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writingisrandom · 3 years

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The boulders are cracking; the twigs are snapping; the stars are fading, and they're dragging my life along. Everything is spiraling out of control.

The wind won't listen to me anymore; the sun keeps blinding my pathway; and the moon no longer my eternal companion. I don't understand. I don't know what to do.

My eyes are lying; my arms are failing; my legs crying. The earth no longer trusts me. Someone please help me. I can't differentiate anything anymore. I can't believe anything anymore. I can't -

-11.09.2019

#excerpt from a book i'll never finish #excerpt from a story i'll never write

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writingisrandom · 3 years

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-14.08.20

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writingisrandom · 4 years

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Forget it,

You'll be fine

Block it out,

You'll be fine

Push it back,

You'll be fine.

Don't talk,

You'll be fine

Don't think,

You'll be fine

Don't remember,

You'll be fine

Close your eyes,

You'll be fine

Cover your ears,

You'll be fine

Shut your mouth,

You'll

Be

Fine.

I covered and

Closed and

Blocked and

Pushed and

Caved and

Cracked and

Broke and

Choked and

Never

Ever

E v e r forgot.

-27.06.20

#survivor #poetry #poem #free poetry #me too #me too movement #i am a survivor

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writingisrandom · 4 years

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I'm not okay.

I don't know how to feel. I don't know how to register the letters flying in my head. I don't know how to respond to the notes humming through my veins.

I'm not okay.

I can't look at anything anymore. I can't push my eyes to understand the shapes in front of me. I can't force my tongue to correct the vowels spilling through.

I'm not okay.

I don't want to feel anything anymore. I don't want to comprehend the unfamiliar consonants slamming against my mind. I don't want to acknowledge the cataclysmic orchestra of pain awaiting it's turn.

I'm not o k a y

And I will never be.

-15.09.19

#excerpt from a book i'll never finish #excerpt from a story i'll never write

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writingisrandom · 4 years

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A familiar light in me breathes

an urge to write,

erase and rewrite

away, to weave

back what we erased.

An ocean of a distance,

ignites a sense of resistance,

against the distance of an ocean away.

-11.05.20

#poetry #poem #distance

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