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smile-files · 7 months

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this is so silly. one of the perks of having goody gardens as a thing is that it gives me an excuse to have like 50 billion fursonas. but then i'll keep thinking "but what about my truesona" as if that doesn't completely defeat the purpose

#melonposting #like oh my god. my brain for some reason cannot handle having multiple entities to describe myself unless i put that in its own framework #like goody gardens being an imagination world and such (it's imaginary so it doesn't have to obey physics or whatever)#and i'm like yay!! i couldn't describe myself with just one fursona/persona anyway #but there's something about having one that is generally me that's appealing and it's annoying that it just doesn't really work for me #i mean hey mr. nice guy used to just be my persona - and he was a personified version of my objectsona anyway #and now he's part of that larger framework #i still go by mr. nice guy because i think he's the most central to me. like he's the 'protagonist' of goody gardens so to speak #but the others are just as 'me' as he is #i dunno. as it is it's annoying just picking one animal for each goody gardens character #and i don't want to just have every animal as an option cuz that kinda takes away the meaning #but like with my difficulty suspending my disbelief...#if i ever want to play splatoon right? i'd be a cephalopod of some sort in that game #so in order for my brain to believe that i could 'be in that game' i must have a cephalopod fursona for at least one goody gardens characte #and so on and so forth #for bluey i must have a dog fursona. for ducktales i must have a bird. for my little pony i must have some sort of ungulate #and then for the bluey example: honey-doo gets a dog fursona cuz that suits her #and that fursona being attached to her would inevitably affect that dog's design and breed and personality and so on #which means that the dog she'd be might not be the dog *i'd* be (as in my whole person)#which is confusing and annoying #so then what - for every fursona there's two versions? one general one and one goody gardens character specific? that's so weird though #i have a vague idea of what those general ones might be like (brown or yellow with rainbow accents) but it's still soooo confusing :[#god it's times like this when i realize that autism isn't good or bad it's just weird and annoying sometimes #like god forbid these two completely inconsequential things not match up perfectly. god forbid #like golly it could not matter less!!!!! stop worrying about this you silly goose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway sorry for this. i have work to do :'D i need to read karl marx haha

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vaguely-concerned · 1 month

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one of the funniest things about garashir are all those times when julian bashir -- not unequivocally the most autistic person in the quadrant only because odo and worf are also here -- steps in to function as garak's emotional support social skills. 'garak this isn't helping/garak this isn't the time/garak baby if I can read the social writing on this wall it's time to get out let's go go go'

#the extent to which garak is simply being annoying on purpose vs. genuinely confused... perfectly open to speculation lol #there are a couple of times he seems genuinely taken aback/to forget himself. and other times where he is 100% just being a lil shit #garashir #star trek ds9 #ds9 #star trek #elim garak #julian bashir

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sadhorsegirl · 1 year

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aes sedai: do you swear to speak no word that is not true?

moiraine, who grew up in a culture that required all participants to constantly obfuscate their true intentions and carefully manipulate others to try and avoid being assassinated by a paranoid member of a rival house before they reached the age of eleven: sure lol why not

#she was already doing social interactions on confusing hard mode!!!#im live laff loling rn #like. she was set up immediately to succeed in this frankly esoteric system bc she came out of an equally esoteric system lmao #which makes it so funny how clearly annoyed the other sisters are by the way she operates #girlies!!! shes actually operating at peak efficiency within community guidelines! the guidelines are just! insane!!#moiraine elle woods voice what like its hard #moiraine damodred #wheel of time

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maegalkarven · 7 months

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No, but all the implications!!!

Gortash starting to treat Durge's wounds as a mere way of ensuring his ally doesn't die while he still needs them.

Durge begrudgingly allowing it bc fighting against it is more trouble than it's worth, though they're a little peeved by the idea first. Letting others treat their wounds feels too vulnerable, too...intimate.

Gortash slowly establishing that as the means of control because well-treated dog is a loyal dog and he needs Durge loyal to him.

Durge getting used to that because for the first time ever they're offered comfort, for the first time ever their pain eases, even if only the physical one. Learning they don't have to bear pain, what they can simply go to Gortash and he'll make the best healers take it away. Or better yet, would bandage their cuts himself, almost as if he cares.

This gradually turning into routine to the point where Durge once gets hurt Badly, blacks out and drags their uncooperative body to Gortash's house bc subconscious is a bitch and connected Gortash = comfort/relief/no pain/etc.

Gortash being met with the bloody unconscious body of his ally on the floor of his bedroom and being both annoyed and, strangely, relieved, because his plan of leashing Bhaalspawn is working and because he'd prefer to know if Durge is hurt and be in control of their healing.

#durgetash #dark urge x gortash #gortash x durge #the dark urge x enver gortash #levi so would #he Doesn't Care about himself till he does #which leaves the post-tadpole levi being confused af why the evil tyrant is so Comforting for him #turns out Evil Tyrant not just the only one who offered help but the only one levi gradually learned to accept it from #post-orin fight levi def turns into a bird and flies to the wyrm keep #falls into a bloody heap on Gortash's floor and passes out #making Gortash live through the most awful storm of emotions as he enters #annoyance relief satisfaction worry #enver sees vivisection scars as he treats the wounds and has even more questions #leaves for a moment and returns to levi climbed into his bed and snuggling his pillow #bc it 'smells nice'#having to fight a wave of affection bc he should be annoyed! everything is covered in blood now it will take ages for staff to clean #meanwhile bane frantically searches for some black hand to challenge and defeat Gortash bc This Shit Has Gone Too Far #Gortash had gone soft and needs to be dealt with

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notetaeker · 1 year

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May 29, 2023 - Monday - Memorial Day

3 day weekend well spent, Alhamdulillah! The first two days, I did hardcore grading + event logistics. Third day (today) I ran out of steam lol and spent the whole day tending to plants (indoors and outdoors) and trying to figure out how to paint them. It was such a healing time tbh. It reminded me about The Secret Garden and the healing magic of gardening 🥺✨

#I saw a book review of the secret garden and someone was like they didn’t like how they go into the supernatural and get obsessed with magic #I feel like that person missed the whole point of the book 😭#but I see how ppl can get confused with the movie #the movie also focuses on actual magic as opposed to the magic of gardening #which is so annoying #like. Mary is cured because she’s being active and gardening with friends ! not because the garden is unusual and magical b/c of her aunt #all gardens are magical !#anyway lol fbfjfj #notes

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troius · 4 months

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#bleach #troius reads bleach #ichigo kurosaki #lmaaaao #too clever by half imo #like yes it does put the reader into a state of confusion quite similar to that which Ichigo must be feeling #but once that resolves they're not going to be angry with Yhwach #they're going to be annoyed (or impressed) with the author #I dunno is there some way he could have foreshadowed this?#hard to imagine

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frogfacey · 2 months

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"where's waldo" pisses me off so much. I can hear it said in a smug american accent right now. "where's waldo" it's such a bad title it has horrible mouth feel why is there suddenly a hard consonant in there why does it end in an o it's bad it's so bad. "where's waldo" HIS NAME IS WALLY. IT IS "WHERE'S WALLY" DO YOU SEE HOW MUCH BETTER THAT FLOWS AND HOW MUCH NICER IT IS TO SAY. I hate the USA and I hate Canada and this is only a small sample of the reasons why. why did you change his name to waldo. I AM NOT BRITISH I HATE ENGLAND TOO BUT AT LEAST THEY CALLED IT "WHERES WALLY" INSTEAD OF FUCKING "WHERE'S WALDO"

#this was so confusing to me bc the black and yellow guy is called odlaw which of course is waldo backwards #so I thought for so long that everyone was talking about him #and no one cared for wally #i can hear it right now in that fucking tiktok voice ''wheres waldo'' UGH ENOUGH YOU'RE SO ANNOYING THE LOT OF YOU #where's wally #where's waldo

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thekidsarentalright · 5 months

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i wish i could blow up all professors that say shit like this abt late work in their syllabi like 😭 shut up and just say if u accept it or not fkjdsnkfs

#like u dont have to give a lecture before stating your policy this makes u sound SOOO annoying #esp bc like. girl we are in college we know why stuff is assigned christ. that has nothing to do w wanting to know ur policy #which. she then goes on to explain the most confusing late work policy ever. already dreading this prof and it's day 1 fkjsdnfks #txt

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skyburger · 2 months

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whos your favorite of the crusaders from part 3... i think i love baofu the most tbh

#persona 2 #baofu #jjba #jotaro kujo #noriaki kakyoin #joseph joestar #muhammad avdol #jean pierre polnareff #persona 2 eternal punishment #kaoru saga #p2ep #p2 #this is making me laugh stupid hard ITS NOT EVEN A GOOD BIT. THIS IS A STUPID BIT. but its really funny to me right now #im too lazy to type out context for this just search like the words ''baofu'' and ''joestar'' and youll probably find it #i mean. if tumblr search decides to work. but thats not up to me #(all jokes aside if u like cant actually find it just send me an ask and ill find it for u)#...should i tag this. i might tag this. i think im gonna tag this i want to really confuse and/or annoy someone #maybe even both if im lucky #and in case you were wondering (which im sure you were not):#i did actually google heights for this and try to make it roughly accurate. like i put a stupid amount of effort into this #not that much. but like for what this is? wayyyy too much time went into it #its okay though i had fun. peace and love on planet earth #muffin mumbles #edit: just remembered i think tumblr only shows the first few of ur tags im going to move the character tags to the front #so if these tags seem like theyre in a weird order. Thats probs why

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shoechoe · 10 days

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hope this isn't going to cause shit but i think tumblr users have a warped idea of what being "pretentious" means

#rambles #i see so many posts like ''i love being pretentious we need pretentious people keeping art and intellectualism alive''#it confuses me #''pretentious'' means putting on an unlikable exaggerated bravado and putting down other people #because you think you're more intelligent and your taste is inherently better than theirs #being pretentious is just obnoxious. it doesn't help people appreciate deeper art it just makes you annoying #99% of the time pretentious people aren't driven by the desire to make more people appreciate deeper/non mainstream art #they are driven by the desire to feel better than other people which is a very different thing #also that word is usually used in the sense that the person doesn't actually know what they're talking about #like a person who uses big words to sound smart without knowing what they mean or say they like classic literature w/o reading it #i'm not sure what the point is. if you want to say ''more people should appreciate deeper/non mainstream art'' just say that

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jabberwockprince · 10 months

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apparently it's way easier to plan scenes and plotpoints for a fanfic if i draw them first, so here we are <3 featuring me rambling abt this scene under the cut!!

i was specifically thinking about Haym and Rikki's entire relationship?

especially very early on, right when Rikki is properly assigned as Neon J's apprentice and whatnot. this was meant to be the moment Rikki realizes they're not coping very well with leaving Ban behind in Beachside Archipelago, and how they're actually gravitating towards Haym because of how similar he feels to Ban - yknow. being the same model and all

cause Rikki has some serious issues with needing absolute control over every aspect of their life. and right now, they're stuck with a job they don't exactly care for, trying desperately to suck up to Neon J so he'll actually promote Rikki to a DECENT job designing security bots for Vinyl City, not BABYSITTING 1010

(which isn't even babysitting, moreso than being monitored 24/7 in a localized space where they can't be shady since Neon J doesnt. trust them. at all. for various valid reasons)

so witnessing Haym pull some stupid but well-meaning stunt to force Rikki show off how good they are at fixing and repairing shit makes Rikki go????

A LITTLE FERAL????

BECAUSE THEY UNCONSCIOUSLY PROJECT ALL THEIR UNRESOLVED FEELINGS ABOUT BAN ONTO HAYM

but they only realize this when their body shuts down and cannot act the way they would've wanted, seeing Haym entirely fucking wrecked being very similar to how they found Ban when they first met makes them spiral a little

Haym doesn't even KNOW he's not the original Yellow model, he has his suspicions but is overall kept in the dark. befriending Rikki is something he does entirely out of genuine curiosity, motherfucker has no clue he's in the middle of a 4 year long unresolved break-up between two losers who are constantly pining after each other both romantically and platonically

im thinkingggg Haym might be seeking out Rikki's presence mostly because he's noticed that they treat him slightly different than the others. not necessarily better, just different enough to get him curious. so the need to build an identity away from 1010 as a group/unit and his inherent curiosity just gets him into this mess

#no straight roads #no straight roads oc #nsr oc #nsr yellow #nsr haym #rikki nsr #ban nsr #purinsu art #this was meant to be my selfindulgent fanfic where the polycule is happy and shit #but its the most annoying slowburn ever bc 80% of the time is dedicated to just.#everyone sorting out their emotional baggage and learning to tell the difference between who they are #vs who they want to be vs what the world expects of them #haym and rikki probably have? the most confusing dynamic out of all #which is so fucking funny to me because aside from these really loaded moments?? theyre chilling most of the time #the total opposite to rin and rikki's dynamic. where they wont stop arguing and never see eye to eye #but are one of the healthiest dynamics in this mess. cause they get each other on a level that they CANT understand #anyway its pretty hard to portray a genius engineer when youve never. touched a wrench in your life #ALL I DID WAS WOODWORK IN SHOP CLASS LEAVE ME OLONE #anyway rikki's workplace is not osha compliant bc they dont care abt electrical hazards #bc they Cant Be Affected By Them

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katya-goncharov · 15 days

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the new doctor who series is really just one big hate crime for people who don't like change

#it's like. 1. they've changed the rules so the doctor is now called the wrong number of doctor #2. they've changed the number of episodes per series #3. for some reason they're calling it season 1 even though it ISN'T because it's not a reboot and there hasn't been a gap so they're lying #4. they're calling it season instead of series even though the classic episodes were called seasons already and that was the way #to differentiate so it's just confusing!!!#5. influence of evil disney which means people outside of britain have to pay to watch it on a different channel now #6. episodes just dropping at midnight instead of airing when they're supposed to so you have to watch them quickly >:(#7. completely changing the lore?!!! so instead of it just being aliens and time travel like it's been for the last 61 years folklore is rea #now even though it was never meant to be?!!!#and probably more things i haven't thought of but anyway i don't like it and i think this is the most autistic i've been about doctor who #ever because i'm not even usually the type of autistic who minds change but it's just too much and it's annoying!!!!!!!!#like i'll still watch it but i'll be irked about it the whole time and rant about it here to cope i guess

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bookwyrminspiration · 4 months

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very confused by whatever happened to me yesterday unraveled was announced and i am suddenly not a hater anymore

#kotlc #i've been trying to word it in this post but gave up I'll circle back around #it's something about like. the distinction between keefe and sokeefe #i don't mind keefe being more important apparently #i DO mind prioritizing sokeefe #and while keefe is obviously very tied to sokeefe. him being in the forbidden cities is going to have a degree of separation from that?#of course he'll probably pine hopelessly through the whole thing #but it's still a level of separation to me #and so. I don't really mind #unraveled doesn't upset me #which was quite confusing because when I first heard keefe book I thought i'd be super annoyed #turns out no so. interesting!#studying myself #don't mind it being a keefe book don't mind the series going forever

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tswwwit · 11 months

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howdy!!! @thatonegayship demanded that I tell you abt this silly idea I had abt reincarnated dipper AUs (which funny enough I think was inspired by you?? i think I saw a post)

ANYWAY, whenever dipper gets reincarnated, the placement of his birthmark changes, BUT the reason behind the new birthmark placement is because that was the place that dipper's lover (Bill, it's always Bill bye) kissed the most in the previous life!!

Well that's adorable! Very good 👌 And very sweet.

And you're gonna see a couple Dippers with the birthmark plastered right on their mouth before Bill starts to get the hint.

#answers #Bill's gotta make up for the kisses on the mouth by adding lots everywhere else #Before he can be sure what's going on he's gotta test it too. Which means getting creative #Dipper is deeply confused as to why Bill's always kissing his elbow/back of his knee/his little finger. What is the deal.#It's a secret reason that will delight Bill later #Variety is the spice of life and Bill wants to confirm that that's what's *actually* happening! Gotta test it #It'll take a couple lifetimes but he doesn't mind a long term project that means smooching his husband #Also means *Tons* of forehead smooches when he wants the old familiar look for the next time around #Consider: incarnation of Dipper who just. Is SO annoyed at the fact that his stupid birthmark is a goddamn *tramp stamp*#Bill high fives himself for pulling that one off #Also: a Dipper who has a birthmark on a place where you can't see it unless he's uh. Excited #Bill laughs his ass off when he sees that one and gets kicked for it #Not necessarily canon but a pretty stinkin cute concept!

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fishing-lesbian-catgirl · 8 months

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