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startrekfemslashweek · 7 months

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Day One

Of Motel Rooms and Misunderstandings - lilolilyrae Why Do You Drink (the Raktajino)? - rebelrsr Resting Place - fancyadancebrigadier Take the victories you can get - Account5738525 Taking Flight - Hollie47 Picnic on Vulcan (Art) - starrycrowz Meet Me In Alcove Three - CreativeTadpole kiss kiss motherfucker (fuck nasty) - skylarkblue Happy New Beginning - hulkling616 Dare You To Move - baubeautyandthegeek Craving You - baubeautyandthegeek Jadzia/Lenara (Gifset) - ezrisdax Coffeeshop AU (Art) - seagull-energy J7 Mutual Pining (Art) - zestoflemon Mutual Pining: Kira x Ezri (Gifset) - stopthatbluecat There was only one bed (Art) - 40cleverways Misunderstandings - fenrisranger I'll Be Your Battery Pack - spacedogfromspace When the Night Turns Over - wonderofasunrise one of the rotten ones - wanderingwriter87 Cramped Quarters - darktiger57 The Saga Begins - Account5738525

Day Two

You saw me start to believe for the first time - baubeautyandthegeek Ain't Even Grey But She Buries Her Baby - baubeautyandthegeek Friends to Lovers (Art) - spiritintheinkwell Constant - stopthatbluecat A Round on J'Gal - Alsike May I Have a Moment (of Your Time)? - rebelrsr Protect - CreativeTadpole The Symbiont Owner's Manual - fenrisranger Chemistry - CharlieChills Friends to Lovers (Art) - seagull-energy Friends to Lovers (Art) - zestoflemon Friends to Lovers (Art) - starrycrowz i never did believe in miracles - twoheadedmoon Buckets - astronaut86 Take the victories you can get - Account5738525 feathered canyons everywhere - leohttt Rescuing Una - CandyCurlsofMaddness I Love You More Than Curly Fries - spacedogfromspace Friends to Lovers (Art) - tallysgreatestfan All Things Bright and Beautiful - Divinemissem13 Constant - stopthatbluecat one of the rotten ones - wanderingwriter87 Misunderstandings - MystidPurple i never did believe in miracles - twoheadedmoon Last Breath - CelestialVigilante

Day Three

Mirror Universe Aesthetic - my-gaydar-is-on-point Mirror Universe Aesthetic - my-gaydar-is-on-point Hold It Against Me Fanvid - pixiedane I was a flight risk, with a fear of falling - baubeautyandthegeek Show Me Some Decency - baubeautyandthegeek The Behavior of Individuals is Unpredictable - fenrisranger We Have Time - stopthatbluecat Returning Home - CharlieChills Evil, Skanky and Kinda Gay - SirenOfTitan The Wrong Kind of Interesting - darktiger57 Mirror Universe Kiradax Art - zestoflemon Malfunctioning Turbo-Lift of Destiny - spacedogfromspace Our Guiding Light, the Borg Queen - astronaut86 Cosy in the Turbolift - Hollie47 Mirror Universe Chahura Photoset - Kingstoken Mirror Universe Bevtroi Art - starrycrowz Mirror Universe Bevtroi Art - lyroart The more things change - CandyCurlsofMaddness Like A Rhapsody - skylarkblue We Have Time - stopthatbluecat Mirror Universe EzriLeeta Art - starcrossed-perceivers Trapped In A Turbolift - Account5738525

Day Four

Seeing Stars - Pixie The Treasure of Enterprise NX-01 - Alsike She is half your age - baubeautyandthegeek But something happened for the very first... - baubeautyandthegeek Fake Marriage KiraDax Gifset - stopthatbluecat All the Wounds We Cannot See - Divinemissem13 Milippa Fake Marriage Manip - my-gaydar-is-on-point She's Worth Trouble - fenrisranger We Make Our Hearts - EulGarakAFrites Chahura Treating Injuries Art - sopheadraws Chortegas Treating Injuries Art - seagull-energy Reciprocation - CharlieChills She's Worth Trouble - fenrisranger overdramatic and true - Lesbi_enterprise To The Bar - CreativeTadpole Oh No She's Hot - spacedogfromspace Take the victories you can get - Account5738525 Almost Magic - Hollie47

#star trek #startrekfemslashweek2023 #star trek the next generation #star trek voyager #star trek strange new worlds #star trek deep space nine #star trek picard #star trek discovery #star trek lower decks #star trek enterprise #masterpost

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everybodyknows-everybodydies · 28 days

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tagged by @rakaiawriter (thank you! :D) to share the last sentence I wrote + tag as many people as there are words!

...checks my wip files. one moment I'm going to add another sentence because the most recent one is a terrifying 70 words long ghsldkjg

This did not strike her as the activity of a very busy man.

tagging: @ghoulsbeard, @jiubilant, @ehlnofay, @ervona, @wonderofasunrise, @flutter2deceive, @artificialconditions, @bwayfan25, @knightnightwrite, @lemon-embalmer, @wispstalk, @meluisart, and @almostpleasantrebel!

#Mouse talks!#the perils of indulging in silly asides 😔

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laura-elizabeth-legaspi-weaver · 27 days

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Tagged by @wonderofasunrise (tysm for the tag M! 🥰) to share the last sentence I wrote and tag as many people as there are words!

From an unnamed First Kill Margot x Talia PWP WIP:

Margot pursed her lips, trying her damnedest not to let her supposedly uncrackable composure slip.

Tagging (no pressure!): @thebiwifeonao3 @sapphicsandscience @cloudsnbones @artificialconditions @almostpleasantrebel @flutter2deceive @portlandwithyou @muldxr @change-the-rules @ten-cent-sleuth @bamboo72498 @bwayfan25 and anyone else who is keen to join in!

#tag game #first kill #margot x talia #margot fairmont #wip #writing #fanfic #my fic #marlia #my fic writing #my fanfic #i know the maths doesn't add up but tagging 15 people is a lot lol #so can we please pretend it does

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almostpleasantrebel · 25 days

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Badly Explained WIP

Rules: Pick a bunch of your WIPs and summarize them as badly as possible, then ask your followers to vote on which one they’d be most likely to read. Multiple/all/none options are completely optional.

Twas tagged by the lovely @remyfire

Tagging: @thebiwifeonao3 @wonderofasunrise @laura-elizabeth-legaspi-weaver @cuddleswinchester and anyone else who wants to participate

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flutter2deceive · 9 months

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tagged by @everybodyknows-everybodydies to list five things i enjoy - thanks for the tag, mouse!!

tagging @chainofclovers @wonderofasunrise @mearcatsreturns @whodoesnataliehave @lilredk8monster or whoever wants to 😎

🎶 🌄 🚗 summer days driving through farmlands and long windy roads, windows down, listening to my "four voices" playlist (from the 2017 tour with indigo girls, joan baez, and mary chapin carpenter)

🧼 🛀🕯long relaxing baths. unfortunately my house has the worst bathtub ever, like a 90 degree angle so you can't lounge comfortably in it at all. so i go over to my parents' once a week just to take a bath lol. i'm saving up to install a better tub here

👩‍💻 ⌨️ 📊 excel spreadsheets. i get that there are more advanced programs for data analysis, but the only ones that my company has paid for are glitchy and unable to successfully interact with our system cuz no one manages their data like they're supposed to (to my neverending frustration), so i've adapted over the years and built my own excel spreadsheets and macros that function better than anything else we use

👷‍♀️💻🏡 building tv/movie sets and real life places i've been in the sims. here's a selection from some of my faves (was hoping i could rearrange them but i guess not lol)

🐾🐶💤 puppy snuggle times with the handsomest boy in the world

#tagged #about me

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pgkwriter · 3 years

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Another prompt submitted by @wonderofasunrise (thank you!) - this one was #1 from the General list: “I love you” “Tell me that when you’re sober.”

This one shot exists in the Well Worth Waiting universe...

Tell Me When You’re Sober- a Kerry/Susan one-shot

Kerry watched as the headlights from the cab lit up the first floor apartment, shining through the sheer curtains into the dark room. She could hear the rowdy laughter through the walls and wondered if Susan would even make it inside, pulling aside the curtain subtly to peer out and catching a glimpse of Susan as she fumbled with her keys at the front door. Kerry waited for the cab to pull away before moving toward the door and opening it, the blonde all but falling into her arms as she did so.

“Kerry,” Susan slurred emphatically, a smile plastered on her face. “You’re here.”

Kerry nodded, offering an arm for support as Susan moved into the apartment and shutting the door behind them.

“Yeah, I’ve been waiting for you. You said you’d be home by eleven.” Kerry tried not to sound too annoyed, but had she known that she’d spend most of her night alone she could have at least brought a medical journal or two to read.

“I’m sorry,” Susan turned suddenly in her direction, Kerry stepping back slightly as Susan stumbled into her. “We were gonna have a drink. And that turned into two drinks. And two became three, and you know how to count,” she giggled, and Kerry turned her head away, the smell of tequila on Susan’s breath threatening to raise her own blood alcohol level.

“Do you want some coffee?” Kerry suggested, parking Susan on the couch before beginning to move to the kitchen. She’d barely made it a step before Susan caught her hand, pulling her back toward her and down onto the couch, her crutch clattering to the floor.

“I just want you,” Susan held tightly to Kerry’s arm. “I wanted to talk about you all night, but I couldn’t.” Susan slurred, and Kerry’s heart raced momentarily, suddenly worried that Susan had disclosed their relationship to whomever she had been out with that night - Kerry assumed it had been Abby or Jing-Mei - before Susan’s words quelled her panic. “I wanted to tell them all about how soft you are,” Susan smiled, leaning into Kerry even as the redhead tried to create the slightest distance between them on the couch. “I wanted to tell them about how you snore. And how good of a kisser you are. And how happy you make me.” Susan reached over and kissed Kerry then, and Kerry couldn’t help but enjoy it, despite the taste of Susan’s night of drinking on her lips. “I can’t stop thinking about you.”

“Ookay,” Kerry laughed in spite of herself, gently pushing Susan back into the couch with a hand on each shoulder. “I’m going to get you some coffee.”

“Kerry Weaver,” Kerry could see her conscious attempt at opening her eyes wide enough to feign consciousness. “I love you.”

The redhead sighed. Not quite the way she had imagined they’d utter that particular phrase to each other. Kerry lifted her hand up and pushed a rogue strand of hair behind Susan’s ear.

“Tell me that when you’re sober.” She reached down for her crutch and brought herself to her feet, silently instructing Susan to stay on the couch by gently guiding her back into the cushions, and then moved to the kitchen to brew a pot of black coffee. By the time she returned, with Susan’s coffee in hand, the blonde was horizontal on the couch, hugging an orange accent pillow as she snored heavily against it.

“So much for your birthday dinner.” Kerry muttered, doing her best to bury the disappointment she felt as she covered Susan over with a blanket before returning to the kitchen to put away the meal she had made for them, no longer feeling very hungry anyway.

#Kerry Weaver #Susan Lewis #ER fanfic #writing prompts #one shot #fic: www #I didn't expect it to take that extra sad turn at the end but I think I hit my fluffy quota of the day or something #wonderofasunrise #Thank you so much for sending these prompts! This was so fun

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wouldntyoulichentoknow · 3 years

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How about Susan in outfit 2D and accessory 2C? :-)

a peek into her grunge phase :P

#tv: ER #Susan Lewis #Fanart #outfit meme #wonderofasunrise

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yetanotherramblingfangirl · 3 years

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Happy birthday! Hope your day was as good as it could get, and here’s to a great year ahead x

Thanks! It was a great day and here's hoping there are more great days than bad days in the next year. :)

#conversations #wonderofasunrise #😊😊😊

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emergencyroom · 2 years

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er fic and fandom awards: results 2 (fic edition)

Winner for One Shot Fic (Canon Ship or Gen. fic): friends like these by @everybodyknows-everybodydies

Joint Runners-Up: If We Are Destined to Burn by @wonderofasunrise & When the Healers must Heal by @kerry-weaver

Winner for Multi-Chapter Fic (Canon Ship or Gen): Home by @pgkwriter

Runner Up: Something Old by @milficwriter

Joint Winners for One Shot Fic (Non-Canon Ship): Growing Pains by @sapphicsandscience & Upon the Wings of Love by @cloudsnbones

Winner for Multi-Chapter Fic (Non-Canon Ship): “Unexpected Circumstances” by @bwayfan25

Runner Up: Something New by @milficwriter

Winner for One-shot Fic (poly or multi-ship) Girls’ Night In by @milficwriter

Runner Up: the heart of it all by @everybodyknows-everybodydies

Winner for Multi-Chapter Fic (poly or multi-ship): Susan Lewis’ Annual Winter Holiday Party 2019 by @milficwriter

Runner Up:

Setbacks & Steps Forward by lha (are they on tumblr? please let us know)

One Shot Multi-fandom Fic Winner: Like Looking in the Mirror by @milficwriter

Runner Up: Stuck in a Moment by UnUnpredictableMe (DraejonSoul) (are they on tumblr? please let us know)

Multi-Chapter Multi-fandom Fic Winner: Fear and Solitude by @milficwriter

Runner Up:

Take These Broken Wings by starbuck42 (are they on tumblr? please let us know)

Thankyou again to @maurastierney for organising and for everyone who took part. Congrats to all our winners!

#er #nbc er #er fic and fandom server #er fic and fandom awards #er fic and fandom discord #fanfiction #er fanfic #er fanfiction

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wonderofasunrise · 8 months

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It is something that she used to deem unimportant, a matter of frivolous nature that she thought she would steer clear from and never require, but now she is certain it is in fact something she desires, one that she cannot imagine living without—nor does she want to imagine. And the feeling only strengthens every day, from the moment she wakes with B’Elanna by her side to when they wish each other the sweetest of dreams, and beyond. Seven and B'Elanna spend a day in the holodeck.

The Warmest Colour (AO3)

DAY 7 OF STAR TREK FEMSLASH WEEK 2023 - HOLODECK ADVENTURE/FREE SPACE

#startrekfemslashweek2023 #fic: the warmest colour #fanfiction #star trek fanfiction #star trek fic #star trek: voyager #star trek: voy #writing stuff #wonderofasunrise #b7 #b'elanna torres x seven of nine #b'elanna x seven #b'elanna torres #seven of nine

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startrekfemslashweek · 7 months

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Day Five

Orhura Jefferies Tube Art - nike-ravus The Illyrian Word for Disaster - Meddow Ihdhueeerr'unhr rrh ahefvi iurrhi - baubeautyandthegeek Stuck - baubeautyandthegeek Cressida and Eyal Art - spocks-kaathyra encrusted gem-stuff // of the mist - leohttt but something's changed - Lesbi_enterprise Learning Your Language Kiradax Gifset - stopthatbluecat Language and Flowers - mystery_ink Internal Xindi Politics - fenrisranger The Illyrian Tongue - astronaut86 Sufficient Space - CreativeTadpole B7 Jefferies Tubes Art - zestoflemon As Your Captain This is Really Awkward - spacedogfromspace Celebration - CharlieChills Kiss Kiss, Motherfucker (fuck nasty) - Hollie47

Day Six

Let's Do The Time Loop (Again) - baubeautyandthegeek See how I'll leave with every piece of you - baubeautyandthegeek L'Rell/Katrina Art Trapped On A Planet Together - tallysgreatestfan Crossfire: Crossed Wires - stopthatbluecat Milippa In A Time Loop - lilolilyr Grounded To You - CreativeTadpole KiraDax Art Trapped On A Planet Together - lyroart Procrastination - CharlieChills Things Are Getting a Little Episodic - spacedogfromspace

Day Seven

Is Persephone allowed to take off her laurel wreath? - TheonlyDan The Hallowed Halls - baubeautyandthegeek The Love Of Art Lal/Tora Ziyal Art - rrr-nightingale All Things Bright and Beautiful - Divinemissem13 Holodeck Adventures KiraDax Gifset - stopthatbluecat Seven O’clock - stopthatbluecat The Warmest Colour - wonderofasunrise Risk And Reward - baubeautyandthegeek T'Lyndi Art - stuffyflowers BevTroi Holodeck Adventures Art - Sopheadraws KiraEzri Gifset - ezrisdax BevTroi Holodeck Adventures Art - zestoflemon Terra Incognita - SirenOfTitan these sordid kinds of things - plain_and_simple_tailor all the things she said - plain_and_simple_tailor Two - CreativeTadpole We'll Always Have Sandy Eggo - astronaut86 Se han besado tu vida y mi vida - wonderofasunrise Take the victories you can get - Account5738525 Holodeck - spacedogfromspace Transporter Accident - Account5738525 Holodeck Program - CelestialVigilante

#startrekfemslashweek2023 #star trek #star trek voyager #star trek deep space nine #star trek strange new worlds #star trek picard #star trek discovery #star trek enterprise #star trek lower decks #star trek the next generation #masterpost

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everybodyknows-everybodydies · 6 months

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tagged by @jiubilant for a five-word wip hunt - thank you!! :D

tagging: @wonderofasunrise, @bwayfan25, @knightnightwrite, @lemon-embalmer, and anyone else who wants to play! your mission (should you choose to accept it): locate the words QUICK, STILL, HAND, LEFT, CURL

mine below the cut :')

laugh

cold

thought

take

eye

#Mouse talks!#writing tag #tag games that make you realize how much you use certain words lol whoops

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drelizabethgreene · 2 years

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After lunch, they went back to Archie’s apartment, still holding their milkshakes that they planned to finish while relaxing together.

“OK, are you ready?” He pulled out his key. “Your surprise is behind Door Number One.”

“It’s your only door,” she said, giving him a teasing eye roll.

“Right. Well, I actually started working on it the day you got hurt, and I finished it up when I finally convinced myself to leave the hospital for a while. I know I said this already, but I just really hope you like it.”

“Archie come on! Today!”

“Fine…” He turned the key and opened the apartment door. “Brand new walls, just for you.”

(Credit for this story idea goes to @wonderofasunrise who let me borrow her prompt on the ER fic and fandom Discord ages ago.)

Read more on AO3:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/34113142/chapters/89811826

#nbc er #tv:er #er fanfiction #archie morris #claudia diaz #archie x claudia #rarepair #otp #slice of life #moving in together #maybe #oneshot #oneshot collection

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cloudsnbones · 3 years

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Ok so quick note, thanks to @wonderofasunrise whose blog I found these prompts on and thus which proceeded to steal. this is no. 11. :)

Excuse for being lazy: also yes this is only meant to be short so like sorry for not expanding on things at all. Perhaps I shall make up for that next time ;)

This is set in s8 around wintery times.

Please enjoy :3

“I thought I would be okay with just being friends but… All I can think of when I’m around you is how badly I want to kiss you and how I can’t do that anymore.”

Kerry lay quietly, her cheek resting on Susan’s chest, her eyes shut in a warm, pensive bliss – two souls in harmony.

Their illicit affair had begun as a matter of surprise to them both; after a night of heavy drinking and deep confessions they awoke the next morning sharing a bed, and what had started as a one-night stand became a regular thing after replicating the original night twice over.

Not only had their sexual relationship grown in a way that neither could have imagined, but an understanding, a friendship had also developed which had allowed themselves to trust wholeheartedly and without the fear of judgment for the first time in a very long time.

Kerry had indeed gotten accustomed to arriving home and finding Susan outside waiting for her, she had started to prepare dinners big enough for two in anticipation of an inevitable phone call asking to spend the night. Everything was falling into place. Therefore, it could never have lasted.

“I think we should end it.”

Whatever ‘it’ was. The nebulous nature of their relationship was growing all too much for Kerry, because, to tell the truth, she had fallen.

She didn’t think that there had ever been a time when she wasn’t in love with Susan Lewis, but to have been finally exposed in full to that euphoria, to live out her long-term dream, one she’d barely registered before now, was bittersweet…when she knew that Susan would never, could never requite what she felt inside.

Susan was surprised at the statement. She had never really thought about ending it, actually ending it. To be honest, since this whole thing started, she hadn’t really thought about anything at all. She knew that they were never going to be a “they”, Kerry Weaver and Susan Lewis: ER Power Couple, but she couldn’t help feel a little, disappointed at the idea of losing her? Although, she wasn’t really going to be lost, just not there in the same way. It just seemed really random, why now? Had she been planning this for a while? It was going well, she had thought, but knowing Kerry perhaps to her this wasn’t right. Anyway, best to end things whilst they’re good right? She clung to that thought in the hope that it might fill the suspicious hole she felt deep down in her chest.

The two promised to stay friends, it’s always nice to have an ally. And Susan was just fine with that, one-hundred-percent completely fine.

“23-year-old male, multiple head lacs, altered, LOC, vitals stable, BP 120/80,” announced the new EMT Danielle as she tried to shake her overgrown fringe out of her eyes.

It was just then as Susan and Kerry approached to take the trauma that the man in question lent over and wretched blood all over Danielle’s jacket causing Kerry and Susan to jump back a little before grabbing the sides of the gurney so that she could sort herself out. The man started to lose consciousness again as they raced to get him inside.

Danielle shed her jacket leaving it on the tarmac of the ambulance bay revealing a white vest and tattoo sleeves before she continued her debrief whilst following the pair to the trauma room, “Received 50 of Lidocaine at the scene, complains of dizziness and neck pain,” she continued.

As they entered the trauma room Susan finally took a look at the woman speaking and what said woman was wearing, “Nice top,” she said her eyes lingering a little bit too long.

“Thanks,” replied Danielle looking down at herself briefly before smiling to show her gratitude.

“LIFT ON 1, 2, 3!” Kerry ordered loudly cutting their little interaction short.

And as Susan lent over to start working on the man she felt Danielle put something small into her pocket whispering, “I’ll see you later.”

She stared as the woman left the trauma room only to look back around to see Kerry watching her icily.

After the man was stabilised, Kerry and Susan left the trauma room ripping their gloves and their aprons off as they did so before tossing them into the trash.

They both started in the same direction, practically colliding, Kerry extending an arm to institute a satisfactory, colleague-appropriate space between them.

“Tough trauma.”

“Yeah, I s’pose…Hey, did I tell you that Susie went to see that film they’ve all been talking about, Shrek(?) the other day, oh my god I have not heard her be so excited about something in months, and the way she talked about the donkey in it you would think that the two were going out, but alas no. Apparently, he is indeed taken by a dragon as is so often the case with actually desirable men,” she ranted enthusiastically putting on a heightened English accent to emphasise the slander.

Kerry listened quietly as she felt Susan’s words dig into her further and further, she should be happier for her, she knew that, but everything was closing in on her and she didn’t like it.

They entered the Doctor’s Lounge and as soon as the door shut behind them and it was clear to Kerry that no one else was in there, she started, “Listen, I don’t wanna make a big deal outta it but I just wanted to let you know that it’s considered a little inappropriate to get distracted by pretty EMTs when working a trauma at least from a management perspective, now as it’s never happened before obviously it’s not a problem but just so you know for any future interactions that they should be left till after you’ve finished working on the patient.”

Susan’s smile failed immediately at the mini reprimand. “Kerry it was nothing I promise.”

“Uhuh – well even if that is the case it’s still inappropriate,” Kerry said pointing her nose in the air.

Kerry’s stiffness on the subject angered Susan who huffed before retorting, “And even if it WAS something I don’t think that’s any of your business, you know Kerry Weaver, not everything is about you I realise, ok, that you’re the only person in YOUR world but that’s not the same for the rest of us,” as she raised her voice, she stepped closer and closer to Kerry refusing to break eye contact for a second.

Kerry was frozen in place, her lip quivering slightly and her eyes conveying only a hint of pain and fear behind their broken shields.

They were practically toe-to-toe, and their proximity almost immediately caused Susan to calm down as if her body was anticipating Kerry’s touch, Kerry’s smell, Kerry’s warmth.

The electricity burning Kerry’s skin as her beloved towered over her, not knowing, never knowing, what those words meant to her. Why although dealing with hurtful comments was part of the job, was always part of the job, they felt different coming from her.

But as cupid’s taunting strings gradually lured them together, the door burst open loudly causing the women to practically jump out of their skin in order to create distance between them.

It was Chuny; “Doctor Weaver there’s a guy wandering around the admit desk I think he’s your patient, Mr. Reid?”

“Yeah, I’ll be there in a minute Chuny,” Kerry replied a little too shrilly, her eyes still fixed on Susan. She stayed there for a few more seconds before finally awakening in herself the willpower to sort out the wanderer.

As the last sounds of her crutch hitting the floor faded away into the dissonant noise of the ER Chuny joked, “Did you just have it from Weaver, I bet you didn’t miss those in Phoenix!” before closing the door and leaving.

But ‘missing Weaver’ was really the only thing Susan was able to do at that moment, she turned towards the window to wipe away a tear. Then, she shook herself from head to toe, set her face back to neutrality and spun around so she could go back to work.

Kerry stood alone, her arms restless as if they were missing something, or someone, her kitchen echoing with emptiness. As she stared half-heartedly at the risotto she was making she heard a buzz followed by three rapid knocks. Kerry pulled herself out of her reverie, grabbed her crutch and headed over to the front door.

Upon opening, she saw Susan shivering in a short tan trench coat, her arms wrapped around herself, her right foot tapping the ground beneath her. When she heard the click of the latch she lifted her head and the expression Kerry saw sent a shiver through her, Susan’s eyes were wide and deep inside them there seemed to be some sort of lingering discomfort.

“Hey,” she said shyly before pulling the door to and stepping out into the cold winter’s night also, “What are you doing here?”

“Um…I’m not sure to be honest,” was the esteemed reply.

“Aren’t you cold? Do you want t-”

“Kerry there’s something I have to say and if I don’t say it now, I don’t think I ever will so.”

“Uh…ok, um, go right ahead.”

“I’m so tired, of all this of going to back to the old normal, whatever the hell that was, you know I-” she broke off, her voice cracking slightly as her emotions started to get the better of her, “I thought I would be okay with just being friends but…All I can think of when I’m around you is how badly I want to kiss you and how I can’t do that anymore. And even when you’re mad and being a bitch, I just want to hold you because then I know everything’ll be all right.” And on those final words she broke down, it could have been the cold, it could have been the pressures of moving back to a town where no one really remembered her, but in that moment, it didn’t matter what the exact cause was because her Susan was upset and it yanked at her heartstrings.

The women stood there silently, Susan looking at the floor and Kerry looking at Susan, frozen in light of the revelation, trying to calculate what best to do. When Kerry still didn’t say anything, Susan raised her head once more to look at her and being met only with an unreadable, blank expression, she felt she could take a hint.

Not wanting to stand in the scene of her rejection any longer Susan said, “Goodnight,” in a dejected, barely audible voice before turning around and heading down the steps leading up to the house. And it was this that triggered Kerry’s ability to move once more.

“Wait!” she called out, as she reached her hand out for the banister and tried to rush down the stairs, but her hurriedness and the light frost worked against her and as Susan turned around Kerry practically tumbled into her arms.

And at this intimacy, there was only one thing left for them really, because love doesn’t require logical thinking, sometimes all it needs is an impulse.

Kerry pulled herself up muttering a word of thanks before running her hand through Susan’s hair and slowly, softly bringing her down for a kiss.

And as a thousand fireworks went off in their minds, they simultaneously knew that “they” would last forever.

#kerry weaver #kerry x susan #susan lewis #er #nbc er #ficlet #drabble #kerry weaver x susan lewis #angst #fluff #aghhhh sorry again #better than nothing though right #also sorry if the medical stuff is wrong #that's not why i'm here #i don't think it's sooooo inaccurate???#also ive scheduled this for like the middle of the night where i am so yeah whatever you say i will be waking up to and will define my day #remember that #i don't want to proof read this again any mistakes that are there now remain there #my writing

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