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12:17 — few years later | 🛬❤️🩹🎇 iwaizumi h.
“you’ll be there, right? right? right?!”
if it’s anotamically possible to cut your ear off without passing out because of oikawa’s incessant nagging, you would’ve done it the first few seconds he begged you to accept kuroo’s reunion dinner invite before the all-star game. you were seijoh’s babysitter manager after all so, according to kuroo, it’s just right you’re there, in which you only replied with a i’ll think about it.
“haji’s gonna be there.” oikawa says in his annoying singsong voice and you swear you could hear his smirk right through your phone.
you bite your lip as if oikawa could see you blushing and smiling through the call. after years of graduating from high school, you wouldn’t have thought just hearing his name will elicit the same effect on you.
“and?” you reply nonchalantly because you would rather crawl under the earth and bury yourself alive than let oikawa confirm your cutesy, little high school crush on iwaizumi never really went away.
oikawa being your best friend saw through your reply and snorted, “pft, if i know you’ve been looking at his instagram every night before you sleep just because you’re too much of a scaredy cat to hit him up. don’t act as if you don’t zoom in on his shirtless pi—“
“oh my god, fine! i’ll go to this freaking dinner so please for the love god shut the hell up! ” you exasperatedly sigh wanting to tolerate oikawa’s teasing no longer not because it’s untrue but because you felt like you were caught committing a crime. it’s a curse and a gift you have a best friend that knows everything about you.
you hear oikawa shriek through your phone in celebration and about being there at 6, so you mutter a good bye before he lays out a plan that involves dragging you wherever into the night.
as if on cue, your phone lights up with a notification from your old group chat when the call ended,
✉️ t. oikawa: see you all on saturday!!!! no backsies!!!!!! :p
you roll your eyes knowing he’s talking about you. you were about to hit send on a message something about being him still being an annoying ass when another bubble popped in your screen that made you rewrite everything you were about to say.
✉️ h. iwaizumi: im back too 🇯🇵 see you guys :)
✉️ you: i’ll be there ☺️
come saturday, you’re standing in front of the restaurant which every nook and cranny you’re familiar with as this was a popular go-to after-school-dinner-place during your younger years with the team. you try your best not to look frantic while you check your phone at least every 10 seconds to tell oikawa “wru >:(”
you were about to hit the call button when you hear somebody clear their throat. as a reaction, you step away from where you were standing thinking you were probably blocking the entryway.
“sorry i was just w— oh. haji?” you take these few seconds to take him in—the way his shirt hugged his biceps, the watch that also somehow added to his attractiveness, his skin that’s more tanned, his freshly cut hair, and his smile. god, that smile. so many things have changed about him since he last visited home but his kind, subtly giddy smile still reached his eyes.
“been awhile, hasn’t it?” iwaizumi sheepishly say and you hold back a gasp when he scratches the back of his head that flexed his arm.
“it’s been.. yeah? yeah, it has. i mean. yes..” you nervously laugh, mentally kicking yourself for tripping over your words.
you feel your cheeks redden, not from the cold air of the darkening day but because of the manly, handsome laugh that bubbles from iwa’s chest. “watcha doin’ out here, though? waiting for a someone or..” he drags his sentence hoping you don’t hear his silent prayer that you are romantically available.
you snort before you could even think about it, “no, c’mon it’s not like that.” you laugh and went on to tell the tale of oikawa begging you to come, “i’m waiting for that idiot tooru who went several measures to make sure i’m here.”
“you two were thick as thieves, weren’t ya? i’m glad you stayed in touch even if that shithead went abroad.” iwaizumi smiles and you can’t resist staring at how he threw his head back when he laughed at oikawa’s typical antics.
“wish we did too, y’know. i missed ya.” iwaizumi suddenly confesses, “i just found myself wanting to talk to you when i was out there.”
to say your heart felt like it dropped on your feet was an understatement. it’s like everything froze—the leaves halted midair, the world went silent and the only sound you could hear was the loud thump of your heart. all what you manage to let out is, “o-oh? you did? really?”
iwaizumi looks at you like you just asked the most ridiculous question, “‘course i did. we talked every day then! remember how i used to walk you home after our trainings then stop by that dang old ramen place that was there since forever? missed hanging ‘round with you and the team ‘tis all.”
you smile as you look at the ground, shyly but fondly recollecting all the simple but sweetest moments with iwaizumi you cherish so much. with his sudden reminiscing, you recall the sort-of debate you had with him because he kept on insisting he should always walk you home.
“r-right. the team. yeah, i missed them too.” you say as you shake your head along with the thought of having a chance of romance with your longtime friend.
“we should go inside. fuck that tardy tooru i think a lot’s of them here.” you casually laugh and walk towards the door until you felt a hand on your wrist.
iwaizumi shoots you a grin, “what do you say the two of us go grab that ramen? for old time’s sake?”
a/n: so .. uh … im back ! hope everyone’s still here 😅🫣 anw this was supposed to be just a drabble but i got a lil carried away & im alr thinking of writing a pt 2 .. wdyt hehe
#✏️.haikyuu!!#💭.iwaizumi#i love them . A LOT#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#haikyuu!!#haikyuu x y/n#haikyuu headcanons#iwaizumi x reader#iwaizumi imagine#iwaizumi hajime#hajime x reader#iwaizumi x y/n
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❥ ҉ CHAPTER SIX - WHAT ABOUT US?
❥ ҉ NOTE FROM NIS: hello hello! an update after more than a year geez i'm so sorry. life got in the way! anyway, i decided to finish this fic before this year ends (time is ticking for me lol at least it's an accomplishment!!) this chapter carries mental health issues and toxic relationships. wow semi is being a dickhead in this chapter (spoiler alert) he reminds me so much of my ex LOL anyway i hope you enjoy reading this update! as usual, reblogs, likes, and comments are very very much appreciated!!
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The cafe used to be your dating place with Semi felt empty even though there were customers inside. You were waiting for Semi, and surprisingly, Semi was 30 minutes late than the promised time. But, it was not surprising given the condition both of you were living in. You glanced over your watch countless times, breathing out a soft groan as you kept on looking over your phone as time passed by.
Another 20 minutes passed when he finally showed up. He made you wait for an hour! If that isn’t infuriating enough other than the fact that he also cheated behind your back. What a douchebag. But fuck is it easy to let him go. It’s not as easy as it may appear to others. Hands to God, you have tried. But each try ends in failure.
The man, Semi, was seen wearing his backpack over his shoulder, still neatly dressed in his school uniform though his tie was loose. The guy kept both of his hands inside of his pockets and he appeared relaxed while you were looking like you could explode any sooner. Sucker. He spotted you nearby the glass window with a frown look. His steps felt heavy with each drag, but he needed to see you one last time. He promised, this is the last time he'll hurt you.
Semi recognised that look you had on your face. You were upset with him, extremely disappointed was all over your face. And, you had every right to be upset with him. He loathes himself too, sometimes.
“We need to talk, Semi”, you mumbled softly, not wanting to start a fight with your boyfriend. You do not want to act like a crazy girlfriend, but yesterday’s incident was too much as it never happened before. Your eyes trailed his movements when he pulled out the chair in front of you. Semi took his seat and rested both of his hands on the table.
When things got worse between you and Semi, neither of you had ever cheated on one another.
“What is it?” Semi asked half-heartedly. His tone showed concern for your question.
You let out a soft sigh, not knowing where to begin. “Who were you with yesterday?” you asked with a slightly stern voice. His answer is what you needed the most. There's no way he would lie to you, right? He would convince you that it is not him, right? Right?
Fuck. How you wished that wasn’t him but it was as clear as day. Your stupid heart wouldn’t want to accept any other answer.
The last word came across as pleading in your mind. Heaven knew how pathetic you sounded at the moment when the truth was as clear as day.
Please, he would not lie to me... you prayed.
His action yesterday resulted in you overthinking last night if this relationship was worth risking yourself and your sanity, which was on the edge to begin with. Getting back together with him has always been a mistake. Who else could you blame other than yourself? You’re the one who puts yourself in this position.
“I was with my team, as usual. Why?” Semi replied, with no remorse. A liar, he calls himself. How many times does he have to keep lying to you? No. The real question is, what is holding him back from letting you go? Is it the fact that he can't stand seeing you with another person, or he just wanted to keep you for himself even though he has fallen out of love?
You scoffed, “You lied, Semi. Some girl sent me a snap of you guys being together. I don’t even know what you guys were doing, but why were you guys shirtless? I swear to God, Semi, if you slept with the girl, I don’t even know what I’ll do.”
Semi’s eyes widened at the statement. So you knew the truth already. Fuck that. He was just playing dumb. He knew you already knew. The girl showed the snap she sent to you with a proud smile all over her face and Semi couldn’t stop her.
He didn’t hesitate to stop her so he just let it be. Anything to prevent him from saying he wanted to break up with you.
“She’s just a friend, you know?” Semi paused before he spoke again. A friend? That's what pathetic liars tell their significant other every single time they are caught cheating.
“So it’s true that you did something that friends wouldn’t do?” you emphasised the term 'friend' he clearly misused. You felt your blood boiling when you spotted the lies hidden in his eyes.
He looked away from your face, letting out a frustrated sigh. “I guess.”
“Why in the hell would you do that with her? You have a fucking girlfriend, Eita. What am I to you? For fucks sake, what the fuck is wrong with you?” you asked. Your voice was slightly trembling as you could feel your tears threatening to fall on your face any moment from now on.
The rage you've bottled up for years threatened to be freed from your body. Torture. This is like a living hell if it's living in agony.
“You aren’t there with me every day, and I got… bored. I was lonely, Y/N! I need someone to be there with me physically!” Semi sighed. He stopped and stared straight into your eyes. The girl he has loved for about three years. The sweet look you have always had on your face is now gone, replaced with anger and betrayal.
It felt like he was painting you to be the bad guy in this case. Playing the victim card, huh?
You scoffed in disbelief, “What am I to you exactly, Semi? Was the reason you got back with me the other day so you could fuck me and then leave?” you snapped, trying to keep your voice low so the other customers won’t be interrupted.
Semi brought both of his hands to his face. He let out a deep sigh, “Would it hurt less if I said yes?”
“Hell yes, Semi! Oh god, I can’t fucking believe this. What has gotten into you, Semi? What drove you crazy? Fuck, I can't even believe I love you no matter what happens!” At this point, you don’t even know if you are strong enough to accept this. A part of you just wanted to storm out of the cafe, but a part of you also needed closure.
“You’re always there when I need you. That’s why I keep on coming back to you because you’re there. You’re special to me, Y/N,” Semi told. His eyes failed to convince you that he wanted you to be with him forever.
You let out a scoff, “You know too damn well that I’ll come back running to you whenever you need me. You used me, Semi. What happened to the old you? I can’t believe this. You know that I can never let you go, that’s why you used me, isn’t it? Semi, I’m not naive. It’s just that I loved you so much that I can never let you go and… and, you took it for granted!”
Your tears were beginning to fall on your cheeks. You were sobbing so hard that even a box of tissue is not enough to help you wipe your tears away. Shit, breakup hurts like hell.
Semi felt terrible, really he is. He couldn't deny that he takes you for granted. “I’m sorry.”
“Is that all you could say, Semi?” you asked with a gruff voice. You were hoping for a lot more. Maybe an 'I love you’ or ‘You’re my entire world’ would be sufficient.
“I’m so sorry," he apologised once again. You let out an unbelievable sigh as you wiped your tears. “That’s it. Once again, we’re breaking up. Maybe we’re just not meant to be. I hate the fact that I will always love you no matter how bad you treat me, Eita.”
“I’m sorry. I’m never good enough for you. I guess I will never be good enough for anyone. I hope she’s good enough for you, Semi,” you said your final words as you left the cafe without saying goodbye.
Strangers on the street looked at you with a weird look on their faces. Seeing a random teenager on the street bawling her eyes out concerned them most slightly.
Returning home, you cried yourself to sleep. Your thoughts kept you up at night, wondering if you are ever enough for someone. You wondered if someone is willing to love you unconditionally. Does love even exist in this cruel world?
You skipped school for two days because you were down in the slumps, all alone in your room. You never cheated with anyone behind Semi’s back when you guys were together. Hell, you even ditched Iwaizumi as your friend with benefits when you got back together with Semi.
You sobbed again, not knowing what to do with your life anymore. You just wanted your pain to be over. Why does everyone have it easier? Why can't you be happy just like they do?
The sound of keys jingling from outside startled you. You saw the figure of your mother standing at the door frame with a stoic face. “Y/N,” she called your name seriously. You wiped your tears and looked at her, nodding your head to answer her call.
“Why the hell did you skip school?” your mother asked, taking another step towards you. She was infuriated when your homeroom teacher gave her a call this morning and told her about you being absent for the past 2 days.
She even left her work to come home to ask you about this matter. Ever since your dad passed away, your mother barely cares or makes time about your personal life that much. All she knows is that her daughter is supposed to go to school, and she wants her to graduate high school and become a doctor.
Your mother sets a high expectation on you, and it kills you inside.
“I’m sick, can’t you see?” you replied with a sad voice. You caught a cold after meeting with Semi the other day. You sniffled back your tears, not wanting to cry in front of your raging mad mother.
“I didn’t raise you to become a liar, Y/N! Why the hell did you skip school? Tell me now!” your mother yelled. You flinched at her words, and you knew you couldn’t lie any longer. But you weren’t lying! You were sick! Anyone who sees you in this state could tell. But why the person who gave birth to you couldn't see it?
“I skipped school because I was sick, mom! Can’t you see? I was telling you the truth!” you slightly raised your voice back at her while wailing out loud.
Your mother didn’t take your wailing seriously, apparently. “Just return to school tomorrow. I don’t want any excuses.”
“Because of you, I want to fucking die,” you snapped. “You tortured me throughout my life, mom! You should have let me die back then!”
The woman who birthed and raised you had a fuming mad expression written all over her face. Her fists tightened on her sides, eyebrows scrunched together. Your mother’s back is now turned to face you. “I raised you to become a successful person. I don’t want to raise a pathetic loser. Get your shit together!” your mother raised her voice one last time as she slammed the door to your bedroom.
You threw your pillows on the floor while wailing out loud, though it will never be heard. You weren’t sure what went wrong in your life, but everything seems to become a failure every fucking minute.
The following day, you decided to return to school. With visible dark circles under your eyes, you lazily walked to your desk where Oikawa was already waiting for your presence.
“Hey, are you okay? You didn’t come to school for two days. What happened?” Oikawa's gentle voice greeted you the first thing in the morning. He sounded worried. You shrugged your shoulders, ignoring his questions for the time being.
You were quiet, not even bothering to pick a fight with Oikawa like you guys always do. Oikawa looked at Iwaizumi, asking him if he knew what’s going on with you. It turned out Iwaizumi didn't know about it either.
Iwaizumi inhaled a deep breath, lowkey suspecting that you were going through something. Probably had something to do with your boyfriend. But, he knew better than to intervene. If you ever come to him, then he’ll keep you company.
Every second passing by felt like an eternity. You kept on going to the bathroom only to break down in the cubicle. If this goes on any longer, you’d collapse for sure.
“Y/N! Let’s go to lunch!” Oikawa cheerfully said as he closed his textbook and kept it under his desk. You looked at him, “Okay.” Your short answer freaked him out a bit. That was the first thing you said to him on that day.
Oikawa didn’t realize you were walking slowly until he realized you had collapsed on the floor. The other students gasped in shock as they gathered around you to check on your condition.
The brunette gasped as he yelled for Iwaizumi’s name to ask for his help. Both of them ran to get you, who just collapsed on the floor.
“Can someone call the teacher?” Iwaizumi asked one of the students there to go and get help. Iwaizumi checked on your pulse, making sure it’s still beating. Fuck. His mind was about to explode from all the possibilities.
Oikawa rested your head in his lap. Not long after, the teacher came and brought you to the hospital as soon as possible. Iwaizumi was with you the entire ride to the hospital. He couldn’t keep himself patient. A million thoughts were running in his mind.
You heard people whispering around you the moment you opened your eyes. You looked around you and found your mother, your teacher and... Iwaizumi? It’s him, right? You weren’t mistaken. His sharp jawline and raven hair. No one else looks as gorgeous as him.
Wait. That’s not right to be thinking of it this time.
Iwaizumi glanced over at you and noticed you’re already awake. “Doctor, she’s awake!” he immediately told the doctor in front of him.
The doctor rushed to get to you and checked on your condition. “She’s awake, professor”, the doctor informed your mother. Your mother let out a relieved sigh before she approached you on the hospital bed.
“Your friend told you that you collapsed at school today. What happened?” your mother asked. Not even an ounce of worry flowed in her tone. But she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t worried when she got a call from the teacher informing her that you collapsed in school.
“I was sick. I guess,” you sarcastically replied. You kept your head hung low, not wanting to look at everyone in the eyes. Embarrassing, you thought. How weak and pathetic.
She went silent for a moment. It was entirely her fault for neglecting you yesterday. The truth is, she just didn’t know how to comfort you the way your late father had always comforted you. And she was fine with you blaming her because she’s at fault.
The silence was deafening and Iwaizumi felt awkward being in the middle of this hospital room. He glanced over at you who returned an awkward glance.
Your mother didn’t say anything but ensured that you're okay before telling you that she had a minor surgery to perform on a patient. "I have surgery in 10 minutes. I have to go now. Take care, darling. I’ll come back to you when I’m done,” your mother said as she patted your head.
Before she left, she stopped in her tracks to look at your teacher and the man beside you, Iwaizumi.
"Thank you for coming here with her. I owe you a lot," your mother thanked Iwaizumi and your teacher. Your teacher then left to take care of school matters, leaving you under Iwaizumi's supervision.
He stood there and watched you with a stoic expression. Well, it’s not like you could read him anyway. Both of you exchanged stares as silence surrounded the hospital room.
“What are you doing here? You have practice, idiot!” you blurted out in half-murmurs. It’s not like you didn’t know about this man and his volleyball practices. He can easily get scouted as a professional volleyball player with his routine. Obviously you didn’t want him to waste his time keeping you company at the hospital.
You heard a scoff from the man that had you looking at him with a furrowed eyebrow. Iwaizumi locked eyes with you.
“Even when you’re sick, you’re still acting like a brat?” Iwaizumi shot you a look with an indecipherable expression.
His words silenced you. “I’m sorry. You have practice. You should get back to school, or else you’ll miss practice. I am being a considerate person, Iwa. I know how practices are important to you.”
Iwaizumi shrugged his shoulders, “Oikawa said it’s fine. He wants to visit you this evening. After he arrives, I’ll leave with him.”
You didn’t know how to respond other than asking them to not mind you. So, you gave him a slow nod, avoiding his gaze at all costs.
“Do you need anything to eat? I’ll go and buy it for you,” Iwaizumi offered. He still remembered how he reacted when the doctor said you collapsed because of dehydration and lacked nutrients. In reality, you starved yourself for the past two days and hid alone in your bed.
“Never mind. It’s useless asking you, anyway. I’ll just go buy whatever that will make you full,” Iwaizumi decided. He walked out of the door and went to the convenience store in the hospital. You didn’t get to say a word so you watched him leave.
Iwaizumi came back with food and even fruits in his hands. “I just bought whatever is left. So, eat this for now. I think the nurse will come back with a meal later. Have this for now.”
The plastic bag was then shoved into your hands but Iwaizumi took it back and placed it on the table instead. He took out the food one by one so you could take a look and choose what you wanted to eat first.
You felt like he was scolding you instead of asking you to eat. Feeling dazed, you only stared at the food in front of you.
“I know for a fact that you would hate someone to feed you, or are you actually waiting for that?” Iwaizumi clicked his tongue as he sat on the chair beside your bed.
You scoffed, “I can eat by myself, Iwa.” You proceeded to take the microwaved rice with curry and fed yourself a spoonful of rice. You chew the tasteless food, only to pour it all out not long after.
You ran to the toilet in your room and poured everything you’ve eaten just now. Iwaizumi gasped. He ran after you to ensure you’re fine. He held your hair for you while you were puking in the toilet bowl. You sat beside the toilet bowl lifelessly. Your head was aching like crazy to the point you felt like the whole world was spinning at a rapid speed.
Iwaizumi could only stare at you. “What happened to you exactly?” Iwaizumi asked with a laid-back voice. He was concerned. He was just trying to look out for a friend. Well, he definitely knew something was wrong with you the moment you skipped school after yelling at him the other day.
You chuckled tiredly. Your energy was drained, leaving you with nothing. “I guess you can predict what happened to me, right?”
Iwaizumi furrowed his eyebrows. What did you mean? Though his suspicions might be right. He is rarely wrong. Instead, he gave you a reply of “I am not a mind reader. Spit it out.”
You tried to get back up, but your legs gave up on you. Iwaizumi helped you to get up and brought you back to your bed. He’s still waiting for your answer.
“I broke up with Semi, and it turned out he was cheating with your ex-girlfriend. What a funny world,” you chuckled. You looked outside the high rise window next to your bed with the view of skyscrapers.
“That’s all?” Iwaizumi questioned. You nodded weakly, expecting him to lecture you.
“Look, I know you loved him, but you have to take care of yourself too, you know. He doesn’t do you any good. It’s time for you to let that toxic relationship go to waste, Y/N,” Iwaizumi lectured you, but clearly you weren’t listening to what he said.
Iwaizumi tilted your face gently with his fingers. You weren’t even looking at him in the eyes as tears dropped on your face. “I’m sorry if I ever did anything wrong to you, Iwa”, you apologized.
“Why are you crying? Oh my goodness,” Iwaizumi panicked. He genuinely did not know what to do in this situation. Slowly, he brought your head to his warm body. “It’s unlike you to cry, tough girl”, his voice softened while patting your head gently.
You chuckled, your vision glistening with tears. Iwaizumi’s touch made you feel comfortable, something that you need at the moment.
“My mom didn’t even care about me. Sh-she just left..” you mumbled softly under your breath. Your tears weren't stopping spilling out from your tears duct.
“She's busy, right? You know that more than anyone,” Iwaizumi hummed. His voice was soothing that it made you smiled, but you made sure you kept it hidden from Iwaizumi himself. He’d tease you endlessly if he ever sees you smile because of what he said.
“Dumbass, you need to eat. Are you trying to get sick again? Come on, eat this,” Iwaizumi said as he pointed to the rice he bought for you just now. You let out a deep sigh as you stared at the rice with a blank expression. You had lost your appetite, to be frankly speaking.
You took another bite, making sure your stomach fully digest it. Iwaizumi on your side waited for you to eat your meal properly. You felt like you had hired a personal bodyguard with him staring down on you the entire time.
“Iwa, you don’t have to look at me like that”, you scoffed lightly at him while feeding yourself another bite of the rice.
“I was making sure you’re eating properly”, Iwaizumi exclaimed. He dragged the chair closer to you. You gave a side glance at him, “Stop!” you yelled with a giggle.
“Oh, is that a laugh I hear?” Iwaizumi teased you. You shook your head continuously, trying to deny it even though the hard smile on your face was evident.
“I was sure I heard you laughed”, he wiggled his eyebrows at you. You just let out an annoyed sigh with rolled eyes at him. Both of you then looked at each other with a smile.
“Oikawa's gonna be here after school, by the way. He’s bringing Matsukawa and Makki along,” he informed you as he just got a message from Oikawa saying he’d drop by after school ends.
“Oh. You guys, you know... don’t have to visit me. You guys have practices after all,” you mumbled awkwardly while fidgeting with your fingers on top of the hospital's thin blanket.
Iwaizumi frowned at your sentence, “Our friend is sick, of course, we have to pay a visit. Don’t you think you would do the same thing too?" He crossed his arms while staring at you with an unreadable look. Whatever you said just now made him questioned if you really look at the four of them as friends.
You chuckled rigidly, “I’ve never had a real friend other than Yuuji, you know. That's why I was surprised seeing you guys here."
“Oh- Terushima, you meant? I’m sorry if my words offended you,” he apologized, realizing what he said earlier might come across as rude.
“Yeah, Yuuji is my only friend. He knows everything. Even if I’m stubborn, he still sticks with me. I owe him a lot,” you chattered, another tear dropped on your face. It’s just that you have gone through a lot, and it sickened you that nothing in your life ever worked out anymore.
“Do you want me to give him a call that you got admitted? I can do that for you,” Iwaizumi asked. He knew how important Yuuji is to you.
“I’ll tell him myself soon,” you smiled bitterly.
“How soon were you talking about?” Iwaizumi furrowed his eyebrows. It’s not like he doesn’t know how you are, generally.
You let out a soft sigh, “Truthfully, he’d nag if he knew I got admitted again.”
“What do you mean?” Iwaizumi asked. His expression showed that he didn’t get what you meant.
A nervous chuckle escaped your mouth. You were clueless about how to break it to him. “I’ve been admitted to hospital several times, to be honest. So, you know, he’ll nag the shit out of me if he knows this.”
You clearly saw his confused expression. Iwaizumi cleared his throat, “Of course he’d nag you, dumbass. Who wants to see their friend falls sick?”
“I know. I know that Iwa. It's just that... Nevermind. But, thank you so much for helping me today,” you thanked him again with a genuine smile this time.
Not long after, Oikawa, along with Makki and Matsukawa, arrived at your door with a bag of food. You smiled at them weakly, trying to give them a warm welcome.
“What happened, Y/N? I was shocked when the ambulance rushed you to the hospital,” Makki asked as he took a seat on the couch provided. You let out a soft sigh, “I was just stressed, and then I passed out. It happened before, so no worries.”
“That doesn’t convince me. Iwa-chan, what happened?” Oikawa appealed. He crossed his arms and looked at Iwaizumi. Iwaizumi glanced over at you, “Y/N starved herself. She said she forgot to eat.”
Matsukawa looked at you with a mischievous smile, “Y/N, you’re really something. How could you forget to eat unintentionally? What’s wrong?” His tone was hinting that he couldn’t believe such mistake could happen.
Ah, there you were, caught red-handed. You bit your lip, “I-um, I suffered a loss of a loved one, okay? So.. yeah.”
“Oh my, what happened?” Oikawa asked this time. He was genuinely concerned and he also thought you had lost someone you truly loved.
“Y/N broke up with her boyfriend”, Iwaizumi blurted at last. Oikawa looked at you in disbelief, “What? I thought someone passed away or something. That douchebag? God, Y/N, you deserve so much better!”
You scoffed at Oikawa's words, “I know. My best friend has been telling me that every time. Thank you for the gentle reminder, Oikawa. I appreciate it. Thanks for dropping by too. I truly appreciate all of you coming here today.”
"Stop with that nonsense, please. We are your friends. That's what friends should do the very least," Oikawa scoffed dramatically. His brown eyes landed on your weak figure. He knew how painful your breakup was. Oikawa was in your place once upon a time. "You have to let go of that relationship, Y/N. Trust me," Oikawa said.
Yeah, the same old thing. You know it but you just couldn’t do it. Being cheated on is the final straw and you have to let this relationship for your own good too. Moving on takes time but everything starts from zero. You are not sure how you are going to do it, but you know it definitely will take you somewhere.
“Your words of wisdom might convince me someday but I’ll try. Thanks,” you gave him a bitter smile and Oikawa gave you the boyish grin that has all of his fan girls falling on their knees. Hopefully they will not come after you.
Iwaizumi gave his friends a once over, “She’s back.”
All of them burst into laughter after Iwaizumi said that, insinuating your sarcasm was the indicator of you coming back. You swatted him on the arm and he ruffled your hair messily.
“You’ll pay for that, Iwa,” you threatened him with a glare.
“Gladly looking forward to it,” he said with a glint of mischievous in his eyes, along with the stupid grin you wanted to wipe from his face.
Funny enough, your stupid heart decided to flutter at his remarks. Well, looks like you have another trouble to look out for.
#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#haikyuu!! x reader#haikyuu smut#haikyuu!! smut#hq smut#iwaizumi hajime#iwaizumi hajime x reader#iwaizumi hajime smut#iwaizumi smut#iwaizumi x reader#[💭]. ain’t my fault
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playing just dance with them 🤭🤭 this is self-indulgent becausc i'm a dancer myself anyway, they're in awe at how well you dance. "you're literally mirroring them,” he says, gesturing to the avatar on the screen.
god his smile when he watches you in your element and that cute grin on your face makes his heart race so damn fast (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡
asahi, daichi, suga, yaku, goshiki, iwa, kita, kenma <3
#haikyuu x reader#yujeong's 💭#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#haikyuu imagines#hq oneshots#haikyuu drabbles#hq scenarios#hq drabbles#asahi x reader#daichi x reader#sugawara x reader#yaku x reader#goshiki x reader#iwaizumi x reader#kita x reader#kenma x y/n#asahi azumane#daichi sawamura#sugawara koushi#yaku morisuke#goshiki tsutomu#iwaizumi hajime#kita shinsuke#kenma kozume
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🚀, 🎁, 💭, & 🎯 for the fanfic writer ask game !!! :)
some questions !! ty :D
🚀 Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go?
depends! for one shots, i generally just kinda go for it and write to see where it takes me. for longer fics and fics i’m working on for events (particularly if i have an artist and/or beta reader) i’ll make a loose outline. but i generally prefer to have the freedom to just do whatever. if i’m making an outline, it’s going to be reeallly loose, with a lot of blanks and room for change.
🎁 Have a piece of a WIP you want to share?
answered this here and would love to do it again! from an iwaoi fic that i’m kinda working on and kinda leaving on read rn:
“Ah.” Iwaizumi is quiet. Then, with all the gentle caress of the moon and with all the transparency of the sky, he says, “I miss you.”
Oikawa hears the words, swallows them, exhales. He’s trying to let go of everything that hurts, all of the longing that aches, all of the yearning that burns in him. But he stays silent on his side of the phone call, and nothing leaves his chest but air.
💭 What inspires you and your writing?
poetry!! i loooove poetry and just. the beauty of words and metaphor and art. yk. so all that kinda stuff really inspires me.
🎯 Do you have a writing milestone you’re working towards?
OH !! i am SO glad you asked, actually!!! so this year i’m doing a silly little thing i call being insane about word counting, where i keep track of every word i write in a massive color coded spreadsheet. excepting nanowrimo months, my goal for the year is 500 words/day! including nano, i’m working towards 248,000 words for 2023.
this is genuinely so doable that i am going to be upset if i don’t reach this. and i am confident in saying that because i have written 28,157 words in january, which is 181.66% of my goal for the month. it is the 18th. this does not include the work i have done today (i haven’t put it in my spreadsheet yet).
so. yeah. the goal is 248k words this year. i have reached my goal for the month and for the day. um. honestly i should probably adjust my daily goal because 181.66% completion already is a little ridiculous.
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.≽^- ˕ -^≼ . ⁺ hanni — sixteen bbie. pisces. cold weather, huskies, dancing, daydreaming 24/7, coffee. eng + filo. forever seungcheol choi ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა just wanna sleep for a long time !! infp >< likes: genshin (yoimiya and navia main) + honkai star rail (blade and seele main).
💭 . . . you might wanna know: kind of shy and shameless, just a loud introvert :’) surviving my year 11 of being a woman in stem. i’m awkward, but i really appreciate interactions (may it be tagging on anything) and messages i recieve !! i really have a low social battery and a very complicated schedule, i apologize for the late replies! a very slow writer, reminder that writing is a hobby i enjoy and not a chore.
‧ ₊˚ i'm affectionate and uses pet names, pls lemme know if that's uncomfy for u ! a clumsy bitch and i swear a lot ... i just kind of rant a lot here hehe.
𑁤 hanni’s note . . .ᐟ i’m generally friendly, but have some loose screws lying around somewhere so please take that as a precaution. i’m still a minor, i appreciate if we respect each other’s boundaries and be kind to each other! <3 please be kind to writers and give them the appreciation they deserve for all the love and time they put out on their work while doing it for free!
FAV CHARACTERS . . . 𐙚
⊹˚ · bblk: reo mikage, itoshi rin, shidou ryusei, isagi yoichi. hq: semi eita, osamu miya, iwaizumi & tobio. genshin: furina, kazuha, heizou, kunikuzushi, raiden ei, kaveh, dainsleif, lumi, furina <33 l&ds: rafayel, xavier & caleb
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"who's your favorite ace in hq"
"kiyoomi"
"well mine is iwaizumi, nd not just because he's pretty--"
💭💞💞kiyoomi💞💞
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Knowing me Knowing you
youtube
Oikawa Pov
I’ve had some great memories with Iwaizumi I just wish my last memory was just as good why do I say my last memory oh yeah I should mention that funny something so pretty can kill right
This is me but I don’t know how long for the hanahaki has take over almost so I guess I have time to say my last goodbye and hand my captain position over and that is what I am doing now
In the Seijoh group chat 💬
Oikawa is online
Oikawa: 🎵No more carefree laughter Silence ever after🎵
Iwa:kawa what are you talking about
Hiro: kawa are you okay?
Yahoo me again hey yeah this is a quick A/N just to state i change thr lyrics a little okay kicking myself out now
Oikawa:🎵Walking through an empty hospital Tears in my eyes🎵
Matsun:you're what 😦
Iwa: if this is a joke it isn't funny
Oikawa’s thoughts 💭oh I wish it was a prank iwa the one time i wish i can say this is a lyric prank
Oikawa:🎵Here is where my story ends
This is goodbye🎵
Matsun:He is changing up the lyrics i know this song pretty well so i don’t think it a prank
Kunimi: Yeah I think he is serious
Oikawa:🎵Knowing me, knowing you (a-ha) There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (a-ha) We just have to face it This time we're through Breaking up is never easy, I know But I have to go Knowing me, knowing you It's the best I can do🎵
In another chat with kunimi with sho
Kunimi:Oikawa is acting weird
Sho:you didn't know
Kunimi:know what
Sho:he's dying Akira
Kunimi: what how?
Sho:hanaharki oikwara loves iwa but iwa loves someone else so he has accepted death
Kunimi:NO!!
Back in the seijoh chat
Kunimi:captain why didn't you tell us
Oikawa's thoughts 💭know chibi chan would tell you
Oikawa:🎵Memories, good days, bad days They'll be with me always In these old familiar rooms Children would play
Now there's only emptiness Nothing to say🎵
Kunimi:Oikawa don't ignore me I know you're dying
Everyone: his what
Kunimi:yep sho told me hanaharki disease and he has accepted death
Oikawa:🎵Knowing me, knowing you (a-ha) There is nothing we can do Knowing me, knowing you (a-ha) We just have to face it This time we're through
Breaking up is never easy, I know But I have to go Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do🎵
Iwa:who it is kunimi
Oikawa went offline
Kunimi:it's you but we better hurry sho said he doesn't have much time
Oikawa pov
Well yahabba I give you the setter position iwa you are now captain take care of the kids for me especially Akira and look out for Tobio this is it my time is up pretty way to go I guess
As I think that I cough and start to suffocate coking for air that my body was crying out for but couldn’t get as my eyes started to close and I was welcoming death I saw people running to me
Iwa’s pov
We ran into the room as we saw oikawa choking and suffocating I sent one of the boys to get a doctor I ran to Tooru’s side his eyes were closing not on my watch we are keeping you around Oikawa tooru hoping I reached him in time I leaned over kissed him and said
Iwa: I love you Idiot
His body went limp and started to get scared a nurse ran in told us all to get out the room I was pacing back and forth scared because I did this to him I did this to my long time crush because I couldn’t find the balls to confess The nurse came out again 20 minutes later we asked how he was and she didn’t give up a reply so we instantly assumed the worse I ran in to his room
only to see he was yes unconscious but his heart was beating which was something I sat by him and started to talk hoping to wake him
Kawa coughed and out came a withered flower he slowly opened his eyes and tried to talk but couldn’t had that thing been attacking his throat
I told him to save his voice and write it down he did
Oikawa:✍️ Thank you for saving me
Iwa: stupidkawa I love you of course I would save you
Oikawa:✍️ My throat really hurts though
Iwa:was that flower attacking throat
Oikawa:✍️ yeah but I got so use to it scratching at me I stopped paying attention now it’s not there the pain it noticeable
Iwa:makes scenes can you manage a drink and we will call off practice for a while
Oikawa: ✍️ no keep practice going don’t make the kids slack off because of me and a drink would be nice I love you Iwa
Iwa:Love you too Tooru
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No words needed. XD
Tagging @nakizumie
#iwaizumi missing hours#iwaizumi hajime#haikyuu#hq#haikyuu iwaizumi#haikyuu memes#hq memes#iwaizumi#laineeey.💭
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Manager's random thots #1
✎ “ Oikawa not knowing how to use Facebook ”
: ̗̀➛ Manger’s/Author’s note: I just had this thought- don’t question me :,)
Oikawa strikes me as a person to have never used Facebook before, and has only every used Instagram, YouTube, Twitter etc. [He has tried... but failed, and had disintegrated that shit from his phone]
But he had to reinstall the app. Why? To watch nationals— [mans don't just want clips of the event, he wants to see the action and also the misery... of a certain team]
Imagine if Iwazumi was quite used to Facebook and had to slightly teach Tooru how to use it—
Oikawa: Iwa-chan, what's this?
Iwa: That's your friend list, people you add and they add back will become your "friend" and would show up here...
Oikawa: I seeee ~ why is there a marketplace?
Iwa: Some people like to promote products on the app, hence that-
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu scenarios#haikyuu crack#haikyuu oikawa#oikawa tōru#oikawa drabble#haikyuu iwaizumi#iwazumi hajime#iwazumi imagines#oikawa#iwazumi#💭 — manager's random thots
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❄️share your winter fluff HCs ♡❄️
it’s been super cold lately and i’m in a cuddly fluffy mood 🥰 so please share with me some cute winter HCs and scenarios of your fave ♡!
#inbox open darlings 🥰#bunny thoughts 💭#haikyuu x you#haikyuu!! x you#sawamura daichi#sugawara koushi#kageyama tobio#iwaizumi hajime#bokuto kotaro#kuroo tetsurō#kita shinsuke#miya atsumu#miya osamu#tsukishima kei#haikyuu#haikyuu!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BBY HAJIME!!! <3
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hi good morning sexy beasts 🤩🤩🤩 can u guys tell me about ur experience with tattoos bc 1. im writing tattoo artist!iwaizumi ha ha ha (sweats nervously) and 2. i kinda wanna get a tattoo myself
#does it hurt#how does it work#help me pls#💭.kiara#ive been having iwaizumi brainrot the last few days and i blame it on this wip 😞😞#also a drabble im writing which ill post soon hehe
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SUMMARY: a random one night stand at a party turns into friends with benefits with the seijoh’s ace, iwaizumi hajime.
CHARACTERS: iwaizumi hajime x f!reader
CONTENT WARNING: written fic, mature contents, nsfw, smut, toxic relationships, mentions of alcohol uses, mentions of mental health problems, family problems, high school stuffs. MINORS, BLANK AND AGELESS BLOGS DNI!
TAGLIST STATUS: OPEN
NOTE FROM NIS: i’ll try to update this fic regularly. it’s been in my drafts for 2 years lol (bcs i only posted it on ao3 and just had the chance to rewrite the whole thing) this fic contains mature contents and the characters are 18 (which is the legal of age) also, the timeline follows the manga which is set in 2012. let me know if anyone would like to be tagged for this fic <3 also i hope it will go well i'm lowkey scared /srs
MASTERLISTS:
ONE: IN THE NIGHT
TWO: I KNEW YOU WERE TROUBLE
THREE: WHAT’S UP WITH YOU?
FOUR: FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS
FIVE: HALF A HEART
SIX: WHAT ABOUT US?
SEVEN: TBD
[the playlist]
© all my written fics on toorusluvr shall not be posted anywhere without my permission.
#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#haikyuu!! x reader#haikyuu smut#hq smut#haikyuu!! smut#iwaizumi hajime#iwaizumi hajime x reader#iwaizumi hajime smut#iwaizumi x reader#iwaizumi smut#[💭]. ain’t my fault
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hello! i'm yujeong and this account is for haikyuu content ^^ this is not the first account i have but i got back into hq recently hehe
it's exam season for me rn, but i've been getting ideas and i wanna get back into writing!
i write anything other than nsfw content, my content would range from oneshots to hcs! hcs are my fave to write :D
feel free to request and i'll try to post it up asap! <3
do reblog/like if yall wanna be moots 🫶
#haikyuu#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu!!#kageyama x reader#atsumu x reader#tsukishima x reader#suna x reader#sugawara x reader#yamaguchi x reader#oikawa x reader#iwaizumi x reader#yujeong's 💭
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🐾Omegaverse Masterlist🐾
This will include all of my Omegaverse works, including the dark content. The key will be the same as usual, and I’ll make sure to add the dark content tags to be wary of but please double check the warnings on the post before reading. Italicised is a full-fledged fic.
— key : ♥️:smut | 💭:drabble |✖️:dark content
— meanings : “A”:Alpha | “B”:Beta | “O”:Omega
Omegaverse Dynamics [good to know for context]
Context — incest
General
Daichi
Ignited Fire♥️
Captains Courting Omega
Alpha harms their Omega
Omega in Distress
Spicy headcanons♥️
Knot headcanons♥️
Sugawara
Ignited Fire♥️
His Omega headcanons♥️
Tsukishima
Alpha!Tsukishima + breeding♥️💭
Asahi
Aces with Alpha-like Omega
Nishinoya
Scenting Omega headcanons
Oikawa
Captains Courting Omega
Alpha harms their Omega
I’m Sorry
Lashing out Headcanons
A!MatsuIwaOi x O!Hanamaki + ruts♥️💭
IwaOiMatsuHana ABO headcanons
Matsukawa
Pink Skirt♥️
A!MatsuIwaOi x O!Hanamaki + ruts♥️💭
IwaOiMatsuHana ABO headcanons
Hanamaki
Pink Skirt♥️
A!MatsuIwaOi x O!Hanamaki + ruts♥️💭
IwaOiMatsuHana ABO headcanons
Iwaizumi
Alpha!Iwaizumi x Beta!f!reader♥️💭
A!MatsuIwaOi x O!Hanamaki + ruts♥️💭
IwaOiMatsuHana ABO headcanons
Aces with Alpha-like Omega
Kindaichi
A!Kunimi x O!f!reader x O!Kindaichi♥️💭
Kunimi
A!Kunimi x O!f!reader x O!Kindaichi♥️💭
Kuroo
Spicy headcanons♥️
Captains Courting Omega
Alpha harms their Omega
Omega in Distress
Scenting their Omega
Kuroo in his rut♥️
Nekoma’s Omega Manager
A!Kuroo x B!f!reader
Poly KuroKen headcanons
Knot headcanons♥️
Yaku
A!LevYaku Poly headcanons♥️
Kenma
B!Kenma x A!reader, 💭♥️
Scenting their Omega
Poly KuroKen headcanons
Lev
A!LevYaku Poly headcanons♥️
Bokuto
Captains Courting their Omega
Alpha harms their Omega
Protective Alphas (+Akaashi)💭
A!Bokuto x O!f!reader💭♥️
The Perfect Family♥️✖️ [tw.noncon/rape, attempted drowning, forced pregnancy]
Peter, Paul, and Mary♥️✖️ [tw.dubcon/coercion]
Knot headcanons♥️
Aces with Alpha-like Omega
Akaashi
Protective Alphas (+Bokuto)💭
A!Akaashi x O!f!reader♥️
O!Akaashi x A!reader♥️, +heat cycle♥️
The Perfect Family♥️✖️ [tw.noncon/rape, attempted drowning, forced pregnancy]
Peter, Paul, and Mary♥️✖️ [tw.dubcon/coercion]
Soulmates♥️✖️ [tw.noncon/rape, dubcon/coercion]
Ushijima
Captains Courting their Omega
Spicy headcanons♥️
Alpha harms their Omega
Omega in Distress
A!Ushijima + size kink♥️
Regrets♥️, Sorrow
I’m sorry (alternate ending to Regrets)
Poly Shiratorizawa headcanons
Aces with Alpha-like Omega
Semi
Poly Shiratorizawa headcanons
Tendō
Poly Shiratorizawa headcanons
Kita
Captains Courting their Omega
Alpha harms their Omega
Atsumu
Comforting anxious omega
Scenting Omega, Omega scenting him
A!Atsumu x O!reader💭
Awakened♥️✖️ [tw.noncon/rape, dubcon/coercion]
Suna
Scenting Omega, Omega scenting him
Poly OsaSuna headcanons
A!Suna drabble💭♥️
Osamu
Comforting anxious omega
Scenting Omega, Omega scenting him
Awakened♥️✖️ [tw.noncon/rape, dubcon/coercion]
Poly OsaSuna headcanons
Lashing out Headcanons
Aran
Aces with Alpha-like Omega
Sakusa
Comforting anxious omega
A!Sakusa + size and breeding kink
A!Sakusa + Omega s/o nesting
Aces with Alpha-like Omega
Komori
A!Komori General headcanons
Hirugami
Comforting anxious omega
A!Hirugami General headcanons
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🍈🖇💭🌷 — HAIKYUU MASTERIST
🍜 — KARASUNO
HINATA SHOYO
KAGEYAMA TOBIO
🍜 — SEIJOH
OIKAWA TOORU
IWAIZUMI HAJIME
🍜 — NEKOMA
KUROO TETSURO
🍜 — FUKURODANI
BOKUTO KOTARO
AKAASHI KEIJI
🍜 — INARIZAKI + ITACHIYAMA
MIYA ATSUMU
MIYA OSAMU
SUNA RINTARO
KITA SHINSUKE
SAKUSA KIYOOMI
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