D. E.

If I read a book and it makes my whole body so cold no fire can ever warm me, I know that is poetry.

Emily Dickinson

(Anna Karina) "I never told you I'd love you all my life. Oh my love, you never swore to adore me all your life. We never made promises like that, knowing me knowing you. We never thought we ever would be caught by love fickle as we were. And yet, and yet, step by step, without a word between us, bit by bit, feelings slipped between our merry mingle bodies and words of love rose to our naked lips. Bit by bit lots of words of love began to mingle gently with our kisses. How many words of love? I never would have thought I'd always want you. Oh my love, we never would have thought we two could live together and not get bored. Wake up every morning and be just as surprised to be just as happy in the same bed, desire nothing more than that oh so banal pleasure of feeling so good to be together. And yet, and yet, step by step without a word between us, bit by bit our feelings bound us tight in spite of ourselves, bound us tight forever Feelings stronger than any words of love known or unknown. Feelings so wild and so strong. Feelings we never thought were possible before. Don't ever promise to adore me all your life. Let's not make promises like that knowing me knowing you. Let's keep the feeling that this love of ours, this love of ours, will be short and sweet."

(Jean-Paul Belmondo) "Anyway, we'll know when we're dead -- in 60 years -- we'll know if we were always in love."

Pierrot le Feu - In the memories of Jean-Paul Belmondo who taught me a thing or two about love.

Life as it proceeds reveals, cooly and dispassionately, what lies behind the mask that each man wears. It would seem that everyone possesses several faces. Some people use only one all the time, and it then, naturally, becomes soiled and wrinkled. These are the thrifty sort. Others look after their masks in the hope of passing them on to their descendants. Others again are constantly changing their faces. But all of them, when they reach old age, realise one day that the mask they are wearing is their last and that it will soon be worn out, and then, from behind the last mask, the real face appears.

Sadegh Hedayat, The Blind Owl

The person that I had been existed no longer. If I had been able to conjure him up and speak to him he would not have listened to me and, if he had, would not have understood what I said. He was like someone whom I had known once, but he was no part of me.

Sadegh Hedayat, The Blind Owl

I started loving once; and I never stopped.

"Men have called me mad; but the question is not yet settled, whether madness is or is not the loftiest intelligence– whether much that is glorious– whether all that is profound– does not spring from disease of thought– from moods of mind exalted at the expense of the general intellect."

Edgar Allan Poe

"And so, being young and dipt in folly, I fell in love with melancholy."

Edgar Allan Poe

*in synch with universe*

Patricia Highsmith, Ripley Under Ground

She didn't say she loves me, but she said:

میخوای برات چایی بریزم؟

(Do you want me to pour some tea for you?)

And I think that is much better than love.

If I love you today, I also want to see you today. Maybe tomorrow we go, and then regret grows out of our graves.

Around the corner - a poem by Charles Hanson Towne

The man he killed - a poem by Thomas Hardy

There are too many beautiful poems about August and lord, I want to post them all.

These days, the world feels more tender. Even the ground I put my feet on is softer. And now, I can love, unconditionally.