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liliesdiary · 3 days

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awww I love this sm 💗

It was late at night.

Alexandria was practically silent outside, the only noises being the cicadas chirping in the distance. You were listening to the familiar rhythm of the noise tossing and turning in bed while waiting for Daryl to get home.

He'd been out all day, and you weren't sure why. Most mornings, you'd either wake up with him next to you, peacefully asleep, or you'd wake up to him kissing your forehead before heading out, wheather to was to hunt, or work on his bike.

But today, you woke up with an empty bed and an even emptier house. He was nowhere to be found. You'd been worried something had happened, maybe you'd upset him doing something the day before. Daryl always seemed to close himself off when he was upset. Everything seemed to be okay between the two of you, though. You'd fallen asleep the night before, him holding his arms around your waist with his face nuzzled into the nape of your neck.

Where could he be?

Suddenly, you flipped around at the sound of the front door opening and closing. Slipping on one of Daryl's shirts, you tumbled out of bed and down the stairs, and there he was.

Daryl was kicking off his boots at the front door with his crossbow slung over his shoulders. He looked stressed, setting his crossbow down by the door and scrubbing his hands over his face, sighing.

You stepped forward quietly, until you were stood right in front of him, grabbing his hand and rubbing your thumb over his knuckles.

"What's wrong, Daryl? You okay?" You ask, keeping your tone soft, like he could break at any firmer of a tone.

"'S nothin'. I'm fine." He muttered, his gaze dropping down to his shoes, hair falling in front of his face.

You wordlessly guided him upstairs to the bed, sitting him down on the edge with his feet planted on the floor in front of him. He looked on the brink of tears, almost, his breathing shallow. His lips were set in a firm line, and he kept his eyes on the floor.

You started pulling off his vest and shirt, getting him ready to relax and lay down. You'd known him long enough that he felt comfortable showing the scars on his back to you. Usually, you found yourself tracing them with the tip of your fingers, gently pressing kisses onto them when he was asleep next to you. (Or so you thought. He could always feel when you did it.)

"I didn't see you today," You whispered to him, sitting down by him and leaning your head against his shoulder. Daryl wasn't an overly affectionate person most days, especially when he was upset. You knew he still loved it when you held him, but sometimes he couldn't handle it. "Wanna tell me what's wrong? I won't push, if you don't wanna tell me," You assured him.

Daryl was dead silent for a moment, still staring down at the ground in front of him. It wasn't that he didn't feel safe enough to tell you, it was more that he wasn't sure how to vocalize his feelings. His whole life, he'd been told by his father and his brother that he couldn't feel as deeply as he did.

"My momma died, 'round this time 'a year when I was a lil' kid." He started, taking another breath and scrubbing his hands over his face. "I don't like thinkin' 'bout it, but I still wanna honor 'er." His voice was so quiet, words breaking up. He didn't dare make eye contact with you.

You thought about your words before speaking. "Was she good to you?"

"Yeah. Yeah, she was good." Daryl replied, fidgeting with his hands. "She'd... uh, she'd always make sure I was happy. Never remember her yellin' at me or Merle. Stood up fer me when my dad was bein' a dick. I was a pussy as a kid, though, always cryin' when I had ta' be 'round a lotta people. She'd take care 'a me when I panicked."

Daryl had a very fond memory of his mother. The woman always managed to keep a gentle hand with him. When he was young, he'd never stray from her shadow. He remembered the way she'd carefully trim his hair for him when it got too long. She'd patch up his wounds, no matter where they came from, whether it was his father, Merle, kids in the neighborhood, or just a small mistake. She'd hold his hand when they walked through crowds, days that he'd be so nervous he'd break down. She always managed to calm him down.

He was heartbroken after she died. She was his source of comfort; she was his home. He no longer had that sense of security and love, only his aggressive brother and abusive dad. He was forced by the remaining people around him to suppress his emotions, his grief and pain. When it all became too much, he'd run out to the woods and hide somewhere he was sure he couldn't be found and cry all his emotions out.

"You weren't a pussy, Daryl, you just needed some help. It's okay to feel the way you did," You replied to him carefully. You weren't going to push him to tell you more, even though you wanted to know details of his childhood so bad. You wanted to soothe his scars, his hurt.

"She died smokin' cigarettes in bed. I watched my house go up. Kids in my neighborhood, police- hell, everyone was lookin' at me, like I knew what happened." He whispered, his voice getting softer. You soon realized that he was sniffling, physically holding back tears. "I jus' ran- I ran out to the woods. Wasn't nothin' else to do. Couldn't go home," and just like that, the lump in his throat dissolved into nothing, his vision blurring.

"Sweetheart..." You trailed off, taking his beautiful face in your hands. You rubbed your thumbs against his cheeks softly, watching his expression as he sniffled out uneven breaths.

"'M sorry... 'm not tryin' 'ta--" He mumbled through tears, his voice breaking.

You couldn't help but embrace him, holding him in your arms with his face pressed against your shoulder. You ran your fingers through his hair comfortingly, pressing kisses into the top of his head every few minutes. He had his arms wrapped around you, hands gripping the fabric of your (his) shirt. You just sat there holding him, giving him the comfort he deserved, the comfort he'd never gotten as a child.

It appalled you that anyone could hurt the beautiful man in front of you. He deserved so much love, so much care. Daryl was so used to taking care of everyone else, that he'd never gotten the opportunity to take care of himself.

"You don't ever have to apologize for feeling. Not to me, not to anyone, Daryl," You murmured into his hair, listening as his breaths slowly evened out as he calmed down. "I promise, you can come to me when you need to. I'll never make you feel bad for crying- for hurting, either- 'cause I love you."

Daryl picked his head up from your shoulder to properly look you in the eyes, bringing one of his hands up to push some of your hair behind your ear. "What would I do without ya?" He asked, sniffling, not waiting for a response.

You gave him a gentle smile, tugging him back on the bed as you moved to lay down. "C'mere, pretty boy. Let's lay down, yeah?"

Daryl scooted back with you, not arguing. You pulled him so that he was laying his head on your chest, his body weight on top of you. The pressure felt comforting for the both of you, reassuring. You continued swiping your fingers through his hair as he began drifting off.

Right before the two of you could fall asleep, you heard him whisper something to you, just loud enough for you to hear. "I love you, too."

You'd always be there for him; his anchor, his home.

I hope this wasn't too horrible lmaooo it's kinda rushed😭 Lmk if yall want any more concepts like this‼️

#daryl dixon #the walking dead #daryl twd #the walking dead daryl dixon #twd daryl dixon #the walking dead daryl #twd daryl #daryl x female reader #daryl dixon fanfiction #daryl dixon drabbles

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liliesdiary · 4 days

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one of my favorite lana songs 💗

baby if u love me you’ll call me ur bunny, tell me that i’m just a baby honey, beat me and tell me that no one will love me ˚୨୧₊♱

#smarty #who has a face like smarty does #call me ur bunny #kissing me til i see the sunshine #girlblogger #bunny #just girly things #lana del rey #girlblogging #tumblr 2014 #lizzy grant #ultraviolence #coney island baby #coquette #lana del ray aka lizzy grant

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liliesdiary · 4 days

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the horrors that are contained within the drafts section of a girlblog’s profile is something no one should bare witness to

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liliesdiary · 8 days

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♡Lace my weed with fun stuff and take advantage of me♡

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liliesdiary · 8 days

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manifesting

“I’m sorry baby I just couldn’t help it. You looked so cute asleep. I know it hurts you’re just so tight right now. Don’t struggle okay?”

As you thrust into me and pin my arms down as I’m waking up

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liliesdiary · 8 days

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manifesting

i'm sorry, i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry, please stop crying. please stop begging, i can't stop. you feel too good, i can't stop now, i'm already so close —

what ? of course i'm finishing inside of you. no , no , no don't look so scared now. please , i can't help myself

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liliesdiary · 8 days

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💘

Always horny boyfriend 🤝 girlfriend that loves getting fed cum and being a free use sex toy

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liliesdiary · 8 days

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thinking about him right now

i just want him to completely let go of himself while he fucks me.

forget that i’m anything more than an object to be used, make me squirm and whine as he just thrusts into me relentlessly, him pushing me into the mattress and pulling my hips closer so he can just make it go deeper.

i want him to focus on nothing but his pleasure, whatever he has to do to satisfy every unspoken urge.

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liliesdiary · 8 days

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𝕾𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖚𝖑 𝕿𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖘 • 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖉 𝕯𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝕯𝖔 𝕹𝖔𝖙 𝕰𝖆𝖙

• "𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚"

dubcon, somno

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liliesdiary · 8 days

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sinful thoughts • let me use you

I love it when he fucks my exhausted body, putting his hands around my throat and squeezing the life out of me. loving the way I struggled to get him off, fucking me harder as I begin to lose consciousness. I love how he uses me, whispering in my ear, "be a good doll for me, you said I could use you, so let me use you."

#cnc #cnc somno #somno breeding #somno fantasy #somno k!nk #soft somno #tw: dubcon #sinful thoughts <3

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liliesdiary · 8 days

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— valentine’s day 💌💕

[Free] Masterlist Headers & Dividers!

Please consider liking or reblogging if you use 💕

#valentines day #Valentine’s day #hearts #dividers #fic dividers #tumblr dividers #post dividers #aesthetic dividers #type: dividers #theme: hearts #theme: holiday #color: pink #color: red

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liliesdiary · 11 days

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omg where do u get ur gifs for ur earlier fics? i remember u posted the accounts user that posted the gifs line hot dad smth but i don’t remember it lol!

I've spent all day trying to look for the account but I couldn't find it 😭 it was like hotdad and a bunch of random numbers, I think the account got taken down, I'm still trying to look for it though! <3

#lily <3

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liliesdiary · 12 days

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you're so sweet 💌

shane walsh x innocent submissive girl moodboard xx

Shane's Submissive Wife

angels : @dustbunniess @taylormarieee @silk-spun @hannahkay-411 @sinsandsweetness

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liliesdiary · 12 days

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Hi mama, haven’t spoken to you in a while sweetheart! How are you mama😘

hi angel! 💗 I've been doing good! I've just been resting and focusing on my health recently. how have you been sweetheart??

#londyn<33 #lily <3

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liliesdiary · 12 days

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shane walsh x innocent submissive girl moodboard xx

Shane's Submissive Wife

angels : @dustbunniess @taylormarieee @silk-spun @hannahkay-411 @sinsandsweetness @versatilehater

#moodboard #coquette #twd moodboard #twd aesthetic #the walking dead #shane walsh #shane walsh headcannons #shane walsh smut #shane walsh x reader #shane walsh moodboard #shane twd #twd #shane walsh imagine #twd imagine #the walking dead moodboard

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liliesdiary · 23 days

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💘

⋆ .˚ 𖧷 April will bring us blessings

⋆ .˚ 𖧷 April will bring us happiness

⋆ .˚ 𖧷 April will bring us realization

⋆ .˚ 𖧷 April will bring us good vibes

⋆ .˚ 𖧷 April will bring us contentment

⋆ .˚ 𖧷 April will bring us peace in all aspects of our lives

❤︎ ⋆ 𓂃 ⭒ claim it ⭒ 𓂃 ⋆ ❤︎

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liliesdiary · 26 days

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I've been doing good angel, thank you for asking! I've just been trying to take care of myself more, mwah💘 I hope you feel better soon! enjoy your food

hi angel 💘 how are you?

Hi baby! I'm ok, today was a bit rough but I got through it! I'm home now and my moms picking up some food so I'll be better hopefully! How are you sweetheart? I've missed you!💓

MWAH💋

#lily <3

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