#ABSOLUTLEY PRECIOUS
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A lil trio commission!!
All of these goobers belong to @peachypauper a cool buddy with some awesome characters :]
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Hi, I love your blog! I don't know if you update on hispanic streamers but Vegetta777 just uploaded an adorable video of his cat Kira <3
I absolutley will update on Hispanic streamers, as well as other languages! I just do not typically follow them so I may need more help from my followers to keep things updated and submitted (for example, thank you for this ask!)
without further ado, let's look at this adorable video <3
Loose translation from @ivi-prism:
Vegetta explains that Kira is always besides him when he is doing videos! He points at her and shows that yes she has her own chair besides him and there she is! being absolutely precious. And then he starts singing a song to express the fact he cares about Kira a lot and at the end he goes “oh she is purring :D”
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Let Me In
Inspired by this song
Pairing: Carmy Berzatto x reader (female)
Genre: fluff, fluff and fluff
"Ooh, let the light in
At your back door yelling 'cause I wanna come in
Ooh, turn your light on
Look at us, you and I, back at it again"
What if you're friends with Carmy (like really great friends) but you're absolutley head over heels with him like literally you ache for his touch so one day when you both leave the restaurant and outside the door you can't help yourself but before he says goodbye you throw your arms around his shoulder, feeling his green coat and his warmth.
You just stand there for a while, even though you don't care if he holds you back. However, before you pull out, you feel a couple of soft and shy but shaking hands holding your waist. It's like he wants to touch you so bad but he's still afraid.
"What are ya' doing?" He breathed in your air.
"I just- I just want to hug you Carmy, is it bad?" You reply, holding him tighter and melting your body against him.
You feel a shy smile against your cheek and his arms finally wrapping around your body.
"No, not at all. I really like this," He whispered in your ear.
Your heart jumps a little, so you give yourself into his warm embrace.
What you don't know is that for him you are so delicate and precious that he is afraid of breaking you, on holding you too tight, so he just holds you, like a beautiful flower he wants to praise forever.
#the bear#carmy berzatto#carmy x reader#carmy berzatto fluff#carmen burzatto#carmen x reader#carmen berzatto fluff#the bear imagine
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Hi! Absolutely love your writing and I basically rebinge all your riddler content every now and then.
You've made me fall in love with all of them especially Young Justice! Riddler.
And I was wondering how would the riddlers react to meeting a villain reader during a dangerous situation.
You're like "Oh hey, you're cute." Adding in a compliment, before dashing away and leaving him in the dust without letting him get a word in.
I thought I'd be funny.
If you can't do them all, maybe young justice, dano, and/or Gotham?
Villain!Reader w/Crush
Riddler Headcanons
eeeef this is cute!! and thank you so much! yj!eddie has become my babygirl and this prompt suits him so well 💚
request info • prompt list • send me a request • kofi • masterlist
minors DNI!! 🔞 cw: flirting/suggestive things
zero year
as much as he pretends he's 'all that'
he actually never gets complimented
because he's a pain in the ass monster of a boy
but maybe someone just as villainous as him
someone who is also a pain in the ass
could see the perfect potential within him
enough to develop maybe a little crush on him?
and now he's forgotten what he was even doing out here
maybe that was the plan all along, damn
gotham
he's no stranger to love in the field
this idiot falls in love quick and fast and with anyone
especially if they're also a bit mischievous (or criminal)
so another villain declaring their love... well...
he's kinda 'been there, done that' so to speak
but it wouldn't put him off!
it's just going to take a little bit more than rushed flirting
if you really want him to be knocked off his feet
arkham
a strange thing to say, and he's not reciprocating at all
he has absolutley no time for that kind of distraction in his life
not unless you're willing to give up on your own criminal plans
and dedicate your time to his villanous endeavours
how are you with robots by the way... just out of curiosity...?
not that it matters! because he's not interested... but...
hey, you never know! it could all work out perfectly
living together in the sewers and building robot armies
you could get married standing on top of batman's corpse!
telltale
this is the only relationship he would consider
it helps that he's had his eye on you
from afar of course, just quietly admiring
because heaven forbid he admit that he feels normal things
but you've broken the seal and now it's a full blown crush
he's already planning your criminal endeavours together
sweet memories to be made, first murder, first heist
so many villainous firsts to experience together
unburied
hang on, wait just a fucking minute, get your ass back here
just because he's little doesn't mean he won't run after you
he's not above chasing a compliment, literally or figuratively
and if you have any more of them you'd like to give out
he's here, ready to bask in your adoration
or if you'd rather take this to a more physical level...
no need to rush though! he's happy to sit here and listen
while you tell him what a cute and precious bean he is
twojar
unphased, you think this doesn't happen all. the. time?
he's banged pam, selina and once got some goodies from harley
plus him and harvey have this weird mutual thing going on
ANYWAY
doesn't matter, because while it's not new to him
he's hardly going to turn down someone's advances
so you can run away, but he'll remember
he never forgets a face, or an ass
and he liked both of yours
dano
yeah, it would be easier for everyone involved
if he just pretended he didn't hear anything you said
and you didn't repeat it, or say anything to him ever again
because you're verging into dangerous territory here
so few kind words have been spoken to him ever
that he's just definitely going to latch on to the first kind soul
who shows him any sign of affection
and before you know it, you're getting little greetings cards
from your secret admirer
and no amount of villainy is going to put him off
btaa
so miss tuesday's task for the foreseeable future is research
find out who you are and what you were doing there
was it a ploy to out-heist him? were you there to distract?
because it worked, annoyingly so
but uh... if miss tuesday also happens to find out your name
and your number... mabye what kind of food you're into
then maybe he could let you distract him again
perhaps over dinner at the nicest restuarant around... if you want
young justice
immense confusion here bless him
some idiotic hero or a mindless member of the public
maybe maybe he could see them developing a crush on him
but another criminal genius? and a very attractive one at that
complimenting him? impossible, it must have been a mistake
which explains why you rushed away from him so quickly
better that way anyway, because he's starting to sweat. a lot.
and he's so flustered he can't even think straight, let alone well
#finnie writes#riddler x reader#riddler x you#riddler headcanon#ridler scenario#gotham riddler#arkham riddler#young justice riddler#dano riddler#zero year riddler#batman unburied riddler#bu riddler#telltale riddler#twojar riddler#riddler#the riddler#btaa riddler
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....Back on my Bullshit
Here’s a snippet of what Poppy has been posting on instagram in the last few months
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poppystyles: Euro Summer has been an absolute blast. We’ve had our ups and downs, touring with three kids, but they’ve adapted to life on the road better than we have. On stage, you would never guess that Harry has been surviving on three hours sleep and a whole lot of caffeine, but we have had the most delusional, tired, fun over the last few months, it’s certainly a summer we will never forget. Love on Tour: The Residency Edition will be a welcome change.
fan1: Is he wearing a shirt with his own picture on it?
fan2: Stop pretending you’re doing it without help
lookitsnyoh: 🇺🇸 here we come!
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poppystyles: Absolutley obsesssed with these two squishes
gemmastyles: I miss the squish 😍
fan1: stop they are divine 🥰
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poppystyles: I only creep on the pre show workouts sometimes……
harrystyles: you could join….
fan1: I’ll join you @ harrystyles
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poppystyles: “Will I look like daddy with my new hair?”
annetwist: Way more handsome 😍 missing you all xx
fan1: Harry’s not his dad…. So no.
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poppystyles: I can’t count how many times I’ve said that I couldn’t be any prouder of this man, but he keeps proving me wrong and making me prouder and prouder. Years ago 1 night at MSG seemed out of reach, a wild dream. And here we are, after 15 sold out shows, dreaming bigger and bigger everyday
thegarden: The Styles are always welcome back to Harry’s House 🏠 (MSG)
fan1: Forever proud of him
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poppystyles: Can’t believe my babies are both one now. Born three weeks apart my pseudo twins made this family whole, and brought so much joy and love into our lives. Blake, Oscar, we can’t wait to see what this life holds for you.
gemmastyles: Precious babies, I miss them 😍
fan1: How has it been a whole year already
fan2: Where’s the Harry with kids content we follow you for?
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poppystyles: Danny costume stays on…..
mitchrowland: gross 🤮
fan1: Mood
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poppystyles: Golf Dad, but with glitter
thekiaforum: Just keep running 🏃♀️
jefezoff: Fabulous Golf Dad
#harry styles#harry styles imagine#fan fiction#harry styles blurb#one direction imagines#harry styles fake social media#harry styles fluff#harry styles fanfiction#harry styles instagram#harry styles x ofc#ofc x Harry styles
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HEYYY i saw the ask for non ofmd stuff and almost fell to the floor when I saw Agatha Cristie stuff, I CAN NOT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES DETECTIVE BLORE FROM AND THEN THERE WERE NONE he literally has blore in his name what the fuck hes the og blorebo...... Literally anything to do with him would be great but would absolutley love to see his ass get pumeled by gay thoughts and have a hard time with them because its like 1940
ok this is before the book ofc, thank you for the ask!!
Blore regarded the gymnasium with some hesitation. There were precious few places he was unrecognizable as a police detective, and the gym was usually not one of them. He was here on a tip from a fellow member of the force, who swore no one would know, nor would they care if they did know, about his profession.
“Well,” Blore thought, “I’d better have a persona, hadn’t I?” Shades of detective work even as he was assured he could leave all that behind him for the moment and box. “I can’t be a gentleman boxer, as I am hardly a gentleman. Perhaps I’ll be a charity worker who teaches unfortunates pugilism.” He had just had a letter from his sister detailing her own charity work, which did not involve boxing.
As it transpired, no one asked him who or what he was at all. He stripped down and put on his gym kit, and parked himself at a speed bag. Blore loved the gym. The sights, the sounds, the smells of it – they all woke in him a fervent appreciation for masculine beauty that he was too incurious to realize wasn’t universal.
It was invigorating.
Blore was no slouch, and drew a small audience to himself. One man in particular smirked at him, which Blore thought was very odd; had he been made? He stepped back from the speed bag for a moment to breathe and investigate.
“Excellent form,” the smirking man said, looking Blore up and down and up again. “Where did you learn to box?”
He wasn’t being confronted about being a police officer, then. Just a friendly enquiry about his boxing skills.
“Oh,” Blore said, “I was taught as a child by charity workers in the slums.”
“I see,” the man said. “Do you come here often?”
“No,” said Blore, “it’s my first time.” He wiped some sweat away from his brow.
“Well,” the man said, “come find me when you’re done, won’t you?” With a wink, he was off.
What a friendly gym this was.
#william blore#and then there were none#agatha christie#agatha christie fanfiction#something lgbt just happened to me
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i've just got back from seeing cowbois at the swan, rsc and i have so many f e e l i n g s about it.
i've never felt such intense queer joy and pride in being a queer person.
the scene between lou and jack will be a moment in my heart and heat for god knows how long to come
but the one thing that got me the most, was seeing the mix of audience, there was of course the girls, gays and theys, but there was middle to elderly aged (and im assuming) cis het couples, people who you look at and wouldn't think they would spend their time and money on seeing a play about queer gender bending cowboys.
i just cant get over this bloody play. its absolutley hilarious, the dancing and the singing are precious, the 'water' scene was immaculate and the fan-ography left me in stitches.
GO SEE COWBOIS.
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pepsi fanart
OMG!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULL THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!
You won't believe how i screamed when i saw this in my inbox this is so precious. She's so happy and so :3 here. which is funny cause most of the time she has resting bitch face LOL
Absolutley stunning thanks for making my day, i saw your tag but i didint know it was gonna be this cool... will show it to her later when i get home <3
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fun fact but the golden mole is also the worlds only known iridescent mammal
Just another reason to vote for them! vote for them my babies absolutley precious little freaks
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Has BallerinaBeau ever done some impromptu shots during the day, like going into a dark alley or inside a bathroom, showing her day to day outfit of as well?
Gwen started to realize she had a problem. Perhaps not in the way a rising star may have, where they're addicted to what other's say. Or want to show off how sexy or damned fine they are, wanting to have the praise of the world on them.
A certain pink themed cat faunus whose currently on the lookout finds herself sneezing at this moment.
No... no lately she's been finding herself drawn to a certain gaze. A look that's been staring at her whenever she wears a skirt that's slightly shorter than usual. Or... when she stretches out her legs. It's not about how many but about who... and that addiction has also slowly led to something far more... twisted.
She enjoyed taking pictures of herself, she found this absolutley undeniable.
But... but when she was taking pictures of herself, when there were others around. Or when she was hidden in spaces just out of reach? She couldn't stopp the chills that it sent through her, the way her hairs stood on end, prickling at her skin. The enjoyment of being caught.
It wasn't like... she did anything too lewd... no... even at the worst...
She swallowed as she held onto her scroll with her fingers, her legs caught and wrapped around a drooping escape latter from one of the nearby buildings. The locked metal keeping it from falling as she used it to suspend herself. Her skirt, drooping downwards due to the force of gravity revealing black threaded panties which barely hid her most precious parts, keeping them just out of view.
But that wasn't the key to her current design.
No... instead, what was truly eye catching was the painted on golden ehart, with the words, "To my Greatest Supporter, Love Love Vale~" Written in purposely barely legible scribbige. After all.. if Jaune could make it out... that would just make things all the spicier, now wouldn't it? She was becoming quite the thrill seeker, and it scared her a little...
Yet, having Jaune figure out what she was doing, evne if she wasn't quite sure she felt that way... it in itself was a dangerous feeling♥
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Read me well
I will write this once and once only.
I'm tired. I'm tired of judgements, assumptions and in some cases insults.
At least once a month or more I receive anonimous asks, phrases and not so respectful comments about me, my posts and my page.
I'm tired of it and I'm tired of saying this:
You are NOT obliged to follow me, read or see what I post. I don't owe you anything, nor I think I offend/hurt anyone or any culture.
Even though I think you should owe me at least respect.
I'm open to critiques, but let them be about the way I write, my style, my screencaps and so on, let them be constructive. Do not criticise me, the person behind this page you don't absolutley know and never will.
I'm sorry... This has obviously nothing to do with all my dear friends, mutuals, followers and all the people supporting me every single day. You know I love you and cannot do without your precious friendship and support. Thank you all, endlessly.
This is only referred to all those writing me anonimously everytime with conceited comments and disdainful words. Many of those asks get deleted, I only answer when they seem at least respectful, but this will now change.
I hope you had fun so far, because I'm done letting you cross the line
Sincerely
Rumor Imbris
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STELLA STELLA STELLAURRR
did u miss my reviews :3
to start i CANT BELIEVE U DROPPED THIS OUT OF THE BLUE LIKE I CANT EXPLAIN HOW LOUD I GASPED, had my coworkers confused. alr i made a list of what to touch on so let’s starttt !!
NARI’S SPEECH DEVELOPMENT. i cried. i fucking missed that pudgy baby more than oc & jk ngl !! she is so so precious i love her i will forever protect her… her asking abt oc. what The fuck is wrong with you. my baby misses her friend 😔
jk not going to buy groceries is so real like i Have Done this. avoiding is my coping !!
friends being true friends. the way they all check up on him in different ways is so 🫶 heart fluttering feelings are so fragile rn ..
WHEN HE CLOSED HIS EYES TO HEAR HIS BABY GIRL GIGGLING…. people cried. we cried stellaur !!
before i get into taekook heart to heart… the image of dilf taekook sitting drinking wine is so sexy let me get spit roasted rn i beg ..
taehyung calling dasom a manipulator is so hot cause YES !! she does it for a living let’s not be reminded that dasom is such a bad bitch but also a Bitch yk? he knows her better than us i fear.. she’s just protecting her baby tis all :(
“was having a baby to save your marriage apart of your plan?” people GASPED. KIM TAEHYUNG ?? no but u made him intellectual and intricate in this convo i loved it. he really told it to jk straight and let him recognize his faults instead of having a pity party & it was so so needed.
OC’S INSTA. give me a minute. the spa day. kill me. burn me. what the. no i’m teary eyed ?!? that woman LOVED nari and vice versa i need them back.
ok let me finish on the taekook heart to heart. i loved and enjoyed v much. hearing jk’s intricate thoughts was so nice and although made me very sad a few times, i appreciated it more than anything. tae we love u. jk we love u. stella we love u.
OKAY JK HOt horny JERKY SUB MOMENT—
i Ache when you say his cock is hot and Heavy cause it IS !! Yes. hot and very heavy and leaking precum fUck.
sub jk. sub jk. we are summoning you… we yearn for u more than u yearn for oc… too far? we are all just horny mfs yearning for sub jk :(
he came !! a lot. and i digested. let me stop too much.
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well stella. blown away as always. i missed your writing MORE than you could ever comprehend. please know you are truly one of the most talented writers on here i’ve ever had the pleasure of witnessing. the way you explain things and the way you Write is so captivating and beautiful and and. i love this and i love YOU. never stop. thank you for this. ur amazing <33
love yaz !! 🫶
yazzzz <3 yes i have missed ur reviews they are always so in depth n ur always so kind to me, i am so thankful for u i love u dearly <33
yes miss nari is slowly but surely expanding her vocab!! she still does Not like talking tho >:( n her finally being able to say oc's name AFTER she's gone?? a specific kind of pain 😭 she does miss her v much </3 (they both miss each other :( )
bts best friends in all the multiverses and all the aus 😤
im glad you took tae talking about dasom like that in a Not bad way!! i was worried about dasom coming off as a villain, when she is not, and him coming off as a hater, when he's not and is just jk's bestie <3
tae absolutley obliterating jungkook with his words like SIR?? can he take a breath??? but yes it was very needed, and it the end it was very helpful. thank god tae is a twin boy dad n has acquired superhuman patience <3
the insta </3 i loved incorportaing that!! im glad it's been well received so far~~
we all love u dilf jk pls get ur shit together <33
aur was very nervous about debuting dilf jks subby interest bc he has been very Soft Dom n thats it the whole time... but u do have a point... we all love a sub jk moment 🥴
and once again yaz <3 i cannot tell you how much ur reviews like this mean to me, i read them over n over they make me feel v happy n loved <3 hope u know i luv u <33 thank u <33
#spitroasted i LAUGHED#also have not decided about including the smau style insta posts 😕#n yeah... something about a hot n heavy jock idk#he's thicc guys i dont know what to tell yall#n yes he did cum!! a lot ! ALDJLJFER#lmaoooo ty ty ty yaz ily <3#ask#anon#stellanswers <3#tao jk#mutuals <3
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Tag Game
Thanks for the tags @excalisbury and @themandilorian!!! You are both precious angels 😌🖤
Relationship status: a complicated affair indeed
Favourite Colour: Black baby. I also enjoy deep reds and burnt oranges.
Favourite Food: I’m a lifelong vegetarian with a killer sweet tooth. I live for pies and pies only.
Song Stuck In My Head: Mmmm a heavy rotation right now is River Styx by Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, cause I won’t love if I can’t stop
Last Thing You Googled: “Absinthe cocktail recipes”, because I’m just out here tryna live my best Oscar Wilde life
Time: 11:14AM, incredible that I’m currently conscious
Dream Trip: Literally anywhere, I’m painfully untraveled. Greece would be excellent, maybe Amsterdam or Morocco as well. I wanna see some old spooky shit.
Last Book You Enjoyed Reading: I’m currently reading Pleasure Activism by Adrienne Maree Brown, so far I’m loving it! It’s about using intersectional feminism to build a new narrative on activism+pleasure
Last Book You Hated Reading: Honestly nothing comes to mind rn, I’m very picky about my books. OH I haven’t been enjoying the new issues of Saga, which is so sad cause I waited so long for its return 🥺
Favourite Thing To Cook/Bake: Baking is my sweet lady love. My favourite summer dish is a strawberry icebox pie, I make it with a graham cracker crust and a layer of lemon curd.
Favourite Craft To Do In Your Free Time: Does poetry count? I like to start things and never finish! Right now I’ve been working with clay - making earrings and silly stuff. I also like doodling monsters and embroidery
Most Niche Dislikes: Clothes with too much fabric, don’t touch me. Don’t even look at me. I dress like a ho just so I don’t get overstimulated 😂
Opinion on Circuses, Now and In History: Aesthetically? Show stopping, gorgeous, creepy. In reality? Big yikes.
Do You Have A Sense of Direction?: Absolutley not, I’m notorious for getting lost. I’ve been deemed the worst ever navigator and passenger by everyone I know. The worst way I’ve gotten lost is definitely in the woods when I thought it would be cool to just follow where my dog wanted to go. Ended up in the strangest swamp with a pair of mossy old timey baby shoes and then somehow on top of a cliff. Another time I zoned out on a bus on my way back from work and ended up in the next town in the middle of the night.
Tagging @asocialpessimist @takitalks @confused-bi-queer @cutestkilla @moodandmist @captain-aralias 🖤🖤🖤
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OMFG I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS EPISODE!!!!
WE GET MORE VEE (my daughter) and she's SO FUCKING PRECIOUS!! I'm almost happy that she's going to stay in the human realm bc if anything bad happens to her i swear to god and the devil im going to kill someone. But i need to see her at least a few more times before the finale or else im going to die, she gives me so much brain juice and keeps me alive.
THE ANIMATION IS FUCKING GREAT!!!! They really need to pay their animators more bc the fight scenes were sooooo good! Easly best fight coreography in the whole show up until now! (yes it beats old blood young souls and eclipse lake and by a lot in my opinion)
HUNTER IF LOOKING GREAT! At first i as also a bit skeptic about the new haircut, and they rally did bait us. The hair thingy is back AND he now has brwon eyes AND those cool scars...OH god this is a good character redesign. (also dont make me think about flapjack, im in denial right now if anyone says anything to remind me of that Heartwrenching scene im going to strangle them,flapjack is fine, flapjack is fine and hes taking a nap into Hunter's shirt, FLAPJACK IS ABSOLUTLEY FINE AND HES TAKING A NAP INTO HUNTER'S SHIRT)
Camila has the best mom energy ever! They rally handled her charater very well! It would have been esy to focus on the kids and keep Camila in the background as the "supportive mom" character and making her stay behind in the human realm...BUT THEY DIDNT! We get to see more of her own character and insecurities and...OH MY FUCKING GOD SHES GOING TO BEAT BELOS TO DEATH WITH A BAT IN THE FINALE IM SURE! The way she tries to care best for the kids in a way similar to how Eda cared for Luz, trying to figure out what foods do they prefere and what is good or not for them, how she DIVES HEAD FIRST INTO THE LAKE TO SAVE HER CHILDREN, how she rallies Luz into not giving up on her friends and her dreams by going with her into the demon realm (also to make sure everyone is safe). BY GOD SHES THE BEST MOM EVER!
If it werent't 6:30 AM where I live I would keep ranting on and on but im going to keep at it for now.
GO AT IT DANA&TEAM! THIS SHOW IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!! CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT TWO PARTS!!
even if knowing that its going to end soon makes me sad knowing its going to end with another two episodes LIKE THIS ONE is more than enough to console me.
#this fucking show#its beautiful#toh#the owl house season three#the owl house camila#the owl house spoilers#the owl house season 3#the owl house#hunter toh#camila noceda#vee toh#vee appreciation post#vee noceda
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HUMP DAY/ CREATIVE BLOCKAGE/CATCHING UP
Hi!
Happy Hump Day!
When i say i am tired mentally, emotionally.... i think it's an understatement lol. I have never felt this level of exhaustion, and it rolls into my physical.
So where do I want to start with my sharing, hmmmm
So I am trying today to obey and work on some things that much needs work and tending to because I just keep putting them off for the perfect day to make them happen and it's like Doriann there is no perfect day JUST START HERE....NOW.
So that's what I am doing, however I am finding myself with a creative blockage and I am like WOW, the day I want to start and I begin the thing I am finding myself stuck with blockage. And to be very honest it is frustrating me. Because I can't even close my eyes and vision it, like I see nothing, I feel nothing, and etc. However I am trying, I am trying hard over here to produce something or to be able to say I am starting. Which for me says a heck of a lot because I have been putting this off since January 🙃
I truly need to take care of Doriann, mind, body, spirit, because she is needing it sooooooo bad.
Yesterday my nephew was born. And the joy that little guy gives me just makes me smile on demand. He is sooooo cute for a newborn, because they can be scary looking lol. But he is precious, I know God sent him during this time for a reason and I must seek him on that and what he means to me and what purpose he serves in my life. We are blessed to have him a year after the death of my bonus dad whose birthday is next month. So it's like God took away and then he gave us something new and precious. I am so happy for my brother and new sister! D2 (that's what we are calling him) is the completion for my new sister kids and I know he is that perfect fit. He reminds me of David and Joseph wrapped in one. 🥰
I truly need to take care of Doriann, mind, body, spirit, because I am needing it sooooooo bad.
Like I have never felt this empty the way I have been feeling since the end of the year. Like this is noooooooot the move and I am hating it soooooooooo much. I am reaching and reaching and trying to get my mojo back and it's not coming. It's like I need to getaway from my environment for a min lol. What that min looks like I am not sure, it could be a week long vacation or some months. I need to really take some time in consecration with God and hear from him to really help me with this place I am in. Like i found this farming/gardening class in Cali that's for 6 weeks.... I WOULD ABSOLUTLEY LOVE TO GO TAKE THAT CLASS, but the thoughts of how do I take leave from my job for 6 weeks - i have short term disability but having a doc to say I need that time off lol , where would I stay- i would need to rent a airbnb for 6 weeks and a car for 6 weeks, when i add all of that up finically I am like HOW to make that happen. But that time away would be awesome for me mentally and emotionally and etc. I would miss my stinky man that was just born tho. But I am working on a staycation, vacation and ways to get myself back up in fuel.
As i am sharing I feel like I need to do a reintroduction post, so that's what my next one will be, because so much growth, change, and re- finding, defining, novating has happen to me over the years. These 30s has been something interesting FOR SURE lol.
Okay i think I am ready to go back to my assignment of the day and complete it, I may come back and share it with you all, we shall see.
I pray that your day is going wonderful! IT's almost lunch time and I AM HUNGRY like a hippo. But have a wonderful day, always remember let go and let God.
xoxo doriann latrece
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I'm seriously starting to hate the holidays.
WARNING LONG Long Story: My selfish ass mother gave my twin sister and I, Covid a week before our birthday and Christmas. She got Covid going to a Christmas party with like 40 of her trashy ass always intoxicated friends. She refused to isolate in her room and refused to wear a mask in public areas of the house after she tested positive, even though it's not her fucking house. She literally basically freeloads off my 87 year old grandfather and has for as long as I have been alive which is 31 years as of the 23rd. Any way... my sister recently had to move back in with my mom and grandpa, because her dirt bag partner of 10 years cheated on her with a coworker and they have to sell their house. So I went over there last Saturday to bake Christmas cookies with my sister to try and cheer her up and I'm suprised to see my mom there cause usually she's out drinking with her gross boyfriend on the weekends but you know it was noon so maybe she was leaving later. Fast forward to 9pm and my sister and I are just finishing up decorating the last batch of cookies. My husband made a cameo to pick me up and got roped into helping decorate and do dishes after he got out of work. So we finish cleanup and go home and then my sister texts me.
I SHIT YOU NOT, We're not even half way home when she texts saying "By the way, our mom JUST (like 5 to 15ish minutes after my husband and I left) told me she tested positive for Covid yesterday (friday), which is why she didn't go to her fucking boyfriends house. Now I am super confused and getting a bit angry at this because my mother sat around the house all fucking day, put her fingers and face near the food and the cookies we made, and GAVE to people, hovered in the kitchen and was just all up in our business all day, with no mask fully knowing she had Covid and not telling amyone. My grandfather didn't even know. She didn't care that two of her kids, one who is immunocompromised (me) and one who is literally 2 months out from a devestating break up (and now has to spend her first birthday and Christmas without a partner in 10 years alone in our childhood bedroom, isolating so she doesn't get my grandfather sick).
I can't even be with her because I have to isolate at home (immunocomp) by doctors orders. And I just feel so fucking angry and helpless because I can't be with my sister on days where she's going to really need me (and my husband, story for another time). Because my mom is a selfish bitch.
I mean she's always been a toxic narcissist but this just is a new fucking low even for her. No care in the world for me, for my sister or for my grandfather at all. BUUUTTT as long as she could spare her precious boyfriend who is in perfect physical health (and also ALREADY HAD FUCKING COVID) from getting sick it didn't matter.
😮💨 I now get to spend the third birthday in a row, practically alone because of her and her fucked decision. My husband has to work most of the day too, since you know retail 2 days before Christmas. Before that gets any judgement, he's masked up and testing every morning. His immune system is way better than mine and he doesn't even have a sniffle, the lucky bastard.
It is wrong of me to absolutley HATE my mother right now? Like my sister and I had a ton of plans for this weekend. She wanted to keep busy to keep her mind off the other things going on her life. And because the last 2 birthdays we've had sucked ass. She had covid 2 years ago and I was in the middle of a severe depressive spiral. And then last year we got hit with a fucking massive blizzard. But also now I have to miss a shit load of work 5 days before Christmas and I don't have any PTO left. I just feel like my mom and her shit has completely drained every thing, I have left in me for the year. Not to mention I am so sick that everything in the world sucks right now.
I feel bad for ranting, but also really needed to get that off my chest before I go nuclear on my mother through very angry texts. I would call and yell but I have no voice and my husband has been trying to get me to not immedietly chose violence all the time.
Ugh okay. I'm fucking done now. I hope your holidays are better than mine.
#toxic parents#fuck the holidays#trigger warning: toxic parents#this is just a rant#you don't have to read this#covid#pleasekillme#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing
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