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spacefledgling · 3 months

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I low-key regret going on testosterone for 3 years because now people consistently mistake me for a cis man and that's just... so frustrating. Because I'm not a man.

But no one ever guesses "nonbinary" so, like, my options are to keep going like this, which I hate, or get laser hair removal and maybe voice training and be mistaken as a woman. Either way I lose, but I'd rather be seen as a woman than a man. Just seems like a lot of work.

#nonbinary

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spacefledgling · 3 months

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Sometimes I think about how, as a preschooler, I would tell my parents I wanted to die. I've often thought about how hard that was on them. But I've only just now realized that it was hard on me, too.

Like... I was 3 years old. I'm almost 29 now and it just hit me how scary it must have been for me, to already, at such a young age, think I was worth so little, that I was so flawed, that I deserved to die.

The fucked up thing is I still feel that way. But realizing that I've felt this way since I was a young child who could not possibly have deserved such self-hatred is helping me realize that maybe, just maybe, I don't deserve it now, either.

#tw suicidal ideation #cw suicidal ideation #tw sui ideation #cw sui ideation #tw depression #cw depression

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spacefledgling · 3 months

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I don't work.

I have autism, multiple mental illnesses, and chronic pain.

I've worked part-time before. It makes everything else nigh impossible, because it takes all my energy.

So I don't work. And when I tell people this, they immediately react with disgust.

I'm doing the best I can. Please stop assuming I'm just a lazy piece of shit and treating me poorly because of things I have no control over.

#i don't know how to tag this #mental illness #autism #chronic pain

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spacefledgling · 4 months

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Just wanted to share a few more combo flags I made, in case they're useful to anyone else! On the left is juxera + maverique. In the middle is maverique + proxvir, and on the right is juxera + maverique + proxvir.

#maverique #proxvir #juxera #bigender #trigender

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spacefledgling · 4 months

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Demifluid Combo Flags

Hi, everyone! I made some demifluid combo flags to indicate which gender one has that's static. I know others have made similar flags before, but I couldn't quite find what I was looking for and wanted to be thorough.

I'm happy to add even more combos if anyone requests one. I'll also happily post combos with demifaun, demifaunet, demifae, demifaer, demiflor, and demifloren upon request. (I already made them but didn't want to clog anyone's dash more than I already am).

Anyway, here they are: