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pawphobia · 17 days

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Fuck Israel

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pawphobia · 18 days

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I’m confused and needs some systems help.

Recently something similar to a system reset (ramcoa) happened to us. But we are not ramcoa survivors, what is this? Everyone from our system went into a side system and now we have a new main system. What happened? Does anyone know?

#ramcoa #ramcoa mention #anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system #sys help

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pawphobia · 19 days

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I told my mom i got a gf, she went “okay..so?” LMAO

#supportive parents #lgbtqia #anti endo #girlfriend #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system

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pawphobia · 20 days

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How do you tell your mom you have a girlfriend..?

#please send help #girlfriend #anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system

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pawphobia · 22 days

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pawphobia · 23 days

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When you see it, REBLOG IT.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

If you ever want to talk: My Tumblr ask is always open.

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pawphobia · 23 days

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Could i request a sysbox that says something along the lines of 'this system is very autistic about FNaF!!' With the picture i put below? (And maybe if you could make it purple?)

Sorry if thats alot to ask!! You of course dont have to make it or you could do it simpler if need be!!

Done !! The wording confuses me a bit but 🤷

#anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system #sysboxes #sysbox #requests open

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pawphobia · 24 days

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could ya make 2 userboxes like "this alter is a fictive of Norman Polk" and "this alter is a fictive of Sammy Lawrence" preferably with pictures of 'em both (they're both from bendy and the ink machine) :33

Hope i did the right characters !! If not let me know

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pawphobia · 24 days

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Hey, I think that ask abt the Palestine donations is a scam..,,. You might want to delete the post.

I did !! Thanks to you and someone else who told me :)

Please don’t do that kind of stuff! This is an extremely series situation/genocide. Free 🇵🇸

#anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system #free palestine #free gaza #f

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pawphobia · 25 days

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omg I'm so sorry but I realized I said headspace but I meant innerworld-you don't have to fix it !! just saying in gene

Yep !! Heres both versions :)

#low spoons #anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system

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pawphobia · 25 days

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if I'm allowed to request a box "this users headspace is the backrooms" please!/nf

Done !! Hope its okay ^^

#anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system #userbox #user box #sysboxes #sysbox #sys boxes

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pawphobia · 25 days

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Give me sysbox/yserbox requests im bored

#anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system

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pawphobia · 28 days

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why are irls in your dni? having a delusion doesnt mean being anti recovery /genq

Honestly they make me uncomfortable, and i know this isn’t always the case but the ones i’ve met are always anti recovery and push people deeper into delusions. Again, not always the case, I’m just, uncomfortable with them after many bad experiences.

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pawphobia · 29 days

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Doin a system introduction !! /pinned post.

Whomp whomp

Names: Fang, Alistair, Graves, and Ky (key)

Nicknames (ask before using: Al, Ev

Collective Pronouns: It/Ze/Paw/Pup/Lost/Blood/Red

Collective Gender: Nonbinary??

Body age: Under 18, but in high school.

Headcount: 120+

Diagnosis’s: Autism, GAD, Persistent Depression, Processing Disorder

Undiagnosed: MaDD, System/Osdd1b

Extra: Use tone tags pls!!

Dni:

Under 13 bodily, Basic dni, Anti xenos/neos, Icest/Illegal shippers, Endogenics + Their supporters, Overly rude people, Anti recovery, IRLS, Pro delusions, Anti agere/petre, Kink/Nsfw centered accounts

:p

Hmmm

Under the cut is our freq fronters

Graves/Ky || Host + Persecutor (healing) + Holder || || Ask prns || Bodies Age || 🩸

Lucifer || Fictive + Co-Host + Caretaker + Protector || He/Him || 4.5 billion+ || 🦆

Kayuri || Unknown || Unsure || 8 ish ? Possible age slider to older tho || 🦴

We have one more but they are vulnerable so we will not be sharing information about them.

We usually go through rotations of who frequently fronts. Graves/Ky is our almost always consistent alter in the rotation!

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pawphobia · 29 days

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Are you 18+? Or <18?

I’m under 18, why?

#anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system #osddid #osdd community #did osdd #actually osdd #osdd alter #osdd #osdd 1b #send asks #asks

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pawphobia · 1 month

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Random information abt my system because i can :3

We have.. 3.. castiel alters- from spn. Which isn’t much compared to others, but my god it gets confusing .. doesn’t help that we split super easily too and are heavily hyperfixated on castiel and dean (destiel mwuahahahahha).

Our innerworld is like, so many places yet so like, simple? But its rly not, its so simple to understand in my mind yet so complex to explain. The main place is a forest with a small stream leading to a lakeish thing, there is also a mansion that i don’t have access to- it looks creepy tho/pos. I’m not to sure how our inner world works tbh, i know that our dormancy area is like.. think the upsidedown from stranger things. Just a black void with a slight line of water on the ground so you make noise no matter how still you try to be. You just kinda wander, unable to speak to anyone or find anything..- anyways.

For some reason, our introjects/fictives typically have roles that would make sense for them like canonly if that makes sense, so for example our husk introject is what we are calling a bartender ! Which is basically the person everyone goes to to talk to, whether thats venting/ranting, or just talking about their day is up to them! Husk surprisingly isn’t good at people but is good at listening. Does anyone know why their roles are like that? I am autistic- but i dunno if that explains it or not.

Along with that, the relationships of our fictives tend to be similar to their source- like our husk and angel dust fictives are dating, our castiel (1) has a crush on our dean .. like?? Is this normal???

Hmmm what else … oh !!! Some facts:

I’m (graves) almost always near front !! To some level, unless I’m dormant, I’m in some way always conscious of whats going on and i do have some influence on the other alters the, the closer to front i am- the more influence i have / the stronger my influence my is!

We’re little, protector, and traumaholder heavy :3

We used to think we were endogenic, tho through the help of my friends i accepted my trauma ! And have further educated myself on how endogenic systems are incredibly harmful to actual systems.

We have over 115 registered(profiles made) alters! Though i suspect its much higher and they js haven’t been making profiles -_-

We’re nonhuman and hybrid heavy !!! (So like human x creature)

Our sourcelist is so fuckin random like goddamn

We split like everyday it feels like. (We live in a stressful and traumatic environment)

Idk what else to say but ye thanks for listening :3

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pawphobia · 1 month

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I wanna info dump abt my sys so badly but idk what to say 😔

#anti endo #did system #endos dni #osdd system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #did alter #dissociative system #pdid system #system

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