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corazon01 · 12 days
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If words in the dictionary had pictures attached to them, you’d see my face under so many
alone
pathetic
unwanted
used
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corazon01 · 1 month
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You don’t care as long as my legs are open & a smile is on my face.
Happy one year anniversary.
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corazon01 · 2 months
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Why must I be the bigger person?
Why must I be agreeable?
Available?
Dependable?
This feeling is worse than heartbreak. Losing you has been suffocating me. What happened to us? Was I that unbearable? I stood up for myself & now I’m not useful?
You just replaced me & didn’t even have the decency to tell me.
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corazon01 · 2 months
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Like an ancient city, we are withering away faster than we were built.
Time has not been kind, words left unspoken, feelings have been hurt
We cried and laughed and dreamed. We made promises and swore to never leave.
Look at us now. Crumbling down like a house built on sand, tragic but inevitable.
Stay my friend, I want to rebuild with you.
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corazon01 · 3 months
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You say I’m so agreeable, that I don’t voice my opinions.
You say I need to start making decisions, you feel bad that you make all the choices.
I don’t know how to tell you that I used to be stubborn & fought for what I wanted.
I don’t know how to tell you that I don’t want to give you a reason to cheat, just like him.
“Be more assertive,” you say.
How do I tell you I’m too scared?
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corazon01 · 3 months
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quote from Rosa, Rosa 🌹
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corazon01 · 3 months
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quote from Dead Girls Don’t Cry ✟
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corazon01 · 3 months
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You say we’re different because of our ages.
I say we’re different because I can see you in my future & you only see me warming your bed at night.
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corazon01 · 4 months
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I am the outsider. A stranger really.
To be looked upon is to be judged & critiqued. Or invisible & unimportant.
I am the fly on the wall in my own family. If I decay now, would I even be missed?
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corazon01 · 6 months
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Breathing is getting harder & eyes are stinging with tears
Sleeping but so exhausted in the morning
Friends become strangers
I’m spiraling, loneliness sits heavy in my chest & my mind is enemy number one. I want to stop for a moment, I want someone to hold me for a bit, I want to scream my lungs away. I need peace, I need to not hate myself.
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corazon01 · 11 months
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So, this is where we ended up
All of those years that I wasted for love
And here it is, forevermore
The house is on fire and I can't find the door
If I had the heart to start it again
I'd stamp out the sparks in my own self-defence
Say, you ain't gonna like how this ends
How This Ends - Lewis Capaldi
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corazon01 · 1 year
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They say a mothers love is unconditional, but I must hold my tongue
and do as you say
and hide my flaws
and hate everything I am to be accepted by the one who gave me life.
“I love you daughter.”
“Do you?”
“Unfortunately.”
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corazon01 · 1 year
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When he asks what’s wrong, I think back to the times I cried on your shoulder, & say to him I had a bad day.
I tell him my favorite color is purple even though lilac is on the top of my tongue.
He wants to know me & so I give him surface level, because if he knew me the way you did then he’d leave too.
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corazon01 · 1 year
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To live is to be indefinitely exhausted
& im so damn tired.
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corazon01 · 1 year
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Does it ever get easier or am I meant to suffer every moment of my life wishing I was enough for you?
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corazon01 · 1 year
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“give it time”
It’s been a year.
“you’ll move on”
I compare everyone to you.
“this is temporary”
I’m stuck loving you indefinitely.
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corazon01 · 1 year
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I wish I was enough to make you stay.
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