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horanghaes-gaze · 2 years
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!!ANNOUNCEMENT!!
I am going to be closing down this blog as of now, maybe in the future I will come back and write again, but as of now, it is not a good time for me to be writing. I have a lot going on in my life right now such as school and family, so writing is not a priority to me like it used to be. To the people that have requested me to write something, I sincerely am so so sorry that I let you down and was not able to complete your request. I truly am sorry for getting your hopes up for a piece of writing that was never delivered.
Regarding my current works that are out, I will still leave them up and not delete this blog. I understand that people like to go back and enjoy pieces of writing they liked, so I will leave them up for you to re-read as you please.
Whether or not I will go back to writing is up to the future at this point. If circumstances change for the better where I am able to prioritize writing and have it fit in with my life again, I will definitely start posting again. And whether that takes months or years, I don't know. All I know is that although I love writing, it is not the best time to be writing as something to share with others.
I thank you all for understanding, and I understand if some of you are upset and that you have every right to be. But this is the decision that I've decided to make.
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horanghaes-gaze · 2 years
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Heyyy!!! Loved you're work BTW can write a imagine about woo dohwan (actor) something fluffy and suggestive? 💜💕
Word Count: 588
Genre: Fluff to suggestive
Pairing: Woo Do-hwan×idol!reader
Warnings: none
Notes: Sorry that this took so long to write, but I hope you like it! 💐🌸🌷
Woo Do-hwan [Sunday, 9:03 pm]
You had just finished performing your latest comeback, bright lights dimming as you walked off the stage. You thanked the dancers and staff before going back to your dressing room to get changed and go home for the night. Getting out of your stage outfit and changing back into your regular, more comfortable attire, you grabbed your bag and left the studio. On your way out the door, you saw your boyfriend, Do-hwan, waiting at the front of the parking lot holding a small bouquet of flowers waiting for you with a smile on his face.
Running to the car, you hugged him tightly. You both had been busy lately, you having a comeback and him staring in a new drama. It felt like the two of you barely had time to see each other anymore, so it was nice to see him like this again. Pulling out of the hug to look at him, you smiled as you got a good look at his face. He was handsome, as always, and was smiling back at you. Handing you the flowers, he opened the passenger side door for you to get in. Getting in the car, he spoke,
"You did amazing tonight, I loved your performance."
"You're only saying that because I'm your girlfriend, Do-hwan"
Shaking his head, he refused, "No I'm not, you really were amazing, you being my girlfriend just added to it."
You just sighed, smiling even more and slightly shaking your head as he drove out of the lot, starting the drive home. The car ride was filled with a comfortable silence, the two of you just enjoying each other's presence. Playing with the petals of the flowers a bit, you looked out at the night sky as the car moved through the city, eventually coming to a stop in your apartment's parking lot. Do-hwan got out of the car, walking around to open your door for you as he always did. Walking into your apartment, you both took off your shoes and got settled in at home again, changing into some pajamas and microwaving some ramen.
"I missed this," you said to him.
"I missed this too...I've missed you," he said back, placing a kiss atop your head before sitting next to you.
For the rest of the night, you two were in your own world, catching up with each other, sharing kisses and sweet nothings. In your kisses, you could both sense how much you've missed the other's touch. Eventually, pecks led to long kisses, and long kisses led to you getting on his lap, now sharing a more sloppy kiss that would turn into a make-out. Your fingers thread through his hair and he picked you up, going to your bedroom, and laying you down on the bed. Your touches were desperate, wanting to be as close to him as possible. Your bodies were warm at every touch, his kisses now trailing down your neck and chest. Every time his fingers grazed even the smallest part of your skin, it set off a blaze that made you want more. You needed more.
"I love you, so much" he mumbled against your skin, going lower and lower with each peck on your skin.
"I love you more," you told him, both as a reciprocation to his words and permission for him to keep going. And for the rest of the night, the two of you got lost in each other, not wanting it to end.
[Monday, 6:27 am]
"Why are you limping?" your manager asked.
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horanghaes-gaze · 2 years
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Hii if you write for gong yoo can you please do a fluff alphabet ?
Word count: 4,033
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: none
Notes: Sorry this took a bit but I hope you like it! <33
Activities - What do they like to do with their s/o?
I think that he likes to do things like taking walks in the park and sharing an umbrella together when it rains. Or going to random pet stores to look at the cats and petting them and sneaking them some treats. He would also like to cook at home with you, making dinner as much of a joint effort as possible. This means that you would also go grocery shopping together, playfully bickering about whether you need a certain ingredient or not. And as you walk to check out he tells you to put your favorite snack back on the shelf, knowing you tried to put it in the cart without him knowing even though he always knows.
Beauty - What do they think is most beautiful on their s/o and themselves?
I think that he's a simple man, he just likes your face. He finds everything about your face beautiful. Every little facial feature of yours makes you you and he finds all of them beautiful, just like the rest of you. And on him, I'd say he likes his shoulders as they are broad. He likes being bigger than you, as he wants to protect you and hold you. He also likes that you can just lay your head on them and fall asleep or watch a movie together on the couch.
Comfort - How they would comfort their s/o during hard times
He seems like a more quiet comforter. He'd just hold you, or give you space, whatever you needed at that moment. But even if you insisted on just wanting to be alone, he'd still be watching you from afar. He'd make sure you're eating enough and getting enough water and rest. He'd make sure to coincidentally get all of your comfort foods like ice cream, cookies, the snack you always try to sneak in the cart, etc. If you did want him nearby, he'd be the best at listening and holding your hand as you spoke or just hugging you. His shoulder is always yours to cry on and a sign that he'll always be there.
Dreams - What do they picture their future with their s/o to be like?
He wants to live in a cozy apartment with just you and two cats at most, maybe three if you could convince him. Mornings spent together in bed and just talking with each other about everything and nothing. Still having a date night every once in a while even if you've been together for years, probably a fancy dinner and a night drive. As I mentioned earlier, you'd live with at least one cat, so you two would most likely adopt one together or more than one if you guys think you can handle it.
Equal - Who wears the pants in the relationship?
Probably an even split, to be honest, he doesn't want to be the one calling the shots all the time but at the same time doesn't want the shots to be called for him either. I'd say that you two have a relationship that is very based on communication so it depends on the situation who would have more control. If it was something like meeting your friends, he'd let you take control and listen to whatever you had to say. But if it was regarding visiting him on set, he'd be a bit more in control as this was his workplace.
Fight - What are fights like with them?
Fights rarely occur in your relationship, most of them about work most likely. You two have a very calm relationship, or at least he is very calm. Most of the time, you two can talk out your disagreements and move on afterward. But when things escalate more and lead to a full-on argument, you both need time to cool down. Although you'd prefer not to go to bed angry, if things couldn't be worked out before bed, he'd always offer to be the one on the couch. If you were too upset to talk to him, he'd simply just take his pillow, grab a blanket, and go to the couch, wanting you to be more comfortable in bed despite arguing. Making up would be as soon as you both have calmed down and are ready to talk. Once things have been talked out, he'd most likely hug you and apologize, saying that he hated fighting with you.
Gratitude - How do they show their gratitude? Do they notice what their s/o does for them?
I think that he'd say a simple thank you every time you did something for him. And if it took him longer to notice, he'd probably do something in return for you like taking an extra laundry day or getting you lunch. If it was something like making him a coffee in the morning or packing a lunch for him, he'd notice right away and give you a quick kiss. But if it was something a little less obvious, it might take him some time to notice, but when he does, he will try his best to show that he's thankful. Overall, he's just very thankful that you're in his life at all, so he tries to let you know that as much as possible.
Honesty - Do they have any secrets or do they share?
I doubt that he tries to keep secrets from you, but he might forget to tell you something since he's had a life full of experiences. Sometimes, there's been no situation for him to tell you something so he just doesn't tell you. It's not that he's hiding it, it's just that if it's not relevant, he won't say it. But if it was something really serious, he'd probably try to sit you down and tell you as soon as he notices things are getting serious between you two. And he'd be as honest as possible to you, telling you anything he thought you should know. Regarding you, he'd appreciate it if you tried to have that same level of honesty. You two would trust each other, probably knowing the passcodes to the other's phone. Not to snoop, but just in case one needs to look something up or if their phone wasn't on them.
Inspiration - Does their s/o change them in some way?
I think that he'd be more aware of things that could relate to you. Like if he went to the mall and saw a shirt that he knew would look nice on you, he'd get it for you. Or if he went out and passed your favorite cafe, he'd get something for you. He would come home earlier, knowing you'd be waiting for him or coming home from work. So when he's out with some friends, he'd want to start heading home at 10-11 pm at the latest. But while he's out, he'd also text you and call you every hour or so since he'd want you to do the same when you're out, just to know that you're safe. Since he's quite tall, he would start putting things slightly lower for you so that you didn't have trouble reaching it. He'd also make sure that he always has an extra clean shirt for you since he knows you like wearing his clothes, also having hair ties and such for if you need it.
Jealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they react when they are jealous?
I think that he gets jealous when your attention is on someone else for too long. He just wants to hold your hand or back hug you, but you're too busy talking to this person so it'd be awkward if he just started hugging you in the middle of your conversation. He wouldn't necessarily get jealous of other people flirting with you or anything, he knows that you're his and he's yours. He would get upset if they went too far though, but would also know that that's on the person, not you. He'd be fine with you having male friends as he knows that you know what boundaries are okay. Overall, he trusts you and just wants your attention :(
Kiss - Anything about kisses and kissing
He's probably a good kisser. After all the dramas he's acted in, and given his age, he's had to have experience and I think that he's learned from those experiences. He knows how to give a nice kiss and loves kissing you. He especially likes it when you give him pecks because it makes him so smiley and giddy on the inside and out, a huge smile breaking out on his face when you do. His favorite place to kiss you is your lips and shoulders, your lips because again, he likes kissing you, and your shoulders because of your height difference. Plus, he likes back hugging you so it's the perfect position to give your shoulders kisses. Or in the morning, he'll wake you up by trailing kisses from your shoulders to your neck. Your first kiss would probably be in the moment, not really being super planned out. It would just happen when the time was right. He was meeting you for a date and when you walked up to him in front of the restaurant, he wrapped an arm around your shoulders and gave you a quick kiss, not even realizing it. And neither did you, kissing him back and going inside for dinner. It just felt right, and you both didn't notice until the end of the date when he dropped you off, kissing you goodbye.
Love Confession - Who confessed and how
I think that you would have to confess first. This is because I feel like he wouldn't realize that you were more than a friend until you confess. He wouldn't really think that the things he did for you were things that friends don't normally do. Like letting you wear his jackets or getting you gifts just because it "made him think of you". He thought that these were things that friends do, and you're his friend, a special friend is all. But when you confess, he realizes that no, you were not just a friend to him. And as for how you confessed, it was fairly straightforward. You two were at a cafe together, having a brunch, when you told him that you needed to tell him something. He listened closely, hearing how serious you sounded. You were nervous but still managed to say something along the lines of "I like you" or "I have feelings for you". He'd take a few seconds to process what you had said, just sitting there in silence, but you were freaking out, thinking that you made things awkward and that you had assumed wrong and he didn't like you back. But after he processed, he gave you a smile and said that he felt the same. After that, you two planned out your first date and the rest was history.
Marriage - Do they picture marrying their s/o? How do they propose? What is married life like?
Honestly, I don't think so. I think that although yes, he'd like a stable relationship, marriage isn't necessarily on his mind or priorities right now. It would take being in a relationship with you for a very long time for him to finally think of marrying you. I'm talking like 7-10 years, not just 2-5 years. This is because he's said it himself that he feels like he's too immature for marriage and that it's not really in his plans for life. But if he ever does propose and marry you, it would all be very romantic but personal. He'd propose during one of your walks in the park, the dark night sky above you. He would opt for just wrapping his arms around you from behind and showing you the ring while quietly asking "will you marry me?" instead of getting on one knee. And the wedding would be a small one, only close friends and family attending, a very warm atmosphere in the environment. Since you two have been together for so long, married life would be the same as before, not much changing besides now being husband and wife along with the rings that you both keep forgetting to wear for the first few months of marriage.
Nicknames - What nicknames are used and the story behind them
I think that he would be a classic with nicknames, calling you things like "honey" or "darling". But other nicknames would be "mom", "tiny", and "my barista". He would refer to you as "mom" to the cats, and he would be "dad" of course, the two of you being happy cat parents. "Tiny" would be from your height difference and how small you are to him. He mostly calls you this when you're wearing his clothes or are cuddling with him which makes you look extra small. And every morning he says "thank you, my barista" as you hand him his cup of coffee. I feel like he would just like you calling him anything that made him yours. Things such as "mine" or "my love".
On cloud nine - What are they like when in love?
Everyone around the two of you can clearly tell that he is absolutely head over heels for you. The mere mention of your name made him smile as the thought of you made him the happiest. He wants to share every moment with you, always talking about how you would react if you were there. At stores, he would get you anything that he thought you would like, asking his friends if they think you'd like it. If it was your birthday, everyone around him would be hearing about it for weeks as he wanted to plan out the perfect birthday for you. He'd ask for gift ideas, cake flavors, whether or not he should do a party, all of the stops. Anytime you're mentioned, he feels his cheeks warm up ever so slightly, not too noticeable, but still there. He simply adores you, and anyone with two eyes can see that very clearly.
PDA - How comfortable are they with it? What are their shows of affection?
He would be fine with whatever you're okay with, although he'd stray away from doing too much. The most he's willing to do in public would be long hugs and kisses that last a couple of seconds. But if you were more shy and wanted to keep these things to yourself, he would just follow along with whatever you're comfortable with. He'd always be holding your hand though, wanting to have some form of contact with you because he liked it and so that you don't get lost. He would also always give you a hello and goodbye kiss, even if it was just a peck, he wants to greet you with love and leave you with love too.
Quirk - Something random in their relationship
Sometimes, you both just don't interact much with each other. One of you might sleep on the couch or just sleep further apart if you both stay in bed. It's not because you're fighting or upset but simply because you just need me time. And when one of you is taking that me time, the other understands and lets them have that time to themselves, knowing that once it's over, you'll be better than ever. It doesn't happen often, maybe once every few months, but as a person, you just need some time to yourself so that is what this is. And afterward, everything just goes back to normal, with no awkward tension at all because like I said, you both understand that time alone is important.
Romance - Are they romantic? How much? What they would do to be romantic?
I think that he would be very romantic for special occasions such as your anniversary or valentine's day. Or when he wants to surprise you with a nice dinner if you've been working extra hard at work lately. But on a normal basis, I think that he tries to make being at home comfortable for you, knowing that work is stressful. He'd do things like making sure the shower/bath is ready for you or just making sure the house is heated up or air-conditioned. He would also always make sure to cuddle you and give you anything you need to be able to relax at home. Occasionally, he would run a bath for you both with some wine, not anything sexual, just so you can both unwind and have some quality time together.
Support - How do they show their support?
He's very supportive of you, giving you encouragement in whatever you wanted to do. If you are currently in college and have classes, he would do his best to help you study for your tests. On test days, he always made sure to slip a sticky note on your laptop, saying things like "I believe in you!" or "You're the smartest person I know". And if you didn't do as well as you'd hoped, he would still encourage you, saying he saw how hard you worked and that other people struggled too so you're not alone. And for work, he'd try to pack you lunch sometimes or have lunch with you if he could. If you had a presentation for work, he would let you practice on him and tell you if you needed to change anything. And whatever you want to do in life, he is your number one supporter. He's your cheerleader, always giving you thumbs up for whatever you do. And when you fall, he's always there to hug you and help you get back up again.
Thrill - Do they like to try new things? Or do they prefer a routine?
For the most part, he likes to have a routine that you guys stick to. He just likes to know that there is a certain way that things are done and just wants to be organized in that sense. But that doesn't mean that he doesn't like taking risks. If you wanted to try something, then he would try it for you, and vice versa. You mostly try out new things for dates to make it more fun. You guys have pictures in your apartment hung up of you traveling or doing something and whenever a guest sees and asks about it, you two share the story with smiles and laughs. In conclusion, you guys like trying new things, but not in a spontaneous way, wanting to plan it out.
Understanding - How good are they at understanding their s/o?
He is a very good listener which means that he takes in everything you say and feel very easily. I mentioned earlier that his shoulder is yours to cry on and that is true in every sense. If you need to cry, he'll get the tissues, if something that happened at work annoyed you, he's there to share your annoyance. No matter the situation, he is the person that you can always go to for help or just to hear you out. However, he is not afraid to point out if you are wrong, it's not that he wants to blame you, but in life, if a person is at fault, they need to be held accountable. So even if he understands your point of view, if you also did some wrong, he will tell you that you and the other both had faults in the situation.
Values - What do they need in a relationship to make it work?
He needs trust, support, love, and respect. In a relationship, he needs to trust his significant other. After all, you can't make a relationship work without trust. He can't be in a relationship where he's constantly thinking that you're keeping secrets or doing something without him knowing. He needs to also know that you support him as his career in acting is something that requires a lot of support from others. He supports you in whatever endeavors you choose to do and he wants you to do the same for him and his acting career as it is something that he is passionate about. Love is a given as that is what a romantic relationship is for. He is in a relationship with you to love you and to also receive love from you. And lastly, respect. He will respect you and your decisions no matter what and he expects you to do the same. You are two adults after all, so respect is a must.
Wildcard - A quick fluff
The morning sun shined through your curtains in the early summer morning. The bed was warm and the both of you were in each other's arms. You had yet to wake up, still sleeping peacefully with your head on his chest. He quietly stirred awake, his arms instinctively holding you tighter. His eyes finally opened all the way, now fully awake. Kissing the top of your head, he admired your features. From your cute bed head to every line and curve of your face, you were a sight for sore eyes. I could stay like this forever he thought. "Do I have to keep pretending to sleep or will you give me a real kiss?" you spoke up, eyes still closed. He let out a small laugh, giving you the kiss you had been waiting for. "Good morning to you too, honey", his morning voice sent shivers down your spine. "I could go for some waffles" you suggested. "I could go make some just for you."
Xoxo - Are they affectionate?
He is definitely affectionate. He likes to hug you and have you in his arms. He wants you to know that he loves you so very much and that you are one of the most important people in his life. He tells you that he loves you every day when he wakes up and every night before going to bed. Honestly, he just likes to cuddle you and give you kisses because it's what you deserve.
Yearning - How do they handle being apart from their s/o?
I think that he would be sad if he isn't able to be with you. He would try to call and text you as much as possible, wanting to have the most contact you could have while apart. Other people around him can tell that the happiness on his face isn't as present as it was before you left. They can also tell that he isn't in as high spirits, longing looks on his face as he waits for a text or call from you. The bed simply doesn't feel the same without you there, feeling too big and empty. The coffee didn't taste the same either, the way you made it is perfectly tuned to his taste. When you two are finally reunited, the smile on his face returns once again and he pulls you into the tightest hug you've ever felt.
Zeal - How much are they willing to do for the relationship? What have they done?
He is willing to do a lot for you. Always willing to give you whatever you need or want. When he's in love, he goes all-in or not in at all. He wants you to know that he is committed and completely in love with you. He's done many things for you such as getting you a new laptop after your old one broke despite you saying you could save up on your own for a new one. He even skipped out on an award show to see you graduate, even if that meant having someone else accept his award. The proud smile he wore on his face that day is one that you will always remember. As for that award he won, someone from his company accepted the award and read out the speech he wrote, the trophy now sits on one of your shelves at home next to your diploma.
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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I want to start writing for the cast of Squid Game, so if you have anything, please request it! I don't write smut, but I'm willing to do suggestive. Please make sure to check my rules before requesting. Thank you so much :)
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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I decided to write it here so if you wanna read it, there you go 🥰
YALL KNOW THE CLIP WHERE JAEMIN NCT WOKE HAECHAN UP SO OBNOXIOUSLY BY JST PEEK-A-BOO-ING HIM IN A VV ANNOYING VOICE? AND WHERE HE SCREAMED AND RAN TO CHENLE AND JUST- DID THAT THING WITH HIS LEGS AND LIKE BASICALLY JUMPED ON THE BED AND ALSO ANNOYINGLY SHOOK THE BUNKBED WITH JISUNG ON THE BOTTOM BUNK? YEA?? imagine how obnoxious bf!nana wud be… SOMEONE PLS WRITE THIS AS AN IMAGINE OR STH
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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Too Much? - Na Jaemin
Word count: 1057
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: none
Notes: This is kinda bad but I tried :}
It was your first day off in a while, school and work being your main priorities lately as you were still getting settled into adult life. You had just collapsed back onto your bed after brushing your teeth and washing your face, a content sigh leaving your lips as you were finally able to rest for the day. Your muscles relaxed and your eyes were starting to get heavy again, you thought of your boyfriend, Jaemin, and how you wished he was there in bed with you, arms wrapped around your shoulders as you nodded off to sleep. You could even hear his voice saying-
"WAKE UP Y/N YOUR BESTEST BOYFRIEND EVER IS HEREEE!"
Eyes shooting wide open again, you let out a small and tired whine, although happy to have him here, you had wanted to spend the day quietly relaxing. Keyword, quietly. Rolling over and wrapping your blanket around you, you hoped he would just walk in and understand what you had planned your day to be like today. Now, as much as you love Jaemin, which is a lot, he had these adorable bursts of energy that would come out of nowhere. Most of the time, you would laugh and go along with whatever his outburst was, but there are times, like right now, where it just didn't fit the moment.
Walking into your room, Jaemin excitedly came up and hopped on your bed right next to you, bouncing up and down as he shook you awake. He planted kisses all over your face, as he said his usual line of cheesy wake-up calls.
"Yy/n y/n y/nnnnnnnn, wake uuuuuuup, you can't spend all day in bed"
"But I want to spend all day in bed, Jaems"
"Don't make me peekaboo you awake"
"oh please don't-"
"peekaboo, peekaboo, come on, my baby needs to wake up for the day," he said in a voice that was octaves higher than his usual tone. You watched as he covered and uncovered his face, a bright smile behind his hands each time.
As tired as you were, you couldn't say no to him, so you got up and he smothered you in a hug, smothering you in even more kisses as he talked about what had happened with Jeno the day before and how he missed you.
"That all sounds great, Jaems"
"We should go shopping today and then out for lunch on the way!" he said, jumping up from the bed and pulling you to stand with him. He led you to your closet, patiently waiting for you to come out after changing. Deciding to just wear one of his shirts and some jeans, you quickly threw the clothes on and walked back out to him, who let out an excited squeal at the sight of you in his clothes.
"eeeeeh, you look so cute, y/n," he said, getting his phone out and pointing it at you "come on, pose for me, my pretty baby"
You simply smiled and let him take the photo, listening to him as he went on about how it would be his new lock screen background. After putting his phone back in his pocket, he grabbed your hand, leading you out to go shopping and have lunch as he had said.
When you got back, you were even more tired than when you had just woken up, Jaemin however, had loads of energy within him, still bouncing around excitedly as he helped you put some purchases from shopping away. You flopped onto your bed immediately after changing into some pj's, fatigue and sleep starting to consume you once again. Your eyes were just about to shut close but then
"We haven't even had dinner y/n-"
"I'm tired, Jaemin"
And for the first time today, Jaemin had fallen silent. He didn't have any cheerful words to say at that moment. Instead, he was upset at himself for not realizing how tired you were and for being too much. He knew you had school and work but didn't realize how it had affected you until now. His head hung low, frown very apparent on his face making him look like a sad puppy.
"I'll let you rest then...thanks for today" he quietly uttered before leaving you alone in your room.
Watching him leave, you felt guilt replacing your tiredness. You didn't want to make him sad, and you hadn't realized how tired you really were. Especially if it was to the point where you directed it at Jaemin. Even if he had a lot of energy, you could never be tired of him, so you went out to the living room of your apartment, seeing him bundled in one of your blankets, a pout on his lips.
"Jaems?" you spoke up.
"Just rest, baby, I know you're tired" he sadly replied.
You didn't know how to respond, opting to just sit next to him and hug him, just like how he did when you were upset. You weren't as good as him when it came to comforting and cheering up, so you hoped that he could feel how much you were trying as you snuggled as close as you could.
"Am I too much for you?" he asked softly.
"Of course not, Jaems, I was just tired and took it out on you, and I should've just told you that I wanted today to be a cuddle day with you instead of pushing myself to go shopping"
"No, I should've noticed that you were tired from school and work instead of making you go"
Shaking your head, you hugged him tighter.
"You didn't make me do anything, I went because I wanted to spend time with you, but I should've been honest and said something beforehand instead of snapping at you after. And you can never be too much, you always light up my day when you come in all bubbly and excited, it makes me feel wanted to see you be like that just because you want to see me, Jaems"
"No more Jaemin?" he said, knowing that you only used his full name when you were really serious.
"No more Jaemin."
He smiled once again, opening the blanket and taking you in to snuggle with him, giving you a bunch of kisses once again.
"I love you"
"I love you toooooooo, y/n!"
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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Can I request a dom Idol!Haechan x sub producer!Reader where everyone know's they're dating and they tease each other in studio a lot and she makes him jealous.. also can it be Smut please thank you already
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I'm so so sorry that it took me so long to get this done but here it is! I hope you enjoy it and that it is what you wanted or is close. Have fun reading! 💕🥰☀️
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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"It's just Johnny" - Lee Haechan
Word Count: 588
Genre: Suggestive
Warnings: Dom!Haechan, sub!reader, exhibitionism
Notes: this was a request so I hope you enjoy, and I'm so so sorry that it took a while to get to. But I was finally able to write and finish it, so here you go!
You watched as Haechan stood in the recording booth and finished his line, looking back up to you for confirmation he did good. You nodded at him, signaling for him to come out of the booth as that was the last line he had to do. Walking out, he went over to you and kissed the top of your head, his way of saying thank you for always supporting him. You gave him a smile and he sat down on the couch in the room, talking to some of his members that were there as well. The next member that had to record was Jaehyun, his dimples showed in a small smile as he walked into the booth, put the headphones on, and looked at you for directions. You told him which lines to start with and gave him the go-ahead to start singing. Listening along to his voice, you pointed out parts that he needed to do again or messed up on a bit. He was a good singer and everyone knows that so his recording session went by very easily.
"You did a good job, Jae, your voice sounded really nice"
"Thanks, y/n, you're the best," he said, walking out and back to the couch where Haechan sat.
The rest of recording went as planned, all the members doing their parts and wanting to finish the song. It was time for the last member to take their turn in the booth, getting the lyric sheet ready on the stand. You were getting the last few things together to record when Haechan went over and sat in the chair next to yours. Thinking nothing of it, you spoke to the member in the booth.
"Okay, whenever you're ready, Johnny" he nodded at your statement and you started to record his lines. As you helped Johnny get the last few parts of the song done, you felt a hand on your thigh. You were unfazed, you and Haechan were both affectionate people, so it wasn't a surprise at all when he started to touch your thigh, drawing patterns on it. You continued on with Johnny, getting his parts together when you suddenly felt Haechan's hand grip instead of just doodling as he had been before.
"Haechan, your members are here" you warned.
"It's just Johnny, the rest went to get lunch" he argued, knowing fully well that from the booth, only your stomach and up could be seen. "You're okay with this, right?" he asked you in a genuine tone, never wanting to overstep or make you uncomfortable.
"Go ahead" you reassured him, knowing that he understood your boundaries. You felt as his hand started to rub your thigh and slip under your skirt, his face not showing any hint of what was going on under the table. Leaning into your ear, he whispered to you as you tried to focus on the recording.
"Be a good girl for me and I'll reward you later, okay?" you nodded at his question, now wanting this recording session to end as soon as possible.
"I didn't hear an answer" he mused, fingers slipping up your skirt completely and rubbing circles over your lace panties. He could feel as they got wetter every time he touched near your clit, not directly touching it on purpose like the tease he is.
"Yes, sir" you finally answered, your face now flushed red and trying to get all of Johnny's lines. Leaning into your ear to whisper again, he spoke.
"That's my good girl"
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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I hope that Jeong Jaehyun wakes up and looks in the mirror and tells himself "damn, I'm sexy" everyday and then once more before he goes to bed every night.
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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"I'm not cute >;(" - Mark Lee
Word Count: 446
Genre: fluff, timestamp
Warnings: none
Notes: A little something for Mark's birthday, so I wish him the happiest birthday and hope that he had a good day today. He deserves the absolute best because he is the bestest boy. And update on the drabble list and series I'm working on. Still writing and editing the first part of The Teacher's pet, and still working on making drabble list prompts as well. Hopefully, I'll finish them soon.
2:08 pm
You and Mark were cuddling on the couch, limbs tangled together, arms holding one another like the other would be gone the next second. Despite this, you both knew that you would be staying on the couch for a long while. The television was playing some show that you had lost interest in a while ago. All you could focus on was the beautiful boy that had his arms wrapped around you and face smushed against your shoulder.
"Yo, this show is boring, should we watch something else?" he spoke up.
You smiled, his voice was always calming to you, making you light up with joy. Shaking your head, you took the remote and shut off the TV, hearing Mark let out a noise of confusion. You pulled him closer if it was even possible and gave his cheek a kiss.
"You're so cute, Mark"
He scrunched his nose at your comment, deciding to smush his face into your shoulder more.
"What?"
"I'm not cute, y/n...you are though" you could feel him smile against your shoulder, also placing a kiss on it.
"Cheesy"
"Ooh, now I'm hungry, want a grilled cheese?" his head left your shoulder to look at your face for an answer.
"You're not cooking it, right?"
"It's only a grilled cheese! I can manage...I think"
Deciding that a dorm fire wouldn't be appreciated by his members, you got up and took him to the kitchen, helping him make his grilled cheese. He buttered the pan, placing the bread and cheese on it, letting you grill and flip. After the flip, you placed the sandwich on a plate, putting the pan in the sink, and handing the plate to him. His smile grew as he took it, immediately taking a bite.
"You're the best" he placed a kiss on your head.
"I swear if you got crumbs in my hair-"
"Oh uh, here" he giggled a bit as he brushed your hair where he had kissed it. Right as he finished brushing the crumbs out, his phone dinged, a notification popping up.
He checked it, then putting it in his pocket and grabbing his sweater, and giving you a quick kiss on the lips.
"I gotta go, but I'll be back by tonight, I love you" another kiss to the lips, this one lasting a few seconds longer.
"I love you too" he let out a giggle, still getting shy whenever you said it.
Just as he ran out the door, you smiled, thinking about how lucky you were,
"cute"
"3:08 pm, Text from Markie <3: I'm not cute >;("
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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Intro
a/n: Here is the intro to the series that I am working on. I hope you guys enjoy it!
Genre: Romance (might take a try at writing smut again for this series), suggestive, angst, fluff
Warnings: As mentioned there might be smut if I decide to write that in, and this also includes some aged up members of Nct so beware
[College!au, Jaehyun×Reader]
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English class. Your favorite class.
It's because he's in the class. An hour and fifteen minutes of just him. He's the only thing on your mind, the only thing you're paying attention to. It doesn't seem so bad that you're paying him so much attention at first until you realize what about him you're paying attention to.
The way he walks from his desk to somewhere else in the room. The way he has his sleeves rolled up. The way he always does his hair. His very existence was addicting to you.
You oftentimes found your mind wandering to other thoughts during class. Thoughts of kissing him on his desk after. The excitement of being in the room with him during detention. You found yourself failing tests on purpose to go and ask for his help. He never declined, always willing to lend you a helping hand.
You'll do whatever it needs to have him, so the extra steps you had to take didn't matter. You were simply fixated on him. He was your latest obsession. But you couldn't help it if you were in love, as long as it was with him.
"You're such a teacher's pet, y/n" he told you.
"But we get to spend more time together during our tutoring sessions" you mused.
"Whatever you say, kitten"
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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Omgomgomg, you guys, I just hit 100 followers and I can't even begin to describe how thankful I am for every single one of you. If you guys didn't read what I write or liked my edits, I wouldn't have continued this blog at all so thank you so so much from the bottom of my heart. And although in the grand scheme of things, 100 followers may not seem like a lot, if you were stuck in a room with 100 people then you can see that it really is a lot of people so for that many people to like what I do enough to keep up with and follow my page is insane. And here is a celebratory Jaehyun pic:
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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“We’re on a Mission” - Renjun fluff
Word Count: 1728
Genre: Fluff, a bit of crack/humor
Warnings: none
Notes: Here it is! The Renjun fluff is finally done and up, so I hope you guys enjoy it. As always, requests are open as well as my inbox in general, so feel free to send in something. And if you’re going to request, please remember to make sure that you read the rules and things to know post on my page before you do. Thank you so much, and once again, I hope you enjoy~~
"Are you staring?" Jaemin asked Renjun, who was indeed staring at you.
"No, of course not..." he looked towards his friend who could tell he was lying, anyone could from the look on his face. Jaemin dismissed it, not really paying much attention. Renjun however was still feeling a bit sour, his mind still focused on you. He honestly just accepted the fact that you are out of his league since you're beautiful, amazing, and talking to a guy with your cute smile that you do when- wait. No. It can't be. Or at least, he doesn't want it to be. Is that guy really trying to ask you out and expecting a yes? There's no way you're going to- oh, she said yes... Well this was a predicament. He's been too scared to ask you out for the past year that he forgot that another person could ask you out, which just happened right in front of him. Great, just great. 
"Did you get dumped or something? You're more pissy than usual today" Haechan teased, only being half-serious. Half because he would never actually make fun of Renjun getting dumped, but the other half being serious because Renjun was being a little on edge. 
"Mind your own business, Donghyuk"
"Ooh, he used your government name too" Chenle laughed at Haechan. 
"Ugh", Renjun simply let out as he slumped on the floor of the practice room. He couldn't get the thought of how happy you looked getting asked out earlier out of his head. It bothered him even more since it wasn't him who asked you out, and also because you said yes to the other guy. 
"Is it about that girl you were staring at earlier?" Jaemin chimed in.
"Oooooh a girl? Renjun and a girl? Do give details" Haechan said, wanting to know more.
Jaemin explained to the other five how for the past two months, he noticed Renjun staring or sneaking glances at you quite a bit. Renjun glared at him the whole time, not wanting to admit he had fallen for you, and that he had fallen deep... for the past year now. He also didn't want to admit that you had called him your "sweetest friend" one day when having lunch together. Mark, trying to be a bit helpful and not wanting to embarrass the younger boy further, spoke up.
"Why don't you ask her out? I'm sure she'll say yes, and if she doesn't then that's her loss” 
Renjun groaned before speaking.
"Someone already did earlier, and I've been chickening out for a year now, and on top of all that, she called me her 'sweetest friend' at lunch one time" he buried his face in his hands. 
"You already got friend-zoned, what a loser- ow!" Haechan doubled over in pain. 
"Don't listen to him, he doesn't mean it" Jeno gave his signature eye smile after elbowing the aforementioned male.
"Oh wait, y/n? Like, the really pretty one? That y/n?" Mark spoke again. 
"Yeah... that y/n" Renjun buried his face further into his hands, if it was even possible to hide that much more. 
"Why don't you just ask her out?" 
"...too scared" Renjun timidly said. 
"Why?" 
"Because she's her and I'm...me" he simply explained.
"Dude, come on, we'll help you out, don't worry, leave it to us and you'll have your girlfriend before you know it," Mark said, wrapping an arm around Renjun's shoulders.
"And how do you plan on doing that exactly?" 
"As I said, leave it to us, all you have to do is show up" Mark assured.
"Yeah, because you're such a lady's man," Haechan said, earning a glare from the older one. 
"Don't worry, just trust us, dude" 
Renjun doesn't know why he decided to trust them with this. But he did, opting to make desperation the reason why he agreed to let them do whatever they were going to do.
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You were currently on your date with Minjun, a former classmate of yours that you had recently started talking to again. Sure, he was nice, but you didn't see him being anything more than a friend from high school. The only reason you agreed to go on a date with him was because you felt bad saying no, especially with how he awkwardly held up the flowers he got you. Shaking you out of your thoughts, he handed you the drink you ordered, you thanked him and sat down, hoping that you could at least enjoy the date even if you didn't see this going far. Just as Minjun was about to strike up a conversation, a group of loud boys came into the boba shop you resided in. 
"Oh my gosh, y/n! It's you!" you looked up, seeing Jeno wave at you, the other members following suit. Well, all of the members except Renjun, what a shame.
"Oh, hey guys," you said as they came up to you. Minjun looked over, clearly uncomfortable with how the group of six interrupted his date with you. 
"Um, are you getting drinks? And where's Renjun?"
"Oh, he got held back at practice, and we're here on a mission- stop elbowing me!" Haechan explained before yelling at Jeno. 
"And what's going on here, y/n?" Jeno calmly asked.
"I'm on a date, this is Minjun, I know him from high school," 
"Oh, well, we'll let you get back to it then, it was nice seeing you" 
"You too, and say hi to Renjun for me!" you said as they left.
"Yeah, we'll see you around-oh, I'm so sorry!" Chenle feigned guilt as everyone looked at the spilled drink on Minjun's shirt and lap. You hadn't noticed how fake the apology was, but that was fine by the boys, who made no moves to get napkins or something to clean it up whatsoever. 
"It's fine, um, do you mind helping me get something to wipe it off with?" Minjun spoke towards the group. 
"Oh, we would but we're already late so just have y/n send the dry cleaning bill, okay bye!" Jaemin replied, pushing the rest out the door to mimic a rush. 
"Here, let me help you," you offered, getting napkins and wiping off his shirt as best you could. 
"I'm so sorry about that, but please let me get the dry cleaning for this-"
"Don't worry about it," he smiled at you.
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As the date went on, it was clear that it wasn't going well. Maybe he had bad luck, but nothing was going the way Minjun had hoped it would. From the spilled drink to his phone getting lost and then his card getting declined, things weren't looking too good.
"Maybe we should call it a night so you can figure things out," you suggested.
"Nonono, we're going on this date," he insisted, almost sounding scary with how determined he was.
"No, really, we can go another time, you sound frustrated, not to mention your clothes, phone, and card-"
"So you're embarrassed to be with me, is that it?"
"Not at all, I'm just worried since you don't have your phone and your card is getting declined"
"I didn't know that you were a gold digger, would've never expected this from you, y/n" he scoffed.
"What? No, I'm genuinely-"
"Whatever, you should be thankful I asked you out at all"
That was your breaking point, only making a quick comment about wishing him home safely before speedwalking away. As you were in your head about what had happened, you bumped into someone. Someone very familiar.
"ah, I'm so sorry, y/n, I didn't mean to do that and bump into you, I was just-" Renjun kept rambling on with apologies until you cut him off with a hug. He awkwardly pats your back a bit until you hugged him tighter, making him relax and start brushing his fingers through your hair.  
"What happened?" he asked you softly, voice calming you instantly.
"My date was an ass" you replied.
"I'm sorry, you deserve much better than that, any guy would be lucky to have you...or girl. I don't want to assume or anything you know and just-" he started rambling again. 
A smile graced your features as he kept going on, thinking of how cute he was getting so worried as to whether he offended you or not. You simply laughed a bit, making him let go of the hug and scratch the back of his neck instead, a sheepish expression painted on his face. 
"It's okay don't worry so much, Junnie" you reassured him. 
He blushed a bit at the nickname you had used. If anyone else had called that, he might've threatened to punch them by now, but you were an exception. You were always an exception to him. You always will be because well, you're special to him. The only person that makes him not want to punch them every time they tease him or call him a nickname of some sort. Even if you dared to call him Renjeon or some other incorrect pronunciation of his name, he would still find it endearing. 
"You still there?" you waved your hand at him a bit.
"Yeah, for you, I always am-"
"YEAH, THAT'S OUR RENJUN BEING SMOOTH AS HECK" could be heard from a nearby bush before abruptly being shut up. The voice sounding an awful lot like Jaemin if you were being honest. 
Looking back at Renjun, whose face was now a deep shade of red, you laughed once again, this time at his friend's antics. He tried his best to smile back, swearing to get back at Jaemin when he gets the chance, but you didn't need to know that. 
"This is embarrassing..." he cringed at his friend's comment.
"It's okay, you actually look adorable when you're embarrassed like this" you confess.
"I'm sorry about him, he's just- wait what? You think that I'm adorable...?" he gets even more sheepish than he was before if it was even possible. 
"I always think you are" you let out another confession.
"I like you!" he blurts out with his eyes closed, scared to see your reaction.
You smile at him once more, even if he couldn't see it.
"I like you too, Junnie," you tell him.
"YEAH, GET IT RENJUN, THAT'S OUR FRIEND RIGHT THERE. OPERATION GET RENJUN A GIRLFRIEND IS A SUCCESS, SUCKERS"
"SHUT UP, JAEMIN"
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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I just accidentally deleted my whole post about interacting with you guys ;-; good going, Sunnie (not my real name for privacy reasons). But I really did mean it and do want to interact more so leave messages in my inbox or request. It could about me, you, idols, anything and I'll try my best to respond. 🌻💕
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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Exciting things are happening~~
1. I'm going to start writing a series with NCT members as characters (intro to series)
2. Theme changed! I decided to go with a darker theme and I found a perfect Jeno pic to go with it as a pfp
3. Ateez reaction and Renjun fluff (already up, click here!) is almost done so hopefully they will be out soon
4. Drabble game is still in the works and again, the goal is to get it up by July 15th
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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Question
Would you guys be okay with me changing my blog's theme? Like changing the profile pic and color pallete and all that. I'm asking because I know some people don't like it when the appearance is changed a lot and it can also be confusing to tell who's blog it is if it changes often. I do know that it is my decision at the end of the day, but I'm just wondering what your input and opinions are. I also have Renjun fluff coming soon so there's that. And I also just finally got out of school for the summer, so I will be posting more. Drabble list is still in progress, but will come eventually, hopefully before July 15.🌻💕
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horanghaes-gaze · 3 years
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Haechan (NCT) Birthday Post
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Notes: I wanted to make this post to not only celebrate Haechan's birthday but to also announce that after two and a half years, Mark Lee is no longer my bias. My bias is now this wonderful ball of sunshine that is Haechan. I love him from the bottom of my heart and he truly does make me happy, so I hope that he had a good birthday this year and that he smiled a lot. I also hope that he will be able to smile as much as possible, although I know it's unrealistic to smile all the time, I hope he smiles as much as he can. I also hope that he knows how much we as fans support and care for him. And in regards with Mark no longer being my bias, I still love him very much and he taught me how to love myself which is something I will always cherish and thank him for. But all in all, happy birthday, Haechan.
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