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gummygor · 15 hours
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You’ll never have a thigh g4p if you keep eating like that..
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gummygor · 10 days
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I want to try this in my work, there are so many fat people
Not eating when everyone else is.
Such a superior feeling.
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gummygor · 10 days
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Right, I'm alive.
I haven't cut myself or anything, my job is tiring but most of the time it's fun, but my scars are showing even though I'm wearing my work shirt, I'm worried because they're not that apparent but I'm scared and ashamed since I deal with the public.
A photo of them
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They're completely healed but... I'm afraid of losing my job because of them, It's a silly thought, but I don't know what to do.
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gummygor · 12 days
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I want to be praised by someone, not told that everything is going to be fine or that these things are nothing, I want to be praised for the smallest step, I want someone who will hug me and say sweet things, who will understand when I cry because I'm terrible at talking to people I want someone to give me comfort and encourage me to keep trying, to be strong.
I need someone to make me strong, to be safe with my mind, with my body.
That same someone who will cut me and discipline me when I do wrong, who will be as devoted to me as I am to them who will trap me in her hands and make me do whatever she wishes that's the only way to balance my desires and urge.
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gummygor · 12 days
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I want to die
My stomach hurts
I'm anxious
I want to cut myself
I don't want to work today
I'm scared
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gummygor · 12 days
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I just need to think about money
That's it
It's over
Don't think about people
Do your best and make money
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
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gummygor · 12 days
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The idea of working doesn't scare me, but having to interact with people, I'm afraid of not fitting in, I can't stay normal
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gummygor · 14 days
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I'll probably try to kill myself in two or three weeks'
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gummygor · 14 days
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Fui comprar roupa e nada ficava bom vou arrancar meus cabelos, não tem nada melhor do que um choque de realidade pra perder peso
a cada caloria que você come, mais apertada aquela roupa vai ficar, vc quer isso?
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gummygor · 14 days
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Quando você é magra, todas as roupas ficam lindas e servem em você!
O seu melhor acessório sempre será o seu corpo.
Magras vestem o que querem.
Gordas vestem o que cabe.
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gummygor · 15 days
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Fml when is it my turn to get a partner who will cut me? Am I asking too much? smh 🥲
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gummygor · 15 days
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I hate vomiting since most of the time I had the option of not eating first, I'm a big failure.
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gummygor · 15 days
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They're all lying to you. You're not "pretty;"
. ݁₊ You're an Obese Piece of Shit ₊ ݁.
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gummygor · 15 days
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gummygor · 16 days
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I start work next week and I don't want to relapse into sh again
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gummygor · 16 days
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I'm not living, i'm always in a state of survival, alert, worried about things that never happened
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gummygor · 16 days
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I'm hoping that I'll lose weight by working and at the same time I'm panicking because I don't know how to interact and I'm afraid I won't be able to look normal.
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