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lustertyun · 5 days

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I don't feel guilty enough about what I eat in my opinion. I know I've been eating about 400cals a day (when I don’t liquid fast) but still I should want to aim lower

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lustertyun · 6 days

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almost hit my record again if it weren't for me having to participate in family dinner but it's okay I only ate 300cals

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lustertyun · 12 days

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''but if you strv3 you will be too sknny for men and lose your period :(''

THERES NO DOWNSIDE IN THAT SENTENCE??? ^^

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lustertyun · 14 days

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it's weird how when i see people with tummies like a little pudge on their lower stomach I find it so cute but on myself it makes me want to scratch my skin till it bleeds

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lustertyun · 19 days

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the only thing that doesn’t make me feel like shit after a metabolism day is the fact that I can poop

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lustertyun · 20 days

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we are so back

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lustertyun · 25 days

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I ate like a normal human being (still under my bmr) cause my family just came to my house to break ramadan fast with us (I'm not muslim but they are) so let's call today a metabolism day and do a liquid fast tomorrow

Also gonna have a hard time refusing to eat for eid but 2 metabolism days in a month is fine

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lustertyun · 26 days

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When you start to feel like you're gonna slip and binge cause you already ate more than you should've

Think about those toddlers who dump the whole cup of water to the floor when they spill a little bit

You're not a kid

Get a hold of yourself and get back on track you didn't ruin anything yet

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lustertyun · 26 days

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Anyone has an alternative to diet coke/coke zero (in europe)? Cause we boycotting in this house but we still need 0cal drinks

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lustertyun · 26 days

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scrolling on edblr cause ⭐️ving gives me insomnia

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lustertyun · 26 days

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my dad threw the kitchen scale away I'm gonna rip my hair out whyyyy

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lustertyun · 1 month

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drinking a lot of water is annoying cause then I have to pee a lot but I comfort myself by saying that each time I go to the toilet is steps more

#ed relapse #ed tag #ed related #3d vent #tw ed tag #3d things #3dtumblr #3d blog #tw 3d #3d tumblr #tw 3d vent #ed diet #ana fast #4n0r3x14 #4n4m1a #4norexi4 #⭐️ve #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving

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lustertyun · 2 months

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Since this I learned from my gyno that my uterus is bigger than it should be that means no matter how much I starve myself I'll never have a flat stomach 😀

The fact that the only part of my body that isn't slimming down is my lower stomach just proves that all the weight I gained is because of my birth control but it also means that it's going to be a bitch to lose

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lustertyun · 2 months

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I miss ana

I miss having the world spin whenever I got up too fast

I miss feeling every and each one of my ribs

I miss putting on pants I wore in high school and them being looser every time

I miss the feeling of cold water trickling down my throat and settling in my empty stomach

I miss feeling weirdly energetic despite having eaten less than 500 cals

I miss how creative I was with all my meals

I miss measuring my body and seeing the numbers go down

I miss how cold and fragile I felt

I miss ana

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lustertyun · 3 months

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My arm got pinched pretty hard by a door and I didn't even flinch (used to cut myself this is nothing) , my friend commented that our other friend had screamed when it happened to her then added that maybe cause I was bigger it didn't hurt as much. Don't mind me I'm just gonna go starve in my corner and never talk to anyone ever again bye I want to fucking cry

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lustertyun · 8 months

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Can't believe my lowest weight was 65kg. What kind of disappointing weight is that it's someone's highest weight not something to be proud of

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lustertyun · 8 months

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My cousin has gotten a sleeve surgery today that means she'll start losing weight fast while i gsined shit ton of weight during exam period i refuse to be bigger than her i would rather kms than seeing her smaller than me

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