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mochinek0 · 2 months
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Love Ballads-Ch.2
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"Hello, Adrien!" chimed Lila, placing the call on speaker, "Are you as excited for today's date as much as I am?"
"Hello, Lila." Adrien acted, "Yes. I'm excited, as well."
Lila smile grew as she looked in the mirror. She had chosen the perfect dress to make him fall for her.
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"I can't wait to see all our friends again." Adrien smiled, knowingly spoiling her plans.
"What?" she asked, dropping her mocha lipstick.
"Yeah, it's already been approved by Father." the model continued, "Every Saturday is couples night with our friends from College."
"Really?" asked Lila, as she started to bite on her thumbnail.
"Yep." Adrien smirked, "Nino suggested it."
"Who else is going?" she asked, staring at her tangerine dress.
"I don't know really, just that it's mostly couples." he stated, "Anyways, I just texted you the address. I'll meet you there."
"Oh?" she whined, "You're not picking me up? Boyfriends really should-"
"No, I have to leave early. I have a shoot at dawn, but you're welcome to catch up with everyone. I can't wait! " Adrien replied, before hanging up on his supposed girlfriend.
'How could he just ruin my plans like this? He was suppose to be a good boy and pick me up for our date! He was suppose to take me to dinner so I could show all of Paris he's mine! I can't even dress up, but I can't go casual either. Time to make Agreste Jr see what he's missing out on.'
"Casual yet flirty." she smiles, putting together her new outfit.
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"Adrien, Bro!" Nino cried as he pulled his best friend into a hug.
"It's good to see you too, Nino!" replied Adrien with a hug.
"So where's Lila?" Nino asked, breaking the hug.
"She's on her way. I got a shoot at dawn so I thought it was better to come separate. I didn't want her reunion with you guys to be cut short on my account." the model smiled.
"Hey, Sunshine!" called Alya, enveloping him into a hug as well.
Soon everyone was pulling him into a hug until only Marinette was left.
"Hey, Marinette." Adrien smiled.
"Hey, Adrien." she smiled in return, "It's good to see you again."
'No stutter? When did that happen?'
Suddenly, he was enveloped by the scent of lilies and rain as she hugged him.
"You too." he smiled, faintly recalling his mother, "What have you been up to?"
"Um, university." She mumbled, "I'm in the fashion program."
"I knew your sketches were amazing!" Adrien grinned, "Are you here alone?"
"Oh! Um, no. I-I came with Nathaniel." Marinette answered.
"Oh. Um, that's nice." murmured the young model, only to receive a nod, "How long?"
"Four months?" she questioned.
"So, it's still new?" he asked.
"Yeah, thought I'd give it a shot." Mari shrugged, receiving a curt nod in return.
"Alright; it's time for the duet!" cried out Alya.
Everyone groaned in response.
"Oh, stop it! We do this every week. So, who's starting?" she asked, looking around the room, "Sunshine, you're up."
"I don't have-" he began.
"Mari, join him." interrupted Alya.
Marinette groaned, but still got up from her seat. Adrien and Marinette took the stage and grabbed a mic.
"Babe!" hissed Nino.
She shushed him. Alya ignored the looks thrown her way from everyone else. Yes, she knew that Marinette was technically seeing Nathaniel, but she also knew her girl wasn't in love with him. Maybe, a tiny part of her hoped, now that they were older, Adrien would finally see how amazing Marinette was.
"So, how do we do this?" Adrien questioned.
"Hit the random button and we sing whatever comes up." Marinette answered.
"Okay." he replied.
'That's simple enough.'
They watched as the song list shuffled rapidly before settling on 'Why Don't You Love Me'.
Adrien noticed the petite designer freeze up and the room became silent.
"Um, is-is this okay?" the model asked, confused by the air in the room.
"Uh, ye-yeah." she replied, taking a deep breath. Marinette turned and smiled at him.
"Ready?" Mari asked.
"Yep." he smiled.
Adrien closed his eyes and gulped. It was his first time singing in front of his friends.
'I can do this.'
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See , I can't wake up
I'm living a nightmare,
That keeps playing over again
Locked in a room so hung up on you and you're cool with just being friends,
Left on the side lines,
Stuck at a red light,
Waiting for my time and I can't see
When the duet began, Adrien turned his head towards his partner and smiled as Marinette sang beautifully along with him. She belted out the melody, perfectly.
Why don't you love me,
Touch me,
Tell me I'm your everything
'Wow. Marinette's just as amazing as always.'
The air you breathe,
And why don't you love me,
Baby,
Open up your heart tonight,
'cause I could be all that you need,
Oh,
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
As Marinette began to sing her part, Adrien found he couldn't look away from her.
See I'm just to scared to tell you the truth,
'cause my heart, it can't take anymore.
Adrien took a step back, as she suddenly turned and looked at him as she sang. Suddenly, it was like she was only singing for him. It was hard to fight the blush that was trying to take over his face.
Broken and bruised,
Longing for you and I don't know,
What I'm waiting for.
Left on the side lines,
Stuck at the red light,
Waiting for my time,
Taking a deep breath, Adrien returned the melody with as much passion as she did.
So just tell me,
Why don't you love me.
Adrien couldn't help but smile, as a blush overtook her face when he sang back to her.
Touch me,
This time her eyes were on him.
Tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe,
And why don't you love me,
Baby,
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Oh
Why don't you give me a reason?
Give me a reason
Please tell me the truth
Please tell me the truth
You know, that I keep believing
I keep believing
'til I'm with you
Adrien slowly reached out and grasped Marinette's hand.
Why don't you love me?
Startled, Marinette quickly looked at their hands, before returning her gaze back at him. Only when she looked up, she found he had closed the gap, bringing their hands to his chest.
Kiss me
She couldn't help but look away.
'Why does it feel like I'm begging for a kiss?' she wondered.
I can feel your heart tonight
It's killing me (killing me)
So why don't you love me?
Touch me
Tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me?
Baby?
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Oh
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
As the song ended, Marinette quickly set down the microphone and hurried to her seat. She took a deep breath as she calmed her traitorous heart.
'It wasn't a confession; I have Nathaniel! I can't fall for Adrien again! This is suppose to be my time to get over him!'
Confused, Adrien sets down his mic on the stand. As he went to his seat, he noticed Alya looking at her phone.
'Was I that bad?'
"Congrats, Man! You killed it with that song!" Nino claimed, clapping him on the back.
"You both harmonized beautifully." stated Luka.
Mari blushed in response and took a sip of her drink. Luka had never said that about her and Nathaniel. She decided it was best to ignore him, missing Alix elbowing him in the ribs.
"Hey, I found someone." called Nathaniel as he entered the room.
"Adrien!" Lila cried, throwing her arms arounf him.
"Lila?" he questioned.
"I tried calling you when I got here, but-" she sniffed.
'I completely forgot she was coming. I was having fun, too.'
"She was a little lost and once she mentioned Nino, I figured she was with us." intervened Nathaniel, while Lila buried herself in Adrien's shirt.
"Thanks, Nathaniel. Sorry, I had the first song so none of us heard my phone go off." Adrien winced.
Lila took a look around the room. It really was people from their college days, including Marinette. Lila smiled in Mari's direction, as she hugged Adrien tighter. Marinette rolled her eyes in response to Lila's childishness. Adrien sighed at the girl's actions towards each other.
'Right, they never got along. Marinette was the only other person who figured out Lila's a scheming manipulator.'
"It's so nice to see everyone again!" greeted Lila.
Adrien ignored the excitement in the room, as Nathaniel went over to Marinette and took the seat next to her.
Five more songs were sung before the alarm on his phone went off.
"Sorry, everyone." Adrien stated as he stood up, "I have to head out. I have a shoot at dawn."
"Yeah, better get your beauty sleep, Model Boy." teased Alya.
Everyone quickly pulled their old friend into a hug.
"Do you still play?" asked Luka, as he patted him on the back.
"Yeah." the model answered.
"We should try and jam on one of your off days." Luka insisted.
"Right, cause those exist." Adiren chuckled, "Maybe one of these Wednesdays, whenever we hit your place."
"Sounds great!" replied Luka, "Mind if I get your number?"
"Oh, me too!" cried Alya.
"Same!" shouted Ivan.
Soon everyone was inputting their number into his phone. Lila latched onto his arm as everyone played 'Pass the Potato' with his phone.
"Oh, I forgot the best part!" Adrien interjected, before she could try and talk her way out of it, "Lila is staying! She told me how much she was excited to see everyone again. Right?"
"Of course!" she smiled.
'Again! How does he keep ruining everything? It wouldn't have taken much to walk out to the car with him for some privacy and leave these losers here. At least I have a toy to play with. Time to go for the kill.'
"So, Marinette." Lila prodded, knowing that being with Adrien must be killing the so-called designer, "How long have you and Nathaniel been together?"
Marinette giggled, "Four months."
"What's so funny about your dating life?" she asked, catching Nathaniel attention.
"I can see why you and Adrien are going out." Mari answered, "You're so much alike."
"What do you mean?" Lila questioned.
"Adrien also asked about my dating life." Mari smiled, as Lila simmered in her anger.
'This is not how this was suppose to go!'
"Adrien asked about us?" asked Nathaniel.
"Yeah, well, you were in the restroom and he asked if I was here by myself. Once I told him I was here with you, he asked 'how long' as well." Marinette said, before clapping as Alya took the stage.
'Why would Adrien want to know about if Marinette was here by herself? He's dating Lila; a model! At least she didn't deny it, right?'
"Did you ask about us?" asked Lila, interrupting his thoughts.
"Nope. In fact I had no clue he had a date til you arrived. We sang the duet, at Alya's insistence. He sang since it was his first night and Nathaniel wasn't here." replied Marinette, as she looked at the drink menu.
Lila simmered throughout the night as her scheme crumbled. Marinette didn't seem remotely jealous of her relationship with Adrien Agreste. She was too busy dating the redhead. It made her sick to see them so affectionate with each other.
Marinette on the other hand was eager to get home. Nathaniel was acting weird. She wasn't one for PDA. They had held hands and she's kissed him on the cheek before rushing off to class, but for him to drape his arm around her...it was too much. Mari smiled and lowered his arm off her, before excusing herself to go to the bathroom.
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eymeninincisi · 2 months
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Artık uyuyun...
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flannelfreak02 · 13 days
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I sit and watch you reading with your head low. I wake and watch you breathing with your eyes closed. I sit and watch you, I notice everything you do or don't do. You're so much older and wiser and I wait by the door like I'm just a kid, use my best colors for your portrait, lay the table with the fancy shit and watch you tolerate it.
If it's all in my head tell me now, tell me I've got it wrong somehow. I know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it. I greet you with a battle hero's welcome. I take your indiscretions all in good fun.
I sit and listen, I polish plates until they gleam and glisten. You're so much older and wiser and I wait by the door like I'm just a kid, use my best colors for your portrait, lay the table with the fancy shit and watch you tolerate it.
If it's all in my head tell me now, tell me I've got it wrong somehow. I know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it. While you were out building other worlds, where was I? Where's that man who'd throw blankets over my barbed wire?
I made you my temple, my mural, my sky. Now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life and drawing hearts in the byline. Always taking up too much space or time. You assume I'm fine but what would you do if I break free and leave us in ruins, took this dagger in me and removed it, gain the weight of you then lose it.
Believe me, I could do it. If it's all in my head tell me now, tell me I've got it wrong somehow. I know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it. I sit and watch you.
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"tell me pretty lies, look me in the face. tell me that you love me, even if it's fake, cause 'i don't fucking care... at all...'"
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thedarkestforest425 · 11 months
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Fake happy
Do I actually feel things or do I just feel the chemicals being pumped threw me. I take the pills to feel normal, to feel happy, but is anyone really happy? The outer layer of calm the small white pills give me drapes over my skin, until I'm being crushed by the weight of nothingness. I try to claw my way back to the surface, but I'm being chained down by the panic of what would be out there. What does it feel like to escape? I've been locked in the prison of my own body for so long I've forgotten what anything other than these confiding walls feel like. Can I feel the warmth of fresh air spread threw your lungs; what about the loving embrace of someone else? Can I feel anything other than the bland and dull world that's around me? Can I ever be considered normal?
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I shouldn't feel bad for treating her how's she's been treating me, but I do, I really do, and it sucks becuz I love her so much and it feels like she doesn't give a single shit about me.
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awaywardwish · 6 months
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Wyll, you're pretty and you dance like a goof which honestly goes straight to my heart, but I had a thing with Gale and now he's in a rest-of-the-game bugged-out little sulk, so I need you to wait for the next Tav.
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viciousclothing · 1 year
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iihatemysellf · 1 year
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why don’t you love me like i love you?
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that-guy-what · 1 year
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Mother cries! That means everyone else is in the wrong!
Oh how mother’s tears got rid of the slight bit of happiness I felt for the night my family called me by my preferred name.
Oh how mothers tears only make me relapse.
Oh how mothers tears make me cry myself to sleep each and every night.
But it is only mothers tears that matter. After all I’m only a child, I can’t be right, I can’t be happy, I’m just a CHILD.
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lillettucegirl · 2 years
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I crave your mind, your voice, your smile, your presence... You don't crave me at all.
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sp00kysk3lly · 11 months
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A B C D E F G H I love you still And you know I always will ‘Til the end of time I won’t change my mind Love you I’ll be here I’ll never disappear.
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eymeninincisi · 2 months
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Bazen bir insana çok değer veririz ama bu insan bunu umursamaz, onun tek lafıyla tüm günümüz, tüm haftamız yada tüm ayımız kötü geçebilir ama o bunu hala umursamaz ve bu sizi daha çok kırar daga çok yıpratır onu üzdüğünüzü onun sizden soğuduğunu düşündükçe daha kötü olursunuz zamanla onunla konuşmadıkça elleriniz titremeye başlar her saniye onu düşünüp ağlamaya başlarsınız kendinizi öldürmeyi düşünürsünüz ama o kişinin bundan haberi bile olmaz. Eğer size gerçekten değer veren ve sizi kaybetmek istemeyen, sizi üzdüyse moralinizi düzeltmek için elinden gelen herşeyi yapan insanları üzmeyin. Emin olun o kişi sizden daha fazla üzülüyor :) İyi günler..
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