keep changing its ok

I get it. You’re getting older and older and feel like you havent made enough progress in several ways. Some people wish they travled more,some wish they moved states and others wish they saved more money. Common theme here..Know matter what you do you’ll look back and go I wish I did xyz rather than abc. This shouldnt bring you down but should lift you up IMO. Taking the time to look back and pick apart what you couldve done better or done all together means you can now work on that in the future. Yes picking up and moving at whatever age especially if you’re starting to make a decent living. But, I gurantee you wont look back and go I’m glad I stayed because that 60k was really worth it lol. If you’ve the skills to make 60k there are plenty of other markets out there that will cator to your skills. Obviously each profession has a differnt market depending on where you’re going. So, though not full proof you get the picture. The best thing we can do is be logical about the decisions we make but dont disrgard the feelings either. Sometimes you’ve to feel things out and act on them even if they dont seem to make sense at the time. Remember a lot of people are anxious and worried about their future but I’m telling you the best thing you can do is try and live moment to moment. I cant count the number of situations I’ve made up in my head that never come to fruition. I’m far from perfect at living moment to moment but I’m continually getting better and better and watching the stress and anx fall to the wayside. We cant control whether or not our coworker will be a dickhead today. We cant control the fact that people still think climate change is a hoax lol even though more complicated than I think most think yes I do believe we’re obvisouly affecting the enviorment in horrible ways. You cant just cut down the amazon rain forest and think nothing is going to happen to all of the ecosystems miles and miles away that depend on that as part of there natural cycles on how things operate. Back to the topic. It’s ok to be unhealthy and 30,broke at 30, or not living the life you fully want to be living at 30. What isnt ok is looking in the mirror and thinking nothing needs to change if in fact things do need to change. Most people dont have a good sense of who they’re their entire life so if you’ve an inclinig of who you’re at any point in your life you’re doing aok. Much love freinds..UNTIL NEXT TIME. <3

Learn what makes you go

Learn what makes you go. Sounds easy right? Then why do so many people fail at getting their life together? Learning what makes you go can open up new doors you didnt even know were there. I believe the issue lies in the fact that what makes you go wont work for everyone. Self discovery is by far the greatest gift you can give yourself. Learning how you like to eat,sleep,activities you want to partake in,finances, living situation etc. You’ve to drowned out the noise and really get into yourself or you’ll end up with some random life at 50 that you didnt plan to have. Now with that being said letting go of your plan can help bring some calm into your life and may also help you manifest easier. At what point does thinking become to much. I’m learning that I know what I want to avoid and what I want to go after but thinking about it every waking second is to exhausting. I dont want a house unless I can truley afford it and I’m somewhat satesfied with my job. My current sitation doesnt allow me to buy a house because I’m not even somewhat satesfied with my job and I believe I’m starting to get pretty good at it. Knowing where your line is can do you worlds of help so that you dont find yourself in a situation where you can really get out of it. The crowd will always tell you you’re wrong and that you should just this or that. Dont get me wrong there are sacrifices you’ll have to make. You might not meet a partner as soon as you’d like. You might not own a home as quickly as your peers. You might not get to travel nearly as much as you want in your 20s and 30s. But, if you get the hard stuff out of the way your older self will be thanking you so much. You don’t want to be 50 knowing you’ve to work fifteen more years. We all arent going to be millionaires by the time we’re 30 or 40 though I believe if you truly focus on that goal for ten years its very likely. The problem is most of us dont have the discipline to do so and are to scared as we’re always thining what if it doesnt work. I’m starting to heavily lean into the what if it does work and at the least if I take that time to really focus on my finance I’ll be better off than so many people by 40. And if I were to die before then I can know I was trying to push myself and better my life. Dont get me wrong focusing on your finances doesnt mean you cant have fun. I’ll say this, dont expecet to by lunch everyday during the work week and reach your financial goals...IT WONT HAPPEN. Do what you want fuckers but theres a quote and it goes, being poor is hard getting rich is hard pick your hard. 

Starting again

Good evening my fellow tumblers and anyone who may come across this blog. Here’s to starting over again with old habits and routines. Recently my podcast via anchor has actually been somewhat consistent. I believe I’ve around 11-12 episodes recorded. So, if there's a habit you’ve been trying to form the time to act is now. Take it from me, I’ve started and stopped writing and podcasting enough times but if you are willing to continue on and not accept no for an answer you’ll prevail. My optimism isn't misplaced I promise you. Becoming more solidified with the fact that working in the maintenance field looks to be my career path for the foreseeable future has brought me a certain freedom. The stress of wondering if this will be something I pursue seriously has somewhat subsided. Don't get me wrong there are plenty of days where I question this decision. But, if I’m being honest I think I’ve seen enough signs to ensure myself that I’m supposed to be doing this. I’ve tried other routes before and it never worked out well at all. Sometimes you’ve to take a step back and look at a certain situation and ask, am I supposed to be here? Not, do I want to be here. As I continue to grow wanting and duty are completely different things. I’m not saying don't go for the job or career you really want. Trust me when I moved to Colorado this is the last thing I though I’d be doing. I’m not here to tell you how you get closer to 30 you need to do this or that because I also believe that is utter bullshit. What I’m saying is sometimes a little stability is good. It has helped me explore these other areas I’m interested in so much more. I look at it as an advantage that I’ve this job/career that I don't have to think about anymore. It has also helped me become much more involved with my work. I learn quicker, I remember more and I recall information so much better. Stability isn't the end my freinds its a beginning. With much love and respect until next time.!!

Nicholas

It was nice to get out the other day and even though I'm feeling way better I won't be leaving the house until probably Friday to ensure everyone's safety to the best of my abilities. #hiking #colorado #mountainstate #southwest #rockymountains #mountains #outdoors #nature #natureheals https://www.instagram.com/p/B-cn8_jB7Yw/?igshid=125mw47dqu9m4

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I agree with this besides the desire for others to respect you part but you'll mold something Imo that demands respect because you also give respect day in and day out and understand that you deserve it. #growth #mindfulness #mindset #longterm #dedication #persurverance #perspective #championsmentality #win #success #lifesuccess #financialsuccess #relationshipsuccess #positivity #confidence #consistency https://www.instagram.com/p/B9IO4oWhLR1/?igshid=bxusa2qe2azl

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As I continue to dive into myself I also continue to dive into nature... These mountains have given me so much and for that I'm grateful. #rockymountains #winter #backpacking #hiking #nature #spikes #outdoors #mountains #mountainstate #blessed #journey #greatful https://www.instagram.com/p/B89ewxnh3iE/?igshid=12s9trp74w2oq

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Just keep striving and good things will happen!!!!! https://www.instagram.com/p/B71AqcShGZ1/?igshid=ohakxnrw3ak2

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And still be a fucking chump #perspective #growth #truth #heart #wisdom #facts #courage https://www.instagram.com/p/B7ugmqlhjVP/?igshid=9zxxc73qj0y

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