Tumgik
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 4 months
Text
Tumblr media
How it feels when you’ve been consistent
19 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 7 months
Text
I hate the way all my friends are skinnier than me and they don’t even have an ED omg 🥲
54 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 7 months
Text
me at lunch watching my friends eat (im winning the ‘who will eat the least’ competition)
Tumblr media
162 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 7 months
Text
I wish that all of my fat didn't go to my thighs. they're literally huge while my ribs, chest bones, and spine show
7 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 8 months
Text
Tumblr media
20 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 9 months
Text
I recently relapsed, so here's a new intro post :)
any pronouns
I have audhd and love talking about literally anything that interests people, so feel free to message me. I'm a minor. please block me if you're uncomfortable with that or anything that I'll be posting
dni: basic criteria (homophobia, transphobia, racism, fatphobia, etc) and anyone in recovery or anyone who will be triggered by my posts
stats:
height: around 5'2
hw: 118 lbs
lw: 93 lbs
sw: 115 lbs
cw: 103.6 lbs
gw1: 110 lbs ✓
gw2: 105 lbs ✓
gw3: 100 lbs
ugw: 70 lbs
2 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 9 months
Text
Current weight: Fat
Goal weight: Bones
4K notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 9 months
Text
The thing about having depression hit before I was even a teenager, is that I have no idea who I am. I have no memory of what it’s like to live without anxiety, depression, and eating disorders. 
I have no idea who I am without these disorders, they’ve defined my entire life. 
2K notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 9 months
Text
my friend, who doesn’t even have a ed, is a better anorexic than me.
2K notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 2 years
Text
I want to feel light and fragile again. I want to feel dizzy every time I stand up and have to grab on to something just to stop myself from passing out. I want to feel the euphoria of having not only an empty stomach, but also an empty mind. I want to starve again.
14 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 2 years
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
45 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 2 years
Text
Idk how to really explain it but being shaky and weak just feels skinny to me. If im not feeling faint and shaky or hungry, then im just disappointed in myself 😃
184 notes · View notes
whitem0nsteren3rgy · 2 years
Text
Tumblr media
:)
12 notes · View notes