Page 2! Someone suggested I call this comic A Touch Unfair.. let me know if you think it fits!

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killer AU

I have not been checking my socials lately. So sorry! Update on life: I have two new cats, so i'm a cat-dad again. I've passed most exams so far but uni is taking up sm of my time. I've bought a shit ton of books. And i've drawn a POTO Tarot card. Might make it a series. What card should i do next?

I slip in and out of hibernation to bring you concept art for that POTO RPG-maker game I posted about the other day. I think imma call it Phantom of the Mansion (slight reference to Hitman). It's gonna be an alternative universe.

Premise (so far): 1880. Poor Christine Daae has just lost her father. The kind Giry-family picks her off the street and takes her into their home. Wanting to pay them back for their efforts, Christine goes job searching. Most people won't take her, except for this one group. Spiritualists, they call themselves. They communicate with spirits and help them 'move on' or so they say. Christine joins the Spiritualists, becoming a 'Spirit Sleuth' and tries to learn their ways. She is sent to Château Mortel - a mansion notorious for its nightly organ music and its mysterious spirit; a spirit that tortures those who dare enter his home.

it’s all chaos for the birds (april 2023)

Hey there! If you ever finish the RPG game Phantom's Lair, can you pleaseeeeeee poke us? tyyyyyyy

I absolutely will! It'll take a long time because I'm still trying to figure out how things work. But I'll give updates now and then!

Trying out RPGMaker (MZ). Thinking of making a small game where you play from Erik's perspective.

(Video has no sound).

Just some Phantom of the Opera stuff :)

Another drawing of an oc: Meet Anton! He's a necromancer's (involuntary) assistant. He takes care of the failed experiments.

Can't help but wonder what he's thinking about.

This looks awesome

Daroga has been on my mind. He's (begrudgingly) checking out the gravestone that Erik bought him as a birthday present - graveyard flyer included).

Love it!!

I Am a Wreck When I'm Without You

Read my new one shot on Ao3!

Erik spends several days sick in bed before Christine comes to find and take care of him.

This was a one shot that was requested like a month and a half ago by @tondroom that took me way too long to finish lol. But it's finally done! I hope you all enjoy the sick fic content!

And yes, the title is taken from a song. You get points if you can guess which song it’s from.

After a series of failed attempts, much struggle and plenty of pain I have finally finished this piece and added a background.

Here he is, the phantom of the opera!

Applying criminological theories to Phantom of the Opera #1

I study criminology, and I have an exam in a week about criminological theories (=theories that attempt to explain deviant behavior/crime.) Each theory has a different perspective. So, I figured, why not apply a theory to Phantom. It's been on my mind.

For example, there's Classical Strain Theory (Merton, 1938). It was developed as a criticism of the 'American Dream.' Merton argued that not everyone can achieve the ideals of the American Dream (ex: a good house, good job, nice salary). I mean, if you're born into a poor family, of course it's much harder to get to a top university and become a lawyer. So, he argued, that the people who don't have the means to achieve society's goals, experience "strain". An individual responds to strain in different ways. They respond differently in different situations.

🎭 "Conformity"

An individual accepts the goal (example: American Dream) and try to achieve it with socially accepted means anyway. So, they try to 'work hard' and follow 'legitimate routes.'

🔪 "Innovation"

An individual accepts the goals, but they try to use different - absolutely not socially accepted - means. Innovation! You could get rich by working hard, but you could also steal things or extort people. And this is exactly what Erik does. Let's apply this element of strain theory to him. One of his society's goals is to, as a man, have a steady job and make money. Erik isn't able to achieve this goal due to his face. He's stigmatised and ridiculed for it. He doesn't have a face that's allowed in a workspace. Not to mention that his upbringing caused him to be socially unskilled, and he generally has some odd traits that make him unable to keep a job. That causes a lot of strain. The dude can't achieve his goals. Thus, to achieve society's goal anyway, he starts to manipulate and extort the managers of the opera house. In that way, he's achieved the goal of making money, just differently (and through criminal behavior). There are probably more examples of Erik's innovations, but I want to explain the other responses to strain too.

🥀 "Ritualism"

Ritualism is another response. This is when you accept society's goals, but you don't have the means to achieve them, and you basically give up on trying. An example is an exhausted person working a thankless job, never trying to move up the hierachy within their company. They have kinda accepted their fate, and accepted that they don't have the means to grow into a better position. This can also be applied to Erik, especially to the very moment he starts living inside the opera house. One could say his goals are to get a (1) nice-looking house and (2) become a 'normal,' functioning member of society. Clearly, Erik's tried to achieve these goals in his past; he's travelled around the world, and one could say he attempted to find a steady homebase everywhere he went. He's worked different jobs (circus-artist, architect, assassin), trying to become a functioning member of society the way society wants it. But again, there's an obstacle each time he tries to be 'normal': his face. Everyone rejects and abuses him. So, he gives up on becoming a functioning member of society, also deciding to accept he won't have a nice house, nor a nice job. He hides himself in the opera house and 'functions' from the background, from the shadows. His reality is an unfortunate reality for a lot of neurodivergent and disabled folks too.

🕳️ "Retreatism"

This is when someone also gives up, but they retreat from society altogether in a literal sense. Merton mentions severe drug-addicts and homeless folks as an example of this. These folks don't have the means to achieve society's goals, so they give up on them and retreat from society. They're technically 'there', but not a part of it; they don't 'function' at all anymore, according to Merton. And Erik's a fine example of this during the last scene of Phantom. He lets Christine go, giving up on trying to achieve society's goals of getting a nice family, a house, a wife... But it's no use. It's implied he withers away from sadness and dies. He gives up and retreats - unfortunately resulting in death.

✊ "Rebellion"

This is when you can't achieve society's goals, so you reject them and try to reform society. Merton mentions terrorists as an example of this. However, I could argue that activists or protestors are also an example of it - without correlating them to the extreme example of terrorists. Erik rebels a lot in the show, but I want to focus on the moment he drops the chandelier onto an audience, killing them. One of society's goals is to make money, like I mentioned before. Erik does this, by innovation; he extorts the managers for 20 000s francs each month. They pay him, up until they start to reject his extorting. Christine also rejects (and 'betrays') him, ruining their teacher-student dynamic. He can't be her teacher any longer and he probably won't get to marry her either. He can't achieve the aforementioned goals of being a functioning member of society, plus marrying someone, which is another goal. So, acting out, he drops the chandelier on a bunch people, killing them horribly. This shows he rejects society's goals and the means to achieve them.

Criticism

Of course Merton's theory is an old one, and he only applied it to the American Dream. It's also hard to test this theory, because how do you measure strain? It also doesn't explain specifically what makes some individuals resort to crime, and what makes others conform. Therefore it also doesn't account for the emotional state of an individual, and how much "strain" they can handle. I mean, Erik's clearly damaged emotionally, causing him to have moments where he acts completely irrationally. This is evident when he chokes Christine for a moment in the musical, but stops when he 'comes to his senses.' Is Erik's criminal behavior a result of strain, or a result of other factors, like mental illness, or even brain damage due to the abuse he endured?

But all in all, it's an interesting theory and it's fun to apply it to characters. And now, I have to go back to studying again. See ya (:.

I'm sick and I'm speculating. I cannot imagine how annoying a cold must be for erik and his lack of a nose. he must leak all over the place. dude can't even blow his nose properly or stuff tissues into it. do you think he has a special snot mask for when he has colds?

One of my POTO OCs, Henri Latifer. Necromancer who's trying to get his parents back.