Unintentional
Unintentional he says as he makes his way back to bed
back to believing
deceiving
back to where
I trusted him
before.
Wide eyed in wonderment
Betty-Boop blinks an endearment
pacifying portrayals
layered in betrayals
streaking through the media
of change.
Re-arrange perspective
to bleach blonde moments
finger nails painted
pearly pink,
I pick at them.
What forgotten intent landed me
in that karmic situation
that haven for hoping
life skill limited
coping
with survival
I remembered...
I was smarter than that.
Wit
double swords through life
slashing false promises
from both ends of the candle
burning bright comet
streaking
making my way
unfettered
alien
and alone
always ending
alone..
I learned to be brave.
I was no one’s slave and my behaviour was mine alone to bear
and I didn’t care
what you thought of me
or anyone else for that matter
as far as I could gather
except nights,
with no one to share
my observations or insights,
to learn and grow from,
a laugh and a smile and a touch
was it too much
to ask for?
A story told so long ago
I can’t erase it
or replace it
I remembered...
I surrendered.
I did.
A moment of weakness?
or experiment..
it depends on where you speak to me
or when.
I can be mercurial like that.
it’s a fact.
Maybe I needed to test you,
to see if you'd slip and let me fall
after all, I’ve fallen before
and I know the score
has been tampered with.
Whose standards double
when my classmates made the grade
two to one girls rose
above the standard testing,
maths and science nit pic the status quo,
there you go,
world war two workplace
second rates
a mutiny
and affirmations rise
to the stranglehold
of poverty’s promise
to succeed
and take you with him.
But don’t outshine, or out speak!
Be meek
and vulnerable
unless you want trouble
and you’ll have it.
Matter of fact
our ancestor
lacked that patriarchal skew
They held a balanced point of view.
Who knew?
History’s told
by the slant of the bold and bully,
religious persuasion andIimperial
serial killers of faith
in humanity
wrote the living books not burned
in the inquisitions’ finest hour
that bonfire of blasphemy
that lit the village squares.
I felt it there,
I remembered.
Celtic Gods and Goddesses
shared their crypts where buried there
were kings and queens together,
over-seeing and believing in destiny
and fate. Equal power, ruler’s fair
a gentle hand that’s firm is rare
enough in those times,
before the Romans came.
May Pole dancers
weave a remembering
and a feast to the Green King come December
reminds us of a cover up
I remembered.
Queen of Sheba, Nefertiti,
Rhea, Hera and Pele
answered to the melee of misunderstandings
all the while demanding to be heard.
It’s absurd.
All First Nations held Women as equal
in all of creation.
Every situation
you go back far enough you find
a time, when we had balance,
and Eden was good.
What does it matter?
Venus of Willendorf was but an amulet
a pet, a fetish found in a million sites
under sifting sands
and ancient mansions,
where one god rules,
and fools follow the gold
to the glories on high,
never mind asking why
Eve deserved the blame.
It’s never been the same
since Abraham’s revenge.
Cast out, passed out, needle in her arm,
what more harm can you do her?
Harlot slanting scarlet letters
or talented?
Tarred and feathered ?
brothel burnings?
School girls stolen and sold into slavery
to satisfy the depravity
of sex addicts addicted
to power.
I shower to reclaim my skin
as I begin to pick up the pieces
steam cleaning my senses
defenses kicking in
as I await your verdict.
I can do better
glass ceilings, bamboo curtain
ancestors call
to remind us
of the mud we crawled out of
and I answer them
as I must.
‘Ya...
dust to dust’.
(c) krow Fischer Here On Earth
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