Holly & Macy and Everyone Else

Chapter 4: Page 34

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When ur sitting next to ur girl crush and u feel an invisible string tying u to her but u can’t look at her and all u can do is cover ur face cuz she’ll never like u back and it’s just so isolating bcuz no one gets it

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i wanna be your girlfriend- girl in red

oh hannah,

your name sits heavy in the back of my throat, no matter where i run the idea of you- us- haunts me. the ghost of the past, present, and future is one and the same. he sits with me, tells stories of how we were. who we were. he takes hold of my soul, hands rough on my bruised heart. he tells me what we could be, what we should’ve been, how beautiful we would’ve been. i think i am supposed to find comfort in these empty promises from the future, but i know better. i will not pick up a single shard of hope, for the last time i did you turned it to grief and sent it to strangle me. the pain of sticking around far outweighs how i will suffer when i leave. i cannot be your friend. i cannot be more than friends yet less than a lover. you have taken all i can give, i am a shell of the girl i was when we met. just know i gave it willingly.

gay people (me) keep winning (i didn't really win anything yet but i have a crush on a girl and she's very cute so i'm considering her existence a win already)

i just think that

Am I delusional or does she really like me back?

You’re On My Mind

I don’t know how to be vulnerable But, I guess I have no choice but to do so Do I scream your name at the top of my lungs In hopes that you can hear? Or do I whisper the words directly into your ear?

You’d have to be looking away, though The entire time Make sure to count to 10 after I stop whispering words No, 15 So I have time to get out of your sight Out of sight, out of mind But I also hope that I’m on your mind…

Maybe, Maybe

It was supposed to be just an innocent and happy crush. Back then I didn't even know you--like, the real you beyond the self-tagged roles you picked in that discord server where I first laid my eyes on you. I don't even know when and how exactly did I end up having this big fat crush on you. But one thing's for sure--You caught my eye the moment I saw you.

What was supposed to be an innocent and happy crush towards a total stranger from the internet turned into something bigger. The next thing I know, I was composing a lengthy ass message for you a few minutes before Christmas ended. I only wanted to say hi, but we ended up talking for an hour that night. Looking back, I am thankful that I gave in to my intrusive thoughts that night, because otherwise, we wouldn't have grown closer.

From being total strangers, to becoming friends in real life. By this point it has become clear to me that you only see me as a friend, and I'm honestly fine with that--or so I thought. It's been 2 years now, and despite of my attempts to go out and meet other people, for some reason I just can't seem to click with any of them, because I always end up comparing them to you. None of them has ever intrigued me the way you do everytime we would talk. Every single time I'd try to get to know someone else, I would always end up wishing it was you instead. That's when it started to hit me--It was always you. No matter how hard I try to deny and repress it, at the end of the day it's only you I think about whenever I can't fall asleep at night. It's you who I want to make new memories with, and it's you who I want to fall in love with. I love being your friend, but I wish I wasn't just a friend at the same time. I want more than that, because I honestly have so much to give.

Maybe I really was just deluding myself into believing that you were just a happy crush. Or that I was contented with being your friend. Maybe this isn't even just a big fat crush anymore. Maybe it's time for me to come to terms with the truth that I really, really do like you. Maybe it's time I stop being a coward, and to actually do something about this. Who knows, maybe this could turn out to be the start of something great, right?

thinking about them <3

Holly & Macy and Everyone Else

Chapter 4: Page 10

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Guys what do I do about a long-term crush on a straight girl this is torture help!

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I have a crush on this girl who's in one of my lectures and also hangs out in the lgbt+ center (!!) and she's really funny and charming and she has a face like sunshine and I really really want to get to know her better but as of now I'm still in the acquaintance zone rip

good lord I know that feeling. I wish u the best of luck pal!

I

Just

Wanna

Hold

Her

Hand !!!

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