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#003 008 friendship forever
blitz0hno · 6 months
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I like to think post-Milgram they all get to know each other more and Amane, finally jaded with religion, starts to veer into Reddit Atheist type spaces online and Fuuta's gotta tell her "NUH UH UH"
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cherrywoes · 3 years
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USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI WAS more than he had led you to believe. He was more than just a selectively quiet, dense model who used to live and  breathe volleyball like it was all he had left. He was more than his friends said; he was more than his manager would ever say to your face.
Ushijima Wakatoshi was a dangerous man, one you should have stayed away from the moment you found out who he truly was—except you could never say no to him no matter how hard you tried. Could never refuse the intentionally gentle, yet somewhat harsh man who you had grown to call a friend.
All it took was one phone call at four in the morning to cement him into your life forever…
And he wants more than just "friendship".
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007. 008. 009.
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chisupamoved · 4 years
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... talk more oisuga to me 👁👄👁
OPEN  ❥ ┇send me a ship and i’ll do a thing.
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001. .   .   .   kills the spider
ONE hand we have the idea of Suga picking up the spider and holding it and running after Tooru. The other hand is both of them hating spiders and either having a pet cat and asking the cat to kill said spider or calling up Iwa to get the spider.
002. .   .   .   proposed
Well, it could go either way. Tooru would totally plan it out, he likes to overthink these things. He’d overthink his overthinking fkdmfs. Much like asking him out, it’s something Tooru would want perfect. Tooru would want the best for Koushi and want it to be romantic, he’d want it to be /just right./ 
I could see Koushi being very much the same as Tooru but better at hiding that he’s totally freaking out over asking him. I kinda feel they’d be that couple that would end up doing it at the same time and both of them just being super giddy about it even if it didn’t go to planned as they wanted.
003.  .   .   .   kissed the other first
Tooru totally, he’d probably do something like move hair out of Koushi’s face and then get lost in his eyes. He’d totally ask first, as to him he thinks asking is important-- plus if being on a date he’d 100% ask more so if they aren’t boyfriends yet. Plus to him, he finds something sweet about asking someone if it’s okay.
004.  .   .   .   initiates things
Could go either way with these two, they totally hold that chaotic vibe that they would play off each other very well. The bad thing is about that they’d not know went to quit and probably get each other really worked up. 
005.  .   .   .   would leave the other
excuse me oisuga never leaving each other. oisuga are soulmates for life, never ever happening not on my watch NO SIR. BUT really? If we talk canon timeline, I think Tooru would as he’d not want Koushi to be lonely. I mean Tooru would still be hopelessly in love still but he’d think it’s for the best, he’d think dealing with long-distance relationship might be hard. while y’know he’d be fine with it, he’d also find it painful on days he’d just want to hold koushi close. but anyway good thing my main verse tooru says in japan so oisuga happy forever and ever until the ends of time. c:
006.  .   .   .   is more jealous
I lean somewhat on Koushi and that being more down to Tooru’s fans being the issue, but I also don’t think they’d bother him and if they did Koushi would do something about it. I love the idea of Koushi just dragging Tooru away from them so he can focus on him, which is something Tooru would love as well.
Tooru doesn’t get jealous he gets more of an ‘i’m going to be replaced’ type of vibe. idk really I think both of them would love and trust each other to know whoever they speak with, that they don’t need to get jealous-- I also think if they did ever feel it they’d talk it out right away as both of them are like that. I think they’d have that type of friendship to start with anyway and that just carrying on into them dating.
007.  .   .   .   is lazier
I don’t really see either of them being that lazy really?
008.  .   .   .   sends weird texts at 3 AM
Both of them? I could see either of them doing it, just the stupidest of things and just sending it and then falling back asleep like it’s nothing. That it be memes something stupid they thought of or just anything really.
009.   .   .   .  is more experienced
I personally like to think with oisuga it would be the same, while it would seem like Tooru is? No. I like to think that they’d experience everything with each other, they’d have all their first with each other. I really like that for them and I think it really adds to their dynamic.
010.   .   .   .  said i love you first
I could see Tooru blurting it out totally. Just randomly out of the blue, him, of course, meaning it 100% but him in his mind wanting to do it under a more romantic setting etc; but with Tooru things never really go to plan when it comes to his love life as he’s really not as ‘cool’ and he makes himself out to be, really he’s a big dorky mess.
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ddudumemes · 4 years
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K-12 SENTENCE STARTERS
(( collection of ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY TWO sentence starters taken from MELANIE MARTINEZ’S second studio album ‘ K-12 ’ . ))
001. WHEELS  ON  THE  BUS  . ‘  it’s  cold  outside  .  ’ ‘  there  are  two  boys  yelling  behind  me  .  ’ ‘  i’m  terrified  .  ’ ‘  i’m  trying  to  ignore  it  .  ’ ‘  it’s  fucking  boring  .  ’ ‘  i’m  saying  nothing  .  ’ ‘  no  one’s  watching  us  .  ’ ‘  don’t  give  a  fuck  .  ’ ‘  puff  ,  puff  ,  and  pass  it  .  ’ ‘  don’t  be  a  dick  .  ’ ‘  i  hate  him  .  ’
002.  CLASS  FIGHT  . ‘  the  teacher  wasn’t  looking  .  ’ ‘  i  fell  in  love  with  him  ,  but  he  wasn’t  in  my  life  .  ’ ‘  mommy  ,  why  do  i  feel  sad  ??  ’ ‘  should  i  give  him  away  or  feel  this  bad  ??  ’ ‘  don’t  you  choke  .  ’ ‘  daddy  chimed  in  “  go  for  the  throat  .  ”  .  ’  ‘  go  for  the  throat  .  ’ ‘  her  face  was  fucked  up  .  ’ ‘  my  hands  were  bloody  .  ’ ‘  my  one  true  love  called  me  a  monster  .  ’
003.  THE  PRINCIPAL  . ‘  always  peeping  ,  fucking  creeping  .  ’ ‘  what  if  i  had  told  your  mother  her  son  was  a  cruel  motherfucker  ??  ’ ‘  it’s  not  just  me  ,  it’s  everybody  who  thinks  that  you’re  fucking  ugly  .  ’ ‘  forced  to  follow  the  leader  .  ’ ‘  i’ve  tried  to  make  you  listen  ,  but  you  won’t  ,  it’s  your  way  ,  right  ??  ’ ‘  shooting  at  the  angels  while  claiming  you’re  the  good  guy  .  ’ ‘  all  you  want  is  cash  and  hype  .  ’ ‘  fuck  our  dreams  .  ’ ‘  that’s  not  right  .  ’ ‘  oh  ,  where’s  the  principle  ??  ’ ‘  you’re  fixated  and  elated  .  ’ ‘  fuck  all  of  your  rules  and  guidelines  .  ’ ‘  can’t  you  see  that  we’re  all  hurting  ??  ’ ‘  excuse  me  ,  how  much  are  you  earning  ??  ’ ‘  you  don’t  know  the  pain  that  you  are  causing  .  ’ ‘  your  actions  hurt  .  so  do  your  words  .  ’ ‘  the  more  you  try  to  fuck  us  over  we  will  be  there  yelling  at  your  front  door  .  ’
004.  SHOW  &  TELL  . ‘  you  pull  me  by  my  hair  ,  so  i  don’t  go  nowhere  .  ’ ‘  tell  me  you  love  me  ,  but  you  treat  me  like  i’m  never  there  .  ’ ‘  you  say  the  cruelest  words  ,  and  yes  ,  they  break  my  heart  .  ’ ‘  i’m  over  here  working  my  ass  off  .  ’ ‘  why  is  it  so  hard  to  see  ,  if  cut  myself  i  would  bleed  ??  ’ ‘  i’m  just  like  you  ,  you’re  like  me  .  ’ ‘  imperfect  ,  and  human  ,  are  we  .  ’ ‘  i’m  on  display  for  all  you  fuckers  to  see  .  ’ ‘  buy  and  sell  me  ,  baby  .  ’ ‘  i’m  a  product  to  society  .  ’ ‘  art  don’t  sell  ,  unless  you’ve  fucked  every  authority  .  ’ ‘  you  beg  and  cry  for  more  ,  and  yet  i’m  on  the  floor  .  ’ ���  there  are  strangers  taking  pictures  of  me  when  i  ask  “  no  more  !!  ”  .  ’ ‘  it’s  really  hard  for  me  to  say  just  how  i  feel  .  ’ ‘  i’m  scared  that  i’ll  get  thrown  away  .  ’ ‘  why  can’t  you  fucking  hear  me  ?!  ’ ‘  are  you  listening  yet  ??  ’   
005.  NURSE’S  OFFICE  . ‘  don’t  punch  me  .  ’ ‘  just  let  me  go  .  ’ ‘  i’m  coughing  ,  i’m  bleeding  .  ’ ‘  they  hate  me  .  ’ ‘  i’m  faking  all  of  this  so  they  take  me  home  .  ’ ‘  i’m  tired  of  wishing  i  was  ditching  .  ’ ‘  can  i  sit  right  there  ??  ’ ‘  this  bitch  behind  me  is  cutting  my  hair  .  ’ ‘  i  faked  up  a  seizure  and  left  then  and  there  .  ’ 
006.  DRAMA  CLUB  . ‘  everyone’s  so  soft  ,  everyone’s  so  sensitive  .  ’ ‘  do  i  offend  you  ??  you’re  hanging  on  my  sentences  .  ’ ‘  i’ma  take  a  bow  so  you  can  kiss  my  ass  .  ’ ‘  i  never  signed  up  for  your  drama  .  ’ ‘  they  try  to  feed  you  lines  that  you  have  to  memorize  .  ’ ‘  do  you  even  have  a  brain  ??  ’ ‘  you’re  faking  all  your  pain  .  ’ ‘  you’re  bleeding  on  a  stage  .  ’ ‘  i  don’t  wanna  be  an  actress  living  by  a  script  .  ’ ‘  i  don’t  give  a  shit  .  ’ ‘  you’re  over-analysing  every  word  i  say  .  ’ ‘  i  think  it’s  pretty  boring  .  ’ 
007.  STRAWBERRY  SHORTCAKE  . ‘  feeling  unsure  of  my  naked  body  .  ’ ‘  wondering  why  i  don’t  look  like  barbie  .  ’ ‘  they  say  boys  like  girls  with  a  tiny  waist  .  ’ ‘  my  mama’s  preaching  to  make  sure  i’m  pure  .  ’ ‘  i  never  really  cared  about  this  shit  before  .  ’ ‘  got  boys  acting  like  they  ain’t  seen  skin  before  .  ’ ‘  got  sent  home  to  change  because  my  skirt  is  too  short  .  ’ ‘  it’s  my  fault  .  ’ ‘  it’s  my  bad  ,  no  one  told  them  not  to  grab  .  ’ ‘  it’s  how  i  look  and  not  what  i  think  .  ’
008.  LUNCHBOX  FRIENDS  . ‘  hey  girl  ,  will  you  sit  with  me  ??  ’ ‘  we  can  be  friends  if  you  wanna  be  .  but  only  ‘til  the  clock  hits  three  .  ’ ‘  after  lunch  we  can  walk  to  class  .  ’ ‘  they  all  want  a  bite  of  me  .  ’ ‘  they  gossip  about  hoes  that  they  don’t  know  ...  they  talk  shit  though  .  ’ ‘  i  don’t  want  no  lunchbox  friends  .  ’ ‘  i  want  someone  who  understands  .  ’ ‘  come  to  my  house  ,  let’s  die  together  .  ’ ‘  friendship  that  will  last  forever  .  ’ ‘  people  have  high  expectations  of  me  .  ’ ‘  wanna  be  my  best  friend  ,  then  judge  me  if  i  smoke  a  little  weed  .  ’
009.  ORANGE  JUICE  . ‘  you’re  screaming  at  the  mirror  .  ’ ‘  fooling  those  around  of  your  bulimia  .  ’ ‘  you  turn  oranges  to  orange  juice  .  ’ ‘  your  body  is  imperfectly  perfect  .  ’ ‘  everyone  wants  what  the  other  one’s  working  .  ’ ‘  please  say  that  you  won’t  continue  .  ’ ‘  the  way  you  look  is  not  an  issue  .  ’ ‘  i  wish  i  could  give  you  my  set  of  eyes  .  ’ ‘  i  wish  i  could  tell  you  that  you’re  fine  ,  but  you  would  find  that  disconcerting  .  ’
010.  DETENTION  . ‘  i’m  not  a  bad  guy  .  ’ ‘  please  don’t  be  mad  if  i  don’t  smile  back  .  ’ ‘  if  i  fuck  up  my  words  ,  don’t  think  i’m  absurd  ,  alright  ??  ’ ‘  i’m  physically  exhausted  .  ’ ‘  you  write  me  up  and  say  it’s  love  .  ’ ‘  baby  ,  can  you  meet  me  tonight  ??  ’ ‘  i  can  feel  your  blood  pressure  rise  ,  fuck  this  tension  .  ’ ‘  let  me  crawl  into  your  mind  .  ’ ‘  pretending  everything’s  alright  is  detention  .  ’ ‘  the  teachers  don’t  care  about  me  .  ’ ‘  they  let  them  do  whatever  they  want  to  me  .  ’ ‘  i  wanna  go  home  .  ’
011.  TEACHER’S  PET  . ‘  caught  the  teacher  giving  his  eyes  to  a  student  .  ’ ‘  it’s  for  all  the  right  reasons  .  ’ ‘  don’t  call  me  crazy  .  ’ ‘  you  love  me  ,  but  you  won’t  come  save  me  .  ’ ‘  if  i’m  so  special  ,  why  am  i  secret  ??  ’ ‘  do  you  regret  the  things  we  shared  that  i’ll  never  forget  ??  ’ ‘  i  know  i’m  young  ,  but  my  mind  is  well  beyond  my  years  .  ’ ‘  fuck  you  ,  don’t  you  leave  me  here  !!  ’ ‘  you  liar  .  ’ ‘  you  don’t  own  me  ,  do  you  ??  i  bet  you  think  you  do  .  well  ,  you  don’t  .  ’
012.  HIGH  SCHOOL  SWEETHEARTS  . ‘  can  we  just  be  honest  ??  ’ ‘  these  are  the  requirements  if  you  think  you  can  be  my  one  and  only  true  love  .  ’ ‘  you  must  promise  to  love  me  .  ’ ‘  if  you  fuck  me  over  i  will  rip  your  fucking  face  apart  .  ’ ‘  you  must  accept  that  i’m  a  little  out  of  my  mind  .  ’ ‘  give  me  passion  .  ’ ‘  if  you  can’t  handle  a  heart  like  mine  ,  don’t  waste  your  time  with  me  .  ’ ‘  high  school  sweethearts  line  up  .  ’ ‘  you  can’t  be  scared  to  show  me  off  and  hold  my  hand  .  ’ ‘  if  you  can’t  put  in  work  i  don’t  know  what  you  think  this  fucking  is  .  ’ ‘  if  you  cheat  you  will  die  .  ’ ‘  could  you  hold  me  through  the  night  ??  ’ ‘  could  you  be  my  first  time  ??  ’ ‘  don’t  be  a  waste  of  my  time  .  ’
013.  RECESS  . ‘  i  was  too  young  to  see  the  truth  .  ’ ‘  too  naive  to  even  care  .  ’ ‘  people  gonna  say  “  if  you  need  a  break  someone’ll  take  your  place  ”  .  ’ ‘  people  gonna  try  to  tell  you  you’re  fine  ,  with  dollars  in  their  eyes  .  ’ ‘  don’t  let  them  fuck  you  ,  honey  .  ’ ‘  don’t  let  them  hurt  you  ,  baby  .  ’ ‘  i  should  be  happy  but  i  can’t  get  out  my  bed  .  ’ ‘  stressing  about  the  voices  screamin’  inside  my  head  .  ’ ‘  where  has  my  time  gone  ??  and  my  mind  gone  ??  ’ ‘  i  can’t  find  euphoria  .  ’
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ilcuoreardendo-fic · 5 years
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Hearts on Fire (Female!Courier/Joshua Graham, prompt table)
My prompt list/chart for a little project. The Courier in this series is my vault dweller/lone wanderer from Shaking the Bough. 
You can also find this list at my Dreamwidth, in actual chart form: Rapture of the Moon.
001. Night Terror
002. Dancing with the Devil
003. Urban Legend
004. Off the Map
005. I Covet You
006. Messenger
007. Touch Me
008. Gaping Chasm
009. Arise from the Ashes
010. Caress the Darkness, Kiss the Light
011. Don't Look Away
012. One Heart, One Breath
013. Rough Hands
014. Silent Sentry
015. Whispers in the Dark
016. Uncontrollable Wrath
017. Killing Moon
018. The Power of Goodbye
019. You Are Everything
020. Enfold Your Heart in Mine
021. Ravenous Time
022. Weary Wanderer
023. Seductive Danger
024. Fire
025. Enchanting Surrender
026. Deserted Riverbank
027. Secret Bonding
028. Fall from Grace
029. The Tears of God
030. Dashed Against a Rock
031. Two Days from Now
032. There Will Always Be a Monster
033. To Love a Storm
034. If Looks Could Kill
035. Sweet Nothings
036. Beautiful Friendship
037. Night of Fire
038. Desire, Ask, Believe, Receive
039. Who Named the Stars
040. Passionate Desires
041. After Tonight
042. Siren's Song
043. One Thousand Promises
044. Suffer the Agony
045. On the Brink of Forever
046. Haunting Melody
047. Shooting Star
048. A Darker Pride
049. The Life Inside
050. When Words Fail
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ariagrans · 5 years
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Let the year ahead be the one where all your dreams come true and your wishes be granted. 🖤 @hwlandhqgossip
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001. What is your proudest accomplishment of this year?
There’s so many that’s happened throughout the year, especially including my album, but most of all, I think it’s best to face the hardest parts of your year so you can take a step back and admire how you overcame them, and I feel as though I found the ability to handle it all, which makes me rather proud of myself given the circumstances. There’s still a scary amount of bad in the world, but I’d like to think I was able to bring some good to a lot of people with my own strength, and hopefully they all found their own.
002. What is the biggest life lesson you learned this year?
It’s something I’ve always known, but I feel as though this year truly made me appreciate the process of living. That lesson of it being that each diamond is created under extreme pressure, and so when I find myself stressed and entirely overwhelmed through a situation, I know that I can trust the process that something good is going to come out of that. If a diamond can do it, so can I.
003. What is one relationship (can be friendship) that has helped you survive this year?
I don’t know what I would do without, Bella. She’s such a blessing that I’ve been spending so much time with, and I’m going to miss her so bad when I’m across the pond, but even if I have to buy the tickets myself, I know I’ll need to get her ass over there with me for our rightful visitations. Bella’s the type of person that could pull me out of a bad mood within seconds, and all I can hope for is to be the same for her. She’s made 2018 exciting at every turn, and there’s so much in store for our friendship, I’m calling it now. @b-hxdid
004. Who or what do you need to let go of in order to make next year even better than this year?
My anxiety. If I could let that go, I know 2019 could be the best year of my life. I’ve had it consume me plenty this year, stayed days to myself and not talk to anybody, a fear eating away inside. And you know what? I regret feeling it every time. I know there’s no reason to feel it. I know it’s a mentality that I’m harboring, one that I know I can expel from my life if I put my mind to it. It creates an insecurity that I won’t allow to hold me back any longer.
005. What did you do this year that you’ve never done before?
I got myself a pig! Not as inspirational as I should probably mention, but I did get one, and my god, it’s definitely a job to handle, but she’s such a light to my life. Shout out to my baby, Piggy Smalls.
006. What are three resolutions or goals you want to make happen next year?
To just stay happy, to spread that happiness to others, and to keep my head up, brush off my shoulders, and let everything flow like water off a duck’s back. Here’s to happiness and to nobody keeping me away from that.
007. Where did most of your money go this year?
I might have gotten carried away with the Christmas presents this year, I’m not gonna lie, but I couldn’t stop myself. They all deserved what they got, and hopefully next year I’ll get to bond with even more people so they all get a piece of my heart as well. And wallet, but I think heart sounds sweeter.
008. What song will always remind you of this year?
Is it weird to shout out my own song? Because Thank You, Next isn’t just about the relationships. I didn’t write it just so I can call out what I’ve been through with the guys I’ve mentioned, or make a diss, and plenty of people already know that. It’s a constant reminder to myself that all I need is myself to get through this crazy place we call earth. It reminds me that I can move on from anything, that I don’t have to hold anything in or bottle it up, that I can look forward and say next to a new situation. A better situation. Nothing can hold me back now from being the person I want to be, and do what I want to do, and that song was written to express that, so I find it to be the perfect fit for 2018.
009. How will you be spending the last day of this year?
Packing up! Aside from celebrating, of course, I’ve still got a big move to make on my hands, and 2019 is the year of the UK for me, and I’ve never been more ready.
010. Who is the best new person you’ve met this year?
Lily James has forever changed my life for the best because she is the best. No, she’s the greatest. Words don’t even begin to describe what Lily means to me, and it’s an absolute honor to have her in my life, to get to spend more time with her. Have you ever met someone that could make you smile just from seeing them smile? Or someone that their happiness radiates so hard onto your life that you can’t feel anything but happy when you’re around them? That’s how Lily makes me feel, and she’s someone that I’m most ready to spend the next year with and learn more about. @lllyjames
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001. What relationship (can be friendship) has been the most fun to write for your muse/s this year?
I’ve gotten so into Ariana and Grant’s friendship to the point that I made a manip for them a month before I could even post it, like what even.. And it’s all based off the love of sushi together and plotting out the families they’ll each have. I know the end of this year has been stressful in real life that I haven’t gotten to devote as much time as I want, but best believe that I want more of them in 2019. <3 @theflashgrant Also, I love you, Sam. I hope you’re not alarmed by the time this is posted, I have tomorrow off. x
002. In what ways do you connect to your muse/s?
I like to think that I connect to how happy Ariana feels most of the time.. Well, she’s constantly been happy, and ever since I’ve come here, I feel like I’ve had a brighter look on the year compared to the rest, and her time she’s had here has affected my own time and made it even better.
003. What’s your favorite category to write for your muse/s? (angst, fluff, smut, etc.)
Well, I haven’t written smut on Ariana yet, but I’m sure that’ll be a wonderful time when we get down to it with her and whoever the lucky boy/girl she’s with is, but so far, these fluffy, cute ass friendships she’s making is hands down the best for me.
004. If you could give your muse/s one gift, what would you give them?
I’d have to give my muse more time, honestly. They deserve it. I shouldn’t let work consume my life, when my passion is RP in the first place. RP is my escape, and I’m here along with many talented people that I want to share my muse with, so just devoting more to them is the most I could do to benefit them, honestly.
005. What was your favorite event/moment/memory in HollywoodlandHQ this year?
Appreciation week! I was honestly only here for like.. two to three weeks, I think? And I like to think I went in on trying to express how appreciative I was to be here, and I still am. I always will be! You guys are the best, and it’s an honor to spend time with you. It’s an honor to be in a group ran by such talented and trusted admins and beautiful players across the world. I hope you all know just how much I love you.
006. What muse/s have you enjoyed most seeing on this dash this year?
I really love seeing everybody on the dash, but Charlie’s and Becca’s ( @loutommo-x , @teylcrswift ) always bring a smile to my face just from them posting a queue even, I love them both so much, I love their ship so much, and I hope to keep building bonds with them IC and OOC!
007. What is your favorite thing your muse/s have done this year in the group? (can be in the real world or what you made up)
In real life, I’d say that Ariana’s album and music videos had to be so exciting for her, and I hope it was as thrilling for her as it was for me, but with my Ari in this beautiful world of HWland, I’d say her trip to London was exciting. I mean, she does want to move there now so it has to count for something.
008. What would you like to see in HollywoodlandHQ in 2019?
I think some tasks could be a lot of fun! Like this alone has brought a lot of focus on my character and I feel like when people bond with their muse enough to answer questions like these, they’re more likely to keep wanting to come back, and I love that! I love feeling more connected to Ariana, it fuels my need to develop her, and even simple tasks like a mixtape or moodboard could open up a path in my opinion.
009. What is a plot you would love to do with your muse/s?
I’d love to add some more angst into Ariana’s story line.. I’ve got a plot page, ( don’t look at it, that shit is totally empty ), but I’d love to fill it up with all kinds of stories to play along with, and something that’s both rip and mend my heart could be really fun! You know.. Stuff that people like @ohlizzo and @hqcentineo do that both kill me and make me feel alive. :) That smile is exactly how you think it is.
010. Tag somebody in the RP and say something nice about them. It’s the season of giving.
@hcurly you already know I couldn’t go without saying something about you. I love you to the moon and back, and that trip ten times over. You make every day feel like a blessing for me, and I consider myself the luckiest person to not only know of you, but to personally get to know you and spend time writing with your Harry. The best one, hands down, that I’ve ever come across, and I know I can’t live without you now. I just can’t put it into proper words what you and Harry mean to me now, and I know nothing could ever change that. <3
And how could I do a post like this and not mentioned @itstbellisario. You are so precious as a player and your characters are the same way, I adore you and I love how sweet you’ve been from the very get. I’m shit at my replies, but I hope you know I love every one of them that I have with you, and I’ll forever appreciate you being here in this RP with me. Troian and Haley forever belong in my Hall of Fame.
To finish this off, though, I want to dedicate the best time of my life this year to the wonderful admins that run this place, that bust their ass off to make it the best RP I’ve ever been in. It’s been exactly 2 months of me being here, only 1/6th of the entire year, but I couldn’t have had a better ending note for it if it weren’t for you all! Thank you, thank you, thank you. I could cry tears of gratitude for you, for this RP. Some people may think it’s just some website, but it saves lives and you’re all to thank for that. I love you. <3
@hcurly @gigihqs @kjapayo @liliisms @diannahq @hollandjpg @itsgenevievegnt
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001. What is your proudest accomplishment of this year? - Getting to make a speech about the power of body image at the Glamour Women of the Year Summit. As proud as I am of Riverdale (and I’m extremely proud), I have always wanted to use my voice for something useful. I’ve struggled with body acceptance my whole life, always self-conscious about my skin or thighs or boobs and it was only with the support from my family and friends that I finally learned how to become comfortable in my own body. Society and the media can be very damaging to young women and men’s self-esteem as they grow throughout the years and I wanted to use my platform to promote loving yourself for exactly who you are, imperfections and all. I’ve always tried to be genuine and true to myself and to get to be able to speak to so many people..well, it was truly a honor and I try to set an example everyday of what it means to love your body and your soul.
002. What is the biggest life lesson you learned this year? - I have the power to take control of how people make me feel. I don’t have to read the hateful comments. I don’t have to watch the videos insulting me and my friends just for them to get views. I can block people and turn away from spiteful people who think they have the right to talk about my life. I don’t owe anything anybody and the only person I should be trying to impress is myself. The minute I stopped caring about what people thought of me and started to live for myself, to make myself happy, is the minute a million of worries flitted away and I felt myself relaxing. I only get one life and I intend to live it the way I see fit.
003. What is one relationship (can be friendship) that has helped you survive this year? - I’m going to be predictable with this answer, but how can I say anybody but Cole @coleffs ? He’s truly been my rock. Not only in the sense of being there from day one of stepping into this crazy industry to learn how to handle the pressures that come with fame, but he’s also always been one hundred percent genuine with me. I’ve never had to be anyone but myself with him and to feel that love from him, to see how much he cared about me with no frills, no glitter, no pretending really helped me to also love myself even more. He’s taught me a lot - how to appreciate life a little deeper, how to take not take myself so seriously when I can get caught up in the little things, how to be patient and breathe when I feel myself trembling in fear of not living up to my potential. He sees the best in me, always and for that, he’s helped me to open myself up so many experiences. Falling in love is the scariest thing you can ever do and yet with him, he made is so easy and effortless. Cole’s been there through late nights, early mornings, crazy outings, quiet walks, and wild chaos and I’ve never seen him as anything other than imperfectly perfect. He’s truly my soul mate and the love of my life and I’d be lost without him.
004. Who or what do you need to let go of in order to make next year even better than this year? - I’m definitely going to focus less on social media and getting caught up in the drama that comes with comments and unwanted opinions, and focus more on the support that comes from the people I love. I also think I need to be more reckless - not in a bad way, but stop thinking about so much what will happen if I don’t make a certain decision and start thinking about what I could gain if I do.
005. What did you do this year that you’ve never done before? - Where do I start? Gone to Hawaii. Rode in a hot air balloon. Flew in a helicopter over mountains and had a picnic a thousand feet in the air. Was on a television soundtrack. I’m a very lucky girl.
006. What are three resolutions or goals you want to make happen next year? - 1) Bring Addy out to LA more, 2) Do more little things for Cole to surprise him, and 3) Try to get more product and business deals about ideas I support and care about.
007. Where did most of your money go this year? - Without a doubt, junk food and skin care products.
008. What song will always remind you of this year? - Can’t Help Falling in Love by Kina Grannis.
009. How will you be spending the last day of this year? - I think my friend Austyn and I are going on a little trip, but I’m not sure yet! I’ve yet to really set anything in stone.
010. Who is the best new person you’ve met this year? - Haley and Kiernan! They’ve really become two of my newest sisters. @hqhaleyluhoo & @keekshipka
001. What relationship (can be friendship) has been the most fun to write for your muse/s this year? - For Lili, writing SH with Vic has been incredibly sweet and I’m grateful she was willing to keep their relationship and that she’s stuck with me this long. I’m always waiting with bated breath for really amazing ship partners to drop me but she’s never made me feel anything less than wanted and appreciated, so it just makes the ship that much more precious to me. As for friendships, I always get a kick out of Lili/Saoirse. @irishxseahorse has such a great sense of humor and never fails to make me laugh.
For Keegan, the Treegan relationship wasn’t really a surprise but I was happy with how naturally it developed. You don’t always have chemistry even if your fc’s do in real life but Emily has been such a perfect Troian. Seeing as how I’ve played Troian for the majority of my RP years, I’m very picky with how people play her and Em fits the bill. ;) I love that it’s not rushed, it’s going at a very easy and natural pace, and how willing Emily always is to talk to me and to keep my muse high with cute muse inspo. And for friendships, Keegan/Lizzie! @ohlizzo Be prepared for 2019, Sadie. Keegan’s gonna worm his way into Lizzie’s heart.
And on Munro, I’ve been lucky enough to sort of ship with Vic again with Munro/Cristine. We decided to give them a shot and I love the messy friends with benefits plot. I can’t wait to focus on them more and hopefully do more with them next year. I also really love Munro and Natalia’s friendship. @itsnataliadyr Eena is the actual sweetest and I adore how immediately playful their interactions became. I always look forward to replying to her and love her Natalia.
002. In what ways do you connect to your muse/s? - Out of all of them, I think I connect to Lili the most not only because she’s the only female muse, but also because we’re both fellow Virgos. I’m a big astrology nerd and I believe your sign impacts your personality so I feel like she’s a kindred spirit to me in a way. She’s definitely as impulsive with her words as I am and we both share the same sense of humor. With Keegan, I relate deeply to his sensitivity and his love for cats because I am the biggest cat lady and would have a million cats if I could. He also wears his heart on his sleeve and I do too. And with Munro..he’s probably the muse I have the least in common with but we do share a love for geekdom so that’s fun!
003. What’s your favorite category to write for your muse/s? (angst, fluff, smut, etc.) - I haven’t been able to write much smut here because not everybody is comfortable writing it (which is totally cool) but smut & angst is probably my favorite to write because I feel like that’s where I shine. I don’t know what that says about me but..Those are my top two categories where I get the most compliments on my writing. Obviously fluff is great and we all know I can wax on forever with mushy and sappy stuff..
004. If you could give your muse/s one gift, what would you give them? - I can’t afford anything for them, but if I could, I’d give her the Chipotle black card because she seems to really want it. Or a sponsorship by Dominos. I’d also love to give her a big hug and tell her how much I admire her, and how much her words mean to me. It’s so nice to be a fan of a woman who isn’t afraid to speak her mind and who promotes loving yourself and not being ashamed if you’re a little different from everyone else.
For Keegan, I’d give him notebooks and demand he write more songs and scripts and cast Troian in all of them. I’d also give him another kitten friend because who doesn’t want more kittens?
And for Munro, I’d beg him to get Instagram just so I can know what he’s up to! Seriously though, Munro seems like a simple guy but I’d give him Lion King tickets and then make him go with me so I can hide in his arms when Mufasa dies. NOT READY, NEVER READY.
005. What was your favorite event/moment/memory in HollywoodlandHQ this year? - Is it cheesy if I say when we opened? I was really excited and so proud and I felt like I finally crossed something off my bucket list. I wanted a safe place for the people I loved to create and write. I also loved the Halloween event! Anything a little spooky, I love. 
006. What muse/s have you enjoyed most seeing on this dash this year? - Lizzie is one of my favorites simply because I think Sadie writes her perfectly, and I always love seeing my ship partners on the dash because my stomach gets all fuzzy and I know good things are gonna happen.
007. What is your favorite thing your muse/s have done this year in the group? (can be in the real world or what you made up) - For Lili, it’s been the gift of all the pictures she’s released. She’s gorgeous, she’s real, and I love all the content she blesses us with. I’m also so proud of her work on Riverdale this year. She stepped up her game.
Keegan hasn’t done much but Million Miles Away was a jam and his podcast was great! In the group, I obviously was happy when he finally kissed Troian. ;) @itstbellisario
And Munro seems to have booked a lot of new projects so I’m excited for them to come out. His performance in Knuckleball is INCREDIBLE and just proves how good of an actor he is.
008. What would you like to see in HollywoodlandHQ in 2019? - Apart from events that pair up people who don’t interact much (which seems to be the biggest want), I’d love more themed events. I’d love supernatural!week, AU!week, holiday events, even more events like the earthquake that affects the whole group and not a select group of people. I also love when memes are done, even if we still need to improve on everyone playing them fairly. Memes that set up plots and help further IC drama will be worked on too. And obviously, I really want the group to keep growing! 
009. What is a plot you would love to do with your muse/s? - I’d love to do something dramatic with Lili - she’s clearly got a steady head on her shoulders and I don’t want to make her too OOC, but writing her struggle with something whether that be a relationship with somebody or with herself would be great with character development. 
With Keegan, I’m excited to work out his growing relationship with Troian. I can’t wait to write out all the beginnings of a ship and see what comes from it.
And with Munro, I’d really just like him to have more connections. I’d love to see more Degrassi fc’s in the group but also get him involved with more people. He’s a really goofy guy and he’s also loyal af, so he’d be great for friendship plots. Also, him developing something with Cristine and maybe fucking it up a little would be good drama!
010. Tag somebody in the RP and say something nice about them. It’s the season of giving. - To my fellow admins @diannahq, @elizajanetc, @itsgenevievegnt, @ohlizzo, @sebffs and @hcurly - I love you. I appreciate you SO much. You guys do tireless (and sometimes thankless) work to make this place running and an accepting place for everybody. Thanks for the Discord chats, the support for real life and roleplay, and always willing to step up and make this the greatest damn group in the game.
Katie - Even when I’m married, you’ll have my Netflix and Hulu password. Thanks for being the Lucy to my Troian, the Goose to my Shmian, and the Manny to my Emma. I love you. You’re always there for me, and you’re always keeping me honest and inspire me to be a better person.
KJ - I love you too and thank you for always believing in me and loving me more than I do myself. I can’t wait for another year of friendship with you.
Eena - You’re the best advice giver and the best ear to talk to. You always make me smile and nobody’s softer or kinder than you. I love you, you gentle soul.
Sadie - You’re a woman of mystery but we love you anyways. You’re probably our group mama and you keep us in line. You’re also incredibly supportive and talented.
Laura - I hope to get to know you even better in 2019! You’re always a sweetheart.
Nikki - I love your big heart and your willingness to do whatever to make everyone feel comfortable. You’re too pure for us.
Sam @theflashgrant @yochriswood - I’ve known you for so long and each year, my love for you grows stronger. I love the person you are and the person you’re becoming. You truly inspire me with your strength and if there’s anyone worthy of good things happening to them, it’s you. Thanks for always making me laugh and being there for me. I’m ride or die for you, lady.
My ship partners @coleffs @crisprosperi @itstbellisario - you two keep me inspired to log on here every day and I thank you for putting up with me. I love the relationships we’ve created and I love that you love them as much as I do. Thank you for the muse posts, the songs, the memes, and the IMs. Thank you for also being my friends. I’d be lost without you two. I love our babies and I can’t wait to see what we do in 2019.
Ally @hqmaia - <333333333333 is really all I can say. We may not ship here but 2019 is gonna be great for our ships too. I’m so happy you’re in this group as well!
My fellow Riverdale-ians @hqcami @kjapayo @hqmads @coleffs @hqnessa @ulrichisms - You guys are the greatest pretend co-workers ever. Riverdale forever. <3 Thank you for letting me live out the friendships I love and being so amazing at all of your roles.
And to all of the members, who I consider my family - without you, this group wouldn’t work. You all belong here. You all are safe here. And you all are loved here. Thank you for doing this meme and giving us feedback and spreading positivity. I couldn’t be prouder to be your admin and to write with you. I’m the luckiest RPer ever.
@hwlandhqgossip
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itstbellisario · 5 years
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a year in review ; 2018.
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look at where you are ; look at where you started. 
001. What is your proudest accomplishment of this year?
Buying my own house and getting settled into it before the year ended.
002. What is the biggest life lesson you learned this year?
Everything happens for a reason.
003. What is one relationship (can be friendship) that has helped you survive this year?
I’m going to break the rule and choose three friendships.
@hqkeegan you know how I feel about you. Thank you for being such a safe place to land all of the time, but mostly towards the end of this year. You brought a smile back to my face and have made me happier than you could even know.
@ohlizzo at this point you’re basically family and I adore you. Thank you for always having my back and for being so protective of me. I love you with my whole heart.
@lucyshq my sweet Goose. I adore you and I am so thankful to you for taking me under your wing and letting me stay in your home. You’re little but you’re big.
004. Who or what do you need to let go of in order to make next year even better than this year?
I need to let go of my past relationship and make peace with it because I’ll be doomed in 2019 if I don’t.
005. What did you do this year that you’ve never done before?
I attended the royal wedding and it was incredible. 
006. What are three resolutions or goals you want to make happen next year?
1. Spend more time with my family. 2. Keep writing and creating.  3. Put myself back out there and do more directing and acting.
007. Where did most of your money go this year?
My new house. 
008. What song will always remind you of this year?
Thank U, Next by @ariagrans because it was such a bop and really resonated with me.
009. How will you be spending the last day of this year?
I’ll be spending the last day of this year with Keegan exploring New York City during the day and then enjoying the Masquerade party at night. I’m really looking forward to ending the year and beginning the new year with him.
010. Who is the best new person you’ve met this year?
The entire Riverdale cast honestly. I see so much of my PLL cast mates and I in them. Some of them are even younger than we were when we started PLL but I just adore them and their show that gives me such nostalgic feels sometimes. Keep being fabulous babes. You’re doing great things and you’re all cute as buttons. 
@liliisms @hqcami @hqnessa @coleffs @kjapayo @hqmads & yes, even you @ulrichisms​
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001. What relationship (can be friendship) has been the most fun to write for your muse/s this year?
The relationship forming between Keegan and Troian has been so fun, but I’ve also been enjoying the friendship between Lizzie and Troian as well as Cami and Troian and Lili and Troian and just every character that I have some how made be Troian’s friend. FRIENDSHIP IS SO IMPORTANT GUYS.
The relationship between Brett and Haley is a fun one as well, but I’ve also been loving the friendship between Keegan and Haley because I love writing with Becca. Plus Haley’s friendship with Lili and Cole and Cami and Grant and Danielle have also been fun to explore. I LOVE FRIENDSHIP OKAY?
002. In what ways do you connect to your muse/s?
I feel like I connect most with Troian through her sense of humor and the way she cares for her friends and those around her. I also really connected with Spencer Hastings and always felt drawn to her so that too I guess.
I feel like I connect most with Haley’s bubbly and caring personality. I care so deeply for those in my life and I’m just as energetic and crazy as she is. She’s a bit more brave than me but I really feel that we connect well together.
003. What’s your favorite category to write for your muse/s? (angst, fluff, smut, etc.)
Angst/Fluff.
004. If you could give your muse/s one gift, what would you give them?
I would give Troian a hug and some mistletoe so she can finally plant one on Keegan (if I had posted this before Christmas it would have made more sense hehe).
I would give Haley more crocheting stuff and maybe a wedding date (hehe jk).
005. What was your favorite event/moment/memory in HollywoodlandHQ this year?  
The Autumn Retreat was fun and I’ve also just enjoyed learning about new celebrities that I had either never heard about or knew nothing about before coming here.
006. What muse/s have you enjoyed most seeing on this dash this year?
Love me some Lizzie Olsen, Camila Mendes, Lili Reinhart, Keegan Allen, Grant Gustin, Melissa Benoist, Cole Sprouse, Lucy Hale and honestly just everyone. I’m obsessed with all of you. Please never leave.
007. What is your favorite thing your muse/s have done this year in the group? (can be in the real world or what you made up)
MY FAVORITE THING REAL LIFE TROIAN BELLISARIO DID WAS HAVE A FREAKING BABY AND BECOME A BADASS MOM.
MY FAVORITE THING REAL LIFE HALEY LU RICHARDSON DID WAS PROPOSE TO BRETT DIER AND STAR IN FIVE FEET APART.
008. What would you like to see in HollywoodlandHQ in 2019?
More events where you get randomly paired up with someone!
009. What is a plot you would love to do with your muse/s?
Mama!Troian. I need it, but not like tomorrow. Just like in the future.
Maybe something angsty with Haley and Brett or Mama!Haley honestly even though she’s super young lol.
010. Tag somebody in the RP and say something nice about them. It’s the season of giving.
@liliisms​ Becca, you are my RP soulmate and you are the absolute sweetest soul. You care so much for everyone around you and you take your time with each of your characters and write them in such beautiful ways. Thank you for being a wonderful friend and ship partner.
@brettdicr Rose, your love for Brett is inspiring and I am forever indebted to you for bringing Brett here. I can’t imagine playing Haley without Brett so I’m very thankful for you. Can’t wait to see what shenanigans our babies get up to in the new year. Love ya.
@hwlandhqgossip
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talk to me about your favorite episodes of xyz !!! or your favorite moments !!
oh my god ,     okay ,     uh ,     i have     SO many favorite episodes / moments ,     this is gnna take a hot motherfuckin sec   ( post!editing edward here ,     i was right ) ,     uh ,     KDSFJGHSDFJ ,     okay ,     sO   …               folks ,     if you’ve ever wanted a somewhat comprehensive summary of all of my feelings on the xy/z series ,     here it is ,     all in one place :
                                001 - 002.
right from the start of satoshi showing up in kalos ,     the entire energy of the series was just so !!! & the battle animations were just such a breath of fresh air after having watched bw & i was just instantly drawn in .               then there was the whole incident with the gablias & just satoshi following it up the tower & having calming it down enough to remove the collar ,     knowing that it was in pain ,     be the first priority ,     & then leaping after pikachu when an edge of the tower broke off   ——   my heart just was so warm throughout all that .
                                003.
satoshi consistently repeating that a strategy is needed against yayakoma sort of just made me smile & think ,     yeah he’s grown a lot since previous seasons .               along with that ,     the moment where it clicks for satoshi why keromatsu has been described as   “ the pokemon that battles as it pleases without listening to its trainer ” ,     understanding his feelings & working to attain keromatsu’s goal together instead of him just leaping blindly without considering how to most effectively achieve it  ;          that also just really made me soft ,     because finally there’s a trainer that actually understands keromatsu & it reaffirms that him choosing satoshi was indeed a good choice .
                                006.
a really small thing ,     but when satoshi’s stuck on how to counter viola’s pokemon & he & serena have a small talk & serena says that he told her   “ don’t give up until the end ”   & that he hasn’t changed &   “ this is so like you ”   & satoshi just pauses for a second .               & then he laughs .               because how could he forget   ??               it’s not like him to mull things over too much ,     he just goes at it with fighting spirit ,     no matter what it may be or even if fighting spirit is all he has .                 that moment just always makes me smile to think about ,     probably mostly due to the pause & laugh ,     honestly .
                                007.
serena putting her sihorn knowledge to use & teaching satoshi how to ride one ,     & the moments where she was remembering herself learning & when she repeats her mom’s words of   “ don’t talk !!     you’ll bite your tongue !! ”   &   “ go for broke !! ”   without even thinking   ——   those were sweet .               also the kalos gang talking to serena’s mom for the first time ,     that was really adorable ,     especially with everyone pushing each other out of the frame to talk & satoshi excitedly talking about serena teaching him to ride sihorn & her trying to get him to shush up & ending up just shoving him away from the phone entirely before he could finish a sentence .
                                008.
satoshi & pikachu continuing to battle the rocket gang even after maaiika blinded pikachu by having satoshi become his eyes & guide where to dodge & where to strike  ;          it was a really nice way of showing the trust that pikachu has in satoshi & vice versa ,     because battling blind while relying on someone else’s directions does take a lot of trust to pull off smoothly .
                                009.
honestly just the entire episode  :          the backstory with the citroid ,     citron reclaiming his gym ,     the kalos gang saying they’ll grow together with citron ,     him declaring to his dad that he wishes to travel with satoshi & serena & stating that they’ve helped him grow as a person in even just the short amount of time that they’ve been together at that point ,     the promise between satoshi & citron to have a proper gym battle against each other once satoshi reaches the skill level of someone with four badges & citron promising to get stronger as well to be able to give that proper gym battle   ——   this entire episode was filled with so much goodness .
                                025.
after rewatching the orange league arc ,     i’d come to realize that zakuro giving his challengers the option to climb their way to the battlefield was quite similar to a previous gym leader that too had his challengers climb for the right to challenge him ,     but there were a few differences ,     one significant one being that ,     in kalos ,     satoshi has zero hesitation in his decision to climb the walls & ,     though he slips once ,     he doesn’t look down & finishes his climb with relative ease ,     a vast improvement from the aforementioned orange league arc ,     & the connection with the earlier arc makes this a moment ,     or rather thing ,     that i really liked .               also the evolution of way of fighting through battle with the counter - tombs was really neat .
                                030 - 033.
honestly just watching corni & her lucario bond & grow & come to truly understand each other & overcome the overwhelming power of lucario’s mega evolution was all just really interesting  ;          also the understanding that satoshi had for her connection with lucario & for the need to battle the bursyamo in the cave on their own due to his own experience ,     that was nice .
                                034.
the entire episode ,     really .               satoshi took one look at luchabull & just went   “ kin ” .              the excitement & admiration he felt at meeting luchabull & him asking if kanazawa could share some stories about him & just being so !!! when kanazawa tells him he could take him to luchabull’s training spot   ——   it was all just so tangible & heartwarming .               satoshi working with luchabull to help master the flying press & trying to help by thinking of a way to increase the speed of the attack without having to remove the personal dramatic flair aspect of luchabull’s particular move was also really sweet ,     along with admitting total defeat even though it was a draw between luchabull & keromatsu because luchabull had perfected his flying press after trying satoshi’s suggestions only once & impressed him + luchabull still wanting to go along with satoshi & the others .
                                039 - 042.
the rival trio were so great & the summer camp was a wonderful way of introducing these recurring characters ,     not to mention that this marks the beginning of steady discovery for serena of what sort of dream she wants to attain ,     with sana telling her about the trypokarons & it sparking an interest for her .
                                044.
oh man ,     the gym battle between satoshi & corni was such a ride to watch ,     especially just the first time around ,     like the animation team really pulled out some god damn stops for this episode because ,     holy fuck ,     it was like a cup of coffee for me .               also ,     the moment with satoshi realizing he can’t really copy anyone else’s strategy because he’s got his own type of rhythm to battling was just kinda nice .
                                047.
serena’s first caught pokemon & her deciding that she wants to become a pokemon performer along with fokko & yancham .               she’s struggled with the fact that she’s the only one she knows without a goal or a dream in life all the way up until this episode & just the fact that she’s finally so certain of something like that really warmed my heart .
                                053.
going off from the aforementioned ep ,     serena confronting her mom about wanting to become a pokemon performer & challenging her to a race with the stakes being that ,     if serena loses ,     she’s going to come back home ,     & even though she falls down in the middle of the race ,     not giving up & her determination getting her through to the finish line first .               she finally had something she’s so passionate about & i just felt nothing but pride & joy for her .
                                054.
kojiro & maaiika ,     man .               kojiro & maaiika .
                                060.
while serena may have failed in her first trypokaron ,     it was really heartwarming to see her finally turn around in the end & not let the failure stop her entirely from pushing on ahead ,     knowing that she’s not alone in it ,     she has her pokemon with her .               also the blue ribbon she got from satoshi being used for her new look was sweet .
                                064.
elle & serena’s battle & serena taking elle’s advice of smiling while performing with her pokemon to heart & reaching fokko in a way that made it evolve into tairenar all hit me in the heart like a bag of bricks ,     not gonna lie .
                                067.
oh man .               the entire gym battle between satoshi & citron .               it really was so electrifying to watch ,     the animation & emotion in the battle was off the hook & i could swear that my heart was racing its own marathon during all of it .               i really felt that feeling of not wanting the battle to end & wanting it to last forever ,     & when it was over i felt like i’d just gotten an absolute rush of adrenaline & had to slowly come down from it .               it’s honestly my favorite gym battle to date ,     full stop   ( though the unofficial gym battle against kasumi in sumo is a close second due to similar reasons as this one ) ,     because not only was the battle itself so incredibly well done ,     but the chemistry between not just trainer & pokemon ,     but trainer & trainer as well was just so beautifully displayed in a way that none of the other gym battles with travelling companions who were gym leaders had   ( the battle against kasumi is one of an old friendship from the very early first days of their journeys ,     sort of an   “ it’s been a long while, wonder how you’ve you been ” ,     while the one against citron is more that of gratitude & respect ,     mostly coming from citron  ;          they’ve got two distinctly different connections )  ;          citron was inspired by satoshi to be the type of trainer he is in this episode ,     all the events & incidents that have happened up until this battle have made him the way he is ,     & he is giving it his all because it’s not only what satoshi deserves but it’s also what citron has achieved   ——   he’s grown as a trainer & as a person & this battle is his way of showing all his progress thus far .               it’s a thank you .               also ,     you can pry the line   “ satoshi, you need me.     a fighter like you needs a calm type like me by his side ”   from my cold ,     dead grasp .
                                074.
satoshi dealing with the trick rooms was interesting to watch ,     & even though the end result may not have been quite as satisfactory as he’d hoped ,     the repeated use of flame charge to build up speed for when the room timed out was a heh moment that i liked  ;          he’s got a tendency to sometimes purposefully make his opponents think he’s making a mistake while he’s actually just waiting for the right moment to make a good move & i really appreciate those moments .
                                076.
the gang parenting the newly hatched onbat was so sweet & so cute ,     especially with satoshi & his flying types ,     helping it learn to fly .               it’s kind of a small thing ,     but it’s so adorable & heartwarming that i can’t help but call it a favorite .
                                085.
kojiro stepping up & helping serena with tairenar’s broken stick because he understands the feeling of losing something that may seem easily replaceable to others but holds immeasurable value & memories to the one who owns said something .               it was honestly just so sweet & so heartwarming & he was happy for tairenar even while getting blasted off ,     i mean come on .               my heart was mush .
                                087.
tiny thing but satoshi sprawling out in his sleep to the point of having an arm draped over citron was really cute & a favorite thing .
                                092 - 093.
first off ,     i dig gojika’s whole Thing so much & i think she might be my favorite gym leader purely aesthetic - wise  ;          second ,     the foreshadowing of satoshi - gekkouga & gekogashira’s backstory ,     holy shit .               not gonna lie ,     the lines   “ what keromatsu wanted was something deeper .     i call this … love .   […]   this one’s future   …   is you two climbing up towards a future of new greatness   …   that no one has ever seen before . ”   hit me in the heart like a bowling ball .               & oh man the gym battle   …               god it was so much fun to watch & i loved every moment of it ,     particularly satoshi having pikachu time the amount of time it takes for gojika’s future sight to strike ,     & Oof the moment where gojika sees satoshi & gekogashira’s future in the water pulse .
                                100 / xy&z07.
gekogashira’s evolution & the first instance of satoshi - gekkouga   …               honestly ,     almost every time i rewatch an instance of it after a while of not seeing any ,     i realize i forgot just how intense the satoshi - gekkouga state is ,     like even just the powering up part on its own .
                                106 / xy&z13.
something about the abruptness of the ends of the battles between satoshi - gekkouga & jukain & mega lizardon always cracks me up ,     i don’t know what to tell y’all .               also the exchange of   “ satoshi, what was that ??     how can you do that ??     please tell me !! ”   “ i don’t know either.     my vision goes bam & then i’m all rargh. ”   “ i see, i see   …   wait, that does not help !! ” .
                                112 - 113 / xy&z19 - 20.
even though she lost in the end ,     the fact that serena had even made it to the point of facing off against elle in the first place was such a huge deal & i can honestly say that i cried a Lot during these episodes & that they are the reason i now instantly get teary - eyed upon hearing serena’s dori - dori song .               also ,     it was really nice that musashi accepted her loss as well as she did ,     casually stating that it was because of the rest of the gang that she made it even that far ,     even though just a few trypokarons ago she would have blown her lid off at a loss when she was so close to her goal  ;          the rest of the gang being just so proud of her & kojiro & nyarth being more than willing to pay for the celebratory dinner was really sweet ,     too .
                                116 / xy&z23.
small things stuck with me & make this a nice episode to rewatch ,     such as the start of studying satoshi & gekkouga’s synchronization ,     pikachu shouting at satoshi for calling out onvern for a battle instead of him & getting pouty ,     the small details of satoshi’s eyes narrowing just as he’s about to resume battle with gekkouga having freshly powered up & his pupils contracting in a closeup when an attack is incoming which are such tiny things but delight me to no end ,     & just the enthusiasm with which satoshi goes into his decision to raise his own strength closer to that of gekkouga’s .
                                118 / xy&z25.
where can i even begin with this episode Holy Shit   …               first off ,     this ep reaffirmed to me that carne is such a delight ,     honestly ,     def one of my favorite champions ,     second   …   that battle though   …   that battle   …   poetic cinema   …               the battle choreography ,     the animation ,     the way satoshi - gekkouga’s theme seemed to perfectly sync up with what was on screen ,     satoshi moving in perfect sync with gekkouga’s movements as he attacked as though he were the one performing the attacks ,     the raw emotion in satoshi’s voice as he called out attacks & declarations of becoming much ,     much stronger   …               it was such a rush of adrenaline to watch ,     even bigger than the one i got while watching the gym battle between satoshi & citron ,     i felt like my heart stopped beating the moment the battle was abruptly ended by satoshi losing consciousness .               & hey ,     the animator(s) responsible for the scenes with the white background & black paint splatters ,     let me get y’all’s number ,     i wanna treat y’all because holy fuck those were intense .               i loved them .
                                119 / xy&z26.
this episode is less of a favorite due to what happens & more of a favorite due to the content as a whole .               upsetting to him as it may have been ,     satoshi had been having a huge winning streak ,     alan & black - outs excluded ,     so a loss was imminent ,     & ,     honestly ,     understandable .               seeing that shoota had surpassed him in an aspect & grown so strong in such a short amount of time got to him & affected his psyche  ;          kid got scared .               he got nervous & ,     as we all know ,     a nervous trainer leads to a faulty battle .               i will say though that the little bit after the internal thoughts in the middle of the jukain vs gekkouga battle of satoshi saying shoota surprised him delights me to no end & i blame how rica said the line along w/ the small motion satoshi makes while saying it .
                                120 / xy&z27.
satoshi literally saying   “ hold my jacket while i fight this guy ” .               i can’t call anything else a favorite even though i loved this episode because everything else just made me emotional & upset  ;          particularly the fact that the preview for the next episode was silent except for the snowy wind blowing & satoshi dejectedly reading out the title of the episode without even saying the   “ everyone, get pokemon ”   line at the end .
                                121 / xy&z28.
putting aside the upsetting factor of the title not being read out by anyone   …               the flashbacks of younger satoshi with all those wild pokemon really warmed my heart after all of the upsetting stuff that had been going on .               also the moment of satoshi & gekkouga finally making their power their own ,     based on their mutual strong desire to save one pokemon ,     along with them both deciding to start fresh from zero ,     gekkouga rolling his monster ball towards satoshi just as like when he initially chose him & everything .
                                122 / xy&z29.
oh honey when satoshi - gekkouga showed up   …   oh Honey   …               again ,     the thing with satoshi moving in sync with gekkouga’s moves as though he were the one attacking ,     except this time even more intense than during the battle with carne  ;          for some reason the aerial ace kick downwards always gets me & that small bit is one of my top favorite parts of the entire episode somehow .
                                123 / xy&z30.
satoshi & eureka finishing off the preview for the next episode together while citron’s in the background wordvomiting about the wonders of ingenuities .               that is all .
                                125 / xy&z32.
satoshi’s declarations of aiming to win the entire league ,     serena having to physically drag satoshi away from a battle before it begins when he’s already running out of time to get registered for the conference ,     satoshi doing the arm thing on trova ,     seeing the frustration of someone who failed to get all eight badges in time ,     just so many favorites across the episode .
                                126 / xy&z33.
the various mega - evolutions ,     tierno & shoota’s battle ,     & numelgon rejoining the team were all Oof .
                                127 - 128 / xy&z34 - 35.
satoshi’s eyes shining while watching alan’s fight honestly made my heart go ding ,     not gonna lie  ;          the boundless excitement building in him is real & it’s wonderful .               & the start of the battle between satoshi & shoota   …   i felt like satoshi using pikachu’s electric ball against bloster’s grip was a nice callback to using it to get out of horubee’s grasp on his tail in the first episode ,     & honestly the part where satoshi had pikachu block gillgard’s entry into its shield was such a heh moment ,     like it really was so on brand for him to pull something like that ,     something that would have failed were the timing off even in the slightest  ;          also i really liked the small detail of satoshi’s pupils contracting when he spots a chance for dealing with king’s shield & the little laugh he did when shoota’s peroream returned the favor for what onvern did .                    but holy fuck the finale of the battle between satoshi & shoota   …   the fight between satoshi - gekkouga & mega jukain   …   oh man i absolutely felt that battle  ;          the adrenaline rush i got from watching it was on par with the gym battles against corni ,     citron ,     & urup ,     & the battle against carne .               the raw power in it   …   wrow   …               the animation ,     the battle choreography ,     just how absolutely tangible the attacks were   …               but the true oof was yet to come   …   this was only the semi - finals   …   the biggest big dick energy of them all was still only just around the corner   …
                                129 / xy&z36.
honestly this episode had just really tiny things that i liked ,     like the nurse joy at the beginning of the episode wishing for satoshi to do his best in the finals with a shine in her eyes which was honestly really cute ,     citron & eureka’s dad stealing the citroid’s line about waiting in line for 2h being an easy feat ,     the jirachi keychain ,     alan genuinely being excited for the finale & battling satoshi ,     & how could i list off favorites in this episode without mentioning the ending song ,     oh my god ,     it’s the softest & cutest & sweetest shit ,     i swear i could get a cavity from watching it on repeat .
                                130 - 131 / xy&z37 - 38.
ho - ly - shit .               i mean ,     this was the finals match ,     so no fucking shit the battle would radiate big dick energy ,     but the absolute wave of power that ran over me while watching it was absolutely phenomenal .               the animation ,     the movements ,     the emotion ,     the raw power behind each call of attack & execution of move ,     the absolutely palpable energy of the battle   …   whew   …   i needed to sit back for a few minutes & just catch my breath after all of that   …               like ,     putting aside how much hatred i have for the constant baiting of a league victory for satoshi   ( with him declaring he’s aiming for victory throughout the entire series & a bunch of characters saying lines that imply a league victory   ( not to mention ,     the final episode of the conference being called   “ kalos league victory !!     satoshi’s ultimate match !! ” ,     like holy shit ,     can you pull a bigger dick move ) ) ,     only for alan to beat satoshi - gekkouga with a move that he’d easily blocked before in spite of gekkouga using an insanely more powerful counter attack than the first time while also having the type advantage   ( but go off i guess )   …   it was an incredibly well executed battle & ,     really ,     the end result was the only thing that i would   ( & did )   change .               also ,     a bunch of tiny things that i really loved were citron’s hand trembling out of excitement during the start of the battle ,     luchabull coming out of his monster ball on his own when onvern was defeated & badly hurt ,     alan experiencing the same feeling that most trainers feel while battling satoshi   ——   the feeling of wanting the battle to continue on for as long as possible because they’re deriving such fun & enjoyment from the raw passion that arises in the midst of the fight ,     kojiro starting to root for satoshi & while initially giving him slack for it musashi & nyarth joining in on it ,     rocket gang stating that they were the ones that helped make satoshi as strong as he is   ( which ,     honestly ,     go off y’all three because you’re so right & i’ve been saying it for a while now ) ,     & again ,     the fucking ending song ,     i swear it could cure my depression if i watched it enough times .               & then there was the start of fleur - de - lis’ plan being set into motion   …
                                132 - 134 / xy&z39 - 41.
rocket gang broadcasting live coverage of the happenings in miare city ,     the zygarde showdown ,     serena & platane going to save hari with manon & rocket gang following them & the    “ this is that   “ the enemy of our enemy is our friend ”   thing ” ,     citron kicking flare gang ass   …               satoshi & gekkouga resisting energy that was powerful enough to control zygarde & satoshi’s speech of loving this world & there being people & pokemon he loves & the absolute raw Emotion in his delivery as he shifts into the bond phenomenon along with the return of   …   the Thing with the white background & black paint splatters   (seriously ,     people responsible for those ,     hit me up & let me treat y’all )   …   poetic cinema   …               in the midst of fighting against fleur - de - lis ,     satoshi honestly dropped some intense fucking lines ,     not gonna lie ,     & you can’t deny ,     like   …   “ fighting instinct, whatever   …   there’s more to a pokemon’s power than that.     i’ve realized during my journey   …   that me & my pokemon’s strength is constantly believing in each other   …   & constantly loving each other no matter what.     if you don’t get it, i will show you here & now !! ”   &   “fleur - de - lis !!     i don’t care if you hate this world or not ;     the world belongs to humans & pokemon alike.     it belongs to everyone !!     stop being selfish & talking about   …   how you’re going to destroy or change it, or that we won’t live to see tomorrow !!     those who will meet someone dear to them tomorrow, those who will achieve their dreams tomorrow, those who will start their journeys as trainers tomorrow, & those whose wounds will heal tomorrow ;     each & every one of them has their own tomorrow !!     you have no good reason to not let them see that tomorrow !!     that’s why   …   me & my pokemon will fight for their tomorrow !! ”   were some raw as fuck lines .               & speaking of raw as fuck   …   holy shit did eureka bringing squishy back to its senses absolutely tear me apart   …               this child   …   she’s scared for her life & in tears ,     but she’s not crying for herself ,     she’s crying for the one she’d promised to protect & never let go of   …   & she finds it in herself to sing to it the song she’d made up just for it & that she’d sung & hummed to it throughout their journeying together   …   & the more she sings it ,     the louder she does so ,     hoping ,     knowing   …   it will help bring her friend back   …   & it does .               & ,     if you listen closely ,     you can hear edward in the background absolutely sobbing just remembering it all .               oh but the emo shit doesn’t end there ,     oh no - no - no   …   there’s the citroid .               i have one image for that   …
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                                135 - 136 / xy&z42 - 43.
putting aside the rocket gang also kicking flare gang ass & continuing to broadcast live coverage of the mayhem unfolding ,     i think we all know who the true hero of the zygarde arc was .               it was eureka ,     that’s who .               she befriended a basically - god & saved it & protected it & made it & another basically - god of it’s kind realize that the world is worth saving .               i love her & i’m proud of her .               that being said   …   eureka tickling a spot on the other z - core while saying that squishy likes when she does that & it just nodding next to her like she’s said the wisest truth in the universe was really hecking cute .               the little detail of daigo kissing his key stone to activate mega evolution was neat ,     & oh damn carne & the gym leaders assembling to assist   …   they came in ready to kick ass & kick ass they did .               everyone charging in on the megalith ,     even the rocket gang joining in ,     the back - to - back champion fighting ,     everyone doing everything within their power to save hari & stop the maglith   …   & the zygarde   !!!   “ we have set our hopes on humans.     she has protected us this whole time.     she promised she would never let us go.     now it is our turn !! ”   oh honey   …               i’m telling you ,     eureka saved the world with her kindness .               but the use of the piano instrumental of squishy’s song when the zygarde are saying goodbye & the ending song bye nyarth was illegal ,     bye .
                                137 / xy&z44.
honestly just someone instantly recognizing satoshi from the league made me really happy somehow ,     especially since the only other time someone’s recognized him from a league that i can name of the top of my head was masato way back in advanced .               the citroid learning about the joys of gym battles all over again was really nice ,     too .
                                138 / xy&z45.
serena deciding to hold a pokemon performance in miare city’s square to lift everybody’s spirits higher with sana & musashi joining her in it absolutely lit my heart up ,     so i’d say serena was quite successful in her plan .               also ,     satoshi pointing out things he knows are of interest to serena while they’re out in the city & him pulling her along by the hand to battle when he notices her being gloomy was really cute & sweet  ;          i might not be on board for them as a ship but man i can so absolutely see the appeal .               also - also ,     the mention of pokemon contests   !!!   which makes me think that it’d be really interesting for serena to meet with haruka & hikari & their rivals & face off against them ,     which i know we’ll never get to see but it’s nice to think about .               also - also - also ,     yashio saying she’s a fan of serena’s & the beginning of dori dori kicking in really yanked at my heart strings & still makes me instantly turn into a tearful mess ,     thanks .
                                139 / xy&z46.
the long - distance battling with satoshi - gekkouga was really nice ,     especially since i’m particularly fond of any & all scenes that display the powers / abilities brought out by the bond phenomenon   ( something i might make a post on some day ,     actually ,     since it really is such an interesting thing to think about )   …   but alas ,     it was time to say goodbye to gekkouga   …   it was sad ,     yes ,     but the knowledge that their bond will always connect them no matter the physical distance is a comfort   …                    the promise between squishy & eureka to go on an adventure again when eureka’s a trainer sort of punched me in the soul ,     honestly .
                                140 / xy&z47.
hanako & okido   !!!   pikachu squishing his face on the monitor   !!!   satoshi leaning way into the camera   !!!   it was all so cute !!               also ,     rocket gang editing the footage they filmed so that it looked like they were the ones responsible for the defeat of the flare gang & it actually working  ;          i also really liked the little heh detail with the solrock & lunatone keychains as a nudge about the upcoming sumo series .               but good lord eureka’s speech to dedenne about not wanting to say goodbye either but knowing that they have to & that one day she’ll become a trainer with dedenne as her partner   …   i barely skimmed over that part while rewatching the episode & even two lines from it made me start crying .               also ,     what does it say about me that the first thing i thought when citron said   “ [..] can i also ask one last favor ??     there is something i want to do very badly. ”   was if he wanted to kiss satoshi too ??               i will say though ,     them having one last battle before parting ways warmed my heart a lot   …               the flashbacks of everyone’s adventures throughout this journey & the glimpses of what the side cast were up to hit me in the emotions ,     but what truly played my heart like a violin concerto   …   was satoshi coming home .               there was no big fanfare ,     no grand welcome back ,     just a boy returning to his home town after a long journey ,     nothing but the sounds of the night accompanying him as he makes his way to his house ,     followed by a message of   “ & to your own way. ” ,     unlike in previous finales where the send - off was   “ next time   …   a new beginning   !! ” ,     a sign that ,     from here on out ,     we are no longer going to follow satoshi ,     that ,     though he still has a ways to go before achieving his goal of becoming a pokemon master ,     we won’t be accompanying him on his next journey .               the way satoshi arriving in masara town was executed   …   it felt final & it really felt like coming home .               & i for one can only wish satoshi the best on his next adventure .
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╳  wouldn't you let me know if you were thinking LESS of me ? that's what she asked me, what was promised, what we both agreed. truthfully if you ever go, you'll drop me STRAIGHT to hell's seventh circle. ✕ —— TASK 002. PLAYLIST
INSIGHT:
taeil’s playlist is actually very light in some ways and very deep in other ways. his playlist on spotify which is linked via the header INSIGHT above actually has 28 songs, but i picked 10 that stand out the most for him ! and trust me, that wasn’t easy OTL. anyway, a lot of his songs have to do with how light his past was verses how heavy his present is. taeil is a very homesick and sad boy who never really realized that life alone wasn’t going to be like what he writes in his stories. he can write a fairytale on paper — but why don’t they come true in real life? GENRE: mostly folk/country. no triggers !
001. from eden   — hozier 002. almost home   — craig morgan 003. fire and rain  — birdy 004. back 2 good  — matchbox 20 005. i can’t love you back  — easton corbin 006. marry me  — thomas rhett 007. my consequence  — hey violet 008. rot — lacey sturm 009. stigma — bts ( v ) 010. long live  — taylor swift 
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005. i can’t love you back  — easton corbin | lyric: i could love you with all my heart, but the hardest part is i just can't love you back.
uhhhh this is a country song and i personally feel like a lot of country music fits taeil’s aesthetic and that he would also like it ! that’s besides the point, i feel like this song is definitely a deal breaker for him. it basically talks about someone loving someone so much and doing so much for them to prove it but that person is already gone, and they’re not coming back despite it all. i think this really fits taeil for A LOT of reasons, namely how he always seems to fall in love with something or someone that he knows he will never have no matter how much effort he puts into the situation. taeil always puts his heart into things and, well, a lot of the time, that’s a big mistake.
010. long live  — taylor swift | lyric: singing long live all the mountains we moved. i had the time of my life fighting dragons with you. 
i always always always always include this song on taeil’s playlists because this is his and his brother’s song for sure. they were almost inseparable and honestly still are. the song may talk about a couple, idk, but from taeil’s point of view, the song is about two best friends ( or siblings in his case ) that basically take on the world together through everything and, at the end, taylor says “promise you’ll stand by me forever but if god forbid fate should step in” that the other party will never forget her, and will tell all their kids/family/etc about the things they did when they were together. this definitely applies to taeil in a lot of ways, as he hopes that, if one day he isn’t there or his brother moves on from the beautiful friendship they have, that he will tell everyone what taeil did for him and all the conquered together throughout their life together.
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hqtbells-blog · 7 years
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sooo, it’s positivity week and here’s 10 things i love about you, babe. hoping this puts a smile on your face and ends your week on a high note! @supitskeegs
001. Your love for the outdoors. I’ve been a nature girl all my life, and do you know how nice it is to know that my better half feels just as safe and happy in the woods as I do? So nice. The cabin is our home away from home and even just snuggling up to you smelling firewood, and listening to the crickets, I feel like we’re more connected than ever with our mutual love of nature’s beauty.
002. How I can talk to you about anything and everything. No matter what I come to you with, you’re ready and eager to listen. You’re always the first person I want to come to when I have both good news and bad news because I know everything you tell me is going to be genuine and come from the heart. You are always my listening ear, crying shoulder, and safe place to land.
003. You’re an amazing dad. Truly. I would not have wanted (and do not want) anybody to be on this crazy, hectic, stressful as fuck sometimes, amazing and wild ride that is parenting. I knew from the minute I watched you mess around with Hugh that you were going to be a great one and after all these years with our own, I’m so happy to have been proven right. You were born to be a dad.
004. I have to be shallow for a hot second; because you are incredibly hot. I felt that spark from the first moment I saw you and even seven years later..it’s still there. Butterflies in my tummy when you lock eyes with me, a constant craving to be touching you. I’m too old to feel that teenage earnestness to always be tangled up in the sheets with you but I hope our chemistry never dies. Your hair that I tug, your eyes that are my calm anchor, your arms that I squeeze just to feel safe, and that butt. That butt is pretty great.
005. How crazy and silly I can be with you. I think you said it best once, that with anyone else, you’d feel ridiculous for doing all the things we do but when we’re together..it just feels right and it just feels fun. You indulge me in so many silly adventures and I love it because my goal 100 percent of the time is just for you to give me that beautiful smile of yours. From jumping off waterfalls to kissing in the rain to skating around a makeshift ice rink together..it’s never a dull moment with you and if I have it my way, it never will be. Loving you is the best adventure.
006. Your constant support and faith in me. There is nobody on my team that is more encouraging than you. Every single dream, every little hope and wish I’ve come to you with..you’ve been the first one to push me to go after it. I feel like I wouldn’t have half the great things in my life if I didn’t have someone who believed in me as much as you do. You give me confidence and I just hope I give that back to you because to me, you are the most talented person in the world. I could listen to you sing and play instruments forever, could watch you on my screen over and over, and be enthralled by you on stage reciting monologues like a beast. You’re my biggest fan and I am yours.
007. You have the biggest heart of anybody I know. You feel so much, and I know you hate how sensitive you can be but baby, I promise, that is the best part of you. You wouldn’t be my Keegs if you didn’t care about everything and everyone that came across you. If it’s not fans you’re trying to show you appreciate, it’s your friends who are the luckiest people to have you on their team and don’t even get me started on the friendship and bond you have with your mom. It makes me emotional, for so many reasons, and I look at our kids with their kind hearts and know exactly who they got it from. I love how much you love and I hope that never goes away because that love has saved me more than you’ll ever know.
008. This is short and sweet - you’re a fantastic kisser. Your kisses make me happy. And after you read this, I’m coming straight towards you because I want about..hm, let’s start with ten in a row. ;)
009. You are literally my forever. My endgame. My soulmate. My better half. I’m not trying to be dramatic saying this (and we all know how dramatic I can be but..) I don’t see myself with anyone else. And I haven’t, ever since we started dating. Even when we were broken up, I tried so hard to move on and find that happiness in someone else but they all failed in comparison to you. Nobody was going to make me laugh as hard, or cry as much, or feel the way I feel when all you do is simply wrap your arms around me. I know it’s cheesy but that line, that Spencer said? You know, trying to find somebody else and moving on..but just feeling like your heart stopped. Those were real tears because it was exactly how I felt about being apart from you. You’re it for me.
010. And to end it, I just love that you’re mine. I’m the luckiest girl in the world to have you love me back. You chose me out of everyone else, and I plan on spending each moment we have together showing you just how happy I am that you made that choice. To infinity and beyond, Keegs.
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yccnsikk · 7 years
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( YOU and ME, we made a vow; for better or for worse. I can't believe you LET ME DOWN, but the proof's in the way it HURTS. )   ———  task 001. character questionnaire sheet
general info
full name: yeo yoonsik nickname(s): n/a! gender & pronouns: he/him/they/them sexual & romantic orientation: demiromantic/demisexual age & dob: october 1st, 1992; 24 y/o birthplace/hometown: seoul, south korea parents/siblings: older sister, unnamed, mother & father astrological sign: libra dominant hand: right handwriting style: choppy, lazy language(s) known/spoken: korean religion: none current living arrangements: one bedroom apartment occupation/major: receptionist at the clinic
appearances
picture reference: 1 2 3 blood type: A+ nationality: korean skin tone/color: light tanned birthmarks & scars: ( everyone has a birthmark? ) but n/a! height: 182 cm build: 65 kg; pretty slimmed down hair color: blonde hair length: down to ears eye color: brown eye shape: downset parallel (i looked up a chart ok) diet: mediocre; he doesnt eat healthy but he doesnt eat unhealthy, he’s very much a neutral eater exercise & level of fitness: he doesnt work out much, tbh how’s their posture ( or lack thereof )? he slouches sometimes, but not enough to do any damage typical style of dress: casual(ish?), usually, nothing too dressy unless he is going to work; but he likes to look flashy if he’s going out to the bar or somewhere he needs to look expensive for ( 1 2 3 ) body modifications: besides a few tattoos and some piercings, nothing really
body language and mannerisms
how does your muse walk? usually with his hands in his pockets, his eyes shifty and his body a little slouched. if he is wearing a hat, he likes to keep his head down. how does your muse talk? it depends; usually he talks with a very dull-ish tone, but if he’s comfortable around you, he exaggerates his words, sighs a lot, let’s his hands help him talk what accent/dialect does your muse talk with? ( i googled this one? ), gyeonggie dialect how high (or low) is the tone of their voice? are they loud or quiet? low tone, quiet spoken what is their laugh like? shit, yoonsik’s laugh is probably like? short, sweet, and he usually doesnt laugh so hearing it would be like waking up on christmas morning. how does your muse typically smell? usually like cigarette smoke, but when he doesnt smell like that he probably smells like that first whiff you get when you walk into the doctor’s office what kind of air do they carry? are they intimidating? a broadening kind of air, he gives off that leave me alone vibe that often allows him to remain in the background. as for intimidating? probably to some people.
psychology
what makes your muse happiest? poetry, the nurses at the clinic, smoking, wine what upsets them the most? his parents, cocky folks, deep conversations does your muse have any quirks? uh, i dont think he does tbh… what are their hobbies? how frequent do/can they do them? he likes to write poetry mostly, and draw a little, but he mostly enjoys smoking (not a hobby ig but), reading magazines, shopping, taking walks through the city, and he does them often, to be honest, because he has nothing better to do with his life do they have any guilty pleasures? fruit flavored wines/vape, also clothes/shoes that make him look like a million bucks is your muse an extrovert? an introvert? neither? introvert for sure do they have high or low self-esteem? what about confidence? low self-esteem & confidence are they easily stressed? how do they respond to stress? he’s not, actually, because he doesn’t really give a fuck about a lot of things in life. very few things make his stomach turn. what is your muses worst fear? forever being that mistake what is your muses biggest dream? probably to just live a happy life he’s proud of. is your muse an early riser? a night owl? early riser; he likes the sunrise.. how intelligent is your muse? do they acknowledge it? he’s dumb as fuck y’all ... and he knows it what is their sense of humour like? he’s okay, not really funny but i feel like everyone has their humorous moments
relationship tendencies
what’s their sexual orientation? what about romantic? he is demiromantic/demisexual, and for those who dont know what it means, it basically means he has to be REALLY attached to you in order to fall for you/want to have sex with you. it’s because of his apathetic behavior. are they currently in any sexual or romantic relationships? uh, no, he isn’t! what is their experience with relationships? he’s only ever had one relationship, which was with wonjae who he dated for a long time before the two of them called it quits on a bunch of misunderstandings. he has had a few crushes in the past, although it’s not sure if even liked those girls for more than what was between their legs ( it sounds so horrible but it’s true ) how does your muse view the idea of friends with benefits? have they ever had one, or would they ever? honestly, yoonsik wouldn’t care as much as other people might… he would be up for it, but again, he has to be really into the person before he does anything with them anyway sex, is it important to your muse? very much so, tbh what are their biggest turn on and turn offs? oh ok uh… yoonsik probably would be into slut shaming, pain in almost any form, but also very vanilla sex and body worshipping, while he wouldn’t be into bondage, gagging, and any other type of shaming/bringing someone down during sex .. idk this one is hard to think about does your muse find it easy to make friends? not at all, actually how important is friendship to them? not that important tbh quantity or quality of friends? quality! how important is family? he couldn’t give a flying fuck about his family oops are they close to their family? why or why not ? he isn’t, because he caught his mom admitting that he was only a mistake and was never supposed to be born, and his parents worshipped his sister while putting yoonsik on the back burner. basically, his bio summary was that he got into fights because he was neglected at home and now he carries the weight of not being good enough around with him everywhere he goes.
headcanons
001. yoonsik is not religious because he just feels like there’s no point to a religion, he was never raised on one 002. relationships are not something yoonsik is very into after his last one ended, mainly because he isn’t over his ex boyfriend and he doesn’t feel good enough anyway 003. he is also very rarely overly attracted to someone anyway, which is why he is unaffected by the way the nurses at the clinic talk to him 004. he has smoked almost anything he could get his hands on, but he is doing well not to get addicted to anything besides cigarettes 005. despite what people may think, he does still keep in contact with his parents, but with nothing more than them sending him money every now and then on special occasions 006. but he does not keep in contact with his sister at all 007. yoonsik doesn’t have his driver's license, permit, or anything like that. he gets around town via the bus or walking 008. holidays that people would normally spend with family, yoonsik spends alone, or with his employees from the clinic through holiday parties at the office 009. he has no social media besides snapchat 010. he listens to a lot of music in general, but he prefers indie and acoustic music 011. he wears reading glasses, although the only time you will see him with them on is either at work or when he is writing
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ddudumemes · 5 years
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MELODRAMA SENTENCE STARTERS
(( collection of ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTEEN sentence starters taken from LORDE’s sophmore album ‘ MELODRAMA ’ . ))
001.  GREEN  LIGHT  . ‘  i  do  my  makeup  in  somebody  else’s  car  .  ’ ‘  i  know  about  what  you  did  .  ’ ‘  i  wanna  scream  the  truth  .  ’ ‘  you���re  such  a  damn  liar  .  ’ ‘  thought  you  said  that  we  would  always  be  in  love  .  ’ ‘  you’re  not  in  love  .  ’ ‘  did  it  frighten  you  ??  ’ ‘  i’ll  be  seeing  you  wherever  i  go  .  ’ ‘  i  can’t  let  go  .  ’ ‘  i  wish  i  could  get  my  things  and  just  let  go  .  ’ ‘  sometimes  i  wake  up  in  a  different  bedroom  .  ’
002.  SOBER  . ‘  oh  ,  god  ,  i’m  clean  out  of  air  in  my  lungs  .  ’ ‘  it’s  time  we  danced  with  the  truth  .  ’ ‘  my  hips  have  missed  your  hips  .  ’ ‘  go  astray  with  me  .  ’ ‘  ain’t  a  pill  that  could  touch  our  rush  .  ’ ‘  what  will  we  do  when  we’re  sober  ??  ’ ‘  i  know  you’re  feeling  it  too  .  ’ ‘  can  we  keep  up  with  the  ruse  ??  ’
003.  HOMEMADE  DYNAMITE  . ‘  don’t  know  you  super  well  ,  but  i  think  that  you  might  be  the  same  as  me  .  ’ ‘  i’ll  give  you  my  best  side  ,  tell  you  all  my  best  lies  .  ’ ‘  awesome  ,  right  ??  ’ ‘  blow  shit  up  with  homemade  dynamite  .  ’ ‘  might  get  your  friend  to  drive  ,  but  he  can  hardly  see  .  ’
004.  THE  LOUVRE  . ‘  summer  slipped  us  underneath  her  tongue  .  ’ ‘  our  days  and  nights  are  perfumed  with  obsession  .  ’ ‘  half  of  my  wardrobe  is  on  your  bedroom  floor  .  ’ ‘  i  can’t  get  enough  .  ’ ‘  i  overthink  your  punctuation  use  ,  not  my  fault  ,  just  a  thing  that  my  mind  do  .  ’ ‘  you’re  the  one  to  blame  .  ’ ‘  can  you  hear  the  violence  ??  ’ ‘  broadcast  the  boom  ,  and  make  ‘em  all  dance  to  it  .  ’ ‘  blow  all  my  friendships  ,  to  sit  in  hell  with  you  .  ’ ‘  we’re  the  greatest  ,  they’ll  hang  us  in  the  louvre  .  down  the  back  ,  but  who  cares  ??  still  the  louvre  .  ’ ‘  okay  ,  i  know  that  you  are  not  my  type  ,  still  ,  i  fall  .  ’ ‘  i’m  just  the  sucker  who  let  you  fill  their  mind  .  ’ ‘  what  about  love  ??  ’ ‘  just  move  in  close  to  me  .  closer  .  ’
005.  LIABILITY  . ‘  i’m  crying  in  the  taxi  .  ’ ‘  he  says  he  made  the  big  mistake  of  dancing  in  my  storm  —  said  it  was  poison  .  ’ ‘  she’s  so  hard  to  please  ,  but  she’s  a  forest  fire  .  ’ ‘  you’re  a  little  much  for  me  .  ’ ‘  you’re  a  liability  .  ’ ‘  i  understand  ,  i’m  a  liability  .  ’ ‘  i’m  a  little  much  for  everyone  .  ’ ‘  the  truth  is  :  i  am  a  toy  that  people  enjoy  ‘til  all  of  the  tricks  don’t  work  anymore  .  and  then  they  are  bored  of  me  .  ’ ‘  every  perfect  summer’s  eating  me  alive  .  ’ ‘  they’re  gonna  watch  me  disappear  into  the  sun  .  ’ ‘  you’re  all  gonna  watch  me  disappear  into  the  sun  .  ’
006.  HARD  FEELINGS  //  LOVELESS  . ‘  go  back  and  tell  it  .  ’ ‘  please  could  you  be  tender  ??  ’ ‘  let’s  give  it  a  minute  before  we  admit  that  we’re  through  .  ’ ‘  i  remember  the  rush  when  forever  was  us  .  ’ ‘  our  love  is  a  ghost  .  ’ ‘  i  guess  i  should  go  .  ’ ‘  these  are  what  they  call  hard  feelings  of  love  .  ’ ‘  god  ,  i  wish  i  believed  you  when  you  told  me  this  was  my  home  .  ’ ‘  i  care  for  myself  the  way  i  used  to  care  about  you  .  ’ ‘  when  you’ve  outgrown  a  lover  ,  the  whole  world  knows  but  you  .  ’ ‘  i  loved  you  every  single  day  .  ’ ‘  it  was  real  for  me  .  ’ ‘  i’ll  fake  it  every  single  day  ‘til  i  don’t  need  fantasy  ,  ‘til  i  feel  you  leave  .  ’ ‘  i  still  remember  everything  .  ’ ‘  bet  you  wanna  rip  my  heart  out  .  ’ ‘  bet  you  wanna  skip  my  calls  now  .  ’ ‘  i’m  gonna  mess  your  life  up  .  ’ ‘  you’re  gonna  wanna  tape  my  mouth  shut  .  ’ ‘  we’re  l o v e l e s s  generation  .  all  fuckin’  with  our  lovers  heads  .  ’
007.  SOBER  II  (  MELODRAMA  )  . ‘  you  asked  if  i  was  feeling  it  —  i’m  psycho  high  .  ’ ‘  i  know  you  won’t  remember  in  the  morning  .  ’ ‘  who  am  i  ??  ’ ‘  our  only  wish  is  melodrama  .  ’ ‘  we  wonder  why  we  bother  .  ’ ‘  all  the  glamour  ,  and  the  trauma  ,  and  the  fucking  melodrama  .  ’ ‘  they  talk  about  us  ,  all  the  lovers  .  ’ ‘  they’ll  talk  about  us  and  discover  how  we  kissed  and  killed  each  other  .  ’ ‘  we  told  you  this  was  melodrama  .  ’ ‘  you  wanted  something  that  we  offered  .  ’
008.  WRITER  IN  THE  DARK  . ‘  break  the  news  —  you’re  walking  out  to  be  a  good  man  for  someone  else  .  ’ ‘  sorry  i  was  never  good  like  you  .  ’ ‘  did  my  best  to  exist  just  for  you  .  ’ ‘  bet  you  rue  the  day  you  kissed  a writer  in  the  dark  .  ’ ‘  i  am  my  mother’s  child  .  ’ ‘  i’ll  love  you  ‘til  my  breathing  stops  .  ’ ‘  i’ll  love  you  ‘til  you  call  the  cops  on  me  .  ’ ‘  i’ll  find  a  way  to  be  without  you  babe  .  ’ ‘  i  still  feel  you  now  and  then  .  ’ ‘  when  you  see  me  ,  will  you say  i’ve  changed  ??  ’
009.  SUPERCUT  . ‘  in  my  head  ,  i  play  a  supercut  of  us  .  ’ ‘  we  keep  trying  to  talk  about  us  .  ’ ‘  i’m  someone  you  maybe  ,  might  ,  love  .  ’ ‘  i’ll  be  your  quiet  afternoon  crush  ,  be  your  violent  over  night  rush  .  ’ ‘  i’ll  make  you  crazy  over  my  touch  .  ’ ‘  it’s  just  a  supercut  of  us  .  ’ ‘  in  my  head  i  do  everything  right  .  ’ ‘  when  you  call  i  forgive  and  not  fight  .  ’ ‘  ours  are  the  moments  i  play  in  the  dark  .  ’ ‘  we  were  wild  and  fluorescent  ,  come  home  to  my  heart  .  ’
010.  LIABILITY  (  REPRISE  )  . ‘  maybe  all  this  is  the  party  .  ’ ‘  maybe  we  just  do  it  violently  .  ’ ‘  but  you’re  not  what  you  thought  you  were  .  ’
011.  PERFECT  PLACES  . ‘  every  night  ,  i  live  and  die  .  ’ ‘  it’s  just  another  graceless  night  .  ’ ‘  i’m  nineteen  and  i’m  on  fire  .  ’ ‘  when  we’re  dancing  ,  i’m  alright  .  ’ ‘  are  you  lost  enough  ??  ’ ‘  have  another  drink  .  ’ ‘  get  lost  in  us  .  ’ ‘  this  is  how  we  get  notorious  .  ’ ‘  if  they  keep  telling  me  where  to  go  ,  i’ll  blow  my  brains  out  to  the  radio  .  ’ ‘  all  of  the  things  we’re  taking  ,  ‘cause  we  are  young  and  we’re  ashamed  .  ’ ‘  i  can’t  stand  to  be  alone  .  ’ ‘  let’s  go  to  perfect  places  .  ’ ‘  let’s  kiss  and  then  take  off  our  clothes  .  ’ ‘  all  the  nights  spent  off  our  faces  ,  trying  to  find  these  perfect  places  .  ’ ‘  what  the  fuck  are  perfect  places  anyway  ??  ’
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minerva-mcgonagxll · 7 years
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001. the close friendship - {desired/open}
maybe you were friends during your days at Hogwarts, maybe you’ve pursued a friendship with her after your own graduation, or maybe you’ve gotten to know her during your time as fellow members of the Order. whatever it is, if you’ve wormed your way into this category, it’s for life, and you’re one of the lucky few that gets to see the most vulnerable moments in minerva’s life. you’d to anything to protect her, and it’s certain the feeling’s mutual.
002. the soul mate - {desired/open}
for so long, minerva’s been pining over the muggle love she gave up, but it wasn’t until you came waltzing into her life that she realized she was ready to give her heart again. maybe you’ve known her forever or maybe you weren’t on her radar at all, but if she’s given her heart to you now, you have it for good.
003. goodbye, my almost lover - {open}
once upon a time, you had her heart. maybe it was in her younger days, when she was more open and vulnerable. maybe you shared a kiss, or maybe you shared something deeper. whatever it was, it’s sure she hasn’t forgotten you, no matter how much time has passed. what might happen when you stumble across one another again?
004. the favorite student - {lily evans, amos diggory, requests}
she may have been a tough teacher, but there was something about her that you liked, and somehow you won her over too. though she didn’t go easy on you, she showed you a more tender side that not everyone gets to see. now that you’ve left Hogwarts you still keep in touch, and that student/teacher relationship is beginning to blossom into more of a friendship.
005. i will protect you - {katrina parkinson, davina selwyn, requests}
maybe you were close to her while you were at Hogwarts, or maybe you were a thorn in her side. either way, now that you’ve made the tough choices, she’s become your greatest supporter. she’ll do whatever it takes to protect you and fight for you, which means that you’re privileged enough to see the more motherly side of her.
006. the soft spot - {sirius black, james potter, fabian prewett, amos diggory, requests}
chances are, you were a troublemaker during your Hogwarts days, but despite all the hell you might have put her through, there’s something about you that she can’t help but like. now that she no longer has to supervise your detentions, she’s free to smile at your antics and respond to your teasing in kind, and she really enjoys that.
007. the thorn in my side - {walburga black, requests}
whether you were a disrespectful student or an obnoxious parent, there’s something about you that rubs minerva the wrong way. she tries her best to be cordial to you for the sake of propriety, but sometimes her scottish temper gets the best of her. maybe you find it amusing to poke at her or maybe you despise her as much as she does you. whatever it is, sparks are sure to fly from her eyes when she interacts with you.
008. the enemy - {orion black, requests}
maybe you’ve personally affronted her, or (more likely) maybe you’ve gone after someone she loves. whatever it is, you’re on her hit list, and there’s nothing she wouldn’t do to keep you from striking again.
009. the one that got away/opposite sides - {severus snape, requests}
she may not show it, but nothing haunts minerva more than when she has to face a former student on the battlefield. maybe she had her eye on you during your hogwarts days, or maybe you drove her nuts. either way, chances are she blames herself for where you are today.
010. the one that haunts my nightmares - {open}
it takes quite a bit to unnerve the formidable minerva mcgonagall, but somehow you’ve scarred her. maybe you got the upper hand in a battle, or maybe you were part of the kidnapping that still haunts her sleep. whatever it may be, you’re one of the few people that causes chills of fear to run through her, and if you were to catch on to that, you would certainly use it to your advantage.
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