i'm gonna girlblog my way through senior year. i'm gonna make a cute wall of memories that might as well be my personal diary because if you've had the patience to stalk through tumblr, you have my respects and therefore direct access to my breakdowns that aren't even girlbloggable

devi is stupid no shit. of course bevi is always endgame. but ben and devi need to make glorious careers out of their life and like their peaceful unlabeled coexistence now. blink and it's been two years. ben needs to ben more and devi needs to devi more. they're content with their plans. they're hopeful little kids. nothing else matters.

find me a ben gross before farewell '23

hey just wanted to drop in and say your blog is so homely and sweet (if that makes sense) , I absolutely adore the vibe

p.s my name is anvi too lmao ♥️

i'm sobbing. thank you <3 (feel free to hit me up sometime :) )

it's a sunday late night and i'm studying with my unexpected best friend though she's doing ray optics and i'm doing tax curves. i've seen some epic highs in recent weeks. i've been putting back pieces of me together. kintsugi turning out beautiful. people have been trying to waltz back like nothing ever happened but i think i'm setting up boundaries? i'm seeing people who make me light up. i know i probably might not get into my dream uni but i'm not okay with giving up so pushing through it is. i'm working on personal projects and my writing and competitions and cbse projects because that's a whole fucking thing. i'm sleep deprived but in a good way. i told you it gets better. it just takes a lot of bed rot and bus bay breakdowns and interrupting the dinners of my best friend who graduated (i'll miss you loads this year ishes kick it at law school) but point is,

i'm so fucking back y'all

happy senior year to me

hi tumblr, it's been a while. since no one's on here anymore, might as well utilize this as my digital diary.

lately it's only been lows. it was supposed to pass like it always does but it did not. blink and i've spent two months here. i can't afford to slip up now, this is my year of college prep and yet i can't will myself into anything. my words fail me, i'm pulling away from my surroundings and worst of it all is i'm scared but i can't do anything. it's never been this horrible before.

but here's something i know. i pull through things. it doesn't matter how deep or how extended the duration might be; i build my life back up. always.

i don't know how long it'll take, but i need to remind myself that i can make it through this as well.

love, hope and memories anvi

winter's almost over but i'm here with another trusted book source: libgen. have fun

ah yes the fall-winter part of the year. time to download more books from zlib.

october will heal us. fall descends to bring heaven to earth. there is only peace and autumn chill. october will heal us.

an excerpt from october by anvita bhogadi

mun season again!!!

i just realised how much i love muns like damn that research. that nuking. those power moves. and that draft resolution. and the amount of adrenaline i get from representing countries i didn't know shit about earlier like is there a greater academia than mun academia?

one of the most profound thoughts i ever had was "you wouldn't consume poison if it came with a pretty cover, so why would you go back to a toxic person just because you love them"

stop you're losing me? nah bro stop you're using me.

can't believe i won't be posting new nhie content next summer

ok but devi and paxton's friendship slaps

favourite artist??

taylor taylor taylor

but also lorde lana sabrina carpenter gracie abrams maude latour leyla blue mallrat selena

my biggest flex is that i ruin taylor swift for people i used to be friends with. aw girl did you wanna listen to the way i loved you? without thinking of me? aw. go on. i'd like to see you try

i NEED hasan minhaj on never have i ever s04

How do you process grief?

i don't

i recently realised we're in the same school- but i followed you on Tumblr first. Odd coincidence tbh.

i feel like i know who this is

south indian rep at oscars with elephant whisperers (directed and produced by two wonderful women) and esp. telugu rep from the naatu naatu win is just *chef's kiss*