A man and his beloved Lamp
Also me being very normal about Hisui!Ingo. I want to see him actually more menacing and dangerous when on a mission to P r o t e c c
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I have read Fellowship of the Ring more times than I have cared to keep count and every time I read Boromir’s, well, possession for lack of a better word, I have read it in fear, in discomfort, in horror, indifferently.
This was, I think, the first time I read it in pity. I looked at all the plans Boromir was making, how he would save his beloved city, how obstinate he was in his belief that the men of Minas Tirith would not be corrupted when wielding the Ring against Sauron —and I felt sad. He’s waving his hands and hollering and part of him is desperate just for the Ring, of course he is, he’s been traveling beside it with no hope for months, but he’s also desperate for hope. He’s desperate for a chance to save his people, save his brother, save his city.
Moreover, every time he calls out the Elves or the Wizards, you have to remember that he doesn’t know them. All he knows is that he traveled almost a full year to get their advice and they send him on, in his eyes, a hopeless venture. The one hope they give him is Aragorn, who promises to return and help save Minas Tirith with him, but even that all changes once Gandalf dies. They come to Lothlorien and of course it’s a welcome break, but they cannot, or maybe in Boromir’s eyes will not, help his people. And once they leave, Aragorn assumes his role as leader of the Fellowship in Gandalf’s stead more permanently and suddenly even that one, brief, uncertain hope of his is gone. Aragorn will follow Frodo. And it’s almost certain that Frodo will not go to Minas Tirith.
So is it any wonder, really, that tired, desperate, hopeless Boromir, out of his realm, out of his depth, already hanging by a thread when he joins the Fellowship and having been gnawed on by the Ring for months upon months afterwards, finally snaps once it’s clear that he will have to return home empty-handed and almost certain that somewhere far away Sauron is capturing the Ring and killing the companions that he had bonded with? Of course part of the Ring is making him lust for power, but it’s also his only “reliable” (in his mind) source of hope left to save his city.
And so I read Boromir’s (intelligent and thought out, mind you) raving and I don’t feel scared for Frodo, not after reading it so many times and knowing what ultimately happens, but sorrow for Boromir.
there are so many things I wanna draw, and things like anatomy and perspective and hands and anatomy and faces just don't work at times. I'm not looking for pity, I am very proud of where my art is at right now, looking back on stuff from like a year ago I have made a lot of progress. But it's still frustrating knowing I am just not quite close enough to being able to draw certain things that other people can. Ford being one of those things (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Vice Principals (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Neal Gamby/Lee Russell
Characters: Neal Gamby, Lee Russell (Vice Principals), Ray Liptrapp, Gale Liptrapp
Additional Tags: Domestic Fluff, Anxiety, Post-Canon, Post-Canon Fix-It, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Established Relationship, this is probably OOC but I couldn't help it, I want these two to have nice things, Fluff and Angst, Fluff
Summary:
Lee Russell moves in with Neal Gamby and it's time for new beginnings.
gilmore girls ruined my chance of ever watching supernatural because even though i want to, i know i could not watch 15 seasons of a show that includes jared padalecki because dean forester is my enemy