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My Life With The Winchesters: Part 1

Some Backstory: Hi everyone, so I am going in for the LONG HALL with a new fic series. It’s going to be a Dean Winchester x reader where I follow the series and write the reader into it. I always daydream about myself being in Supernatural so I figured why not write all of my storylines into a fanfic! So the reader’s first appearance is in the finale of Season 1

When Bobby, my uncle, called my name and said John Winchester was in major trouble my heart sunk. Sure, he didnt always get along with my uncle but he was always smiles and honey when talking to me. It also didn’t hurt that his two sons were constantly around my house growing up. Sam was two years older than, Dean, 6. When i found out Sam had stood up to his dad and went to Stanford I was so proud of him. I did get to hear a huge earful from Dean and John but never once did I say Sam was a terrible person for wanting to do something different from this shit life.

“Sam!” I yelled running over and hugging him. Him and Dean had showed up, a demon, Meg had kidnapped John along with the yellow-eyed bastard that killed their mom and Sam’s girlfriend.

Sam returned the hug, Dean eyed me for a while, “Well you’ve grown up” he said smiling. I rolled my eyes,

“Yeah well the last time you saw me i was 16 Dean” He smirked and Bobby called us back to reality by pointing out a symbol that could trap a demon.

“It’s called a devil’s trap. Will trap anyone of them bastards if they step foot in it.”

The gasping made us all turn our attention to Meg, the demon was gone but the woman she possessed was alive, barely, but breathing.

“I’ve been awake for some of it” she started saying as Sam and Dean were at her side. I walked over and bent down next to Dean, I grabbed her hand and held on. Dean started questioning her about where John was.

“Sunrise” was the last word she spoke, I looked at Sam, heartbroken and confused.

“Please be careful” I said hugging Sam tight. He smiled, “Always” I pulled away and looked up at him, his smile was warm but I could see the uncertainty of what they were about to do plaguing his eyes.

“Let me come with you, I’m a hell of a hunter” I said looking to my uncle for support, he smiled and nodded his head,

“Yeah she is, but sweetie you better sit this one out” I went to object when I felt Dean’s hand on my shoulder.

“Maybe when you’re older princess” He said in his cocky tone, the nickname was one he called me frequently when we were younger and it made me roll my eyes.

“Right” I said going to walk away when he pulled me in for a hug.

“It was good seeing you, try not to be a stranger after this” and there it was, my sweet innocent school-girl crush on Dean Winchester that started when I was a young girl was back….

“Bring him around would ya, I won’t even try to shoot him this time” Bobby said as his send off to the Winchester boys, I took Bobby’s large lore book from the living room and ran towards Sam.

“Hey, here take this. Hopefully it’ll do you some good okay?” I handed it to Sam and he smiled, thanking me and him and Dean walked out of the house with one last smile back at me.

Bobby looked down at me and pulled me in for a side hug, “They’ll be okay” I nodded trying to hide the tears of fear that ran down my cheeks.

#supernatural #supernatural fic #dean winchester x reader #fan fiction #dean winchester #winchester brothers #sam winchester #john winchester #castiel

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liliacvol6 · 3 years

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Sony and Marvel, trying to figure out how Spider-Man: No Way Home trailer got leaked

Meanwhile, the person who leaked it and caused a Nexus Event

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♡ asks ♡

Do you have freckles?

Do you drink tea or coffee? How do you take it?

What was the last song you listened to?

Do you sleep on your back, stomach or side?

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

Do you prefer drawing or writing?

What’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with?

What’s your favorite band/artist?

When is your birthday?

How tall are you?

What color are your eyes?

Who are five (or more) people you want to hug right now?

Fears?

What’s your favorite color?

What’s your favorite season?

Want any tattoos? What of?

Want any piercings? Where?

Who is the last person you texted?

Do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends?

What/who do you miss?

How was your day today?

How much sleep did you get last night?

Do you believe in aliens?

When was the last time you cried? Why?

What’s your favorite decade?

What are some seemingly childish things you like?

What’s your favorite book? Or just one you’ve read a few times?

How are you, really?

Does it take you a long time to make decisions?

What are you looking forward to in the near future?

What are you looking forward to in the distant future?

If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go?

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?

What’s your favorite flower?

Do you currently have a squish?

Do you like your middle name?

Do you prefer dogs or cats?

Do you have any phobias?

Do you stay up late?

Do you like the beach? Do you prefer it sunny or cloudy?

What’s your favorite cartoon?

Tag 5 of your favorite blogs

Do you have siblings? How many?

Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?

Is there anyone you would die for?

What do you need when you’re sad?

Have you memorized your phone number?

Who’s someone you can trust with your life?

What does your last text say?

Wild Card. Any question, ask away.

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Karen Cheok on Instagram

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you think youre a loki stan? my dad turned off Thor 2 after loki fake died. I had to spoil the ending for him so he would finish it

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how to be my friend on tumblr

1. literally just fucking talk to me

2. thats it

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liliacvol6 · 3 years

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Just Famous

Pairing: Tom Holland x reader

Summary: You’re THE up and coming movie star, he’s the guy that plays Spider-Man. What happens when he reveals in an interview that you’re his celebrity crush

Warnings: Honestly just a cute ass lil story

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I had this in my drafts forever so I figured I should probably post it eventually :)))

(Y/F/N) - your first name

(Y/L/N)- your last name

(Y/B/F) - your best friend’s name

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You sat on your couch reading a news article about the up and coming movie Spider-Man Far From Home. You were a large marvel fan and had wanted to get into the movie series, you auditioned for MJ but it ultimately went to Zendaya. You talked about this recently in an interview, how losing the role made you work harder and that’s how you go the role you were nominated for an oscar with.

“Y/N!!” Your manager and friend called to you, you looked up from your phone. Their face was bright red and they held out their phone, “Fucking watch this”

You grabbed her phone and pressed play. It was a video from an interview from the Far From Home press tour. Tom Holland, Zendaya and Jacob Batalon sat laughing and giggling while the interviewer came up with the next question, she waited for the giggles to die down and then said,

“So (Y/F/N) (Y/L/N) auditioned for the role of MJ, do you think the movie would’ve been way different if she was cast and Zendaya, you weren’t?” Tom started looking around the room at everyone and as Zendaya started to speak Tom threw his hands in the air waving around,

“Wait just a minute, (Y/F/N) (Y/L/N) could’ve been my MJ? Are you serious??” Tom was smiling widely now, Zendaya slapped his arm and Jacob rolled his eyes,

“What am I not good enough??” Zendaya asked laughing, Tom shook his head and put his face in his hands

“No, you’re great but she’s celebrity crush for sure and I would love to meet her”

You gasped as your manager started laughing, “How crazy is that?” She asked taking her phone back. You couldn’t stop yourself from giggling. Tom Holland was extremely cute and from what you had seen in interviews and red carpet appearances he was a real sweetheart too, and YOU were his celebrity crush... you couldn’t believe it.

~~~~~One week later~~~~~

In the past week you were still swimming around with the thought of Tom Holland. It was just a stupid comment that he probably didn’t mean but you couldn’t stop thinking about it. The day you thought you had gotten over it, your manager informed you that you were just invited to the Far From Home premiere in two days. Naturally, this caused you to freak the fuck out even more than you already were. You called up your best friend and asked them to join you at the premiere. They said yes and now it was time for you to find the outfit.

*I’m in love with this dress btw *

You settled on a dress dress that was to die for. The red was a not so subtle nod to one of Spiderman’s iconic colors and you looked stunning.

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The Night of the Premiere

“Okay we are approaching so you and (Y/B/F) get ready to depart the car” Your driver told you, you looked at your best friend and they smiled back at you. You were nervous yet excited, nervous because even though you’re an actress you still got nervous in front of the camera. Also nervous because you were most likely going to meet Tom Holland tonight, which also had you excited.

The car came to a stop and the door opened, you could see some flashing cameras in the distance and knew that’s the destination you had to get to. You stepped out of the car and people started screaming. You say all of the Spiderman fans screaming and waving. You waved back to them and (Y/B/F) came over and grabbed your hand, leading you to where you had to go. You scanned the people that were waiting to go onto the carpet. You were slightly overwhelmed with the amount of marvel stars that had shown up.

“Holy shit, this is insane” Your best friend whispered to you as they also looked around at all of the celebrities. You nodded to her and turned around to talk to her while you waited to go on the carpet.

“Oh my god! (Y/F/N) (Y/L/N)!! I didn’t know you would be here!” A voice yelled behind you, you turned and were face to face with none other than Zendaya herself. You were star-struck.

“Oh wow hi, you’re incredible and you look so beautiful” You said to her as she pulled you in for a hug. You introduced your best friend and they received a hug from Zendaya as well.

“I’m happy you’re here, Tom is a big fan” She said causing you to smile slightly. You wanted to tell her that you were a big fan of his but you couldn’t because Jacob came over and tapped her shoulder,

“Hey Z, we gotta take cast photos” He said looking from her to you, “You came! Awesome, Tom didn’t know if you would since his manager sent out the invite so late” He said smiling at you, you just laughed and waved as him and Zendaya were rushed over to the rest of the cast. You felt slightly embarrassed that everyone was throwing around Tom wanting to meet you like this wasn’t insane news to hear.

Your eyes landed on Tom Holland. The red suit, looked so good on him and you almost lost your breath when you saw him wearing glasses.

“Woah” you audibly said as your best friend’s eyes went to where you were looking, to your horror he turned his attention to you. You both made eye contact and you felt your stomach flip in knots. He was so handsome and he was looking at you. He gave you a smile and turned his attention back to taking photos.

After the group photos it was your turn to walk the carpet. You walked with confidence and smiled at the cameras. You were then joined by your best friend and took pictures together. When you turned to walk to the next picture spot you saw Tom staring at you, you went to smile but he turned away immediately. You watched as he started a new interview with Zendaya and it was your turn to walk past him and get ready to watch the movie. When you were walking past you heard your name being called by Zendaya. You turned and saw her ushering you over to the interview. You tried to not look nervous as you walked over to where the interviewer, Tom and Zendaya were standing smiling at you.

“Hi” You said to Zendaya, you turned to look at Tom and he was blushing. The interviewer laughed and held up her microphone.

“So, Miss (Y/F/N) (Y/L/N), we were just discussing all the different celebrities that are here tonight when Tom Holland let it slip that he was most excited to meet you” The interviewer said holding the microphone over to you, you didn’t know what to say, Tom was now looking at you with a sheepish grin on his face and you giggled into the mic.

“That’s really sweet, I was really happy when I got the invite because I’m a huge Spiderman fan and I think Tom is doing a great job of portraying him” You said smiling at Tom and then the interviewer.

“Ah.. Thank you” Tom said quietly.

“Oh my god he’s so embarrassed, that’s so adorable” Zendaya said reaching out to pinch his cheek, he playfully slapped her hand away causing everyone to laugh.

After a few more questions that the interviewer had managed to loop you into as well, she said “Well thank you for the interview and I can’t wait to watch this film!” she said cheerfully before turning and moving on to interview someone else.

“I’m sorry about that” Tom said to you as you went to turn away, you turned back and made eye contact with him. You smiled and shrugged

“Don’t be, I have wanted to meet you for a while” You said, mentally you were applauding yourself, you couldn’t believe you managed something intelligent out and especially something somewhat flirty.

“Listen, I know we don’t know each other that well but if you would ever wanna get a bite to eat or something I’d love that” Tom said giving you a big smile, you felt your insides once again freaking out and you shook your head

“Yeah, I’d love that.” Tom beamed at you and then glanced down and back up

“You look beautiful tonight, and uh.. listen. there’s this after-party I’m throwing with a few friends and I’d love for you and your friend to come along so we could hang out. Only if you want.” He added the last part hastily

“Oh absolutely, that would be a lot of fun.”

“Great, can I get your number?” He asked, you said yes and he went over to Harrison who had his phone and brought it back to you.

You put your number in and he thanked you. You didn’t have any time after that to chat because everyone was called in to watch Far From Home. Your best friend tugged on your arm when you were in the theater and showed you your phone which they were keeping for you while you took pictures.

You had a new text

“Hey, It’s Tom!”

Another one

“Tom Holland, haha shoulda specified. Anyways, here’s the address for the party. I’m looking forward to seeing you there.”

Another text came in while you were looking at your phone

“And you really do look incredibly beautiful tonight” You smiled at your phone and texted him back

“You look incredibly handsome tonight, I especially love the glasses :)” You looked up just in time to see Tom getting flustered and Harrison laughing as Tom hit his arm. You couldn’t wait for the after-party.

#tom holland #tom holland x reader #peter parker #peter parker x reader #mcu #marvel

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I just want to spend the rest of my life reading books and not worried about anything else. Is that even possible?

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Marvel League - Team Cap vs Team Iron Man - (2021)

Vintage baseball trading cards inspired by the legendary 2016 “Team Cap Vs Team Iron Man” fight (and also by the latest campaign of a famous US clothing brand ^^). Note: I chose the numbers on the shirts at random, except for some characters: it’s their birthday.

CLICK HERE FOR “TEAM IRON MAN”

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to any 13-15 year olds following me, i mean this genuinely, you are a child.

i know right now you might feel like you know everything and that you’re too smart to let anything bad happen to you, but please keep yourselves safe. there’s bad people on the internet and i don’t say that to be a buzzkill grownup, i say it because i learnt it the hard way.

use your block button liberally, you don’t need to justify blocking people/tags that make you uncomfortable. you don’t have to entertain conversations and interactions with grown adults.

you are children. you’re still growing up. make your experience safe for you. adults know what they’re doing. please stay safe on the internet.

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NO SAM DESERVES BETTER THAN TO BE A REBOUND TO SOME CHICK WHO CANT MAKE UP HER MIND 😿😾

I knowwwwww. Sam is a king 👑

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i believe that reader is the problem here bc why does she keep flip flopping between sam and bucky? it’s annoying lol

Yeah, don't worry. It's gonna be addressed in the next part which will be the final one 🤭 thank you for the honesty though I appreciate it, I'm only starting out and I need to figure out how to properly put together a story 🙃

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POV: You’re The Hot Ex. Part 2

pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader/ Sam Wilson x Reader (MCU)

summary: part 2!! In which (Y/N) deals with the aftermath of Stark’s party and finds comfort in Sam.

WARNINGS: Slight smut, fingering ;))

author’s note: Thank you to everyone who said they wanted a part two!! Love you all. This was originally going to be the last part but idk, I kinda like the thought of making this a series? If anyone would like a series let me know, but if not I will write a part 3 (with lots of smut) and end it there! :)

Link to part 1: https://liliacvol6.tumblr.com/post/653476303553576960/pov-youre-the-hot-ex-bucky-barnes

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“I don’t feel well” you said, running to the bathroom that was attached to your room. You were hysterically crying, nauseous from too much alcohol and overall just upset by everything that had been happening in your life. You went over the toilet and expelled the alcohol from your stomach. You heard the bedroom door open and close, you tried to look up at who it was but your tears made your eyes too blurry.

“Hey sweetie, it’s just me. Drink some water” It was Wanda. You nodded your head, grabbed the water and took a sip. If you couldn't have a good guy in your life, at least you had two amazing friends.

Wanda led you out of the bathroom and onto your bed, Nat had been fluffing the pillows and picked out a pair of pajamas for you.

“Here, figured you wanted to be comfy for our little sleepover” She said in a sarcastic tone, you knew she was only being like this because of everything that had happened. She may be your best friend but feelings weren’t something easy for her to share. You smiled and grabbed them. You started to strip when there was a knock at the door. You went into the bathroom and continued to change. Wanda shuffled over to the door and opened it.

“No” She said, simply closing it, but you saw out of the crack of the door that was left open the familiar black and yellow vibranium arm reach out and hold the door open. You groaned, you didn’t want to see him. “Bucky, stop you can’t come in.” Wanda glowered at him, there was a faint spark of red in her eyes and you didn’t want her to use her powers on him.

“Stop, please. Bucky, we can talk tomorrow. Just leave right now” You said stepping out of the bathroom. You looked at him but had to revert your eyes because he looked awful. He was crying and he had ripped off the tie he had been wearing and overall looked like he had gotten into a fight on the way up here.

“But… I.. just..” Bucky started saying before you went over to the door and grabbed his arm.

“Please go” You said, not looking at him. He let you take his arm off the door and reluctantly started to walk down the hall to the elevator.

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You got up early the next morning, you wanted to be productive. Surprisingly you had no hangover, Nat had whipped you up something she called “the cure for a hangover before you even have one”

Drink and it apparently worked well.

You got in a run, a nice long shower to officially wash off all that happened last night. Walking to the kitchen you saw Tony sitting and drinking coffee.

“Morning there trooper, how are ya?” He asked, getting up and pulling a coffee mug down for you.

“Fine honestly, I’m sorry if I ruined the party” You told him as he poured you a hot steaming cup of coffee. He rolled his eyes,

“God, you could never ruin a party sweetie, it was Barnes’s girlfriend that did it” He said passing you the mug, you thanked him and went to go onto the balcony behind where Tony was sitting. You saw Steve coming into the kitchen out of the corner of your eye and before he could say anything to you, you went outside. To your surprise Sam was out there, drinking something from a coffee mug and looking out at the world around the compound.

“Morning Sam” You said walking over to stand next to him, he smiled at you and wrapped an arm around your shoulders.

“How are you today? I came to check on you last night but Wanda said you were sound asleep.” You blushed thinking about Sam coming to check on you.

“I’m fine, I told Bucky I would talk to him today” You said taking a sip, Sam released his grab on your shoulders.

“Are you sure? What happened last night was pretty fucked and it just got uglier after you left” You looked at Sam

“How so?” You asked, he took a big breath,

“Well, when he came downstairs April was irate with anger, screaming ‘why did you go after her?’ and ‘do you even care about me?’ Completely disregarded the fact that the tin man was crying, in front of a whole room of people who thought he didn’t even have emotions.” Sam pauses and laughs a little, then continued, “anyways, so he asks her to go into another room but she refused. Starting screaming at him and said shit that no one wanted to know about their relationship. One thing i will tell you, is that Bucky has apparently said your name a few times while they were fucking so that’s a win for you, hot ex, I told ya.”

You laughed at that, it did boost your ego knowing that but your heart also ached for April. You couldn��t imagine what it must’ve been like for her.

“So Bucky just said it’s over and then left, but April didn’t leave. She tried to get anyone, and I mean anyone to take her to bed. No one did, obviously. But it was a disastrous thing and I’ve never seen Bucky so upset. I know Steve went to his room after but Bucky screamed at him and tried to beat the shit out of him.” You put a hand over your open mouth,

“What?? Bucky would never hit Steve!” You exclaimed thinking Sam got his information wrong, Sam shook his head

“He would if he was upset about you, you were the one thing he truly loved and he lost you again last night after hearing what you said, it crushed him.”

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It has been two weeks since you and Sam had spoken on the balcony. You ended up talking to Bucky, but instead of you confessing your feelings to him, you told him you couldn’t do it anymore. The literal slap to the face had made you realize that he broke your heart and he couldn’t be the person to try and mend it.

Since then, you and Sam had gotten very close. You knew he wanted a more sexual relationship, but you were still hurting so he was completely fine with waiting until you were ready for the next step.

You were currently curled up on the couch with a book in your hands, waiting for movie night. Tony and Pepper came into the theater room and took their spots on the loveseat that they had designated for themselves. You watched as, Peter, Thor, Bruce, Carol, and Nat came in the room. You waved Nat over and then Bucky came in. He hadn’t so much as left his room since the talk didn’t go well so you were shocked to see him. What was even more shocking was when Sam walked in right behind him.

It was obvious to say your relationship with Bucky had caused tension between him and Sam, especially when you started spending all of you waking minutes with Sam like you used to with Bucky. Sam and Bucky had been sorta buddies before this, but you didn’t think it could ever go back to that.

Nat was going to sit down next to you, until Sam came barreling over, pushing Bucky out of the way in the process, and jumped right next to you. You laughed and asked him if he wanted some blanket, he immediately took you up on the over and wrapped both of you in the blanket.

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The movie was a pretty entertaining action movie that Tony had picked out. You found that cuddling Sam was a new favorite thing of yours, he was warm and you tossed your legs over his lap. You didn’t look at Bucky because you knew he was going to be giving you both the death stare. You felt happy with Sam and didn’t want him to ruin it.

Sam rubbed your back and you grabbed his hand and started playing with his fingers. A quick sex scene came on and Nat scoffed at it took out her phone. Something was beginning to awaken in you that hadn’t for a long time. You were horny. All it took was a 30 second sex scene to get you in the mood. You bit your lip and looked at Bucky.

He was sitting next to Steve on the loveseat diagonal to you, Nat and Sam. He looked good, wearing a grey sweatshirt and joggers. You looked away, you couldn’t allow yourself to want him. You looked at the stunning man next to you. Sam smiled at you and winked. What you did next was something you had never done before,

You took the hand of Sam’s that you were holding and moved it closer to your crotch. He shifted a little and you figured he thought you did it subconsciously. You sat up and moved closer to him, you whispered to him, “Finger me”

He choked on his breathe, causing Nat and Bucky to turn and look. “Sorry” he said to them before coughing to cover it up. Then he looked at you, “Are you serious? Are you sure? Because I’ve been waiting to touch you” he whispered into your ear causing you to giggle. You nodded at him and moved his hand closer to you.

You were wearing shorts with no underwear so it would be easy for him to navigate his fingers into you. He slid his warm hands up your thigh and between the fabric of your shorts. You hitched your breath as he slowly, barely put his two fingers into you. You tried your best to keep your eyes on the movie but as Sam moved his fingers deeper inside you it became more difficult.

“Fuck” you whispered, causing Sam to give you a warning glance. You looked up around the room to make sure everyone was watching the movie and not you. You looked over at Steve and saw he was asleep. Typical. You made eye contact with Bucky and out of instinct grabbed Sam’s hand and pushed it away. Bucky looked away and got up, he left the room without saying anything. You didn’t know what was happening but you got up and followed after him.

#marvel #sam wilson x reader #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes #sam wilson #smut

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POV: You’re The Hot Ex~ Bucky Barnes

This was inspired by a playlist I put together and I was full of “I’m hot as fuck, my ex is crying” vibes so I decided to write a lil something.

No happy ending, unless someone wants a part 2?? I’d be down to write it, also if this is shit let me know because I want to improve my writing. Love y’all.

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“You sure you wanna go to Stark’s party tonight? Barnes and his new girl will be there.” Nat said, sitting on the bed next to Wanda. They both looked at each other, the break up was hard but what had been harder to deal with was when Bucky had a stream of females constantly coming in and out of the tower where you both lived. And then, one day, the sex parade stopped and only one of them continued to come and go. April, was her name. She thrived off of Bucky and his Avengers status, you hated her for obvious reasons and couldn’t understand why Bucky would want her. She seemed like a fine person, but your personal bias was too strong for you to ever be kind to her.

“It’s fine, I don’t need him to feel good about myself, who knows maybe I’ll hook up with Sam or Steve tonight to really rub it in that I’m over it.” You said opening your closet and trying to find a hot outfit. You couldn’t decide whether you actually wanted to seduce one of your friends to try and piss Bucky off or not, but you wanted to look sexy anyways.

“Mhm, right. Well maybe you should wear red.” Wanda suggested, making you turn around

“Why red?” You questioned, making Nat turn to Wanda as well, she shrugged and said, “Well I happen to know Bucky likes that color on you.” You rolled your eyes, but turned around and started looking for your favorite red dress. Not to impress Bucky of course, but to look sexy in a dress of his favorite color and have him die knowing he can’t take it off of you.

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You were standing in the hallway waiting for Wanda to finish getting ready, Nat had already gone down saying she was going to grab drinks for the three of you, while you waited for Wanda. Wanda came out in a gorgeous black dress, you whistled at her

“Get out, you’re the one who looks absolutely sexy.” You winked at her, looping your arms together you waltzed to the elevator to head down to the party.

It took everything in you not to scan the room and look for Bucky, so instead you looked directly to the bar. Nat was behind it filling her own drinks, you guys made your way over to her and noticed Steve sitting there chatting.

He turned when Nat yelled hello above the music. “Wow, you ladies look amazing.” He said handing glasses to you and Wanda. Nat’s expression faltered a little and you soon found out why when Bucky and April approached the bar and sat next to Steve. You didn’t even look at him, you just took a sip of your cocktail.

“Jesus Nat, this is strong” You exclaimed laughing a little.

“Oh my god, I love strong drinks, right James? When we went on our first date that was something we bonded over.” April said laughing. You could picture her hugging his arm and you wanted to roll your eyes. But you looked up at smiled at her, “that’s cute”. You made eye contact with Bucky and tried your best not to show any kind of emotion. The breakup had been incredibly difficult and your tried your best to not show how hurt you were whenever you were around Bucky. He said he couldn’t worry about hurting you physically so instead he just decided to dump you on a mission instead.

Sam came over, already drunk, and wrapped his arms around your shoulders and gave you a kiss on the cheek.

“D.A.M.N. (Y/N) you are the hot ex, for sure, Buck don’t even look over here you’ll just regret your decisions” He said, making you smile silently and Wanda slapping Sam.

“Sam...” Steve started to say, but before he could lecture you turned to Sam.

“Thanks, I’d love it if you danced with me right now. Yanno, since I look so good, it would be a shame if I just sat around all night.” Sam nodded and you led him onto the dance floor.

In truth, your heart was ripped out of your chest every time you saw Bucky. Especially the times when it was in the hallway and he tried to smile at you, but you just couldn’t do it. You tried your best to dance with Sam but you weren’t feeling it. You had to try your hardest to get over Bucky, so you tried to let it go. Just forget the pain, let the alcohol flood through you and now your goal was to try and fuck Sam. Just to get over the man who broke your heart.

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It was the end of the night, you spent a lot of time dancing sexily with Sam, only spotting Bucky and April once during your dancing. Bucky had made eye contact with you, you winked at him. At that point you had been wasted, it wasn’t an act anymore you were wanting Sam more and more, he was right. You were hot and ready to move on. Well, that’s what the alcohol haze was telling you.

Now you were sitting with Nat drinking water to make up for the mass amount of alcohol.

“You and Sam are getting pretty friendly” She said taking a sip of her drink, you shrugged your shoulders.

“Yeah, well gotta move on eventually.” You stated as you looked up and scanned the room, she snorted

“Right, that’s why you keep scanning the room for your ex?” You immediately took your eyes off of the room and turned to her. “Oh, shit, neverm-” You interrupted her by spilling your inner thoughts out. You were with your best friend and couldn’t hold back your emotions. You had them locked up since the break up and they just came flooding out.

“I’m so fucking sad, I want Sam sure for a one night stand because I keep telling myself it’ll make me get over him. But I know it won’t. I love him, I never fucking told him I loved him. We fought the day we broke up and I was going to tell him and then I didn’t and now I want to get over him but I just don’t know if I can.” You spilled your feelings to Nat, something you normally would not do if you were sober. Nat wasn’t speaking, she had reached out while you were talking and grabbed your hands. In your drunken state you thought it had been a grab of endearment

“Uh, hi” You heard a female voice, you turned thinking it was Wanda but it was April standing there, with a red face and Bucky behind her holding a plate of cookies. “We came to offer you cookies, Bucky said they were Natasha’s favorites.” She said grabbing the tray from Bucky and placing it on the table. Bucky was staring at the ground and you got up and faced April.

“I’m sorry, I’m drunk, I didn’t mean anything I said honest-” Before you could finish, April slapped you across the face. “What the fuck?” You yelled grabbing your face. Bucky grabbed April and pulled her away from you.

“What the fuck was that?” He asked her, Nat got up and came next to you.

“You broke his fucking heart and then have the audacity to say you love him? really? When he is finally happy and in love again? We exchanged I love you’s already. Clearly if you loved him you would have told him.” April spat at you from Bucky’s arm. He looked at you with a horrified expression, you gulped in air. You didn’t know what to say. They already said I love you to each other? You were heartbroken.

“We’re leaving.” She said, grabbing your hand and leading you out of the party.

You got to the door and hit the elevator button when you started to cry.

“Wait, (Y/N), Nat!” You turned and saw Bucky,

“Great, fucking great” you said looking up at the ceiling and trying to stop the tears.

“Please, can I walk you to your room?” He asked, you knew he was looking at you, but you had turned away and didn’t want him to see you cry.

“No, Buck, go back to April. Make sure she’s fine.” You said quietly. You got into the elevator and when the door was closing you finally looked up at him. He had silent tears in his eyes.

“(Y/N) please, I love you too” He pleaded, the elevator door closed and you turned into Nat and cried hysterically on her shoulder.

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Part 2 has been posted: https://liliacvol6.tumblr.com/post/653548607607275520/pov-youre-the-hot-ex-part-2

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