Getting a bit too emotional at how the sskk joint fighting dynamics express both Atsushi and Akutagawa's growth as characters so sort of analysis under the cut
I love the sskk joint fighting dynamics so much as displayed in both their fights against Goncharov and Fukuchi. Atsushi and Akutagawa in fight are just so perfectly balanced and harmonic; I love how the roles of action and support each of them assumes show a character growth that has been progressively building up from the start of the story.
Starting from Akutagawa holding a defensive, supporting role: Akutagawa, who would always impulsively throw himself into battle and slice up and slaughter without any thinking, always acting alone and on instinct, is now committed to enhance another person and has to follow the battle far from where the main action is taking place.
But there's more to that: Akutagawa's obsession with proving himself worthy, which translates in constantly intervening with striking, almost dramatic acts that have him shine for his power and abilities so that he can feel seen and noticed and finally get the approval he so desperately longs for is gone; his constant acting of his own accord to pursue his personal goals is now replaced in favor of a position where he's not the center of the spotlight anymore and instead, by permitting Atsushi to wear Rashomon, has Akutagawa empowering someone else who will get to defeat his opponent first hand and thus get the most immediate recognition for their victory. It's almost like for what is probably the first time in his life seeking approval isn't Akutagawa's main aim, a first step towards understanding that someone else's approval doesn't define him: he takes off the veil of insecurity that blinded him to finally see the world that surrounds him, prioritizing what really matters. He fights the opponent standing before him because he has his personal motivations to do so, and not just to prove himself to someone else.
And also!!!! The lone and ruthless dog for the first time ever putting his own ability at someone else's disposal, using it in an altruistic way like he has never done before. Akutagawa is using his ability for reasons that have nothing to do neither with his immediate self preservation nor to show off how powerful he is, and ends up fully dedicating himself to reinforce, help, protect and support someone else.
And there's even more layers? By giving Rashomon to someone else, Akutagawa is literally exposing himself as more vulnerable than he's ever been before. We see Akutagawa deliberately taking off all of his defenses for the sake of another person. And although this - and most of what has been said so far - was only done in order to reach the goal he shares with Atsushi to defeat their common enemy, a temporary truce if you may, the fact alone that Akutagawa out of all people willingly took off his walls and fully trusted and relied on another person to fight and win is remarkable, as well as truly indicative of how far he's come since the start of the manga. Not only he's quite serenely stepping aside from the battle, admitting someone is stronger and has more chances to win than him; he's actively relying on someone else to succeed. That's something pre-guild arc Akutagawa would have NEVER done, and I love the character development it demonstrates.
Look at him in these panels!! I love how peaceful and unresentful he looks. I love how he's okay with Atsushi taking down the enemy himself. I love how the words describing how powerful Atsushi is don't sound bitter or envious the slightest. I love how it looks like Akutagawa is going the closest as he's physically able to complimenting Atsushi. All of this expresses calm, acceptance, respect for others and peace of mind that shows how incredibly much Akutagawa has matured since the start of the story.
Thinking about it (and it's definitely a stretch but we'll follow this line of thought a second for the sake of analysis), the closest we ever saw Akutagawa collaborating (?) with someone else to reach a goal was when he sent Kyouka to kill Atsushi in chapters 7-8. The striking contrast between that mission and the ones he carried through by working with Atsushi!!!!! In the former, we have Akutagawa making full use of his partner like they're nothing but a pawn, apathetically following the scene from afar. He's distant and detached, and doesn't hesitate to sacrifice them, for that's what he's always been used to. To put it in quite the mean way, the way Akutagawa used Kyouka feels like a poor attempt of emulation of Dazai's typical method of manipulating people to reach his goals, except Akutagawa definitely doesn't have the charisma and influence and wits Dazai can count on and thus miserably ends up failing to fulfill his own ends.
But it's exactly by comparing that joined operation with the sskk partnership that we can appreciate all the growth Akutagawa went through!! The fight against Goncharov depicts an Akutagawa who's now devoted to a complete (and not unilateral) collaboration, an Akutagawa that instead of using his partner is dedicated to protect them even when it means putting his own life at risk; an Akutagawa that contributes to build a successful and powerful team by fully trusting his partner and his abilities.
An equally interesting teamwork comparision can be made between the Fitzgerald and Goncharov sskk fights; the development of their fighting dynamics that took place between their fight against Fitzgerald and fight against Goncharov is just *chef kiss*.
Getting so emotional at the growth visible by comparing these two specific couple of panels. The way hate and animosity is replaced by confidence and trust. How the impulse of pushing the other away is substituted by understanding and agreement. Believing in the strength born from their collaboration instead of being unapologetically repulsed by each other.
When fighting against Fitzgerald, they were coming at him one by one, basically fighting him individually at the same time. Not only that, they kept quarreling the entire time, continuously accusing each other of being an hindrance. They were powerful indeed and succeeded in taking Fitzgerald down; however, they were powerful on their own, and not powerful together. Comparing that fight with the one against Goncharov, the difference in their collaborations is groundbreaking! You now have them work together and in perfect unison. They don't hamper each other anymore, but have their abilities fuse in a most powerful combination. They don't quarrel, and instead instantly understand each other without even needing to talk out loud. Dead serious, they even finish each other's sentences- they basically read each other’s minds, or, even better, think exactly the same.
The moment where Atsushi avoids touching the ground by jumping through Rashomon's tendrils is so impressive. The amount of chemistry necessary to have it so that Atsushi can land safely on Rashomon's extensions with no previous communication is unmeasurable. And the precisely guessing each time what step the other is going to make, the perfectly predicting each other's movements with flawless accuracy, just- wow!!!!
That being said, it’s only fair to underline how their action in fight shows a growth for Atsushi as big as it was for Akutagawa. Isn't it beautiful how the shy and reserved guy who started out as skittish and insecure, willing and ready to flee from everyone and everything (including himself), is now prepared to fight on the front line, willing to put his own life at risk because he's found something worth fighting for? Isn't it beautiful how Atsushi, afraid, and timid, and conflict avoider, is now ready to step at the center of the spotlight and take the physical component of the fight on himself? Isn't it beautiful how he, haunted and terrorized by the white tiger, is now embracing his powers and using his enanched potential at its fullest? But most of all, isn't it just amazing how he's willing to fully expose himself to Akutagawa's mercy, completely trusting him, displaying how far they've come in understanding and trusting each other, showing how much their relationship has grown, and how much they have grown?
We probably get to witness one of the biggest moments of growth for Atsushi during the Fukuchi vs. sskk fight. So, here's the thing about Atsushi: he's extremely flawed. And it's not about those sugarcoated flaws they'll try to sell you like having an instinct to run away or being kind to a fault; he's quick to judgement, and biased; he struggles to trust other people and to believe people can change.
Fukuchi clearly says it: Atsushi and Akutagawa failed to kill him because of Atsushi's - and Atsushi's only!! - lack of trust. They didn't win because Atsushi didn't believe in Akutagawa, didn't trust Akutagawa could protect him. They failed because of him.
But here's where the best part kicks in!! Atsushi accepts the criticism and actually acts after it. He admits: “it's as he says”. He actually recognizes he made a mistake and takes the blame for what happened. But most importantly: he learns from his error!! He accepts the criticism and tries to do better!!! And next thing you know, he's throwing himself at Akutagawa, fully confiding in his support and protection, working in perfect unison of bodies and minds.
And they do succeed! Together, they create a “perfect surprised attack”. And even though Fukuchi's Shintou Amenogozen will later intervene to reverse time or whatever, there was a moment where Atsushi and Akutagawa won over Fukuchi, where their union defeated him. And that's all thanks to Atsushi's ability to recognize his mistakes and decide to be better! It's just very powerful how Atsushi admitted his error and actively changed his behavior, it's not often that we see characters (especially male characters) act like this, be humble enough to recognize they were wrong.
So really!!! Atsushi and Akutagawa's fighting style is wonderful because of how perfect it is for their characters in ways not even them fully understand. They are the perfect fighting team not only because they perfectly cover and compensate for each other's weaknesses, but also because they're constantly pushing the other to grow and become a better person. And the fact that all this growth they experience is because of each other honestly warms my heart. The fact that they constantly push each other to grow and to always do better, do good, makes me cry.
111 notes
·
View notes
TOP 10
Past Lives
Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse
How to Blow Up a Pipeline
Poor Things
Oppenheimer
Barbie
BlackBerry
The Holdovers
The Iron Claw
Killers of the Flower Moon
MY LETTERBOXD
Grade A
11. The Killer
12. Beau Is Afraid
13. Dream Scenario
14. Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 3
15. Godzilla Minus One
16. American Fiction
17. They Cloned Tyrone
18. Evil Dead Rise
19. Eileen
20. The Artifice Girl
21. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Mutant Mayhem
22. Talk to Me
23. Reality
24. Leave the World Behind
25. A Thousand and One
26. Mission: Impossible – Dead Reckoning Part One
27. Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret.
28. Theater Camp
29. Carmen
30. Merry Little Batman
31. Priscilla
32. Society of the Snow
33. Infinity Pool
34. Enys Men
35. Sanctuary
36. Rye Lane
37. Skinamarink
38. Monster
39. Anatomy of a Fall
40. Landscape with Invisible Hand
41. Reptile
42. Sisu
43. Pinball: The Man Who Saved the Game
44. No One Will Save You
45. Tetris
46. May December
47. The Zone of Interest
48. V/H/S/85
49. Dumb Money
50. El Conde
51. Arnold
52. Maestro
53. Napoleon
54. 20 Days in Mariupol
55. Influencer
56. The Creator
57. Origin
58. Thanksgiving
59. Next Goal Wins
60. The Boy and the Heron
61. Bottoms
62. Wonka
[Press Keep Reading For The Full Graded List]
Grade B
63. God Is a Bullet
64. No Hard Feelings
65. Joy Ride
66. Fair Play
67. Cocaine Bear
68. NYAD
69. Asteroid City
70. Nowhere
71. The Angry Black Girl and Her Monster
72. Divinity
73. The Equalizer 3
74. The Last Voyage of the Demeter
75. Venus
76. Butcher’s Crossing
77. Somewhere in Queens
78. The Persian Version
79. Boston Strangler
80. Polite Society
81. Miguel Wants to Fight
82. The Color Purple
83. The Royal Hotel
84. Saw X
85. All of Us Strangers
86. Fallen Leaves
87. Ferrari
88. Elemental
89. Peter Pan & Wendy
90. Renfield
91. Cat Person
92. Scream VI
93. The Hunger Games: The Ballad of Songbirds & Snakes
94. BS High
95. Blue Beetle
96. Huesera: The Bone Woman
97. When Evil Lurks
98. Dark Harvest
99. A Good Person
100. Final Cut
101. Knock at the Cabin
102. Quiz Lady
103. Leo
104. Air
105. The Super Mario Bros. Movie
106. Batman: The Doom That Came to Gotham
107. John Wick: Chapter 4
108. Beaten to Death
109. The Wrath of Becky
110. Passages
111. Transformers: Rise of the Beasts
112. Gran Turismo
113. 65
114. Sick
115. Sister Death
116. The Blackening
117. Please Don’t Destroy: The Treasure of Foggy Mountain
118. Flamin’ Hot
119. Nimona
120. Cobweb
121. Totally Killer
122. What’s Love Got to Do with It?
123. Sharper
124. Unseen
125. Dunki
126. Bird Box Barcelona
127. The Marvels
128. Shazam! Fury of the Gods
Grade C
129. Wildflower
130. Freelance
131. M3GAN
132. Strays
133. Sympathy for the Devil
134. Creed III
135. Chevalier
136. The Marsh King’s Daughter
137. A Haunting in Venice
138. The Little Mermaid
139. Silent Night
140. Master Gardener
141. The Flash
142. Fast X
143. The Pope’s Exorcist
144. Saltburn
145. Kandahar
146. Stand
147. Plane
148. Indiana Jones and the Dial of Destiny
149. Fingernails
150. Quicksand
151. Fool’s Paradise
152. Migration
153. Rustin
154. The Covenant
155. Good Burger 2
156. The Pod Generation
157. Alice, Darling
158. Insidious: The Red Door
159. Missing
160. Shotgun Wedding
161. You Hurt My Feelings
162. The Boogeyman
163. Showing Up
164. Aquaman and the Lost Kingdom
165. Champions
166. Consecration
167. The Nun II
168. Biosphere
169. House Party
170. The Exorcist: Believer
171. Big George Foreman
172. Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves
173. Children of the Corn
174. The Beanie Bubble
175. Ant-Man and the Wasp: Quantumania
Grade F
176. Anyone But You
177. Marlowe
178. Paint
179. Extraction 2
180. It Lives Inside
181. Deliver Us
182. Trolls Band Together
183. Finestkind
184. Corner Office
185. Wish
186. Prisoner’s Daughter
187. Pain Hustlers
188. Foe
189. The Mother
190. Old Dads
191. Ghosted
192. Ruby Gillman, Teenage Kraken
193. Haunted Mansion
194. Mafia Mamma
195. Five Nights at Freddy’s
196. The Machine
197. Justice League: Warworld
198. We Have a Ghost
199. What Comes Around
200. Legion of Super-Heroes
201. The Boys in the Boat
202. Attachment
203. Operation Fortune: Ruse de Guerre
204. About My Father
205. You People
206. Meg 2: The Trench
207. Pathaan
208. Rebel Moon - Part One: A Child of Fire
209. Assassin
210. Dalíland
211. Vacation Friends 2
Bottom 10
212. Sound of Freedom
213. Winnie the Pooh: Blood and Honey
214. When You Finish Saving The World
215. Heart of Stone
216. Family Switch
217. Expend4bles
218. Sweetwater
219. Hypnotic
220. 80 for Brady
221. Spinning Gold
1K notes
·
View notes
Spellbound
you might be void of feelings i fear i haven’t felt for anyone
synopsis// by no means did you hate soulmates, you just hated that he was your soulmate. not like megumi was ecstatic that he was your soulmate either. but that’s fine, both of you found someone else to keep you company.
status// finished!
updates// everyday unless said otherwise
warning// dating app!au, soulmate!au, college!au, no curses!au, enemies(?) to lovers, profanity, megumi and y/n are edgy pieces of shit <3, kys jokes, crack humor? i’m going back to my cringe 2020 smau roots with reaction images id say i’m sorry but i’m not, if any characters or dynamics r ooc take that up with the universe not me !!
☆ this smau wasn’t inspired by a song but the title was!! ‘twas inspired by spell strike by provoker, so besides the title and lyrics on here the song holds little to no relevance :) ☆
you might be the only one
might be the only one for me
feeling 1. young and stupid
feeling 2. child of divorce
feeling 3. no schedule just vibes
feeling 4. six feet under
feeling 5. this is my fight song
feeling 6. success rate
feeling 7. lone wolf
feeling 8. dumpster fire
feeling 9. retail therapy
feeling 10. be normal
feeling 11. the enemy has been defeated
feeling 12. enemies to lovers irl
feeling 13. exorcism
feeling 14. shut ur up
feeling 15. winner
feeling 16. hip hip hooray
feeling 17. swiped right!
feeling 18. silly little mystery
feeling 19. for no reason
feeling 20. i guess so
feeling 21. sigh of relief
feeling 22. relationship territory
feeling 23. don’t hmu
feeling 24. major in loser
feeling 25. fight club
feeling 26. jigsaw
feeling 27. ghosting
feeling 28. cold shoulder
feeling 29. before marriage
feeling 30. meant to be
feeling 31. a hunch
feeling 32. survival of the fittest
feeling 33. he knows
feeling 34. so close yet so far
feeling 35. (disrespectfully)
feeling 36. regressing
feeling 37. take pity
feeling 38. telepathy
feeling 39. betrayed
feeling 40. two birds with one stone
feeling 41. dead end
feeling 42. mass hysteria
feeling 43. an apology
feeling 44. baby’s first reciprocated love
feeling 45. psychological warfare
feeling 46. jealous
feeling 47. a facade
feeling 48. learning to coexist
feeling 49. with you
feeling 50. useless E information
feeling 51. good idea
feeling 52. break the peace
feeling 53. enjoy the peace
feeling 54. revenge
feeling 55. tolerable
feeling 56. catastrophic
feeling 57. fumbled
feeling 58. easier than you think
feeling 59. no downtime
feeling 60. caught red handed
feeling 61. for good
feeling 62. replace megumi with megumi
feeling 63. delicate
feeling 64. best bet
feeling 65. valid question
feeling 66. devils incarnate
feeling 67. patience is a virtue
feeling 68. grow and change as a person
feeling 69. megumi truthers
feeling 70. knock on wood
feeling 71. come find me
feeling 72. cryptic
feeling 73. more than aware
feeling 74. see the future
feeling 75. trying to be nice
feeling 76. why do you hate me
feeling 77. knight in shining armor
feeling 78. perfect paradox
feeling 79. idgaf war
feeling 80. stay like this forever
feeling 81. baby bird
feeling 82. found your way back
feeling 83. heart racing
feeling 84. loverboy activities
feeling 85. megumi this megumi that
feeling 86. protect you
feeling 87. flirt back
feeling 88. wingmen
feeling 89. in love with megumi allegations
feeling 90. more broken
feeling 91. gets shirtless again
feeling 92. 1 new message!
feeling 93. protecting your peace
feeling 94. tired of waiting
last feeling. a kiss and a fight
epilogue/bonus feeling. spy
3K notes
·
View notes