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idksmtms · 3 months

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Girl I have like an entire storyline here lmao, I have a lot of imagination…too bad I’m not a writer lol. I’m not a native speaker so I apologize in advance if something is written in the wrong way❤️.

So that was my idea for the Poseidon X Goddess! Reader:

I imagine her as a Norse goddess ( my favorite mythology) and this is kind of a crossover with marvel, but not really (everyone’s alive, but not mentioned and they live separately living each of them their own life, so no avengers, the members singularly exist but they are living at peace, just the occasionally battle, no war, no blip, no things like that, they are in the same universe but they don’t know each other tho) I hope this was clear 😫.

I imagine her as Thor and Loki’s younger sister (she is like 1000 years old or something)I don’t know what kind of goddess she could be, I was thinking love and war maybe, I love the goddess Freyja sooo…

I imagine her as the scarlet witch but with blue colors, even blue hair maybe lol, she is different from other gods and goddesses, maybe even considered weird from some of them.

They met when she was 800 or so, because before that olympians and asgardians did not like each other for centuries, so Loki, Thor and y/n have never seen Olympia.

Once Kronos dies, Zeus and Odin decide to make an agreement, both parties could live at peace without risking any war, a friendly pact.

Then they celebrate and everyone meet at Olympia, first meeting for y/n and Poseidon.

Y/n is a beautiful goddess, her blue hair are iconic and unique and she has the power of love and war, so I would say that everyone were watching her, some were envious, others jealous, someone was even afraid maybe, they don’t really know how her powers works, she is kind of strange with her blue hair.

But of course, Poseidon was very intrigued already. They all take a seat in this very long table, and while Poseidon was watching her, for the first time that night, she was staring back at him, she could feel that he was not judging her like everyone else was doing, so she smiled.

In the meantime I imagine the situation being a little bit chaotic of course, while y/n and Poseidon were just occasionally eying each other and EVERYONE could see that. Then they also dance together and talk a little (other gods were already feeling the sexual tension lmao😏) . From that moment, they of course are very interested in each other, and in many occasions they talk, they fight together, and one day they kiss.

He is the only one that believes in her powers and is not afraid of her strength (beyond her family and her people of course). He would definitely kneel for his woman and admit that she is more powerful than him any day.

But they can’t stay together, because yes to peace, no to relationships between olympians and asgardians (forbidden love trope 👀).

They keep their relationship hidden for a very long time (with her powers, they could keep the secret from Zeus, Hades knew but he was fine with it and never ever said anything, hades is a Poseidon and Y/n fan in this), but one day Olympia declares war to Asgard because the lightning bolt is stolen and y/n is the one being accused…but guess who was it actually ? Hermes, the motherfucker found out why y/n didn’t want him, at first he thought it was because of the rule but then he caught y/n and Poseidon in the lake and let’s say they were not swimming 👀…yes they were practicing so they could have Percy a century later lol ( I don’t know if you write smut, this scene would need al lot of spicy details)

So Hermes is the og Luke of course, the war doesn’t happen because they find the lighting bolt, everyone finds out about Poseidon and Y/n and another agreement is made, after a 100 or so peace, olympians and asgardians will never ever again have another interaction…

This was part 1, in the other Percy will be in it. I really hope you like it🦋🩵💙!

WAIT WHY DO I KINDA SORTA RLLY LOVE THIS???? OK OK IM MAKING THE MASTERLIST RN SO GIMME A MIN AND ILL PUT IT ON THERE!!!

#asks open #send asks #send me asks #anon ask #answered asks #ask box #ask me anything #ask #requests #request

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anchorandrope · 6 months

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why do you believe karma is a gaylor song?

hi babe !! the real question is… why do you believe karma is a not a gaylor song?

just kidding, gonna explain it rn (btw im going to skip the repeated parts of the song like the chorus).

(You're) Addicted to betrayal, but you're relevant

"i" feels betrayed by the subject "you", but "i" knows that "you" is important.

You're terrified to look down

'Cause if you dare, you'll see the glare

Of everyone you burned just to get there

"you" mistreated "i". "you" is afraid of reviewing the situation because if "you" do so, "you" will realise everything that they burned (i.e getting rid of people or information) to put themselves on a level of superiority was unworthy because the one who actually dazzle is "i".

It's coming back around

who? the karma, ofc.

And I keep my side of the street clean

You wouldn't know what I mean

"i" is aware that they did nothing wrong and that it's "you" who is the problem.

'Cause karma is my boyfriend

Karma is a god

Karma is the breeze in my hair on the weekend

"karma" is someone who cares about "i" like a boyfriend do, "karma" is someone who listen and see what "i" does like a god, but cannot speak directly to them and is also what makes "i" feel free like the wind in someone's hair does.

Karma's a relaxing thought

Aren't you envious that for you it's not

"karma" relaxes the mind of "i". furthermore "i" asks "you" if it's not jealous that "karma" is on "i"'s side.

Sweet like honey, karma is a cat

Purring in my lap 'cause it loves me

"karma" is sweet with "i", "karma" is a cat who loves "i".

Flexing like a goddamn acrobat

Me and karma vibe like that

"i" and "karma" knows how to blend with the situation.

Spider-boy, king of thieves

Weave your little webs of opacity

"you" is portrayed as a spider (represent a curse, something that bites and with its venom has a lethal effect).

My pennies made your crown

Trick me once, trick me twice

Don't you know that cash ain't the only price?

"you" used the work of "i" to reach the level of superiority it has. "i" can trick "i" but "i" knows that "karma" is going to make "you" pay the price.

Ask me what I learned from all those years

Ask me what I earned from all those tears

Ask me why so many fade, but I'm still here

(I'm still, I'm still here)

the situation has been going on for years, "i" is not giving up and is learning and advancing more and more.

'Cause karma is the thunder

Rattling your ground

"karma" makes "you" tremble, turns it's fictitious reality on it's head.

Karma's on your scent like a bounty hunter

sooner or later "you" is going to be hit by "karma".

Karma's gonna track you down

Step by step from town to town

when "karma" shows up, no "you" is going to have a way out.

Sweet like justice, karma is a queen

Karma takes all my friends to the summit

when "karma" comes along and knocks "you" off it's pedestal, "i" and their friends will be the ones to go up.

Karma is the guy on the screen

Coming straight home to me

"karma" is someone famous (screen or big screen is used as a symbol of fame, started as a cinematic term) who will be on the side of "i".

IN CONCLUSION

"i" and its friends are supported by "karma" in the situation that "i" has with "you". soooooo… who is "i"? who is "you"? and who is "karma"? well…

now, considering taylor knows about all the gaylor/hetlor stuff (it doesn't matter what do you believe, she knows that a lot of her fans believe she's queer) i believe the song is about that discourse. okay hetlors are gonna hate me for this lmaoo but: "i" are gaylors, "you" are hetlors and "karma" is taylor swift. the song is written on the perspective of a gaylor fan.

WHY? well according to the media (and almost everyone at this point tbh) gaylors are the "bad guys" while hetlors are literally being praised for shipping taylor with ever man on this planet and for making miscarriage theories lol. besides, gaylors have been calling taylor "bf", "queen" and "goddess" for YEARS!!!

taylor always liked to disguise songs about the industry, her reputation and her closeting with songs about her "exes", it makes a lot of sense that this one is about the whole gaylor lore. also the fact that taylor ends the "the eras tour" shows (a tour that ends the era of the eras) with karma, is not a coincidence in my opinion.

anyway this is only my interpretation, im not claiming that the song is only about this !!

#ask #gaylor #karma

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zhuhongs · 1 year

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im. so averse to using tumblr as my diary now that i actually keep a journal BUT basically its just very much hitting me that im leaving in 2 weeks and theres so much i wish i did and so much im making up for and regardless of all my time here was so worthwhile and could not have been better like realistically i know how i am and as much as i wish i couldve been the way i am rn at the start of the exchange i know that is impossible. i just dont adjust easily even though i try to fake that i can. and its not a flaw. it just makes sense given my upbringing. but now that i have to take advantage of every moment i do find myself wishing i could have had alone time or rather that i knew how to pace myself and have made these memories earlier and how this thought pattern ultimately holds me back and that by doing the ways i do now actually makes me maximize my time bc my off days are gonna be more packed and that like all the time i had to spend planning what to do couldve just happened naturally thru spending time and going out with people but SIGHSS i was just so convinced no one wanted me that i never put myself out there or showed anyone what kind of person i am so i reinforced my isolation with ny lack of confidence. and my roommates who i wrote off as getting everything easily for being cute bubbly girls did indeed work very hard and i was just envious and petty discrediting them like that and im embarrassed by some of the things i said abt them. like i knew deep down i was just jealous but like i couldnt help being nasty. bc i didnt trust myself to be vulnerable and show ppl i was interested in them. and. yea. yea. relish in thus feeling rn sage, and remember it well bc we're not going to make the same mistake twice. we might make a different mistake and end up with a similar outcome but thats ok. if anything, thats kind of the point. and im still very very young, and not everyone has it figured out. they just dont have the same issues as you, in fact they might have the opposite and only know how to be in a group but is too afraid to spend any time alone bc theyre insecure in that way. not everyone is perfect and you dont know so just try and fall and cry, regardless of what you do, it wont be perfect but thats ok bc we're all in the same boat. and god i feel like... smth... time.

#SIGHSSSSS #🐌.txt

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masterserris · 8 months

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mutuals feel free to dm me

make an oc with me! home brew your own for this world and/or help me w this plz i beg

i create new oc like everyday in my head and usually they stay there with most of their story or au and such, sometimes i write them down if they have a lot of meat on their bones but rn i wanna make an oc and i have the idea but also i crave attention and wanna chat to a mutual about it but like it wouldnt be an oc related to any media so there isnt exactly any hyperfixation brain rot to share but also i just wanna share and bounce ideas and maybe craft a world together.

anyways oc idea: in this world with many sentient species like humans, dwarves, and orcs and such (not unlike d&d) there is a race of "gods" or powerful beings referred to as gods. they were formed from primordial energy and have no parents. they formed at different times but they are basically the oldest lived species in this world and are functionally immortal. there is the material world (with cities/areas where gods dwell mainly), there is the netherworld, and there is hell. the netherworld is just like. a mostly barren darker dimension, not evil but maybe like limbo.

there are hundreds of gods and not many of them are attributed or have a single power. there is no "god of the oceans" or what not. there are gods who are ocean based and themed but there is no like... poseidon. no thor. no surtur. no nothing. some are like that but it isnt an exclusive title. multiple of them can be "gods of wisdom" and they can have multiple titles too.

anyways, im thinking the oc is one of them and is a god of power. they have peircing eyes and fair skin with long flowing straight hair. nice clothes. but their demeanor is soft and gentle, caring especially to animals. nurturing. they are friendly to others but some gods grow envious of them and spread rumors of them being evil hearted and craft a prophecy about their downfall. now, such a thing wouldnt happen and they deny it, but with enough belief and power put behind it, they (the envious ones) can make a self fulfilling future even if they dont realize it. they force them to isolate and face scrutiny.

im thinking they leave eventually from their home and make a fortress in the netherworld. they are the ones who crafted beings for fun. dragons or monsters or living machines or spectral beings or eldritch beings. things some might call demons. demons on their own exist in hell, they didnt make those, but it can be hard to tell an armor plated horned creature from another. i guess their spiritual scent would be different ya know? the stench of hell vs the netherworld

and they get villified for such things, keeping the company of the dragons they made. they grow tired of it and take all of their creations away from the world, depriving it of many influential and kind beings, and bring them back into their being. their own pocket world where their things may not be disturbed or harassed anymore. saved, if you will. never to be seen again. they also shut off access to the netherworld for now.

so dragons, celestial automatons, and nether monsters no longer exist and the land is barren once more. there are distant relatives of these beings, dragon hybrids are still around and some are deified for their magical power. humans make their own automatons sometimes. but they are painfully alone and watch the other two realms from their cold fortress. as time went by, the smile was only reserved for the creations and children. their loved ones, but now they are gone, in a better place, a personal heaven, which is comforting, since no being would be able to ever bother them again, but they are alone. their soft robes have turned into more and more dusky armor and a frown graces their soft skin in a dark throne room. pondering a lusterous orb.

sitting in silence wasnt how they wanted to spend eternity, so they reopened the netherworld gates to repopulate the land with plants and animals and for beings of the material world to come and settle. only their castle was shut off from them. and humans and others would come. dragonborn, tieflings, dwarves, humans, and orcs like this world. it is a second home that needs some work and terraforming to make into a paradise. so they do and in the mean time the god reintroduces themselves to others.

like, no one forgot who they were or that they still existed, but for centuries they had been in the netherworld in their castle and people were making rumors about them for a long time so. bad aura, people were afraid of them, but they were assured that they were not malevolent. they marched their ass back to the material world and went back to the council of the gods in their big capital and of course no one stopped them, they were a god of power itself and reason. a god of creation. no one had banished them or anything, they had left on their own long ago. so they sit on the council with this new grimace on their face and the other gods are wary of them.

buttons keep getting pushed and they get into verbal arguments with others, alliances being formed. some of their closest friends forsake the three worlds and enter their secret world. everyone else in existence is an enemy or a neutral party or an acquaintance. little matters to them now other than keeping order and peace. even their castle they picked up and took away from the netherworld now. everything they ever loved or cared for is in their personal realm, so the game is set. the chess match between them and other gods and they play this little game of influencing the world, giving advice to mortal beings, aiding them in their dreams, using their power to change the tides of fate, changing the material world against disasters and the like.

dragonborn, tieflings, some humans, some elves, and orcs end up patronizing them as their god. like their most powerful god, most revered. their master.

all races prior to this loved different and various gods, there was some favoritism, but nothing unifying, really. the council of gods was the most powerful or knowledgeable or influential gods and they ranked highly, even if they did not seek the position, their power was innate and their reasoning sound.

but with races drawing alliances through shared belief, it naturally formed further strain with the envious gods and even the other gods. it was worrisome! the most vocal spoke of them forming an army of brainwashed zealots. evil gods had existed before, of course, anyone could be good or bad, but they were banished or dematerialized/slain or went into hiding. now one of the most powerful gods had a large following and could use their force to overthrow them all. funny. this was the exact thing they had warned about in their very first rumors. things come true if you keep antagonizing and paving the road for it

but they deny having any intentions of war, and they really dont. it's just hard to get along with a bunch of losers who hate you for existing.

so it teeters on the edge. peace and war. the god of power and their followers vs the rest of worlds. (hell is everyone's enemy to be fair)

maybe there is war and they are finally branded the dark god or something and there is a long conflict. they win but dont conquer the world meaning they are cast down from their status. they spared their enemies and their enemies attacked them with their guard down, shattering what was left of their heart and the races that followed them are in disarray and exile into barren lands. hardship for those who took the high road. but they arent done. they do come back in a darker more twisted form, spite and hatred has fueled them. some of their followers turn to darker means for power and this time they do build an army to crash the towers of the envious down from their rotten core and return the netherworld back into their land, their new castle. their new kingdom. others are not welcome, besides basic travelers or settlers. this is one possibility.

another is that they keep the fake smile, take the verbal abuse back and forth and their soul withers from the unhappiness in their hollow heart. the art they make now feels hollow, when they pet animals, there is a distance in their eyes. this was the case when they first were being harassed, but now it has reached a terminal level. oh god of silent isolation? why do you cry tears that never touch the ground? in coldest winter you feel at home. oh heart of ice, will you tell me your secrets? give me your aid? thank you, you always listen, even if you can no longer hear your own voice. basically they live a loner life in the council and rarely interact with others unless they are literally meeting to discuss something. they always offer aid to those who ask for it.

another possibility is that they are successful in turning the world to their side and the envious gods get shamed the hell outta them. some might lash out and attack but they are branded as evil and banished/defeated. some slink out of the limelight feeling supremely humiliated and regretful of their actions. their consequences. the god smiles again, ascendant. returning to how they were originally, but with a wisened heart, a closed off heart. no more close friends, but.... some friends are nice. no new creations, but they still love their hybrid grandchildren of course. in all possibilities they adore their mortal progeny and always help them out. esp if they get harassed for being of their blood. being a dragon hybrid (sorta rare) or nether monster hybrid (very rare) is an instant label of that god. foul blooded to the zealots of the envious, or those deceived by the envious ones. in this possibility, it gets smoothed out and they are no longer villified but in other ones they are. especially in the first one.

there are other possibilities too. which one shall we make? they need a name too.

#msocs #god of the netherworld #listless tides

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jaylaxies · 2 years

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ARIA YEW CANNOT ATTACK ME WITH THAT PHOTO OF HYUCKFJCKEJFJDJD gosh his skin is so beautiful im sooo so jealous that’s what I call sunkissed 😩 nah cos he really does embody being a brat like if I had to be in that situation where he chooses me as his target to annoy, i wouldn’t know whether to be endeared or put him in him in his place 🏃🏻‍♀️💨 ALSO THIS PIC OF XIAOJUN I SAW FLOATING IN THE TL JUST MADE MY BRAIN SHUT DOWN COS??? LOOK. I HAD TO SHARE IT. I WENT BALLISTIC 🗣

CHEST?? OUT IN THE OPEN????? HELLO SIR WHAT ABOUT MY MENTAL HEALTHRJFNWNF the gaze… the side profile… the HAIR AND BROWS UM???? i have never been so envious of a man ever in my life idk if i want to be with him or BE HIM???

And Mark ☹️ on god if let’s say he went to uni with me id for sure develop a crush on him so fast like as you said, the type of crush where you’d giggle and kick your feet in the air like some school girl cos he’s so fuckin cute 💝💕💖💗💗💗💞 one chance mark lee. please. i dew nawt care if ur a loser i love losers anyways 🥰 you could stutter right in my face and id still thinking ur the hottest guy alive ☝🏼😍

AND IM ALWAYS UP FOR IT IF U WANNA TALK ABT NCT TOO 🥺 i feel like we got into them at the same time or something so this is exciting hehe 💖

I LITERALLY SOBBED WHY IS XIAOJUN SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL IM NOT HAVING THIS RN i kinda want to leave kisses all over his neck and chest but hey i didn't say that hehahh‼️👩🏻‍🦯PUT IN PLACE BTW YES??? THAT GOES FOR HYUCK AND YANGYANG BOTH CAUSE BRATS 🤩 okay back to xiaojun, LONG HAIR IM ACTUALLY GONNA THROW MYSELF AWAY OHMYGOD???

no but mark would be oblivious and would think that no one likes him 😭 he's such a loser fr i love calling him that in a very loving manner but imagine him tripping down when he sees you and then he won't be able to form sentences once you come to help him up 😭💔 YES ID LOVE THAT, i'll honestly run to you to talk about nct 💙

#nics 🥟

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eirian · 21 days

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back at it again with the trying to figure out a name to go by online outside of my art business.. an internet nickname.. i just think itd be fun and also slightly reduce the risk i face by using my honest to god actual name on social media lmfao

i have a few contenders but some of them are like...character names? and while im not 100% OPPOSED to using a character name i also feel like if i used one id feel inclined to like..take on a persona that reflected that character bc of the name? for example id love to go by scourge, its a kickass name for a kickass character who i love very much. but also if i went by scourge id 100% feel the need to give my persona green hair, sunglasses, and a leather jacket LMFAO. i dont want to fall into kinnie territory again im done w that

so i guess im thinking of more "neutral" names, definitely noun names bc i love those (or even adjectives/adverbs depending??? idk. i just know i dont want a traditional Name name), but also ones that sound Cool. scourge is one of those but again itd be because of the character and i dont wanna go down that road in that way again 😔

moss was a good start but it didnt click like i thought it would/hoped it would even after trying it on for a while. i am still considering soda, but the only thing holding me back from that one fully is that it's also my fursona's name and i kinda wanna keep that associated with my fursona :/a itd be confusing for me to go by soda and also have my fursona go by soda... i know ppl use their actual names for their sonas sometimes too but it doesnt vibe with me for mine lol

im very envious of ppl who have found their noun names and stuck with them because i do see them like..a lot, and i have for a long time. a few that come to mind are splash, blue, flighty, moon, fire, and spy (if you know you know). names like that really appeal to me

right now the only one i have besides scourge and soda is something like frontiers?? or maybe even just frontier. i cant super tell which one feels better to me yet, if i were to use it.. but all i know is that it feels like its going in the Right direction. i can feel myself getting closer to a noun name that i really really vibe with but its juuuust out of reach rn

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baekhvuns · 7 months

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I HEAR AN ANON FELT BAD ABT SOMETHING!!! 🤸🧍

Oooohhh imma just say anon, i believe sometimes we hear things the other person doesn't really means, I'm not sure how your friend has treated you in the past or if she's said tht to you consistently so maybe that's why it made you feel bad when she mentioned her 'bf' and that's totally fine trust me I've had frnds too tht out of nowhere bring it something I rlly don't want them to mention. But hear me out, you gotta enjoy your life to the fullest!! WITH YOUR KPOP BOIS AND MANHWA DRAWINGS!! I bet you're soulmate is out there rn, wanting to find someone perfect for him...and then here you are and you hv no idea. Believe in the universe, Destiny literally never plays. anyways where cn i read tht fic-

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AND NOW ABT MISS BAEKS...YOUR NAME IS KIRA?!?!? Lmfaooo I've seen those memes where they say trash + trash and trash no 1 is soveishu and trash no 2 is rashta.

Hehehehe you thought I'll make only for San??? BWAHAHAHAAHA *devil laugh*

OMG UNDERCOVER EMPRESS AND THIEF SAN??!?? IM- 🤌🤌 GURL YOU HV LITERAL GEMS!!! DIAMONDS!!! :00 NOT THE YSL PERSONA 😭😭

But marques falhan..😧 I'm gonna give them the title of yunho (kosair) and jongho (falhan) although I'm still not sure but Hey it works. HOLY BANOLY WHAT IN THE FRICKITY FRACKITY FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS RASHTA?!?!?! THE AUDACITY, SHE HAS TO CALL NAVIER INFERTILE INFRONT OF HER AND KOSAIR?!?!?! kosair buddy, unleash yourself...kill her. When soveishu realises the big mistake he made, how rashta never loved him, how all she ever desired was the riches and power, he's gonna....he's gonna regret it so much I hope he gives up his title. "The empress said I was worthless first"

OHMYGOD IM- 💀 WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS EMPEROR HE BELIEVES EVERY THING THT TRASHTA SAYS? (this is so soap opera coded tho) Ok forget I said this soap opera coded it reminds me of the crown. There.

The way I feel so envious and so boiled up every time I see any scene of rastha and soveishu...it makes me think if navier was real, what would she be going through? My girl is crazy strong, soveishu really lost a gem, Heinrey was right. [Omg I just saw McKenna transform frm his bird form to human form and OH MAN- 🛐]

I feel like Duke ergi is basically fooling rashta and she's following him, digging her own grave Bcz she in the end has no intellect whatsoever, she's blinded by power and she'd do anything to achieve it, which will eventually lead to her downfall.

no fr dad's are literally so confusing??!?; the other day, I was eating my breakfast while watching TV and my dad comes into the living room, watches me for a while, like he literally stared at me while he stood in front of me so I stopped...obv thinking what was wrong and then i slowly took in the spoon filled with cereals and he went "what's tht way of eating??" AND I WAS LIKE WHAT?! 😭😭 he said "why can't you eat normally??" And I was like bro u caught me off-guard?!?! Then he just patted my head, gv out a chuckle and left?!?!

OMG GURL THE BL'S UPDATE IS HERE!!! IMMA GO READ IT!! AGHHHHHHHHHHH HAEBOM APPEARED SHIRTLESS AHHHHH ...girl his not even wearing his bottoms- wow the confidence to show up almost naked infront of sungho and just a towel hanging down here like?!?! 😭 SUNGHO NOWS NOT THE TIME TO BE THINKING ABT WHAT U JUST SAW 😭 oh thanks god he's clothes omg..

HAEBOM HAEBOM JUST ASKED HIM FOR A SLEEPOVER AT HIS HOUSE AHHHH OMG THE EXCUSE WAS "SINCE THE BABY'S ALR ASLEEP" OH YOU SMOOTH MF!! Aw they're washing the dishes together 🤧 just get married alr ok, we're having some deep talks.

Haebom has a sad past...his mother was a kind soul but the villagers took advantage of her kindness and set their house on fire when he was a kid....hah no wonder he doesnt trusts anyone easily.

Lol he changed back to his persona 😭

OHHHHH SUNGHO GOT DISH SOAP IN HIS EYES I THINK IK WHATS ABT TO HAPPEN AHHHHH HAEBOM'S HELPING HIM BRO THEIR PROXIMITY ALL WHILE WHEN HAEBOM HIS SHIRTLESS 😭😭😭

....I bet sungho has realised something just now.."he has blue eyes I never noticed" BOI-

BRO HE JUST KISSED HIM!!! I REPEAT SUNGHO KISSED HAEBOM 😭😭😭 OMG IT HAPPENED :0 "my bad" 💀 pls-

"His lips are so soft" both of them thinking the same thing...while haebom is standing frozen in his place not moving an inch and sungho awkwardly ran off 😭

"Is something wrong with me? Am I dying" 😭 why is he like this??? Your heart is beating idiot YOU'RE IN LOVE HAEBOM!

tough man cried. ykw I bet he's just a baby inside with all that muscles and intimidating aura he has and I bet only sungho can calm that baby down who suffered the trauma of being all alone.

WOULD YOU BELIEVE THIS MAN CRIED?!?! 😭 I'm so soft for big men embracing their vulnerable and sensitive side.

Look tho I found some pictures of remarried empress and it has come to my attention THAT THIS IS A NOVEL AND THE FIRST PIC IS BASED ON THE NOVEL DESIGN LIKE DAMN-

Ohhh a bollywood movie?? No Bcz u were the reason I watched my first Bollywood movie AND ILL WATCH ONE AGAIN!

Life at work has been boring. Nothing new, no new interactions, don't even abt my uni tho, there is not one single person tht I like 😮‍💨 anyways, manifesting for all the hopeless romantics a ff typa love story!!

exactly!!!! & HELLO

YES IT IS HELLO 😭😭😭 jVCNDBWK NO SERIOUSLY SHE REALLY IS TRASH IM SO EXQUISITELY DISGUSTED BY HER 😭😭

PLEASE. OH MY GOD. KAUFMANS ENTIRE PERSONA IS SO MINGI IM ACTUALLY SCREAMIMG THE PICTURE—i ran around my room a little just now— he also sometimes reminds me of rm like this combo is gorgeous

CALLING NAVIER INFERTILE IS A DIRECT INSULT BC TO SOVIESHU BC WE ALL KNOW WHOS THE REAL ONE i just know heinry is gonna be all smirky when navier and he have a kid and rashta’s burning (did a little digging and looked up that they do in fact have kids 😭😭 and both r twins, lari & kai) navier is so mother

IT REALLY IS SO SOAP OPERA-ISH, it got all the dramatics of indian serials, turkish shows, telenovelas, kdramas and more like this combo is insane

yOOOOO MCKENNA IS A UNDERRATED BEAUTY !!!!!

no bc im also convinced, his eyes have this little glint of mischievousness,,, he & heinry are the duo, just like woosan 😭😭 i want him to lead to her downfall honestly

no bc dad lore is so fun???? LMFAOOOO THATS SO CUTE 😭😭😭 my dad looks very scary irl but i saw him yesterday w a cap on jumping to 50cent having his hands doing hang signs and i just “????”

oh to be sungho and see those muscles bfwmjdka “SINCE THE BABYS ALREADY ASLEEP” OKAY SIR OKAY OKAY TAKE US WITH, why are they so married couple core already

omg haebom 😭😭😭 WDYM “my bad” ????? YALL KISSED HOW IS IT MY BAD FHWNDJKSDKSL,, he really is a grumpy with his brightest sunshine 😔😔

HES SO HUGE STOP IT CHAERSSSS

LMFAOOOO THAT MEME FRHWKHDKW NAVIER JUST THERE JVDMSJCK

yes it is!!!! super controversial at that time but honestly a pretty good topic, it’s a 2000’s movie and yea worth a watch!!

no bc felt, everything’s boring these days maybe it’s the seasonal depression ya’know,, all we can do is manifest a love story with a man like wi ha joon in the worst of evil 🥰🥰

#✉️ : ask #[ chaerssss ]

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hello I am obsessed with you and your mind, and I must ask you for recommendations of miraculous comics/fanfics/artist/etc because I trust your opinions and I am in love with you okay thanks

the way this made me laugh SDKLHSLHFW if i was not on my computer right now i would spam with the sparkly eye emoji (pleading emoji? idk what its called but its like O_O but less. creepy. okay im done)

i made this mini rec list a short while ago for some of my favorite fics off the top of my head. i would dig through my bookmarks on ao3, except i made it really recently and i only have like 7. rip

as for fancomics:

@hamsternamedmarinette invented comedy. literally so funny like.... how does her brain work? if you want a good laugh (like a full on belly laugh, wheezing laugh, painful laugh) this is the blog. every comic is just whiplash in the best way

@anna-scribbles draws them so soft???? AGAIN if i could use emojis YOU KNOW THE EMOJI IM TALKING ABOUT.... LIKE THE o_o CUTE ONE? her art is the personification of that. and its also so funny and the punchline always hits just righttt

@zoe-oneesama i think pretty much everyone knows about her Scarlet Lady AU, but just in case you don’t, it’s a reimagining of the show where chloe steals the ladybug miraculous from marinette and becomes a superpowered pain in the butt. it’s,,, so well done and really funny and lots of things that bother me from the show bother the author too so she fixes them LMAO

@buggachat again, i think everyone knows about this blog but just. top tier comedy. such funniness. but also hella angst sometimes. they’ve got a baker enemies AU going on rn and its DELICIOUS. basically hawkmoth has been defeated, everyone knows it was gabriel agreste, and adrien (who was chat noir, but never revealed his identity to mari/LB) is suspected by everyone and ostracized :( this “everyone” is namely MARINETTE who thinks he’s after her bc he found out she’s the guardian and. it is a lot so i won’t try to explain it all but hopefully that gives you the gist of it LOL

@carpisuns was debating whether to put this blog under fancomics or fanart BECAUSE SHE DOES BOTH AND SHE DOES BOTH AT THE SAME TIME AND SHE DOES THEM SO WELL !!!! FULLY COLORED COMICS? SONG LYRIC COMICS?? AND THE FEELS.... the feels hit you hard here. but the fluffy feels too so dw

now FANART

@rosekasa CUTE. SO CUTE. LIKE U JUST WANNA KISS THE ARTS LIKE MWAH they’re so cUUUUTEEEEE her style is like a marshmallow, it’s so fluffy and sweet and. its just so cute oh my god i have no other vocabulary for it

@jjuuppiter artwork? ON POINT. aus? ON POINT. ANIMATIONS? SO ON POINT !!!!! THE ANIMATIONS BLOW ME AWAY you might have seen one where it was like an anime opening as miraculous? like i didnt know the anime but i cant tell you how many times i’ve rewatched that animation BECAUSE IT IS JUST SO COOL. i love it sm its crazy good

@lc-holy this is another one of the fancomic/fanart crosses because ALL HER COMICS ARE COLORED AND SO BEAUTIFUL... i put carpisuns in comics so im putting this blog under fanart, that is the only reason LOL but PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT the work she puts into the comics is amazing and you can just see it ....... so good. such good food

@picayunearts (for some reason tumblr wasnt linking this blog so i manually did it and hopefully i did not mess it up) literally jaw dropping. their use of colors and mood setting is GORGEOUS and as a chicken-scratch artist who never colors i am so envious LMAO. it’s just like... u can just stare it at for at least six minutes straight. at least i did

now for headcanons and stuff (there’s only 2 but i had to mention them)

@gale-gentlepenguin amazing AUs, amazing headcanons, you get the whole package, angst, comedy, fluff, NAME IT. (also amazing april fools jokes LOL)

@sariahsue lots of incorrect quotes!!! was lowkey stalking the blog to see if i could draw any LMAOOO (i think they write fics too, and im pretty sure i have read them before i had an ao3, but because im 99.9% sure and not 100% this is not under fics)

okay this got super long and i just KNOW im missing so many blogs. these are the ones i could think of off the top of my head while im in english class (oops). i will definitely add on more when i remember them, but theres just so much TALENT IN THIS FANDOM this post could be miles long and still not include everyone

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toruvi · 2 years

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that anon about your paychecks car scene just reminded me of a story I wanted to tell you !!

I really hope you don’t mind this specific story but i feel like you should know that your writings are most definitely inspiring to me and maybe other people in many, many ways

so uhh, idk if this is tmi for you but I have to spill!!! the other day I finally saw my bf again for the first time since like June ?? i think it was June but we weren’t even dating then lmao (we’re long distance rn, I should at least elaborate on that) BUT ANYWAYS

i drew inspiration from THAT SCENE/CHAPTER for what followed after our dinner date in his truck… *innocently whistles* 😗

but like Ley…your sex scenes are truly magnificent and so fucking hot and intense that they feel real you know?? so real that I just had to do it myself and idc how shamefully I should feel cause I really don’t and needed to tell you that your writing inspired a real life situation 😶

but okay, on another note, your writing is one of the best writings of sex and anything sexual as it is always the closest to the real thing I’ve ever read… BUT ALSO your dialogue and plot thickening is so amazing too, I just love how you’re able to do both and balance them well enough!! so much that I just had to experience that specific car scene lmao ahajwkskd I won’t go into detail though, I’ll save you from that at least ajajsksgha

now I can’t stop thinking of that chapter again…might have to go reread it hhuhgghhhgg brb

plsakj fkadh the way i was giggling while reading this omg?? i won't point out what parts of the story are derived from real experience bUT UMMMM THERE'S A FEW IN THERE so i'm glad it feels real!!

i love writing things that happen during sex like maybe levi's dick falls out mid thrust and it rams a lil too hard against you and he has to take a sec to recover! maybe someone makes an embarrassing noise when switching positions and gets flustered about it and needs reassurance for it! i think those things really make reading it an ~experience~ and im all for romanticizing moments like that.

it takes a lot of energy for me to write like im putting a microscope on super intimate moments like that but god the payoff is always so worth it imo. if there's one thing im proud of its definitely the sex scenes in that story. it's not even because they're hot but because im proud of the way i wrote the characters and how they interact in those scenes on an emotional level idk dgjkhdfj

like i know i tend to get really wordy, and i end up spending entire chapters on those scenes alone almost but i want those scenes to feel like you're really in them ya know? ive probably said that before but oh well lol. ANYWAYS IM VERY FLATTERED YOU TRIED TO REPLICATE IT AND ALSO SLIGHTLY ENVIOUS. god getting your message just really makes me excited for updating, i hope people like it as much as i do :( it's a very emotional chapter for me if not a tad personal dfkjhsdgjkd

#i hope u also got boba afterwards to truly live the experience LMAO #asks #ty alex ur messages like this truly do brighten my day ;;; <3 #pwasoi.ask #not sfw

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oliviaahahah · 3 years

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why am i so goddamn emotional rn! i’ve been okay for the last year and then all of sudden i drive by school ONCE AND I BREAKDOWN! you know what? i literally just have to say it so i can get it off my chest… please for the love of god if you see this do not respond or text me about it! IM FINE! friend breakups are really fucking hard. why is it taking me so long to get over this? is it because you were my first in depth friend? honestly that’s probably it. i’m not sure. but since it happened i have been feeling like dog shit (even now but rn it’s literally just sitting in the back of mind instead of the front). this shouldn’t be taking this long… why is it taking this long? i’m sure you are over it, WHICH LITERALLY YOU LUCKY BITCH! i wish i could do that! (please don’t say “oh i’m not over it” to make me feel some sort of peace… that’ll make me think we can still be friends). why is it so hard to not think of you? when i literally do anything or see anything i’m like “oh, her”. AHHHHH WHY?! do you do that? don’t tell me. i don’t want to know. it’s hard making friends now… i think i have separation anxiety.. i literally cannot cope if antoni is not with me 24/7. why am i like this now? why can’t i go a day without him and still be happy? why do i depend on him for my happiness… jesus fucking christ i just want this to be over. why am i still like this. my life has changed so much and yet i’m still thinking of how this has happened. rn i’m thinking i can’t have my cake and eat it too (meaning if i probably just kept my mouth shut about antoni and moved along, i wouldnt be where i am today). I HAD KNOWN YOU FOR FOUR YEARS BUT FELT LIKE FOREVER WHY COULDNT I SEE I WAS HURTING U?! you know what? ik why… and it’s literally not an excuse to ignore the person you are hurting. i was so infatuated with the idea of someone i liked for a long time actually liking me back. why was i so fucked up. my brain was foggy as a bitch. ugh. i see all these friends on tik tok or just social media in general and i’m jealous. maybe more envious? no just jealous. i have my friends and antoni, but it’s not the same as it was between you and i… WHY TF DOES THIS SOUND SO SAPPY LIKE I WAS IN LOVE OR SOME SHIT?! did i get the lines blurred? probably. WHY?! i’m so over me. i hate being like this. i don’t want to keep bringing this up but this is the way i feel. please ignore this (you honestly might not even see this so i’m not that worried). i’m gonna ignore this. okay well i just had to wake up and scream how i felt. lol goodnight

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hello u dont have to answer this if u dont want, but ur situation with gender is scarily similar to where im at except im in the mindset that im nb wlw and dont rlly kno whats going on. I guess if u kno how to explain it, I wanted to ask how u made that jump or how u could tell it isnt just a "womanhood is like that" kind of thing and is actually "i am a guy"

oh man i wish i had smth that would make it Click for u easier cuz i def understand being rly confused abt this kinda thing.. i got a few Thoughts, idk if they will help u out but hopefully they give u some more thoughts to chew on that will maybe help anyway. this got so long oh hell sorry gbfhg

i think like the main thing as like a tip b4 we get in2 the Meat of it is it is good to relax and b open to thinking abt bein a guy as a possibility, i dont know if this will make sense bc i do not know how to explain it rly but when i was struggling 2 figure stuff out what i had rly needed 2 know was that being a dif gender can just feel like You (but as u become more comfortable w it, you but happier!) for some reason i thought u had to meet certain criteria to b ‘allowed’ to make what seemed 2 me at the time a Leap but thats not how it works lol. u as u r right now can b a guy if u want to or r considering it. u dont have to feel different and u dont have to think abt ur body a different way or anything. sry if this part doesnt make sense its difficult for me to verbalize lol

it was hard for me personally bc ppl would b like ‘if u Want to b a dif gender than b one’ but like i said in those last posts, for a long time i genuinely did not know i Wanted to be a guy/was a guy, or whatever. i had no conscious longing about it or anything, that came later once i was more comfortable w accepting it. i didnt have ‘i want to be a boy/am a boy’ moments i can rly consciously remember putting into those words as a kid, cuz i just did not care about gender on that level till i was a teenager. like i cannot stress this enough, ur life and feelings abt gender n whatever do not have to match up with what u have commonly heard the trans experience is about. once u figure stuff out and r more comfortable w urself u may look back and notice things that may b like that common trans experience, but remembering this stuff or having these childhood experiences or whatever in the first place is not a ‘requirement’. like i said, no requirements for bein a dif gender

for me like.. knowing it for sure... making the Jump as it were. like its kinda embarrassing but literally the way i Found Out was i was feeling all sorts of things whenever i watched promare and i just felt this INTENSE longing whenever i saw galo that i later realized was just me rly feeling the Gender w him and being envious of that.. it had happened w other chars b4 growing up, but i had never rly noticed to that extent till now. and one night i was thinking my usual ‘i wish i looked like galo i wish i could be a guy’ maybe for the first time in like a Conscious thought, when i had never rly heard it in words b4, and i kinda stopped and was like. what? i WHAT? and then it clicked and it was like a euphoric moment for me. easily top 5 best 2 ams of my life. it is kind of a hyperspecific experience but it is also not UNCOMMON rly lol

also figuring out my sexuality was intertwined in that bc i was iding as a butch nonbinary lesbian and i had tossed the idea of ‘maybe id b more comfortable as a man’ around a bit but the idea of being a straight man didnt feel right 2 me, but luckily i kind of made the connection of wait im a man and im attracted to men at like the exact same time, it had to b both at once for me personally to figure it out and b happy about it. idk if thats smth going thru ur head at all but it was for me and was part of my Journey i guess and may help to think abt it a bit lol

and while yes its absolutely about what makes u more comfortable at the end of the day, i think it wouldve helped for me to hear ppl say that just bc the idea of being a dif gender (in this case Man) might make u feel confused and maybe even uncomfortable rn, that doesnt necessarily mean u r not one if youve been struggling w this and wondering, it might just mean u havent had that clicky moment and r ready to rly think abt it yet. i have grown much more comfortable w myself over time as ive figured this stuff out and i am still open to figuring out more abt myself and i think thats a good place to b at! just b open to stuff like this that u maybe had never thought would have a positive effect on you or make you happier.

speaking from experience i think if ur confused and maybe even miserable telling urself that womanhood is just like that and u gotta suck it up and get used to feeling uncomfortable and bad, u dont have to live like that! im not saying that ‘oh im actually a guy’ is gonna b what everyone who is struggling w thats answer is cuz obviously thats not true- and im not saying how i just described it is even how u feel- but like. as someone who thought that same thing but less consciously. womanhood does not have to be a confusing sad experience, its not an inherently miserable experience, it is possible it just isnt for you and trying smth else might make u feel better. and that can b rly hard to figure out in the moment, cuz ur Used to feeling like this and even if youve heard it can b different it might b hard to have that ‘oh theyre talking to ME, it can be different for ME not just everyone else’ moment lol

also i dont know if this is relevant to u but im saying it in general 2 anyone who needs it i guess; being a man isnt a bad thing and it doesnt make u an inherently bad person, manhood and masculinity r not inherently or naturally toxic or something. thats a harmful mindset to have for multiple reasons and a whole nother post so im not gonna b like and now a word about transphobic red flags but like, worth mentioning that that can b harmful or dangerous to trans ppl, transmascs and transfems.

my god this got rly long... if anyone else has went thru a similar thing and has anything 2 add, feel free to :0 hope i somehow got around to answering ur question w all the rambling! i am just one guy and my experience may or may not b helpful to hear about, especially bc my memory is not the best lol <3 hope it helped at all tho!

#long post #NINE PARAGRAPHSSSS #fess replies #anon

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annqbthchse · 3 years

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🍓? (🎃's main blog lmao)

oh shit! Hey Kate, ok well idk if you know this but around here when asked to compliment someone we reply with a full ass essay as to why exactly that person is amazing, so buckle the fUCK UP

OK first before we officially begin ,I'm so sorry but I have something to confess. Over the years, I have sent you an embarrassing long list of asks including the Stockholm syndrome one about a year ago and others that I am heavily embarrassed to admit and I'm so sorry but you were my go to blog (still kinda are) and at the time i just had to

OK NOW to begin. you’re a legend. a queen. a genuis. iconic. there is not a SNGLE person in the fandom who doesn't know who you are and there's good reason too! you are the literal beating heart of the fandom rn. do you know how many people you’ve injected into the fandom???? ALOT. like a fuCKTON. I have been following you since 2015 and your influence is just so widely felt its amazing. i don’t think that i would even still be as interested in the books as I still am (and for this long too) if it weren’t for your posts

YOUR FICS. OH DEAR GOD YOUR FICS 😭everytime you post a fic,,, its an EVENT and not like a oh I'm going to go get brunch event but a mark your calenders, lock your doors, get comfy, charge your devices and make sure you have adequate food, water and mental stability kind of thing. its a very big deal to me. YOUR NEVER!TEDROS FIC EVERYTHING ABOUT IT WAS PERFECT. it was a fandom event im so glad i got to witness. Aphrodite Ourania and the envious moon are some of the BEST (AND ONLY) NICPHIE FICS!! ty for supplying them! and your filling in canon one shots are canon and somans scared of you because he knows that you could make SGE 100%. Your fics were the VERY first fics ive ever read. Not just in the SGE fandom but ever. now I'm obsessed and have lost the ability to read actual books but you what???? its worth it. ill have you know I went on a school trip last year to the colosseum and while we were there I got a notification that you posted another gmtg chapter I literally took out time from looking at tHE colosseum COLOSSEUM TO READ GMTG. I was legit like ok can we just pause this shit for a sec I have something very important to do rn. THATS how much I love gmtg!Tedros and want him to rail me basically they’re all iconic and I have a disntint memory for all of them and have reread them all so many times (i could go on and on but for both our sakes i wont ;) )

lets get to your theories and rants shall we?? as with everything else I have to agree. you don’t know how excited 14 yr old me was everytime you posted one! i would talk to my friends and discuss them with them even though they had exactly 0 idea what I was talking about (king agatha is SUPREME) and like they’re so smart??? you think of so many things and i cant believe how in depth you went and YOU WERE RIGHT ABOUT DOTS MOTHER (big brain thinking right there) they were a very big part of the SGE experience for me and i could not wait everytime there was another trailer or book cover released

YOU’RE SO NICE!! Just so genuinely nice, approachable and friendly. I'm so sorry that I'm so awkward and sO bad at conversations. Ill have you know everytime i say ANYTHING to you i have INSTANT REGRET AND CRINGE AND IM SO SORRY but you??? you’re so casual and chill and its just nice man its a nice change from the usual constant hecticness of the Instagram fandom. also you’re so fucking F U N N Y! the TWEETS!! the tiktoks, just in general man like there's humour in everything you do! ans the last chapter of alex vs. with the musical COMEDIC GOLD! everytime you like, reblog, comment/ just come up in my notifs in general its a very spiritual experience and i get heart palpatations and stop computing for a solid couple minutes because i refuse to believe that its real! you’re so charismatic and have this effortless charm which is just great! its just more reason for people to absolutely stan

stan Kate. go on. do it. I dare you. its a great way to live your life

fuck this got very long but what else do you do when you’re asked to compliemet an icon.

have a great day <3 :D

#Kate #strawberry asks

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How about Husband!Jay with lactation kink

He had been stressed for the past few weeks, unable to relax since he was too preoccupied with his work. Fixing his spectacles, his gaze fixated on the laptop screen. Jay overhears his wife humming their son a lullaby.

Oh, all his problems vanished with the sight of them as he slowly turned his head towards them. As a father, he has a lot of duties, and looking after the company has become a more difficult chore for him to handle on his own.

Y/n went undetected by the wonderful stares. She exposed her left breast by removing a portion of her top and feeding their baby. Jay felt both envious and thirsty at the sight of it. He wanted a sip of it as well.

With the constant lullaby, their son fell asleep while sucking from his mother. Y/n tucked him into his crib and kissed him on the forehead, his blanket covering him. She sighed out of relief, it's a victory to be able to relax after a long day of caring for a baby. She straightened her clothes, and all she could feel now was her husband's gaze.

"What exactly are you staring at?" she made fun of him.

Y/n approached him closely. Seeing him anxious for the past few weeks has made her concerned, and a thought came to her.

She sat on his lap, giving him the best view of her cleavage. Oh god, those soft, bouncy, and juicy tits.

He made beseeching eyes, as if he wanted to suck the milk from her breasts.

"Go on, now that b/n is sleeping, it's all yours, daddy," he said, grabbing those breasts and admiring how well they fit in his hand. He began massaging it while y/n initiated making out with him.

He took away the barrier between them, and her tank top was thrown away with no idea where it ended up. He began nibbling on her right breast as he awaited the milk to come out. Jay's sucking noises turned her on, and so she began rocking herself on his crotch.

Jay's raging boner is beginning to show on his shorts. Y/n continued to groan as her spouse sucked the life out of it, and vice versa.

"Mommy, I'd like to drink from you every single day."

He was having the time of his life, drinking and savoring the hot mood without any disturbance with his wife.

It became a daily routine. When he's worried or has a difficult time, drinking from her provides him with enough comfort to rest and unwind without worry.

im kissing your brain rn. lactation kink and daddy jay? this is a combination i desperately need more just imagine how cute it'd be to see him pout while you feed your baby because he wants your milk too? he'd suck on your tits like a baby himself, his big hands would fondle with the other breast while he sucks milk from one </3

#[🍪] : anons #enhypen hard hours #jay smut

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Have you posted any leech lord fics yet? I see the snippets and the short one-offs, like the echo logs or the trait/personality things, but how does one get at the actual au story? Im dying to know how things go and end in it!

Responding to these together as they are kinda linked in a way! @the-insomniac-emporium

So, in a nutshell, I don’t have a linear long form fic. I fucking wish I did.

It’s not from any unwillingness to do so, it’s actually something I was originally planning and put all the groundwork in for already. Folks who’ve seen the full storyline for Leech Lord would have seen the timeline, the events and breakdowns, etc. It’s all there, and I have all the content.. I just do not have the time.

It wasn’t nice to realise that, but it was pretty clear when I started planning out chapters. Right now, I have on average 2 hours a day for creative work. So that’s writing and trying to learn digital art at the moment. I’m also a very slow writer and have perfectionist tendencies that mean I re-write things over and over despite not actually knowing what I’m doing. The first thing I wrote was Sept last year, I’m winging it to a level that’s shockin.

If I had stuck with the linear fic idea? No joke, I’d have maybe 3 chapters done by now. It’s not enough, it’s too massive a gap between any actual content for the kind of world building and story I’m “trying” to do, so I use the available time I have in a way I can generate content without stressing myself out, and that’s non-linear storytelling.

Atm I can create a mini 3-char prompt daily, longer drabbles generally twice a month, and a single short I aim for monthly. With the daily char prompts, it means so much to me to hear they are being enjoyed at all! I’m trying to use them to flesh out the characters and world enough that people can maybe start understanding them on their own terms - have an idea of how Sei would react to something, or visualise LL Troy in a scenario and *get* what his response would be.

I also try to link a huge amount of foreshadowing and back references through them that I hope feel like a bit of a treasure hunt in a way. An “Ohhhh I remember this, I understand this reaction..” kind of thing I hope some folks are grabbing and smiling at!

My “longer” shorts are all here - AO3 LINK

I might eventually be able to push a linear fic, I don’t want to say never. As I continue to deepen the chars and world building I think it will leave me with more finished content to shift directly into a linear fic anyway, but RN it’s just beyond my reach with how little time I can afford it. I am desperately envious of people who have time. God. Folks, if you have time and have something you are passionate about? USE IT. USE IT FOR ME PLEASE :’)

If there’s something Leech Lord wise you want to know though, seriously, just send in an ASK! I’ve about 50k additional words so far of near finished prompt/drabbles, theres a good chance I’ll have info ready to go for an ask, and I really enjoy interacting through them!

#Anonymous #leech lord #seifa #troy calypso #tyreen calypso #my hcs #my writing

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neo-shitty · 4 years

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— tag game!

rules: enter 15 of your biases and put them in this order to discover the story of your life (lmao i think this is gonna be hilarious)

tagged by: @waithyuck

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💭 parent: jisung (nct) how is that even possible 😭 he’s literally a kid and we’re the same age ksjsjdk

💭 sibling: wooyoung (ateez) omg imagine how loud and chaotic we’ll be

💭 grandparent: taeyong (nct) i dont know what to feel about this but i think he’ll make a great granddad?

💭 haunts you: jimin (bts not aoa *barf*) so did he, uh, ghost me or something? sksjdjdk i could hear him singing lie in a ghostly manner

💭 significant other: WINWIN MY BABIE (wayv) dong sicheng 4 lyf 😩 tagged me is living the best life

💭 ex: chan (skz) hold up and lemme write a fic about this rn bUt why would we end up breaking up tho ㅠㅠ i’d be down to marry this man anyday

💭 bestfriend: chen (exo) so i have an angel-voiced bestfriend? PERFECT.

💭 proposed to you: HAE-FREAKING-CHAN (nct) my mf-ing ult 😭 tagged me really out there living the best life jdjdjdkdj im hella envious

💭 your boss: seungyoun (x1/solo) i’d be honored to work for this talented man

💭 random person you met at the bar: seungri (bigbang) well, this is getting a bit accurate

💭 rival: kEY (shinee) on gOD I WILL NEVER WISH TO BE THE RIVAL OF THIS MAN THE SASS I AM DEFEATED

💭 first kiss: YUNHO (ateez) OMG KSJSJKSKDKD not to be delulu but thatd be so cute except im like a foot shorter than the man and wouldnt that look awkward?

💭 drunk and singing karaoke with: scoups (svt) HSHAHAJHAHA WILL HE EVEN??

💭 played seven minutes in heaven with: junhui (svt) 👁👄👁👉🏻👈🏻

💭 gave you your favorite dessert: huening kai (txt) awe this cutie :((

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that was fun and cute skjsjs im gonna sleep now.

tagging: @editshadow @ncthothours @namjin-s @atzsslut @mvnicx or anyone interested

#another cute game #tumblr game #this was fun #good night now #:))

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