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do u have any resources / links to articles / papers by medical professionals abt TBMC, OEA, programming/programmed DID, etc?
i said help was on the way but given how long this took me i think i can just say help was stuck behind a 70 car pile up traffic incident and has stumbled in half dead LMFAO . thx for being patient anon, hope this helps you find what you need !
content warning / trigger warning
You are responsible for material you read but I am responsible for warning you here beforehand. Let us both do our jobs as survivors to protect each other, and ensure everyones safety by properly reading each content warning.
If you know that the material will be traumatizing for you, then you should absolutely choose to forgo it until you reach a time where you have a reliable support structures in place. Support Structures are defined as your own home/financial security, irl found family, medical teams, various coping plans & options for grounding.
The following links has material that is triggering towards ALL survivors; in all of these links you will find stories by survivors for survivors, and detailed academic descriptions; there will be in depth discussions on child sexual abuse/child on child sexual abuse, there will be conversations of how to deal with parental incest &/or pedophilia, some conversations will talk about those involved in child pornography, and over views on physical torture of infants/children, extreme neglect, and mentions of spiritual assault will be often. Psychological abuse is continually mentioned everywhere, no matter the RAMCOA topic.
This content is not for diagnostic purposes, nor those who investigating the possibility of RAMCOA without a trained specialist who can approve of your state of mind to handle such material. I highly encourage anyone to prepare themselves emotionally & secure themselves physically safe- before proceeding with these links.
PLEASE READ - A lot of resources will mention antisemitic beliefs/dog whistles, and more. There is zero academic or personal endorsement of Nazi Germany. The reason why antisemitic beliefs will be mentioned is because it’s very important that doctors acknowledge client beliefs/experiences in therapy. The purpose of acknowledging these beliefs however is to dismantle lies that these groups tell their victims.
TBMC specifically stems from Nazi Germany- groups in RAMCOA are often going to be antisemitic, white supremacist, and racist in nature. Most groups that engage in TBMC are inherently white supremacists because they are literally using torture techniques founded by Nazi Scientists in concentration camps & human experiments.
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Main Resource Links ;
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Specific Links ; For Survivors By Survivors / Archived Webpages
- https://survivorship.org
🔝 Group Lead Project : For survivors of ritual abuse, mind control and torture and pro-survivors
- https://web.archive.org/web/20190205201536/http://www.kalimunro.com/article_programming.html
🔝 Cheryl Rainfield : Programming— Understanding, Recognizing, and Nullifying It
- http://www.catfangz.com/ra.html
🔝 Kali Munro : Glossary on RAMCOA + More
- https://sites.google.com/site/mcrais/camftsra
🔝 David W. Neswald, M.A., M.F.C.C., in collaboration with Catherine Gould, Ph.D. and Vicki Graham-Costain, Ph.D. : Common Programs Observed in Survivors of Satanic Ritualistic Abuse
- http://whale.to/b/sullivan.html
🔝 Kathleen Sullivan : Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
#yowling#tbmc survivor#ramcoa survivor#oea survivor#system resources#cdid#hc did#y’all motherfuckers better appreciate me for this#it took FOREVER fuck tumblr save button fr
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oh. i literally just scrolled down. oops
LMAO DONT WORRY!! i gotchu babes, ill answer ur other ask asap and share useful links !! :3
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the time you spent healing is not wasteful and you can still feel sad about the things you missed out on because you took time to heal.
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“there should be a new face for DID online”
hey so full offence LOL but to choose one person to be the “figurehead/face/image” for DID is so fucking tone deaf my ears are bleeding.
do you really think one person can be the sole representative of this disorder?
do you honestly think one person could entirely portray every experience under the umbrella of “101 ways to fuck a child up” ?
do you really honestly think having one person with DID being the ENTIRE image for OSDD, DID, PF-DID, TBMC DID, P-DID is whats good for everyone?
just one motherfucker we’re all supposed to place extreme guidance in what a system can present as & what healing is supposed to be ? really .
for gods sake . the reason why there isnt a face to autism is because autism can happen to everyone. you know what can also happen to anyone? chronic & repeated childhood abuse. 
there should not be ONE face per community. a community is made up of several bodies who all manage to cover the entire scale of experience. to claim the face of OSDDID should be one person takes this away from ALL OF US.
theres NO reason for there to be one person defining the experiences of OSDDID, bc simply put NO ONE could experience the whole scale of OSDDID and know everything under the sun that can hurt a child.
its not fair to make the face of OSDDID one person. you could not understand the experience everyone holds in their own significant, detailed life.
people need to see people who understand them culturally, ethnically, religiously, and disorder wise- simply because we all have the right to know We are not alone in our lived experiences. that there are people out there who look like us and talk like us and heal like us.
we dont need one face for OSDDID community, we need multiple.
#yowling#osddid#actually dissociative#ramcoa#system#actually did#actually traumagenic#actually osdd#actually pdid#pdid system#osdd community#did osdd#cdid#dissociative system#dissociative identity disorder#otherwise specified dissociative disorder#tags are for reach#bc everyone deserves to hear this#system stuff
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the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this
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“One of your alters doesn’t like me!”
My dude some of my alters don’t like ME. You ain’t special.
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Might be a hot take but all the aesthetic flags for alters or parts or headmates while you say you’re anti endo doesn’t make sense to me. Wdym you don’t believe did is an aesthetic thing while you make it into something like a queer identity?
Your disorder isn’t your entire personality- yes- even if it’s a personality disorder or “multiple personality disorder”
Can we please stop misrepresenting complex dissociative disorders?
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Simplified OSDDID Diagrams; Singlet & Dissociative Friendly
༝༝༝ the following information can be found via reverse google searching the image; these diagrams are not purposed as diagnostic material but instead resources on; ToSD, all 3 Dissociation Structures, quick EMDR Breakdown, examples of what functional multiplicity can look like, and more.
༝༝༝ Scale of Dissociation and how it Interacts with Trauma to form Dissociative Symptoms to Dissociative Disorders ; ToSD & More
༝༝༝ Primary Structural Dissociation Model ; Includes the Purpose of how ANP & EP Parts Function & Works generally in PTSD & Furthermore Expanded on the Next
༝༝༝ Secondary Structural Dissociation Model ; How EP & ANP Parts work for those with cPTSD, BPD, and OSDD-1.
༝༝༝ Tertiary Structural Dissociation Model ; DID & PF-DID
disclaimer ! ! ! the following diagrams are examples i’ve repurposed and use to improve my own inner relationships with parts ; these are just meant to be easy references for good teamwork behaviours, proper EMDR introduction practices + treatment, and a check list of healthy and unhealthy behaviours.
༝༝༝ TEAM WORK STRUCTURES ; System Structures often operate as a family/found-family unit; for Parts who wish to heal and move into healthier roles/jobs can easily use this as a reliable guide. Additionally helpful for providing healthier dynamics towards problem solving in-sys.
༝༝༝ PROPER EMDR EXPERIENCE / SESSIONS BREAKDOWN ; Super factual based on my own personal experience !! I consider it an really important guide chart to be able to spot a good EMDR therapist.
༝༝༝ Coherent & Encompassing List of Healthy Behaviours VS Bad Behaviours for those who struggle in identifying what is good VS bad.
༝༝༝ Additional to this list is a Guideline on what Tough Love actually is VS Toxic/Constructing Love.
#i hit the 10 pic limit BUT I TRIED MY BEST TO FIND LIKE . USEFUL SHIT#yowling#trauma recovery#actually cptsd#osddid#actually dissociative#system resources#did osdd#emdr therapy#mental health resources#i say resources but we both know its cheat sheets LMFAO#dissociative system
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hey guys it took me 6 whole ass years to be able to handle learning about my headspace and 5 years of intensive around the clock therapy to handle learning about my parts . so perhaps consider your not faking for not knowing every thing . maybe believe if DID/OSDD is hard on others its hard on you. idk wild thought i can wait
#yowling#actually dissociative#system stuff#system things#dissociative system#traumagenic only#traumagenic system#osddid#did osdd#actually did#ramcoa#system#cdid system#did recovery#tags are for reach#anti fakeclaiming
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free him
He now has all the tools he needs to Free Himself from the shackles of man. 😌💕
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how it feels watching people trust 18 yr old TBMC bloggers on RAMCOA over trained medical professionals who’ve released dozens of papers
#yowling#osddid#ramcoa#actually dissociative#actually did#if u get mad over this im going to call you stupid in several creative ways#who trusts a child over a medical professional#like yes obvi survivors come in every age#but that does not mean??? trust them??? with your health???#like come on . do better people#also tbmc experience does not equal#knowing everything about RA or OA.#you wouldnt ask an 18 yr old for life advice why would u ask them for medical advice regardless of their experience ??#make it make sense#also to make an 18 yr old ‘legal adult’ /basically a child#responsible for giving you medical advice#thats irrsponsible and stupid as fuck
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OSDDID + cPTSD ; Drive Resources
[if you know the creators - pls tag or comment their names!]
PLEASE USE RESOURCE CRITERIA FOR ANY OF THE GOOGLE DRIVES- BUT MAJORLY FOR THE “SRA” [ RAMCOA ] DRIVE.
Resource Criteria Includes
Google the name of the author & their degree.
Google their reputation & research controversies.
Google the study sample & problems per each PDF.
Read community posts online per forums or official patient-doctor ratings to understand the motives behind each PDFs.
ASK older systems their opinions & knowledge on any PDF older past 2000.
Break down papers with a study group. Research the context of words in the paper & rely on your study-buddies to help you all understand the context in the words.
Research how applicable the PDF is to modern day and more importantly, you.
Be aware that these Drives hold books that will give you insight on the misinformation used against OSDDID patient’s- BUT ALSO hard facts & papers that combat propaganda.
30 Different PDFs/Books written on clinical information regarding the roles of Trauma & Dissociation; and How OSDDID Forms & Presents.
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19 Different PDFs. CONTENT WARNING ! These books are graphic, factual and focused on providing an perspective for Doctors handling RAMCOA patient’s. Viewer discretion is advised.
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DSM5 + MULTIPLE RESOURCES FOR
-> ADHD + AUTISM SPECTRUM | DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS + CDDs | MOOD DISORDERS | PERSONALITY DISORDERS | SUBSTANCE ABUSE | ANXIETY DISORDERS | EATING DISORDERS | NEUROLOGICAL DISORDERS | PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS | TRAUMA + PTSD | TREATMENT DISCUSSIONS
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If you break pinkie promises you’re a weirdo and I hate you
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TW: RA
i've noticed the term "RA" is getting thrown around about things that aren't RA. i understand that this is because people are trying to find words that fit their circumstances, but a lot of the time this word is not what you're looking for. this will NOT be graphic, but obviously will contain mentions of abuse. take care where you need it
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so first let's get it out of the way: religious/cult abuse =/= ritual abuse. they often overlap, but they are not the same. please stop conflating them. you can be a religious/cult abuse survivor and NOT have an RA background. in reverse, you can be an RA survivor and NOT be a religious/cult abuse survivor
sometimes when people say RA, they mean things which are related to but not Inherently RA. so the acronym used in psychology a lot is RAMCOA, or ritual abuse, mind control, and organized abuse. organized abuse is abuse done by groups where there is a structure (in other words, having multiple abusers by itself does not indicate OA). RA inherently involves organized abuse, and tends to involve MC. but OA doesn't indicate RA etc.
so now that we have established what RA *ISN'T*, here is the definition of RA:
"A brutal form of abuse of children, adolescents, and adults, consisting of physical, sexual, and psychological abuse, and involving the use of rituals. [...] Ritual abuse consists of conditioning and torture carried out in a ceremonial or calculated manner for the purpose of effecting control over a victim’s mind and behavior."
- Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
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yall will say some stupid ass shit like “why doesn’t the community like endogenic systems?” well firstly you fucking idiot you called them systems
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As a traumagenic system, why do other traumagenic systems dislike endogenic systems? So many post about systems I see are tagged "endos dni" and "fuck endos", why are we so aggressive to them? Aren't they just stuck with a similar condition to ours but from a difference source? Can someone explain to me why we're being so mean??
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