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I'm already miserable. I might as well be skinny too.

thiss

coming back to 3dblr after “recovery”

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when someone weighs the same as me but they’re skinnier

I lost 1 kg, I know it's mostly water weight but y'all don't understand how happy this made me this morning

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gosh I love when I lose weight

I was in recovery for so long but now I've relapsed and I'm happy about that since recovery was awful

why every time I decide to start losing weight again, I become sick????? let me be skinnyyyyyyy

yes, I'm weight-restores, yes, I'm eating but no, I have never ever been in this bad ED mindset

why am I like this

totally relapsing

i'm so sick of myself

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that was me at the age of 12

i miss my underweight body so freaking much

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

No matter how skinny you wanna be babies do not open that pack of cigarettes.

The coughing isnt worth it

The bad breath isnt worth it

Cancer isnt worth it

Your head is already spinning why smoke it up with withdrawal too?

I know cigs and skinny go together aesthetically but there are other ways to supress your appetite. Throw a handfull of Dill in your salad. Start a chore that keeps you preoccupied and distracted.

But i beg all of you for the clean air in your beautiful skinny lungs- drink your monsters and throw away the cigs.

glada vappen/hyvää vappua <3