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#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw ๐ญ
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog
#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move
#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s
#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help
#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the
#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright
#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird
#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the
#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December
#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but
#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and
#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen
#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and
#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier
#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy
#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked
#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents
#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes
#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book
#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw ๐ญ
#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]
#unrelated
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