To no longer be chained to the entity that stole her away in the first place.
Rae: Thank you. Please tell her I can’t wait to read it, and I’ll be sure to get back in touch soon. It’s very, very good to hear from her. [ a beat ] I’m sorry for your loss.
She doesn’t say his name. That’s not really what she means, anyway. Kenneth is the footnote -- the greater tragedy is the lives they didn’t get to lead instead.
Lucas: So… you knew Grace? Were you friends?
Rae: Once upon a time. Feels like another life. But yes. [ bittersweet ] Best.
So she was close with his mom, at one time or another… and she was apparently close with Jack too. And she’s a well-off artistic socialite with little qualms about pulling favors and more than a dime of disposable income to spare on a whim, considering how efficiently she pulled this together for Jack and Eric…
Suddenly, like lightning, it hits Lucas in a flash. It clicks together. He knows, even before he knows.
Lucas: It was you. You got me into Triple A.
At first, Rae lets him hang in suspense… then she cracks a smile, giving herself away.
Rae: I wondered how long it might take you to figure it out. Jack has said you’re damningly clever, but I know you didn’t have much to go on. I could only drop so many casual hints before it started to get weird.
Lucas: You paid my tuition.
Rae: I may have pulled a few strings. Put in a word with Jack. [ with a pithy shrug ] Hardly a dent out of my pocketbook.
This woman he’s never met, who he never even heard of until this trip, negotiated his entrance and paid his way into the school that changed his life. From halfway across the globe, for no recognition. For nothing in return. It’s a stunningly bold display of kindness, a selfless charity you don’t see every day.
Lucas stares, trying to wrap his head around it.
Lucas: My mom never mentioned you. She never told me about you. You didn’t even know me. [ off her subtle nod of acknowledgement ] Why would you do that for me?
Rae inhales a deep breath, considering that question. It’s been years since she seriously contemplated it, since the opportunity to do so was in her lap.
Rae: Friendship is a funny thing. One of the weirdest forms of love, in my opinion. Romantic love, it has these conventions, these rules, that make it appear sensical. And it has clear barriers -- when it’s over, it’s over. At least, by conventional wisdom. But friendship… it’s never been quite so clean-cut. Not to me. Unless you make an effort to kill it dead and good, they don’t ever really die.
She helped him because she wanted to help Grace. It didn’t take a second thought. It didn’t matter that they hadn’t spoken in years; it didn’t matter that they were thousands of miles apart. It didn’t matter how things ended back in Texas, or that she never did hear from her after trying to get her on that train until this moment arose when she needed her again.
Rae: Grace was my best friend. I still care very much about her. When you love someone, there is no why. [ looking at him ] Don’t you have folks who you’d do just about anything for? Without hesitation?
Lucas pauses. It seems like such a daunting question, such a bold thing to ask of him. Of anyone. To be that vulnerable, to love that hard.
Then he lets his gaze drift back to the dance floor, finding his people again. Dylan and Asher have now joined Riley and Charlie, the little group of them chattering excitedly and full of infectious joy.
He finds them, and the answer is supremely simple.
Lucas: Yeah. Yeah, I guess I would.
Rae glances at him, gentle smile on her face.
Now that they’re done frolicking about with their friends, Dylan and Asher have business of their own to attend to. It’s time for them to take the stage and act as entertainment for the evening. Dylan jumps up and takes one of the bass guitars from the band while Asher adjusts the front microphone to his height.
Asher: Again, shoutout to Principal Jack and Mister E. Both for letting us crash your wedding, and for everything you’ve given to us at Adams in the last few years. We hope the ones to come are everything you deserve and more.
Dylan: Now to pay our wedding crasher junk fee, we’re going to slow things down here for a minute to give all the lovebirds in the room another chance to be gross and romantic and stuff. And if you’re single, or anti-PDA, or just a hater -- kindly get over yourself. It’s a wedding. Peace and love.
With that, the lighting softens a bit to muted purple and blue hues, effectively setting the mood. Asher nods over his shoulder to the band maestro, kicking off the enchanting slow dance tune.
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “So Close” as performed by Jon McLaughlin || Performed by Asher Garcia (feat. Dylan Orlando)
Asher takes the lead vocals here, his soft but emotive tenor an effective vehicle for this romantic number. Dylan mainly backs him up as support, as usual, occasionally offering light harmonies and carrying the backing band on his bass line.
But while they always do manage to set an excellent scene, Dasher aren’t the stars of this sequence by any means. No, the much more compelling action is on the dance floor. Many of our main ensemble pair off for this slower serenade -- Jack and Eric making first moves, naturally, but Jade isn’t far behind with Nigel. Riley guides Lucas onto the floor with no words and little to no effort.
Before the performance gets in too deep, Isa makes it there too. Farkle arrives by their side in the shadows and leans over to murmur in their ear.
Farkle: Stable enough for a dance?
The invitation is easy, slightly teasing, no expectations. More than understanding of the pressure they’ve been under today, totally open to the possibility that it’ll be a no. But he offers a hand anyway, because it would feel criminal not to. Not when today, the two of them have felt heaven’s light.
And with him, Isa can handle it. For him, it’s a yes. They find themselves smiling, albeit shyly, and placing their hand in his. Mirroring the smile, Farkle leads them out onto the dance floor.
By the time we reach the dramatic orchestral swell halfway through, we achieve a rare AMBITION milestone -- all of our main pairings together. We take a long, sweeping tracking shot through the crowd, spending a romantic beat with each one of them in the midst of the dance. Riley and Lucas. Zay and Charlie. Farkle and Isadora; Jack and Eric. Jade and Nigel, and of course, Asher and Dylan themselves, as Dylan steps forward and spins Asher around from behind during the musical interlude.
Once Asher is back on his feet and back at the microphone before the bridge, the magic is disrupted somewhat by reality. On the edge of the dance floor, shrouded in shadow, Josh receives another text on his phone. He prepares himself to ignore another overly excited message from Floyd, but it’s not from him.
It’s from Justin.
“Hey man, hope you’re doin well! Just wanted to reach out ahead of the gate let you know that since you severed from Global, any of the stuff you worked on while here is automatically going into our vault. Might be making some retroactive credit changing too. You know how it is, legalese. Anyway, just wanted to give you warning so that you’re not caught off guard, but I would really recommend not getting all tangled up in fighting it if I were you. Probably not a good idea for your career to get super litigious when you’re already starting over again. But you’re smart, I’m sure you’ll be back on top in no time. Lots of love bro”
Josh honestly might throw up. He figured he would be able to just walk away from them, from Global Beat, and not have to ever face it again -- let alone so soon. And for them to basically insist on taking any scraps he had left to his name and all he had to show for the last four years… as if they didn’t already take enough credit from him…
It’s retaliation. Plain and simple. Justin doesn’t know for sure that he knows, but just in case, this is a pretty surefire way to shut him up. Him, and potentially, his career.
It’s too much. He thought he was handling it okay, holding it all together, but this unexpected attack basically slices him open. He’s holding on by a thread…
And naturally, Cory finds a way to snip it.
Cory: Jeez, Josh, texting work again? You really can’t sacrifice one second of your “career” to enjoy one of your siblings’ celebrations? We call Eric a workaholic, but --
Just like that, Josh snaps.
Josh: You know what, Cory? Go fuck yourself.
Morgan: Whoa --
Cory: Jesus, what the --
Although most of the dance floor thankfully misses their little explosion, Amy and Alan certainly don’t. They exit into the shadows and join their sons, giving them a warning glare.
Amy: What on Earth is going on --
Josh: [ still to Cory ] I get it, you think I’m a selfish brat. You think I’m an uppity asshole for leaving home to go do something out of my place. For trying to be something. Anything. I hear you -- maybe I am. But at least I tried. [ cracking ] At least I fucking tried --
He turns away before he truly breaks, spinning and storming out of the ballroom. Cory looks genuinely stunned, not expecting his brotherly sniping to be taken so strongly. Amy and Alan exchange concerned looks, then go after Josh -- but not before shooting Cory a disappointed look on the way.
Cory: What the hell did I say?
Morgan shakes her head. The orchestra concludes vamping, allowing Asher to slip back into the belted line of the bridge.
Oh how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
And then we sweep through the end, spending one more luxurious moment wrapped in the surrealism of all of our couples intertwined. Together. So close to reaching that famous happy end…
So close, and still so far…
As the number concludes and applause ripples through the crowd, the protective spell is broken. One instance, Isa is soaking up the moment, letting Farkle hold them close and enjoying the incredulous capacity to find calm in all this chaos… and then they wake up, aware again of the crowd and the noise. The many eyes in the room -- and how many of them have now noticed how cozy they and Farkle are capable of being these days.
Many pairings on the floor continue to stay close, and Farkle seems content to do the same. In fact, he seems to think this might be a good time to bring up something he’s been thinking about…
Farkle: Isa, I’ve been --
Isa: I need water.
Oh. Okay then. Isa gives him a tight smile and extracts themselves from his grip, slipping away and desperately heading for the drink table. Anything to get away for a second, to give their head the chance to screw back on straight.
Farkle lets them go, awkwardly left alone on the dance floor.
At the same time, Jack cuts in with Lucas and Riley, asking if he can steal the former for a second. Riley is happy to oblige, stepping back.
Jack: Think I could go for some fresh air. Fancy a walk?
Honestly, that sounds like a brilliant idea. Lucas nods, following him off the dance floor.
INT. PARIS HOTEL - LOBBY - NIGHT
Josh has fled into the lobby, trying and failing to pull himself back together. His resolve has been pierced, and he can’t hold back the emotion anymore. Tears are falling before he can stop them; he can’t ignore the rubble of his career crushing him.
Amy and Alan aren’t far behind him. They are full of concern as they catch up to him, back in mom and dad mode instantly despite how stilted the dynamic has felt between them all at times since Josh moved away for school.
Amy: Josh, honey, what happened? What’s wrong?
Josh recoils from the question, shaking his head and hiding his head in his hands. He doesn’t want to confront it -- he doesn’t want to face them. To face the truth.
But he can’t be strong forever. He can’t keep pushing through on his own. Alan frowns, crossing his arms.
Alan: Talk to us, pal. What’s going on?
Somehow, it’s the “pal” that breaks him. The nickname from his father, who has never been the best at articulating his emotions, but has a tone of tenderness unparalleled when he really cares. When the moment really counts.
Josh’s face twists into a frown, and he surrenders.
Josh: I’m finished. I left Global Beat.
Naturally, this elicits shocked reactions. Amy and Alan are filled with questions -- how? Why? Did they fire him, or did he quit?
Amy: They didn’t fire you, did they? With how hard you worked, surely they wouldn’t --
Alan: If they hurt you, you can take action. Like I said, there are labor protections. I know your role didn’t have a union, but there are still --
Josh: No. No, I -- I left. I had to leave. It wasn’t -- [ shaking his head ] I couldn’t be there anymore. I didn’t want to be that.
But now he has nothing. He wasted all this time, all this energy, and it feels like it was for nothing.
Amy, aching: Josh, sweetie…
Alan: Why didn’t you talk to us about it?
Josh: Because… because I didn’t want to let you down. I put all this -- I created all this distance between us, trying to do this thing. To prove to you that I could do it, that you didn’t have to doubt me. Or worry. I spent all that time and… [ voice cracking ] and I failed. I failed.
Amy shakes her head.
Amy: You didn’t fail. You’re just getting started. So you had a setback, I’m sorry. But you’ll figure it out. You don’t have to prove anything -- least of all to us. [ choking up ] We just want you to be happy. That’s all we care about.
Josh: I just wanted you to be proud of me.
Amy: We are. Josh, of course we are.
Alan, quiet as ever, doesn’t have any additional words of wisdom. But his actions do him one better.
Without hesitation, Alan steps forward and wraps Josh into a hug. Tight, secure, the kind of embrace he hasn’t gotten to share with him since they dropped him off at school all those years ago.
At first, Josh isn’t sure how to respond… then he bursts into sobs, collapsing into his father and returning the embrace. Holding on tight. Like he’s a kid again -- the kind of vulnerability he hasn’t let himself have in ages.
Alan: I am proud of you. I am so proud of you.
Amy echoes the sentiment, joining the embrace and cradling Josh’s head.
Just like that, the walls between them come down -- a far more welcome rubble at their feet.
EXT. PARIS HOTEL - GARDEN - NIGHT
Jack and Lucas are taking their stroll, walking leisurely through the gardens the hotel has in the back side of their lot of land. Despite their uncharacteristically sharp attire, the mood between them is easy, hands in their pockets and pace unhurried.
Right now, they’re discussing the whole Rae-Rachel reveal of it all. Lucas still wants to know why Jack didn’t just tell him about the connection in the first place, rather than him having to go through this semi-Nancy Drew-esque journey to learn it. Jack chuckles, then shrugs.
Jack: Wasn’t my secret to tell. And be honest -- if I had told you this random woman you didn’t know across the Atlantic in Paris was footing your bills, do you think that would’ve made… a shred of difference to your behavior? Am I really supposed to believe you would have given one solitary shit about that fact at the same time you were spreading mayonnaise on my floors?
Lucas: … touché.
Point is, Lucas learned when he was meant to learn. Even if he had never met her, or found out the truth, it wouldn’t have made much of a difference. What matters is that he made the most of that opportunity in the end. They made it here. Both of them. Even though it wasn’t easy.
And now, more than ever, Lucas is aware of how grateful he is for that. That Jack didn’t dump him on his ass; that he didn’t give up on him, even when he had every reason and right to do so. He gave him patience, and granted him grace, even when he didn’t necessarily deserve it. He’ll never be able to repay him for that -- that is worth far more than the cost of tuition.
All he can offer for now is his words. As they stop by one of the fountains, taking a moment to take in the quiet din of Paris, Lucas tries to express it.
Lucas: I’m glad I could be here for this. With you.
Jack: Me too. And I hope you know how much I appreciate what you said at brunch today. That you took the time to say something. I know it wasn’t easy for you. It meant a lot.
Lucas absorbs that, nodding. He hopes the toast made it clear enough, but just in case, he reiterates it now.
Lucas: I’m really happy for you. Really.
He means it. Jack knows he does. He offers him a smile, patting his shoulder affectionately.
Jack: Thank you, Lucas.
They spend another moment of shared content quiet in the garden, enjoying their fresh air.
INT. PARIS HOTEL - BALLROOM - LATER - NIGHT
The slower pace has carried on inside, Frank Sinatra playing through the sound system while couples continue to sway on the dance floor. Alan spins Amy under his arm, the two of them sharing a brisk kiss; Harper laughs softly with Stella as they move together. Dylan leans close to whisper something in Asher’s ear, then grins and accepts a kiss on the cheek.
A few feet away, Zay and Charlie haven’t strayed. They’re comfortable in the safe embrace of the dance floor, of one another, more natural swaying together than anyone else. They’ve drifted closer in the course of the evening, essentially hugging at this point, Charlie resting his head against Zay’s shoulder. It’s gently intimate, effortlessly peaceful -- and feels like a miracle, considering how impossible being together like this in public just a year ago.
It’s a miracle, and Zay doesn’t want to lose it. He can’t lose this. Not again.
Zay, softly: Charlie.
Charlie lifts his head, pulling back so they can lock eyes. He raises his eyebrows curiously, inviting him to go on. Zay just takes him in for a breath, not sure if he wants to disturb the perfection of this moment…
Zay: Tell me how you feel about the tour.
Charlie: Zay…
Zay: Please. I know you don’t want to influence me, or interfere with it. I get that, and I respect it. I love that you care enough to even think about it like that. [ off his light smile ] But I can’t make my choice without you. I’m not saying you’re the deciding factor, in either direction, but if I’m going to make an informed, considered decision about what I want to do next, that’s part of it. That’s essential knowledge to me.
Charlie tilts his head, torn between reluctance and fondness.
Zay: Because if you’re okay with it, whether I go or not, okay, we can work with that. We’ll figure it out. But if -- if me leaving has any chance of fucking this up again, for good, I need to know that. Because Charlie… [ with weight ] my career is my future, but so are you. I want you to be part of my future.
Regardless of what happens, he doesn’t want to make the choice that crushes that possibility entirely. They’re not going to be Romeo & Juliet, death by piss-poor communication. He won’t let them.
Charlie absorbs that, taking a deep breath. Hard to, when he’s suddenly a little light-headed.
Zay: So, please. I’m asking you. [ touching his face ] Please talk to me.
After a moment, Charlie nods. Searching for the words… man, where’d all the oxygen go?
Finally, he sighs, surrendering.
Charlie: Of course I don’t want you to go, Zay. If it were simple, I’d want you to stay. I want to be together -- really together. All the time. No compromise.
That’s what Zay figured -- and was hoping for, since it’s how he feels too. In the simplest translation, at least they agree on that.
But he also figures Charlie has more to say, and he does.
Charlie: But I want this for you, too. These people see how good you are, and that’s what I’ve been hoping for. It’s your dream, and I want you to go do it -- and I would never, ever forgive myself if you didn’t because of me.
It was that way when they were in high school, and it’s still that way now. The details may have changed, but his stance hasn’t. In fact, that feels like the greater danger -- that he stays for Charlie, and it all falls apart again anyway.
Which, again, Zay suspected. The simple answers are off the table. They usually are.
Zay: So… what, then? Where’s the part where it all finally works out?
That earns a laugh from Charlie, albeit a quiet one. He thinks for a moment, trying to figure out how to say what he’s thinking. He knows if his words ever matter, this conversation is one of those times.
Charlie: Obviously, I don’t want you to be hundreds or thousands of miles away. I don’t think either of us wants that. But we’ve worked with less ideal circumstances before. We’ve already torn ourselves up once or twice.
Zay: Yeah, and I’d really, really like to not do it again. [ insistent ] I want you. I want the relationship, the commitment, all of it. I want that with you. That’s what I don’t want to risk.
Charlie: Me too. But if that’s what you’re afraid of --
Charlie shakes his head, almost incredulous… then he scoffs a laugh.
Charlie: Zay, I’m disgustingly, achingly, hopelessly in love with you.
Even though it’s no secret anymore, the words still make heat rise to Zay’s cheeks. Only Charlie Gardner is capable of making him bashful…
Charlie: I’ve been in love with you for years. I haven’t stopped -- even when we fought, or split, or were thousands of miles apart. Nothing made it fade before. In all honesty, I genuinely cannot fathom a version of reality where I don’t. I love you. That’s not going to change whether you’re right in front of me, or sweating it out at Turner, or off touring in Wyoming.
Zay: … I hope we’re not going to Wyoming. Is there even anybody out there? I thought it was just a bunch of corn.
Charlie: The point is, I’ve gotten plenty of practice loving you even while apart. Wherever you are, it doesn’t matter. [ cupping his face ] I love you. I’ll still love you. So if the only thing holding you back is the fear that if you go, I’m gone, then forget it. I’m not going anywhere.
If he has true faith in anything, it’s that. No doubt. He knows that he’s Zay’s.
Charlie: So when I say that all that matters is whether you want to do this tour or not, I mean it. That’s what I mean. Whatever you decide to do, I will support it, as long as it’s what you want. Okay?
In this case, he said all of that exactly right. It was precisely what Zay needed to hear to actually face making the decision on his own. He nods, offering a delicate smile.
Zay: Yeah. Yeah, okay.
Charlie returns the smile, pulling Zay closer and pressing his forehead against his. They stay close, wrapped in the peaceful embrace, soaking up the easy closeness of right now.
Panning away from them, we find Riley, who bumps into Farkle on the dance floor again. As they intended to catch up, he extends a hand in invitation.
Farkle: You able to spare a dance for a beast?
Riley smiles at the throwback. She gives him an affectionate nose crinkle and accepts his hand, letting him lead her deeper into the crowd.
The camera continues to move along, landing with Isa. They’re currently in conversation with Zachary, Ruby, and Eric, grateful for the chance to ground to reality. After the dance with Farkle, it’s felt a bit difficult to shake off the adrenaline. God, how is it so easy for someone who used to simply be their gawky best friend to make them such a mess?
Yes, that little slow dance they shared didn’t go unnoticed. It’s what Ruby wants to know all about, playfully touching Isa’s shoulder.
Ruby: Should we be planning to have Farkle over more? Is he going to be a more frequent visitor?
Isa: Um… I’m not sure. He probably would’ve come more before, but things were… different.
Zachary: He seems like a great friend. I can see why you’re fond of him.
Isa: … did I say --
Ruby: Well, I guess the better question is will we see him again? If he ends up back in New York, will you bring him along when you visit?
Eric: Whoa, slow down. Is Farkle moving back to New York? [ to Isa ] You didn’t mention that.
Zachary: In all fairness, you’ve been a bit preoccupied.
Isa: I don’t know. I don’t know if he is.
Zachary: He said a couple of times during lunch --
Eric: I didn’t realize he wasn’t happy with Los Angeles --
Ruby: Well, after seeing certain things this evening, I’m starting to get a better impression as to what may be changing his mind.
They’re all just chattering, Ruby especially, but the conversation is making Isa’s head spin. The mere prospect that Farkle would come back to New York, let alone that he would do it for them… it’s too much to comprehend right now. It’s making that rush in their veins feel worse, more volatile.
Isa: I’m going to get some air.
Isa doesn’t wait to be excused, spinning away and starting to move through the ballroom. It’s starting to feel overwhelming, like it’s towering over them and closing in at the same time. They’ve pushed themselves hard the last couple of days, and the resilience is starting to crumble.
Naturally, that’s exactly when everyone seems to want their attention. Dylan tries to catch up with them first, falling into stride beside them.
Dylan: Um, are we going to talk about whatever is going on with you and Farkle? I didn’t want to say anything before, but I did notice a certain sweater when you got home --
Isa: Not now, Dylan. I -- I can’t right now.
Based on their brusque tone, Dylan gets the message, backing off. In fact, he seems a bit concerned, but they’re moving away from him quicker than he can react.
Next, they get a callout from Morgan, who is chatting with some of Eric’s friends and Josh near the drink table. She gestures Isa over enthusiastically, claiming they would certainly be able to settle this debate about a movie they’re having…
But Josh is there, and that makes Isa even more reticent. So they turn away without responding, continuing to stumble their way through the crowd.
Then, like thinking of the devil herself, they bump right into Maya. The two of them trip over themselves a bit, Maya snapping in her usual sharp fashion.
Maya: Jesus, can’t you watch where you’re going? I’m wearing bright red, it’s not like I’m hard to miss.
Isa is shutting down so fast, they don’t even have the capacity to bite back. Once Maya recognizes who rammed into her -- and acknowledges the stony expression on their face, one they know pretty well after years of friendship -- she softens considerably.
Maya: Isa. Are you okay?
They can’t do this. They can’t face her right now. It’s all too much. Isa pushes past her without responding, continuing their desperate exit. Maya spins and watches her go, mirroring Dylan’s earlier concern but even less sure whether she should go after them or not.
Back with Riley and Farkle, they’re both enjoying their playful slow dance together. Certainly not as cozy and intimate as some of the other folks on the dance floor right now, but it’s sweet. And it’s nice to spend some time together, since they’ve spent all year long on opposite coasts.
Riley: Well, maybe not for much longer. [ considering it ] Though I guess it actually wouldn’t make too much of a difference, would it? Northern California is basically a whole other realm from Los Angeles.
Yes, that is factually true, but that’s not what Farkle catches on. He grows more reserved at the reminder of Riley’s grand plans, both from his own anxiety and how he knows he screwed up by telling Lucas about it. He should just let it go. He should keep his mouth shut.
And yet, his judgment slips out anyway.
Farkle: Have you really thought all of that through?
Riley: What?
Farkle: The move to California. That whole thing. Are you sure it’s really a great idea?
Riley shifts into something more defensive herself, sensing she should be on guard. As she often needs to be when it comes to Lucas -- it wouldn’t be the first time. Although they continue to dance as if nothing is wrong, the tone becomes noticeably tenser between them.
Riley: Yes, I’ve thought about it. Do you think I’d make such a big jump without giving it serious thought?
Farkle: No. I don’t. That’s sort of why --
That’s why it caught him by surprise. Because it feels so sudden. But it’s not sudden, not to Riley.
Riley: I’ve spent plenty of time thinking about it, yes. I’ve considered my options.
Farkle: I just want to be sure. Because making a leap like that -- just for someone else --
Riley: It’s not just for him. It’s about what I want, too. Other opportunities.
Farkle: You have amazing opportunities in New York. Now. And if you haven’t even talked to him about it --
Riley: How do you know I haven’t?
Oop. Yikes. Backtrack, Farkle, backtrack. He clears his throat anxiously.
Farkle: I’m just looking out for you, Riley. I don’t want either of us to make decisions we’ll regret.
Riley: You know, I don’t know why everyone has suddenly decided they need to be so concerned about me. I’m not sure what’s changed to make people doubt my judgment.
Farkle: Nothing. It’s not you. It just seems… like… I mean, it’s a big commitment --
And Lucas isn’t a stable horse to bet on. Not to most people. Not to Cory; not to Topanga. Not to Evan, or Zay, or any other number of people who think they’re protecting her, when all they’re doing is broadcasting their own insecurities and prejudices.
And frankly, Riley is fucking sick of entertaining their judgments.
Riley: [ with soft defiance ] I love Lucas.
Farkle: But is that enough?
Is that worth risking everything you’ve got, uprooting your entire world? To put your trust, your fully devoted faith, into someone who can break it?
Farkle truly wants to know, because against his better instincts, he’s contemplating the same thing.
Before Riley can respond either way, they’re distracted. Farkle sees Isa making their desperate escape over Riley’s shoulder, immediately growing worried. He disconnects from Riley and swiftly excuses himself, going after them.
Farkle: Isa --
Riley’s left dumbstruck in his wake, confused about him and Isa and even more turned around about having to go so hard on defense so suddenly. It’s a palpable relief when Lucas comes to join her, reappearing at her side after his refreshing walk with Jack.
Lucas: Sorry it took me a minute. I’m amazed this place is still this packed. [ noticing her expression ] Hey. You all right?
Now that he’s there? Riley gazes up at him and finds her peace, smiling and taking his arm to anchor back to reality.
Riley: Never better.
The disruptive energy seems to ripple throughout the venue, settling with Jade and Nigel next. They’re swaying together on the dance floor, Jade keeping up casual conversation about how the reception has been and how cool it’s been to be in Paris.
Jade: It might be cool to spend some time living here. You know? France is a huge city for fashion, so maybe I could find a way to build it into my career. This or Italy -- or hell, why not both? I mean, the influence on the couture market alone…
But Nigel is mentally on another plane, so consumed with how he’s going to manage to tell her about his plans that it’s now all he can think about. She’s daydreaming about these international leaps, just distant twinkles in her mind’s eye right now, without realizing just how close she’s treading to the very real leaps her boyfriend is determined to make.
So, as if she’s lit a fuse, Nigel combusts.
Nigel, blurting: I’m going to London.
At first, it doesn’t register. Jade thinks he’s playing along, offering his dream scenario.
Jade: Oh, for sure. That would be great too. You could hit up the West End, and I could do a stint with --
Nigel: No. Now. Well, not now now, but -- I’m going to try to transfer. To a school in the UK. Next year.
They stop dancing. Jade stares at him, evidently surprised. It’s hard to tell what’s more stunning to her -- that he has these plans at all, that’ll put even more distance between them… or that he made all of them up in his head without a word to her.
The two of them stand frozen on the dance floor, locked in that moment of sudden confession.
At the same time, Josh at least seems to be feeling a bit better after his heart-to-heart with his parents. He’s brave enough to turn his phone back on, not expecting much -- so it’s a big surprise when he’s suddenly flooded with texts.
From Phelps: “omg, did you see the shit about Floyd? this is insane bro”
From Brian: “DUDE. FLOYD??? WHAT IS GOING ON”
From Andrew: “bitch why does this actually slap lmfao?”
Josh goes through about seven different emotions as these texts flood in -- confusion, dread, and fear to name a few -- before clarity is offered by messages from the enigmatic man himself.
“Okay so sorry this all happened when you had such big plans, I should’ve coordinated better!! But I took your advice and really really worked hard to bring The Very Best Day to life and I got so excited I couldn’t wait. It’s live now on socials!!! Took a page out of Maya Hart’s book and made a video all by myself and everything 😊 Can’t wait to talk about it more but I hope you have the best time at the wedding. Tell ur brother happiest congratulations!!!”
Oh God. Josh immediately opens up said socials, not able to dive into the song itself but certain if all his friends are texting him about it, it must be blowing up. He braces himself for the worst, certain he’s going to witness Floyd’s public cringe stoning in the digital town square.
But it’s not that. It’s far from it.
People are loving it. It seems to have hit some niche that triggers a jackpot once every blue moon -- a perfect blend of sincere, lack of self-aware joy that makes for a perfect, ironically beloved storm. It’s the new “Friday,” the next “Gangnam Style,” an accidental but wholly authentic earworm of “Never Gonna Give You Up” memetic proportions.
It’s a hit. Somehow, with his adorable, tone-deaf pipes, Ernest Floyd stumbled on an instant cult classic.
Josh goes back to his thread with Floyd in shock, at a loss for how to even respond. Then he realizes the last text message he didn’t get to before, the most recent one Floyd sent him after the song started to gain viral traction.
“Oh and one more thing -- JUPITER RECORDS WANTS A MEETING!!! I said you were part of the package no matter what, don’t worry, but I’ll hopefully have more to share soon”
So kindness pays off. Josh didn’t have to tolerate Floyd and his blatant lack of pitch -- he could’ve tossed him aside or given up on him at any time, just like multiple people advised him to. He could’ve told him how he really rated him, could’ve torn his infant career to shreds, as so many people in the industry seem to revel in doing.
But Floyd loved the work. He cared about the creativity, with a wide-eyed, genuine optimism that Josh used to have too. That he didn’t want to lose, even when it was hard. Even when it felt like the entire industry machine was guaranteed to flatten him under its generic, formulaic wheels.
And now, here they are. Still in love with the craft, still hanging onto their souls -- and now Josh has a foot in the door with Jupiter Records.
Josh: Holy fuck. Holy fuck!
He can’t help it -- he breaks into gleeful laughter. He rushes through the crowd to find Amy and Alan, running into them on the dance floor where Morgan has joined them and is picking on their old-people dancing.
Alan: Good grief, Josh, what’s the matter? It looks like you’ve seen a ghost.
Josh, out of breath: My career isn't dead. My career’s not fucking dead!
Amy: Josh, language. [ give it a second ] But oh my God?
Morgan, excited: What the fuck does that mean?
Josh does his best to explain, but he’s really hard to comprehend through the adrenaline and excitement and breathlessness. He gives up after a few tries when it’s clear none of them have any clue what he’s talking about, promising he’ll explain more in-depth later.
Josh: But I’ve got a path. I think I can make this work.
Morgan: Hell yeah, baby bro! Way to go!
Amy and Alan cheer him as well, genuinely happy for him. And you can feel it -- for once, there doesn’t seem to be any unaddressed tension plaguing their familial bond. Morgan and Josh exchange high-fives, and then he accepts a tight hug from his mother.
Amy: Oh, I’m so proud of you. I’m so happy it worked out.
Alan: Even faster than you thought, too.
Josh: Yeah. Yeah. And now I’ve got to -- I’ve gotta plan. And I need to tell -- have you seen Maya?
They shake their heads. Not recently. Josh exhales, claiming he’ll catch up with them later. Right now, he needs to track down Maya and tell her the news.
As he darts off, to the bemused fondness of his family…
INT. PARIS HOTEL - COAT ROOM - NIGHT
Isa pushes through the door into the cramped cloak room, seemingly the only secluded reprieve they may be able to find right now. They try to catch their breath, but it’s coming out ragged, like they might hyperventilate. They tighten their hands into fists, screwing their eyes shut and bracing against the tension, but they can feel the panic building in their spine.
They’re gonna shut down. They’re gonna have a shutdown tonight of all nights, when it’s important to one of the people they care about most.
Isa: No. No, no --
Farkle: Isa.
Farkle manages to find them, stepping into the coat room and shutting the door behind him. Isa spins to look at him, and it’s like their body doesn’t know how to react. It’s partially a natural relief to see him -- on the other hand, he is about the last person their brain can stomach trying to process right now.
Farkle: What’s going on? Are you okay?
Isa: Yes. [ out of breath ] I mean… yes. [ shaking their head ] No. I don’t know. It’s all too --
Farkle: Hey, it’s okay. Deep breath. I mean it, deep breath in. Come on --
He breathes in slowly, demonstrating and encouraging Isa to do the same. He may not be autistic, but he’s had more than his fair share of panic attacks in the last few years. Not only that, but he doesn’t talk down to Isa. He’s not telling her what to do. His delivery is sincere, surprisingly level -- he’s right there with them, offering himself as an anchor to at least get back to calmer waters.
And Isa trusts him, more than most, so they comply. They force themselves to inhale a long, deep breath, shaky as it might be. Farkle nods, then encourages another one. With each one, the tightness in Isa’s muscles relaxes just a little bit more.
Farkle: That’s better. Honestly, I didn’t realize how much I needed that, too. [ a beat ] Are you --
Before he can finish, Isa caves to their instincts, stepping forward and collapsing into Farkle. Pulling him into a tight embrace, holding on like a life raft and using his lanky frame to ground themselves.
At first, Farkle is unprepared, but he adjusts fast. He lets Isa hide their head in his chest and gently touches their back, not applying too much pressure but signaling it’s okay. He’s there.
For a few more breaths, they simply stand in that embrace, letting Isa find balance in whatever form they can get it. Once their breathing has slowed to something closer to normal, Farkle speaks again.
Farkle: What happened? What pushed it too far?
Isa finds they don’t want to answer. How are they supposed to tell him, when he is a big part of the reason everything feels so turned upside-down? For better, or for worse? That they can’t even determine whether they like it more than the dizzying feeling because it’s all coming at them at once.
Isa: It’s just… the party is a lot. All the -- noise, and crowds, and stuff. I’m trying to push through it, for Eric, but --
It’s not that simple. This isn’t either, which is why Isa feels compelled to pull away. They put some distance between them, settling down on the crate against the wall to help the room stop spinning.
Farkle may not be an expert at emotion, but he is pretty good at decoding Isa. And he can tell that they’re not telling him everything, even if what they’re saying out loud is the truth. He wants to help, to be there for them, but he can’t do that if they won’t let him.
Not to mention, he’s been letting Isa hold him at arm’s length for weeks, and it’s sort of driving him insane. Now that they’re alone, now that they have a second to talk, maybe he can finally get some clarity.
Farkle: I don’t think it’s just about that.
Isa: … what do you mean? You know I get overloaded. Sometimes.
Farkle: I know. And I know today has not been easy for you. You know I get that. [ a beat ] I just noticed that when we danced together, earlier, you seemed okay. And when you pulled me aside at the brunch, you were -- I mean, things felt good then. You seemed like yourself. But when we went back inside, and the dance ended, that’s when you… when it got --
Isa: I don’t think I can talk about this right now.
Will they ever? Talk about it. Farkle does his best to curb his frustration, but his patience is running thin.
Farkle: I think we need to. Isa. Because I feel -- the way I feel about you is a lot, but not knowing where things stand is making me crazy.
Isa: [ weakly aiming for humor ] Making you? As if you weren’t already?
Farkle: And if I know you like I think I do, I bet that’s part of it. Isn’t it? That you don’t know what we are. How to explain to people what we are. [ off their silence ] So let’s figure it out.
Farkle is adamant, and so painfully earnest, approaching them again and dropping down to his knees next to them. Willing to work through it all, to put everything out on the table and make their commitments.
If that’s what Isa wants. And that’s the question. They hooked up -- they keep kissing him and seeking solace in his presence. They told him, albeit with lowered inhibitions, that they loved him. But is that the truth? Is that what they want to say?
And if they do, is it worth the potential consequences that follow?
Isa winces, hiding their head in their hands. It’s too much…
Farkle: Come on, Isa. Please. Talk to me --
Isa: What did you mean about leaving Los Angeles?
Farkle: What?
Isa lifts their head, locking eyes with him.
Isa: You told Zachary and Ruby “if” you stayed in Los Angeles. Since when were you planning on leaving?
Farkle: I… I’m just thinking about stuff. I haven’t decided anything.
Isa: Because you never said anything about that before. I never thought you’d come back. [ uncertainly ] But then we… have our thing, and suddenly, you’re coming back?
Farkle: If you think this is about you, then that’s --
Isa: Isn’t it? [ staring him down ] And if it is, well -- don’t you hear how crazy that sounds?
Farkle, defensive: Whatever choice I made wasn’t just about you. There are a lot of things I miss about New York. You said it yourself, before I left, that I’m so damningly New York --
Isa: But you left. You still left. And it seems like it’s only now, after we… after I… that you’re suddenly thinking about turning it all around.
Farkle: That’s not --
Isa: What about the stuff you have going on out there? The agent, and USC -- if you’re dipping just because of me, because of “us” --
Farkle: Well, would that be such a terrible thing?
Would it be the worst thing in the world if he was coming back for them? Because they’re his best friend, and safe, and potentially something much more than that? Isn’t it worth giving this a real chance, to figure out what they’re made of? It’s not like New York is at all short on opportunity.
Isa: I’m really not in the headspace to --
Farkle: But I need to, Isa. I need to know. [ delicate ] Am I out of my mind?
Is he holding his breath for something here that isn’t going to work out? Is it so wrong for him to want to put his stake in the two of them, along with whatever else he decides to pursue?
Maybe not. But Isa doesn’t know. They can’t make any guarantees, and despite how strongly their heart may feel about him, their brain can’t seem to catch up and make sense of it.
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “If I Didn’t Believe In You” as performed by The Last Five Years Original Off-Broadway Cast || Performed by Farkle Minkus (feat. Isa De La Cruz)
[ Lyrics specific to characters -- follow along here! ]
Farkle does his best to figure it out, though. He launches into one more gently desperate plea, begging for a shred of clarity and certainty as to what exactly the two of them are. Because they’ve been dancing around one another for months, years, and they are one of the most important people in his life. He wants this to work, for them to be fundamental in his life. He wants them.
But if Isa doesn’t want that too, then what is he -- what are they -- even doing?
Where Jamie originally sings about a book publishing party, Farkle opens by reiterating what Isa has been willing to disclose. The wedding is overwhelming; there’s so many people. And he acknowledges that, but he knows there’s more than that. There’s more tearing up their mind, and if they don’t speak on it, if they can’t talk this out, then they’re dead before they even get off the ground. They need to let him in.
Did you think this would all be much easier
Than it's turned out to be?
Well, then talk to me, Isa
Talk to me…
And Farkle believes in them. He does. He believes in Isa’s ability to power through, to confront the hard stuff. They’re the toughest, most resilient person he knows. And even though this… thing they’re on the brink on -- the feelings and intimacy and commitment -- is scary, terrifying even, he believes they can handle it. He’s ready to handle it.
If I wasn't certain that you'd come through somehow
The fact of the matter is, Isa
I wouldn't be standing here now
Isa, on the other hand, isn’t so sure. During the brief musical interlude, they try to articulate it.
Isa: But how can you know? How can you believe -- what if this doesn’t --
But Farkle doesn’t want to hear doubts. He doesn’t want doubts. He wants them, together, and wants Isa to be brave enough to want that too.
So he launches into the second verse, emotion growing in his voice as they progress through the semi-argument. Okay, sure, maybe they’re right and things will go to shit. Does that mean they shouldn’t even try? If Farkle didn’t think they had a chance, he wouldn’t have fallen this hard -- he wouldn’t be standing here trying to get his faith in return.
Things, when I met you four years ago, I knew
It never took much convincing
To make me believe in you
And maybe in better circumstances, with a good night’s sleep and less sensory stress, Isa could hear that. They could see the reason, or at least admire the risk, in taking this leap with him. But right now the walls are up, and their sense is low on self-preservation mode, so all they can see are the shadows.
Isa, worked up: But what if it doesn’t work? All the ways this could go -- and what if that’s just what you’re running from? What if I’m just the safer alternative to the unknowns of L.A.?
Farkle: [ with a scoff ] Are you serious? Running from? Why does it have to be running away? Can’t we be running towards something?
Don’t we get to be happy, Isa? Farkle is reaching a breaking point, wondering why every path he seems to take in life hits a dead-end. No matter how passionate he is about it; no matter how badly he wants it. His high-school era dreams that drove him to madness. His first serious relationship that drove him into the ground.
Now Isa, one of his favorite people in the world, can’t seem to see how he’s worth the risk of favoring too. Considering everything the two of them have been through, he can understand their reservations, but God, doesn’t that mean they deserve it even more?
Isa turns away, increasingly clamming up. Farkle needs answers, but they can’t give them to him right now -- not when they’re like this. And the more he pushes, the further away they drift. The higher up the defenses go.
But Farkle is so lost in his own desperation, he can’t realize that. He can’t accept it. So he digs in deeper, dropping down next to Isa again and practically begging. Taking their hands and pleading for relief, for the uncertainty to come to an end.
But you know what I think?
I think you'll be fine!
Just hang on and you'll see
It’s like they’re being cornered, and it’s even worse when it’s the one person they want to be able to show up for. Isa wants to give Farkle what he wants, to have the right answers, but their brain is just static right now. It’s just screaming escape. So they do, pulling away from him and marching in the other direction. Farkle grimaces, the frustration in his voice turning his vocals into a bit of a growl.
But don't make me wait till you do
To be happy with you
But Isa is hitting their melting point too. They whip around to face him again, cutting him off.
Will you listen to me?!
Their efforts towards defense have failed, so Isa reacts to gain space the only way they have left -- they lash out. Instinctively, protectively, saying whatever they have to say to get Farkle to back down. Him chasing them back to New York isn’t going to magically solve all their problems; they can’t be his placebo panacea. They can’t make him tougher, or braver, or mend his broken wings.
And if he’s so willing to change everything about his life to follow them, he certainly expects the same of them.
I will not fail so you can be comfortable, Farkle
I will not lose because you can't win
It’s like they slapped him. Taking all of his affection, his complicated feelings, and reducing them to a scapegoat -- painting his desire for them as some frantic, ill-conceived excuse to run from his prospects in Los Angeles -- is a low blow, especially given his past struggles with insecurity. And for them to have arrived at that conclusion through this conversation, when they both went into it with nothing but good intentions towards one another…
How did this happen? How did they end up here? The fight spun out of control so fast, it’s like they’re on a different planet.
Which is exactly what Isa is terrified of. This is exactly what they dread -- what they don’t want Farkle to become used to. They care about him, but they don’t know if they’re equipped to give him what he needs. Not yet.
If only any of that had been put into words. If only this conversation happened at a more opportune time. Instead, they’re just left with new wounds. Isa knows they misspoke, that they didn’t mean what they said, but they can’t seem to unclench their jaw and take it back. Farkle turns away from them, trying to reel in his reactionary emotions.
He cares about Isa. He knows this is hard. He doesn’t want to fight. But if this really is how they feel… if all of this pining, and planning, and prioritizing is for nothing…
So he gives it one last shot. He slips into the final verse, softer and more fragile than before, trying one last time for Isa to level with him. For them to find some way out of this wreckage without total destruction -- where they can still hold onto each other.
If I hadn't believed in you
I wouldn't have loved you at all
As the piano slowly ebbs away, echoing those final notes, Farkle makes his own shaky request. He tries to meet Isa’s eyes, but they avert their gaze, dropping it to the floor.
Farkle: I just need you to tell me, Isa. Please. [ voice cracking ] Please… look at me, and tell me what you did over the phone. Tell me that I’m not losing my mind. That this is worth something. [ with weight ] That it’s real.
God, do they want to. In their soul, in their heart of hearts, Isa is screaming it. They love him; they care about him. They want to risk it all -- it’s worth that and more. It is the realest thing they know.
But right now, they’ve shut down, and all there is in their head is the static. When they finally manage to speak again, it’s barely a murmur.
Isa: I can’t.
That’s that, then. That’s Farkle’s answer, whether he likes it or not.
Even though it feels like the sky is collapsing, Farkle manages not to crumble. He swallows the hurt, blinking back tears, nodding and backing towards the door.
Farkle: Okay. Cool. [ wobbly ] Thanks for letting me know.
Isa screws their eyes shut, holding back tears of their own as Farkle opens the coat room door and flees. Isa presses their palms to their eyes.
That went so wrong. That went terribly, terribly wrong.
Isa: Fuck!
INT. PARIS HOTEL - BALLROOM - NIGHT
Isa’s absence has started to become noticeable, Eric picking up on it. He finds Dylan and Asher in the slowly thinning crowd and asks whether or not they’ve seen them. Once Dylan confirms he did, but they didn’t seem in the best shape, Eric only grows more concerned.
Eric: I knew today would be overwhelming for them. I should’ve… I would go look for them, but I can’t exactly leave. And we’ll be wrapping up soon --
Asher: Don’t worry, Mister Eric. We can look for them.
Dylan: Yeah, we’ll take care of it. Promise.
Eric nods, thanking them. To make good on that promise, they both immediately start their search, exiting the dance floor.
Josh finally manages to locate Maya, running into her on the opposite side of the dance floor. They spin around one another at first, Maya immediately picking up on his heightened energy.
Maya: You’re chipper. [ examining him ] How many times did you visit the open bar?
Josh: I’m not drunk. I’m euphoric. [ taking her shoulders ] We’re fucking saved!
He gives her the quick lowdown, that Floyd’s sudden success may have given him an opening to reenter the playing field. His career isn’t dead in the water just yet. If Jupiter Records is willing to give him a chance, then they might be able to go much further than Global Beat ever would’ve let him -- and without having to kowtow to Justin Miller.
Maya: Holy shit. Josh, that’s epic.
Josh: I know! And I want you to come with me. I want you to be my client.
It’s mutually beneficial for both of them. Maya is a star, and she’s already got street credit -- Josh has the means to get them back in the game. If they give him an opportunity to show off a portfolio before they make an executive decision, putting her front and center is the wisest decision he could make.
And he gets her. He wants her to succeed, just as much as he wants his own. They share a musical synchronicity that they’ve never found with anyone else, and it’s already made some sweet music. If they partner up for real, provided this shot works out… who knows what they’ll be able to accomplish.
Maya processes that, trusting the sincerity in Josh’s eyes to combat the new anxiety she feels creeping up her spine at the prospect. Not sure whether she wants to take that leap back into the belly of the beast or not -- but sure she’d be in much better hands with him.
Mostly, though, she wants to share this development. She squeezes Josh’s arms.
Maya: I have to tell Farkle.
Naturally. Josh nods, gesturing her on to go find him. As soon as she’s gone, Riley and Lucas approach, getting wrapped up in the excitement too as Josh eagerly tells her the news.
INT. PARIS HOTEL - HALLWAY - NIGHT
Farkle emerges from the coat room in a flustered daze, stumbling in any direction that provides a fast exit. He’s using all of his willpower not to start crying. Not now. Not another breakdown on a night that belongs to someone else.
Is this how he’s destined to be his whole life? Too excitable, too naive? Moving too fast, falling too hard? Never looking before he leaps; never learning his lesson.
He’s an idiot. He’s so, so stupid.
Isa, off-screen: Farkle, wait --
Farkle hastens his retreat, happening to ram into Maya just as she’s sliding around the corner to find him. She starts off excited, ready to tell him about what Josh said, but it only takes her an instant to clock the barely concealed anguish on his face.
Maya: What happened?
Farkle: I have to -- I just have to go. I have to --
He shies away from her touch, pushing past her and continuing his rushed exit. Maya spins to look after him, bewildered.
Farkle: Give Jack and Eric my best, okay? I’m happy for them. Truly. They -- [ choked ] they deserve this.
He doesn’t wait for her to respond, covering his mouth and disappearing around the corner. Maya starts to go after him.
Maya: Farkle. Farkle?!
She can’t make sense of it. Farkle was in such a good mood this trip -- needlessly anxious, sure, but that’s par for the course -- and now this. What the hell could’ve possibly happened in such a short span of time?
Maya turns back around, and instantly, she finds her answer. She faces the coat room just as Isa steps out into the hallway, equally flushed and scanning for Farkle. Knowing this got all twisted up, desperate to make it right.
But Farkle is gone. There’s only Maya. The two of them lock eyes, not saying a word, but Maya understands. She guesses what must have happened immediately. The ashamed look on Isa’s face confirms it.
Isa had his heart. And naturally, they broke it.
And with it, whatever good will the two of them might have been rebuilding. This? Done for good. Maya frowns, signaling her disappointment with more impact than any words ever could.
Then she leaves Isa behind, following after wherever Farkle ran off.
Perfect. Just perfect. Isa cusses under their breath and runs a hand through their hair, tugging on it lightly.
INT. PARIS HOTEL - LOBBY - NIGHT
Things are just going swell in all directions. Jade is making her own hasty retreat, pulling on her shawl as she heads for the revolving doors. She runs into Yindra on the way, who spins her around and asks where the hell she’s going.
Yindra: Party isn’t over yet, is it? I thought we were getting ready for the send-off thingy.
Jade: Yeah. No, I just -- I need some air.
Yindra: What’s wrong?
Jade: Nothing. I just… I need to think.
She continues on without further comment, leaving Yindra to worry. She starts to go after her, but then she’s distracted by her phone lighting up in her hand.
All she can read is the subject and first line of the email on her lock screen. But that’s all it takes to stop her breathing.
“ATTN: Girl Group Membership | JUPITER RECORDS”
It could be an offer… or a rejection. It could be the beginning of her career, or yet another dead-end. Based on the rollercoaster of an experience so far, she isn’t sure which one she’d rather see.
But she won’t know until she reads it. After a shaky breath, she unlocks her phone.
“Dear Yindra…”
EXT. PARIS HOTEL - GARDEN - NIGHT
Yindra was right about the fact that they’re gearing up for Jack and Eric’s send-off as newlyweds, so the search for Isa has become more urgent. Dylan has looked all over the main ballroom area to no avail, ending up outside the doors to the garden when he’s run out of other places to go.
That’s exactly where he manages to find them.
Isa has escaped into the night air, crouched down on the steps to the garden and hunched over with their head in their hands. They hoped the fresh air would help, but it’s doing nothing to stifle the oncoming panic attack. They’ve fought it all day, and now, it’s crashing down with a vengeance.
Dylan jumps into action, jogging down the steps to join them. They start to ask what’s wrong, or if they should get Eric, but Isa simply shakes their head. Frantic, repeating the same devastated declaration into the ground over and over.
Isa: I ruined it. I ruined it. I ruined everything. I ruined it --
Isa is clearly in no state to be celebrating, that’s for sure. Dylan has no clue what happened, or what they think they’ve ruined, but that hardly matters. He ventures a comforting touch on Isa’s back to let them know he’s there, that he’s not going anywhere. That they’re not alone.
The send-off will have to proceed without them. And it does, the chipper and upbeat orchestral lead-in sharply contrasting with their despondent image…
INT. PARIS HOTEL - LOBBY - NIGHT
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “A Tough Act To Follow - Reprise” as performed by Curtains Original Broadway Cast || Performed by AMBITION Ensemble
The joy returns as the remainder of the ensemble assembles in the lobby, lined up like a parade route from the ballroom to the main staircase. They cheer and sing the opening lines of the reprise as Jack and Eric emerge from the ballroom and running between them, the guests tossing rice and glitter at them as they make their way.
When they make it to the base of the staircase, where Elaine, Amy, and Alan are standing, each man takes a moment to exchange an embrace with their parents.
Then they turn to face one another again, taking on the soft duet together. Calling back to their original rendition of this number a season ago, only with even more weight to it now. Eric offers his hand and Jack takes it, locking their fingers together.
If you hold my hand and let the music start
Let the curtains part
Let the spotlight glow…
Then they ascend the staircase, walking hand-in-hand up into a grand goodbye -- and into the rest of their lives as partners. Partners in every sense, now including legally. The ensemble sings them off as they reach the top of the stairs, sharing one more soft, romantic kiss.
We’d be a tough act to follow, I know!
And there’s no doubt they will be, forevermore.
INT. PARIS HOTEL - Z&C ROOM - NIGHT
As the revelry comes to a late end, Charlie is back in his hotel room. He’s stripped out of his suit jacket and is starting the task of packing, mindlessly carrying on conversation as he goes.
Charlie: Was it just me, or was there like, not enough food at that thing? I mean, no disrespect, I get that they’re working on a teacher’s budget. I am not judging that. But if they weren’t going to invite all of us to the fancy brunch -- I’m just saying, if I get married one day, there is going to be a whole feast. Because I am weirdly so hungry. J’ai très faim, vraiment.
He’s really just filling the quiet, rambling as he does, so he’s more than prepared for a quippy remark from Zay when he rejoins him. But Zay doesn’t seem in the mood for jokes -- he’s got a thoughtful expression on his face, brow crinkled lightly.
Charlie: You okay?
When Zay does speak, it’s cautious. Like if he opens his mouth, and says what he’s thinking, he knows he’ll never be able to take it back.
Zay: I know what I want to do about the tour.
Charlie matches his energy swiftly, straightening up and meeting his eyes. He widens his own, impatiently waiting to hear whatever his decision -- and their future fate -- might be.
Well? Zay holds his gaze, taking a deep breath.
Whatever the future holds, we’re about to find out.
END OF EPISODE.
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