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theficpusher · 3 years
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Baby Just Dive Right In (Follow My Lead) by LiveLaughLoveLarry | T | 1686 Harry and Louis compete together in the men's 10m synchronized platform diving. They also live together. They also are together. Not as many people know that last part -- though not because Harry and Louis are hiding anything. They're just not showing it off. But they are seeing how much innuendo they can get away with before someone clues in. Turns out: a lot. ~*~ “You don’t think anyone’s gonna pick up on things from that?” Harry shrugs. “They haven’t so far,” he points out. “And we haven’t exactly been subtle. I mean, your face when they asked you if there were any girls you were excited to meet at the Olympics? Priceless.” “Oh, you’re one to talk,” Louis says. “What was it you said last month? ‘Until I find the perfect girl, I have Louis’?” “Nice to know you have it memorized,” Harry says. “Was that before or after you told the interviewer that I’m a great boyfriend?”
Everything You Touch Turns To Gold by nothing_but | E | 4158 When Louis had retreated to his hotel room in the evening after a long day of commentating, he found himself on his bed, scrolling through twitter. There was a lot more going on than he was used to. The tweets he got to see were all pretty similar. Best of #rio2016 commentators thirsting for @HarryStyles. Something to say to that @Louis_Tomlinson #BBC Olympics Fic, featuring Great Britain's swimmer (and medal hope) Harry Styles and sports commentator Louis Tomlinson, who finds it incredibly difficult to keep reporting objectively.
Like Flying | M | 5954 The Olympics are really just an excuse for falling in love. Plus fencing and gymnastics.
Pick a star by retts | E | 6081 Remember last year after we won the Olympics? God, Zayn, that had been a fantastic fuck. Or porn, porn, porn, and sap.
We've got nothing to lose by iwontseecadyagain | nr | 12181 “Oops!” A deep and slow voice fills Louis’ ears as an arm reaches around his waist, to keep Louis from rebounding into another white-outfitted body – this time a short young girl who could only be gymnast. “Hi,” Louis replies as he turns to smile up at the person and thank him for preventing Louis’ life from dissolving into a real-life game of Pong, but the words dry up in his throat when he sees. The person is a boy, tall and lanky with curly brown hair pushed away from his face messily and held back by a gaudy Union Jack scarf, green eyes sparkling from all the camera flashes and impossibly pink lips curled in a wide smile that nearly encompasses his whole face. And Louis recognizes him instantly. And he thinks that maybe if walking into the Olympic Stadium during the opening ceremony wasn’t enough, having Harry Styles’ arm around him might be the killing blow. Also known as an Olympics AU where Harry is a pro tennis player, and Louis is a pro footballer. They meet at the opening ceremony and fall in love, obviously.
we're feeling like gold by cxyst | M | 16664 [an inordinately fluffy au in which harry is britain’s olympic golden boy and louis is a twenty one year old retired diving star, and somehow, they end up being just what the other needs]
Oh Glory by alivingfire | E | 21027 Tomlinson looks Liam over, tilting his head. “Are you a swimmer as well?” “Yeah,” Liam says, a little cautiously. Harry wonders if it’s Tomlinson’s fame or the unimpressed eyebrow that’s making Liam wary. “Distance, I’m doing the 1500m. Harry here’s a sprinter.” “Ah,” says Tomlinson, turning his glinting eyes back to Harry. “So you’re not an endurance man.” A beat passes, and his grin grows, wide and filthy. "Shame." Harry Styles is Team Great Britain's newest swimmer, and has spent his whole life training for this moment, a chance at the gold medal in the Rio 2016 Olympics. All his training, hard work, and dedication to no distractions is tested when he's assigned to the same Rio apartment as Louis Tomlinson, British gymnast and Harry's childhood crush.
Gold Running Through My Veins by hazzayoudoing | M | 24853 Harry can’t help himself when he leers. No one ever said you had to be unaffected by your own teammate’s body. Louis has a great one. He’s compact with muscle, curves in places Harry could only dream to touch one day. They hate each other, on the surface. It’s always been this way. Some ribbing here, some eyebrow raises there. But Harry would be lying if he was forced to admit he’s never thought of Louis in a different way. “Take a picture, Styles. It’ll last longer,” Louis says as he ambles past with Zayn. His board shorts brush Harry’s shoulder, water droplets cool to the touch. “Fuck off,” Harry responds. He’s got his part to play. Or, an Olympic gymnastics AU that finds sworn enemies Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson on the same Olympic team, battling it out for gold medals in Belgium while they fall, quite stubbornly, in love. Featuring a steamy striptease in an empty gym, Harry canoodling with a gymnast from another country, a bit of sight-seeing in gorgeous Belgium and some really delicious waffles.
Kick, Push by ziamhaze | E | 85243 World champion street skateboarder Zayn Malik has been on top of the sport’s rankings since he turned pro at 15. So when the Olympic Committee announces that skateboarding will be included for the first time at the 2020 Games, he’s thrilled to take on the challenge while representing Great Britain. There’s just one thing standing in between him and adding another title to the record books: his crippling performance anxiety. But when Team GB Skateboarding’s awarded a physiotherapist with an affinity for experimental therapy methods and a crinkly eyed smile, Zayn thinks he might just have found his ticket to bringing home gold.
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ziamhaze · 3 years
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My Future in Fic
Yeah, so, the 100k fic that I’ve been working on for the past six months?  The one that was going to be uploaded to AO3 last week?  Yeah, it’s accidentally getting published...
Where do I start?
I suppose with a massive thank you to anyone who’s clicked on any of my fics over these past two years.  I’ve said it before, but I’ll say it again.  I never ever thought about writing as a career.  I’ve never written anything prior to my Harry Potter AU Compartment 451.  I didn’t even take an English class in undergrad or grad school.  I genuinely just had an idea for a fic I wanted to read and since no one had written it, I had to do so myself.  Since then, I’ve written every single day for 2 years.  I left my job in the entertainment industry, got accepted to one of the best creative writing programs in the world on a scholarship, and now one of my stories is being considered at Harper Collins.  Yes, the Harper Collins.  It’s the longest shot in the world, but for legal reasons I was not allowed to upload the fic version on any website prior to submission.  Even if they don’t pick it up, I’ve been advised to continue to shop it around to agents.
What I can do, however, is share the premise.
If you’ve been following my tumblr and watching my tags - I SEE YOU ALL OUT THERE - then you’ll know that this fic was meant to have Zayn with his signature undercut hairstyle and one more little thing...
Someone sent me an ask a while back about what this fic was supposed to be about.  I believe I said something about it being an adaptation fic, but not from a film/tv show/other piece of literature, from a song.  This next fic was meant to be an adaptation of the song Younger by Ruel.  Later on, it also took shape with the help of Remember by Liam and a few others that you can find here.
The miniature summary is as follows:
When his father suddenly passes, twenty-nine-year-old Liam Payne is brought back to the Sydney suburbs where he grew up.  He doesn’t plan on seeing his childhood best friend, Zayn Malik, at the burial service.  They haven’t spoken since going from brothers to strangers one fateful day fifteen years prior.  But Zayn puts an end to this when he approaches Liam after the burial, offering his condolences and asking if Liam can help his archaeological research team with photographing their newest project.  The unexpected closeness forces each man to wade through uneasy emotions.  For Liam, a mixture of grief, lost identity, and confusion over why he’s willing to interact with the one person he swore he’d never forgive.  And for Zayn, a tidal wave of anxiety that comes from finally facing a part of himself he’s always chosen to deny.  When We Were Younger is a story heavily rooted in blurred identities and exploring what loss can look like in two different scenarios: death and friendship.
For obvious reasons, their names will be changed.  Liam, to Hutton.  Zayn, to Cairo (his ethnicity will also be changed to Egyptian).  As you can see, it was meant to be my big ‘enemies to lovers’ fic.  Technically, it’s ‘best friends to enemies to lovers’, but you know.
Right, so what does this mean for me going forward?
I still have so much inspiration when it comes to writing Zayn and Liam as characters.  I don’t plan on putting a complete stop to writing them, but with my career taking this large of a turn, I do have to prioritise my time.  That said, as of now, I can’t afford to write long-form fic any longer.
Soon, I’ll be starting a PhD program where I’ll be writing another full-length novel for mass publication.  For fun, here’s a little insight on the two ideas that I’ll be pitching:
1.  Underground boxer (loosely based off Liam) falls in love with arms gang leader (loosely based off Zayn).  Throughout their love story, the latter has to outrun the psychological trauma his father (the leader of Zayn’s rival gang) still throws his way. 
2.  Cold War AU.  Paris, circa 1950/51.  Ambassador’s son (loosely based off Liam) befriends new student (loosely based off Zayn) at the international school.  Paris is a ticking time bomb; war is about to break out at literally any second.  The two clearly have feelings for each other, but can’t act on them because homosexuality in the 1950s...yikes.  When war does break out, the two are separated, and as Liam’s character goes out to find Zayn’s, he learns a secret of his that changes everything.
Whichever I don’t write for the PhD will be the novel I write following it.
In the meantime, I’m going to continue to write (and edit) like crazy.  Ever since I randomly wrote C451, there hasn't been a day that’s gone by where I haven't written something.  It may have only been a paragraph or two, but never zero.  This is how you get better.  This is the equivalent of going out and shooting free throws for 30 minutes a day.  You have to put in the work in order to get better.  I'm very lucky that I'm incredibly self-disciplined and I've been able to crank out as many stories as I have over the past 2 years.
That said, I’ll be writing shorter little oneshots.  I have several ideas that I’ve been sitting on, but haven’t ever thought to write because I HATE writing short stories.  Little ideas that don't have huge plotline/climax potential, but that I want to just see on paper, I'll probably end up writing.  If I had to guess, I'd say they'll come out to around 10-15k.  Also, sequels?  Prequels?  Haha, you never know...
I’ve also got a series called “Sleep Drabbles” that are, yes, you guessed it, a series of drabbles based around one theme: sleep.  I also have a few scenes that I want to write which are based on ziam’s kids, not actually ziam themselves.  If there’s enough demand for that, I can upload those too, but they’re quite niche, so I don’t think the general fandom would be very interested.
As far as frequency for all of this, I have no idea.  I’ve always done things at my own pace and written stories that I want to write, for myself.  That won’t ever change, so I don’t want to commit to one drabble a week or one short-length fic per month.  It takes me weeks (months for this last fic) to research and interview the necessary people to get character arcs correct/believable.  I love that part of writing, and so if I have a little story that I want to write that may only be 10k but takes me ages to put together how I want, then so be it.  I will always be around to answer asks/messages and please, continue to tag me in your writing tag posts!  But please, no prompts.
So, that’s my future with fic.
Again, I cannot say thank you enough to every single one of you.  Every single thing that people tag me in (@malik-payne , @zqua1d , @zentiment , @liamisthesun , @redyellowberry I’m looking at you), I appreciate and love!  The recommendation lists that people have put me on, THANK YOU!  It’s wild to think that I used to look to rec lists for years and now I’m on them.  @ziamfanfiction THANK YOU for always having my back with exposure!  @paynefulperiods , my beloved beta reader, THANK YOU for always encouraging me and putting up with shit first drafts.  @march-z5 , THANK YOU for always being on call for ideas and listening to me bang my head against the wall at 4 am.
Now, might fuck around and make a fake picspam for the fic that never was...
Also, all of the behind scenes pages for each of my fics are now public, so feel free to check those out here.
I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for making this journey possible. I know people say that a lot when they gain a following of any sort, but I truly truly mean it.  You have to have talent in order to be an author, but you also have to have people who want to read your stuff.  Proof of concept is a real thing.
So thank you a million times over.
Speak soon my friends.
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Mmh.... Have a Larry fic in the works atm. Dunno if I'll ever publish it but... Damn.... Fucking one direction overwhelming my brain.
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paynefulperiods · 5 years
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fave pics of liam’s giant ass BEAUTIFUL hands? they’re so beautiful and so BIG!!!
LISTEN. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LONG I’VE WAITED TO TALK ABOUT THIS WITH SOMEONE. HONESTLY FUCK ME UP LIAM PAYNE WITH YOUR HUGE TRASH CAN LID HANDS.
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HIS HANDS ARE SO FUCKING BIG BUT LOOK HOW GENTLE THEY ARE AS THEY GLIDE ACROSS THE KEYS OF THE PIANO
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ALSO LOOK AT THE SIZE OF HIS HAND AGAINST RITA ORA’S WAIST???? IT COVERS HER ENTIRE SIDE????? HOLY FUCK????
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ALSO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK HOW DOES HIS IPHONE LOOK SO SMALL. IPHONES ARE BIG AF BUT IN HIS HAD IT LOOKS AVERAGE. ALSO DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HIM ABLE TO HOLD A GLASS WITH JUST TWO FINGERS OOOF 
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ALSO IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME I HAD TO INCLUDE A ZIAM PICTURE BECAUSE JUST LOOK HOW HUGE HIS HAND LOOKS AGAINST ZAYN’S SHOULDER. FRICK. 
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LASTLY THIS IS A SPECIAL PICTURE FOR MY FAV JESS @ziamhaze BECAUSE YOU CAN SEE THE FUCKING CALLOUSES ON HIS HANDS. FUCK ME UP LIAM WHY ARE YOUR HANDS SO ROUGH? WHAT MANUAL LABOUR ARE YOU DOING????
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zayntoxicateme · 5 years
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My Tumblr Crushes:
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rnbziamau · 4 years
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. Spread some happiness in the world :P
ohhh this has been sitting in here for a while omg i’m so sorry!! thank you for sending this jess🥺💛
the witcher and reading geraskier fics🌈🐺
laying out in the sun☀️
my brother’s dog
talking with all the wonderful ppl ive met through this site💕✨
science and research 🤓 
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likeiwould · 4 years
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. Spread some happiness in the world :P
aw this is so cute
-one direction
-my mom
-my mutuals
-vegan food
-the ocean
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quelsentiment · 3 years
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Can I do two? What are your top five Ziam and Zouiam fics? 👀
hiii! 💙
yes of course, i've actually already answered the zouiam one here 😊
as for the ziam fics, after much internal debate here's my list:
(I pray to God I didn’t waste) all my good years by we_are_the_same (Ziam friendship | 7k | G)
it's a long shot just to beat these odds by we_are_the_same (14k | T)
You're My Favourite Story by ziammehome (31k | E)
Kick, Push by ziamhaze (85k | E)
Lost for Words by AGreatPerhaps12 (102k | NR)
ask me my top 5 anything - fic recs edition
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hiddenwashington · 5 years
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Was that [ZAYN MALIK]? Oh no no, that was just [AMIR SEIF], an [ORIGINAL CHARACTER] from [HARRY POTTER]. They are [26] years old and [ARE] aware that they are not actually from Washington DC. Too bad they can’t stray from this city for long. {ooc: jess, 25, pst, she/her}
accepted! welcome to washington d.c. amir seif [zayn malik]! please send in your account within 24 hours! please be sure to take a look at the checklist now that you’ve arrived! we look forward to seeing you around the city!
** we are in the middle of an event!! please read this post to catch yourself up!! if you have any question, please don’t hesitate to ask!!
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ao3feed-larry · 4 years
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Z.A.Y.N.
by ziamhaze
For six years, international R&B star Liam Payne has topped the charts with his unique, upbeat songs. Even though he’s proud of where he’s gotten himself, he knows he can’t take all the credit; there’s one particular songwriter that goes by the name ‘Icarus Kalim’ that’s played a huge part in that. Because of the writer’s ability to craft thought provoking tracks that touch Liam in a way he didn��t even know was possible from afar, the celebrity makes an exception for ‘Icarus’, buying the man’s songs for himself, even though he had no help in creating them. But what happens when Liam finally tricks the soulful poet into meeting him after years of not even knowing what the man looks like? Will ‘Icarus’ accept Liam’s proposal to collaborate on his third album or will the singer be left disappointed in learning who the real person he’s dreamt about for almost a decade is?
Words: 92157, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: F/M, M/M
Characters: Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, Niall Horan
Relationships: Zayn Malik/Liam Payne, Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson
Additional Tags: Chef!Zayn, poet!zayn, Solo Liam, Solo!Liam, Fluff, Fluffy, Songwriting, ziam
via AO3 works tagged 'Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson' https://ift.tt/2KtVyHW
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theficpusher · 4 years
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Strings by Lunarrua | M | 9299 Tonight's just about moving on, no strings sex, simple as that.
The Orchards of Jessop by jaerie | E | 15078 At age 40, there isn’t much excitement in widower Louis Tomlinson’s life, but wasn’t that the reason he’d moved to Jessop Island in the first place? Back then he hadn’t thought retiring before he reached 30 and moving to the countryside would mean that he’d be doing it alone. Now, just to fill the space, he welcomes lodgers into his home that pass through working as temporary labourers at the orchards just up the road. They’ve all been young adults eager to start lives of their own after one last summer of freedom. All of them have been much the same, coming and going from Louis’ house with just enough social interaction to keep the house from feeling so empty. But when a global pandemic shuts down the world, being quarantined with a quiet twenty year old who keeps to himself might turn out to be an awkward arrangement. By the time the restrictions have been lifted, their relationship has developed into something Louis isn’t quite ready to give up. With their twenty year age difference, Louis has to be prepared for the inevitable outcome when the reality shatters the private world they’ve been living in. He’s not sure he’ll be able to let it go.
You Might Want to Marry My Husband by Rearviewdreamer | nr | 24522 When Harry’s husband dies, he asks one thing of him; to find love and happiness again without him. It’s a request that Harry is happy to disregard, until he meets the one person who is impossible to ignore.
Hiding My Heart (I met someone by accident) by MrsStylinson | E | 54480 Louis is a grieving widower touched by an article in the newspaper about a man who designed his dying husband's dream house. Harry provides guided tours as a way of immortalising his deceased husband's vision. In the midst of emotion, Louis enters a competition to win a private guided tour with the man himself, Harry Styles. When he wins, two widowers plagued by their own grief and their own desperate desire to move on collide. Angst and fluff ensue.
Tug-of-War by cherrystreet | E | 63000 Louis' husband dies suddenly and he is left with nothing. Well, not really nothing. He has Harry. And a St. Bernard puppy named Link, whom his late husband left behind for him. Louis takes care of Link and Harry takes care of Louis. Everything is okay until suddenly, it isn't.
The Prince King by ziamhaze | E | 69855 At twenty, Zayn finds himself a widower and single father of one. It takes everything in his power to raise the three month old alone while also keeping up with his budding career as an artist. Five years later and Zayn’s more dedicated than ever to do whatever it takes for the little boy to have a better life than the one he had at his age. When that includes hiring a professional carpenter to build him a treehouse, Zayn finds himself having to figure out how to win the man’s game of cat and mouse before the structure’s complete, or risk missing out on someone who makes him want to spend the rest of his life mixing oil paints together in order to find the exact shade of warmth that the contractor exudes.
The Murmur of Yearning by MediaWhore | M | 93264 Four years ago, Harry Styles was forced into a marriage of convenience to enrich and ally both his and his promised's families. The sudden, and slightly suspicious, death of the Marquess of Haxshire, however, brings great disturbance to Crescentfield Hall and, as his late's husband's closest male relative, Harry unexpectedly finds himself the head of a family he never felt he belonged to. Between a meddling distant cousin hellbent on inserting himself in Harry’s life, his wicked and mistrustful mother-in-law and his late husband’s advisors refusing to help or take him seriously, Harry struggles in the fight to keep what he’s earned and make the Estate finally feel like home. Luckily, he doesn’t stand completely alone and finds himself an unlikely ally in Mr Tomlinson, the elusive Land Stewart who has been taking care of the property in the shadows for years. Louis Tomlinson is caring, patient, and unlike everyone else, he doesn’t seem to think Harry committed a murder.
Lightning Strikes Twice by dinosaursmate | E | 104570 Louis slipped his hand onto Harry’s thigh, snaking his fingers up and inwards. “I’m a big fan. You’re so talented, and I have to admit that I actually fancy you a bit.” “Yeah?” Harry reached up to push Louis’ fringe out of his eyes. “Well, you know, I like to try and be accommodating to my fans.” “You’re quite well known for that,” Louis whispered as he turned his head some more, their mouths an inch apart. “So I hear.” --- Rock star Harry Styles was nineteen when he met Louis, a groupie with a huge heart that Harry couldn’t quite shake from his mind. Fate granted him a second chance at the age of sixty, his washed up and lonely existence being transformed by a widower with a bookshop.
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spice-vanilla · 3 years
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for @ziamhaze
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ao3feedziam · 4 years
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As someone who’s dedicated their life to the field of art history, Zayn Malik knows that he’s not the most exciting of twenty-six year olds. He loves museums, reading about Monet, and listening to podcasts about conspiracy theories. The independent research project that he starts alongside his new job as a lecturer at Oxford is even lacking colour: prove that Leonardo da Vinci’s findings superseded the discoveries being made today. He expects to come across a myriad of treasure troves shadowing inventors throughout the university, but nothing prepares him for what he finds in the surgical sciences department - PhD student Liam Payne, who has a charming smile and will stop at nothing to change the future of cardiology. By shadowing Liam’s research, Zayn learns everything there is to know about the human heart, but what he finds even more valuable is discovering just how easy an introverted brainiac like him can be to love.
Words: 83347, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson
Relationships: Zayn Malik/Liam Payne
Additional Tags: ziam, Fluff, Slow Burn, Professor!Zayn, he’d hate me for putting that haha, Professors, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - College/University, sorta - Freeform, AU
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ziamhaze · 3 years
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Ziam Drabble - The Backyard Transition by @ziamhaze for 1D Summer Drabble Challenge
You’re free now.  Let’s head to the city and hit restart.  Together.
Prompt: Steamy
Word count: 100
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paynefulperiods · 5 years
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ziamhaze replied to your post: fave pics of liam’s giant ass BEAUTIFUL hands?...
au where liam’s a champion rich kid sailing prodigy and his hands have been calloused through the years from the ropes on his yacht racing boats
JESS I LIVE FOR THIS PLEASE CONTINUE I BEG
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hi! I am sorry if I am bothering you but could you recommend me some zayn blogs?
hiii hope u’re doing good <333 
YEAH SURE! (not a bother at all plsss) here u go @zaynbff @orangesunbeam @itsallaboutzayn @quelsentiment @yellowwperil @ziamhaze @zqua1d @bedromfloor @zaynmalikgallery @malik-payne @punklouie @cuddlyzayn @zainmalik @skinnyziamlove also if anyone wants to add on pls feel free to do so!
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