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makerscockandballs · 1 year

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get what ure saying about anders and the framing of his mental illness but i dont think him having delusions or experiencing psychosis would make him ‘‘insane’’ sepc w him having been in solitary…… lot of anders fans who go w mr wiggums being a delusion have xperience w delusions/psychosis too in my xperience

hey i saw your follow-up ask (let me know if i should post it too). and i get what you mean, my wording wasnt ideal. ill add some words for clarification there

i do think him having delusions after such treatment + previous trauma isn't out of the picture and honestly understandable. circle life is hell.

i do not think him being mentally ill & possibly having experienced delusions makes him any less credible about his experiences. whatever happened in that cell happened because of abuse & neglect by the circle and templars and thats what matters most imo. whether it was the cat or demon or even anders himself in some way. whether the cat/demon was a delusion or not.

what i mean to say is that there is a certain narrative about Anders that frames his reasonable fear for mages and trauma responses as irrational while theyre not. and his mental illness and trauma is then used to make him look bad instead of a guy who badly needs a break and someone who listens without writing him off

and passages like the one about the cat then get used to say "look, he cannot be believed about anything that happened! totally untrustworthy guy who is wrong about Everything." while, aside from this, his experiences absolutely add up. and if he had more delusions than the cat, that doesn’t make his other experiences less likely/real, but rather underlines just how awful the circle treated him.

#hope this is understandably worded? it’s a bit late feel free to ask for clarification. words ugh #shouldnt be throwing around weighty words like insane willy nilly yeah #but i do Not want to conflate this with irl treatment of mentally ill people. thats a huge topic that im Not equipped to talk about properl #i’m just an anders supporter through and through and forever angry about the writing #also: the whole mr wiggums thing is most likely just messy writing with no deeper meaning. a throwaway joke #which means we can just have some fun with it. hope he got to kill some templars and it that it was cathartic #i got mail :D #da

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crazysodomite · 1 year

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no honestly with twitter now in shambles what the fuck are artists supposed to do

#im not claiming twitter as dead just yet #but we also dont know what elon is gonna do #so #i mostly get commissions off twitter #dA is just unpleasant to be on and i think its only worth if you do closed species stuff #which i mean. i enjoy doing that.#but i just feel like #idk #i feel very irrelevant and invisible on dA its more of a all my art in good quality gallery website #im going to look into toyhouse but #i dont really make designs? like i enjoy doing designs but my main focus is paintings #I PAINT. THATS WHAT I DO.#i have nothing to depend on and no revenue stream #i dont think this whole art thing is going to work out!#my art isnt really relevant on tumblr unless i make fanart #but then how the fuck do you convert that into commissions or anything #tumblr is more of a having fun website for me #its a bit late for an art only blog ngl #idk man i just #i dont even have the mental capacity to network or anything right now #obviously money isnt gonna fall into my hands from just existing #but idk #logging onto twitter is borderline torturous for me even tho i have a lot of supportive mutuals there (shoutout)#but. every time i go on twitter i literally just do harm o myself lmao #wtf are we supposed to do?

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spilladabalia · 1 month

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Fun Da Mental GODdEVIL

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#fun da mental #goddevil #aki propa gandhi nawaz #impi-d #mc mushraq uddin #lloyd sparks #hip hop #rap #funk metal #crossover #12'' ep #1996 #Youtube

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little-soldiers · 1 year

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blog shadowbanned whatever. anyway gonna take this opportunity to ramble about my ocs in the tags without having to worry about it showing up

#aquilo about zenith: i want this twink obliterated #zenith about aquilo: i want this twink obliterated #ophira about aquilo: i want this twink obliterated #aquilo about aquilo: i am not a twink [gets obliterated]#anyway aquilo can be a lesbian and a twink if they want to be #also guys medieval alchemy is so interesting im glad im holding myself to research it instead of just lying #also fun fact. bones.#another fun fact/. ive been working on a wiki-equivalent for the universe #and if you dm my main [mimikyubic] i'll give you the link #provided you arent some fuckin random #anwyays vibiana my fucking beloved #i feel so bad about all of the mental and physical damage im gonna have to inflict upon her for plot reasons #but she is my absolute favorite to write #(see: her personality and motivations are perfect for driving the plot #vs aquilo ''if it sucks hit da bricks'' naritte #and ophira ''takes comfort in routine and operates on a literal different plane of existence'' pyrossia kraurel #also create s2 has been so helpful with the steampunk aspect #gives me so many good ideas #ok ramble over #delete later #<- for when im unshadowbanned

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 2 years

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when your art has improved tremendously and almost far beyond your younger self’s dreams, but you’ve lost so many meaningful connections with people along the way

#delete later #dont mind this i just accessed my old da storage again and UGH IM LITERALLY SOBBING #my art was so shitty but the comments... the dead links that i still remember where they led to... the general aura #i feel so so bad omg i wasnt a great person back then but my greatest fear now i think is that im becoming even worse #my art still can def improve from here but my younger self would admire my current art style so much...#i really have problems i think man... forever chasing that 2017 high #as cringe as i was i met so many people and i had so much fun back then #wym its only been 5 YEARS??? ONLY 5? it feels like an eternity and im getting even sadder omfg.#something somethng abt being blinded by nostalgia and yes i know its unreliable cause my mental state also wasnt great back then but #i dont know anymore man. i do miss a great part of it

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drkineildwicks · 2 years

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oh my god, I didn't know httydragongrounds was still going! I left the group/da in general a few years ago, haha. if it's not too much of a hassle... I would love to hear about the mod drama that's happened lmao

Yeah, it's still around--finally joined it...eh, couple years ago after watching it for a while...gotta say it was before Eclipse was put into effect because that just--utterly destroyed DA for me and really made groups suffer in general (group submission expired? Hey what if DA decided to clear that out of your feed so you can never find the comments on the piece again?).

Okay buckle up naughty children it's time for Kineil Rants:

(under the cut because OH BOY HOWDY IT GETS LONG AND SALTY)

Since eclipse made working on DA a chore, I joined up with the Discord server for HTTYDragonGrounds. It was fun for a while, yes, but eventually I left because of said drama. Let's get into it.

HTTYDG is, as a rule, very, VERY strict with designs. Like, painfully strict. Like I have sworn off doing light-colored dragons strict. But the issue for me came from doing up the actual info. Because see, I'm a fast reader, and to me it makes sense to have the current stats on the far right side, so you can see where you are with it at a really quick glance. So it looks like:

Base stats -> max stats -> current stats

Which has been approved before, but starting a couple of months ago one of the mods INSISTED that it be like this:

base stats -> current stats -> max stats

And no amount of explaining that it would be more convenient for me, the person using the ref nine times out of ten, would change their mind. The order they insisted on was nonsensical to me and I said as much, and I said on the discord channel that I would insist on that order, partially out of protest, partially out of spite.

The mod's response?

Basically, "If you keep this up, I will make life miserable for you."

This is a MOD. Saying this IN PUBLIC. Not a back-door threat, in front of witnesses.

What made it worse was that everyone on the channel at the time jumped up and onto the mod's side, so it kind of ended up looking like those shunning circles you see in high school dramas. Yeah this is basically high-school levels of pettiness.

IT GETS BETTER THOUGH.

My thing had some actual points because some people would have difficulties reading in certain ways so this is actually kinda excluding to those people. But shortly afterwards someone on the channel got their way on a seven-year-old rule because they just kept complaining about it all day. No amount of pointing out that it would be appealing to a minority at best or saying it was an established rule changed anything, they weaponized 'inclusiveness' and then got what they wanted.

Again, the majority including the 'impartial' mods hopped on their side.

By this point these incidents, coupled with some nasty religious/political comments, made me leave the discord channel. And then shortly afterwards, I discover that an alligator!Loki dragon was allowed through. Like, you couldn't even tell the base dragons, it was just alligator!Loki.

Basically, tl;dr, HTTYDG has turned into what amounts to a "good ol' boys" clubs run by the senior members, and they're able to get away with it because the founder, who has the last say on everything, has been mostly absent due to health reasons for several years now and they've just taken advantage of that. I like the dragons, it's really the only HTTYD ARPG out there, but good night has it become pretty scummy.

...Oh gosh apparently I've been bottling this up for a while...yeah outside of just minding your own business the group has gone downhill and that's just sad to me considering the fun I used to have with it. :\

Hope you enjoyed the salt-fest, and thanks for an excuse to get it off my chest! ^v^/

#httyd #how to train your dragon #httydragongrounds #salt #rant #vent #so much salt #yeah as soon as you get politics and 'inclusiveness' (i.e. weaponize it for the purpose of witchhunts)#you done screwed up and might as well burn the place to the ground #it's the mentality of 'if you're not with us you're against us'#without considering the fact that everyone is unique and varied #and trying to get everyone to fit in this specific mold EXCEPT those in the good ol' boys club just angers people #also da eclipse sucks and if there ever is another art website that doesn't crash and burn my butt is hopping on it #really only sticking with da for groups at this point #and every group I'm in is doing this 'political dumpster fire' song and dance #which kinda sucks :\#they took the f word out of the group #the f word being 'fun'#and if we're not having fun then why stick around?#we're WAY past the sunk cost fallacy point and into 'if I stay it's only out of sheer spite'#okay rant over

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taupewolfy · 1 year

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da tv show was.......actually fun to watch????

#unfortnatly makes me want to play one of the games again??? bad no nope nah #that being said LMAOOOOOOOO this series only knows how to write one type of lesbian relationships #but yeah nah getting a really fast pace to the point da is really weird lol but the characters were good fun #was also a mental task trying to remember whatever half the shit was

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ciel-yuu · 9 months

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"I have something for you."

Scene: You are sitting bored when suddenly remember a trend in the Human World. It is intentionally saying that you have something for them and then rummaging through your pocket and them giving them a heart shape from your thumb and index finger. You get up and immediately go find him to try.

Pairing: The Demon Brothers x gn!reader. Warning: None

Lucifer

You run to his room and politely knock on his office door before entering because you know Lucifer will get angry if you barge in. You are not very interested in being punished right now.

"What's wrong, MC?"

He looks up when you walk in, still holding a fountain pen, mentally preparing to go back and finish the paperwork after he's done with you.

You walk up to his desk with an amused face that makes him raise his eyebrows slightly, he's suspecting that you're up to something no good.

"I have something for you!"

He watches intently as you begin to carefully rummage through the inside pocket of your jacket, braced for some curse or magical device you might throw at him.

"Ta-da! It's my little love for you!"

He was totally taken aback by this, he was prepared for something more of a prank, he couldn't have guessed that you will give him something as adorable as this. The cuteness from your smiling face and the small heart in your hand makes him feel like he is being overloaded with cuteness. You truly are the death of him.

"Oh Luci, are you blushing?"

He doesn't realize he's blushing but you do and of course you have to poke fun at him because seeing The Avatar of Pride blush is not an easy thing to do.

You giggled while turning your head to run away when he noticed.

Catch you before you can run out of the room and make you stay in his office with him for the rest of the day because of this. (And he wants to spend time with you too)

Mammon

You burst into his room causing Mammon to jump from his sofa in shock and look out the door in a panic, when he saw you were the one to rush in he let out a breath of relieved.

"Why did ya barge into my room like that?! I thought you were Lucifer!"

This makes you roll your eyes slightly because he's obviously the one who often bursts into your room without even knocking.

He was about to nag you again when you ran up to him with an amused smile on your face, it made him just shut up, how can he continue nagging you when you smile like that!

"I have something for you!"

He looks at you rummaging through your pocket with an excited look, thinking you're going to give him something precious. (Actually, as long as it is your gift, he will think it is precious.)

"Ta-da! It's my little love for you!"

Blushing and starting to stutter when you show him your heart finger with a big smile. Telling you stammeringly that he will accept your love so you should be honored when the Great Mammon takes it.

You pretend to put it back in your pocket to tease him saying you've reconsidered and don't want to give it anymore. This make Mammon quickly grabs your hand and tells you that once you give it to him, you can't take it back!

He blushes a second time because he realizes he's holding your hand now but won't let go for fear you'll want to pull it back again. The fact that you giggle and call him cute doesn't really help much.

Hold your hand and don't let go for the rest of the day while you both watch movies in his room all day. He wants to be near you as much as possible especially after you give him such an adorable gift ^^!

Leviathan

You knock on Levi's door and after reading the password he lets you in. You see him sitting on the floor playing game.

"MC, do you want to play along? I just bought some new two-player games!"

He happily tells you when he sees you walk in, only to be surprised to see that you are smiling the same big smile and walking quickly in front of him causing him to quickly blush.

"I have something for you!"

Pause the game and look at you curiously as you start rummaging through your coat pocket.

"Ta-da! It's my little love for you!"

Leviathan.exe has stopped working.

How can you be so cute?? It overloaded his little otaku heart you know?! Are you trying to kill him with love? If you are, then it's working because his heart is beating so fast it could fly out of his chest and come hug you!

Blushing fiercely while stammering how a useless and introverted otaku like him is worthy of your love before being interrupted by you saying that you are the one to decide who is worthy and you see how great he is.

Crying out of happiness and wondering how he can have someone as amazing as you by his side.

He give you a handmade Henry plushie as a thank you <3.

Satan

He's sitting in the library when you go to find him, a thick book in his hand. He seems to be aware of your presence as he immediately looks up as you push through the door and greets you with a gentle smile.

"MC, you seem to have come across something funny, don't you?"

He commented when he saw your grin face, from his point of view you now look like a cat that just stole something precious and brought it to its owner to show off.

"I have something for you!"

Eyebrows raised in amusement as you rummaged through your pocket and closed the book that he were reading after putting the bookmark in. He has a feeling that what you are going to show him will be much more interesting than this book.

"Ta-da! It's my little love for you!"

Thump

That is the sound of the Avatar of Wrath's heart skipping a beat at the cuteness of the human before him. You really know how to make him fall in love with you deeper dont you? But he didn't complain either.

He gives you a sweet smile and takes your hand gently, thanking you for the wonderful gift, that he'll cherish it and placing a light kiss on the back of your hand.

He invites you to go on a date with him at the cat cafe as a thank you for your lovely gift.

Asmodeus

You go to his room and find him sitting reading a magazine by his dressing table. He gives you a lovely smile when he sees you coming to his room.

"MC! I'm glad that you came to see me hon, I'm starting to get bored."

You nodded and happily walked over to him. Your happy smile makes him happy too because he knows it's your "I have something very interesting" smile.

"I have something for you!"

"Oh what is it?"

He watches you rummage through your pocket excitedly, trying to guess what it will be when he finds you searching for a long time in your coat pocket. Is it perfume or some magic item that Solomon gave you?

"Ta-da! It's my little love for you!"

Squeal! He squeal happily before rushing to hug you in a tight hug. Why are you so cute! This is truly the cutest gift in the world!

Fill your face with little kisses while thanking you for this sweet gift. Tell you that he'll appreciate it and that he loves you too. Love you very much - he said while rubbing his face against your cheek.

Posting on Devilgram to brag to everyone about his human cuteness.

Take you shopping with him right after, let him spoil you all day as a thank you gift MC!

Beelzebub

Beel is emptying the fridge for the nth time of the day when you run to find him. As soon as he heard someone coming, he quickly turned his head thinking that you were Lucifer, but when he saw that the person coming was you, he immediately greeted you with a small smile.

"Oh MC, did you come here to get some snacks too?"

You shook your head and walked up to him with a cheerful face.

"No, I have something for you Beel!"

He looks at you curiously as you start rummaging through your pockets, he doesn't smell any food so he can't guess what you're going to give him. But for Beel, he's happy to receive a gift from you, so he doesn't really care what it is, as long as you're the one giving it, he likes it all.

"Ta-da! It's my little love for you!"

Beel will blush and almost drop the dish in his hand when he sees you pull out the little heart in your hand with a sweet smile for him. And in an instant you're wrapped in a warm embrace by this giant orange teddy, who spins you around for a moment before dropping you off.

Put on the sweetest smile in the world and take your hand seriously, telling you that he appreciates your gift and promises to protect it well.

He won't let go of your hand and hold your hand all day protecting it (and you) like he promised.

He'll invite you out for a meal at Hell's Kitchen as a thank you ^^!

Belphego

You find him sleeping soundly in his bed in the attic. Everyone knows that whenever the Avatar of Sloth sleep he won't wake up even if there's an earthquake, so it takes you a long time to wake him up.

At first he was quite annoyed at being woken up but it quickly disappeared when he realized the person who woke him up was you.

"Ah…so you're the one who called me up MC. What's wrong?"

His sleepy face makes you chuckle and pat his head a bit before backing away a little with a grin.

"I have something for you!"

He slowly sits up when he sees your smile, something he knows usually shows up when you're about to tease him. When he sees you start rummaging through your pocket, he thinks maybe you have a new toy from Thirteen or something.

"Ta-da! It's my little love for you"

Blink in surprise at your cheerful smile and the heart of your finger then giggle. You're just too cute for your own good, making him want to keep you in the attic so no one can see your cuteness but him.

Taking your hand and pulling you down to the bed, he said he would gladly accept your gift and that he would keep it forever and then hugged you tightly.

Congratulations, you've captured the sloth demon's heart and your reward is a nap with him. You won't be able to escape his iron grip anytime soon so making yourself comfortable is the best thing you can do right now.

If you're not sleepy, his warm hug and soft hum will also put you to sleep quickly.

Whisper softly he loves you when he saw you fell asleep with a gentle smile and fell asleep soon after to meet you in the dream world <3

master list | thanks for reading ^^!

#obey me #obey me headcanons #obey me x reader #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #x reader #obey me shall we date

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