I kinda wanna see what will yan delusional todo would do after makin up scenarios bout fem reader "cheating" on him when she just livin her life

I tried, but I kept rewriting it sooo..... kinda ended up with Todou misunderstanding people need to work and can't just rely on him to live.

Quit

TW: Yandere behaviour, Possessiveness, Forceful Touching, Female Reader, Aged Up.

It had been a long day, work had made you stay late yet again. Pushing you to pick up extra shifts with a moment's notice. They just took and took without checking whether you wanted them or would even agree. All because they decided to book event after event without properly staffing the place. Nevertheless, without that stupid place, you wouldn't be able to pay your bills. It was work and work again, barely any rest. That was life, it had all rotated around work. Any moment you could spare, you gave it to your boyfriend Todou. Though, recently you had barely seen him. Too busy to go on dates, to watch a movie, or even too occupied to sit down and properly have dinner together. It was pathetic, you two acted like awkward roommates rather than partners. It was sad, but in the back of your mind, you hoped things would eventually fall back into place. Yet, as the weeks went by, things didn't slow down. Your work was always keeping you busy, even on your days off. Making you answer calls and texts. It had been rough, but you assumed Todou understood. Sure he was moody and sometimes snippy, but you always presumed he knew it was work. That work was doing this. That you truly had no say. That you needed and wanted this job.

Getting on your coat, you cussed to yourself. Another last-minute call to fill in a no-call, no-show. If they just hired a few backups, you wouldn't need to come in every time someone wasn't able to make it. You called out to Todou who you guessed was still showering. Letting him know you were going.

"You're leaving."

Todou had just gotten out of the shower. The white towel hanging dangerously low. It was unfair, he always looked so good when you needed to leave. He had a habit of it. Teasing you, tempting you to stay. You bit your lip, running your eyes up and down his body.

"Yeah, I'm filling in for someone. But" you walked over to him. Letting your hands linger over the tie of the towel. "When I get back, maybe we can..."

Todou seemed to ignore your teasing. Ignoring how your fingers dipped below the towel. Playing with the skin where he had attempted to tie it around his hips.

"You said today's your day off."

"It was." You could tell he was irritated and so were you. They promised you today off. You weren't even on call. "I'm sorry. I'll see if I can have another talk with my supervisor."

Though you knew he wouldn't care. He would give the usual speech about how everyone needed to pitch in because times were tough. That if you still want your job, you would pitch in the extra hours. You gave him a sympathetic smile before turning back to the door. As you walked to the door. You tried to figure out a way to make it up to him. Perhaps some takeout on your way back. He really liked the steak from the place beside your work.

Before you could open the door to leave, Todou was behind you. Placing his hand on the door above your head. Keeping you from opening it.

"Very funny Todou, but I need to leave."

"Why are you working so much?"

"Because they're assholes and I need the job."

"No, you don't. I make enough for the both of us."

You turned to look at him. Rolling your eyes at his comment. He always said that when you complained about work. Though you never took him seriously, assuming he was just playing with you about it.

"Please don't go. Quit"

"One day I might just." You laughed as you tried to open the door. Your efforts were still being blocked by Todou. "Todou, this isn't funny anymore."

It went back and forth, Todou asking you again and again. You giving the same answer. Each round making you more irritated. Todou had made you late before, but usually from begging you for one more round in bed. Not from holding the door closed and he stared down at you. As he kept a cold look on his face.

The back and forth was beginning to get annoying. He was making you late. Keeping you back when you could have been down the street already in line for a coffee before your hell of a shift.

"Todou I get it, you're mad, but this is pissing me off now."

"No." Todou's tone had dropped. It wasn't his usual voice he took with you. He sounded serious. He didn't sound like him. "Why do you always go when he calls, huh?"

"He's my supervisor. He's threatened my job Todou. I need to go whenever he calls."

"No. Tell me the truth." Todou had managed to relock the door. Closing you in more. Pushing you against him. Forcing you to look up. "Why are you putting this job before us, before me?"

There it was. There was the real reason Todou was acting so off. Sure there were times when he had gotten jealous and possessive, but you had been able to talk him down easily before.

"Oh, my love. I'm sorry, I'll try to find another job or something" That would be tough, the job market had been rough lately. "We can talk about it later."

"Why does he have such a hold on you? Are you seeing him?"

You were floored that he would even ask you this. That he would question your loyalty to him. No words could form as you looked at him. You stared at him in disgust. The man standing before you wasn't the Todou you knew and loved. Sure he could be possessive at times, but nothing like this. He never looked at you with those emotions before. It looked like pure jealousy and rage.

You could tell his eyes were searching your face for something, but it wasn't done out of concern. After all this time together, he really was questioning your loyalty. Questioning your intentions, your love for him. You tried to figure out how you got to this point. How he was able to get from you being overworked and used by your company. To it being about faithfulness. You tried and tried, staring at him to see if he would give you a hint. Tell you what happened, say someone thought they saw you and you could explain the misunderstanding. Yet, it never came. Both of you just stared at one another. Waiting for the other to break first, waiting for the other to give in and speak. Nothing, not a word from you or him. Even when you tried to speak, to plead for him to let you leave. To claim your innocence. Nothing came out, your mouth hanging open, waiting for the words to appear on your tongue. They never did, at least not in time.

Todou mumbled to himself. You couldn't quite catch his words, they didn't sound like anything comprehensive. As if his mind was working faster than his mouth ever could. The one thing you could understand was his movement. His hands were on you, pushing you away from the door. From your exit out of here. He was pushing you further into the apartment. Shoving you to the living room.

"N-No, s-stop To-"

"I don't want to hear it."

Your words had finally found their way to your mouth. Just unable to be completed. All you could do was shove him. Push at his hands, tear at his grip on you. He was still damp from the shower. Your fingers merely just slipped off. Though you knew even if he was dry, there would be no chance of getting him off of you. Todou was strong, he took pride in that. Always claiming he could protect you. You never thought that the same man who swore you'd be safe with him was acting like a lunatic monster.

Your attempts didn't stop, hands still prying at his. Mumbles of begs coming from your lips. Even when he pushed you over the edge of the couch, you still tried to talk him down. Attempting to talk some sense into him as you crawled away. Trying to get to the man you knew and loved. The Todou who you woke up with this morning. Yet, as his hands made their way to your ankle, and he pulled you towards him. Causing you to lay flat. You saw nothing familiar in his eyes. All you could make out was anger in his clouded look.

"You're seeing him aren't you."

Crawling on top of you, his hands moving from your ankle to your face. Elbows and knees holding him up as one hand grabbed your cheeks. Managing to squish both in his palms. Forcing you to look up at him. His wet hair dripped down on your cheeks. He was a site to behold. You had been like this with him before, under him as he held you down. Completely at his mercy, but not under these circumstances.

"I thought you loved me."

"What the Fuck Todou, of course, I do."

"Then why?." Todou leaned down, resting his head between your shoulders and cheek. Nestling his head into your neck. Whispering against your skin. "Why would you do this to me. To us? I told you to quit so many times."

It felt oddly soft, a tender moment in this chaos. Like he was back to his usual self. To the man you loved. You were too afraid to say anything. Too terrified to set him off again. Would it be worth it trying to explain that he was crazy, that you were simply just off to the hellhole you call work for money? You needed this job because you didn't want to rely solely on him.

Your mind raced, trying to find an answer. A way to calm him down, a way to leave. Anything to get this to stop. Your eyes searched the room, but there was no escape route. No way to get away from, out from under him and try to calm him down.

"I'm-I'm sorry."

It was all you could say. All you could manage to push out of your mouth. Your mind went to the only other option. If he wasn't comprehending why you would work at such a shitty job. Then all you could do was plead with him, try to buy into his delusion and work your way from there. If he wasn't buying your clueless attitude. Perhaps he would buy your plea. Fall for your mock apology. You could play into his illusion if that meant him being normal again. If it meant him letting you go.

"I'm so sorry. I-I, uh," You were stuck, playing into his delusion could mean he would be worse. Todou was possessive, you'd seen his tendencies before, just not like this. You debated with yourself for a while before continuing. "I've tried to quit, but he won't let me."

You were putting the blame on someone else. Rinsing your hands of the blame in Todou's eyes.

"You've tried? When?" Todou looked puzzled. Raising his eyebrows at you.

"I wanted to quit, but he threatened to call every place I applied to and tell them I'm horrible at my job."

You had no idea where you were going with this lie. The words were falling with no real direction. Was there a way you could play into this delusion without him being even more upset and possessive? Without him expecting you to actually quit later? Or worse, him challenging your supervisor. Sure he was a prick but didn't deserve Todou's wrath.

Todou looked down at you as you talked. Trying to explain things. His face barely changed. He looked stern, yet shocked. You knew he was going to use this as ammo to get you to leave this job and probably work completely.

"Oh, my dear" His hands were squeezing your cheeks, keeping your eyes locked on him. "I can't believe he did that. Why didn't you tell me?"

"I was scared."

Todou's look changed now to pure rage. You were an idiot for saying that. With a few simple words, you had set him off. His grip on you tightened.

"He scared you? Oh, sweetie." Todou leaned down, placing a delicate kiss on your lips. It was sweet, unfitting for his expression seconds earlier. "My poor dear." He was condescending now. "It's okay, I can help."

"No, No. Todou-"

"Shh, it's okay I'll take care of it. That piece of shit won't bother you again."

"No don't, please." You were beginning to tear up. You weren't sure if it was because of anger or confusion. Perhaps both.

"I wasn't there and that asshole took advantage of that." He was raising his voice now, getting more irate as he went on. He prides himself as your protector, an image you had just messed with.

"No Todou-"

"Yes he did, he used you. Worked you like a dog and had the nerve to threaten you. Don't you see? He saw you were vulnerable. He took advantage of that."

Sure your supervisor had made remarks before about your employment, but not like you had made it out to be. It was mostly yelling and asking you again and again if you really wanted this job or not. Things you were willing to put up with if it meant getting a paycheck at the end of the week.

Todou stood up, letting you free. He was pacing around the couch. Rubbing his cheeks. Ranting how this was all his fault. That him being too busy with his own work, or not forcing you to quit sooner was what caused all of this. You could tell this wasn't just him going on a rant. It seemed like he was searching for a solution to the fake problem. You hoped he would just insist you switch jobs. Something you could do and would appease him.

"I'm sorry, but we can talk about it later." You sat up, watching as he paced. "I can go in and talk to the other supervisors or even look for another job."

Todou stopped pacing. Refusing to look at you. Maybe you shouldn't have mentioned going to work now. He seemed to be lost in thought for a few minutes before heading to the bedroom. You could hear him getting ready. Shuffling things around. Getting up, you made your way after him. Curious and nervous about what he was doing. Before you could open the bedroom door, Todou snapped it open. Fully dressed as he pushed passed you. It felt like he hadn't even seen you. He made his way to the front door. Getting his shoes on.

"Todou where are you going"

"To make sure he doesn't speak to you like that again."

He was talking about your supervisor.

"What do you mean." You had made your way to Todou, now you were the one blocking the door,

"He won't bother you again. I'll make sure of it. Now move"

"No." You couldn't let him go and mess with him over an exaggeration.

"I said move." He was staring at you, jaw clenched. "He needs to know he can't talk to you like that. I couldn't help you before, but now I can. So move."

You didn't, you couldn't move. Couldn't let him do this. Refused to let him go and do something over an exaggeration to pacify him. There was no way you would let him do this. You couldn't. Yet, as he realized you weren't going to move. There was nothing you could do as he picked you up. Moving you by force. Making his way to open the door.

"Don't do this. Please don't. They'll fire me and then I'm fucked."

You hoped he would have pity on you. Listen to your pleas and realize you needed to work no matter how much he wanted you to depend on him and quit.

"Sweetie." He stopped, already halfway out the door. His hand left the handle and found its way to your torso. Pulling you closer to him. Todou leaned down, kissing the tips of your ear before whispering.

"You never liked it anyway." He straightened up, looking down at you. "Don't worry. You have me. I mean you were going to have to stop working eventually. This just showed me I should have pushed you sooner."

Todou gave you one last kiss before closing the door behind him. Stopping before the door latched.

"Don't go anywhere. I expect you to be here when I get back."

You stayed standing there for a few moments. Taking in what had happened and what was to happen. Going over every moment in your head again and again. Trying to figure out how one thing leads to the other. Nothing added up. Nothing made any sense. There was nothing you could do. When Todou was set on something, he rarely let up. All you could do was wait. Wait until he gets back and forces you into his little fantasy.

uhm... i really liked that todo fic u did i absolutely love him...

could you do jealous todo? like maybe he saw megumi talking with u and he got mad and decided to like....u know if u know

YOOOOOO I hope in time people come to know me as a professional Todo lover. Thank you for the request. I shall commence cooking. Here's some initial thoughts, more on this soon.

Just thinking of him glaring at people from behind you, marching over to literally pull you out of the conversation and remind you who you belong to....

You'll come back with weak legs and hickeys so dark they look painful. He can't blame you for being so perfect though. He'll just have to try harder to fight off everyone who comes near you.

Big beefy ass todou who stares a lil too long and drives away any male who dares to even speak to you besides yuuji ofc

Big ass man who secretly hides cameras in ur room and watches the live feed like it’s a goddamn fancam

Hulking mountain of a man who steals ur chapstick and memorizes the body wash you use so he can buy it too

BiG TOdou boy who somehow knows all ur favorite things and classically conditions you to be receptive to his advances

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Just A Kiss

TW: Noncon, Stalking, Breaking and Entering, Manipulation Sorta, Aged Up, Female Reader

Todo felt like his whole life was complete now. A missing piece had finally fallen into his hands. The piece being you, you were the piece that made him whole. That made his heart beat faster, made him smile with just a single thought. You were his and he was yours. Todo was sure of it, you two belonged with each other, soulmates. It was only right that you two would be together so he wasn't wrong with how he felt. It was destiny, it was only right.

You on the other hand weren't aware of his growing feelings. A part of him knew that, knew you weren't like him, but he liked to pretend you were simply just shy. It was all about playing hard to get with you. But you didn’t need to, not after he saved your life a few weeks ago. It annoyed him a bit, he deserved to have you. He could provide, take good care of you. All he needed was to have you open up to him. It was delusional, Todo wasn't being rational. Yet, that failed to stop his reasoning.

Todo had met you when he saved a few civilians from a powerful curse bothering a park. It was an easy job for him, he had years of practice with these types of curses. You had been with some friends out late. Sitting in the park to drink and eat. A perfect target for the curse. Something your kind would never know.

Usually, he tried to keep himself not known by civilians. However, this time, he was unable to stay in the shadows. Making himself seen to keep the group safe. Exercising the curse rather quickly. It should have been a typical job. Nothing that would normally linger in his mind. Nevertheless, you changed that. He locked eyes with you and just knew you were the one. Sadly your group ran before he could ask you your name, or say hello. It was unfortunate, but that didn’t stop him. He was lucky to find you a week later. Todo liked to think it was a sign from the universe when he bumped into you at a cafe. A sign that he ignored involved him stalking and researching all he could. Finding your daily routine, including the fact you visit this cafe regularly.

You didn’t recognize him after all, it was dark that night. You both talked a bit, he even got your number. To him, you both clicked so well. You laughed at his jokes, smiled at him. It pulled him in and made him feel loved. Almost like you two had been dating for years already. His mind began to fantasize as he watched you speak. Picturing you two as a loving couple, him coming home to you every day, the date nights you two would have. After the first encounter, he only got worse. His imagination was becoming reality to him. Every time he watched you, it wasn’t stalking, but rather a loving boyfriend checking on his partner. The nights he watched you sleep from the corners of your bedroom. You completely unknowing of his presence, or even that he knew where you lived. To him though, he was just admiring his precious girl. Loving how peaceful she looked sleeping. When he undid his belt and began to touch himself. Well, there was not really a way to rationalize it. All he could do was pretend it wasn’t happening.

It didn’t take long for Todo to demand more of your attention. “Bumping” into you was beginning to get out of hand. He saw how you looked at him now. There wasn’t that smile when you saw him. It was morphing into worry. Then he realized his texts were becoming less answered, even when he send over ten in a row. He couldn’t lose you. Todo needed to do something to save the relationship. To make you see what he does. Perhaps you were unsure of his devotion to you, he needed to change that. That was how he got here, watching you get ready for bed through the crack in your closet door. He needed to make sure you were okay, to talk to you. It was like an itch that kept spreading, only getting tougher to ignore. Spreading and begging to be scratched.

He wasn’t sure how he would confront you about your relationship issues, after all, he was in your closet without you knowing. He was a coward, he should be able to talk to you. You were his and couples should talk freely about any problems that arise. It wasn't right to be hiding there, to be watching as you undressed and got into your pyjamas. It wasn't proper to drool at the way you did your hair for bed. None of it was right, but Todo kept excusing it. Stating it was all okay in the grand scheme of things.

The itch got worse. Watching you sleeping there, looking so beautiful and peaceful. He needed you, needed to have you with him. He should be sleeping beside you. Waking up to your beautiful face every day. Getting up early for work, bringing you a coffee while you slowly wake up. He knew how you liked it. Watched you make it almost every morning. Todo could be so good for you, you just needed to see him do all of that. The itch was too strong now, he needed to scratch it. Just a bit, just enough till next time. Enough to hold him off for a few days. Stepping out of the closet. Watching his step, trying not to make any noise or disturb your room too much. You look so beautiful laying there. Peaceful, like you were comfortable with him being there. See, you were fine with him. You had to be. He just worried too much. You even let out a soft moan when he began to pet your hair. Leaning into his touch.

By the time you noticed his presence he was resting his forehead on yours, eyes closed. Breathing you in while his hands played with your hair. He never felt more at peace than now. Too bad it was short lived. He was torn out of his fantasy at your voice.

“A-Aoi”

It was so soft, barely above a whisper. Opening his eyes to meet yours staring at him. You looked worried, shocked he was there in your room. You had no idea he knew where you lived. Let alone that he would break into your place. The two of your just stared at each other. Unsure of what to do, waiting for the other to make the first move. This only led Todo to read the situation wrong. In his eyes, you were accepting him. It wasn’t fear that had you frozen, rather it was love. The moment felt right, he leant down to place his lips on yours. He had waited so long for this. Ignoring the way, you didn’t kiss back. Figuring it was the shyness. Wanting him to take the lead on things, something he’d happily oblige.

“S-Stop. How-Why-”

Todo hushed you. Not wanting to hear you reject him. No, you weren't, you were just shy. You needed to let him help. You were both destined to be together. He liked so much of the same things you did. If you only gave him a reasonable chance. More than just coffee dates or “run-ins”. This could all be so good, so right. Ignoring your words, trying to deepen the kiss. Using his hands in your hair to support himself and keep you in place. Pretending your pleas for him to stop, were actually pleas for more. That they were confirmation of love. His whole body encompassed yours, keeping you down on the bed. Todo was gone. He was unable to see reality now. Too caught up in his ideals, his fantasies with you. While this was a clear assault on you. In his eyes, it was too lovers finally having their first kiss. There was no use fighting him. He was so much bigger and stronger. What could you really do? Perhaps in the back of his mind, he knew all of that. Ignoring it for his own fabrications.

Todo pulled away and stared at you. Looking over every detail of your face. You were so precious, looking up at him all wide-eyed. He finally had you here, under him. Touching you and kissing you. Hushing you when you tried to speak again.

“Shh, it’s okay. I’ll take good care of you baby.” He nuzzled his face in your hair, inhaling and moaning. “So good to me.”

There was no fight in you. You weren't sure why, but no matter how scared you were. No matter how much he kissed and touched you, you just couldn’t do more than lame pushes and pleas. Things he ignored easily. Todo disregarded it all, even when you began to dissociate. Closing your eyes and pretending he wasn’t there. All he could do was touch and kiss you. He was worried about moving too fast. A laughable thought considering what was happening.

He waited until you had fallen back asleep before slipping out the door. Leaving no real trace that he was there. The next morning it all seemed like a dream to you. No marks, nothing missing. There was nothing to prove what happened, actually happened. Maybe that was what made it easy for you to dismiss it as a weird dream. Todo was lucky that you didn’t think too hard about it. He didn’t want to have to do something so drastic so soon again. His reasoning told him he was being intense that night. Taking a huge risk with those kisses. It seemed you were still too shy for them. He guessed you needed some space, some time to think. So, he avoided you. Let you have some space from him. It was torture. Watching you from afar again, but it was what was needed.

A few weeks had passed by, all you saw of him was the occasional run-in on the street. He paid you little attention, solidifying the idea that that night was all in your head. Todo was too causal with you to have broken into your house, to have pinned you down and kissed you. He barely acted like you were there now. This was how he wanted things, back to normal. You suspecting nothing of him. Eventually, though, he would make the night a permanent reality. Soon you would open up to him more. All he needed to do was control himself better. To let you set the pace. Then you would want him just as much too, he wouldn’t need to follow you in the shadows. Until then, he'll need to be more careful with his nightly visits.

hello! can i request the prompt “Are you going to be good for me? Or do I have to fuck that attitude out of you?” for todo aoi

Love this. Here you go. Warning you, it's a bit all over the place. Anyway, enjoy.

Don't Leave Me

TW: Hints of Manipulation, Pushy Todo, Mentions of a Failing Relationship, Noncon, Smut, Female Reader.

The weather was wonderful, perfect for a picnic with your boyfriend, Aoi Todou. He promised you that this weekend would be about you two. Even taking you out of town to rent a small cabin for the weekend. Yet, he kept taking work calls, disappearing once at night. Stating he needed to drive into town due to bad reception. It was a poor excuse. One you barely believed, but no matter how much you complained and tried to remind him this was a couples weekend. He still ignored you for work. You had managed to get Todo to agree to stay a few days longer. Telling him he owed it. He had ruined the romantic weekend, it was his own doing. You were owed at least three extra days.

This picnic was supposed to be cute, romantic. Just you two having lunch by the river. It was nice, it was, but your boyfriend seemed to ignore you. Instead of taking call after call and checking his phone. It was when he had ignored your question for the fifth time that you were fed up and left. Storming off towards the cabin. Staying longer was a clear mistake. The two of you should have just left yesterday like you were supposed to.

Ignoring his calls for you as you made your way back up the path to the cabin. Tears were forming in your eyes. It was dumb, he was being mean and disrespectful. It was useless to cry. It never made any difference. He would always simply just apologize, but then go back to how he was before. All you could do was enjoy the rest of the days you still had here and ignore him. Todou appeared a few moments after you in the cabin, with the remains of the picnic. His apology held no weight.

“Look, I’m sorry, but you know I work a lot.”

That wasn’t an apology. You didn’t want to hear this, getting up you left the room to go to the bathroom. The rest of the afternoon was like that. His words were ignored or met with a dry remark back. Not even calling him for dinner when you finished cooking it. Letting his plate get could while he was out taking another call. Walking in he saw you in the kitchen cleaning up after dinner. His cold plate on the table.

“Why didn’t you call and tell me dinner was ready” You shrugged in response. Todo took a deep breath and walked to his plate. Going to warm it up in the microwave beside you. After placing his plate in the microwave, he attempted to slip his hands around your waste.“Look I know you’re mad-” You dodged his embrace and left for the bedroom. Giving him a quiet “enjoy” as you exited the room.

You missed his expression. The anger boiling behind his eyes. Rising at how you avoided him, refused to accept his apology. You used to get it. Be understanding about his work, how busy he was. Sure you didn’t really know what he did, but the cover of him working in an office should be enough. Office people work overtime right, so why can’t you accept his busy life. After all, it's been like this for months. Todou was thinking of what should you two talk about tonight. How could he make you happy?As he entered the bedroom you were about to get up to leave. Making up an excuse to go finish cleaning the kitchen or living room.

“No. We need to talk” His arm blocked the doorway.

“What is there to talk about? You obviously care more about your job than spending quality time with your partner.” Your attempt to leave again was halted.

“No. That’s not true and you know it.” You laughed at his remark, trying to leave again only to be stopped once again.

“I don’t want to talk about it.” You sounded defeated and upset by him. “Obviously this weekend wasn’t about us. Even the extra few days are probably going to be useless.”

You shoved harder against his arm. Even ducking under his arm to get away. Todou moved to have his whole body blocking the doorway now. Keeping you caged in the bedroom.

“No, this weekend was about us. I-I was just busy. I’m sorry. Babe…”

His apology was worthless right now. He had apologized after the first day, but no change came of it. Tears were once again welling up in your eyes. How could he act like a simple sorry would fix everything? After all, there was no change to come of his words. It was only to make you and him feel better. Make it seem like he feels bad about making you upset.

“This trip was a horrible decision.” Your words were soft. You sounded beaten, tired of him.

Todou was surprised at your words. That you were really so hurt by him. It didn’t make any sense to him. He was working to support the two of you. You deserved the best that life had to offer and he wanted to ensure that he could give that to you. Though, the hurt in your voice was evident enough that it wasn’t all you wanted. Rather, you just wanted him. Todou wanted to make it up to you. Make you realize how much he wanted you. But you were so stubborn. Ignoring his words, his pleas for forgiveness.

“Listen, I-I know it was wrong-” You told him to stop. To forget it. That maybe this relationship wasn’t compatible.

Your words lit something in Todou. Your words were a threat. The idea of losing you drove him crazy. You were his everything, his future. Todou was even planning to propose hopefully soon. Hopping that he would be able to get a ring by the end of the month. He couldn’t lose you. No, that wasn’t allowed. His hands came to cup your cheeks. Pulling you towards his face so he could plant his lips on yours. Searching for some reaction, hoping you’d kiss back. Instead, your lips felt limp against him. Refusing to kiss him back, yet didn’t try to get away from his grasp. Pulling away to look at you, he was met with your doe eyes looking up at him. As if pleading with him, pleading for him to change. Todou hoped it was for change because he would. He’ll change for you. These last days here will be spent proving it to you. Kissing you again. Promising you to change between kisses, promising that he’ll do whatever to make you happy again. Lifting you up while he kept your lips attached. Placing you on the bed as he crawled on top of you. Murmuring praises and promises.

“Aoi, please. I’m just not in the mood after all of this.”

You were tired and sad. It hurt him to hear you like that, but also that you were refusing him. You never did this unless something was seriously wrong. This was all a very real problem. Not something that he could brush away with his smile and words of encouragement like usual.

“Don’t be stubborn. Let me make it better.” His hands began to undress you. Trying to remove your top.

“No-No. You’re not listening.” Your hands came to stop him. Doing very little to stop his actions.

“Aoi listen I love you, but I can’t do this. This isn’t going to wo-”

Todo’s eyes met yours, stopping the words from coming out. They were dark, anger was pooling in them. You had never seen him like this. Only capturing bits of true anger when someone flirted with you in public occasionally.

“No, you listen. I can change. I will change. I'll do anything you want. Just please stay."

You shook your head. Pleading with him to understand that it wasn't going to work. You both wanted different things in life, in the relationship. You wanted someone who would make time for you. His pleading did nothing. You just wanted to go somewhere else. For him to understand it was over. Todou's approach changed, realizing pleading with you wasn't working. He needed to find a new way for you to stay.

"Listen, just listen" He was raising his voice at you. "This is what's going to happen. We can pretend this fight didn't happen. Go back to our trip like we had planned. No more calls." You shook your head. Not agreeing to his proposal. His hand that was keeping you in place tightened. "That is what's going to happen, it wasn't a choice sweetie. Now, are you going to be good for me? Or do I have to fuck that attitude out of you?”

He had a smile on his face, but his words were anything, but soft. They silenced you, stopping you in your tracks from trying to sit up and move away. From trying to get your shirt back on as he slipped his hands under to take it off. Interpreting your silence as subornation. There was no fight left to give. You still loved him, perhaps it would be best to just let him have this last night. His last night of having you as his girlfriend. So you laid back when he placed you on the bed, and let his lips plant kisses across your body. Leaving hickies as he went along. Hands groping your thighs and waist. Todou moved in-between your legs. Holding them apart.

“Be good, please. And I’ll be so much better.” Those words made your heart flutter, but you couldn’t trust him. Not after all of this.

You allowed him to undress you completely, kissing your bare skin. Moving lower down your body until his mouth found your cunt. Delving into it. Eating you out like he was starving. As if you tasted like the best thing he ever had. The moans leaving his mouth were pornographic, overexaggerated. The pleasure was building up fast, he always had an ability to do that. Bringing you to the brink of your orgasm so fast and hard. His tongue twirling around your clit. Going from teasing your clit to delving into your entrance. Grabbing at your thighs, pulling you closer to him.

“Fuck baby, you just taste so good.” There was a part of you that wanted this. To fall back into the routine of loving him unconditionally like a puppy. However, it wasn't practical anymore. Todou most of felt your tension, your reluctance to let him have his way fully.

“Sweetie, relax please.” So you did. Trying to relax, forgetting the fight. The disappointment that was directed towards him. Relax, just relax and enjoy what he’s offering. After all, this was the last night you could.

Todou’s tongue brought you to your orgasm soon after you relaxed. Screaming his name as his face was coated with your arousal. He looked up at you as he wiped his face with his hand. Moving so he could undress. Removing his top and bottoms. You watched as his dick sprung free. It was huge, with a few prominent veins running on the top and bottom. It was always intimating. Huge, both in length and width. Though it always filled you, hit all the right places. Leaving you cock drunk and begging for more. Todou moved to be on top of you.

“Thank you for listening.” He placed a kiss on your cheek as he lined himself up with you. Pushing in slowly as you grabbed at him. Trying to accommodate for his size. “I know, I know, come on relax for me, baby.” So you tried again. Relaxing your muscles as he pushed in more. Filling you inch by inch. You were so full as if there couldn’t possibly be more, but you knew better. There was always more with Todou, it seemed like it never ended. “There, it’s in.” Todou began to thrust slowly into you. Letting you adjust to his size. No matter how much you two had sex, it was always difficult to take him.

You knew you needed more than just love in a relationship. You wanted more, wanted to help him be better. Make him the boyfriend you knew he could, the one he thought he was. As he fucked into you, you pictured him being all he promised. Perhaps if he truly changed the last few days, there could still be a future. It was a hope that was caused by him promising you everything, him fucking into you like he was a man on a mission. It was lust that was causing you to backtrack on your previous words and notions.

The thrusts were deep and gaining speed. The moans that left your lips were real and made Todou ecstatic. All he wanted to do was to make this shitty vacation better. Make everything up to you. Have you back like before. Following him around like a little lost puppy. So determined to get his attention. Yet here you were. Laying beneath him trying to stifle moans and avoid looking him in the eye. After giving him all that unnecessary silent treatment. Acting like a brat that was ungrateful for all he did for the two of you. But he could be understanding, he could help you with what you. Become more of what you wanted. His thrusts were speeding up. It was always so hard to hold himself back with you. Feeling your tight walls squeeze his dick. Gripping him like you never wanted him to leave. If only he could never leave. Never stop feeling your body against him. He’ll fuck you so well that you’ll remember who you belong with.

“Such a good girl. Fuck, yes that’s it, baby. So good for me now. That attitude is long gone huh?” You looked so beautiful split open on his dick. Watching as he went in and out of you. Trying to get as deep as possible. “So good for me. It looks like all you needed was your boyfriend’s dick to behave.” Todou’s lips were pressed against yours quickly after. Searching for your reaction. Wanting you to want him back.

It was hard to deny Todou, especially when he was thrusting into you like this was the last time he would feel you. Focusing on Todou’s face, you saw how blissed out he was. How when he made eye contact with you, his eyes held nothing, but pure love and desire. Reminding you of why you fell in love with him. You felt him begin to thrust into you at a sloppy rate. He was close.

“I love you.”

Those were the only words Todou needed to hear in order to finish. Giving you shallow thrusts while he began to fill you. He collapsed. Seeking comfort in you. Clinging onto you as he kissed along your jawline. Whispering sweet nothings in your ear. He promised to be better. Which he did for the remainder of the trip. Refusing to take another call unless you were asleep. Doing whatever you wanted as long as he got to keep you and have you as much as he wanted at the end of the day.

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hello nova!! , may i request gojo , nanami and todo with a darling that absolutely despises them and is hard to manipulate so basically the darling is a tough cookie to crack.

They would react so differently.

Gojo, Nanami, and Todou

A Reluctant Darling

TW: Kidnapping Mentioned, Manipulation, Forced Affection, Starvation and Isolation Mentioned, Female Reader in mind.

Gojo

This is all a game for him. Fun for him to try and break his darling.

Sure he loves you, but hey, it’s not like it’s not fun to watch you cry as he pulls you into him. Or watch you beg for him to let them go. Watch as you try to avoid him no matter how good he is at being near you. Most of the time you don’t notice him there. Lingering in the background.

To him, it’s simply a game, one he knows he’ll eventually win. Eventually, break you. He can get very creative on how to do so.

Loves to tease you. He knows he’s in the wrong and you have every right to be so difficult. But teasing and bullying you about it has become a hobby of his. Maybe if he’s mean enough to you when you’re being an ungrateful brat. Compared to being prince charming when you behave, will get you to realize. Perhaps that will show you how to act with him.

Gojo likes to hint that he wants more from you. That he wants to be intimate. It's amusing to see how you react. The way your eyes go wide with fear. He's more of a tease than anything. All he'll force is kisses and touches in the beginning.

However, when he sees how difficult they are. That sparks something in him. Rage? Amusement? He isn’t sure, but he can’t wait to find out.

If it takes weeks or months. It doesn’t matter. He enjoys a project. Plus it’ll be so much sweeter when he does break you. Knowing he truly earned it.

Nanami

He will put up with it, but not for a very long time.

He knows that them being tough is reasonable. After all, he did kidnap them. So he’ll do his best to put up with it. Just watch from the side, making sure you're okay and safe while you act out.

His patience has a limit though. A man like him can only hold off for so long. He can only hold in his anger for how you yell and freak out at him for so long.

Nanami originally wanted to wait until he tried anything with you. Give you time to adjust and seek him out. But obviously, that wasn’t happening.

Your reluctance angers him after a while. It’s more annoying than anything. Being inconsiderate of what he wants, of his feelings.

Doesn't enjoy teasing you, and dislikes your outbursts. He knows they're sensible in a way, but they're useless. To him, they aren't sensible so they're rather annoying.

In general, he wants you to listen and accept him. You being so stubborn and refusing to give in, it angers him to a degree. He truly wanted to avoid punishments too extreme, but if it needs to be done. Then so be it.

Todou

Hates it, hates it, hates it.

They were supposed to love him like he loved them. Why are you being so tough?

Cries every time you call him a name or yell at him to get away, but doesn’t give up.

Will choose to smother you in attention and love. Even as you bat him off. Tell him to get lost, to go die. He just attempts to ignore your words and pretend you’re having a lovers quarrel. One that seems to last for months.

Todou is emotional. Let's you know your stubbornness and lack of affection hurt him.

He’ll use any sort of tenderness you have towards him and manipulate it. Twist it so that you feel bad. If there’s none to find, well, he can always create some with time. Have you feeling bad for being so rude to him.

Will force affection, kisses, cuddles, sex. He needs your touch. You just have to accept him, make it easy for him. That's all he asks. For you to love him back equally.

To him, all of this is hurtful and must be because he’s doing something wrong. SO he’ll just try harder. Shower you with everything you ever wanted.

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If you were to get kidnapped unexpectedly move into a new home by a yandere who you be okay living with forever?🏡 Yeah they’re out of their f****** minds but it’s low key “not that bad”.

Hard choice, cause some I feel can go different ways. I think I'm gonna go through a list from each anime. Then give my final answer. Okay, so I can break this down into three parts.

TW: Dark Content, Yandere Themes, Smut, Kidnapping

1. The horny choice

So for this, I'm basing it all on horniest. Who would provide the best and most exciting sex and anything sexual?

Let's start with JJK. For this choice, I'll have to go with Sukuna or Gojo. Sukuna is much more dominant. Needing you to acknowledge him at all times. Needing you to bend to his every whim. Bend or be punished. Extremely aggressive in bed, but will make you cum until you go crazy. Does care about your pleasure, but not at the expense of his. For Gojo, he's not as physically dominant, don't get me wrong. Is much stronger than you and will make you submit. But first, he's going to enjoy this game. Play with you, make you beg. Even scare you a bit. It's just so fun you watch you squirm. Will drag out sex for hours. Make you a mess, a puddle in his hands. Sukuna likes you being a puddle but also doesn't enjoy playing with his food for as long. Gojo is overall calmer than Sukuna. Yet, still so dangerous and willing to do whatever he needs to do to get you.

With HxH I choose Uvogin(duh). Just such a big and beefy dude. Fucking throws you around like it's nothing. Just manhandling you in bed, grabbing and switching you in any position his mind wonders to. Very aggressive and will not hide from what he wants. Will be blowing your back out multiple times a day. Rocking your world. Uvo is a bit greedy when it comes to sex, but he still cares about your needs. However, once he makes you cum, he may forget about your needs and focus on him. Loves to hear your whines and whimpers so if a certain position makes you louder. It's now his favourite.

BNHA was a bit tricky to choose from. Simply because there is just so much potential with so many of the men. But let's narrow it down to the obvious Dabi and Hawks. Shigaraki would make the list, just cause I like him, but he'd also be too busy for sex or for you for a very long time in my mind for this list right now. Anyway back to Dabi and Hawks. Dabi is defiantly going to focus on sex rather than a connection, at least in the beginning. Something I wouldn't mind if he hadn't kidnapped you and taken you away from your life. Sex with a stranger is already hard enough. Now sex with your kidnapper who doesn't even try to connect with you is a whole another level. He's very needy, can be soft, just never mentioned it to him cause he'll be pissed. This is the strike against him. Amazing sex, but lack of effort for the first while. For Hawks, it's almost the same. Both men have trust issues, fear of letting others get close. Dominant personalities. Need some form of control that ends up being on you. Both use sex as a way to get connected. To get some form of bond with you. It'll just take a bit.

2. Survival

This means like who would I like all around, not just sex. But rather who would be well rounded, well as well rounded as a yandere could be.

So for JJK, I choose Nanami or Todou. I feel they both would be a more realistic approach in a way. Like they'd be strict, but not in a locked in the basement way. They defiantly would have rules, not like you disobeying, but it's all for your safety. They can see the evil in the world. Poor little you can't. I mean we've all seen Todou's dedication, he's sorta one in canon anyway. But the good part is they feel bad or some kind of remorse for limiting their freedom. More likely to try to make it up to you. Through gifts or acts of service. Anything to see you smile as long as they can watch over you and make sure you're safe. Todou may be worse for some as I feel he's very physical all at once. Acts like you two have always been in a relationship. Creates a delusion that you just moved in willingly. While Nanami is more realistic and knows what he did is wrong, but in his mind, it's for the better. Todou will 100% stalk! Like all the time, while Nanami may not, may just visit you at work a lot more at work. Most he'll snatch your schedule.

Now from HxH I'm gonna go with Nobunaga or Phinks. I wanna also say Chrollo, but I think it's I feel like he'd bring me historical books and artefacts and as a history major. I gotta say I'm a fan. Anyway, let's focus on the first two and then Mr Fur-coat. Nobu is a puppy in love. Trying to do anything he can to make you happy. Yes, he knows it'll be rough at first, but it's all in the name of love. Is very physical, touches, cuddles. He needs them all. Which I'm fine and happy with. Wants to be involved all he can with you. Now Phinks is like that, but much more reluctant to it than Nobu. Pushes you away a bit, not wanting to be so soft. Only allows his true self to show when he thinks you're asleep. He can be a good yandere cause he wouldn't bombard you with physical demands right away. Give you time to adjust because he needs to as well. It would be an easier time to adjust than Nobu. Phinks is less likely to stalk. Maybe only a few weeks, Nobu will stalk, but not for long. Has no control. Now onto Chrollo as a little bonus cause I like him. He would be bad and good. Bad cause he always gets what he wants, but good cause I feel like he'd understand the want for possessions and spoil you that way. He may be soft with you at first, but once you anger him may expose you to his monstrosities.

Now finally BNHA. Aizawa or Present Mic has to be my choices. They are polar opposites of each other, yet so similar. Both want you for themselves, want you as their little safe haven away from the cruelty of the world. Though Present Mic is much calmer about everything. Understanding that you want to go outside, that this must be so hard. Much more about cooing at you, it can at times feel like he's belittling you. Yet, he always saves himself, making it feel like it's all from a place of carrying. Very touchy, talkative, just in your face. He can tone it down, he just usually won't. Now Aizawa is loving, just not so upfront. He much more prefers waiting in the wings. Watching you from the other rooms of his sealed apartment. Make sure you have everything you need. They both have defiantly staked you before, so they know a lot about you. Aizawa for longer.

3. Conclusion

It's a tough pick, cause in the end I want to pick them all, but I'll narrow it to one. Although I love those in the horny section, if I had to choose who to pick based on semi-realistic reasons I would go with Nanami (my final pick was Nanami, Todou, Aizawa, Present Mic, and Chrollo). He would probably treat me well, it may take a bit to get through his coldish demeanour. But once I did, it would be great. Protective, caring and loving. He would be all these things. Just imagine, him coming home after a long day. Only needing to fall into your arms to feel refreshed. Being his sense of normalcy, his comfort at the end of the day. *screams into pillow* Plus you know this man would take care of you in bed. Making sure you're happy and satisfied.

Underwear Thief

Kinktober 2021

Summary: How could anyone blame Todou for loving your smell so much. Even if it was his dirty little secret. He just loved the smell of your underwear. But oh, how much better would it be if it was a mix of the two of you.

TW: Underwear Sniffing and Stealing, Smut, Female Reader, Aged Up!

Everyone had a dirty secret. Typically it involved liking sex a certain way, getting off on their partner's photos, watching them change and shower. Stuff that may be acceptable with some and not with others. But Todou wasn’t sure that anyone would accept this. Maybe you wouldn’t and think he was a creep. Even though you two had been dating for a few months and have even had sex. Todou wasn’t so sure how’d you’d accept his little habit.

For the last few months, Todou had been getting off on your underwear. Pairs he had stolen from your place when he was over. Always excused himself to go to the bathroom only to go through your laundry basket to take the newest pair. Whether lace or cotton, he didn’t care. They all had your smell and that was all he wanted. Your scent was like a drug to him. Natural and so addicting. Often finding himself struggling to not just stuff them to his nose and reach in his pants right then and there in your bathroom. But it would be better to just wait till he got home. Then he could enjoy it properly. You never knew, rarely questioning why so many pairs have gone missing. Typically taking his suggestion that the communal washer and dryer in your building had stolen them. You always believed his words, never questioning him. Todou loved it, it was so sweet and amazing. You were so trusting with him, it made what he was doing even worse. Using your trusting nature to steer you the other way.

What you didn’t know wouldn’t hurt you. How you didn’t know that when he went home with a new pair he’d quickly make his way to his room. Shutting the door and taking out the underwear. Only to shove them to his face as he fell to his bed. Imagine you wearing the pair, making a mess in them. What if these were the pair you wore when you and him were fooling around? What if these were the ones you got wet in? Oh, god, fuck he was just riling himself up. Dipping his hands into his pants, he began to stroke his hard dick picturing all of the scenes. You were so fucking great and holy shit, your smell was making him nuts. He wanted to just shove his face between your legs for hours. He needed you, needed everything you had to offer. Your underwear was so amazing, they smelled better than anything. When would he be able to have you again? Better yet, when would he be able to fuck you in a pair. Todou wondered what your and his mixed cum would smell like. The very thought was enough to get him off. Making a mess all over his stomach. He needed to find out.

He probably had over ten pairs at one point. Apparently, he seemed to have managed to swipe most of yours as you brought up needing more. Had he truly solen that much, he swore he had been cautious. Todou was more than happy to come with you though. He felt bad but saw it as an opportunity. Picking out pairs he thought were cute. Pairs he wanted nothing more to fuck you in. As you two headed home, a plan was made. A way he could continue his guilty pleasure and not raise any more suspicion. Switching the old pairs that had lost their smell for newer ones that were fresh. Making you believe he was right, that you had just misplaced them. No more questions from you when missing pairs would show up a month later in some part of your apartment or laundry bin.

The idea of fucking you in one of the pairs he had helped you pick out was driving him crazy. Especially a certain one, lace and barely covered anything. You had given him a look when he showed you, but you still bought them. Making him grin from ear to ear. It was cute how you wanted to please him, how you always took his opinion. Perhaps that was a part of why you drove him so crazy.

It was just any other night, Todou and you watching a movie at your place when he decided to take control of his fantasy. Making it a reality. It didn’t take long for him to place his mouth on yours. It was forceful, desperation and lust-filled, but you responded so well. Todou was completely overpowering you, taking control of the situation. The movie was long forgotten and your bodies were tangled on the couch. His hands roaming you, trying to get your clothes off and his hands under. By the time he had managed to get your shirt and bottoms off. Seeing the underwear you had on him made him lose it. It was the pair he had picked out. In a split second, you were picked up and brought to your bed. Todou stripped, climbing on top of you. You were stopped from taking off your underwear, instead only allowed to take off your bra. It was odd, but you didn’t question Todou when he stopped you. Instead of keeping them on and letting him move them to the side. His fingers began to play with you. Stroking your folds, brushing against your clit and delving into you.

The moans he pulled from you were like music to him. It was all for him, he was making you make these sweet sounds. It wasn’t long before he was pulling the first organism of the night from you. The mess that pooled around his finger, that got on your underwear was driving him crazy. He was unbelievably hard, the image of you there, making a mess of his hands. Letting your cum catch on your underwear. It didn’t take long before he was positioning himself at your entrance. Slowly sliding in, having to stop himself from finishing before he’s even halfway in. You just felt so good, so warm and tight. He never wanted to leave, to exit you. If he could have you wrapped around his dick all the time. He would. Todou fucked into you as deep as he could, admiring how your eyes crossed. How you looked so fucked out with just a few strokes. You were just as sensitive as him and Todou was so thankful for it.

The mess was building up already. Your juices were leaking out, sliding down his dick only to land on him and your underwear. The thought of taking this pair once you two were done. Soaked with both of yours cum, drove him to finish right there. Pumping you full of cum. Whimpering your name and he collapsed on you. Refusing to pull out just yet. Trying not to crush you, but also so tired from cumming so hard. Looking down he saw the state of your underwear. Soaked with cum that had leaked out around his dick. The sight was something to behold, a sight that only made him hard again. Thinking of shoving them to his nose later on when you’re too busy to get him off. Your smell was already so intoxicating, but oh, imagine how great it would be mixed with his. A true sign you were solely his.

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Losing Your Virginity

TW: Sexual acts, loss of virginity, unhealthy behaviour mentioned (yandere), Aged Up, Female Reader.

Nanami, Gojo, Todou

Nanami

He doesn’t really care if you were or weren’t. To him, it didn’t matter about before, only what happened now.

He’ll be easy on you, understanding how you were new to this. That you’d be sensitive and it would hurt. Nanami would be so careful. Fingering you, eating you out, anything to get you nice and wet.

Expect some time being spent on you, he wants to enjoy it cause once he starts, he may not be able to stop.

Although he said earlier how he didn’t care if you were a virgin or not, that seemed to change once he started. His dirty talk is a mix of praise and how he’s so lucky to be the only one to ever have you like this. “So good at taking me.” “You were built for me, built for me. Only for me.” “That’s right baby. Only for me. you’re all mine.”

He’s not too rough, but by the end, he does get more aggressive. Chasing after his own high when he gets close. No worry, he made sure to make you cum a few times. He’s not cruel.

Expect amazing aftercare, especially since it's your first time.

Gojo

Him being your first gets him giddy. He feels special, he gets to be your first. Ruin you for anyone else. Although he wouldn’t mind if he wasn’t, but this makes training you so much easier.

Gojo is pushy, he wants you when he wants you. The only reason he hasn’t bent you over in a public bathroom is cause he wants you to have a more… pleasant first time.

When he does get you alone at his place for the first time, oh you’re in trouble.

He’s a smooth talker, he’ll get you in his bedroom without you realizing why. Then he’ll suddenly start to make you realize why. He promises he’ll be nice and make you feel good. Please just let him be your first.

Once you say yes, he’s on you so fast. Grabbing at you, grinding on you, kissing up and down your neck. Making you realize that he has a different definition of nice than you.

He’s rough, he tries to cool down, but how could he. He’s the one ruining you, he gets to ravage you before anyone else, and if things go well. No one else will.

A mix of praise and him just babbling. “That’s right. Take it, take it all.” “Oh baby, is it too much for you? It’s okay, you’ll love it the more we do it.” “So fucking good. Fuck. You feel so amazing, baby.”

Aftercare is minimum, it’s mostly him trying to get you ready for round 2.

Todou

He’s delusional. He’d probably think you were even if you told him otherwise.

Todou will make a whole day or even week of it. Taking you on the best dates, gifts, just spoiling you. Especially now he’s done with school and spending all his time on his profession. He can afford to spoil you like crazy for the rest of your life. Cause that’s how you’ll be spending the rest of your life, with him. Like it or not.

He just starts love bombing you like crazy, he’ll just do everything to get you to warm up to him.

You’ll end up at his place, probably in his room being pinned by him. His hands-on you, undressing you so fast. He’s impatient on seeing you naked.

He’ll spend so much time warming you up that by the time he deems you ready. You’ll be spent. Completely putty in his hands. Just like he likes.

He’s probably the most gentle in the beginning, he has the rest of your life to have you how he wants anyway.

He loves praising you, though it’s more like worship. You’re his goddess so why wouldn’t he worship the ground you walk on. “You’re so beautiful. Laying on my bed like this.” “You take my dick so well. Fuck. How did I manage to get you. “oh god, you’re so tight. That’s it, baby. Just take me.” “You’re body is so perfect. So pretty like this. I just always want you.”

Aftercare is intense. You’re probably almost passed out at this point if not completely is gone. He’ll get you cleaned up and snuggle up to you in bed.

Stay The Night

TW: Implied Manipulation, Todou Being Pushy, Female Reader, Aged Up!

It was getting rather late. The sun had set hours ago, replaced with the darkness of the sky. It seemed like it was a good time to leave. You had to walk home anyway and it was best to do so before all the bars closed. Turning to Todou, you explained it was best if you left cause of the time. The two of you had been watching a few movies back to back, you had lost track of time.

“Oh come one, it’s not that late. Just stay for the rest of the movie. Please?”

He always gave you those puppy dog eyes when he really wanted something. It was sad to say that even after all this time knowing him, you still fell victim to them. Agreeing you stayed for a bit longer. Hoping it wouldn’t be too much longer and the bars would still be open. Keeping their patrons in.

The movie played on. You really enjoyed it. Todou always knew how to pick movies you’d both enjoy. He was truly one of your closes friends. You even use to have a small crush on him a few months ago, though that seemed to be crushed as he seemed to always be dating someone new every month. That didn’t stop you from spending time with him. Even cuddling with him from time to time. Spending the night. It always seemed so normal to be like this with him. Almost acting like a couple without the extreme intimate parts and title. No matter how much you dressed it up, it would never be more than a friendship. At times it was cruel for you, but he was too good of a friend to let go. Plus now you were starting to see someone, finally getting over him. It was still fresh, but they seemed so sweet and caring. Maybe they’d come to get you. It would work well, Todou could finally meet them and you could stay later.

“How’d you like the movie?” His voice broke you out of your thoughts.

“It was good. Though I think the first was better.” Todou laughed in response agreeing. Getting up, you were quickly tugged back down. Falling onto Todou.

“Come on, one last one. You’ll love this one.” He didn’t even listen to your reply before pressing play on the new film.

“Todou. It’s really late. I should-” He ended up cutting you off.

“Just stay the night. It isn’t safe for you to walk home. Plus it looks like it’s gonna rain.” Looking out the window, he was right. No stars insight, plus a few drops seemed to already be on the glass.

“I mean I could walk you home, but do you really wanna go when it’s raining. Come one just stay.”

You didn’t have work tomorrow or class. It wasn’t like you hadn’t stayed the night before, but now you were seeing someone. How would they feel? Spending the night at an old crush's place?

“I don’t think the person I’m seeing would be okay with that. They might see it in the wrong way.”

His eyes suddenly stopped looking like they were filled with laughter. Instead, his nose scrunched and his eyes narrowed. But just as quickly as the change came, it left. His face went back to how it was before. Filled with joy and a wide smile.

“What's wrong with two friends having a sleepover? If I were you I wouldn’t wanna be with someone who takes everything the wrong way.”

Todou's words were stupid and wrong. He was being his normal annoying self. Trying to get his own way. He wanted you to stay longer, to continue hanging out. It was always like this, he just always had to get his way. Always keeping you so late and begging you to sleep over. Even crashing at your when he was there, insisting he was too tired to leave.

“You don’t know them. It’s not like that. I just really like them okay.” He didn’t answer you. Nodding at your words as he slowly got up. He towered over you. If he wasn’t such a close friend, he’d honestly be terrifying.

“How cute. Missy finally got a little boyfriend huh?”

Pushing past him, walking towards the front door to get your shoes on. Before you could grab for your shoes, Todou grabbed your wrist. Waiting for you to turn towards him before speaking. Turning to look at him, realizing his smile was gone. He looked tired and annoyed.

“What? Don’t be so sensitive. Anyway, seems like a shit person to be bothered by a friend.”

He sounded like the last part hurt him. Did he truly think the new person you were seeing was trying to get in-between you two? Todou was so dumb and easy to annoy, he really had the nerve to call you sensitive? He was behaving like a kid, you had put up with him for so long and now he was throwing a fit because you wanted to put a boundary up.

“That’s not it. They probably wouldn’t care about me spending the night at a friend's. It’s just, just that well…” You were getting flustered. It wasn't just cause you two were friends. He was so much more to you a few months ago and perhaps those feelings still lingered deep inside, but you were with someone else now. His stare just grew more intense as he continued to look into your eyes.

“Well, finish it. I’m dying to hear.”

Todou had a smirk on his face as if he knew where this was going. The thought irritated you if he did really know how you felt and still decided to rub all of his girlfriends in your face. The idea he could be so cruel was brought to life when you looked at him more, his expression told you you were right. He knew.

“You knew…”

It was no more than a whisper. The anger of that thought was coursing through you. Pulling out of his grasp, staying in the same spot as you stared up at him. Please say no, please say how he had no idea of what you were talking about. Or him giving off some stupid guess that was so wrong. Anything, but him knowing. Todou leaned down towards you. Pushing you back until your back was against the wall. Trapped between the two.

“You had a little crush on me. Now that you’re seeing some punk, you don’t wanna risk anything or something?”

He was right. He knew. Todou knew all of this time. You weren’t sure what was worse, him knowing all this time, yet still leading you along. Or being so oblivious he never picked up on how you swooned over him when he talked.

“How did you know?” You were confused, you never thought you had been that obvious. A laugh erupted from his throat.

“You aren’t exactly the best actress.” Shame and anger were fighting inside you. You couldn't look at him. Watch as he laughed about it.

“Why didn’t you say anything?” You finally looked up at him again. Hurt was plastered on your face as you looked at him.

“I just didn’t want to, uh, ruin the friendship I guess.” Todou seemed flustered. “But I also really like you so…”

You stared at him. Searching to see if there was any truth to his words. Trying to find the joking manner he usually had. Waiting to hear him laugh and tell you how he got you good because he never gave you any hint he liked you more than a friend. No, he never acted like it. Always with some new girl, flirting with anything in a pretty little skirt. Anything, but you.

“Y-you're lying.” You were hurt at this. This was worse than him not liking you. He was your friend, a friend you so deeply wanted more from a few months ago only to give up on it. But now that you moved on, he suddenly liked you? “Am I some joke to you?” Your words were cold, all emotion had left.

Todou was stunned at your words, you saw it in his face. Pure shocked that he wasn’t able to recover as fast as usual. Suddenly he leaned in closer to you. Placing his hands on your head. Keeping one hand resting on your cheek while moving the other under your chin. Ensuring you kept looking at him. You were boxed in by him. He would never hurt you, but he was so much bigger than you. It was hard to not feel intimidated by his size and actions.

“You’re anything, but a joke to me. I care about you so much.” Those words were everything you wanted to hear. Everything you dreamed of, yet this wasn’t the time.

“Todou. I-I can’t. I’m sort of seeing someone.”

Your words felt sour in your mouth. You had only gone on a few dates with the guy. It could be nice, to have a relationship with someone who wasn’t making you work for the attention. Someone who hadn’t ignored you when they liked you. His grip on your chin tightened. He crinkled his nose at your words. Like he was trying to understand them.

“End it.”

You waited for a please, or for him to tell you he was joking. It never came, he just stared at you. You could. Send a text and end things. They probably wouldn’t be hurt, you were sort of sure they were still dating around as you two hadn't become anything official. Maybe they didn’t like you the same way.

“That isn’t right.”

“That’s not a no.” Before you could answer no, Todou interrupted you. “I know you don’t want to say no or else you would have said it right away with no hesitation.” He was right and it hurt. “Please. Just spend the night and we can talk. Please. If not because of all of this then because we’re friends. And friends talk. They also don’t let friends leave when it isn’t safe.”

Todou was right. It was late and the rain had started to fall even harder now. It would be best if you stayed. Even give you a chance to talk to him.

“I’ll stay.”

His smile had spread across his face. He looked so ecstatic. Leaning in and planting a kiss on your forehead. Resting his forehead against yours after. It was all so soft and gentle. It was a scenario you had craved for so long. One you dreamt about months ago.

“Thank you. I love you.”

It was all so soft that you almost missed it. Almost missed the words that would pull you even further into him. Your feelings for him would never leave and it was only going to get worse after tonight. For now you would forget the other guy and just focus on Todou.

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Big shoutout to @ramwrites fr helping me clear out my writers block!! <3 This is just self indulgent valentines Todou and i dont have an explanation for myself

Summary: Todous relentless, a bully you’ve had to deal with since your freshman year of college. Unfortunately for you, it all comes to a head when you’re paired with him for an assignment that’s worth a substantial portion of your grade

Word count: 1.4k

Warnings: Yandere themes, choking, implied noncon towards the end 

You’re early. Disastrously so. So early that you can watch the sun set in the charming little café Todou made you meet him at. It’s still winter, and the sunset isn’t too late in the day, but being early enough to watch as the sun slowly disappeared behind the tall buildings gave you the disadvantage of realizing how much time you were about to waste. Picking at the rim of the paper cup, you shake your head to try and clear the negative thoughts out, to no avail. You were about to spend an incredulous amount of time working with the person you hated the most. The person who seemed to make every class he had with you a living hell. How you ended up paired with him for this project is beyond you. One moment your partner was the girl sitting next to you in the lecture hall, the next she was gone and Todou in her place. Even though you both were in college, He was always so ruthless. As if he had made it his duty to make you feel smaller than you already did at such a large school. You don’t know why he singled you out. It had started after you’d taken an intro course with him your first year, still young and naïve enough to believe the man who sat beside you wasn't bullying you. At first it was little things, like stealing your notebook while you wrote, which turned into progressively bigger things like the time he drenched your shirt with his water bottle. A sleazy smile and an ‘oops’ that was insincere following the act. And now, you were stuck in an assignment with him that was worth half of your grade. At least the cafe was close to your apartment. It’d be easy to lose him once the work was done. Outside the wind began to howl, a bitter reminder that you could’ve spent this time cuddled up in your bed, watching a movie or something other than wasting your time with such a meathead. Part of you wanted to leave, just gather up all your school supplies and tell Todou you’d finish the project by yourself. Before you could think too deeply on that option, the door of the cafe swung open, letting in a gust of freezing air as well as the man you least wanted to interact with. Todou Aoi. A college student with muscles for brains who could laugh in the face of God himself. Even without saying anything he was always so boisterous, his presence alone just too big and loud. You hated it. “Y/n!” He called, alerting everyone in the damn place that you, unfortunately, were with him. Pulling the chair out and moving it beside your own he continues speaking “Early as usual! Y’know, that’s fine” he laughs “punctuality is a good thing! But you could’ve messaged me, and I would’ve come earlier too!” Why was he so happy all the time? It truly vexed you. Without so much as a word you got up to toss your half finished coffee away, sure if you kept it on the table the bastard would ‘accidentally’ spill it on your notes. It’s not like he hadn’t done it before. “Could we make this quick?” You sighed, scooting your chair away from his as you sat back down. “I already have a list of what you need to do. Just get it done and this’ll be painless for the both of us” Todou’s smile faltered at the end of your statement, but it quickly lit up again as you went to give him the paper. His hand shooting out to grab your wrist, a little too tight, a laugh escaping him at the way you struggled against his grip until he finally decided to let go. “Why do you always gotta do stuff like that?” you grumbled, rubbing at the dull ache that was settling into the skin of your wrist already. “Why are you always trying to run away from me?” Somehow, he made the statement seem as if it were only a joke but coupled with the aching in your wrist, it only served to piss you off further. As if you'd want to be around him, to interact with someone so dense that they couldn’t even tell when they were being a nuisance. You aimlessly rubbed at your temples, closing your eyes to try and stem off the headache that would only be exacerbated by looking at his face. Bluntly, you asked “Are we gunna work on this or not?” taking a moment to stare at the papers in front of you. You'd never get this done in one sitting, but as long as Todou understood what he had to do, you could finish the rest in the comfort of your own home. He laughs at that, something big and boisterous as his hand grabs the soft skin of your knee. It’s too comfortable, like you're an old friend and he’s enjoying the thinly veiled distaste as casual banter. “Yeah, yeah.. can I ask you something first?” his grip only tightens as you try to yank your leg away, ensuring more bruises and irritation on your part “Why the fuck not?” you say exasperatedly “What is it you wanna know Todou?” His eyes drift downwards to the work on the table, something akin to shyness ebbing through him, if it weren’t overwhelmed by the excitement that was practically buzzing through his body and burning you with a single touch to your knee. Quickly lifting his gaze up, he stares at you, sincerity in his voice as he asks “Wanna be my Valentine?” Shocked at first, you do nothing but return his stare with your own. It isn’t until he tacks on “Its not like that, I want you to be my girlfriend too, y/n… Not just for valentines! But for every day after –“ that you let out a laugh that’s louder than anything Todou has ever heard from you. After a few moments of this you quiet yourself, “Oh,” you wipe a stray tear from your eye “You're not joking?” Solemnly Todou shakes his head ‘no’ as he removes his hand from your leg. “Oh.. in that case..how do I put this delicately.” You sit for a moment before chuckling again. “No.” His stunned expression makes you laugh again as you diligently gather your things. It was obvious no work was going to be done here tonight. “Why not?” “Oh I don’t know Todou” the irritation mounting within you once again. “Maybe use that big brain of yours to figure it out for yourself.” With that, you shoulder your bag and make for the exit, still chuckling at where the night had led you.

Its still blustery as you quickly try to get back to your apartment. The weather does little to make you feel better, in fact, it seems to sour your mood even more. The first thing you'd decided to do when you got home was make a cup of tea, then after you'd email your professor and beg for a new partner. Even doing the assignment alone was preferable to seeing Todou again. The thought doesn’t last long before your being manhandled onto a side street, back hitting hard brick as Todou’s face is mere inches from yours. “You were lying right?” there’s a deep undercurrent of need flowing through him, palpable in the air around you Trying hard not to let his big frame intimidate you, you shake your head ‘no’, mouth too dry to even open as he peers down into your eyes. There’s no one on the street, no one to call you as you realize the severity of the situation. As if he expected this reaction, his hand shoots up with little hesitation as it grips your throat tightly.

“But I love you .. and you love me, right? You're just playing hard to get?” it’s a whine that leaves him as his lips press against your cheek, mumbling into the soft flesh he finds there. His grip around your throat gets tighter the longer you stay quiet “Just say it back.. say it back y/n” You couldn’t even if you tried. His hand was putting enough pressure to make dark spots form and blur your vision. Its frenzied, the way his body pins you against the wall, his free hand sliding against you. It easily trails up your dress, pressing against your stomach to keep you in place as his mouth wanders down to your neck. Before you could fully comprehend the situation, to understand where his hand was going as it traveled underneath the band of your underwear, your body goes limp. Eyes closing as Todou seeks your validation.