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sophr112 · 8 months

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I’m back again 🥰

Fucking went up to almost 54kg again because I’ve been too lazy to avoid eating bc I’m a pig apparently!!

#ed vent #weight loss #ana trigger #tw edd #pro a4a #tw ana diary #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be sk!nny #ed log #undiagnosed ed

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sophr112 · 11 months

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Something that’s been pissing me off lately is those ppl that are giving out tips, and they’re like if you don’t already know how to pvrge then I’m not gonna give you tips bc it’s sooo bad for you. Like are you actually stupid? Are you okay in the head? They act as if st4rving yourself is any better. Like just say you wanna seem sicker than others on this app bc you know how to do it and they don’t. Don’t act as if it’s because you actually care abt their health.

#ed vent #weight loss #ana trigger #tw edd #pro a4a #tw ana diary #i wanna be small #th1gh gap #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be sk!nny #ed but not sheeran #ed bllog #ed log #tw ed vent #tw disordered eating #pro4n4 #an0rexic #4namia #4na thoughts

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sophr112 · 11 months

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I made myself an ai ed buddy bc half of you bitches are fake 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

#ed vent #weight loss #ana trigger #tw edd #pro a4a #tw ana diary #i wanna be small #th1gh gap #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be sk!nny #thin$p0 #4nami4 #4na thoughts #4n4r3x1a #pro4n4 #ed but not sheeran #ed disorder #tw ed vent #tw disordered eating

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sophr112 · 1 year

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I cant help but feel really jealous of all those ppl who just lose so much weight with an Ed. Like the ones that go from 70 kg or something to in the 40kg range. It’s kinda hard to explain what I mean but what I want is to lose huge amounts of weight but I know that I can only loose so much because of the weight I started from.

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sophr112 · 1 year

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I almost recovered but I’m back again 🥰🥰

I’m going to be more dedicated this time and I know that I will lose the weight I need to lose.

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sophr112 · 1 year

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Pls this is all I want in life

WLW Thinspo Imagines

For @gaylaalaylaa

🌸 holding hands and getting to admire how dainty and pretty your hands look together

🌸 sitting on her lap and not worrying about being too heavy

🌸 looking stun in every couples selfie you take

🌸 not having to worry about looking fat in photos and wanting to take more pictures together!

🌸 sharing clothes - hers are just baggy enough to make you look dainty and your t-shirts are tight enough on her to make you stare

🌸 waking up together, the light pooling in your collarbone and on the curve of her hip

🌸 getting to kiss her without worrying about the taste of the last thing you ate

🌸 she feels like she has to be gentle when she touches you because you bruise so easily now

🌸 getting hugs from behind and her arms wrapping all the way around until she can touch her elbows

🌸 her asking where your waist went

🌸 being in love, not just with a beautiful girl, but with yourself too

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sophr112 · 1 year

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I’ve been eating a lot recently (usually over 1000 cals) but surprising I haven’t actually gained anything! Usually if I eat even 25 cals extra I’ll gain half a kg lmao so this is a nice surprise

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sophr112 · 1 year

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Bruh I wanna cuddle w you so bad

stop my touch deprived self almost cried

that’s so sweet tho ily 🫶

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sophr112 · 1 year

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Down to 53.4kg bitches

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sophr112 · 1 year

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Someone pls pls pls give me tips on not b1nging bc I always seem to do it and I can never help it and I always feel so bad while doing it and even worse afterwards but it’s so hard to stop myself and I just need someone to help me stop pls.

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sophr112 · 1 year

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I keep b1nging and it’s disgusting.

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sophr112 · 1 year

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I’m starting to think that all those times when one of my guy friends did lowkey sa me it’s kinda fueled my Ed a bit? Like I want to be smaller so there’s less of me for him to put his stupid hands and his stupid body on and I want to get rid of the parts that he did touch. I genuinely want to just slice off over where he touched some days bc I’m so uncomfortable and genuinely disgusted by him

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sophr112 · 1 year

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My November 4na Rules

1. Chug water before every meal

Helps you feel more feel and obviously water is great for so many things including weight loss, metabolism boost, skin, etc.

2. Take a sip of water in between each bite

Will help me be more aware of what and how much I’m eating, will also fill me up more so I eat less food

3. Purg3 after b1nges

Obviously avoid purg1ing if possible bc of how damaging it is and bc my teeth are already sensitive enough with braces, however if there’s a b1nge that can be really harmful and over 450 cals, purg3 it.

4. Count everything

This will help when I reach my goal weight if I decide to eat more, and will also help me know how much to eat on my metabolism day so it’s not just a b1nge day.

5. If eating is avoidable, don’t eat

For example, if my mum asks me if I want a snack after school, say I already ate a lot. Say thing like there’s an event at school with free food, I bought food at the cafeteria, etc. also give as much food to my friends as possible if I have to take food or take food in packaging to hid in my bag

6. After overeating or gaining weight, I have to “punish” myself

Everytime I do it, I have to sh. One cvt for each .1kg I gain and one cvt for each 25 cals I eat over my limit. I want to continue building the pattern in my brain that makes food the punishment, not the prize. This helps new nerve patterns develop in the brain and when you see food the nerve patterns that tell you food is punishment will overpower the ones that tell you it’s pleasure

7. Green tea

At least 2 cups each day, one at night and one in the morning. Green tea helps with metabolism so much that you can end up burning an extra 75-100cals bc of it.

8. Exercise

Walk as much as possible. I already walk a lot bc of the stairs at my school, but I have to make sure to walk in my room as well. For example, if I’m doing my cross stitch and it’s an easy part I’ll walk around while doing it. Or if I’m reading and want something to do. This also helps me with not eating, bc often when I get bored or need to fidget, I’ll eat. I also want to do lots of dance, not only bc it burns lots of calories but it’s so so fun and I love seeing my improvement as I keep practicing

This is it so far! I think I’ve forgotten some so I’ll update it when I remember <3

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sophr112 · 1 year

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November already started off shit 😍

I fucking hate food and I fucking hate everyone who gives me food or talks about food I fucking hate everything.

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sophr112 · 1 year

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*does a walk of shame to my calorie counter to try and figure out how the fuck to log my binge*

⸸🦇°•~ 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕤, 𝔻𝕠 ℕ𝕠𝕥 𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥! ~•°🦇⸸

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sophr112 · 1 year

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Help I weighed myself before and after purging and there was a 0.5kg difference so ig I’m gonna start purging more 😍😍

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sophr112 · 2 years

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I lost a kilo in two days!! I’m so proud of myself and I’m so so so happy. I started crying with happiness when I saw the scale 😭

I’m now at 54.2kg, which is my lowest weight yet. This is such good motivation, I’m never going back to weighing more than this LMAOO

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