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i hate that we live in an economy where we don’t have the financial freedom to be frivolous.
i can’t spend money on something that makes me happy without the inevitable feeling of regret/anger at myself for “wasting money.” really wish i lived in a world full of people that cared more about making a difference than making a profit. i look at what i wish my future could be, and it makes me genuinely heartbroken to know that at age 18, i will probably NEVER be able to do what i want to do with my life. there are so many steps to get to the end goal, and they all require more money than i could possibly fathom.
it’s also incredibly disappointing that, even if life does somehow work out somewhat in my favor, i’m going to have student loan debt for the majority of my life. and that fucking sucks. so even if i do manage to get a well paying job, i know myself, and i am going to be angry at myself for every single “unnecessary” purchase until i’m debt free. if that ever happens. which is highly doubtful, unfortunately.
cause what i wanna do with my life is run a home daycare/childcare. i love kids, and think that they’re absolutely amazing. but i wanna work somewhere where i don’t have to care about the corporate bullshit and get to actually enjoy my job. because corporate run childcare will kill me in the long run. this, however, obviously has a vital requirement, a house. which is ALSO hella expensive.
so yea. house + school = financially fucked forever = sad ky forever
wish things would change. know that it probably won’t. hope for the best while expecting the worst, and try not to cry.
- ky, a sad, broke college student
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*how i feel currently is best described as “that funny feeling” by bo burnham*
laying in bed rn and asking myself “why do i feel so empty when im flooded with emotions?” (anger. rage. fear. sadness.) and then it dawned on me. there’s a hole in my heart where my hope should be.
i, as a person, try my best to see the bright side. try to be flexible. be understanding. but it is so goddamn hard to understand the amount of hate in this country. i try to be flexible, but they’re going to bend me until i break. how do you find a bright side in all of this?
yknow what’s funny? all of this hate around me is bringing out the hate in me. the amount of anger i feel now honestly scares me sometimes.
i constantly hear older adults complaining about how “you can’t say an opinion/joke/belief nowadays because everyone is so sensitive.” as they hear about the most recent shooting and go “that’s a shame” and continue on with their day. whilst also dramatizing and being overly emotional/defensive about minute things. for example, getting offended when we don’t laugh at their racist jokes. they complain about how we act, when it directly stems from their lack of giving a shit about anything important.
i have to remind myself that some things are really, truly, genuinely out of my control. i have to remind myself that my anger is not at myself, and that i had no say over who is in power.
i am so sick and fucking tired of pretending that i don’t care in front of others just to avoid getting into an argument about basic human rights.
*deep breaths yall* it’d probably be good practice to take my own advice, right? so i’m gonna pet my dog and list out things that ain’t too shabby. 1. i can vote now! hopefully i’ll feel less powerless. 2. i’m going to college soon! hopefully i’ll be able to express myself without fear of judgement. and i’ll get to wear my cute clothes. 3. my people! my family. my friends. i love y’all so much and are my rock. you are the reason i keep going. 4. i can make a difference (even if it’s a small one) 5. people care about me. there are people out there that wish me well. 6. i care about me! i am good enough for myself. 7. there is still good! i will not let the state of our government ruin everything for me. there are flowers, and sunsets, and videos of goats eating fruit! and fluffy cows!!
it feels like a lot, and it is, but we can get through this. find your rock and hold on tight. go now, and i mean right now, and find you some happy. a video or a shitpost or a song. watch a vine compilation. it is ok to be angry or sad or scared or hurt, but don’t let it destroy you completely. go watch goats eat plants, or ducks run across wood so their feet make the “pit pat” noise! take this moment (even if it is just a moment) to bring a genuine smile to your own face. we can survive this. you are not alone. ily.
#scotus#fuck the system#fuck the supreme court#united states#sad#angry#rant post#bo burnham#hopeful?#we can get through this
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the us today (and recently in general) has me all kinds of sad and confused so i just wanna say that you can get through this! whether you have to do it day by day or minute by minute, there is something out there that makes it worth it!
i know it can be hard to look forward to something when everything has gone to shit, but here’s some things that help me: cry it out!; pet my dogs; talk to someone (feel like you can’t? message me!); write about it on the internet (like this post!); listen to calming or happy music; hugging my stuffies; watching cute animal videos; watching videos of me niece; watching comfort movies
listen to your love language! mine are physical touch and gift giving, so for me, cuddles and making/giving gifts usually work wonders!
also just wanted to use this moment to say that i hope you all have a good night/morning/afternoon (whenever u read this). fuck the system and kick some ass! u can do it boo!
#advice#sad#united states#roe v wade#supreme court#fuck the supreme court#fuck the system#stuffies#thoughtswithky#night thinking
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holy FUCK i am so not ok rn. just saw someone i was definitely counting on never seeing again and i thought i’d be fine but god damn. the will to curl up in a ball and die rn is overwhelming. i could really use a hug ngl. god i wish they didn’t have this effect on me. tonight is going to be restless but i hope the rest of you get good sleep. ✌️😭
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Asexual Awareness Week is here!! Time to celebrate each and every one of you wonderful aces <3 Thank you for being you! Enjoy!!
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lizard boy is such an underrated musical and no, i don’t take criticism
like why is there a kazoo? 😭😭😭
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All My Stuffs!
ok so heads up, this is gonna be kinda long (tho not much can top that hadestown post). i'm basically gonna be listing all of my favorite things. i wanted it all in one place and i want to talk about what i'm passionate about with others! (please tell me what you're passionate about. it brings me much joy.)
this also kinda serves as a bio? cause i'm pinning it. so hi! my name is ky! i use she/her pronouns! i think that's all? here we go!
warning! some of the people listed are questionable/straight up horrible people! just because i consume their media does not mean i support them! if this bothers you then move on now!
MUSICALS Hadestown, Hunchback of Notre Dame (Broadway), In the Heights (Movie), Hamilton, Heathers, Be More Chill (Original Cast), Dear Evan Hansen (Broadway), Mamma Mia (Movie), Six, Into the Woods (Movie & Broadway)
MUSICAL SONGS Wait for Me Reprise (Hadestown), Epic III Instrumental (Hadestown), Esmeralda (Hunchback), Someday (Hunchback), Non-Stop (Hamilton), To Break in a Glove (DEH), All You Wanna Do (Six)
ARTISTS Pentatonix, P!nk, Chase Petra, Dreamcatcher, Alec Benjamin, Melanie Martinez
ALBUMS Lucky Ones (PTX), K-12 (Melanie Martinez), Death of a Bachelor (P!ATD) Greatest Hits (P!nk), Greatest Hits (Carrie Underwood), Greatest Hits (Zac Brown Band)
SHOWS Criminal Minds, NCIS, Black Butler, Attack on Titan
MOVIES Treasure Planet, Earth to Echo, G-Force, Mamma Mia, Into the Woods, Avengers: Age of Ultron, Knives Out, Balto, Inception, School of Rock
BOOKS (IND. & SERIES) Scorpion Rules by Erin Bow (S), Serafina by Robert Beatty (S), Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo (S), Daughter of by Tricia Levenseller (S), Working on a Song: Hadestown by Anais Mitchell (I)
RANDOM THINGS stickers, painting, vintage sheet music, vintage postcards, funko pops, squishmallows, singing, d&d, various collectors items
#musicals#broadway#hadestown#hunchback musical#heathers#hamilton#criminal minds#avengers#pentatonix#squshmallows#melanie martinez#earth to echo#serafina
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why does the bottom gif remind me of bill nye the science guy 😭😭😭
just like “spence! spence! spence! spence! spencer reid, a fucking geek!”
CRIMINAL MINDS APPRECIATION WEEK
Day 7: Free Choice
↳ Early Seasons Editing
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Songs for the Homies
ok so here we go. this is my personal list of (mostly) musical songs that just hit different. some of them aren't from musical and you can fight me on it. i'm making this for my homies, but i figured i'd put it out there for anyone. (and it's easier than some long ass text message). some of these have explanations or "linked songs" and some don't. here's the youtube and spotify playlist links (if i can figure it out lmao) if more come to mind (i'm sure they will), i'll add them here and to the playlists.
*contains spoilers for Hamilton, Hadestown, and Dear Evan Hansen*
*WARNINGS* some of these songs talk about/allude to sensitive topics, so pls make sure you're in the right mindset (they'll be marked with *tw*)
Non-Stop - Hamilton so just a heads up, i definitely have a thing for songs where everyone sings over top of each other (and reprises), and this is one of those. my favorite song from hamilton. it's just so cool dude. and also everyone sounds so good.
Good For You - Dear Evan Hansen another song where they all sing at the same time. the emotion in their voices is *chef's kiss*
Wait for Me (Reprise) - Hadestown literally my favorite song from hadestown. (honestly probably my favorite musical song overall). the lyrics are so good pls- and also amber gray- *dies* i'd go on but i don't want to bore you (and i've also already posted about hadestown a bunch)
Dead Mom - Beetlejuice the vocals are just the best ever. makes me sad.
Satisfied - Hamilton the vocals are fantastic and the emotion in her voice is superb. mr. miranda is a lyrical genius and i don't take criticism.
If It's True - Hadestown anais mitchell is also a lyrical genius. this song is literally "fuck capitalism" in it's purest form. and the vocals. ugh.
For Forever - Dear Evan Hansen the buildup is so good. and also ben platt has the voice of a god.
First Burn - Hamilton ok so this was released post-hamilton and its an alternate version of the song "burn" (which is eliza's reaction to hamilton cheating on her). the emotion in their voices is fantastic. and lin's whole thing is referencing previous songs and such, which he does here, and it's just so good.
Hellfire- Annapantsu idk man. i just love this cover so much. i am in love with her voice.
Epic III (Instrumental) - Hadestown it's so fucking pretty. like i want this to be the first dance at my wedding. (assuming i get married lmao).
Words Fail - Dear Evan Hansen the emotion is so good. makes me want to cry.
Wait for It - Hamilton his voice is just so pretty.
I'm Still Here - Annapantsu her cover of this makes me want to cry. so does the movie but that's beside the point.
How Long? - Hadestown i love it. amber gray's voice gives me all the feels. and also patrick's voice is great. but like, i'd sell my sould for amber.
At My Back - Madds Buckley i just think this song is very cute. and i like her voice.
ok so now some "linked songs" basically try to listen to these in the order given (if possible).
Chant > Chant (Reprise) - Hadestown *tw* (domestic abuse) they sing over each other and a reprise. (me = dead) it's literally just so fantastic and the character development is just-
Any Way the Wind Blows > Hey, Little Songbird > Flowers - Hadestown *tw* (grooming/r*pe.) the progression here is just so sad. all the vocals are great and the lyrics are fantastic.
Road to Hell > Road to Hell (Reprise) - Hadestown the fact that the musical starts and ends with different versions of the same song? it makes me want to cry please-
#hamilton#hadestown#dear evan hansen#annapantsu#amber gray#patrick page#lin manuel miranda#favorite songs#madds buckley
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hadestown brain dump (songs)
SPOILERS FOR HADESTOWN/THE STORY OF ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE
ok so it may have been more than a few days, but what're you gonna do about it?
so i wanted to do another brain dump, and i wanted to listen to hadestown, so i'm doing a song by song brain dump as i go along. this means that my thoughts are going to be even more stream-of-consciousness style (if that's even possible.) also i'm talking specifically about the original broadway cast recording bc i haven't listened to any other version. (also this was completed across multiple months so it is even more chaotic lmao).
also i highly recommend that you listen to the musical and/or pull up the lyrics as you go along! enjoy!
road to hell. the way andre brings in the chorus is flawless please. also the way that hermes is both a narrator and a character in the story he's narrating? beautiful. "the king of the mine." he sounds so nice here for some reason. also love his self-introduction "maybe it will turn out this time" no it won't but thank you for trying. also breaking the fourth wall to acknowledge the chorus and crew is so nice, here comes reeve ;) mans sounds like an angel. you can hear amber's voice stick out of the chorus and i literally love it so much. i'd die for amber gray but we'll get to that later.
any way the wind blows. the fates literally sound so perfect together. Eva's intro throws me off every time, she sounds so pretty. dear god the harmonies with the fates hit so different. can this cast please narrate my life? there's the wind comparisons ;D the "ooos" are so good. "and it ain't because i'm kind" idk i just like how andre sounds here. oh and the funny behind "so i took him underneath my wing" because hermes has wings on his helmet and shoes.
come home with me. orpheus is so oblivious but i love it. also eurydice is literally such a mood. the wordplay with "come again". the "oh, he's crazy" is my favorite part of the whole song. also eva's voice acting is so good.
wedding song. the way she says "lover"? my ass cannot handle this. eva sounds so smug in the beginning of this song and i love it. "sing the song ;)" eurydice is so fantastic. the chorus of "la" is so pretty. eva joining in during the end is just. so perfect.
epic i. hell yeah introduce the king and queen (both literally and figuratively). reeve's falsetto <3 the way orpheus looks to hermes for approval throughout the musical. hermes narrating over orpheus singing.
livin' it up on top. HELL YES THE QUEEN HAS ARRIVED. i love amber gray so much. the gravel and the rasp. please step on me. also i love the idea of persephone being the wine aunt, especially because media usually portrays her as soft and breakable. the way she says "haaard". the way the music gets more upbeat and energetic when hermes says "the world came back to liiife!" the instrumental/dance? break is so good. please kill me with that trumpet good sir. the leadup to when amber starts singing again. orpheus really knows how to give a speech. "i will ;)" amber please step on me i am not joking.
all i've ever known (intro). thank you for the intro king. the music is so pretty. the way it picks up with the piano part <3
all i've ever known. eva sounds so pretty dear god. yay more wind references! the wordplay with "hold". and also the references to hot and cold throughout the musical. "i don't wanna ever have to let you go." lol ironic because she ends up going with hades. "i knew you before we met, and i don't even know you yet." the fucking wordplay. like holy shit. the "love at first sight" feelings. this line gets me every damn time. the wordplay from 2:10 - 2:38 is so fucking incredible. i lose it every time istg. the instrumental portion is so pretty. the wind! "we'll always be like this" i fucking love irony so much. its so underrated and adds so many layers to the story.
way down hadestown. amber gray. that's it. "you either get to hell or to hadestown, ain't no difference anymore". i fucking love this line so much. not really sure why but the delivery is perfect. also the whole thing with it being a train? i love that so much. all the allusions and comparisons they can make are fantastic. more amber gray appreciation. and ofc. the fates. more fantastic instrumental breaks. "and you better forget about your wishing well." this line is so good but so sad because its literally persephone saying that "hey, fair warning, life is shit down there" and i feel bad for her. like the way she's super sassy and shit, but just stops singing when hades gets there, you can tell that she's definitely not ok. speaking of hades, holy shit patrick page. sounds so fucking fantastic. thank you for existing good sir. eva with the breathtaking single lines. and eva's voice standing out when she sings "ground".
a gathering storm. the constant references to weather and nature throughout the whole musical. eurydice with the common sense. the wind again! "did you hear me, orpheus?" he did not, in fact, hear her.
epic ii. the different names for hades in each epic make me so happy. hades thoughts: "i think my wife might not come back cause i'm super controlling. whatever shall i do? oh, i know! be even more controlling!" lmao dumbass motherfucker. that might not work out so well. i fucking love the transition into "chant" so much.
chant. this is one of my favorite songs from the musical. the wordplay within the entire song is so fucking fantastic. hades singing about desire and then orpheus singing the "song of love" was definitely done on purpose and i'm living for it. every single one of eva's lines make me emotional. ma'am why are you good at everything?? the band! more weather references! patrick page singing "lover" hits different. orpheus singing about hades and persephone being blind and deaf. lmao irony because he's not paying attention to anything around him. the wind! weather! "the song of love" is what brought orpheus and eurydice together, but orpheus' devotion to finishing it is what drives eurydice to hades. "did you think i'd be impressed" i was right ;) it didn't work out so well.
hey, little songbird. the strings <3 patrick page is a god (lol i'm so funny). how does he manage to make manipulation sound so good? bird references! the vocal contrast! eva's voice has this kind of "innocence" to it. especially compared to patrick. not sure if that's on purpose or not, but i love it. also the low note kills me every time. the octave jumps between patrick and eva's voices is just. ugh. and also eva's entire second verse is so fucking good. the emotion she portrays in her voice is so spectacular. seriously hades with the manipulation is so interesting and its so good. (manipulation is not a good thing i just mean that its done so well in the show. do not manipulate people!)
when the chips are down (intro). "your ticket ;)" yes pls sir i'll take a ticket cause life sucks ass.
when the chips are down. i fucking love the fates dear god. gambling references! eva has literally one line and still owns my heart. the band! "shoot to kill" sounds so good like i love it so much pls. also this fucking line "cast your eyes to heaven, you get a knife in the back" is so good. i'm gonna have to get into quite a few lines throughout the musical in a different brain dump because i have so much thought.
gone, i'm gone. darling eurydice. its not your fault that you're starving stop apologizing. "talk of sin" lol she do be going to hell. that's funny. the harmonies.
wait for me (intro). the piano. heremes trying to change the subject hurts my heart. and orpheus' reaction is so sad please. "no.." just rip my fucking heart out, why don't you?
wait for me. the transition. andre coming in clutch with the narration. reeve sounds wonderful, as always. the fucking fates. just kill me already. they literally sound so good. the strings' build up between the "la"s. the chorus. the buildup at the end.
why we build the wall. the total 180 in the vibes. call and response has a special pace in my heart. mr page killing it again. god, hades is such a piece of shit and its perfect. he really is a master manipulator. fuck capitalism. the chorus sounds so good. i want to platonically smooch all of them. jesus fucking christ burn capitalism to the ground. the end is amazing. also the not-so-subtle references to slavery/forced labor.
why we build the wall (outro). i'd die for andre. "anybody want a drink?" yes ma'am. yes please. (don't drink, kids) i love you so much.
our lady of the underground. its so jazzy! jesus fucking christ. oh my fucking god. i would literally sell my soul for amber gray. what did we ever do to deserve her? god the raspiness fucking kills me. also love that she breaks the fourth wall to acknowledge the band. when she comes back in after the instrumental break? consider me dead. "what the boss don't know, the boss won't mind" she sounds so good here. also i love that she straight up doesn't give a fuck about hades here.
way down hadestown (reprise). hell yeah i love reprises. the fates. andre. the chorus. i love them all. i'm such a whore for reoccurring lyrics. the strings! fuck capitalism! eva's emotions are just so fucking good. "you've already forgot?" holy shit. this shit hurted. the "ahh ooh"s are so good.
flowers. the intro <3. eva sounds so pretty. the fucking symbolism in this song is incredible. i'm gonna get into this in another brain dump bc it's a very sensitive topic. the fact that she can't actually fully remember orpheus makes me so sad. so pretty <3
come home with me (reprise). hell yeah another reprise. the way the music is much more upbeat when orpheus shows up. their excitement! eva's vocal emotions are literally so fantastic pls.
papers (intro). "young mannn" kill me patrick. train references! hell yeah persephone. the way andre gets louder when he says "raised up his voice." eva <3. reeve just always sounds so pretty. ohmygod the laugh. kill me good sir. mans straight up admits to owning people and is like "it's cool tho cause they signed a piece of paper. def not taking advantage of people that are literally starving or anything. it's fine." fuck you hades. go step on a fucking lego. orpheus is so sad :(
papers (instrumental). yes. sounds so good. i'm imagining an epic chase scene. the transition into nothing changes <3
nothing changes. respectfully? the fates could kill me any day and i'd thank them. the weather reference! that "anyhow" is so fucking good istg.
if it's true. another one of my favorites. pop off intro. the broken "is this how the world is?" sadly, yes. "but everybody knows that walls have ears." is literally such a powerful line to me for some reason. it does a great job of bringing in the chorus. and by calling the workers "walls" it shows that hades views them as "less than." they aren't even referred to as people. "what's the use of his backbone if he never stands upright." oh my god. because they literally cannot stand upright. anais mitchell is literally a fucking genius. fuck the 1%. gambling references! the chorus backing him is just so pretty. the way orpheus looks to the chorus for advice and support. "we're standing." ugh its so good.
how long. oh my fucking god. amber fucking gray. (that's it, that's the post). the way she sounds resigned/disappointed when she says "i've had enough" makes me so sad. there are no words to describe how i feel about 0:25 - 0:41. like their relationship is strained, and super mega fucked up, but it's obvious that they still care about one another. the emotion in their voices throughout this song is fantastic. the play on light and dark. also more bird references! how they view themselves/their self importance. hades is a most importantly king. persephone is most importantly a wife. it really show that hades views power as more important than anything else. "nothing comes of the songs people sing." holy fucking shit. cause their song is the "song of love," but they can barely stand each other and their relationship has fallen apart. persephone commenting on his love of power over his love of her. amber's voice during "the earth must die" is so nice and for what? god i love her. they sound so nice together <3
chant (reprise). another favorite hehe. the strings! it's all just so pretty. when the piano comes in i die a little. the self realization coming from the chorus when they're like "oh shit, this is wrong. i don't deserve to be treated like this." is so fucking fantastic. the "young mannn" again! hades really be like "manipulate her! make her depend on you financially! i've been ding this a while kid! i know how to successfully control women!" reeve sounds so pretty pls. the way that eurydice has basically become part of the chorus (since she's just another worker now). more self realization! the different ways that hades and orpheus view the "song of love." "sing before i kill you so i can use it to manipulate my wife and make her feel like shit." patrick's voice tho.
epic iii. reeve coming in with that falsetto like nobody's business. orpheus really about to bite you in the ass with your own damn song. amber gray <3. the "ooo"s in the background. the way the music picks up when reeve gets to the "la"s. it's just so fucking good. that falsetto again. orpheus really looked at the king of hell, a literal god, and said "i want to ruin him psychologically" and it fucking worked. which is some of my favorite irony because hades wouldn't have shit if it weren't for that fact that he's a good manipulator and takes advantage of the needy. that last line <3
epic iii (instrumental). i have no words for how fucking beautiful this is. i so desperately want an extended version. like for real love this so much. if i get married, i want this to be the song for the first dance.
promises. eurydice is so proud of him for finishing. the way that eurydice realized that she cares about him more that material objects. wind and weather references! "if we can do it so can they!" she sounds so excited. :( "hand-in-hand" lol nope. not them refencing wedding song, anyway the wind blows, and then giving their "i do"s. absolutely heart wrenching.
word to the wise. the fates. pls step on me ladies. the lyrics throughout this are so fucking good. lol hades being damned. cause he's the king of hell. honestly its solid advice tho. humans are really fucking stupid.
his kiss, the riot. give us them adjectives king. " how dare people want rights! >:(" hades is really trying to make himself the good guy rn. the music! 2:15 - 3:03 is so good pls. the lyrics are just so spectacular.
wait for me (reprise) (intro). hello again andre! hermes literally says "he's trying to psych you out and manipulate you. he wants you to doubt everything" and orpheus says "are you sure tho?" and then procedes to doubt everything. the way the music changes is <3. the song transition.
wait for me (reprise). my absolute fucking favorite song in this musical. the first fucking lyric is so good. it really sets an expectation for the song and i am not disappointed. lyrics that talk about how fucked up any single person's brain is are so fucking cool to me. god i love this song. how soft the first set of "wait for me"s are. the support/pressure from the chorus. the entire exchange between hades and persephone. the way amber's voice sticks out of the chorus. the fates coming in clutch again. train references! more brain talk! amber gray please end me. eva sounds so pretty. and the final note is so good!
doubt comes in. the long intro that builds up suspense. the first time that orpheus's "la"s aren't echoed by the chorus/music. wind! weather! the fates sound so pretty like always. reeve genuinely sounds so scared. the way the music picks up and the chorus joins in when eurydice starts singing. the music is so unsettling and i love it. god i love his voice. 3:44 - 3:57 always hits so different. you realize just how much she means to him. how it all goes to shit when the music reaches the climax. the fact that the music clashes on purpose. the sadness in their voices.
road to hell (reprise). it all comes full circle. god andre sounds so sad. the way you come to really hear the lyrics because there's no upbeat music to distract you this time, "its a tragedy" lol because the actual written story is a tragedy. "i learned that from a friend of mine" poor orpheus :(. the way the chorus slowly joins in and the music slowly picks up. the "can you feel it" is literally so fucking powerful. fuck yes amber. fuck it up queen. amber and eva sound so nice together. the "its a love song, its a sad song" is so sad. the final lyric is just. ugh.
we raise our cups. yes pls amber. this song is so pretty. good night queen.
#hadestown#eva noblezada#reeve carney#the fates#orpheus#eurydice#brain dump#hadestown brain dump#patrick page#hades#amber gray#persephone#hadestown musical
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ap exams!
ayeee i just finished my ap exams! i definitely failed my ap psych exam, but i actually feel pretty good about ap lang! newayz i now actually have a will to function and its very nice. i hope you all have a good day!
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Me! Kinda.
currently working on a giant fucking hadestown brain dump. and i'm currently rewatching episode one of tfatws, so expect both of those within the next few days. also im gonna put some shit about me after the cut if you're interested.
my name is kylee. just call me ky. i use she/her pronouns.
here's some shit that i like (and my favorite of each)! marvel (loki), musicals (hadestown), criminal minds (spencer reid), harry potter (minerva mcgonagall)
come talk to me about anything! i love to hear what others have to say! (especially if you need to complain about something. life's a bitch.)
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hadestown brain dump
SPOILERS FOR HADESTOWN/THE STORY OF ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE
hadestown is literally my favorite musical its literally so good. i have so much to talk about my brain is buzzing with information. please appreciate me geeking out cause i'm in love with everything about this. also i'm talking specifically about the original broadway cast recording bc i haven't listened to any other version.
the vocal contrast. i could easily post solely about their individual voices, but for now its about everyone together. i'm not sure if this was done on purpose, or truly by coincidence, but it is absolutely captivating. a majority of the main cast has deep/raspy voices except reeve and eva (who play orpheus and eurydice). it really makes reeve and eva stand out, especially when they're singing against the other cast members, which happens often. it just sounds so nice and it brings me much joy.
the fates. i mean, duh. the concept. the energy. the vocals. there's nothing more to say about these queens.
the wind. i'm such a bitch for repetitive themes so there's gonna be a lot of these. the ways this is written, the wind almost appears to be an entire character in itself. it adds a whole layer of mystery to the story.
andre de shields. this man is literally perfect and i do not take criticism. he carries this entire damn show on his back. his energy and vibe are unmatched.
the reprises. dear god am i in love with reprises. they're so good and for what? everything falling apart because of the things that have previously built it up? please. destroy me. make me fall apart mentally and emotionally. the concept of a reprise is eerily similar to a lot of real life relationships. the beauty and accuracy of witnessing the downfall of someone/thing you love is often taken for granted in the musical world. (by that i mean no one talks about them even tho they're so important to the show??) idk the concept of this big happy thing doing a 180 and becoming something everyone dreads tears my heart into pieces and i fucking love it.
i have so much more to talk about but i struggle to translate my thoughts and feelings into coherent sentences, so this is all for now. i need time so that my brain can function properly. definitely not done talking about hadestown tho.
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SPOILERS FOR THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER
let's talk about tfatws. this show is absolutely fucking amazing and deserves so much hype. this is just gonna be an overall brain dump about the whole series, but i'm probably going to rewatch soon, so expect single episode brain dumps (this is a very big maybe cause i'm a lazy bitch newayz). also please reply with how you feel because i'd love to discuss this and hear your opinions!
the soul gazing scene?? literally i haven't seen like anyone talk about this?? it hurt my heart so much bucky must be protected at all costs he's so precious. my mans got real vulnerable and they never bring it up again and i'm like ??? that's such a good line/plot point to discuss and write about, but they just threw it out there and left it to dry. not cool marvel >:( and also we would've gotten a little more insight on how that affected sam? cause idk about you, but if someone said that to me, it would totally rock my shit. and sam seemed fine? idk i wish they'd elaborate on this because its totally loaded with heartache and potential.
sharon being the power broker! literally absolutely fucking fantastic! destroy the government from the inside! i love that we get to see her as more than "steve's fling" and also that she's angry! i feel like non-heroes are always expected to just be okay with whatever the heroes do because, well, they're the heroes, and its nice to have real, valid emotions portrayed when someone you thought loved you, uses you, and then leaves you in literal exile. The revenge plot is something that you see used a lot in action movies, but this is really the first time where i look for a fault in her justification and really? i don't think there is one. sharon has been through so much shit because of steve, the avengers, and the us government in general that the justification is 100% there in my eyes. the amount of anger and hatred she is hiding? that takes some skill. and also the inner monologue of how peggy would feel about this? like sure, fuck the government, but also, she was your aunt peggy. not just some bitch with a banging work ethic. i 100% think that sharon will continue to destroy the government (as she should), but i see one of two things happening: we are going to see her try to justify herself in the eyes of peggy (she's already justified in her own eyes) or sam/bucky/whoever are going to try to use her relationship to peggy to get her to stop.
mr john walker. there is so much about this man that i despise, but for now i'm actually gonna talk about the writing. why? does he always end up with sam & bucky? i feel like we're all missing the refusal we expected. like this dude is straight up awful but they're like "you're here, i guess we'll work together." no! fuck him! you literally despise him why are you working with him?? and another thing about walker's writing. why does he always do "the right thing" at the last second. like he literally murdered someone in broad daylight doing the right thing goes against the entire buildup of hid character? like marvel what are you doing he's supposed to be an asshole, please stop trying to give him any sort of redemption. he doesn't deserve it and it's wildly out of character.
mr cool gay uncle bucky barnes. its just so fantastic. like he looks genuinely happy in the moment. he's no longer ashamed of his arm and he's learning to deal with his past. i feel like this is one of the first times people see his as something other that "a killer" or "a freak." honestly, i think this is one of the first times he sees himself as something other that "a killer" or "a freak." it shows that he is, however slowly, growing to accept himself, and that makes me very happy.
BARRON FUCKING ZEMO. this man is both a dilf and a sugar daddy and is quite literally now one of my favorite marvel characters ever. He thrives off of power, but is willing to give up all power if it means that what he believes is the "right thing" happens. He has personal motivation, a legitimately achievable goal (compared to most other villans), and is fairly justified in his wishes. He somehow manages to do really shitty things while still being somewhat justified and that takes a lot of skill. i feel like no one touches on the fact that he's incredibly smart and a quick thinker? and also like super brave (or stupid, depending on how you look at it)? like mans pulled out a gun and shot somebody right in front of sam and bucky, and that was both highly intelligent and profoundly stupid. but it ended up working out in his favor. and don't even get me started on that scene in madripor. when bucky had to pretend to be the winter soldier? do you know how much of a power trip that gave zemo? how he knew that bucky was on the edge of losing it the entire time? this man has so much more to him than anyone (both characters and fans) seems to notice and its really disappointing because he's such a complex and interesting character and i love him dearly.
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