Any excuse to gif the boys.

Since Wendell and Wild's main theme is imprisonment/being under someone's thumb, I find it interesting how the demon brothers unwittingly trade one 'parent' for another - they mean to break free of Belzer's control but become subordinate to Bests without even thinking. 'We gotta tell the Padre' etc, waiting for his cues, and so on. It's a more equal footing than they had with Belzer but it still leads them to trouble - and to the Klaxons, who they clearly have bad vibes about, but since they spent their whole lives as lackeys they don't take initative.

You could argue they're Kat's personal demons and that they'd end up 'her' lackeys, but going with the movie's themes I think it would've end up that way. I like to think they help Kat in the end because they want to, and they end up as her friends rather than her minions.

bonus:

Saving this for later 😍 awe-some!

Found some newly found w&w behind the scenes photos

“Ooh, but why do you want to talk about it though??? 😧”

Oh I dunno um… because I fucking have to?

People on the internet with DID can address themselves as however the fuck they want, and say what they need to say, HOWEVER THEY NEED TO, when they NEED, on the fucking internet.

(Since I’ve been misconstrued once with this post; to be completely transparent, this was in the DID subreddit where people are usually very supportive since it’s run by people with DID, for people with DID. Not Fake Disorder Cringe, or any other subreddit that is designed to target and make fun of people. And if you think this isn’t worthy of saying something. I didn’t say this to change THEIR minds, I made this so that other people with DID who see shit like that can see that I see it. Can see that not everyone thinks that. No matter how many people don’t find this it is still worth it and so maybe somebody who might’ve felt discouraged about speaking because of a post like that would be more comfortable in our community if I said, “hey, I don’t think this is okay.” No, if I can defend anyone in the DID community no matter how many people, all who have not done anything to warrant the bullshit, I’m not going to shut my mouth and wait for someone to get seriously hurt by ANY of these miserable ass fucks to then only once have something to say for clout when shit really hits the fan and someone dies.)

Some asshole on Reddit (are we surprised) said that they have an issue with people who make videos on their OWN experience with DID because apparently. According to their “genius” idea of what people who have DID’s needs are, THINKS that just because it’s a fundamentally invisible disorder that (for me personally really just,) relies on the fact that no one will see multiple people in one person as a child and beyond, and because it’s initially that way to protect the brain and body, somehow means that we (you and me and anyone ever who has and has talked about DID,) should all just not speak apparently. And they specified people making videos as if that makes their idea any better. Trauma disorders are not taken seriously enough that we have people IN or COMING IN to the community to say shit that basically means, “shut up about your DID,” and they will die on the hill. Hoping, dying to know! that it was “something wrong with the person,” and not the perpetrator(s) who caused it.

and people with DID on there fucking AGREED with this! Ive seen people discussing their Autism who got this SAME thing happen, and there was pushback for GOOD reason because why on earth do you think you have any credibility to control the narrative of people who live with autism? Likewise DID? You don’t care about what people with DID ACTUALLY need you just want to control people and everyone somehow fell for it somehow. Wow. Just because you took a psych class doesn’t mean you are suddenly an expert on what people with DID need and “should be doing.” This idea that people are supposed to just “be quiet” about anything that makes people uncomfortable, perpetuates controversy and doesn’t actually fix misinformation that’s really out there. It is just a censorship towards those who DO have DID, not doctors who perform malpractice or spread lies about people with DID, and it doesn’t help anyone who IS malingering. If no one with properly looked at and/or diagnosed DID can speak then how the fuck can we have access to resources that can help us? Trauma and dissociative disorders have been linked to people who use it to spread disgusting propaganda and so has been ignored and dismissed, for decades now. This person and lots of people, don’t say anything about THESE people, who have actually spread misinformation. This person specifically didn’t say anything about the people who clearly and/or evidently malinger online, literally nothing but about people who actually have and have to live with DID which is insane and regressive. They pointed out that it’s weird to them for you to share about your DID experience because it’s meant to protect you. Then how is anyone supposed to get help for it then if they can’t talk about it? I had a therapist say this shit to me as if that’s not what I was there for, and THIS person, who was in the DID subreddit was saying the exact same thing. Simply sharing about a DISABILITY has nothing to do with giving up protection. Yes it’s a vulnerable thing to do, but why does that mean that it’s somehow wrong or bad? Is a person with DID just not allowed to be on the internet then? cause that’s what you’re saying. DID is unpredictable and you cannot turn it off. As long as the person IS a system that IS actively protecting itselves and takes the precautions that great people who fucking talk about their experiences with DID online use, having DID and talking about it has little to no bearing in how the internal system operates any more than anyone else who’s sharing anything personal on the fucking internet. I think strongly, that this is just an excuse to not give a shit about people who have DID and it is a disingenuous statement.

About the addressing alters thing… ehh. Someone was mad that people called their own alters, “alters.” The technical term, which has no bearing on what they themselves choose to call people in their system. And they wanted people to say from now onnn…. People? I think. Which I use interchangeably with the term “alter” depending on how I need to speak about these things. I welcome and love different perspectives of the self and I don’t have a problem with what they want for themselves. The problem that I have with this is that Nobody with DID signed up to use whatever terms on themselves that other people want for themselves when they walk into a room at any given moment. I’m not a therapist

(They still haven’t restored my two posts on there that were removed for some reason by the mods, not because I broke any guidelines or mentioned anyone specifically or anything that would imply that I was but apparently that doesn’t matter over there… *sigh* I did not want to have to talk about it on here, I do not want my posts to just be full of rants and things about DID. It’s just this is SO important

Update; they just completely ignored and refused to put my posts back up and did not respond for another week now after I gave my clear and simple response to their questions of why I posted it. What do they want me to beg like I’m some lost little puppy dog? I didn’t even do anything and they even told me that. lol I’m not going to fucking chase them 😂)

I love this so much. It sounds like a bunch of ghosts in a ballroom 🥺

Mmm-warms my heart!

(YES 👍 I’m still making stuff)

Adding this here cause mainly I just want people to adore Raúl instead of listening to a story;

When I saw this scene i remember of when I was six to eight and would jump on my bed to the “mus-ick!” 🥺 like that on and on and on and on… then when I was twelve I got up and tried to do it I found out the hard way that I was too big and tall for jumping to the “mus-ick” on my bed… I stopped cause it wasn’t the same and.. forgot

I got the itch again. Now I try to do this but on the floor… long story short, my cardio needs care… eugh 😓 lol

I remember

I remember

You adorable little shit 🥺

I’m going to… gently pick you up and put you in my shirt pocket and keep warm from the cold and occasionally feed you a pepperoni or a cookie when you’re hungry I CANNOT HELP IT

🛼🫖

…what?

You adorable little shit 🥺

I’m going to… gently pick you up and put you in my shirt pocket and keep warm from the cold and occasionally feed you a pepperoni or a cookie when you’re hungry I CANNOT HELP IT

🛼🫖

…what?

I wanted to talk about this for a minute after sharing the painting first.

I figured out what was throwing me off a bit on my other recent drawings! ☺️

I’ve got a whole trait of my art style that I’ve been shutting out and I didn’t even know it until I drew these two together in a painting, again. When I showed someone this page on the exact same day they said that it looks like my style, “spindly, like Tim Burton.” I was like, “wut?” And they said that it’s the limbs on both of them and how they look kind of thin and long.

This was something I was first aware of and didn’t like about when I first started drawing people because they looked really stiff, and because it doesn’t work with all body types and I thought it would be an issue and something I shouldn’t do. I tried to fix it, and you can probably tell now by me admitting this. I did this same thing in my other painting. In both of these we have Kat and Raúl moving around ALSO, and so don’t look very stiff at all. I do this by “mistake,” often because I just forgot this variation of what my art looks like comes off quick when there’s a big background. I just got so used to trying to “fix” my art that I didn’t realize I was “fixing” it, but now I’ve realized that that actually doesn’t work in my favor anymore. I also tend to draw people really small on the page, even before doing anything comic related and this also is something that added to my confusion about what was happening and what I think I need to be more self accepting about personally, when I draw and paint

See his body and arms are a bit longer and spindly here as well?…. Yeah 🥺 and now that I know this, I’m going to just work with the fact that I do this naturally.

I also would force-make his face more square. as my new painting has shown me about my suspicions about my own art, he doesn’t need it. his head and face is entirely ovals and not square at all.

Omygod, the second picture with Kat’s skirt has red swoops. That’s me taking “notes” lol. Btw, her jacket is the same as Raúl’s. Is subject to change… and I gave her a Mohawk because she’s more than earned it. Raúl has a beret because of course. I settled on that even though it’s cold and berets don’t cover much, but I must have him put a hat on outside and that he needs something to stay warm… (Help me)

my internal Matriarch cannot help herself and I wouldn’t feel the end of it if I did not give him gloves, scarf and a hat. 😓I was not expecting this and I don’t know what else to do about it… it is driving me insane often when I realize this and see him without a hat on in the blistering ass cold

………………….😏

Edit: … can you see the piss stains in the snow? lol

…………………And I’m still trying to figure out how I did this with Raul 😂

Oh I have to put the safety pins on her skirt. Shit! I was thinking about what’s more accessible for Kat in the movie, so I kept her skirt. Is subject to change over time. I DO need to get her a jacket, because it’s cold outside in the freezing snow 🥺 not sure yet if I’m gonna give her the yellow jacket first or if I want to make a new one that’s more her style. I am so happy with that Mohawk

she looks gorgeous 😄 finally I did it

Cluster of pictures of Wendeeeelllll…….. (a song came on yesterday that made me picture him so vividly, and I want to draw and paint him once in literally forever and it gives me the excuse to use. The color…. Ppuurple 🥺 I love purple)

Kat came out very cool looking but I want to fill the page first

I’m scouring for goth and alt-girl clothes to inspire me a new outfit for Kat! 😼

🎸theme: kat elliot (wendell and wild)

📭requested by: nobody

🖤featuring: punk, makeup and hair related stims

[emoji ID: from top to bottom: guitar, empty mailbox, black heart]

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Imagine grizelda and wendell having a little dance with the success of the dream faire based on this storyboard for an alternative ending

And wearing this to match the boys

Art by David trumble

I like to put a bunch of pictures in one cluster on here so that I can access the references I need very quickly since I have so many saved. I private most of them cause I crudely take the photos myself in my natural habitat lol. These are my favorite references I use for Raul except for the best one in my head. and you’ll never guess what I’m putting these on here for atm

I want more drawings, hallways (I mainly just need a hallway for this one but we always welcome more details to come back to) and a map of inside of the school but if I have to see it with my brain I’ll see it with my brain. If you have any, I’d be happy and grateful for them (otherwise im gonna just get started)

(Edit: Adding this here so that I can, yes yes!)

And it’s better than a Disney movie tooo 🥺

lol, at least in my eyes