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tiny little dancer
they say i entertain
i dance in front of their gaping eyes and drunken lips
like a clumsy ballerina i dance,
desperate to see a smile
but when does loud become lonely?
when does energetic become bothersome?
they’ll never tell me
as long as i remain a pretty dancer in front of them.
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your smile is a delicacy
hearing her make you laugh hurts
how could you look at her
the way you looked at me?
how could you charge me to see
and then give it to her for free?
it’s times like these
that have me wondering if you ever loved me
or if i was just
another pair of lips to tease
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gods not the hero we need
gods a lonely creature
that’s why he keeps us close
lucifer left him
so that’s why he needs us most
but we’ll ditch him too
when the power gets to his head
lucifers more fun
we’ll hang with him instead
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if i leave (tw)
i hate myself
so i pretend i don’t exist
id i don’t see it
maybe it’s not there
if i leave,
i probably wouldn’t be missed
if i leave,
no one would really care.
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i stole your laugh cause i liked it so much
i mean i’ve always been weak
but you make it hard to breathe
when you smile or when you talk to me
i’m losing sleep
i’d give it all up
just for you to love me.
#poetry#poem#poets on tumblr#love#spilled thoughts#poetsoftumblr#lyrics#spilled ink#spilled feelings#poetic#fake love#i love you
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Reblog if you're black tumblr.
You don’t have to be black, it just means you support us, you stand by us and your for us.
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i think i put in too much
love isn’t real
i mean, if it was i would have felt it by now.
wounds don’t heal
the red constantly drips down
you don’t need to paint my face,
i’m already the clown
because i’d die for you
whilst you’d let me drown.
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you don’t feel the same i mean why the fuck would you
hell is cold,
just like you.
no red,
just blue.
and you’ll tell me it’s not true,
that you dance the same as the others do
but i can see it on your face, too
your heart shrunk while mine grew.
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How to remain productive with online classes:
A few tips from a broke neuro-divergent academic
Try and wake up early, and go to bed early too. I’m not saying get up at 5 (unless that’s you’re thing) but sleeping into noon is a productivity blackhole. I go for 8 or 8:30, generally, but that’s just what works for me.
Get dressed for the day. I’m not talking like, jeans and a business casual outfit, but a clean pair of sweatpants, fresh underwear, and a new shirt can really put you in the mood for a new morning.
Have a workspace. Whether it be the kitchen table, a desk, a spot on the floor with a lap desk, have a place that’s dedicated to your work. Have items that signify that workspace too, like your book, planner, laptop, lamp, whatever. It can help you get into the zone, being in that space.
Have a morning drink. I choose earl grey tea with honey and cream, but black coffee, herbal tea, lemon water, whatever works for you is awesome, as long as itll wake you up and start your day.
To do lists. To do lists and to do lists and more to do lists. I have three. One is a post it weekly planner deal (3.99 at a local grocery store). it’s a weekly spread already set up, and if you’re anything like me, its really hard to set up a weekly spread. Then I have an app called Ike. I have a daily to do list I write on that app, and then I have four more to-do lists of what I have to for each specific class.
Spread out your assignments. Don’t overwhelm yourself. If you’re professors are like mine, and have the due date for each module as Sunday at midnight. What I do is spread out all my assignments from Monday to Saturday, and I leave Sunday blank, so anything I didn’t do that week, I finish on Sunday. It works for me, it might work for you.
Have a folder for each class, and a notebook for each class. I hate spending money, I’m broke as hell, sono al verde as the Italians say, but a 0.99 cent folder and a 0.25 cent notebook can do wonders for motivating one to fill them up.
Study with a drink. Tea, water, coffee, whatever, but my go to is generally a warm drink. I cannot study if I’m cold, I get tired and groggy, so warm socks, a robe, and a hot drink really keep me going.
Take breaks. Make time for your hobbies, for something fun. Working without stopping absolutely destroys my motivation, and let me tell you, when I feel like that, an episode of Avatar and a snack gets me right back on the wagon.
Do self check ins. Does your back hurt? Are you sad? Stressed? Do you have to pee? Are you hungry? Never put your homework over your health. You won’t be able to get anything done well anyway if you’ve got those blocks.
Most importantly, get enough sleep. I beg of you. Sleep is so important, and it’s the game changer, at least to me. We as students have such an amazing opportunity to get more sleep than we ever have before during the year. Take advantage of that.
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i think i fell in love with this guy last night
that moment our eyes met
and i gave you a smile
and you laughed and looked at me
like i was the prettiest thing you’d seen in awhile
i hate the way this feels
because i know you’ll never be mine
because soon you leave for school
and ill be stuck here behind
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someone you’ll admire
i’m sorry about what i said
i’m just a really really really good liar
i’m sorry that i pretend
i’m just trying to be someone you’ll admire
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was i your perfect victim?
your chain on my neck
it feels so cold without your breath
i think your lips paint my skin
a pretty canvas suppressed.
i think what you’re doing is wrong
i think you’ve held me too long
i think you’re taking advantage
i think you take me for granted.
was i your perfect victim?
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goosebumps (finalized)
am i even breathing?
or is the air just swimming in and out?
the tingle in between my legs
while you’re kissing down my neck
is it something i’ll regret?
are you something i’ll regret?
goosebumps
when you’re up and down my skin
goosebumps
i know where you’ve been
goosebumps
i remember what you did
do you remember what you did?
is my heart even beating?
or do my demons just want out?
and this rush inside my head
while you and i pretend
do you remember what i said?
i don’t remember what i said...
goosebumps
i hope they’re up and down your skin
goosebumps as you’re hiding in the midst
of our external afflictions
am i your addiction?
can i be your addiction?
it’s not a want
it’s a need.
and now i’ve forgotten to breathe...
let me tongue your teeth
let me taste what this could be..
what do you want to be?
goosebumps
i still feel you on my skin
goosebumps
now i’m just another place you’ve been
goosebumps
i’ll remember what we did
will you remember what we did?
am i
am i
breathing?
even
even
beating?
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