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jjeulip · 9 days
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kuroo. osamu. tendou. oikawa.
"stop looking at me like that" you muttered.
he softly chuckles at you as his face gets closer to you still staring at you like you're the most purest thing on this earth. "you're cute" he whispered a little. alright- kinda hot.
suna. nishinoya. semi.
"so why'd you suddenly stop texting me last night?"
he looks at you with a question mark look on his face. "what?,.... .-. oh., i fell asleep." and when he sees your reaction he couldn't help but laugh softly. He wraps his hands around your waist and give your neck several light kisses. "sorry ma'am, i will make it up to you now yea?"
atsumu. tsukishima. iwaizumi.
"___" he calls out your name from behind.
"wha-" bang! he suddenly pinned you down on the table. As your back hit the table, an 'ow' came out of your mouth, you looked at him who is on top of you right now. "what was that for?" there was a smile on his stupidly handsome face as he looks down. "just recreating one of my dream's scenes last night y'know?"
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this was short TT
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jjeulip · 9 days
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https://www.tumblr.com/jjeulip/744229678870659072/girl-i-vitally-need-a-sequel-to-that-pov-with?source=share
GIRL, I'M SERIOUS, I NEED A SEQUEL!!! 😭 😭😭I NEED THE SECOND PART OF THAT POV WITH SUNA WHERE HE CONFESSES TO Y/N AND SHE SAYS NO FR!!!
SORRY I JUST LOGGED BACK IN SIAJSNDJAJA
i've been busy with my stupid wrothless life and plus i'm about to be in my senior year so academic hit me like a truck-kun. #savemyasianass
and also i kind lose my confidence in english skills so i was deciding whether i should stop or not. the second part is in my drafts and i'm still not satisfied with it yet.
But um I WILL PUBLISH IT I SWEAR TO MY TOES.
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jjeulip · 2 months
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Haikyuu boy as sum of the texts me and my bf send to each other.
p.s i'm 9 months older than him ( a little bit of nsfw )
|| Miya Atsumu
Him >> Yikes, I just found some bananas in the kitchen. Gonna eat those.
You << oh! oh! I want a banana too!!
Him >> nah, you can have my banana instead :P
|| Kozume Kenma
Him >> wait- actually, let me get down first.
You << Why? are you on a tree?
Him >> why would i want to fucking climb a tree?
|| Kuroo Testuro
You >> I'm old enough.
Him << and I'm big enough <33
|| Sugawara Koushi
Him >> if you don't listen to me, I will spank you
You << I didn't know you were this kinky tbh...
|| Suna Rintarō
You << I can't sleep..
Him >> Watch tiktok.
|| Tuskishima Kei
You << are you even reading what I just texted?
Him >> my glasses just broke.
You << why?
Him >> a dog was chasing me so I ran and my glasses just happened to be slipped off from my face that moment and I stepped on it, I was so pissed off that I just stopped running from the dog and the dog just stopped chasing at me when I did that. I hate dogs.
|| Oikawa Tooru
You << why are you so big when you're literally younger than me? That's not fair.
Him >> I don't know, honestly. I was just born with it, y'know? natural big D :>
You << I meant your height and body
Him >> oh. 🤷‍♀️
|| Miya Osamu
Him >> *send picture* wanna drink strawberry smoothie that I just made?
You << no?
Him >> let's break up.
|| Bokuto Kōtarō
Him >> sorry I fell asleep _._
Him >> sorry :( I was sleeping
Him >> hello! hello! Babyyy im sry I fell asleep:[
Him >> hey, I was sleeping :')
Him >> heellow, I was sleeping lol
Srsly, bitch- stop sleeping istg. 🙄
|| Hinata Shoyo
Him >> can you dance? Like waacking?
You << no why?
Him >> idk, I have been seeing those dance videos on fyp and I just thought it looks really cool.
You << oh unfortunately I can't do the waccking dance but I can give a lap dance for you. :P
Him >> what's a lap dance?
*five minutes later*
Him >> •/////• sure, I mean.. if you want to.. ig sure.
|| Kageyama Tobio
Him >> *send scrrenshot* my battery is at 2%
Him >> hey my phone is about to die.
Him >> I forgot to plug my phone last night and it's on 3% now.
Him >> sry, my phone died :(
Him >> uh.. btw ma'am.. *send screenshot* my phone is about to die. (Pls don't get mad)
Him >> only have like 2% left *send screenshot*
Him >> *send screenshot, showing you his phone battery is on 2%* :))
|| Akaashi Keji
Him >> hey why aren't you replying to me anymore?
You << sry :( I just got a cut
Him >> huh.. how?
You << I was just trying to grab a little table knife from my desk, and I accidentally got cut
Him >> is it big? Put some medicine in it
You << nah. It will hurt
Him >> hey, go put some.. c'mon
You << :<
Him >> go.
You << it's not even that big, I swear!
Him >> that's it. I'm calling your mom.
|| Sakusa Kyioomi
Him >> I really shouldn't have watch that horror movie tbh.
You << are u okay?
*a minute passes by*
You << heyyy hellooo???
Him >> I think I heard something
You << ok??
Him >> I heard something. Like i'm not even joking.. It sounded like water dropping.
You << probably water dropping from the sink?
Him >> no... the sink never drops water...
You << you are just being paranoid stop 😭
Him >> No. I'm sure, it's not from the sink
You << what movie did you watched?
Him >> the well?
You << oh :)
Him >> HELP ME I THINK THERE IS SOMEONE IN THE HOUSE.
*You had to facetime him until he fell asleep that night*
|| Iwaizumi Hajime
Him >> I'm about to head to the gym, wanna join?
You << nah, I'm comfortable in my bed.
Him >> why did you stay up really late at nights? You should sleep early at night and wake up early at morning. Be productive c'mon.
You << nah -.-
Him >> I'm going for a morning walk tmr. Wanna walk with me?
You << what time?
Him >> 5:30am?
You << please, gtfo.
Btw my bf favorite characters in haikyuu are tendou and koganegawa!!
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jjeulip · 2 months
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girl, i vitally need a sequel to that pov with Suna😔😔 plz!!
OMG sorry for the late reply (╥﹏╥). I just opened this app,
tbh I don't know how to continue that blog 💀 that was suppose to be a one-shot thingy but my brain just decided to give up on me so, I just... stopped there???? 🕴 But I'll try, now that I got some motivation to reload my brain again. Thank you soo much that you liked that!!
love ya <33
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jjeulip · 3 months
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You can't forget him. This is getting worse. Everything reminds you of him. Even when the clock strikes 12 and makes noises, it reminds you of him because you both used to talk about how weird that clock sounded.
"omggggahhh.. seriously!?." You hit your head on your desk. You were trying to focus and study peacefully but even the fucking mathematics symbols reminds you of him because he once mention how having symbols in mathematics is very unnecessary and stupid.
"Stupid hoe," you muttered, cursing at your ex. "You ok in there?" a voice coming outside of your bedroom door. Maybe it's your brother checking on you because he just heard the loud and weird tug coming out of his sister room. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just stressed, " You shout back.
"Heyyy, how's everything going??" A cheerful voice coming from the other side of the phone, it's your friend, jennie. You are currently facetiming her. "Good.. I guess?" Her face scrunched up at you. "Girl, you still can't move on from suna?" You kinda stiffened at the mention of his name. "I don't really think it's a good idea to mention his name, jennie," you sigh. "Oh, SORRY. It just slipped out, " jennie basically gave you 90°bow, apologizing.
You laugh, "Yeah.. yeah, whatever." Rolling your eyes at jennie, "I'm trying to move on, and I might even consider moving school too" jennie face drops. "whyyyyy" she whines like a kid, "if you move, then who am I going to talk with at school" while giving puppy eyes at you, she continues "is it because of him?"
"Well, maybe he is also one of the reasons," you rolled on your bed. "Big bro is moving to Tokyo for work, and my family wants me to go with him." "To Tokyo?" She asked. "Yeah."So you are going with him?" "Uh hum, " you hums, kinda feeling bad for her because you twos are very close to each other.
"So you are moving to tokyo then:(" "Yeah, I don't know which school I will tho" the two of you went slient for a couple of minutes until "I'm literally going to miss you. You better come back during holidays :<!!! Or I'm going to kill you girl" You chuckle at her words, "Of course I will, and plus, it's still summer we can meet!" "Yeah yeah that's right." After spending another 30 minutes, you two finally hang up.
Huu.. you sighed. You had deactivated your accounts and blocked him on every social platform. You don't want to see him again. Plus, it will be really awkward seeing each other at school, too, since the whole school knew you guys dated each other. You guys were THAT couple. After 10 whole fucking months of dating, eventually you two have come to a point where you two break up.
Orrrrrr.....
maybe it's just a one-sided breakup._._ You just texted him like:
"We're breaking up"
And literally block him everywhere and make sure he got no way of contacting you or whatsoever.
Yes, you dumped him first.
Yes, you dumped him over a text.
It's not because you necessarily "fell out of love" or smh :// you love him but it was his actions that make you want to break up with him. After school close for summer, you guys don't see each other that often. He is busy with his so called "volleyball"..
So the only proper way to communicate was texting, calling, or maybe facetiming. But he doesn't seem to put effort into those things. Sometimes, there are times when you just feel like you are the only one who's trying. So, you tried to talk it out and communicate with him, and he, of course, understands you and communicates with your feelings. Just when you think things are getting better, he stopped trying again and went back to his old self. *sigh*
So you break up with him. "Pussy"
But surprise, surprise, he wasn't even online when you texted him a break-up message, so you didn't know how he reacted to it because you've already blocked him. And also you later found out that he was at a birthday sleepover party that night. And the fact that that sleepover birthday party shit has girls TOO like 10x worser dude.
"So, are you a-hoe for breaking up with him? Over a text?" Ngl, he kinda deserves it. Serve you right, suna.
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jjeulip · 1 year
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Sakusa walks down the street of LA with a cup of coffee in his hand. The weather is cozy, chill breezes are here, and that makes him put his another hand in his pocket. The breeze makes his curly soft hair move as it passes by him. Surprisingly, there aren't many people on the street, just some random homeless dudes, some men who look like they're going to urgent business meetings, girls that are probably stressing over colleges and their studies, oh.. and you.
You stand at the end of the block, near the traffic sign. As soon as you notice him walking down to you, you give him a little wave. "We should go to that cafe," You looked at a small building between high buildings, which says "cafe corner.""" Sakusa hums.
"You don't even drink coffee ___," he said as he took a final sip of the coffee in his hand and threw away the paper cup in a trash bin. You booed him under your breath. The breeze comes again, but this time, he puts his arm around your shoulder, pulling you closer to him as you two cross the street as the chill breeze gets his curly hair moved again. "Where are we going?" You asked.
"Didn't you just say you wanted to go to that cafe?" He didn't look at you as he kept his head looking out for the street. You can feel his warmth near his body, and you liked it. You draw a faint smile on your lip. "Yeah, I did"
You leapt from crumbling bridges
Watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing
In the ocean from way above
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
.you look outside through a window from the inside of the cafe. A sweet caramel drink in your hand as you take another scoop of cake in front of you. The cafe is very warm.. even as warm as sakusa, you thought. A smell of freshly brewed coffee with a hint of bread spreading throughout the cafe. Sakusa, sit in front of you as he lets your legs tangle around his legs under the table. You did that because you were cold.. ig. He is going through his phone to review his schedule this weekend as you play his other hand on the table. You sofly touch his hand and draw small circles on his palm. You put your drink down. Sakusa holds your hand as he looks up from his phone to you. "How about sleepover this weekend at my place?" He asked as he eyed you, taking the last piece of the cake. You hums. "Sure"
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jjeulip · 1 year
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"I love space, and I wish someone would play 'space song' at my funeral when I'm dead." sakusa looks at you from his book. "Why would you say that?" His eyebrows furrowed at you. "Just because.." You look outside the window as you rest your chin on your hand. "That's my favorite song, y'know," you said with a faint smile drawing on your lips. Sakusa hums. "Yeah, I know ___"
At the outside of the window, you can see leaves falling from the tree because summer is almost starting. The sudden summer breeze from the north made the curtain move back to the front. "I wonder what's outside there," sakusa looks at you again. "Well, if you want to walk outside, we can do that," he said.
"No, not that outside," you shake your head. "I mean that outside," you said as you pointed to a clear light blue sky, with little to no clouds in it. A brief outline of the moon can be seen even if it's a daytime. Sakusa put down his book on the table. His white school shirt is wrinkled, and his necktie is loosely hanging around his shirt. He fixs his collar, standing up from his place, grabbing his book on his right hand, and he extends his left hand to you. You look at him, dumbfounded.
"Then we're going on a moonwalk," he said.
And you gladly took his hand with a simle on your face. "Ok." You indeed wanted someone to open the space song at your funeral.
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jjeulip · 1 year
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Akaashi looks over to you across the classroom. You are laughing with your classmates, and little peaks of your giggles can be heard across the room to him. His heart beat a lil' faster than it's supposed to be, his ear flashing red with the blossom feeling in his chest, he rest his chin on his hand, covering his face. "Ah... this is bad"
Akaashi walks down the stairs but slows down as soon as he sees you walking down with your friend. He stepped not too close but not too far behind you and continued walking the stairs. He can hear your warm voice, and he can vividly see your smile. You are a lot prettier. His hands in his pockets are starting to get cold, his whole body is going to explode because of how much beauty you has, and as much as he wanted to see you close and admire you and stare at you, he cannot maintain his gaze on you for the God sake.. because this is the nearest he has ever been to you and gosh.. he is definitely going crazy.
There's a lineup in the cafeteria, and he is right behind you. Your head is touching his chest because there're just too many people. He doesn't know where to put his hands in his pockets? Around you? Because you are going to fall if you lose your balance in this crowd? Wait. Why would I want to put my hand around them? That's creepy. But you are going to fall if you keep getting pushed - he balanced you by holding your shoulder from the back, keeping you in his chest. "Um.. Ok, thanks. " You smiled at him. Akaashi goes BOMSHADUKA. Oh boy, he is definitely going bomshaduka the entire time holding you.
Help him.
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jjeulip · 1 year
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Master list of my works here if you want to check it out°
Really Bitter [Kuroo x reader] ཐིཋྀ 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈
He knew that [Suna x reader] 🂱 ‧₊˚. ;༊
Bubble Gum [Oikawa x reader] 𓆝𓆟𓆞𓆝𓆟
BOOMSHADUKA [Akaashi x reader ] (꜆꜄ ˃ ³ ˂)꜆꜄꜆
Moonwalk [Sakusa x reader ] ₊ ⊹ .𖥔 ݁ ˖
LA [Sakusa x reader] ₊ ⊹ ᶻ 𝗓
Pandemonium [Suna x reader] ꩜.ᐟ
|| note. My stories don't naturally have titles named to it because I simply forgot or can't think of a name when I am writing those. So yeah. This is their actual title in case if you are wondering. Most of them are angsty, so if you don't read angst, I'll try to be a better person and write some fluff for you, but my brain just won't work when it's come to fluff ㅠㅠ Also! You guys can request me if you want me to write something, I don't have specific rules about requesting, but I won't be doing it if I'm uncomfortable with the topic or the scenario. Also, English is not my first language, so bear with my grammar and vocabulary mistakes *sending loves and hugs* enjoy reading!
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jjeulip · 1 year
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"I'm sick of this. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of everything. I'm sick of us. So, can you just... can you just please let me go?" You sigh as you ruffle through your hair, feeling frustrated. Oikawa looks at you with disbelief in his eyes. "What the fuck did you just say? Let you go? Fuck no." "Let me go oikawa, let's break up. I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't wanna love you anymore" you said as you push him out of your way., trying to walk down the street. He grab your hand, manhandling your wirst with his hand.
"Is it because of my fangirls? That's why you want to break up with me? Look, I know you don't like those girls and if.. if you want me to stop interacting with them, I'll stop, ok? So, can you please stay with me?" He looks directly into your eyes, begging at you. You sigh again.
"You know. I'd do anything for you right?" Oikawa nods at you. "Yeah. I know __. "
"But would you do the same for me too?" You ask oikawa. He hesitated for a moment, he didn't answer the question instead he looked away from you. "Would you choose me over everything you have right now? You know.. even tho I will choose you over anything oikawa, would you do the same for me too?" Oikawa remains silent, but you knew the answer. He knew his answer. You knew the answer since the very first day you two dated.
He wouldn't choose you.
It's kinda hurt knowing that you were never one of his top priorities even tho he is your top priority. And you knew. No matter how long you two will continue to date in the future, you will never be his top priority. You love him. He loves you too but not in the way you loved him... You just love him too much.. too much that you'd give everything to him. You'd choose him over everything.
But he won't do the same. He wouldn't even choose you over his friends. You knew that. You are not even as important as his friends. You knew.
"Let's break up oikawa."
You want someone who loves you as much as you do to them. And now, you are getting tired. You don't wanna do this anymore.
Yeah., this is all for your own good.
It's better to break up.
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jjeulip · 1 year
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You were cute. Too cute.. too cute for his liking. He doesn't like the way he couldn't resist you nor the way he couldn't keep his hands to himself whenever he saw you. He hates it so much. Yet, he still found himself always around you, his arms wrapping around your shoulder, hiding his face in your shoulder.
Suna, feeling the sensation of you and his knee touching while scrolling through your phone. You and the twins were talking.
"Anyway ___, ya still dont have boyfriend?" Atsumu asks, throwing popcorn in his mouth. Suna fingers stop scrolling the phone, paying attention to your answer. You kinda shrugged. And suna doesn't like that answer, you should give more informative answers like "no" or smh. "Think so, yer wouldn't have chance to date someone when suna kept barking those people off acting like you are his or smh," atsumu said as he threw another popcorn in his mouth.
Osamu sighs, oblivious to the situation. Suna just scoffed, and you just went quiet. Suna clicked to check dms on your phone where he found something interesting. Someone who named __ texted you about meeting at an aquarium tomorrow. He eyebrows furrowed. Who is this guy? Why is he meeting up with you at an aquarium? Is it a date? Is he your boyfriend? How come you never mentioned it to him?
"Hey suna, mind giving back my phone?" You said as you nagged his knee with your knee. Suna looks up to you. "Sure," handing your phone back innocently. He stretched his arm and wrapped around your neck. He clings to your shoulder, hiding his face in your shoulder. Atsumu scoff. "Seriously, suna?'
When you and suna walk together, he would put his hand on your shoulder, pulling you really, really close to him. Whenever the twins and you meet at his house, he would always clings on you, his hand around your waist, hiding his face in your shoulder. He is all over your body. Sometimes, he would lay down on your thighs to scroll through his phone and will sometime fall asleep on them. Is not that you never rejected the actions of him, but the fact that you never responded to those actions still got him thinking, "That maybe you don't like those at all." But, if you didn't, you will deny those from the start. The way both of your knees touch eachother during class, the way your arm and his arm touch eachother during lunch, the way both of your shoulders touch with each other while reading in library., tells him that somehow you like being touch by him., or may be his mind playing tricks on him.
But why? why is he still feeling really far from you regardless of how he is close to you. You never ruffle his hair whenever he sleeps on your thighs. You never hug back whenever he hugs you and snuggles his face in your shoulder. You never intertwined back whenever he intertwined your hand. You never lean on him no matter how he keeps his arm around your shoulder to keep you close with him... will you ever gonna return the same if he told you that he loves you?
No. You didn't. You rejected him.,. with a "sorry." He wanted to cry.. he wanted to cry until he got no tears left to cry, until his eyes started to hurt, until he couldn't breathe anymore, until he passed out, until his feeling for you disappeared. He knows.. he knows it's very out of character for him to cry, but he's just.. he's just.. just wanted to cry. He knew you wouldn't return the same as him. He knew that. He knew he would get rejected, too. He knew. But fuck why.. why is he hurting too much?
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jjeulip · 1 year
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"Let's break up then", those words spilled from your mouth as if it was nothing. You were scrolling through your phone when you said that.TO extend, you weren't even looking at him.
Kuroo freeze in his place. This was not what he wanted., to break up. He is not sure if you were being for real or not. He can't response, he doesn't know how to. You look up to look in his eyes "Let's break up"
Kuroo's head is spinning. His legs feel so heavy that he cannot move them to get to you. His hands are starting to get cold. His eyes are looking at the sitting figure in front of him, you. He is feeling too blue. Too blue. His vision is getting blurry as time goes. He clenched his fist.
"___, why?" Kuroo thought everything was fine. Everything IS fine. He can figure this out. We can figure this out. He thought to himself. Is it because he is clingy? Is it because he didn't push off those fangirls despite telling him that you don't like them? Is it because he is always too busy with volleyball? Was he neglecting you? "Whatever the reason is ___, we can figure this out," he said as he finally.. finally, take a step closer to you.
You look up from your phone. "What if I don't want to date you anymore... What if I don't love you anymore, kuroo? Can we figure that out?" Kuroo stops in his track. Did you really mean that? Why? Did you not love him anymore? You said that you'll always love him. He trusted that. He trusted you. So many thoughts were in his head. He just had too many questions. Everything is so sudden, and it's becoming very overwhelming for him as time passes. As the conversation continues. Why? Why? Why? "We can't, right?" You said, throwing the backpack around your right shoulder. "You can just force someone who doesn't love you anymore to keep loving you, right?"
"Why?" He finally asks without cracking his voice. At the back of his head, he's kinda proud of that because he definitely doesn't want to break down, especially in front of you. "I fell out of love, that's why." Everything went slient for a minute. You sigh. You give him one final look and decide to leave the house. And that's how you left. That 's how you left the house. That's how you left his heart. He didn't stop you. He didn't grab your hand and begged you to please stay with him or not to leave him. He didn't chase you down the road and tried to hug you from behind to make you stop walking. He didn't do anything although he wanted to do everything. Everything to make you come back at him. Everything to make you stay with him. Everything to make you love him. But he knew... He knew that he couldn't just force someone who didn't love him anymore to keep loving him. He knew that as he was left alone in this cold room only with the noise coming from the TV which you left it open. This is it. This is the end. This is the end.
Hello.. kuroo-san? You are ___ bf, right? Can you please come pick them up, they are really drunk as fuck right now" kuroo knew how much he is stupid. He much he is stubborn. How much he is weak when it comes to you How much he still loves you after you broke his heart a month ago. Yaku would definitely disappointed in him or maybe even Kenma, he said he is being used by you.. taking advantages by the fact that he will do anything and everything for you because he loves you. You know that. He know that too. But.. but he can't just.. he can't just let you be out at this late when you are really drunk. He can't just let that happen. He grab his coat and extra for you before rushing outside to his car, Turing the GPS on. He is indeed tired of everything but he still loves you. That's why he should just suck it up.
He shouldn't be really having sex with you. His ex. But that's happen all the time. Over the past three months of you two "break up," there are frequent calls here and there either from you and your friends saying you were high or just really wasted. He is always the one who picks you up. He has to pick you up. He always picks you up whether if it's middle of the night or middle of his practice or middle of his work. He always comes to pick you up. That's probably why you always call him because you knew he would drop everything he was doing just to come and pick you up. You always ended in his bed, sometimes still high, sometimes passing out. When you wake up, you knew your clothes have been changed, you would always feel the warm blanket tugged around you with your stuffs on the desk beside the bed and some painkillers and foods for you which you always ended up eating. Some night, you would just grab kuroo neck to kiss him as soon as you guys enter the house in which he always returns the kiss. You guys would end up in bed having sex until you pass out from all the drinks and weeds you took at the party. Kuroo would clean you up, change your clothes, and hug you really tight... really tight. Yes, he is tired of everything, but.. he still loves you. But you don't. It left a bitter taste on his mouth. Really... really bitter.
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