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in other news
i just signed up for my first powerlifting meet
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Look at my self indulgent dishelved sewer rat-looking fursona for Jinx boy (they look better on most days but y'know)
Cutting this off now cuz I'm fairly sure I'll be adding more to this in a reblog later
They/them for this creation of mine for epik and deep lore purposes that I will not write out rn because if I commit to the bit it would end up being 4am with me having to go to school by 6
All the context you get for now is that since the reference image is from the last episode, my guy(gn) here is after one severe beating from Knux(Ekko)(<-reason why the tails look so beaten and you can't see it but one is missing, see; angst reasons) an arm length explosion from their own bomb(realized way too late that the bomb actually blew up on Jinx's right hand side, way too late as in, half of coloring finished already. well in my AU it happened on Nine's left hand side!!!) and a bunch of Dark Gaia juices(Shimmer)(<-will think about the technicalities of thisnkater) injected into them as an effort to keep them from dying
#sonic prime#prime arcane#<-the name Ill be using fornthis AU cuz trust me theres Thoughs on it alright#ive been sorting this thing out in my head since feb of last year#which is when I made..my firts attempts at drawing sonic characters#someone liked that post fairly very recently which. gud lord. I'll have to redraw all that at some point#girl what WRE YOU THINKINGGG#ahem anyway#you get one more breadcrumb of lore here since youre reading my tags for one reason or another#this is really just the sonic cast plus some very cherrypicked (new yoke) prime characters between them. or disguised as character arcs#aaaand is also an Eggman raise Tails but its Nine actually typa deal#more on that later#i still hadnt cleaned up all of it tho#like who tf to put in Jayces place my ass cannot think of someone to put there instead of his smug mug#ill make a list of the characters later#yea later I has to eep now#i said I will give only the bare essencials and here I am oh well-#miles nine prower#nine the fox#jinx#arcane jinx#crossover#mah art#me does arts#actually finished doodl
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Sketch dump
#yes when you try figure drawing they dont come with clothes who wouldve thought#also ive had a post like this in my drafts for weeks now#and i had a whole paragraph explaining for each whats wrong with it basically#and then i go on to post some finger doodle from my phone that took 28x less effort than each of these like#why am i like this#like yea its messy yeah its chaotic yeah sloppy technique sjdhd whatever like who cares its fun just share the fun#my art#pls do ask questions about these i can write paragraphs about the process hddhdhdh#AND ILL DO MY BEST TO BE POSITIVE THIS TIME DDJDHXHSH GOD
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giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair spaghetti
#loki#mobius#loki season 2#tom hiddleston#owen wilson#yea this is what the show is about if you haven't seen it#lokius#I guess?#myart#collab with iku iku! they aren't on tumblr yet#don't worry I'm working on it so get ready to follow them#bc they are amazing#YES we used a ref YES I am dying to see if anyone else has ever encountered it in the wild#I know I have followers and mutuals who might have...#I ate the loki show and now I have MCU brainworms again thanks everyone for your patience and flexibility 八(＾□＾*)
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Sobbing, instead of studying I translated more of doujin page from the same artist,
linking 2 more, with (shorter) summary,
this one is about trey who actually acts normal not because he wants normality, but because he feels like he has to be normal (like trauma after getting riddle into trouble),
but then jade sense that side of him, and somewhat be like, it's okay not to be normal
and it release tensions from trey's shoulders
fhsdh when they started dating, trey kept finding himself in trouble that jade brought upon them (schoolmates suddenly wants to get into battle because they have some kind of beef on jade)
when cater said, u like normal right? why are u going out with him?
trey said, i don't actually dislike it (the trouble)
(yea because he is actually not normal)
when azul said, jade why are u going out with trey, he seems too normal?
jade be like, no he is not normal at all,
trey knows there's someone behind the bench (i hope someone saved them after fshd but then there were ants, ants go for dead bodies, is he ded for real? fshdh BUT WAIT, it was raining, ANTS WON'T COME OUT WHEN IT RAINS, hey! hey!!! AUTHOR!!)
but he still gave jade the umbrella calmly
in conclusion, TOTES NOT NORMAL! Jade said.
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this one is about riddle becoming best friend with jade,
and their unique relationship
also bits of riddle realizing jade has feeling for trey and bits of floyd just started to think he likes riddle, and they all help each other (yippie!)
the writing is also in depth & brilliant,
but i especially love page 61-64
where jade gave reasoning to trey not to tied himself forever on the trauma of putting riddle into trouble back then
that he deserves to be happy himself
when trey said
"i wish i can do something for riddle"
jade replied
"riddle wasn't someone that only you could save."
"of course it doesn't have to be me."
"riddle is a strong person who can find happiness on his own if given the chance."
"please be happy too"
RIGHT AT MY KOKORO.
#twisted wonderland#twst#treyjade#trey clover#jade leech#i don't usually translate doujin pages much but i guess anything other than studying feels like a bliss from heaven rn (which will give me#hellish trouble later)#but yea i wish i have power where i can just merge google translate to my eyes so i can read japanese fanartists work with ease#i am sure there are many more good depth doujins out there#and even without depth some of them can be really sweet and funny#oh i feel like if i had that ability and actually fueled with the knowledge of all treyjade fanart stories ever existed#i probably go insane already fhsdhsd#i mean i am already ballistic now#imagine going crazier#there are many kind of trey and jade#and their varieties are good#trey who wants to be normal#trey who actually doesn't want to be normal#they are both good#FSDSDH NOT JADE THO SAYING KABEDON IS THE POSITION FLOYD USUALLY DOES TO RETORT FOR MONEY FHSDHSDHD#THE twins sure are built differently#also DANG that jade about to go HAM on one of the heartslabyul student on the best friend with riddle doujin#i love the leech twins can be so silly and can be so deadly
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Marinler wedding but when the priest says "you may now kiss the bride" Mariner dips him
#he's blushing very hard after btw#marinler#beckett mariner#brad boimler#bradward boimler#i am having Thoughts ok#also apparently this is my first time posting about marinler on this blog?? weird. but yea#also thing about marinler is i do not actually need them to be canon and will not be upset if they aren't. like i'd enjoy if they were but#either way is fine. compare to tendiford which while i do not NEED to be canon in the strictest sense i literally always assumes was 100% g#going to be canon. note that i started with hear all trust nothing (i like quark ok. in case you couldn't tell from the url) and then watch#watched the whole show linerarly after. and i didn't even know their names yet but by the end of the ep i was like 'oh so these two are end#endgame ok cool' and i have only started to ship them more since. but that just as an aside.#i mean this is literally a one sentence marinler post yet here i am telling you my tendiford history but whatever that's who i am now. also#i don't think this has a shot at being canon but i would very much enjoy if all four of them became a polycule. possibly plus t'lyn. yea.#anyway#ld#star trek#lower decks#star trek lower decks#lwd#st lwd#original posts fresh from quark's pussy
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full day late to this but i finally watched the life series finale and i cant believe etho is actually kind of beating the washed up allegations. the biggest twist of the entire series so far was him outliving all the cockers
#HE KILLED SO MANY PEOPLE !! IM SO PROUD#he started the episode with lowest time and ended top 5. NICE#i am running on 2 hours of sleep and also am a little drunk right now so i cant say anything articulate#the DIAMOND SWORD MOMENT. WHO CHEERED#also holy shit the cockers spectating him. awesome#gonna watch the rest of the episodes next week bc im not home rn. but. yea
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rah!!!!! he's on the brain
#IN THE HEART OF TRANSLYVANIA IN THE VAMPIRE HALL OF FAME YEA#i luv duckula idk if i ever posted any duckula art here!! gotta b one of the top 10 ducks ever#i blame my parents for givign us the cult kid classics video where there was a count duckula danger mouse crossover#that video tape did SO much 2 me as a kid i think it formed who i am now and my interests#count duckula#count duckula 1988#fanart#art#doodles#sketches#sketch
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my next edit is probably gonna take 10 years so i am posting this in the meantime :-)
#b and a#i'm actually being dramatic#i did the hard part already#i just have to do the actual editing now#but that will probably take me a good few days so......... yea#it's an edit i've had planned for MONTHS#i was gonna do it in june but decided to wait for dhes' birthday since it's literally entirely about dhes#it's turning out really cute so far!#ngl i am a lil nervous about it since it's not really like. the kind of thing i usually make but#i'm making it anyway bc#i want to#& bc i love dhes & he deserves a post all about him for once#kelly who????#yea
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#toronto maple leafs#HELLO EVERYBODY THIS HAS BEEN MONTHS!!! MONTHS IN THE MAKING BECAUSE i AM UNHINGED AND NEEDED THE PRECISE PICTURES THAT I KNEW I WOULD GET#like. seventy five percent of this has been done since the first time i posted this and while it has gotten better with time because#my narratives simply got more complex and there's so much of this that is For Me but don't worry i will explain but aLSO goddamn mitch coul#you have gotten married any later in the year. also willy you truly disappointed me by not getting an absurd haircut this year (now that#i've said this he's going to debut it on instagram like. tomorrow. but anyway that meant y'all got to enjoy my neuroses of#Loving Tyler Bertuzzi who is a goddamn leaf. the joys of having to wait to post this (was not a leaf at the time i started it) and anyway i#have at length i think had the breakdown about tyler in pigtails girl dad & how i got a bob & then tyler copied me which was rude. that's m#gender. ANYWAY starting from the top we got sheldon keefe documentation which was really just the personal decision that i wanted all the#coaching staff to be the markers in the poem/the bold & also at the TIME keefe hadn't re-signed &we thought it might be everybody out w/kyl#anyway the title of the scrap of an old lover's flannel is literally 'u think this is about sheldon & kyle NO it's about timothy liljegren'#bc. liljegren was on the marlies winning cup team & has had a contentious relationship w/keefe ever since & was healthy scratched in playof#& the narrative is sooooo. also at one point for the ryan o'reilly i was going to edit the stlb out of his grandma's shirt or cover it w/th#childhood dreams line but THEN i found the gio snapped stick one which was too perfect for 'crumbling copy' the ryan o'reilly To Me is so.#ur insane in ways u did not think for that one. like. how soft her hands were. his grandma you guys. he grew up a leafs fan. if he ever get#to lift the cup with her again i will lose my shit. the cup run a movie i remember nothing--OKAY the spezz one i knew i needed him stresse#but also i believe in the spezz/kyle narrative so. it comes up later don't worry ALSO SPEZZ FOLLOWING HIM TO PITT CAME AFTER I MADE THIS bu#the muzz tea one makes me a little sensy bc muzz was out with an injury for most of this season & it was a really scary spinal one & so yea#& then the simmer one just straight up makes me cry bc i love him so much & the work that he does for anti-racism in hockey means so much &#if you have that video open & watch it i promise you will cry i do every time it's so beautiful he had to be on comforted by beauty & sammy#boy is on the a man who doesn't know me because EYE remember the caps goalie tandems. baby lilya. the mo one is a little funny bc it is#solely due to wade's thread about mo rielly the coal miner homestead husband. that's why he moves to omaha also i think it suits him (quiet#OK NOW OLD MEN IN LOVE NARRATIVE this one's in contention for my fave bc it's spezz coping w/retirement fundamental meaningless of existenc#u heard abt tyler already that's for me the minchy picture was just too good i had found it earlier & i spent SO LONG looking for an empty#leafs rink picture for bathtub i have some cool construction photos but i wanted the melting ice ones (thought about tahoe lol) & the sprin#one i manip'd a lot bc i needed a spring picture bc playoffs clinch in spring & that one fit so coincidentally perfect bc it's 7 straight#seasons 7 guys so. :) & i KNEW i swore to god they did more milk advertising i knew i was gonna do this one from the minute i saw the poem#the milk patch & it took a hot minute BUT I FOUND THIS ONE this one's for funsies. AND THE PIC I WAITED SO FUCKING LONG FOR this is actuall#from kerf's wedding but i was like i know on god mitch is getting married this summer & that's about to be the drunkest shenanigans wedding#i'm waiting for the pics. & then i was BLESSED with this one which is beautiful & perfect & LOOK AT THEM. anyway the last one is bc
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i’ve been pretty quiet on here and avoiding my activity and dms these last few weeks because october was easily one of the worst months i’ve had in a very long time and i lost my family dog of seventeen years and had a medical scare for not only myself but my cat and just all these things happened at once that felt incredibly hard to bounce back from mentally… but aside from being sick atm things are starting to get better for me and my family so hopefully i can actually start being. normal. again soon 🧎
#river dipping#i don’t think i get personal on here very often just bc. the pd. um#but i figured i should say something bc my avoidant personality disorder is uhhhhhhhh#certainly Avoiding.#i’m so sorry if you’ve messaged me or @ed me or just tried interacting in any way#ik i wrote in my pinned navigation that yea i take breaks and avoid my activity and it’s nothing personal#but i still just wanted to reiterate it#i tend to keep notifications off for tumblr and my activity and everything like i only ever check when i’m mentally prepared for the State#my brain goes into when interacting with people#it’s not that i’m ignoring you!! my brain is just. very bad.#and i have a lot of trouble actually replying#especially in private messages#i’m much more comfortable talking publically which is why discord is so not for me 😭#i really have been pushing myself out of my comfort zone a lot this past year and it’s certainly helped a ton#but still. it’s a disorder i’ve had my whole life so 🤷 it’s still sticking around ykwim#so i’m sorry 😔 but i’m also incredibly thankful toward everyone who’s taken the time to talk to me and interact with me and just thought of#me in general even when i’ve been so isolated recently#ummmm but on the bright side i moved out finally and am at a place that isn’t gonna poison my brain anymore so ‼️#it took a few horrible days for my pets to get used to the house but things are fine now and i’ve set up my room and am :) doing better#surprisingly my panic disorder has been absent since the move… which is very weird for me#i fr think my previous place might actually have been poisoning me like i’m serious#……..i might delete this post in a bit if i start feeling too crazy abt being vulnerable lmao. um.#but for the people that’re online rn! my beloved friends and lovers yk#there’s my little update
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i hate it when people put angel low on their character ranking what are you DOING that’s ANGEL thats angel :( hes the og spike except he’s like a different type of loser. i know he’s kind of creepy in btvs sometimes and he’s a shit boyfriend but we all have our regrets. this is hilariously ironic because i really did not like angel when i first watched btvs and now, a year later, i am a die hard bangel divorce fan
#the divorce is important there i couldn’t really endorse an endgame bangel it’s just. too juvenile for them#Idk…. because i suppose like. in a bunch of years. there’s something sweet about the idea of them coming back to each other#<- God listen to me i’m crazy. words of someone who went through a very emotionally intense breakup#but yea like angel was a Meh i was so happy when he left in s3#then missed him in s4 cause of Riley….#then when i watched ats for the first time which was just s1 i gained a real appreication for him.#hes so silly in s1 (in general ats). guys do i look intimidating? :/#but anyway then i stopped#then i rewatched btvs from s2 onwards and just honestly had a Deep appreciation#NOW i’ve rewatching ats s1 and am watching ats s2 and i just love him.#sorry. he’s everything to me. he’s LITERALLY a vampire with catholic guilt like what more do you want??#oliver talks
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i am so very normal about him
#link click#shiguang dailiren#时光代理人#liu xiao#art i made#i couldve been fine but then prometheus came out and i havent been able to stop listening to it non stop for 3 days#so no i am not fine about liu xiao i am very much not fine about liu xiao#was talking to a friend who hasnt watched s2 yet who was like is this what were doing now#simping for a villain#and i was like. well i was a bai choufei apologist villainfuckery is not like a new development for me SKJDFHKSDHF#apologist isnt the right word i accept that hes a war criminal but you get what i mean#although this is honest to god the first lc fanart ive posted on here which i am. not necessarily proud of LMAO#like ive drawn the boys before but as far as people on the internet who arent my 3 high school friends are concerned yea#this is my first lc fanart. go figure
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What is your favorite thing about Miroah ship? Asking simply to confirm my brain alone hasn't been altered permanently with these two.
it is ok @river-town-citizen, they have changed my brain chemically too LOL
Honestly the whole human x non huma/other worldly celestial being is very romantic to me in general.
I think bc mirage can love someone so ..finite? I feel it like a human falls in love with like a small beetle or something xD. i am presuming mirage will one day out live noah and the diaz family but he stays with him anyways. To me, the cybertrons are like space gods who live for millions of years but he chooses to spend his time with noah and his family which in the long run is probably a blink of an eye to him. ;_;
what is your favorite??!
also They have very different backgrounds
Mirage coming form a very privileged life background but gets thrust into war. And Noah who doesn't come from and privileged background, fighting to make ends meet.
he goes against his morals to try and get money for help with Kris and has a epiphany inside mirage that it is a mistake but then mirage wont let him leave lol. i like they are opposites in every way but they fit together so well. akjfkfj
#but who am i kidding? its the size differance looool#idk like this celestial space warrior capable of things beyond human comprehension goes#yea uh ur my boy now#they starcrossed dog fr#hometeam#miroah#iam ready to disscuss all aspects and dynamics of hometeam 247 365 days of the year anytime anywhere hotdog
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This blog is pro Wes and pro Neelix! Funky little guy haters dni
#star trek#wesley crusher#neelix#as soon as the poll is done imma pin this. just fyi#edit: i was inactive again so time has passed but now it is finally pinned#also i thought about saying this originally but didn't but these days i just ramble so i'll say it now:#i initially thought about including nog in this since he's also a funky lil guy i adore who has never done wrong but then didn't because fr#frankly: i have literally never seen anyone hate on nog ever. which is very good and right!! but this is about funky lil guys who get shit#all the time. so yea that's why he's not here but i do still adore him#anyway#(also yes i know that with this admission i am placing neelix in a lineup with two literal children but it's not about age ok it's about th#the Vibes ok. they just happen yo be vibes most common to youths)#original posts fresh from quark's pussy#neelix defense squad#wes#formerly pinned
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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