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lazycranberrydoodles · 9 months

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COME ON GUYS DON'T LET DIANXIA DOWN

#images i drew on my phone approximately 90 seconds before class started #tma vs tgcf is pitting two bad bitches against each other but #from the other guys propaganda he is apparently a beloved side character #which i totally understand.#BUT HUA CHENG IS THE DEUTERANTAGONIST WHO LOVED XIE LIAN SO MUCH IT UNDOOMED HIM FROM THE NARRATIVE #HE DIDNT CLAW HIS WAY OUT OF TONGLU TO BE BEATEN LIKE THIS #also tma has gay people that dont undoom each other from the narrative. L + ratio (/j/j/j/j we all love tragedies here)#hua cheng will never rest in peace and he doesn't want to because he has a smokin boyfriend #they are both angry goths but has gerry died THREE TIMES????? no. just once. lame.#gerry got his skin bound into a necromancy book that was eventually burned but hua cheng ripped out his eye to craft a sickass scimitar !!!#hua cheng haunts the narrative before he dies in a hundred tiny ways and then HEAVILY after he dies a second time #he's an awesome city owner and has violent beef with HEAVEN. and he carves statues and paints and builds temples #and is also a self conscious loser <3 #his gay awakening was intensely traumatic and religious for everybody involved. and he's had the same life mission since he was 10 #he is actively fighting ghost discrimination and getting dangerous magical items off of the normal human market #also he is always bedecked in elaborate silver and chains and eyeliner and ALWAYS in blood red clothes #HE CAN MAKE IT RAIN BLOOD!!???!?!? ALSO #he stick and poked his god's name on himself but his handwriting is so bad it's unrecognizable and the signs he puts up have evil auras #this has ceased to be propaganda. now im just gushing. only tgcf fans will see this anyway. whatever youre getting blorbo rant #tgcf #art #poll #hua cheng #lmao #my art #tian guan ci fu #hualian #xie lian #hob #heaven official's blessing

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gummigoo-cult · 20 days

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silly gummigoo edit…

also yes I’m posting this on my main too. Why not

#tadc edit #gummigoo #capcut #tadc #gummigoo cult #gummigoo supremacy #the amazing digital circus #tadc gummigoo #gummigoo tadc #i love gummigoo…#i love gummigoo!!#are you reading this?#if so #I GOT A TRAUMATIC HEAD INJURY TODAY!!#not /j #I’m being serious right now #im not okay #if you were wondering

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mondaymelon · 3 months

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MELON HAS CALCIUM DEFIENCY???!

EAT. EATTTTTT. GET YOUR VIATMIN FOOFIN D. RN. EAT.

PLEASEOI FJLSKJG:LKDJFS SOTP IM TTRYING AS HARD AS I CAN JDSFDKSLJ

#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#🌱 ⌗ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐞 ! ♡#🍀 ⌗ 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭: èl !#CHOKES ON FRUIT #GAFHSGHSOHAGAAh #HACK HACK AHCK #one time i choked on flaxseed after shoveling a spoonful down cause my brother said i should eat more fiber #fun times yall #( im traumatized ) /j

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moonlit-dreamers · 9 months

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so i got silly and made a voidsona

it/its pronouns tho no name yet

everything with it has a reason! the disconnected and floating limbs represent dissociation and general disconnect i feel with my body. the wound in the chest represents trauma. the foggy "head" represents amnesia and brain fog. the multiple eyes represent other alters! with the main large eye being me. and the lack of mouth is meant to represent how i struggle to communicate with people, only showing up when i feel extreme emotions

reblogs appreciated!

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lovesickeros · 1 year

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☆ we dance to the pull of our frayed strings upon our graves

{☆} characters la signora {☆} notes yandere, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings yandere, unhealthy relationship, isolation {☆} word count 0.5k

You were going to be a knight. Ever since you were a child, you had swore you'd become a legend amongst men, sword in hand as you defended the land that provided for you. That day you'd promised your family you'd return safely, make them proud to call you their child. What a fool you were - young and naive.

You never did make it back home. You wonder if you would find a grave there with your name on it - but who would want to remember the naive child who swore to come back a knight, only to never return at all?

Hands tug at tangled strands, a brush pulling at your hair painfully a she hums. You try to bite down the urge to flinch, but it only takes one failure for her to pause, the sudden silence like a heavy weight upon your shoulders. Fear swells in your chest, suffocating you as you tremble, growing lightheaded and dizzy the longer the silence stretches on.

You do not realize you are crying, tears rolling down your cheeks as you stare at yourself numbly in the mirror, until warm hands wipe them away. Her voice is nothing but soothing and warm, but to you it is like a blade against your throat.

"Oh, darling..did I hurt you?"

She coos at you like a cornered, frightened animal, cupping your cheek as she steps around to your side, the soft click of the brush against the table making you flinch. She tilts your head to the side, kissing your cheeks and forehead, ignoring the way you tremble beneath her, unable to look into her eyes. She is so soft, so gentle with you, that you almost forget.

But you can't. It haunts you, even now - watching your fellow knights in training drowning in flame, the smell of burning flesh filling your lungs, and the sound of their screams intermingled with her voice ringing in your ears. You can never forget the way she looked at you - lips pulled back into a smile as she stepped over burning corpses to cup your face between bloody, searing palms.

You could not forget the name of another on her tongue as she called to you.

"There we are. No need to cry any longer, my heart."

You sink into her touch, too weak to find the will to resist her - her hands are like brands upon your skin, but you still lean into her, eyes closed as she kisses your brow. You do not know anything else but the searing heat of her palms and the softness in her voice reserved for someone you are not.

How naive you had been, when you had once thought that maybe, maybe, once you became a knight you'd be honored with a gift from the Gods - a vision that burned against your hip, lighting the way forward as you protected the nation you had once adored.

Now you cannot help but think it only served to reveal to you the rats hiding in the darkest corners of Mondstadt, sealing your fate amongst the bitter cold of Snezhnaya.

What a cruel joke, the God's have played on you.

You hum along to a song you do not know, sheltered in a cage of fire - a songbird who sings, despite the smoke that fills its lungs.

Till death do us part.

#genshin yandere #genshin impact yandere #yandere la signora #yandere signora #la signora #signora #fic tag #so. um. yan!signora w a reader she thinks is rostams reincarnation am i right...........#IM NORMAL I PROMISE. IM SO NORMAL #everyone look away i wrote this in a moment of weakness /j #i just think we need more actually fucked up unhinged yan women okay :(#I JUST THINK. THE ANGST. THE DRAMA. ITS SO GOOD.#i love making my favs suffer by never healing from their trauma #platonic!yan!ei + reader who she thinks is makoto's reincarnation is also good food :)#re-traumatize them for flavor!!!!!!!#(i am a normal well functioning member of society)

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cdmodule · 1 year

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Most people who make airy cutesty and infantalize him would get a heart attack If they saw an actual autist that acted like him

#this post is a slash J but it can be Slash srs if u want #half joking i guess. but im looking at u #im not even talking abt him traumatizing people #im talking abt how hes deadpan and would probably stare at u till ur uncomfortable

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darth-sonny · 2 years

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It won't be Donnie since you said hes in denial and i fully believe mikey, Splinter, and possibly April is gonna be the same

Raph might feel guilty and give Leo space, maybe assume its his way of coping?

Draxum would realize smth but won't confront Leo at all i'm betting, but he might take note of Leo's very rare and subtle change of behaviour

Casey jr is really a 50/50 like hes from the future maybe he can tell Leo might be possessed? But he might also think this is just what his younger sensei's behaviour is before the apocalypse happened..

Which is why in my opinion the first person to realise smth is wrong aand confront Leo about it is...

TODD

oooo draxum and casey

yeah, I do think draxum may notice the slight (and I do emphasize the word slight bc even though prime can act, they're still an alien being trying to fit in on earth) difference but not say anything. Leo doesn't like him and saying something about his change in personality that could, in actuality be a very bad case of PTSD is not gonna win him any points

and Casey Jones.... sweet sweet sweet hopeful Casey Jones. I'd think he'd notice too, but, like Donnie, he'd be so deep in denial that he'd probably be crushed by the immense pressure. in his mind, he lost his sensei bc of the kraang, and not even hours later, history almost repeated itself, and it was because of him (in his eyes, mind you)

Casey, like you said, being from a kraang apocalypse may have given him some insight as to how a possessed person might act,,,, but this is PRIME, and they're not someone(thing??) who can be categorized as just simply another kraang

todd......... fuck that's a good choice

#/j #im pretty sure todd is on vacation on a beautiful tropical island with his puppies #im not traumatizing the guy. im not THAT cruel #sonny answers #prime leo au

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vanweezer · 2 months

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so glad easter weekend is fucking over so i dont have to see everyone xtianity posting until maybe december. fuck off i don't know bible holidays

#problems!#'youre not traumatized your church had foldable chairs' if this is your mindset i need you to fuck off forever. if youre normal hi #days like these make me feel like im missing out on yet another social phenomenon or change in behavior #im fine with being atheist or nontheist or a nonbeliever or what the fuck ever else people want to call it but like.#even in the little things like memes and even paintings of white j/sus or whatever just make me feel sick and lightheaded #like im surrounded by leds and voices too tall for the rooms theyre in. it just feels weird and makes me feel weirdfor not being in on #yet anotherjoke #if youre a mutual and youve made it this far hi. sorry. could you tag mentions of the bible or xtianity #you dont have to and obviously if we're friends and you have faith that makes its way into socials i dont care at all and my words #should not dictate how you act online or how you make sense of the world irl but you already knew that #just wanted to ask that. in a way that only people who wanted to would want to. if that makes sense

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whumpy-wyrms · 5 months

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i will answer all my asks when i get home from school but oh my god i love aspen so much new favorite oc im so hyper rn probably gonna get in trouble for being on my phone during class but i love aspen so much im going insane i love him soooooososo much that’s all

#AHHHHHH #SHSHHDHDJDJSJJWJD #SPENT ALLLLL CLASS DRAWING WOLVES IN MY NOTEBOOK #SPENT ALLL FUCKING CLASS DRAWING FURRIES #LAST NIGJT I WAS AT THE LAUNDROMAT WITH MU FRIWNDS AND WAS DRAWING ASPENS FURSONA IN MY SKETCHBOOK AND THEN MY FRIENDS FUCKING TOOK MY #SKETCHBOOK AND WENT INSIDE ONE OF THE DRYERS ANR LOOKED THROUGH THE ENTIRE THING AND I COULDNT STOP THEMMM #IT WAS TRAUMATIZING /J #NEVER HAD MY SKETCHBOOK LOOKED THROUGH LIKE THAT BEFORE IT WAS SCARY #but we laughed it’s fine it’s fineee #collapsed on my bed when i got home at 7 so i literally did nothing last night besides chase my friends around the laundromat and also bark #at them #and my body hurts for sitting in those laundry basket shopping carts for three hours straight #i’m so hyper right now i gotta stim so bad but i can’t cuz im at school but i just wanna screammm i have the zoomies but im stuck im trapped #literally losing my mind i love werewolves and vampires soooo much #i gotta get off my phone but it’s study hall so i’ll draw more furries sorry for being the cringiest person ever but i don’t care #i’m sosoossodo autistic im a furry im coming out as a furry #i cannot sit still #i gotta run around in a forest right now i gotta roll around in the snow PLEASERR #i need to run in a hamster wheel #bye i cannot let Waltuh catch me on my phone #it’s almost dead i forgot to charge it last night #wyrms says stuff #gonna explofe #i love all my mutuals so much #i’m sooooo sooslsosos happy it’s friday #ASPENB <333 I LOVE ASPENNNN #AHAHHAHHHHHH

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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years

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My last vent post could have literally been summarized by me just saying "how tf are some people just okay?!? I'm freaking out over here and I'M RIGHT"

#yeah anyways dont let anime protagonist decieve you #being severely traumatized didnt unlock special powers it just made people tell me i have wisdom #but in reality that wisdom is something i deeply repress and try to hide from others #because it reminds me of how many things none of us will be able to control and how #anyone lacking an understanding of that isnt something i would ever take from them #you deserve to be happy. even if it means blaming yourself for things that arent your fault sometimes #because regret is still better than despair #maybe people can have a little self deception. as a treat #since i lost mine ive been burdened by fear and inevitability and conflict that i cant quite decipher #though i guess i felt that in my self deception too... hmm #maybe it would be okay to not hide what j think after all #maybe what i do or dont say about things wont affect people that much after all #nah im still too scared lol #also sorry if i worried anyone. i will be okay just feelin a little paranoid is all

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mlpjarbaby · 9 months

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i have so much to do, i mean i dont actually have anything to be doing but my brain definitely feels like i have some really important stuff to do

#shitpost #r/196archive #r196 #196 #/j but also /srs #actually mentally ill #mental health #post traumatic stress disorder #i have so much to do #what exactly?#im not sure #!!!

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toytulini · 7 months

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ouagh at some point i should try to post some of the multiple thousands of pictures I've taken every time i go to an aquarium huh

#toy txt post #i went thru my phone and sorted almost everything in my camera roll at some point #need to do more sorting again and also sort into narrower categories to make it easier to tag shit and then #ill be able to like. navigate my insane amount of photos on here one day #also the multiple thousands is not. an exaggeration #i seem ti take At Least 1000 everytime. i go to an aquarium #less so at the one i volunteer at sometimes just cos. its smaller and i try not to be on my phone while volunteering #ouaaaagh #i guess i should try to look into more. schooling/edu fucking cation #cos volunteering there. doesnt suck #like its a little physically demanding just cos the water is Very Extremely Cold and its like 2hrs drive away from me #but like. like i Hate interacting w ppl i dont think i could do customer service or retail BUT i love #a captive audience to infodump about sea life to #i just need a college professor that is very extremely patient w me and treats me like the fragile little baby that i am/j #i guess i need to once again seek out Fucking Therapy to wrangle with my Homework Issues #all those posts explaining how to study that were too triggering to look at ages ago. guess i need to find them lol #god. it really does feel like such a silly stupid issue i have here. like if someone else told me they had issue w this id be like #no yeah of course that sounds horrible im so sorry etc #but alas i am not so forgiving w myself like #oh yeah im apparently traumatized ig by uhhhh Being Assigned Homework. like. normal amount. it was fine and all #like i passed shit. it was extremely difficult and i barely made it in some classes but i did Get Thru It and i had like accommodations to #turn in shit late and everything but uhhhhhhh #yea #theres slightly more to it than that ig but! like. basically. that is basically.#im a huge baby who couldnt do their fucking homework and now if i see Study Tips ill start crying #which is super inconvenient cos like hey bitch you know what might help with the homework?#taking my brain out of my skull and shaking it #anyway. im way offtopic here #the point is that i have so fucking many pictures of fish #and also pictures of birds from the beach i have soooo fucking many. i should post more Photos

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cables-and-wires · 11 months

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ohhh my god wait. hold on what mental illness is doing this

#had a moment like an hour or two ago where i like regained awareness but like i was fully awake and aware earlier #but like. different. and then i looked back and saw that i had like a mental breakdown or something and i have only vague memory of it #and i feel really weird abt it bc it feels like i just woke up but i know i was awake earlier but that was different #actually i think its bc im a system but i haven't had this kinda thing happen in a while and its not something i really ever talk abt #sooo . umm . i feel bad for ignoring all my friends today even though i knew i couldnt.be there . i was going to play mario kart 2day #but then i entered the hell zoneee . anyways now that im like actually myself again uhh #if i ever think abt that one person ever again im going to go play in traffic #if i dont pass out soon from hypersomnia im going to work on the 3d modelling projects i kept promising my bestie i would work on #but then got so so sleepy and couldn't do #putting all my thoughts here instead of the dms of my friends because im embarrassed and also its late and i feel bad #normal now thouhg . god i wish i wasn't traumatized #anyways if any of my friends are reading this ummmm . sned me 5 dollar for hamburger please /j 🙏#OH SHIT MY MR BEANST BURGER ROLEPLAY TOO I FORGOR HOLD ON

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mcytblr-fifth-elections · 2 years

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hello all !

it is with great excitement i announce to you all that we are in fact bringing back the mcytblr elections ! we had previously stated that no one under this blog was running one anymore, but i feel as since it has been almost a year since the last election, e4, we were all due for a fresh start !

this is why i am happy to announce the existence of mcytblr elections 5 (for real this time)

click here for party submissions, and here to apply to be a mod ! we’re happy to have you, and have fun !!

lastly, click here to join our e5 discord !

#admin ryan #mcytblr elections #this is all slash j btw the elections fucking traumatized me and im NOT doing that again

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rusty-gloinks · 1 year

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I wonder if N and cyn(thia) were best friends? Or if Cyn forced him to be her friend?

#I was thinking instead of doing work but #Like what if they were friends? I am thinking so hard #I feel like cynthia would’ve forced N or at least scared him into being her friend.if that makes sense?#Since he’s the most cowardly one of the 3 #J would probably ignore her and treat her similarly to N #V im Not too sure about #Maybe V would talk to her from time to time. However I don’t think that’s the case since she’s still traumatized from the #“New body. Same horrors. Huh CYN?" Thing #Sorry. I need to draw this later:)

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thevanishedpeople-intothenight · 2 years

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Hello! Sorry for my late reappearance but uhm... I've come to hear about your ocs now! If you want to share of course 👉🏼👈🏼

oh gOD,,

I'm too eepy to grab out the five-page doc for each of them rn,,, but I'll say a bit abt them, yeah!

#auahagd #ocs are Killing Me #and its not even my PM ocs this time.its fucking #S O M N U M .#well he counts as pm ig #witb his origins #so scratch that #anyways #somn is #fucked up in the brain (/neg)#he's j. he just chills. got voided a long time ago and i made that a thing. so hes stuck with a being in an infinite emptiness rn! but #but basically he's been stuck there and then he's gonna be put back into the Timeloop soon and he is going to Become An Abnormality #(this is the third oc of mine that is either abno based or becomes an abno. hrgh)#basically he lets the vines Consume Him. and every vine has a mind of its own for ref #oh yeah and the ghing with the vines. he got GJ'd (funky plant infection)#back to wjat i was sayign.#he starts taking victims to try and appease the vines and keep his own mind; this fails horribly and his brain is now an amalgamation of #like thirty other people #and none of them are himself. it's kind of a traumatic experience tbh #sorry im puttign this all in tags.. idk how to word this properly so into the tags it goes!#ty for readign the silly little rant

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